/mtfg/ - Male to Female general

okay im going to laser so im gonna miss the epik tinychat rip bye

>>8227906
no i closed it, the cam was reversed T_T

Maeve thread

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who here /blood/

>>8227906
good luck!!!

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I KNEW IT!

>>8227913
maybe when i have time to do my hair properly and the cam isnt fucked up T_T

>>8227914
Whoa Robin got pretty

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>>8227914

I want to be a hon

>>8227914
wew. is that actual gang hand signs?

idk if i should be posting this but like there are actual blood gang members in the shelter that im staying at

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i feel like i can't relate with most of the people here now. i really don't understand why trannies would go on pol and then they do stupid shit like linking our thread on there or going on hours long argument/rants about some bullshit. everywhere else feels so impersonal or just makes me want to cry. i guess what I'm saying is i wish i had friends so i wouldn't have to rely on 4chan for interaction. though the other thing it's though i don't feel comfortable chatting most times and would rather just read others posts so i guess I'm fucked even if i did get friends. i just feel like shit nothing feels good anymore

>>8227925
I can give you some pointers if you like

>>8227928
Yes that is the actual sign.

No, don't do it, because if you're still in Los Angeles, you'll be killed.

>>8227921
thats olivia

>>8227914
what dimension are you on rn

>>8227928
you should call those pussies out
I bet they're all talk

Finally starting to accept I'm trans, feeling a lot happier now. Stewing on this for a year had been killing me (figuratively) Now to get mons

>>8227905
aw :(
>scared about the future
iktf

>>8227929
>really don't understand why trannies would go on pol
I dont understand how people can look at our movement being hijacked by communist transtrenders who are making us all look like idiots, how anyone can look at white european countries being flooded with migrants who refuse to follow the laws and only want to rape women and children, how anyone can look at how shitty the world is and not eventually agree with some of what /pol/ says.

>>8227939
you never want to stew and brew for too long believe me

>>8227929
no gloomy dont feel like that.

try drinking at public parks during the day. you need to let out these emotions or theyre gonna fucking destroy you.

seriously no one is gonne really mess with you in a public park during the day and if ur drinking youll let out more of ur emotions and maybe even cry a little bit. its good for the soul glooms.

start talking to urself like in the street also, its not crazy behavior if your words have meaning and ur not being overly loud.

not having friends sucks but seriously dont bottle things up so much its bad for us

>>8227943
Mmm, now I just have to go out and do it. Hope a few weeks at most, gotta find a new gp

http://vocaroo.com/i/s1uNoVoaEytb

>>8227929

I don't think retarded /pol/fags are anywhere near "most" of the people here. And if all the people like you leave, then it actually will just be them.

>>8227931
idk if ill be killed but like prolly beat up yea.

>>8227937
theyre like really not lol

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>tfw ur hooked on a song but it only lasts 1 minute and 50 seconds so u have it on loop forever

>>8227953
>throwing out gang signs in los angeles
>beat up
No they are going to kill you

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>>8227947
>try drinking at public parks during the day
>start talking to urself like in the street also

can't tell if trolling or homeless, lol

>>8227955
didnt say i was gonna throw up gang signs wtf

>>8227947
you're describing how homeless people act in this post

>>8227959
im literally homeless.

im always kinda trolling ngl but like yea seriously glooms it gets ur demons out if you start talking to urself

>>8227954
what song

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>>8227954
>tfw so burned out on music that I can hardly listen to a song more than 5 times
>used to listen to albums for months at a time on repeat

So repressing until brain transplants are a thing is fine right???

>>8227944
not because of you, that's for certain

>>8227969
yes but go on hrt so your brain gets estrogen

>>8227966
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dp5l0iwkVGM

>>8227967
:(

>>8227967
>tfw so burned out on music
try
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j8mu94Jt3AM

or

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9XEO0FL1vzI

>>8227960
oh ok sorry

>>8227954

>tfw can't stop listening to Kunt and the Gang.

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>>8227965
b my homeless gf

>>8227978
I'm going to be homeless soon, probably right after my orchi :^)

>>8227972
yesterday I saw people saying hrt didn't make them act differently, but my mannerisms have changed without me thinking about it at all

and its not from socialization because I still have no friends and hide in my room as often as possible

>tfw brushing you hair really fast before going to the laser tech so it's nice and floofi and your laser tech compliments it again

>>8227982
im literally a completely different person pre and post hrt. Whoever told you that has no idea what they are talking about.

>>8227982
in my experience e makes me cry more (or easier i guess)

>>8227988
>tfw too poor for laser and resort to plucking hairs 1 by 1 from upper lip with fine tip tweezers every few days

>>8227980
based...

