MTFG - transgirl general

nim thread

what do i do if boymode starts to fail

why is it only this general thats full of trips?

zoedition

>>8087934

girlmode obviously

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If your bf isn't looking at you like this most of the time you havent done a well enough job of disciplining him.
And you call yourselves ladies?

>>8087935
in theory it's to chronicle progress, see how people better themselves, and this gen is more inclined to have transformations than others

but really it's shitposting :/

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tfw

>>8087939
are you kitten me

>>8087935
All the other generals are mostly normal people that don't hang around for years shitposting and complaining about their own life

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>>8087941
>this shitposting
nah
this is weak babby shitposting

>>8087935
gaygen is too

all the others tell anyone who uses a trip to fuck off

How do you cope with being ugly?
How do you get out of self hatred?

>>8087950

no
that's what I did and it's been working out pretty well

>>8087940
lip bit

>>8087956
well shit

>>8087947
thats a lot of pizza to put on one plate

>>8087947
why would you do this

>>8087954
Best you can do is lose fat and get lean muscle mass and keep yourself clean as fuck

You kill yourself or become successful

So I had to make a call today about a job, and I realized that I'm starting to have to actually try to use my guy voice. I guess that's progress.

Is anyone here ready to get obliterated in nuclear hellfire when Trump starts his war with North Korea?

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myrthe if you think you're responsible for anna killing herself it means she's straight up emotionally manipulating you

>do this or i kms

like really

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>>8087959

it's pretty sick actually
people hardly ever stare at me now

>>8087968
sertii it went great!!

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How do I fix being a hon

>>8087968
oh
what did i miss
is anna killing herself

>>8087953
i just want it to be clear i never ever tripfagged before i found mtfg and i only do it cause practically everyone else does too

>>8087971
duuuuude whoa it's almost like ur like..... a girl or something whoa

>>8087966
I welcome it.

>>8087968
if anything that person killing herself would be a blessing

HOW DO I FAIL BOYMODE

>>8087973
>>8087982
start looking like a girl

>>8087982
be a goil

haha yay more drama
fuck i'm an idiot

bye thread
sorry everyone

>>8087983
But I am...

>>8087985
you're fiiiine don't worry so much

>>8087985
Noooooo please

>>8087972
nice!
>>8087981
anna yes
myrthe doesn't deserve any of this

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>>8087973
Be short, have narrow shoulders, have a smallish head, have plenty of money to afford FFS, grow tits on HRT and get good fat allocation, get clothes that actually fit, train voice, get a haircut that suits you, learn makeup

Or just detransition / kill yourself
>>8087985
It is hardly drama it doesn't come as a surprise to anyone

>>8087968
I never said that gou fucking smelly greek cunt

>>8087997
I have none of these except small-ish boobs and ffs will happen in a few months. My voice is shit.

Makeup feels weird. I don't like having stuff on my face

>>8087999
what happened

>>8087978

well... yeah?

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>>8088001
basically it was like, have a sad cum bb!

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yes, yes, YESSSS

goooood goyim, take your cancer pi-...I mean ""girl"" pills
they'll make you nice and docile and infertile
you'll be happy forever if you take them (as long as you're not creating white babies!)
yesss you've always been a girl deep down, you know it, don't question it...

perhaps you'd like to listen to some rap music? maybe taylor swift?
just relaaaax and let the hormones flow through you

>>8087997
>be short
rip
>have narrow shoulders
rip
>have a smallish head
rip
>have plenty of money to afford ffs
rip
>grow tits on hrt
rip
>get good fat allocation
rip
>get clothes that actually fit
rip
>train voice
ehh
>get a haircut that suits you
RIP
>learn makeup
rip

loan me a gun pls

>>8088001
Nothing happened
I'm just being slandered again on here as if I'm a bad person but all I want is for Myrthe and me to be happy :(

>>8088007
Florida is one of the easiest states to buy a gun in

>>8088004
yeah i was just memeing im jelly

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>>8087999
why are you so fucking batshit insane even for this thread's standards

>>8088009
rip nim :(

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>>8087995
tear down the corporate medical structure kill your local GP
>>8088000
Well you might fail badly, you might fail a little.
There is a small chance you succeed, you can focus on that if you wish.
>>8088007
When will we make a suicide pact together

>>8088006
I'm a boy tho
>>8088005
*cums sadly*
>>8088008
:think:

>>8088011

just do it quid
girlmode
it feels good

>>8088008
Moving to a shit country where you'll be miserable isn't gonna make you happy. And especially not myrthe (who doesnt really want to go)

>>8088009
but you have to be 21 right

The real Robin has been banned for three days.

gotta say the lackluster orgasms that hrt gave me is a bummer

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>go to outpatient intake
>do some stuff, talk about what I've been through
>person is not surprised that I'm dealing with paranoia issues
>go to leave
>"make sure you register"
>go to registration desk
>"your insurance doesn't cover us anymore, as of last week"
>Bill is ~$100
>start crying in front of receptionist
>I'm going to starve if I spend $100 on this bullshit
>wasn't even treated.
Alright, I'll see you guys on the other side. I've had enough of this shit. I've been tricked into reaching out for help for the last time

>>8088005
A classic tune
https://youtu.be/KHnL57KLCls

>>8088016
lets make a suicide pact but have it so you don't follow through with it okay

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So nobody killed themselves? Good, no more suicide talk now! :'(

>>8088016
there's a high chance that ffs won't do enough :'c

>>8088005
I REALLY want this shirt.

