I'm on the verge of wanting to kill myself because I'm so obsessed with wanting to look a certain way but I know I never will and I have no ability to keep self motivation. I don't even want to look a certain way for anyone but myself. Even still, my own self ideals are causing me to desire self harm or deprivation.
just get over with it and kill yourself faggot
>>8137451
4chan everybody
>>8137373
I know how you feel. I hate being ugly but no amount of make,clothes,squats and oats will ever make me not ugly.
>>8138251
My suicide method will probably be slutting it up in gay clubs until I get hiv. Then I will shoot everyone I fucked in the timeframe of infection. If I'm too ugly even for the desperate losers then I'll just shoot myself.