• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Reducing Muscle http://www.trans-health.com/2001/lose-muscle-gain-fat-dieting-for-mtfs/
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
Old thread:>>8054435
Trump needs to die
>>8055731
Why because hes making America great again?
>>8055731
Because blaming one man for all the worlds trouble always works out well.
>>8055731
what has he done to offend you this time Angie?
>>8055736
>thinks fossil fuels are good
>wants to deregulate Internet
>doesn't give a ahit about lgbt
Hmmmmmm
>>8055742
>wants to put gousch in who is anti-lgbt
It's time to kill-la-kill myself. God I really hate being a tranny. Fuck all of you hons and shemales. I'm leaving this game and cheating the system! Bye forever.
>>8055742
>thinks fossil fuels are good
not really
he believes in carbon warming
its just theres no point in regulating fossil fuels to the point of abandoning it completely when the third world doesn't pose any environmental restrictions upon itself AND we're already past the threshold for being able to stop global warming save for a giant die off of humanity
also why is the internet being deregulated a bad thing?
>>8055750
no argument here
also its kind of shit that he is keen on nosing around in Syria now thanks to the ISIS gas attack
>>8055762
same dude
>>8055762
goodluck on your reroll anon
men can be so gross sometimes
wheres Amy
>>8055773
Sometimes I think it would be best if I rerolled too.
>>8055774
i want men cock
;-;
>>8055781
Fuck me.
>>8055767
Thing is that the coal industry is slowly dying as people are placing their investments in renewable energy.
Trying to keep a dying industry alive is pointless.
Deregulating the Internet hurts the consumers. By doing so, ISPs can now stop treating the Internet like a utility and place price tiers depending on the speed they way to give.
This also allows for them to sensor any internet site that they seem unfit or offensive. This can hurt the free market and stop new ideas from coming in.
>>8055784
You're too scared to even show yourself.
i'll pass.
I'm scared
>>8055790
people were placing their investments in renewable energy because coal wasn't profitable to produce in the US anymore.
the entire point of deregulating coal was to build jobs, thats all.
also Trump isn't ANTI renewable, he wants more hydro.
>>8055781
boypenis
>>8055797
>thinking coalburning is good
That's a good little goy.
>>8055795
I just don't want anonymous stalkers.
>>8055804
Then post it on discord, you faggot.
>>8055801
it isn't a good thing, but burning coal with strict environmental regulations instead of choked environmental regulations creates jobs and there really isn't a reason not to because we're already past the point of no return with global warming.
american coal instead of imported, less regulations that are still environmentally strict
>girldick
>>8055808
The conditioning is working.
Your desire to defend coal despite it being bad comes from your subconscious desires to please a real and superior being.
Submit to black men, it's your destiny little goy.
everyday is a mental journey...
im going to let my histrionic attention seeking addiction take over my life and harness it in a positive way being in stage and youtube videos.
>Work in back where I am in the only one for 1-2 hours every morning
>Want to practice voice techniques but afraid someone might pop in on me
>Can't do it at home either because someone else is always in one of the two rooms next to mine
Hmm
>>8055821
you dont have an argument
you spent time in Japan
do you know of the phrase
Shikata Ga Nai?
>>8055830
Someone else is arguing with you anon.
It isn't me
>>8055817
>>8055846
did you just make this
>>8055767
I get the feeling Trump could punch you in your face and you'd say how great it was because he re-aligned your nose.
>go to bed lonely
>wake up to intrusive gay thoughts
>>8055850
no I got it from a Facebook page called "gaylor moon says"
>>8055830
Ah yes, I know that phrase.
It means
"The weeb conditioning worked as well."
So to recap, you've been conditioned in to being socially awkward as well as the submissiveness.
No wonder you support Trump and defend everything he does despite him being the equivalent of an abusive partner.
>It's ok that he's violating me and ruining the planet, he knows what's best.
Thank you for playing along with our plan to eradicate the white race like a good little goyim.
>>8055866
id lay with you if i could
>>8055872
It's a bad idea to lay with someone having intrusive gay thoughts, gay shit could happen
>>8055866
iktf but I'm in a weird state anyways after waking up thinking about the weird dreams I had.
>>8055877
You could always just tease me and have me begging x33
shaking your bum on my cock while i try to go for more and you just say were friends thats wrong :3
>when ur sister suddenly asks if u have bobs already with dad sitting right next to her
>>8055884
well?
>>8055884
>when you're out walking with your mom and she projects her voice while asking questions about transition
>>8055890
fuck
this happens every fucking time
why do mothers do this
is it for the PC points of having "a beautiful transgendered son- I mean daughter!"
for real
>>8055890
>When you confide in someone that you're starting transitioning but tell them you don't really want people to know yet and they tell literally everyone they know.
>>8055887
lately it's more like parties where in the end the location is completely wrecked but no one is hurt and I meet people I haven't seen for years there. sometimes it's some weird event like some celebrity blows up the moon or weird stories where suddenly everything turns into some drug trip/m.c. esher painting like shit. like you go to the bathroom and instead of the ceiling it has a space like pattern and doors with no walls around them. also I had a sex dream about a trip recently.
>>8055906
Iktf I have dreams about weird parties where I see people I haven't seen for years as well there's actually usually a lot of time spent explaining "no you know me I've just changed a bit since when we last met"
..Never had a sex dream about a trip though that's a bit odd
>>8055907
(hugg)
and idk, I really don't like it because it feels like they don't really care about me, it's more like they're like "Oh look I have a transgirl for a friend, how good of a person am I?"