>>8227961
kinda makes me feel good in a way cuz this is how i know my homelessness is like genuine in a way. today i applied for general relief cash aid so i might get it around like idk a week and i also found out that my ebt food stamps come in like on my birthday may 8th wew.

im like almost 21 this is cool now i can go into bars and get legally drunk and hit on girls and no one can say shit

im also like i feel like on the cusp of getting a job now that i have my ID. i just need some shoes and maybe a change of some good work clothes and im set for like applying for work in like staffing agencies.

i feel like slowly my life is on track to success.

idk about going to south/north dakota and like joining the restisting the dakotaa pipeline movement thing with indians.

if i was sure they would accept me i would tottally go but like i just have this horrible nightmare senerio in my head where i show up there with noting but my bag and the clothes im wearing and like they say ew no go away beaner kek

>>8227988
>addicted to compliments
u r ready
u r a girl now

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>tfw after 3 lasers you don't have to shave anymore

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>>8227980
I thought u were moving to vegas or something, though

>>8227989
like 4 different people all said that!
I feel like a pretty different person too, never used to lay on my bed on pretend it was on a guys chest, didn't used to want to hug people as much as I do now
>>8227990
this too

>>8228003
fuck you give me monies for laser. actually i wonder if i can ask my parents for more money since iv been a good girl for so long

>>8228004
Nah. I'll be trying to hold onto this place as much as I can while cramming in money then I'm going to Portland with Kara, most likely.

>>8227996
Go to like Phoenix or something, there's some guys who always post in /out/s homeless thread around there usually

>>8228006
if i can fluff your hair ill give you a milli

>>8227947
I'm not gloomy i just posted that pic
>>8227951
i know but i gets very tiresome when 50%of the thread is just shit. you can't engage them at all either because that just encourages them and they keep going for longer. i didn't even really want to post that but i don't care anymore.

tfw painful erections

I was warned but I didn't listen

>>8228005
>never used to lay on my bed on pretend it was on a guys chest
im the opposite. went from a mega twink slut going home with different guys every weekend to a not nearly as slutty carpet muncher who cant stand even the smell of men anymore.

>>8227978
i wanna be someones bf and just fuck all day every day like thats all were gonna do on our days off just order pizza and get a big bag off weed and just stay holed up all day fucking like rabbits until we have to go to work
>>8227980
arnt you like in germany?
>>8227982
girl hormones make you act girly who literally would have thunk
>>8227988
hi nim hi

>>8227972
Will that really help? Won't looking like a hon with conetits just make me sadder?

>>8228019
bean i thought you died

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>>8228008
Why are you moving

>>8228022
he survived the adis

>>8228006
Gotta earn that dolla.

>>8228019
Tejas

>>8228011
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0f6qmAMZfiZ

>>8228008
For a moment I read that as Cara and went "oh no"

I feel so horrible. Please kill me

>>8228005
I changed a lot behavior wise too on hrt, I am quite a different person.
The brain has a lot of estrogen and androgen receptors so it makes sense that hrt changes your behavior
Plus the old "you're more comfortable with yourself now" meme

>>8228024
Because... I'm going to be homeless.

West coast would be friendly to two random trannies moving there.

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>>8228019
Bf is fine, too

>>8228009
i dont want to be homeless anymore :((((((

/out/s homeless gen helped me a lot ngl. i kinda wanna try being homeless again but with a job and not really homeless at all just stay outside in the street a lot when im not fucking my pretend gf

>>8228013
jesus loves you

people care about you and want to see you happy.

i care about you and want to see you happy

>>8228026
>Gotta earn that dolla.
fix my sympathetic chain so i can deal with stress again and hold a job

>>8228030
Only if you kill me too

>tfw forgot to bring my midday dose with me
GET READY FOR SOME NIM SADPOSTING IN T-MINUS ONE HOUR

>>8228033
I meant why are you going to be homeless

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>>8228040

More like t-plus!

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>>8228016
They hurt p bad desu
>>8227982
Same
some of my mannerisms changed naturally and others that didn't I became more conscious of and actively changed
Now to people I pass by I act extremely faggy
>>8228019
Sounds like a solid daily life there desu

>>8228017
i went from being a femboy slutposter who wanted to be a mono waifu to hating men and wanting to be poly lesb
and now i guess i'm bi again and in between

cis tits sucks

>>8228037
;c

>>8228042
Mother saw me bringing home refills of HRT, started screaming at me about how I'm on "those useless medications again".

Didn't press the issue but it means she knows and I'm not welcome and will need to get out soon.

>>8228049
don't get mad at /pol/ ideas

>>8228020
it made me a lot calmer and happier
feels pretty great to not have to look at myself getting manlier by the day

>>8228046
http://vocaroo.com/i/s10awe4pzV5u
sorry i need to practice my voice

>>8227896
>tfw no qt3.14 tgirl to love, pamper, and care for

this world sucks

>>8228022
nim ur really pretty

>>8228024
i fucking miss obama so goddam fucking much

fuck hillary

hillary was a mistake

fuck feminism

fuck hillary like so much like i mean seriously fuck hillary and every single one of her serpet supports they all need to fucking die in a fire fuck hillary fuck hillary fuck hillary i hate her so goddam fucking much

it should have been bernie you dumb fuck slut whore skank dumbass bitch you should had let him be president i hate you so goddam much they were supporting him but you just couldnt fucking take it it wasnt ur turn and you couldnt stand to lose again so you took a chance and now were all fuck you dumb prideful bitch you deserve to go to hell i hope ur children hate you

