Is it bad to have such extreme dysphoria that I'm slowly

>>8170451
I've been eating 500 calories a day trying to lose weight in hopes I look more female.

>>8170494
That's dumb, you'll look more male instead because your bone structure will be more visible. Starving yourself in order to pass would only work for FTM because it gets rid of the curves.

>>8170494
Is it working any? I used to alternate days from 100 to 500 calories and repeat and was decently skinny. But eventually got forced out of it and gained more than triple my weight.

Knowing I'm getting on hormones soon is really making me want to return to extreme calorie cutting again so the hormones will have a greater effect.

>>8170520
I don't know I certainly don't look more female with some weight on me. I figured it was worth a try.

>>8170451
Get on testosterone?

>>8170560
shoot for 22 bmi, and try not to have any pools of fat, and build them leg muscles for dat butt

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Oh dear...I bet all of that weight must emphasize your breasts and hips a lot. However, starving yourself is not that answer. If you want to lose weight, as a first step I would suggest eating healthier. That alone can shave off a lot of pounds and make you feel better mentally and physically. It may seem like the easy way out, but there are a lot of better alternatives then starving yourself. I hope this helps!

>mtf
>starving myself to be more feminine
>will probably just make me look masculine in a different way

How do I fucking escape