mtfg male to female gen

>>8236587
you suck

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>>8236587
use this thread sluts

STOP ORDERING PIZZA FROM BIG CHAINS THEY ARE NOT FIT FOR HUMAN CONSUMPTION YOU PROBABLY HAVE WORMS OR PARASITES IN YOU COOK IT YOURSELF OR GET IT FROM A SMALL MOM AND POP SHOP

never trust an anthony burch aka pandora thread

rip

>>8236590
Local places are the best!

>>8236587
Stop watching anime.

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What happened to the other thread

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Will pay for cuddles. Not ugly or unhygenic. V lonely
From Ohio

>>8236597
someone tell me pls

>>8236597
I said I wanted to shoot myself in the head

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I'm on HRT for a month now.

Not seeing many changes but I feel way better somehow. And as I mentionned in the other thread, my sexual drive changed from something really bothering me to something wayyyy better and more intense.

HRT fucking rocks. Proud to be MTF right now. Can't wait to look feminine and start living a normal life, finally!

No informed consent where i live, rip need to go through gatekeepers

So my wife of (almost) 4 years now discovered her aro-ace about a year into our marriage (And over time came to terms with identifying as non-binary gender as well) and in order to work out the incompatibility in our emotional/sexual needs we talked it out and agreed/are both excited about the idea of going poly - looking for someone(s) to have a very strong but (mostly) platonic friendship with them, and a more sexual/romantic relationship with myself. My wife is aesthetically attracted to androgynous people or "very cute" fem people, I'm.... opening myself up to experimentation/expanding sexually, and mostly care about romantic connection and moving into sexual relations from there.

Anyway - currently due to living situations we're not looking for a relationship atm, but will be excited to get our toes in the water once we have our own place. Any advice for meeting people? I'm very interested in androgynous or fem looking mtf or cis women, but also open to the possibility of meeting the right guy, too.

>>8236587
•Makeup tutorials : http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
•Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
•Correct hormone levels:http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
•Checking your levels:http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
•Reducing Muscle http://www.trans-health.com/2001/lose-muscle-gain-fat-dieting-for-mtfs/
•Size charts:http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
•Transition time lines:http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
•Voice Training:https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
•Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
•Discord: https://discord.gg/qjxGSxY
•IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg

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>>8236605

congratulations@@@

Repost since I gave advice and shit in the now dead thread just before it was deaded.

>>8236540 (Elanna)
If it's things out of your control realize that you can't do shit about it and that worrying about it is detrimental *and* pointless. Listen to music, distract yourself in healthy ways, and chill. If it's stuff that you *can* control and are actively working on, be content knowing that you're doing what you can.
>>8236555 (Sad Anon)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v36KMdiWHao
I'm listening to this right now.
Why'd they leave you?
Can you not find another job in that field?
>>8236558 (Korra)
Stuffed crust sounds great right now.

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>>8236590
yes ma'am w-will you punish me for being a bad girl? uwu;

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>>8236609
me. Fuck me in the ass then cuddle me to sleep like a baby

They nuked it because I'm naughty ;_; No edition for spicy

>>8236624
Spicy's too spicy for the mods, obviously.

>>8236597
seiryu might've reported it or something?

>>8236605
you don't get many changes in the first month
just be careful because the first few months can have wild mood swings and whatnot

>>8236626
lol That made me laugh

>>8236624
http://vocaroo.com/i/s16mo3qdtH4x

>>8236622
honestly, the more time I spend looking into/exploring my wants and the possibilities, the more horny I am.

and tl;dr - yus plz

>>8236616
I'm pretty sure everyone here is so submissive and masochistic they'd enjoy any kind of "punishment" I'd dole out.

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>>8236627
Yeah I often have moodswings but I was prepared to that. Overall I feel like a 13 year-old teenage girl, having a lot of fantasies and feeling her body change. I don't know, it feels good to feel this way. That feeling of being in the right direction~

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Being sick is gay

hrt will lower your sex drive they said
hrt will make you want less sex they said

how to I comply with memes when the guy next to me in calc lifts up his shirt all the time

>>8236630
Oh no! ;_; No bully! That's not nice!

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good morning!

>>8236639
That's a little creepy that some guy is flashing you :S
>>8236647
Good morning :)

>>8236648
the bottom of his shirt

makes me feel like a sexual predator honestly

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>>8236652
...Why hearing this already makes me lusty? God damn it, hormones. Why?

Also should I take a trip to post progress?

>>8236590
This. I work at a domino's and our pepperoni was grey today. I wouldn't eat that shit.

>>8236647

it's midnight are you actually whack

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Date went okay, other then her literally busting out into a piece of the vagina monologues about being a sex worker who loved pleasing only women

She's straight....

I made her stop because I was blushing furiously

I don't think she knows

But then again I was in girls clothes and my male voice kept cracking and slipping... she kept looking at my legs

Qq
https://clyp.it/2d1ke4mc

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>>8236634
not true! I'm a big strong alpha woman! rawr!