>>8228064
>tfw nobody to love, pamper, and care for me
; _;

>>8228049
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1VtxzonRRuF

>>8228017
I always thought that was interesting when it happens to people jut because so strongly the opposite happened to me
like girls are fine but idk how to beat the emotional comfort a man
>>8228031
yeah that would definitely make sense
like I kinda talk in a different voice even without trying or thinking about it

>>8228068
LOCATION?
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>>8228076
Texas
Going to Oregon

>>8228072
>how to beat the emotional comfort a man
by dating a cute 6'1 trans girl whos super cute but can also throw you over her shoulder and carry you to bed.

>>8228060
i was on bica so i had plenty of T i guess
i'd been slowly getting into guys again but when i made the decision to neuter my libido and switch to cypro that's when i kinda... snapped into actually being interested in guys
but that was like, right when i started, so it was more a mental thing i think

when i get horny i sometimes feel like i want to dom a cis girl and switch to bica to preserve function but i think i'll be happier without

>>8228070
>>8228054
I am /pol/

I don't think she sucks because her politics. I think she sucks because she is a narcissistic, histrionic character that is constantly trying to get attention.

>>8228080
>when i get horny i sometimes feel like i want to dom a cis girl
You are literally so me its scaring me right now

>>8228034
k ur my E-gf now k?

everyone this is my E-gf, you can call her squiggles

>>8228026
orale

>>8228040
hey nim

>>8228045

hey amby are you still cute?

>>8228046
hey hi

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Maybe if I study hard I won't be so not good enough for my gf

>>8228083
>narcissistic, histrionic character that is constantly trying to get attention.
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1XeurCxtZY5

>>8228079
hmm that does sound nice
I'd much prefer to date a trans girl than a cis girl
>>8228083
>she is a narcissistic, histrionic character that is constantly trying to get attention.
I actually think that described almost if not every trip here

>>8228079
>by dating a cute 6'1 trans girl whos super cute but can also throw you over her shoulder and carry you to bed.
this but a cis girl OwO

>>8228087
<3
if i could keep my stuff working but also cut my libido down to like, at least <20% of what it is now, i'd probably be okay with that, but i just rly don't like being aroused all the time

>>8228088
just because i like boys again doesn't mean i like beanboys
sorry fartposter

>>8228090
hows geometry going

>>8228092
>I'd much prefer to date a trans girl than a cis girl
yeah i tried dating cis girls in college but they never wanted to play with my ass, no mater how nice it is. They just wanted me to fuck them and i realized that being with a cute trans girl who will fuck you back is 100x better

>>8228088
I still look the same :p

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>>8228088
>squiggles
Y this name

>>8228098
Pretty bad

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Almost done with electrolysis SQUEEE

>>8228078
bigfoot lives in orgeon

>>8228097
how can i make you like me?

how many pushups do i have to do in a row?

what do i have to OHP?

deadlift?

how much weight do i have to move around in a controled manner repetadletly to gain ur like approval and shit

How do I stop crying and get over myswlf and get on with my life :(?

I have a book to write but I'm too afraid of failing, getting side tracked, and falling back into crippling depression.

I have an album to produce with lyrics backing it, but no voice - I can't sing - and I am struggling with my girl voice and music theory.

Jobs are a fucking joke. I'm trapped at my parents house because getting a job interview in another state and city is not possible now, and locally despite EVERYONE telling me "lol it'd be (((illegal))) to not hire you b/c ur trans lel" absolutely no one is trying to hire an unpassing tranny. It just doesn't happen. I had 1 solid interview with a bar a month ago, but they hired the girl with sexy tattoos. The coffee shop hired the heroin recovering addict. The local grocery store simply isn't going to hire me.

I'm fucking trapped here and I want to be dead. I tell this to therapists of some variety and they all bullshit me only to get money because to be clear, no one can really help people like me...like us.

I'm crying. Am sad.

>>8228079
I wanna be a super cute 6'1 trans girl!

>>8228107
:(
that was the only math class I actually enjoyed!
i'm pretty sure I'm going to fail calc 2

Is this a good deal?
https://www.groupon.com/deals/renew-glow-laser-3

What counts as a medium area? Like i mostly just want to get my upper lip done right now, is that small?

>>8228102
>人気のあの子が大嫌い
>>8228110
keep pushing trucker

:/

>>8228100
i don't really feel too comfortable chasing trantrans for dick t b h
esp since most of them are uncomfortable with it
+ i like the idea of topping girls so it's not that big a deal for me, i'm only just starting to like the idea of bottoming again

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Korra a meanie mean person

>>8228110
>I have an album to produce with lyrics backing it, but no voice - I can't sing - and I am struggling with my girl voice and music theory
Find a singer or use vocaloid

t. A musician that fell out of it

>>8228117
$130 for 6 sessions is good. I paid like $110 USD for 3. Upper lip area.

