>be heavy repressed tranny >go through several tranny fits

You're not trans tbqh funpapa

>>8185915
That's a relief if true. I had talked to another trans person I know and she was very insistent that I was becouse of the things I told her. Ill probably talk to a therapist about it once I get some more money together. Ide be pretty happy to be 100% certain.

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>>8185823
I hate you, go get BDD you hon

>>8186020
Stop avatar fagging with that picture

>>8186020
>image.jpg
Phoneshitters out

>>8185823
Have you crossdressed or masturbated imagining you were a girl?

>>8186030
It's not on the level of avatar fagging

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>tfw mtf in her 30s in spring
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=txf9vZW29rY
My girlfriends' baby pictures on Facebook are NOT helping. I can't wait until I start working as a professor. At least then I can pretend to have kids. Womb or no, I gotta do something. There are a lot of people in the world who need doting, OP. Who cares if they're yours? These things are conferred through deeds. A friend of mine had an awful childhood. Sometimes I have to sit with him while he falls asleep--a grown ass man, still terrified of the waking nightmare of a drunken witch outside his room. You think giving birth makes you a mother? It takes more than that. If you don't have unconditional love to give, don't even humor the thought.

>>8186020
Well, that's the thing. It seems to be getting better. Like, I still hate my big features, I even get disgusted when I see my shadow. But, hrt isn't going to make me smaller. Hrt isn't going to shrink my shoulders. Hrt isn't going to make men more attracted to me. Hrt isn't going to give me a womb. Hrt isn't going to change my voice. Then all my friends are constantly shitting on trannies 24/7. I'm finally feeling better at life and you tell me to get worse?

>>8186075
Surgery if you're close enough to what you want can work. And you caught Bdd so you'll die for sure. So sad

>>8186055
Lol kinda. I bought panties once and masturbated. But it didn't really do much. I just liked wearing them. It's never really been sexual.

>>8186111
Why did you buy them?

Describe the times you've masturbated while imagining being a girl.

>>8186095
I think I'm at the crossroads of my life. On one hand, I'll be happy with myself, and will be hated by everyone. Or, be disgusted with myself and liked by most people. I mean, if I was like most of these no life trannies on 4chan and didn't have a great job and friends I would have no doubt. But, I feel like there's more to life than happiness. Like, it seems so selfish to just do whatever I want with no regards to how other people feel/want me to be.

>>8186145
The point is that you have to be happy with yourself and love yourself or all of your relationships will be built upon a shaky foundation. You're just talking about the stigma of being a tranny. That's surface level bullshit.

>>8186130
I don't masturbate often. And I haven't masturbated while pretended to be a girl before. Like I said, not sexual at all - any fantasies about being a girl have just been about kissing boys or dressing up, most being about magically turned into a girl and having to go to work and tell them I'm a girl now. That's why I think maybe I'm not trans, since I don't get any sexual satisfaction from it. I have only really masturbated imagining my masc friends getting drunk and taking advantage of me, that's probably just a gay thing though.

>>8186164
Not really, it's probably the most important thing ever. Are you saying you don't care what people think about you?

>>8186175
Other people think highly of me because of what I do, not because of what I am. First impressions are a little sketchy, but when are they not.

>>8186187
But no matter what, you will always be a second class citizen at best. Even the most respectful and good natured people I know hate trannies.

>>8186195
>you will always be a second class citizen
>the most respectful and good natured people I know hate trannies
So you don't care what people think of you, not exactly. You're selfish. If you're true to yourself, you're centered. If you're centered, you can do a lot of good in the world. But you'd rather lie to avoid judgment--the whole of your existence balancing on adherence to that lie. Do you think liars are good people?

>>8186145
>>8186224
If you could pass it wouldn't be near as much of a problem

>>8186224
I don't believe in good people. Just talking to y'all about it makes me realise I was just experiencing some temporary happiness, since it's already starting to come back. Thanks anyways.

>>8186168
>That's why I think maybe I'm not trans, since I don't get any sexual satisfaction from it.
HSTS trannies don't feel sexual satisfaction like that and probably some AGPs don't feel it explicitly.

You're exclusively into guys?

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>>8186238
>I don't believe in good people.
Then you have bigger problems than being transgender.

>>8186238
>>>/lgbt/femgen
Maybe you should look there while you sort things out

>>8186242
Yea I know. Like, maybe I can make it after all!
>>8186245
I thought I liked girls, but after losing my virginity to one I've seemed to lost all attraction. I've never even had a sexual dream before either

>>8185823
>>8186238

>>be 21 to socially come out
>>be 22 to order pill
>>start immediately without any second thought
>>3 months in
>> there's noticeable change and some people called me feminine
>>stares everywhere
>>kinda feels nice tbqhfam
>>however dysphoria comes back
>>depression kicks in
>>feel like shit
Those tranny pills are not real magic, anon baka. You gotta deal with your problems somehow and a therapist would be the first step.

>>8186277
You may be HSTS trans.

>>8186310
So eben worse. I guess a big part of the reason I feel like I need to kinda 'man up' is I have been the only "success" spawned from my shitty excuse of a family. The only one to accomplish anything, graduate highschool. They look up to me. I'm not sure. Hopefully I'll die before I have to make a decision.

>>8186350
You can be feminine even if you don't transition. You don't have to man up regardless of transition.

Why is that worse?

>>8186266
???