>>8236641
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0peumaYOthX

>>8236634
how would you punish pandora for being such a bad girl?

>>8236659
a lil, I just got up
>>8236648
hi!!!

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it's morning if eva says its morning

>>8236674
emi!!!! ><

>>8236593
My local place is legit dangerous to eat at, end this meme.
>tried them twice
>both times they undercooked the pizza by at least a few minutes, kind of raw and doughy
>1st time, pepperoni was hard and chewy like it had been sitting out to air like jerky for 2 days
>2nd time, stale as fuck sausage and the mushroom was COLD, slimy and right out of a can post-cooking, just dropped on top
>cheese was bleh
>almost no sauce, tasted even cheaper than chains canned
>costs literally 20+ dollars for 1 pizza, chains are about half as much
Whatever you do don't eat at Carini's in NC

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>>8236638
feel better

>>8236662
What rules!? I was not informed of any rules! Otherwise I'd follow them! :O
>>8236674
Don't believe Ondore's lies!

>>8236679
hope you're not in any pain!

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>>8236658
>working at pizza hut
>drop chicken wings on the ground
>"aww man"
>covered in lint and stuff
>throws it back inthe fryer for a few seconds then boxes it
>food is mostly borderline garbage and the only reason you can't taste it is because everything is so saturated in grease and salt

>>8236662
ME ALPHA

>>8236672
I was thinking about what Korra said driving home and I actually don't care anymore lol. I literally have better things to spend my emotion on and it's not like he hurts me even when he drops trip and just spams "hon rage" over and over. I didn't report the thread either. Everyone will ignore him anyway so why am I even bothering, I'm just going to keep having fun.

>>8236680
I guess it's a risk/reward thing. Big chains are consistent but if you take a chance and find a nice local chain or restaurant you could get lucky and find something special.

>>8236683
I'm mostly doing okay for the most part now ^^

>>8236590
My local place likes to steal credit card info so I have to pay in cash
Pizza's good though

instant noodles are a REALLY good soup starter

>frozen brocolli + onions stew fried
>can of beef soup
>two packs of chicken & beef instant noodles

>>8236673

>remember all the times I woke up at weird-ass hours
I am not one to judge

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>>8236687
I trust the Mc Donalds here (even though I like NEVER eat there) because I worked there for a few weeks and they took hygiene and safety VERY seriously. I have the feeling that stuff differs heavily from place to place and establishment to establishment.

>>8236687
so you wouldnt tie up pandora and slap her buttcheeks until they were red?

>>8236695
It probably does vary from store to store. The Papa Johns I worked at had pretty good sanitation standards. Still feel uncomfortable eating there.

The sauce at Dominos isn't even real food. It comes in like this paste and they mix it with sink water and a blender to make the sauce. Not even purified or filtered water, just the same water that comes from the sewer.

>>8236699
I'd let him go and tell him to stop being such a weirdo and dick

Ha I just recorded part of that gay dominatrix monologue in sultry girl voice and sent it to her, that'll show her

Is there anyone here who doesn't have mental illness issues? And please no "gender dysphoria is a mental illness." yes, i already know this.

I mean, do any of you consider yourselves free from depression, anxiety, ect?

I'll go like two months feeling wonderful and then existential dread, self hatred, and insecurity will drive me to having thoughts of suicide. It's a constant cycle.

Do you think most of us are mentally ill because transgederism is biologically co-morbid with other illnesses? Or are we mentally ill due to the constantly and ever-present trauma of being trans in western society?

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>>8236662
More like a wimp

>>8236713
>I'll go like two months feeling wonderful and then existential dread, self hatred, and insecurity will drive me to having thoughts of suicide. It's a constant cycle.
isn't that how bipolar works? couple months of good then couple months of awful?

>>8236713
I am not sure but someone with more knowledgeable will chime in on the studies done on that :o

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>>8236682
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1jYE24Ot1Qg

>>8236687
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1MNE3vfkybF

>>8236723
Yes, I am bipolar. The Process is becoming too much now. I'm dating someone and I can already tell its getting on her nerves

>>8236713
>are we mentally ill due to the constantly and ever-present trauma of being trans in western society?
I think its kind of this, but also the trauma of being trans in general

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>>8236720
f-fuck off anon ;~;

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>>8236704
>tfw your country has some of the cleanest tap water in the world

>>8236713
I have periods (usually about 5 months) of moderate depression that slowly suck the energy and enjoyment out of my life before sporadically disappearing again.

>>8236723
pretty much. Though there's multiple types. General traits of bipolar 'highs' are high energy, less sleep, more spending, general feelings of euphoria..

>>8236734
Korra you couldn't fight for your life.
You may be broader than me but I could trash you with ease

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>>8236639
idk it lowered mine for sure
but then, it gave me more intense orgasms and let me have multiple in a row. so theres that.