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>>8228111

>>8228088
hi bean hru

>>8228109
you're gonna have to be like all the cute japanese boys in my otome

>>8228111
w-will you carry me around

>>8228121
>chasing trantrans for dick t b h
thats why i only go for the ones that are. I would never date a trans girl whos getting srs.

Luckily my gf likes fucking me enough i doubt she will ever get it

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>>8228110
>hire an unpassing tranny. It just doesn't happen.
Are there no Starbucks? They don't discriminate on gender presentation and they have decent benefits.

>>8228117
i got one for $224 for six full face sessions

but they rushed me today!!!!

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Ive decided my next goal is too be a lonely tranny living in a trailer with no internet and just living in peace.

>>8228123
>$130 for 6 sessions is good.
i forgot thats in CAD so thats like 93 USD.

>>8228111
are you 6'1?

>>8228124
omg

>>8228128
do you want me to

>>8228131
i kinda like vag too though so idk
honestly, atm i could see myself long-term dating either a cis girl or a trans girl, or y'know, a boy

>>8228135
Seems like a steal, then.

>>8228122
what did korra do to you babe ill skin her alive

>>8228126
im (ok)

gonna go to like this place thats helping me get a job in a bit to like do this thing

kinda axious to get to work and start saving up money so i can get my own liitle hole in the wall that i can call my own home for the first time in my life

>>8228134
whats the point of being trans if there arent other people around to tell you how pretty you are.


That was a joke btw

>>8228118
What about my name?
Is ninkinoanokogadaikirai too long for u

>>8228140
trans is literally the best of both. boipussy feels better than real pussy

>>8228142
send me monies?

>>8228135
yes!

>>8228143
that's really good bean

im glad you're fixing things

>>8228144
because im trans but i hate humanity. i feel you tho. why does your brain crace human interaction. Im finished with the internet

>>8228149
cis girls just seem special though, y'know?
like flowers

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>>8228122
I'm just so sick of living this hollow existence and everything I want to find meaning in is not really possible or so so far away I feel overwhelmed and powerless. I don't have cute girlish charm or a personality anything less than abrasive. I don't have money or an escape vector that doesn't look and feel like running from my problems.

I don't have a solution and like nim I feel under pressure to not transition fully while around parents. I can't get these fucking thoughts out of my sick and twisted heart and head.

I already died once. I don't really think I was supposed to live. I don't know if I really want to keep trying.

>>8228132
Not really there are brugars and other such franchises. We're fucking covered in minimum wage (I'm a masters student drop out ugh) mic Donald's and shit so star bucks can't really niche in. There is one near the mall, but I already applied there didn't get a reply. They s only accept online applications and they don't have a "lol r u trans so we can pity hire u" option. I fucking need a legal name change so badly. Maybe I'll make that priority this month even though I don't pass yet.

>>8228127
i can just squint all the time and try to like get scurvy or some other horrible disease that turns my beautiful dark brown skin yellow?

this is good? this makes the pandora happy?

>>8228152
>yes!
thats cute as fuck desu. Theres nothing better than getting to stand on my tip toes to kiss a cute tall girl

>>8228149
I'm going to be living in my car soon I don't have money to give away.

>>8228159
okay but you also need to become a successful androgynous gentleman with the heart of a flower

>>8228160
w-what if they're shy

>>8228156
sometimes yeah. i guess i just feel like i have more in common with trans girls. il never know how it feels to menstruate or get pregnant and they will never now what dysphoria feels like.

Plus most of them dont like my music or video games

>>8228139
>do you want me to
m-maybe

>>8228161
oh yeah you said that sorry. Il just ask my parents

>>8228168
then its even 100x cuter desu.
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0kQgLUMNF8o

>>8228108
how long? I'm like 5-6 months in just about and I seem to get more lil smooth areas each time now

>>8228170
I meet fat girls who claim they all body dysphoria and I always give them the same response I'm sure others give me. I patronize. "ah. Well I'm sorry, even if it's different" when in my head I'm thinking "shut the fuck up. And fucking lose weight. Yes it is that easy."

>>8228145
lol babe is so funny xD

squiggles is yr name now and forever

>>8228152
thanks nim.
>>8228155
nth for hating the fuck out of humanity dear ISIS blow this shit the fuck up <3

>>8228156
yeyeyeye

>>8228157
god loves you.

its gonna get better

do people find it attractive for you to look like you're broken out in hives

because that's what i look like rn

oh and i smell like burnt hair

>>8228178
The Spiritual Order of the Great Hummingbird Octopus Dragon shines its light on me at least. It keeps me kicking, along with smash Bros melee.

>>8228176
>Yes it is that easy."
pretty much. i need to starve myself again iv got a bit of a belly now T_T i want to be flat stomach again

>>8228179
post pic!

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>>8228161
I should be getting a decent amount of time soon. If you're in a super tight spot, I could probably swing you a $100 then when I receive the money
>>8228157
>I don't have money
U can pirate vocaloid
>>8228143
Korra pointed out my flaws and called me names n stuff

>>8228168
I'll reach them just f-fine!

