So I'm 23 I realized I'm trans long ago but repressed for a long time. I hate myself and I'm honestly never happy for more than a few minutes. I don't care if my family disowns me or my few friends stop talking to me anymore. Is there any chance to be happy if I transition? If I put all the effort I can into transitioning do you think I can have a happy life? I honestly think that if I keep going the way I have been I'm probably going to kill myself in the coming years.
all you can do is try
and there's no reason not to, at this point
get on HRT at least
>>8143012
Welcome to the club. I'm 23 and did the same becouse of a fucked up childhood. I'm ordered some stuff online after going through waves of breakdowns and repression. I'm just taking anti androgens though. Ill probably save up and go to a therapist.
>>8143012
it depends on genetics far more than age
post a pic if you want opinions, /passgen/ is your best bet
qhi.co.uk stocks hormone therapy shippable to the UK or USA with a debit card
you need an anti-androgen as well as estrogen, HRTgen can help with specifics including the benefits and risks of the various different meds, but for absolute basics, the most common option is 50mg cyproterone acetate a day + 2mg progynova every 12 hours
>>8143012
I feel the same
I hope you will find happiness one day
>>8143012
I realised this at 21 and started hormones before I turned 22.
I'm 23 now, and do not regret it. 23 is nothing, you can so do it. Put the effort in, practice the voice and don't be a weirdo. You'll be fine, being a girl is great and very possible