>>8236726
A-ha! No one knows what I did last summer! Not even I do! So, how do you know? :O Are you the knower of unknown unknowns?

>>8236605
>>8236635
I'm so happy for you anon! Keep us updated.

>>8236743
Do you find that it's about 5 months out of any given 12 months or is it something more rare that just happens to last 5 months when it occurs?

I can't enjoy anything anymore. I drank like half a bottle of wine alone after work today and I just feel even more sad...

>>8236726
Don't think you've ever even seen my arms. It's pretty similar to nim's build for reference.

>>8236743
Hit or miss in America. Depends on where you go. In Flint, Michigan, you'll be drinking lead and end up retarded and dead in 2 years. In Oregon it's completely safe.

The city I'm in now is....okay, but still despicable that a restaurant makes food out of sink water.

>>8236734
>anon
its angie

>>8236766
Ramen pool Noodles!?

>>8236748
do you think about kissing boys when you masturbate?

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>tfw fattie

beepbeep thread????

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>>8236774
Well I gotta keep the weaklings in check

>>8236774
does she still come here?

>>8236760
I've had it happen twice now. Once I slowly slipped into it, the other I went from feeling fine to feeling absolutely terrible every evening which then turned into every day over the course of weeks. Two or three weeks ago it just stopped though, after which I realized that gender dysphoria is a far more pressing matter than I previously thought.

>>8236766
I've traveled across a fair few places in America during trips and I can say that MOST of the water there is filled with chlorine. It's kinda funny, because nobody realizes or tastes the chlorine but everyone in my family instantly caught onto it the moment we drank tap water.

>>8236780
this is why you need a cutie boyfriend or girlfriend so you can share your fatty food and reduce your intake!

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>>8236778
I prefer a Raman bath

>>8236785
I'm here

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>when you play off doing a girls voice saying dirty things to her as a joke

Y..eah

T..hat was my first time trying that

Just a joke

hey elanna if you are here thank you for telling me to meditate i tried doing it and then was able to sleep for a while and i feel a bit better now

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>>8236744
go away bully

>>8236750
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1k6eZWiBBkj

>>8236766
ofc I've seen them they're as strong as wet paper i could pin your while body with one hand :^)

>>8236789
>girlfriend

>>8236781
Patpat

It can be if you want it to be

>>8236713
I have really out of nowhere anxiety attacks sometimes and really hate the idea of people seeing me (for now).
>Do you think most of us are mentally ill because transgederism is biologically co-morbid with other illnesses? Or are we mentally ill due to the constantly and ever-present trauma of being trans in western society?
Research *seems* to imply it comes from societal stresses and personal issues caused by disphoria and becomes less severe the more you transition. I am far from an expert though.

>>8236801
I think even you don't know what you're doing anymore

>>8236778
Weak girly arms :9

>>8236789
Yeah, clean water is a precious resource these days.

also i have a blood test at 8am tomorrow but i fucked up and didn't take hrt until 1030pm do you think it matters

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>>8236804
Korra come on
You don't look like the type who can actually fight.

>>8236804
>http://vocaroo.com/i/s1k6eZWiBBkj
O_O How do you know about the butter lettuce base jumping challenge!?!?!?!

>>8236713
1. I have no issues
2. There is no such thing as transgenderism or transgendered.

You are transgender or you are not transgendered

You aren't gayed and there is no gayism

3. It's proven science that targeted minorities have more mental health issues that alleviate with rights and acceptance

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I sound like a man

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Is this better?

almonds are so fucking good holy shit all of you need to go out and buy a bag of almonds this shit is the bomb.com

>>8236587
can someone explain the importance of getting your blood tested before taking hormones thanks

is trump trying to eliminate trannies?

Is it socially acceptable to shitpost on /mtfg/ in public

>>8236817
It'll be off from what they're expecting, a good doc can calculate your levels based on the time you took it, so tell them

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Or is this better?

>>8236811
Generally speaking mental disorders tend to go paired with symptoms of each other. A depressive person might have traits very relevant to anxiety. Or someone with OCD that's so bad they spend half their day cleaning and become depressed because of it. Or disorder stemming forth from trauma/PTSD

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>>8236826
Much better

>>8236817
Nope because unless you take injections and are looking for estrogen by volume

>>8236832
I shitpost in bed after sex
>>8236830
All republicans are trying to hide trannies in a corner

They passed a law that says you lose your health care if you're transgender

>>8236826
I take the pill form of that

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>>8236820
because I'm not lol fighting is for savages im a classy lady

>>8236821
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1ao77zpftVr

>>8236825
same
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0NK5MovpbZo

>>8236802
Meditation is legit desu
More people should try it & form helpful habits
Also breathing exercises too

>>8236826
>>8236835
Vials over ampules, ampules are sealed glass that can get micro shards in your system if you break them and th hen draw without a filter syringe

>>8236826
The former is 20mg/ml bear in mind, the second is 10mg/ml, be sure to inject correctly.