>>8228166
idk about andro.

i dont wanna fuck with my body after doing drugs and stuff. i was breily entertaining the idea of taking like /femgen/ mones and shit but idk about that anymore like im just gonna let nature take its course and keep doing pushups and shit cuz my arms are kinda starting to get big.

i do have a nice heart but i guard it really a lot like i just wont let anyone get close i dont know how and im ok with that.

>>8228176
lol fat girls

>>8228189
>Of money some time soon
Meant this

>>8228189
ill be sure to make her feel uncomfterable next time i see her, although like idk if i should considering most posters here are like one bad day away from doing something stupid to themselevs, so im just gonna say fuck her and that ur pretty and shes just jealous

Hi /mtfg/

>>8228191
Yes, please take hormones and lose some weight
I bet you'd be really pretty :)

>>8228197
People who are too insecure should be posting on reddit, this is 4chan. People should not come here with thin skin, it doesnt matter if they are trans or not

>>8228173
im just shy how is that cute ;-;

>>8228190
start practicing your stretches :3

>>8228183
Diet not starve. Excersize, not compulsively. Trust me I'm anorexic - every meal is a battle, especially when I skip meals. If I skip 2 I'm prone to skip another 2. Don't fall into a starving habit please. It takes months to break down and twice that long to build back up. And it's all uphill.

>>8228191
I have zero sympathy for them.

>>8228027
no i dont know what it looks like

>>8228207
Idk iv always liked shy girls. I used to be super fuckng shy in twink mode but hormones not only changed my sexuality they made me a lot more... outgoing i guess. Like its way easier for me to hit on people than it used to be.

Hormones are pretty much the greatest thing of all time ever.

>>8228189
I don't like to depend on other people, thank you though.

>>8228219
im 6 months in and still as shy as ive always been :(

i just never know what to say, i feel like i tower over everyone and don't like bringing more attention to myself

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>>8228207
I will!

>>8228211
>Excersize
I do excercise the problem is that im super picky and most healthy foods taste awful to me. I mean im not overweight or anything i just need a flat tummy again
>>8228214
god dammit i should really just take a picture huh. im just terrible at selfies

>>8228211
What about people whose only source of joy is food Q_Q It is a serious problem for me

>>8228228
Practice here. hit on everyone you like shamelessly until it becomes easier. who cares if you get called a chaser

>>8228230
s-show me

>>8228231
if you want

>>8228204
i AM already rlly pretty.

i dont wanna take mones. im afraid ill look too good and like stuff.

im just gonna let my natural T do its job and im already kinda starting to look more like a man and less like a (bean)boy

>>8228206
nu-uh ur wrong my (E)girlfriend is right and ur very wrong about what she said she is right and i completely support her and denounce ur claim as false

>>8228231
i need my tummy fat to go to my butt or something

>>8228240
nim already has someone

>>8228219
>I used to be super fuckng shy in twink mode but hormones not only changed my sexuality they made me a lot more... outgoing i guess. Like its way easier for me to hit on people than it used to be.
wew same desu
>had literally no romantic shit for 6 years while repressing
>flirt all the fucking time with tran friends now

>>8228206
I'm not insecure. I'm overexagerating on how I feel. I'm dead inside

Freedom of speech is paramount than hugboxing
>>8228197
Also, why are you homeless? If you don't mind me asking

>>8228243
i dont think my butt should be any bigger T_T

>>8228242
>ur claim as false
But this is 4chan faggot

>>8228241
once I get moderately flexible I'll try!

>>8228246
doesnt matter its still easy to build confidence by hitting on people who know you dont really mean it

>>8228247
wow you can stop being me anytime now. jk

>>8228240
idk its different online lol

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JIMMY BRISTLES!!

>>8228262
it might matter to the other person though

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>>8228258

>>8228255
!!! well then i'll take your tummy fat and make it go to my butt

>>8228268
i mean if they know she doesnt really mean it then it shouldnt. my gf knows i hit on random people all the time but she knows i dont mean it and that i love her more than anything and going to marry her in the spring.

>>8228243
hi maeve
>>8227911


>>8228251
lelelelelele

cuz.....

this is kinda a good question.

i am curently homeless because i abused my mothers love to the point that she saw it better for me to go live in the street than to keep living at home with my self destructive behavior.

also like she kinda doesnt like me cuz i started fucking guys and like bringing trans girls home when she wasnt around and like fucking them so loud the neighbors had zero doubt what we were doing and like thats shameful in mexican culture cuz like Catholicism and stuff.

>>8228262
That's not really a good training,
sweety, how about we talk about it later
But first i really want you to ...
No, it's not helping at all

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>>8228268
>>8228268
>>8228269
>>8228272
>>8228273
>>8228276

JIMMY BRISTLES!!

>>8228272
that sounds like someones weird fetish. fat tansfer

>>8228255
no its not

>>8228272
hi maeve

>>8228277
You people are so prude

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>>8228175
I had six rounds of laser and I just added up all my receipts and I've clocked in at exactly 35 hours. I'm surprised because it felt like a lot more.
I found it does very little at first and then the less hair there is left and the finer it gets the more dramatic each session feels.

