>tfw usually see a femme-leaning androgynous girl in the mirror
>tfw today see an ugly angry-looking big-nosed metal guy with a shitty hairline, soulless dead eyes, 100% dudeish wide face and deformed squarish chin
I don't get it. How can someone appear to oneself so different? I am still pretty certain the today image is the most trustworthy tbqh.
>>8167622
I know this feeling so fucking well, especially the "big-nosed metal guy" part.
Fucking hell
>>8167622
Put your fist through the mirror then put the mirror through your fist
I get this real bad, it's becoming a real problem in my life. I think I have BDD, the sheer difference in what I see just doesn't add up, my brain is lying to me one way or the other.
>>8167622
Iktf. Which one is us? The dude or the girl?
>>8167622
jesus christ this is my life story. Someone will gender me as female but when I look in the mirror all I see looking back is this fat-ugly boy. Like 1/8 of the time the person I see in the mirror is cute and more what I want to look like, the rest of the time I see the fat-ugly boy
>>8174037
also, I sometimes worry that my hormones are not actually working, this is when I feel the worst and basically can't function as a human