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>>8236823
>I have no issues

>>8236846
Fighting is good for defending yourself.
What if some hill billy tries to attack you and your bf isn't there?

>>8236850
I'd order filter needles

I was more asking about the differences in the Estrogen

>>8236852
But what's the difference?

>>8236828
they are just okay
>>8236833
okay thank you faye
>>8236840
spicy I'm gonna be real i have no idea wtf you're talking about

>>8236846
>http://vocaroo.com/i/s1ao77zpftVr
No one can catch me copper nah see nah! I'mm gonna blow this joint and no one's gonna know what hit them nah see nah! My boy buggzie is gonna hold yall up and tye ya nahhhhh

>>8236859
One's ampules and one's vials. Ampules should be cheaper. Just remember to get filter needles.

Different manufacturers synthesize the same medication differently and your body will catabolize and anabolize it differently. One generic may work better for you. The other may not.

>>8236861
Are you taking pills or injections?

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>>8236825
You sound like a girl dummy

>>8236859
Exactly the same, breaking ampules and using filter needles just is such a pain

>>8236866
What happens if the more expensive one I can't afford is the one that works for me?

>>8236872
pills.

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>>8236856
i die

>>8236864
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0LIFDB8GQDF

>>8236876
You'll have to assess with bloodwork whether it's worth taking higher doses the cheaper one or forking over the money for the expensive one. Alternatively, pills or patches.

>>8236883
I have like high 90's for E with sublingual right now, I'm just not getting much results and have heard a lot of anecdotal stuff that injections work better.

>>8236879
No, you don't need to be worried then. Just take your dosage as you remember to

>>8236856
what happens if some hillbilly has a gun pointed at you and you try to fistfight him?

>>8236882
Shows how much care you have for your life

>>8236886
You'll get much higher peaks but much lower lows.Like 800 highs 8 lows.

>>8236892
Try to get the gun out of his hand.

>>8236882
Nah see! The bulls are putting on the bracelets and my bearcats are spending time in the big house see? I knew there was a stool piegeon in the ranks because that sheba was preaching to the rival goons down at Freddy's!

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>>8236892
use your feminine charms to overthrow and seduce the hillbilly!

>>8236886
Scientifically, your body responds to super high levels of estrogen by creating tons of binding agents that neutralize the hormone, your estrogen receptors also become attuned to the highest levels if it's constantly given high stimuli, so they don't bind as well during low periods.

It might help to think about hormones as a signal to your body to tell it how to do things , if you blast in its ear with a bullhorn it's going to put on headphones and then if you try to whisper to it later, it'll have trouble hearing you.

Combined that means the constant huge spikes when you first take a pill; followed by the super low levels you'll be at 12 hours later, is much worse for you then one semi large half day high and even levels for a week on injections

It's not ancidotal

You're levels however have nothing to do with that, that's your dose, you need to up that.

tfw scared of injections

>>8236915
Patches are good, or find a doc who will inject for you, or do pellets

>>8236903
My high on sublingual was 998 tho

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WHY IS AMAZON SO SLOW??

>>8236913
I upped my E to 6mg, 2mg sublingually every 8 hours, after that test

If 10mg injections are equivalent to 4mg of E a day, then does that mean I'd not be getting high enough levels on 10mg injections?

>tfw want to play epic mafia with the senpai but everyone on my server went to bed

>>8236918
I meant to say 8000 lol. I'm not 100% sure of the biochemistry behind it. If you inject low amounts weekly you should have pretty high and stable levels.

>>8236905
and get shot

>>8236920
I thought seiryu might have some base level biology knowledge

Nope she's ordering meme pills

>>8236935
I dont think anyone should ever take your advice

>>8236928
I didn't go to bed :(

>>8236925
You'll know after a month what your levels will be at, but injection levels don't necessarily equate to pills, only testing will tell you how you metabolize the shot

>>8236938
yeah but you can't play mafia with 3 or 4 people :(
i could ask some other friends but i figured having it only be people in the server would be comfy

>>8236920
idk, I ordered a blow dryer and it was here in two days instead of the estimated three.
The round brush I ordered is going to take like two weeks though :(

>>8236935
Chemistry is my specialization and I'm pretty open to experimenting to be proven wrong in lots of things. If the Biotin does nothing then all I did was lose $15 and gain some knowledge.

I checked out prices for injectable estrogen and it's hecking expensive. $78 for a 5ml of 20mg.

>>8236943
Ask mtfg!

so where can i buy the right filter needles online
would i need anything else?

