Hey /lgbt/, something has been on my mind recently. I'm Mtf and I've been repressing for quite a while, could accept it less than a year ago actually (thanks to you all, thanks), and I'm realising I was really anorexic, like to an actually dangerous level. Do you think there may be a correlation between anorexy and repression, or GID, or being MtF ? Thanks by advance, not trying to bait or anythint, just genuinely curious about your opinion since I kinda value it (what a mistake).
>>8220652
Why this pic? No mtf wants a serious relationship or marry with a good man.
>>8220672
Speak for yourself.
>>8220672
I do.
>>8220672
OP does
>>8220793
OP here, if anybody were to accept me as the fucked up pile of shit I am I could never betray them, don't worry.
>>8220823
This seriously
>>8220834
I only know that my heart was ripped from my chest.
And as an alpha dom, I have long experience with subs, traps and MtF. Good luck to your boyfriends.
>>8220848
OP again, I have none so I guess you know better but it really is not in my intention, and I think it would never be, but I do think you know better and good luck to them too honestly.
>>8220848
>Collegehumor
When did this board get infested with normies?
>>8220848
i could never love someone that eats in bed
>>8220899
Sounds like you have autism.
>>8220908
Thats true but i also like a bed void of crumbs
>>8220672
>No mtf wants a serious relationship or marry with a good man.
What is meta-attraction
>>8220980
OP here, I heard of it as the thing to explain hetero AGP MtFs but I actually don't know what it is, could you explain a bit ? Thanks
>>8221002
It's where an AGP isn't attracted to men the same physical way a het girl is but is attracted out of her interpersonal desire to be a girl with a man. It fulfills her womanhood have heterosexual relations, and her attraction is to that fulfillment which the man is a part of but isn't the subject of. She is herself.
>>8221032
This is why dating AGP trannies is top tier.
>>8221032
I see, that's interesting. Thank you anon.
>>8221041
Why ?
>>8221056
Because they have this innate fetishistic desire to act like the stereotypical, idealized girlfriend/housewife so they're all about pleasing their man instead of treating you like the walking ATM like HSTS or w*men do.
>>8221068
How hot is it having her act like that?
>>8221128
Pretty hot.
>>8221068
On top of being better as a girl, does she have male interests, behaviors or thinking that helps you get along with her?
>>8221175
Yeah she does, we play the same videogames, watch the same movies, talk about politics and religion and philosophy etc.
>>8221194
Like having a best bro who's also the perfect girlfriend? How much does that help things?
>>8221223
A lot. I dated cissies before so the difference is noticeable.
>>8221355
What kinds of things does it help with?
Does it also get in the way at all? Like, the way men and women think is supposed to complement each other. Do you ever find you're too alike instead of being complementary?
OP here.
>>8220652
>How do you feel about the thought?
I never thought of me as AGP but this might actually sound like me, I'm not sure because I have litterally no idea what it feels like to actually be in love or in a relationship but I do like much the idea of being a woman in a relationship like in this >>8221068, like I actually hope one day I can be this way to somebody I love.
I don't know how things turned out like this but great thread, thank you all.
I'm still interested in an answer for OP though so if somebody has anything to help me get a better understanding of wtf happened when I was repressing I'd appreciate it.
>>8220652
Also GNC/mtf in denial and very much so. I had anorexia throughout my teens and ended up in hospitals. I actually wish I'd been more aggressive with the starvation but I don't know how feasible that would have been. I still sort of har ana habits, I know I'd be better off gaining weight but on some reflexive level that repulses me.
Also, Kawoshin is awsome, please post more.
>>8222914
>That's a much better explanation than the ones I've given.
Thank you. What were your explanations?
>>8222914
Thanks for the answer, anon.
>>8223057
I know that feel, I'm still in it to a certain extent too honestly. I just somehow sometimes manage to force myself to actually eat something, and my weight went up to a less unheatlthy level. Please don't go to agressive though, you might die and you sound nice so I don't want you dead.
>Also, Kawoshin is awesome, please post more
Agreed and at your service.
>>8223421
Ty, you're a nice person let's keep posting kawoshin
Taking pills mostly fixed the starvation part
>>8220793
I was selfish and mostly not wanted to be alone. I liked him but knew from the beggining he wasn't the person I would like to spend the rest of my life with. Now I'm just expecting my karmic punishment.
>>8227133
Not about to stop
>taking pills mostly fixed the starvation part
HRT or pills for anorexia ?
18There are three things which are too wonderful for me,
Four which I do not understand:
19The way of an eagle in the sky,
The way of a serpent on a rock,
The way of a ship in the middle of the sea,
And the way of a man with a maid.
20This is the way of an adulterous woman:
She eats and wipes her mouth,
And says, “I have done no wrong.”
>>8227239
Hrt or blockers