>>8228280
lol definitely something you'd see on deviantart
>>8228276
hugg snugg wugg

>>8228285
This is actually a surgical procedure you can do with your own fat.

>>8228234
Seek alternative treatment to your problems. Seriously, that's the best I've got. It's also very possible to eat very healthy very good tasting (generally Asian) food. It just requires a bit more money and a bunch more learning and prep. I'm having a fuck ton of problem with food preparation lately - I avoid it entirely sometimes. I'm on a rice and egg diet almost exclusively. When that loses taste I want to cut my wrists. I'm afraid that'll happen within the year, especially once I'm living on my own. I wish I could enjoy food.

oh yea like i wrote a poem while i was away.

its a really fucking good poem too but i cant post pics on this library comp so some one post kinda a scenic pic of like a rock with a backdrop of mountains and shit

>>8228269
I'll practice everyday so it goes fast, twice a day

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So now that im transitioning what are some stereotypical female stuff to do? Im already obsessed with candles but im not really obsessed with cleanliness...

If i get a a chaser bf can i just bitch at him all day?

marina sucks eggz

>>8228284
I saved these little guys for 4 weeks in Costa Rica. :)

>>8228288
yeah that's what they do with a brazilian butt lift right?
but with someone else's fat, that sounds dangerous
>>8228281
hugg again

>>8228283
Idk, i'm bad i'm flirting i think
Until now it was pretty much
I talk to someone about something just normally
Suddenly we start making out

>>8228297
chaser bf's are generally a bad idea. They mostly only look at us as a fetish and something to fulfil their sexual needs instead of an actual person. That doesnt mean all men are like that, but the ones who are chasers are.

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>>8228277
>>8228280
>>8228281
>>8228283
>>8228284
>>8228285
>>8228288
>>8228289
>>8228292
>>8228294
>>8228295
>>8228297
>>8228300
>>8228301
>>8228302


JIMMY BRISTLES


https://clyp.it/y3izffnq

>>8228295
cute :3

>>8228302
Yup. I was going to get it myself, along with hips, but I decided to just wait like 3 years and see if the fat moved itself to save $10,000.

Fat cells are still your cells so putting them in someone else would lead to rejection and such.

>>8228297
Start believing in and practicing magic.

>>8228310
*chases u*

>>8228311
jimmy bristles

>>8228308
>Suddenly we start making out
thats pretty cute desu. i was terrible at flirting before kageshi and hormones

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>>8228314
>>8228316
>>8228317
>>8228319
>>8228320

Jimmy bristles!

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>>8228276
>fucking them so loud the neighbors had zero doubt what we were doing
n-nani?! U gotta be lying

>>8228284
I'm going electro only for my face so it might take longer, I think I've notice a similar feeling of it seemingly being a bigger change each session as of late

>>8228262
you ever been into autophilia?
asking for a friend

>>8228316
yeah it costs money and also seems like a lot of work
i saw someone on reddit who got it and like they can't sit down for weeks during recovery

>>8228317
already do lmao...im a chaote chaos wizard

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>>8228294
>scenic pic of like a rock with a backdrop of mountains and shit

>>8228320
Idk, probably i'm actually flirting without knowing
I mean i had so many people crushing on me after some talking 1:1
But i never initiate kissing or sth, it's always the other person
And i never go further because dysphoria and stuff

>>8228292
stop anon siad i need to stop lewding up every thread cuz i look like a perv and i agree with him

heres my fucking poem and shit:

what is history?

history is the past.

yet it is also the future.

because past and future combined create this most fleeting moment we try to cage into words and call time.

stare at a rock and humble yourself enough so that you see eternity pass.

and realize everything happened at once.

>>8228319
>*chases u*
c-c-c-c-c-c-c-c-ute

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>>8228301
Thank you. I <3 turtles sooo much.

>>8228327
id do it if i could. I have a terrible back thats killing me all the time and cant even come close to sucking myself off. Id really like to tho mines pretty um, well its not small lets just say that.

>>8228333
you're probably really cute then

>>8228328
The process itself seems short, I heard recovery was an absolute pain though. Months of no sitting and wearing compression/shapewear garments.

Figured I absolutely needed it since I'm 25 and won't be getting hips anytime soon but who knows.

>>8228335
nuh uh

>>8228337
They are ridiculous creatures. This fucking shit head asshole was walking out of the park a few days ago and I struck up a conversation with him. He lived on my street age 29 totally degenerate. He had stolen a turtle out of its natural habitat in the park "for his girlfriend". I protested and tried to reason, but it would have come to violence and I'm a small timid trans girl :(

That poor turtle was in his backpack and was very unhappy. It's not sunny enough, I was thinking I'd visit the local turtles and chat with them today.