>>8236946
>posting game invites in public
>where chasers could join

>>8236937
It's not really my research or advice, I use a combination of what I learned in pre med, (micro bio, genetics, etc) with what I learned studying analytics and statistics to shift through research papers

But in the case of biotin, there is no research proving it has any effect.

https://www.inhousepharmacy.vu/p-1162-estradiol-valerate-injection-20mg.aspx

https://www.inhousepharmacy.vu/p-333-progynon-depot-10mg.aspx

The first one is a lot more expensive because it's made in America and not by literal whos in some underground lab in New Zealand.

>>8236954
What's wrong with chasers joining? It's just a game :(

im scared

>>8236952
need rubbing alcohol + wipes to sterilize skin

>>8236945
Injectible is about 15x more expensive where I live because of new rules blocking out of state formularies

It's rediculous if you don't get it through insurance

>>8236962
can i just use a lighter to sterilize my skin

>>8236952
Syringe, filter needle for drawing, injection needle, alcohol wipes, and sharps containers

>>8236945
biotin noticeably made my nails nicer

>>8236963
Wouldn't your VA pay for everything or do you need to finish 20 years to get that?

I pay $8 a month for my pills in cash, and it would run about $100 a month after taxes, needles, supplies, etc, for injections. Christ. It's a lot cheaper to get the progynon from in house. Too bad it's never coming back in stock again from the looks of it.

Guess you better have insurance or just bend over :^)

>>8236967
no

and faye is right you need sharps container too

>>8236967
>burning my flesh away and leaving an open wound that's a wide open vector for infections isn't sterile? what?????

>>8236972
I'd like my hair to grow out a bit faster and be a bit thicker. My hair is really thin on HRT, almost wispy, and it's almost annoying sometimes.

>>8236963
It's not even available in Canada. We need to either order online or pay to have it compounded :(
I'm hoping sublingual gets me better results than oral because so far, oral has been shit :/

>>8236973
It should but the Va has a rule about prolactin levels remaining at cis male levels when taking estrogen. It works for most patients who are 60-70 but they end up cutting me off every other month completely, so I have to get back up meds from planned parenthood, who realizes having cis female prolactin is okay for a 30 year old

>>8236980
Dutas literally do all that

>>8236970
ok do you have any links for where i can buy the right syringes, filter needles, and injection needles?

this is my one post per thread

>>8236991
it might be worth trying to find out if there is a needle exchange near you. i 've been on injections for over a year and i've not had to pay for anything but the estrogen itself

>>8236988
I will never bald because of my genes and my hairline is the same so I'm not fussed about getting on duas/finas. On test because I have more oil in my hair it's a bit thicker and stronger. I should probably change my shampoo and conditioner too.

>>8236984
Sounds like a righteous pain in the ass. I never had fun dealing with the DOA or VA

>>8236996
Sounds like a good option, getting needles without a script, in the right size is a pain

>>8237004
good night beautiful beep

Am I trans if I weep uncontrollably after finally admitting to myself that transition is what I really want, and all that's stopping me is my uncertainty and fear of what others think, and that I have to transition if I don't want to look back on my life with regret?

This happens to cis people all the time right?

>>8237003
Estrogen isn't emulsified in oil so you should be able to use 28g or any insulin needle?

>>8236587
>this OP
You didn't even try, did you?

okay i'll do more than one post

>>8237003
yeah sometimes i have trouble finding the right sizes at my exchange as it's mostly there for drug addicts to get clean needles, but luckily there are a few transwomen at the one i go to who try to make sure they stock up on the right sizes for hormone injections

>>8237013
>This happens to cis people all the time right?
no

>>8236743
>I have periods

>>8236980
>>8237001
what kind of hair stuff are you using?

my tits are cone shape, nobody helps me, and whenever my browser needs to be updated i call the police

>>8237013
Probably not

>>8237021
Just a shampoo and conditioner. The same one I was using pre-HRT though which is why my hair isn't exactly as I like. I'll experiment.

>>8237022
iktf. Nicole, is Sertii still with you?

>>8237028
yeah sertii's here

>>8237013
>Am I trans if I weep uncontrollably after finally admitting to myself that transition is what I really want, and all that's stopping me is my uncertainty and fear of what others think, and that I have to transition if I don't want to look back on my life with regret?
It's a strong possibility. A therapist can help you sort out your feelings.
>This happens to cis people all the time right?
No >.>

>>8237022
Sounds like something I would do

>>8237032
Can you tell her that Andrea said she really needs to talk to her? Something about a friend of hers. Her Discord is Lamana#7953

Didn't specify if it was an emergency but it sounded bad.

>>8237028
I've noticed that the way my hair feels is different from changes in conditioner and shampoo, even within the same brand, I know it's good to do shampoo only every few days and conditioner everyday

>>8237036
yeah i did that, i just was too tired to have the decency of making a post all like "okay done"

Trying to sleep
Can't stop thinking about my court date.
Wtf will I wear.
It has to be feminine AND appropriate for a court room.

>>8237044
ah ok thank you :3

>>8237037
I'll try that, thanks. I shower like 4 times a day so that probably doesn't help.