>>8088020
Yeah I'll just be miserable here and do what I can to make her as happy as I can
I just don't know how

>>8088021
probs 18 for a shotgun
probs you also shouldn't buy one tho :(

>>8088006
sounds good to me

>>8088017
ty

>>8088019
i'm just reallly really scared of that and it's not like i can pass consistently but i-i'll take it into consideration i guess anon

>>8088021
At a glance they observe federal rules for a lot of things, so 18 for shotguns and rifles, 21 for handguns.

>>8088022
why's she been banned?

>>8088030
why not go to a college thats like an hour or two from where you are now?

at least move to like fucking argentina or spain if you want to live in a shit country where your money is worth more at least they aren't fucking wastelands of homophobia like poland or whatever the fuck like cmon

awoo

>>8088028
Like I said.
>>8088026
Hey that's not how these things work!

>>8088040
I like homophobia because deep down I don't think I deserve to be happy or accepted

>>8088039
I am too depressed to study and I'd still have to be in contact with family and stuff.
I also have no clue what I'd study

>>8088034

I mean I pass fairly well but I still get misgendered sometimes
when people treat you like a girl it makes up for it desu

>>8088045
yeah but we can be loosey-goosey about it

>>8088030
>Yeah I'll just be miserable here and do what I can to make her as happy as I can

how is that not emotional manipulation lmao

you're so sick jesus christ

AWOO~

>>8088040
Apparently in Chechyna they have literal concentration camps now for LGBT. Apparently torturing them to death and going on witch hunts.

>>8088050
>I also have no clue what I'd study
follow the stem meme

why not just stop answering calls and texts from your family?

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>>8088051
>when people treat you like a girl it makes up for it desu
Agreeeeed.
I was getting this even before passing though.

>>8088051
my heart flutters to think of it desu

>>8088056
Nyaaaawoooooo~
>>8088055
she is a psychopath~

>>8088055
>hi I'm willing to give up my biggest dream for you and try and be as happy as I can for you anyway
>manipulative
I'm just stating the facts

>>8088066
that is pretty manipulative to state it in that way desu

>>8088056
rub the puppy's head

>>8088066
>hi I'm willing to give up my biggest dream for you and try and be as happy as I can for you anyway
>manipulative

that's pretty much exactly what it is yeah

>>8088030
Just because you're miserable in the best country in the world doesn't mean she has to be, too...

She doesn't want to leave her family and make them feel horrible, she doesn't want to leave in a shit country but she considers it just because she loves you.

You won't last 5 minutes in a shit Eastern Europe country.

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>>8087935
Dont worry, anon, I don't trip.

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>>8088054
You are not commiting to this plan enough!

>>8088072
Then what should I do
Just lie about my feelings? That's not fair towards anyone

>>8088055
Have you ever been in love?

last night i really wanted to die, i dont right now, but i know i'm gonna want to again and it's scary and dumb

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Rember happy day

>>8088060

>was on HRT for 3 months before I came out
>my bandmates still carried my heavy amp from the car for me

it's like they can just sense the girlyness radiating from you

>>8088063

so like
do it

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remember girls, smoking is a calorie-free treat!

>>8088060
You still don't pass.

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>>8088079
Just come out to everyone dummy

>>8088079
you shouldn't be with someone when your feelings are self destructive and you yourself have admited to having autism
>>8088081
yes

>>8088081
I don't think she knows what love is desu

>>8088076
I'm literally telling her it's okay if she doesn't want it over and over and over

>>8088067
>>8088066
>>8088055
This is why you shouldn't spend too much time irl with people from this god forsaken place.

>>8088085
anon senpai ;w;

that would be really gay

and my dad still doesn't even know

and my voice is bad

>>8088078
no im gonna do it in this scenario you're the one not commiting

>>8088095
Saying about how you are "abandoning your dreams" and phrasing it in a so forth manner is emotional manipulation plain and simple.

>>8088094
>just be alone forever
Nice advice lol

>>8088093
No is scary and my parents know anyway :(

>>8088099
nah, this is why you should seek therapy when you're mentally ill

>>8088099
there's good people in this awful place though

but like every single imageboard community id describe it as "mostly bad"

>>8088099
nah every time i've done it it's been really fulfilling and cool just have to be selective tho

>>8088094
I doubt it. You at least can't see it in another.

