How do I stop being so fucking jealous of cis women? I pass really

>>8115146
OP has there ever been a point in your transition you felt some level of prolonged satisfaction with your body? We are in totally different places in regards to transitioning but this post makes me worried that no matter what I'll always be unhappy with my body.

>>8115194
I go back oand forth desu some days I'm mostly happy with it other than some things and other days I just look at myself and hate what I see knowing I still look quite masculine undressed and having really small boobs doesn't help with that self image desu like to the point going into transition I was very against implants but now a year in and I'm barely an A cup makes me consider them.

Though I still consider myself to be in a way better place than pre-transition I don't want to die anymore and I do genuinely like myself some days which is a big step up from before I went on hrt

>>8115146
What are you jealous of?

>>8115214
I have trouble pinning it down I think it's just I'm jealous that they got to grow up the right way and they don't have to lose relationships with their family to be their gender or that there are just aspects of my body I can't change like I can make my voice pass but it's weak and sucks and it's impossible for me to sing :/

>>8115210
>year in

>>8115146
go outside and look at more real women. if you pass and aren't ugly there are probably cis women jealous of you too

The thing is, if you're jealous of their looks, then it's your own problem. The internet is full of women who are beautiful and 10/10, but it's basically cherrypicking. Go outside and see some real women and you'll change your mind. If you're jealous of them being fertile and having had a female childhood etc. then I wouldn't blame you. Almost all females are able to have children and most of them have had a female childhood. You just have to get used to the fact you're different than them and have a different life. You should stop comparing yourself to them because the differences are too big.

>>8115352
Good advice, idk I guess it's just a stuggle for me not to compare myself though when I have two sisters and most of my close friends are cis women. I guess I just have a hard time getting ove that I'm just not the same nor will I ever be

>>8115146
Personally I'm a lot more jealous of prettier trans girls, although I'm still insanely jealous of cis girls.

>>8115146
>that fucking image
Are you trying to kill me?