>>8237048
>4 times a day so that probably doesn't help.
that's really really bad for your hair and skin :(

warm or cold water?

http://www.freedommedteach.com/eng/videos.html?play=delestrogen

Here's an injection how to, skimmed through it , it's good

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Still not infected

>>8237046
do what angie did
wear a womens pantsuit

>>8237046
I went in jeans and a hoodie

>>8237053
As hot as I can get without burning myself

>>8237059
Jfc.
I'm not that smol.
I wear kinda loose andro clothes for a reason.
Too much mooscles

>>8237058
hey kayla proud of you

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>>8237046
Slacks, blouse and a blazer?
Blazer might not be great depending on shoulders :(

>>8237058
Be sure and stay on top of your aftercare regimen and keep it that way :)

>>8237062
that's really bad...

is there a reason you do this?

>>8237061
What the flying fuck.
I have no idea what the judges are like, here, either.
>slack-jawed farmer inbred autistic like the rest of the population here

>>8237064
dont be daft
you are tiny
I bet you are the smollest person at your workshop

>>8237069
I feel dirty in my own skin and showering helps make it feel like I'm cleaning it off, for a few hours.

>>8237068
I've muscular shoulders most aloof millenials get cast in shadow by

>>8237046
>Can't stop thinking about my court date.
what did you do, valq

WHAT DID YOU DO

:)

>>8237071
No, there's a 5'7" 19 year old kid who weighs like 130.
I hip check him outta the way often

>>8237076
Documents change IIRC

>>8237077
:^)

>>8237079
>I hip check him outta the way often
aw you gotta little brother and he has a big sister :)

>>8237076
I'm applying to be a girl

>>8237072
it's really bad for your skin, do you just feel dirty over time? natural oils in your skin are really important for it's health.... :(

>>8237080
I thought it was a court thing but for my name and gender change i just had to go to a window and grab my papers.

>>8237080
oh right, i thought she got into a physical altercation with someone

>>8237086
i hope you pass the girl test

>>8237088
It's case/case
County/county
That just means the deep judge who signed it thought your papers were in order.

I'm in spiteful hateful Hicksville.
Can't even get medical care b/c I'm a trannu

>glancing through youtube recommended videos
>come across this
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fm7Bva1R838

>>8237087
Psychological and not physiological thing. I sometimes let the water burn me.

>>8237088
California is more lenient than the UK for these things.

>>8237070
Women don't have to wear girls clothes

I'm a boy who wears girls clothes

Shove it to the man, this is a matter of procedure

I thought about calling trans lifeline tonight but I was afraid to talk to a stranger so I just cut myself instead. I feel so awful and there's no one awake to talk to and things never get better and I just sit in my room and stare into space

>>8237095
that's really not good, have you ever tried seeing a therapist or something about it?

>>8237098
But I want my tits and side taper to show without accentuating my upper body swol

>>8237077
>>8237083
Are you two sitting like two feet away from each other just posting on /mtfg/ in silence?

>>8237099
Go for a walk

>>8237100
Nah, I'm fine.

>when your girlfriend gives you a video of her making a nerdy as heck rap but forbids you from sharing it with other people
Grr. I need to share her cuteness.

>>8237106
It's the middle of the night and I'm a woman and I live in the city

>>8237114
Get free rape sex
Wear a hoodie
Smoke a cigarette

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>>8237112
caN YOU NOT

>>8237117
I'm just going to try to sleep

>>8237109
I'm worried about the impact on your skin :(

just at least don't use shampoo more once then every few days, conditioner is enough to clean...
that should help your hair at least

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>>8237118
You're super cute in it!
<3

>>8237099
try doing some meditation exercises then sleep

>>8237112
look, you and i both know that grace doesn't deserve that sort of respect

lay her bare for us to mock

>>8237104
yes

we need to go the supermarket though because some dork forgot to bring her own towels (like i told her to) and thus cannot shower, as i only have my own.

>Internet relationships

>>8237127
Fuck you, she's my lovely waifu.

>>8237122
Ashes to ashes.

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>>8237112
>>8237118
My interest has certainly been piqued.

>>8237129
i think they are just friends but sertii does have an internet gf just not nicole lol

>>8237132
:(

>>8237134
Can't post it, but I can promise it's adorable.
>>8237135
>i think they are just friends
Lol what makes you think this?

>>8237112
I am interested too xD

>>8237139
okay mby im stupid sorry

>>8237128
dumb sertii

you should tell her to drop her friend a text just to make sure she's okay - she's been quiet for a couple of days and i'm a little bit worried

>>8237141
See my previous post, sadly.
>>8237142
I'm just curious because you're not the only one that thinks that and I wanna know why.