>I've been trying to figure out why some people think you're a girl...it almost looks like you're transitioning
says my mom to me...

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>>8088113
>There's good people in this awful place
This not true. If you are a good person this place will make you awful, its inevitable.

>>8088081
I have and I'm seeing the same shit sertii is seeing here desu: emotional manipulation, maybe not even deliberate, but it is what it is.

>>8088101

when I was a dirty crossdresser I snuck out of the house in girly clothing all the time

>>8088111
>letting jew doctors mess with your mind
no thank you

>>8088124
If you're not out to her this may be her trying to get you to talk to her about it.

Then again if you are out then yeah, shitty thing to say.

>>8088127
This. Can confirm

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hi everyone
i have a migraine but it's ok
im in love with ada

how are we all today whats the happenings

>>8088124
haha uhoh anon

>>8088108
OR seek help for your mental illness instead of dragging everyone around you down with it and THEN date people so you can actually be a positive force in their lives instead of telling them you're dropping your life dream of moving to a shit hole
>>8088119
ok dude fuck off, you're filtered

how viable is it to wear a wig daily?

>>8088124

SHE KNOWS

>>8088129
This lmaooo

>>8088057
I don't care about using women's restrooms

Women's restrooms are absolutely filthy pigstys and if possible I'll just always use a handicap or unisex one

I wasn't going to stay here forever

I'm not really postponing anything it's simply stupid and suicide to try and go full time anywhere at all right now

>>8088099
Most of the people I've met were pretty good though
>>8088108
Yeah it's scary but it also doesn't really matter much. My friends never cared how mentally ill I was

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>>8088125
I'm barely human to begin with so maybe I don't have particularly high standards.

>>8088114
Should we ask Chara to confirm that?

>>8088125
Agreed. It fuels pettiness and hate.

>>8088124
kind of a good opportunity to come out

>>8088136
Yeah lets cure autism haha

>>8088143
I'm a coward though

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Eyy, Robin asked me to post this,

>>8088147
but we never met up, I did visit grand rapids to see the Artprize though

>>8088152
I have autism and I don't act that way with people I love...

>>8088124
I'm in total agreement with everyone else
She's clearly supportive to bring it up on her own, it might be ok to come out.

>>8087927

>>>/r9k/36192685

can everyone please stop arguing about and attacking anna

>>8088154
Artprize is dope, and one of the best excuses I get to go to the city.

>>8088153
Robin put too much makeup on imo

>>8088154
Huh? But I thought you met up with her and saved her from that nasty boyfriend of hers?

>>8088152
your problems are far, FAR bigger than autism.
Even so, there's ways to live as being an autistic person and not pull the shit you're doing.

how tf do so many of your parents know what transitioning is my mom barely knows how to get on the internet

>>8088163
*patpatpat*

>>8088168
am autist, can confirm

>>8088130
nah I'm very much not-out to my family, or anyone actually
I'm almost at 6 months hrt

>>8088138
scared
;_;

>>8088148
>>8088159
I really have no idea how or what I'd even say
I don't even feel like I've always "been a girl", just that I've always wanted to be one and hrt is really improving my life

>>8088152
Then don't do it just take your tranny pills and wear hoodies.
>>8088160
Damn...

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>>8088140

>>8088173
>tfw almost 6 months hrt too and no one thinks you're a girl

>>8088140
>still being obsessed with (((them))).
/pol/ fucked you up. They're not as bad as /pol/ make them seem.

>>8088179
>tfw 4 years HRT and you can't even think of yourself as a girl anymore

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>>8088144
It fuels so much more then that, I feel the trump followers are a cancer that escaped from /pol/. They should have just kept periodically deleting that board, look what happened when they let it fester...

>>8088144
Id say you're just naive~

>>8088154
Remember when you said you met up with Chara IRL and confirmed her pussy and I was llike no you're full of shit and Chara is tranny as fuck? Im always right, I told you so. I even called you out right there saying you were lying for Chara, cause you were.

I just wanted to say I told you so and that Im always right.

>>8088179
>tfw 4 years hrt and no one thinks you're a girl

>except ash

>>8088184
trashy omg stop you looked like a girl when you had long hair

>>8088173
Then mention that you're taking hormones and that it's making you feel better

>>8088186
I think you're a gril

>>8088186
and everyone here

>>8088179
idk I think its mostly just my faggy girl hair, otherwise I don't think anyone would be questioning it

>>8088175
'S what I do

>>8088168
>the shit I'm pulling
I'm not pulling anything though
I support Myrthe in whatever the fuck she wants I just tell her how I feel about it
Of course that makes her reconsider things because she loves me and wants me to be okay too but isn't that kinda how a relationship works isn't it? Paying mind to each others feelings and taking them into consideration in decisions and being honest about them?

