Whenever I get close to actually transitioning I get overcome

>>8193698
Just try hormones and see if you like them, if not you can just stop them, its pretty simple desu

>>8193868
Be careful with this though, I ended up not being able to stop

I'm on t and had doubts and went back to girl mode. But I'm still on t, so this really isn't sustainable. I don't know whether to stop t or keep taking it until I can't present as a girl anymore.

>>8194068
So you're walking around with a stubble acting like a girl?

>>8194068
That's interesting never hear about ftms that stay in girlmode really. Then again 90% of the board is mtfs.

>>8194073
Not yet, but I've been on it for 5 months so it could happen anytime.
>>8194084
Because you can't. You start growing facial hair and your voice drops and you fail girlmode hard.

>>8193698
>maybe it's just a weird fetish
It is a weird fetish. Does it matter though? Not being on hormones depresses you, so you have to get on them.

>>8194110
If you are agp just repress those fucks pretend to be trans and shill out for terfs when they dont pass. >>8193889

>>8194157
don't generalize
>>8194110
do this

>>8193698
if you are ftm, stop, just full stop off drugs and talk to a therapist about your fucking doubts. you have the advantage when it comes to hrt magic so waiting a few months wont kill.

>>8194184
Agp.

Own up to it call out each other and do pretend to be trans.

Source on OP's pic?

>>8193698
Flip a fucking coin and choose and dont look back. Either way you are going to feel like you made the wrong decision. whatever anyone says here trust me i am correct.

the answer is quite simple: take the road less travelled by.