>>8237143
i think sertii did that last night but desu i was half asleep so dont trust me on it

>>8237144
Oh poo :(

>>8237144
because they never mentioned anything about dating or poly that i saw and sertii has a gf

do yall bruise easier after HRT??? I keep getting random bruises and half the time I dunno where they come from

>>8237151
I think so

>>8237150
OH. You're talking about Sertii and Nicole. Yeah as far as I know they're friends, I thought you were talking about me and Grace, sorry.

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>abibas super stars run large, people usually size half down
>sister wears 9.5s, try on her pair
>tight fit, but fits nonetheless
>normally wear 10.5~11s
I'm thinking I could order these in 10.5 and things would be okay.
Also I figured out more stuff I can do with my bangs which is cool

>>8237123
I've already sent you like 5 different screencaps of me being NOT cute in it

>>8237151
Blood thickens and capillaries weaken, yes, you bruise easier.

tfw no bf

>>8237150
do you mean Gloomy? Because we haven't been together for over a month

>>8237130
just be mean to grace, ok

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>>8237159
Yes please, be mean to Grace, Zna!

>>8237158
sorry I don't really keep up on everything here. im just going to stop posting for a while.

>>8237155
need new shoes since last ones are a bit too large and they hurt, what kinda shoes look nice, I'm bad at fashion D:

nobody ever be mean to me imo

>>8237155
You were ONE HUNDRED PERCENT cute in it.
>>8237159
>>8237160
Only when it's time for lewds.

>>8237162
it's okay, anon

one of the great things about being anon is being able to fade into the background and not have anyone notice your mistakes

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I don't mind it when people are mean to me because I'm a slut for emotional abuse.

>>8237162
??
it's ok anon don't worry
>>8237164
all of this is mine now

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>>8237168
same

>>8237164
give me one good reason why i should be mean to you

i'm going to be nice to you out of pure spite

>>8237167
I actually like to avoid being recognized for good things
not sure what that says about me

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>>8237169
>property relations

>>8237155
>being able to wear your sisters shoes
REEEEEEEE

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>>8237166
>when she bullies your navy and confidently tells you she's going to destroy you
>tfw she doesn't bring out that same cocky confidence in bed
>>8237174
Did you miss the part where she has big feet and mine are even bigger

>>8237176
>Did you miss the part where she has big feet and mine are even bigger
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
YOU WORE YOUR SISTERS SHOES
I BET YOU SWAP THEM ALL THE TIME REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

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>>8237174
>tfw mens 13

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>>8237173
Pls xir

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>>8237176
Shh, don't tell them I'm a big softy in bed.

I think I've finally accepted how I'm going to die.

>tfw dont need to wear shoes thanks to your crustacean legs

how do i stop coming here

coming here just keeps making me feel horrible and lots of bad feelings

i don't have any friends though and any other website i go to feels boring and impersonal so i keep coming back here

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>>8237178
>I BET YOU SWAP THEM ALL THE TIME REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
I mean I would if I wanted my feet to be super uncomfortable
>>8237181
But I want to hear you degrade me like that again and tell me completely sure of yourself that you're gonna win.
>>8237184
Fuck, Lizzy no.

>>8237180
*waving hands* i don't recognize this person

>>8237185
nicole no put your shoes on we need to go to tesco
>>8237180
wtf she looks exactly like that

>>8237181
>Shh, don't tell them I'm a big softy in bed.
reducing your spiro might help with that (you're welcome, grace)

>>8237187
>I mean I would if I wanted my feet to be super uncomfortable
REEEEE I BET YOU WEAR THEM ALL THE TIME

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>>8237190
I wish that was the kind of hard we meant, but she's got ~dysphoria~ like some kind of tranny, wtf.
>>8237193
1.
No.
2.
She'd kill me if I touched her shoes.
3.
I have my own shoes I like.

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>look up shoe size because why not
>8 in women's
Is this significant at all

>>8237189
i had to wake up early just because you forgot to bring towels because i'm a nice friend and wont let you go to tesco alone

i have a very long memory for things like this

How long until technology can dehon urhons like me?

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>>8237184
>I think I've finally accepted how I'm going to die.
at the age of 87, surrounded by your extended family in a warm bed, i hope

>>8237187
Like I said last night, I will, I will~.
>>8237190
What Grace said, lol.
>>8237196
<3
>>8237199
Smaller than mine, desu.

>>8237196
REEE
REEEEE REEEEEE

REEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

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Sometimes I have thoughts of REALLY wanting to be like a mother and it's weird because I don't even like kids.

>>8237200
this is a lie btw

Okay so apparently I have small feet

The only part of me people don't see that plays no part in passing is small and feminine sized

Thanks genes

>>8237206
I have never said a lie once, in my whole life.

>>8237196
>she's got ~dysphoria~ like some kind of tranny, wtf.
what a weirdo

you should be mean to her for no reason and call her a dumb tranny

are mtfs as closed with their social groups as gays are? how many cis-male FRIENDS (read = not fuckbuddy, not friend with benefits, not friend you flirt with, not friend you once kissed or had sex with) you have?