>>8088186
You're a moron who got involved with Edie and then thought no one would notice your shooped pics even though you already were an established trip before Edie taught you photoshop and we knew exactly what you looked like.

>>8088184
it's because of the mistake you've done by getting a haircut

>>8088195
>I support Myrthe in whatever the fuck she wants I just tell her how I feel about it
>Of course that makes her reconsider things because she loves me and wants me to be okay too but isn't that kinda how a relationship works isn't it? Paying mind to each others feelings and taking them into consideration in decisions and being honest about them?
FUCKING THIS

>>8088195
Relationships shouldn't be built on guilt-tripping and manipulation.

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Tomorrow instant gender changing pills are released to the public. If you don't respond to this post with the BEST recipe you have ever made, you will have the incredibly rare gene that makes you immune to the medicine.

>>8088188
I never got gendered female fucking ONCE going around in fucking makeup, skinny jeans, generic unisex canvas shoes and girl tops. Even when someone saw my fucking bra through my shirt they fucking yelled it out loud and pointed at me in the middle of the fucking city centre highstreet and laughed at me.
Even when I was walking home at night and it was night time I got a "is that a boy or a girl" from 30m or so away and barely going forward 2m they all started laughing at my stupid fucking hair and calling me a faggot

>>8088200

>>8088200
BUT SHE'S NOT MANIPULATING MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>8088194
i have hair past my shoulders but it's a frizzy mess

i ordered some argan oil shampoo, hopefully it fixes it finally

i have a p masc jaw and chin tho so that's really what's stopping me along with my longish face

>>8088200
In that logic myrthe guilt tripped me into staying because otherwise she'd feel bad boo hoo
What kind of meme is this

>>8088189
idk sometimes I want to tell her but overall I'm fine with how stuff is now
it just sucks not being able to talk about it to anyone except people on here

>>8088202
Once I put ketchup on my rice. That's a nice recipe.

>>8088127
>>8088131
Did I ever say love couldn't be emotionally manipulative? I just said I was seeing love, and I might add from a typically feminine perspective. We're wired to form bonds.

>>8088208
Then what did she say about how she feels?
What was the exact words and phrases she said?
From the thread, it seems like she has been saying that blah blah she'll be "forever alone" and all that junk, which is manipulation.

>>8088195
if your life dream and hers don't coincide, you probably shouldn't stay together. No matter how painful it is now, it's the more mature thing to do, especially now you're putting the burden on her by telling her you're sacrificing your life dream for her instead of acknowledging this was a joint decision.

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>tfw need bangs to cover forehead but bangs bring too much attention to masculine jaw/chin
i'll keep wearing a ponytail but if anyone looks at the side of my face i'll start crying and have to kill them

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here you fucking go

you don't know anna in the slightest so don't pretend to

STOP

>>8088205
but you look feminine in your pictures :(

>>8088212
At least in my case after parents were out of the way coming out became kind of a breeze

So if you're interested in starting to come out and you think she'll be supportive I'd say go for it.

I guess I'm not finishing college and moving out of Texas then. But where do I do.

>>8088219
no one beats my fivehead

>>8088221
she's guilting you into doing it, saying 'we' so you feel like you're letting her down

>>>/r9k/36193020

>>8088227
Go, even.

>>8088221
I doubt thats all considering:
>>8088108
and considering:
>>8088066

>>8088218
It was a joint decision based on the fact I don't want her to feel bad. I'm fine with sacrificing anything as long as I can be with Myrthe because I love her. I know you don't understand that but that's how it works

>>8088217
No I said that sertiis advice amounted to that. I'm not taking her advice though cause it's retarded

>>8088230
What the fuck anon
I'm saying we cause it was a joint decision and I'm not going without her

>>8088165
right? it was so cool

>>8088185
i mean no shit lmao

i knew she was fake af and everything before a month in

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>tfw too intelligent for other peoples emotions
>>8088222
I'm barely fucking less than 2m tall, ugly as shit and look like a total dude. I doubt I'd even pass if I started at fucking 12

>>8088230
>I'm saying we cause it was a joint decision and I'm not going without her
this

>>8088236
what about:
>>hi I'm willing to give up my biggest dream for you and try and be as happy as I can for you anyway

>>8088228
BUT BROW BOSSING AAAAAA

>>8088221
Admit it tho, she's trying to make you feel bad that she 'won't be able to live her lifelong dream'

And that's manipulative.

>>8088209
the way my hair lays just looks really girly for some reason I never got it styled or anything
at least I think it does, my chin and jaw are pretty bad honestly but I get really weird looks from people that I never used to get...like multiple times random guys have smirked at me and idk what to make of it. a couple of times when I was shopping guys have smiled at me and its the WEIRDEST thing ever

>>8088186
And those firefighters didn't?