>>8228297
yes plz bitchy girls are hot i dont even fucking begin to try to understand the logic of why this is attractive to me i just know that it is very a ttractive to have a bitchy girl bitch at you all day until you fuck her so much and so hard that she stops

>>8228323
:|

im not gonna go in depth about what i can do with my erections im just over that.

but im a punk and punks dont lie

>>8228332

waaaaaaay too tryhard for a beanboy post/poem but *sigh* i guess it will have to do.

>>8228362
Naisu.

>>8228344
no i meant because you kept saying i'm you
the joke was 'hey let's fugg'

>>8228352
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0Vtrcfn8sKI

>>8228358
>im just over that.
y
Pls sex me

i really like this pic of faye

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>>8228344
Idk, i'm pretty average
But it happened before HRT too and with boys and girls

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>>8228362

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>>8228371
forgot pic

>>8228366
>the joke was 'hey let's fugg'
Oh wow i really am blonde. Did you even see what i look like? am a hon

>>8228372
cuter than me. i need to start wearing makep more

>>8228371
yeah that's my favourite one

tfw not pretty and never will be.

>>8228365

https://clyp.it/h0ou4n5b

>>8228379
same

>>8228379
feelin this feel

>>8228379
same

>>8228355
i talked with some squirrel bros in the park today along with my usual banter w/ the pigeons calling them stupid fat birds and keeping the bully seaguls at bay while they fed on some sandwich i got from the shelter. i got two snadwiches and one of them i gave to this guy sitting down charging his phone but like at first i thought he was homeless but then i realized he wasnt but i had already commited myself to giving him the starbucks sandwich so i was like ehhh fuck it.

also i found like this burger thing still in its like packaging and i just left that for some homless man passed out in that same train station

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>>8228355
That's terrible :(

Now I want to go visit ours. I found these years ago when I was wandering the park on acid with my friends and we weren't sure they were real or not, but then this popped up on my cities reddit a while ago

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>>8228375
I don't look THAT different without makeup imo

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>>8228369
idk this is the closest you'll get to a real nimpic

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>>8228380
Pretty good, but I still have to give you a failing grade because my name's monosyllabic.

>>8227896
how do I get past the gatekeeper?

>>8228388
nice boobies tbhh

>>8228389
cute as fuck/10

>>8228388
still pretty cute

Dehydrated ice
To reconstitute, just add frozen water.

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>>8228375
i don't exactly pass either tho

>>8228392
Roll a 12 or higher on a d20 in either initiative, attack, or bluff.

>>8228393
Well, at least one thing
They look pretty big in that pic tho, but they aren't as big irl

>>8228395
:)

buddi

>>8228404
mari

>>8228370
go through like the archives

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>>8228386
Beanboys day
https://clyp.it/0p11lyuh

>>8228401
and the riddle master?

>>8228393
hey wassup lets meetup and get drunk or just say hi i wanna meet someone from here just so like you can say im real and actually act completely fucking differnt IRL like wow omg i really really do lol im in central library rn.

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>>8228400
cuter than me
>tfw too lazy to get up and do a proper selfie

>>8228413
Either have high enough intelligence to figure out the answers, enough luck to guess correctly, or his amulet that you could've found in an abandoned castle a few dungeons back that would've given you innate knowledge of all riddles.

>>8228374
is this really faye lol

>>8228401
do I get a bonus to this roll if I probably have autism?

>>8228420
yeah haha

>>8228400
ur cute

>>8228401
i wanna play dnd with friends :/

i wanna have nerd friends that i feel like i can safely be a nerd around :/

>>8228411
i cant play this some one plz tell me what shes saying halp

>>8228420
no, faye has an iphone
>>8228416
ok, like when?
>>8228404
at least you have some though

>>8228421
Any and all other mental disorders are roll *maluses*. Sorry. It's still possible, though!
>>8228423
Same but I don't have any friends irl.

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>>8228401

>>8228417
you look way female than me tho
how long have you been on hrtt

>>8228432
rip

>>8228432
Well. What were you rolling for? It mayn't be that bad depending on what you did.

>>8228433
ugh 2 years? i look better when im not sleep deprived i guess, been up till like 3 am every night for the last week. Fuck insomnia

ITS BEEN 6 MONTHS WHEN DOES THE BEING A GIRL PART START REEEEEE

>>8228408
Nimi

>>8228439
bluff

faget

>>8228444
the moment you come to my place and drop your panties

>>8228440
tfw 5 months
u look cute imo
i've been kinda trying to fix my sleep schedule but blugh

>>8228426
not today my shelter curfew is at 7pm and its in south central so like if i miss the curfew they lock the gate and dont let me in and i guess thats ok for like a day or two cuz i can sleep on the street realitively (OK) (not really) but like they take my bed away if i dont sign in every day.

im doing some sit today and might get my GR approved like next week and my food stamps come in on the 8th so prolly around then.

hopefully i wont be able to though cuz ill be like working or tired from working or something else that is relevent to getting my life on track.

im really optimistic about the future but also fucking terrified that im gonna fuck it all up.

ive been going to AA meetings at the shelter and wanna keep doing that so if like you find or better i find a AA or NA meeting we can kick it there cuz thats a really safe space.

or like idk.

im really fucking scared mercury.

