Why does dysphora oscillate in intensity? Why is it a visceral

>>8206363
photokinetic movement of the frontal and lateral lobes as well as destabilized corpus collosums

Mostly how abiosynthetic cells reacted to electric signals and strong metalloids.

>tfw dysphoria came back some time ago
>left after about a week
>since then, it's been very tenuous, in the background
>tfw now feel pretty great being a man
>not even repressing through caricatural masculinity, just feel good

>>8206482
Yeah this is the weirdest shit. Sometimes I get so sad about not being a girl that I have to lie down. When dysphoria abates I can spend months just living normally, focusing on work and stuff. I don't like my body in that period or anything but I just don't think about it.

>>8206501
I started hrt, I can't stop otherwise it's depression city

>>8206528
Good luck. I'm repressing. It's a shitty existence.

>>8206530
The ups are amazing tho

My brain really was meant to be on this