>>8088236
Is this the elsa autist or proper Anna?

>>8088236
Give up your lifelong 'dream'.
Your dream is literally to die in a shitty country.
Stop considering this desirable.

>>8088249
anna goes by anne. now to distinguish from bjorg anna

>getting all of the sudden the feeling that I will lost my head or die
>the feeling wont go away until I do something to advance in my transition or to feel girly
>when I do it the feeling recedes and I can go back to do whatever I was doing
>if I don't take responsibility over my transition it comes back and it's fucking awful
>tfw I have been repressing for so much time that I'm starting to somatize my discontent
It's so hard to care about yourself when you fucking hate the guts out of you.

>>8088240
you're not ugly

im 6'1 so i know how much it sucks to be tall

everyone always looks at you and kids look like they're scared of you

i hate that, it's like subconsciously they see you as a predator

moms pull their kids closer to them too, i smiled at you and you think im a threat!

I hate it

>>8088242
That's exactly what's happening though. I would be really fucking happy doing it and feel like shit now but if it makes her a bit sadder I will sacrifice my emotional wellbeing for hers because she is more important than me

>>8088245
No I'm telling her it's okay over and over again
Please don't misrepresent the facts
Of course I wish she'd come with me but I can't expect her to be unhappy just for me

>>8088253
Quid you and I need to stick together

>>8088247
Welcome to being female...

>>8088260
wha ok why

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my dream is to feed myself burning hot rocks and die in some shitty fucking landfill while rats eat my eyes and if you dont want to partake in this with me youre not fit to be my partner TEE BEE AITCH

>>8088258
>Of course I wish she'd come with me
How about NOT WANTING TO GO TO A SHITTY COUNTRY WHERE YOU'LL DIE FROM MUDSLIMES AND TRANSPHOBIA AND DISEASES AND HOMELESSNESS...

>>8088244
i have some brow but i don't think it's the worse thing about my face

>>8088247
i guess people are a little nicer to me now

the laser tech said i had nice hair today

>>8088258
You don't understand how phrasing it like that is emotionally manipulative?

>>8088256
Being a turbo lanklet you get a different kind of aura. That of being an akward piece of shit which ends up being true due to the amount of attention and unrequested conversation you get.

>>8088247
i bet you're short too :p

>>8088256
don't worry I'm 5'9" and women are clearly afraid of me at night

>>8088266
basically this lol

>>8088264
Cause I like you. And lowkey you're my ticket to joining the illuminati

>>8088250
Hey I aint saying I aint crazy but it doesn't seem bad to me lol

>>8088249
Huh she went by anne. before I became Anna right? ;_;

>>8088266
>and if you dont want to partake in this with me youre not fit to be my partner
More like if you don't want to that's okay and I will be with me regardless because I love you and am willing to make sacrifices for you
Jesus fucking Christ Nicotine you're better than this

>>8088276
i hate that too

i hate that people are afraid of me

>>8088281
It is bad. It's horrible wtf would you want that.
Why the fuck would you want that to happen to Myrthe

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>>8088256
hi
193cm amazonian queen here
>:3

my dream is to live in russia and be beaten to death by homophobes and the FSB
if you don't want this to happen then thats okay but you're crushing my dreams and are responsible for when i kms

>>8088272
i mean im awkward too but people seem to be hesistant around me

i don't know how to explain it, it's like when i walk into a room people shoot me worried looks

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>>8088281
Also it's not a 'sacrifice' to give up your death-wish of a 'dream'.

>>8088287
hi hru

>>8088270
No I don't
How should I phrase it?

>>8088268
>mudslimes
>disease
I think that Fox propaganda is getting to you nerd

>>8088286
She wants to die too and has since before I knew her
What is objectively horrible about death
All you have is feefees

>>8088288
>and are responsible for when i kms
Come on now I never said that

Seriously arguing is fun but at least keep it honest

>>8088281
the thing you actually have to realise is what you're sacrificing is BATSHIT INSANE and A GENUINELY HORRIBLE PLAN

like why the fuck do you think so many eastern euros prefer to come and live in shitty housing in awful london neighborhoods? eastern europe fucking sucks! eastern europe specially sucks if you're a tranny who doesn't even know the native language. Are you fluent in Bulgarian? or Polish? or Croatian?

Like even if I was in your mindspace I consider somewhere less horrible to move to, like Spain, at least Spain isn't a complete wasteland of transphobia, homophobia, and xenophobia.

>>8088296
Dude, I'm in France, which is a 1st world country and we have it that bad. (too many immigrants and issues because of them)

How do you think it's gonna be in a 3rd world country in Eastern Europe? Definitely not better

>>8088295
im ok but you gotta be smiley nim
you are a cute that needs to smile because when you do the thread's nicer
:33333

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>>8088296
>No I don't
Well, I guess that psychos cannot tell when they are psychos.

