I never told this to anyone but I am such a pathetic hon I actually vicariously live through passable transgirls in porn and imaging I am them and what it's like having a bf who tenderly loves you and such. Of course no (decent or attractive) guy will ever fuck me but it's a good thing there is porn because it at least lets you fantasize tbqh.
>>8230422
It's ok anon I too am a pathetic hon.
>>8230422
I do the same and I am a hon too if it makes you feel better
>>8230606
Dysphoria?
>>8230422
I enjoy reading porn. It lets me remove myself from my body so Im not my horrible hon self.
Im not anything.
Im just seeing it all happen.
I dont live vicariously through anyone. In fact couples make me mad because its something I will never have.
This body is a hurdle for me. So I just remove myself from it.