>>8228444
you have to actually work for it and do more than shitpost on the internet all day. sorry

>>8228452
>u look cute imo
oh well thanks but im actually ugly as fuck

>>8228444
It already did but you're still waitibg for it

>>8228444
when you come out to your mom.

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>>8228423
>she


https://clyp.it/4sduxm4c

>>8228444
When you start believing in your own beauty and just accept that you're a cutie and act like it.

>>8228429
its cuz ur a nazi.

i think the best approach to this is going to the white park of town and like going into a comic store, they like host those things.

im so scared for my future.

like scared but also a little optomistic

>>8228440
>>8228417
i know a guy that looks identical to you minus the hair and tits.

not gonna lie, I was expecting better...

>>8228460
>its cuz ur a nazi.
whats wrong with being a nazi

>>8228462
same im actually ugly as fuck

>>8227896
How exactly do I go about seeing a gender therapist and getting on HRT? I don't even know who or what to call or see. I'm in Pennsylvania if that helps.

>>8228446
mari hru

>>8228447
You've been delayed in your transition by the gatekeeper giving you another unrelated disorder saying your gender issues stem from that instead of GID. You're now diagnosed with OCD in your medical charts, so while you don't actually have it, it will still be a malus to future rolls against gatekeepers. If you stick with the current gatekeeper you can try to roll again in the future, but it will take about a dozen appointments(turns) for you to be able to roll again. OR you could try your luck with finding another gatekeeper. What do you choose?
>>8228460
Nah it's 'cause I'm a shutin.
>tfw there's no comic or game store intown
;_;

>>8228466
Tired

>>8228444
lol ur already a girl pffffft

>>8228458
this is an inerect form of bullying.

i protest this.

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>>8228387
I always wish the cemetery I basically live at had a pond. The damn broke in the early 1900s, flooding a small portion and destroying a road/dirt horse path and a stone bridge in the process of draining. The only pond now is void of turtles and is frequented by too many pedestrians, so I hang in the older - no cars can get there - areas miles away from everything. But I always wish there was a turtle pond. The one near me is not aesthetic and is frequented by even heavier traffic like literally town park.

>>8228454
i am working towards it tho

>>8228456
what do you mean

>>8228457
so when i go to college

>>8228459
oh i dunno if i can do that

is this the thread theme rn https://youtu.be/QJO3ROT-A4E

>>8228471
oh

im eating nutella and a protein shake for lunch

p good right

>/pol/trans
literally disgusting
who invented this meme?

>>8228455
ur cute and i bet ur gf is cute 2 desu

>>8228470
suicide

>>8228476
You could pass easily if you'd put some effort in if you wouldn't walk around in old t shirts and baggy jeans

>>8228481
shes cuter than me thats for sure. shes basically a mix between daphne and velma from scooby doo

>>8228478
yesss

>>8228484
What method do you choose? Keep in mind you'll have to roll for a successful selfslaughter.

>>8228465
please help.

>>8228487
is it bad if i never watched scooby doo
i met this rly cute black transgirl who's pre hrt but already looks super femme irl
it was really cool desu
i would've considered dating her honestly but i'm p sure she's straight

>tfw too ugly to be allowed outside
>last time i tried the cops were there and told me to go back in so nobody would have to look at me
>tried sneaking out at night
>they were still there and arrested me for being a public menace
>now im in downtown and waiting for someone to post bail

attention the person who makes the nim composite picture
pls include valqs exclusive pic of nims right arm in your next edition

>>8228481
I spent awhile spreading pro trans propaganda on /r/the Donald over the winter before the election. I would say some circle jerk shit, catch some karma points to the top of the page, then edit it with tons of science and facts and medical opinions and options to transition and self med.

>>8228491
look for an lgbt center, they might have a therapist

pennsylvania probably has some informed consent places too so if you want to just go straight into HRT without having to wait for therapist approval you could just do that

>>8228487
>basically a mix between daphne and velma from scooby doo

That ain't right, you're supposed to have to choose, not get to have both.

You can't cheat one of the eternal questions of life.

>>8228495
Hugg Nat through the iron bars.

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>>8228492
>s it bad if i never watched scooby doo
if you put these two together its what she looks like

>>8228495
>>tfw too ugly to be allowed outside
same

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>trannies are like edgy tumblr emos and talk about suicide every day
>at best there are some "oh i cut my wrist omg" or "oh i took 5 pills" attempts
>no one actually dies

>>8228487
is she animated like they are and if so is she animated in the originals series style or one of the newer ones

i made it.

im making it.

ima get a job and my own place and start going to school at night or something and become a park ranger and go looking for bigfoot in my fuck off time and ima be happy in life and ima make others happy too but not aggresivly so, like im just gonna smile and say nice things to people and like buy sandwiches for homeless people and be happy.

and like maybe drink beer and do light drugs too but i dont know if im actually capable of doing that

>>8228489
Jumping from a high power pole

>>8228495
Who'd post bail when you're arrested for being ugly ?