>>8088301
how do i smile

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>>8088285
if people were afraid of me then they wouldn't be so quick to insult me
>>8088288
>Not living in a peaceful 99.8% orthodox catholic country like Poland where you can enjoy being stared at and hated by everyone
>>8088289
It's because your big muscles! (flex)
>>8088297
Spain is still a total wasteland and poor people tend to be more violent but I'm unfamiliar with their actual rates

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>>8088263
I swear I don't even look female though, like I really really don't
and all I ever wear is a hoodie and jeans

>>8088274
i'm not super short or anything but I don't wanna trigger your height autism :(

idk how girly does it look? i've posted my face before but I'm not really feeling it today

>>8088304
Spain has a shit economy but at least a socially liberal culture and I think you can get by with just English must better there. If you go to like Poland or Croatia you have to deal with both the shit economy AND an enormously prejudiced society.

>>8088302
Please explain though I genuinely want to know

>>8088300
>france
>1st world
Now that is a meme and a half

>>8088308
Your hair looks incredibly feminine. From what I can tell from little facial features I can see you look female.

>>8088308
looks girly to me

your hairline is good too, my temples have receded and my hairline is high in general

but yeah if you're under 5'10 you'd probably not have a big deal passing

>>8088310
>Now that is a meme and a half
t. sheltered first worlder

you really don't know what the third world is like don't you? I come from the straight out richest country in latin america and I'm getting the feeling you wouldn't even be able to survive in Chile, much less somewhere like fuckin Peru or Colombia.

>>8088231
you should have made it /hbg/ again
not some shitty poem or whatever

>>8088310
It is first world whether you want to believe ir or not.

You're not 'sacrificing' anything for Myrthe. Because wanting to live in a horrible country and die there is not a 'dream'. It's your death wish.

Give up this dream of yours. Realize the country you're in is the best, safest country in the world currently. Be happy with what you have.

Problems with Anna's plan:
-Poland hates trannies
-Poland being a poor country would probably dislike having rich westerners there
-Polish people wouldn't like people that don't speak Polish or follow the local customs
-Jobs pay little in Poland
-Drug users are *hated* in most eastern european countries
-shit living standards
-Eastern European governments are more right-wing than Western European governments - may be deported or something
>>8088310
o.o

>>8088319
but i have a death wish too
please everyone stop saying she's "dragging me to hell with her" or "killing me"

>>8088323
she is killing you tho... You don't want this. You said it earlier.

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in other news i just had a great bike ride on another beautiful spring day

should i make a "taco" salad or a burrito for second lunch

>>8088303
Pull facial muscles around your lips towards your eyes in a non-agressive fashion.

>>8088308
Would assume grill just by hair.

>>8087927
so I've been skyping my boyfriend recently and I can occasionally hear my echo in the background and it makes me want to kill myself

thank you for listening

>>8088317
Yeah I sure wouldn't survive staying inside all day :^)

>>8088319
Yeah and Eastern Europe is 2nd world by definition
I really am. Whether it's my death wish or my dream, it's a sacrifice.
I am not happy. I'm insane. There is no cure.

>>8088320
>poland
Yeah that was eliminated p quickly.
>deported
>EU
I study international law bby don't try and outmeme me on issues like this.
Right wing is nice

>>8088327
And we're not doing it. What's the point?

>>8088327
no
okay let me explain
i want to die as well and the only thing holding me back is my family being worried, nothing else.

>>8088280
oh ok that sounds spot on

>>8088336
Okay, so which country then?

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I want permanent hair removal on my butt and pp so bad. I hate shaving them.

I don't think there is any point in trying to reason with Anna for people in love are notoriously irrational.

Any oldfags here? Remember when I denied I had daddy issues and you kept bullying me into accepting that I had them?

>>8088342
>not doing it
jfc

>>8088227
Why aren't you finishing college?

>>8088336
>I am not happy. I'm insane. There is no cure.
Your defeatism is, honestly, pathetic.

All of these "jew doctors" conspiracy theories you go around with are just a cover for the fact you don't want to get better.

You're a perfect example of somebody who is simultaneously miserable and comfortable being so because fixing yourself takes effort and looks scary and its better to just be sad all the time than take that leap into the unknown.

>>8088345
Like you and your obsession with Mercury.

>>8088348
Okay, so what is the batshit plan this time around?

>>8088344
You can buy little laster machines they would probably work well on that area
>>8088347
>tfw oldfag but don't care enough to remember shit

>>8088338
Well I'm glad your family cares about you then. Because there are many ways to fix this, many ways that don't include killing yourselves or getting killed in a shitty country.