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>>8237199
Humblebrag
>>8237203
Bring it
>>8237205
I really wanna be a mom
It fucking sucks we can't be one
I'll adopt some children, though. There's kids out there wishing they had a mom right now. Just like there's women wishing they were a mom.
>>8237209
>being mean to my waifu
?????
Bitch why would I ruin what I've got going with her
She's something special
Yesterday was our 1 month
I can't wait to hit 2!

>>8237210
Like 2. I had 3 but I realized one was a cunt.

>>8237187
When my life as gotten to the point where it is right now, I don't see another option
>>8237202
Dead in a basement from starving to death or hanging

>>8237210
Almost all my friends are/were cis males

>>8237212
I have nothing to brag about I'm a late transitioner and look like that stephoknee

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>>8237210
I've got many. Here is one in the background.

>>8237215
i mean at worst you could fake a suicide attempt to get in a psych ward and get some help
that got me straight

>>8237210
trannies are sorta like jews in the sense that they tend to stick to their own kind since it's easier to relate to each other and use trannyspeak that the normgroids don't understand

cis women tend not to have large amounts of male friends either though

>>8237212
Oh I'll bring it, and you'll fold up like a cute, weak, little girl. <3
>I really wanna be a mom
>It fucking sucks we can't be one
Same.

>>8237220
>that got me straight
its funny because it did
you got on cypro and now you like boys again

>>8237215
What's wrong, Lizzy? Did something bad happen?

>>8237210
I don't have any friends

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>>8237219
>>8237163
please help

>>8237210
I have tons of cis woman friends, very few male friends and even less trans friends/gay friends

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>>8237222
>Oh I'll bring it, and you'll fold up like a cute, weak, little girl. <3
Ooo there's the fuzzy
<3
>Same.
We'll be two unlucky moms taking care of unlucky children.
>>8237215
Ah, I understand. I don't agree with it or condone it but I understand.
>>8237227
Ehhh I'm still learning this
You'll wanna get like your daily shoes first tho
For that Converse, Vans, Nike, Adidas, and so on are pretty basic but solid choices. Are you able to visit a mall or shoe store?

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>>8237227
Addidas Stan Smiths are cute for a casual shoe. Comfy too once you break them in.

>>8237210
My most consistent friends are actually a group of online folk, I sort of closed myself off from my IRL friends in my teens when I didn't understand what was happening. Feels really bad. They probably think I'm an asshole.

>>8237224
i'm still bisexual though ;_;

>moms shitty driving had me extremely car sick
>take a gravol when i get home to feel better
>forget the side effect makes me super drowsy
>fall asleep at 8 pm
>wake up at 12:37
>wide awake
just fuck my sleep schedule up senpai. Should i just take another gravol and go back to bed

>>8237220
That's barely the help I need right now
>>8237225
Yes. I really messed up and now I'm in a situation where I'm pretty much prisoner to where I'm at.
>>8237230
have I explained what's going on to you

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>>8237230
Yeah. <3

>>8237231
all white is probably a bad idea since I live on a dirt road I like to walk on...

I'll see if they have any in different colors, they do look pretty cute
>>8237230
I'll look at for those, thanks, there are a couple shoe stores in town I can go to about 30 minutes away

>I'm still learning this
your like the best fashion person here!

>>8237240
>Yes. I really messed up and now I'm in a situation where I'm pretty much prisoner to where I'm at.
What happened? Or is it something you don't really want to air in public?

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>>8237242
I wouldn't say best, just one of the few that tries and talks about it.
Go to a store, it's the best thing you can do because shoes vary in their fit vs size.
>>8237240
Yeah, that's why I say I understand. I just want to believe there's a better way.
>>8237241
You're the fucking best. <3

>>8237239
Welcome back :)

>>8237249
yeah that's what I'm going to do, I got 9 ones a while back when I was getting rid of all male cloths but they turned out to be too loose now so it ended up hurting...

>>8237253
so my computer works now but it was making this awful clicking sound when i started it up. I dont know if i got all the cables back in the proper place or not

>>8237257
is there something stuck in a fan?

>>8237260
its not making clicking noises anymore and im too scared to open it up until it does

>>8237257
That might be a fan problem with a cable in the way

>>8237244
I could say but it would take a long time to type
>>8237249
I don't think there is. Things happened today that made it much worse

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>>8237262
do what i do when something goes wrong

try and ignore it and hope it goes away

>>8237262
that might have been a wire getting hit by a fan I would think, could be worrying...

>>8237262
Well then! You are golden! :D

>>8237265
thats what im doing senpai

>>8237266
but its not clicking anymore and idk how to recreate the problem.

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Finding someone to abuse you sure is hard. How do you go about advertising yourself that you want to be treated like property with no privileges or rights with frequent emotional abuse?