>>8088313
I promise I don't but thanks

>>8088315
I really lucked out with my hairline, I'm super super grateful for it
baldness runs in my dads side but not my moms, idk if it ever would have happened to me but it never did

I hope you like that shampoo and it helps with the frizz, argan oil is what I use too

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>>8088332
i felt that way about my voice before i was actually trying to be a girl

your voice resonates in your head and sounds different to you, vs. what other people hear. it's hard to really judge hearing your own voice clearly due to that dissonance

>>8088344
same

>>8088227
they need pizza delivery girls in denver

>>8088349
Anon keeps telling me to move to Arizona or New Mexico and transition there first.

>>8088356
buy me a little laser machine trashy

>>8088345
I don't think it's love.

Love is very much irrational but I think this is way deeper than that.

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>>8088349
>finishing college

>>8088342
We were considering hungary

>>8088353
Woah it's almost like I have debilitating mental illness
What do you suggest, doctor Nicotine
Being myself? Talking about my feelings?

>>8088356
I heard those are garbage and potentially dangerous.

>>8088356
I thought those little laser machines were shit and did nothing

>>8088336
It's not a sacrifice.
NOT moving out of the US (to a shitty country) is a GOOD THING.

>>8088355
currently personally thinking about kms'ing in the near future.

am still insane after all even without my evil manipulative mastermind gf

>>8088359
im gonna see if i can get on dutasteride to help regrow it a bit

just another thing to worry about i guess

>>8088356
>tfw oldfag but don't care enough to remember shit
>oldfag
You're still an underageb& in my heart.

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>walking down the street and pass 2 guys
>one pushes the other into me really hard for a laugh
woah.. so this is the power of being a feminine male...

>>8088354
Well yeah pretty much. It's clearly never going to work but I still keep dreaming.

>>8088361
Alrighty then. How come?
>>8088367
I mean, it's a valid option, I was just curious as to why, lol.

>>8088368
thats actually just as hilariously bad
lmfao
>>8088373
See a doctor then.

>>8088374
it seems like hairline is something thats pretty easy to compensate for with certain hairstyles though! don't be upset

>>8088362
I want to spend the money on myself
If only I wanted anything...
>>8088369
I'm not sure but like everything you can spend a vast amount of money and get something that probably works?
The hair is dark so I'd expect it to function
>>8088378
I'm 20.5 now... my life is so fucking terrible.

>>8088372
Clear indication you have no idea what you're talking about lol
>US

>>8088373
Don't you fucking dare I will resuscitate you and kill you again and then revive you again

>>8088383
Hungary isn't very bad lol

>>8088304
Spain is more live and let live in it's attitudes towards transsexuals. It does depend a lot on the area.

>>8088308
When random guys at stores are smiling at you, you are at least passing at first glance as female.

>>8088373
Don't. Just see a doctor.
I know Anna is all "those JEWSSSS" but you should really see a doctor regardless.

>>8088388
Then where the fuck do you live?

>>8088368
>Woah it's almost like I have debilitating mental illness
You can't pull that card on me, you know? I'm thoroughly fucked in the head, I'm a wretched fucking mass of complexes and anxieties and debilitating traumas and irrational behavious and self-destructive tendencies.

The shit I'm telling you comes from literally the same god damn place of "I'm fucking insane". The difference is I stopped being comfortable in my lunacy once I realised I was hurting people I cared about with it. It was too late for some but fuck's sake, you can do better than that. You at least have a family that won't flay you for being a tranny.

>>8088374
Are white people allergic to wigs or something?

>>8088383
>>8088392
i am but he didn't take me seriously and asked retarded questions
even accidentally told me other ways to hurt myself
and i'm not telling any medical professional how i'm feeling ever again because i've already done that twice and fuck it
and yes, that is my own choice and idea.

>>8088388
won't do anything without telling you, qt. i promise.
it's only a feeling, not yet an action

>>8088388
Hungary is a very right wing country.
Still poor too.

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>>8088373
>>8088368
i don't get why y'all are so suicidey

you've got each other

>>8088379
did you threaten to kick their ass

>>8088389
i'm think all the mean glares when i'm girlmode aren't because i'm passing

>>8088386
>I'm 20.5 now... my life is so fucking terrible.
I'm 23 and have achieved much less than you

>>8088396
Then just answer their retarded question and don't give up seeing doctors just because one was an asshole.

>>8088385
maybe

don't know anything about that

>>8088360
I really don't want to deliver pizza again. I should be able to mix IVs in any hospital or closed door pharmacy I want anywhere and it would pay twice as well.

>>8088382
I don't know. Apparently I have to go to full time right now or I'm going to be miserable forever.

>>8088394
Wigs are very hon-ish and drag-queenish

>>8088396
>asked retarded questions
What questions?
>and i'm not telling any medical professional how i'm feeling ever again because i've already done that twice and fuck it

That is pretty dumb.
Y'know how many professionals I had to see to get the help I needed? At one point 3 in one day alone, in total last year I probably saw around 4-8 different people about mental stuff, largely saying the same things too.

In the end though it helped me stop being a depressed mess.

>>8088392
The Netherlands
Also she is seeing a doctor you moron

>>8088393
But I can't do better
I don't want to be a shit person, you know
I don't want to be a fucking tranny for fuck's sake
Everything was better when I was still repressing

>>8088396
You won't fucking do anything at all for fuck's sake

>>8088397
Right wing doesn't mean they're violent

>>8088398
Mental health privilege desu

>>8088386
im you now okay

spend money on yourself

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>>8088398
i just ignored them and kept walking like a true alpha

>>8088400
>tfw 25
>tfw life pretty much over
this is the main reason why I want to kill myself

awoo

>>8088394
We're trans, not crossdressers.

>>8088394
doesn't look natural

>>8088407
No, but it does mean that they are not going to be trans friendly.

>>8088400
What have I achieved.
I spent 16 years growing up and going to school
A year doing drugs, going to concerts and having friends (the only year of my life I ever enjoyed)
A year being a dumb tranny faggot
A year cut off from everyone locked in my house
Now I'm just living as a self destructive mass of bitterness
>>8088408
You didn't even buy me dinner first

>>8088414
*gives the puppy a treat and pats her hed*

>>8088407
What's so bad about the Netherlands lmao. It's a nice country

>>8088389
>When random guys at stores are smiling at you, you are at least passing at first glance as female.
idk its only happened a few times
overall I just get wayy more weird looks than I ever used to...it makes me wish I was invisible honestly

>>8088404
>Apparently I have to go to full time right now or I'm going to be miserable forever.
Lol. Also, do remember that you can add me back whenever you feel like it on Discord, if you ever feel like installing it again.

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>>8088404
why are you deliverating in the first place

but really get the fuck out of texas, even the good parts suck

austin might be okay but I'm sure all the california money/tollroads have made it a lot worse since I lived there... i heard you can't even swim in the greenbelt anymore

>>8088418
I don't care lol
I'll be fine as long as they don't beat me up and even that doesn't sound too bad

>>8088423
Yes but there is people I know and that expect things of me and it's suffocating me

>>8088421
better than being a shut-in from 15-(almost)21

it sucks not knowing how to make friends and stuff since you've been cut off from people for so long

also you want some pizza

>tfw get called "fruit loops" by some guys in the hallway
wtf srsly

>>8088428
That's all, JUST THIS?
This isn't a problem. You're having it great.

>>8088428
They probably would beat you up.
Eastern Europe is really not trans friendly.

>>8088422
grrrrrr
no take
*walks in circle and lays down*

>>8088411
why bother killing yourself if its almost over anyway

>>8088435
No I'm not having it great I am a scared, depressed autistic mess of a person that's hardly great

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>>8088410
"i'm gonna make you eat my ass and you'll like it, faggot"

esp if you can drop to man voice

i'm gonna get killed one day (otoh i don't really like being the victim and guys like that tend to be total pussies)

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>>8088432
But it's froot loops

>>8088427
I'm delivering because I can't keep any other jobs and I was going to finish school and no full time job offers the flexibility in shifts they do

Texas is fine to live in I can't even think about going full time until like 2 more years on HRT so what is even the point of just adding an extra $1500 a month of expenses for nothing onto my back

Austin sucks

>>8088442
Just because you can't handle people you know expecting things of you doesn't make it a problem. And yes, you're still having it great.

Moving to another country to fix such a minor thing is an extremely bad idea

>>8088423
It's literally the nicest looking country I've ever been in. Everything is so clean! I'd definetly rather live there than in Glasgow
>>8088431
I am a shut in though.
I just forced myself outside with large amounts of drug use
Yeah get me some pizza you need to add me to discord tho

>>8088405
>>8088416
>>8088417
Wigs can be realistic and high quality, it just seems to be socially unacceptable for a white person to wear a wig, y'all need to break out of this mindset.

>>8088440
*sprays you with a water bottle for growling at me*

i have a date with a cute guy tomorrow who is even cool with me being trans. why in the hell did i have to get a massive crush on a friend recently just fcuk me up

>>8088432
>tfw my dad said his nickname in high school was fruit loop
>claims it's because his hair was always dyed different colors
hmmmm..

*Eastern Europe will literally mean you will be beaten to death*

>>8088454
Visit desu we can eat more meat croquets and fried fish

>>8088451
Right cause what is so amazing about anything if you're unhappy? I'd rather be a happy poor person than an unhappy rich one

>>8088446
:( no they were just calling me gay
which I am but still...wtf

>>8088442
don't listen to these fools, don't let the (((therapists))) invade your mind and fiddle around with the wiring

>>8088454
what's your discord desu