I hate it.
>>8055898
>Tell a single friend out of my group because he got suspicious and called me out
>Told him to keep a secret please
>In voice chat the day after with other friends he starts correcting other people when they call me "he"
>>8055898
>when you move to a new city specifically because you didn't want to transition in your hometown where literally everyone knows you
>your friends that happen to also move to said new city tell all of their fucking friends despite very, very clearly asking them not to
>you're now the super cool trans-friend of everybody's fucking social circles
why
I just want to be cute and stealth
why don't people get that I don't want to be trans
why
>>8055928
>>8055928
EVEN NORMIEBOOK KNOWS
THEY GOT MY SHITTY BANGS AND EVERYTHING
also
>coding on a mac
>>8055924
I have a friend who called me out like that too. He's constantly using female pronouns around people who don't know and has started using my girl name when he thinks people aren't listening...
>date day with bf
So happy
https://youtu.be/LELFIuhSPCI
>>8055923
(hug)
It is pretty awful, I can totally see what you're saying. If you aren't ready for it, it's pretty shitty to be outed.
Sounds like cis girls? They treat us like a fashion accessory. I can't wait until I move to a new town and stealth and be able to make girl friends who only know me as a girl instead of as a way to get sjw points like the ones I know now :\
>>8055924
THIS IS THE WORST TOO
Especially with online friends when your voice isn't on point yet
>>8055928
Swear to god if anyone follows me when I move ima go insane
>>8055922
idk why but for me it is like this if I see a face often enough this face will appear in my dreams some day. if I don't know the voice well the person is usually mute but not always. I never need to explain things tho everyone seems to know everyone in my dreams.
what's odd too is that I have sex dreams like once every 2-3 years and it's not a person I'm interested in alot.
>>8055946
well they're in an entirely different country, so I hope I'm safe but idk
only person I'm out to in my country seems ok with it, although did the whole
>wow you're so brave and amazing is there anything at all I can do to help since you're so amazing
but after I told them that kind of behaviour is pretty much the opposite of what I want they backed off and are treating me as an actual person again
idk who she's told though
I hope I don't end up coming back this summer and it being the talk of the town, especially since if my parents find out I'll get disowned and probably end up homeless.
also (hugg)
o m g
I GET TO GO TO A BOYS HOME AND DRINK WITH HIM TODAY
HOW DO I MAKE THIS LEWD
AM VIRGIN
>>8055953
Hold his hand and cuddle.
>>8055953
Make sure he notices your boner
>>8055953
Its easy, speaking of drinking should I go for Prosecco (bf likes a lot) or gin martini's (bf dislikes a lot)?
>>8055953
Beat him at Fifa.
>>8055928
I know that
I didn't change city and some people know i'm trans
But i don't want new people to know i'm trans
But there is that gay guy i used to hang out before and he just told some of his friends i'm trans even though i don't even know those people
And when i told him not to do shit like that he was like “what if they found something strange about you ?so I just told them directly before they ever meet you“
>>8055949
Awww. I guess if they're in a different country so you're not seeing them every day it's not *too* unbearably awful, but still a really rude thing for them to do.
Good that your other friend did back off. I think there's this misconception that cis people have about trans people needing praise for "bravery". I just want to be a human being.
Double *hug*
>>8055953
ANON
YOU GOT THIS
Get him girl
Dress cute, sit next to him and turn to face him slightly, slowly scoot closer
I need to live vicariously through you because my friend didn't pick up on my signals, NO PRESSURE THOUGH
>>8055953
>tfw no boy to spend time with
Is there much point to dating if you don't pass at all? I can only imagine it being embarrassing and ending horribly.
>>8055968
>Dress cute, sit next to him and turn to face him slightly, slowly scoot closer
This is the most intimidatong task ive ever been given
>>8055959
Drink pure vodka straight from the bottle
Being a boy sucks so much
>>8055979
Depression: the beverage
Really wanna get a guy into you, start feeling his cock through his pants, stroke it firmly and moan a bit, bite your lip and give him puppy dog eyes, he will get harder than a 90s game on insane mode. Then when you've got his attention unzip his pants, yank on his undies and let the monster flop out right at your face, lean in and give it a kiss.
>>8055979
I did this after my last exam not a good idea.
>>8055976
Honestly it IS a lot harder than it sounds. I can't ever get it to work
>>8055976
So, like she said, no pressure!
>>8055979
Naw
When are you
Considered to be too big?
I wear a small in men's and feel like a giant
>>8055991
>harder than a 90s game on insane mode
fucking lmao
>>8055979
Do it with rum, much more fun
>>8055990
holy shit is this common
cus i drank a lot of vodka when i was depressed
>>8056004
Whats your height and shoulders? Small in mens is a good indicator but still those two would be better to know if you want to determine how hueg or smol you are
post funny names for HRT like:
Tit-tacs
Girl candy
Titty skittles
Grill pills
>>8056012
I'm a fan of Fem 'n M's
>>8056009
I did it, my ex did it, I have talked to numerous who did it.
Vodka, ice cold and straight from the bottle is what you drink when you want to get completely numb, no bullshit like flavor or enjoyment just the delicious taste of paint thinner.
>>8056002
>That's not the best idea when the guy doesn't even know what's going on
Jesus im not saying to pull his cock out while hes driving or while you are out at dinner, im saying when you two are on the couch snuggling or about to snuggle. Jesus am i the only one here that knows how to sexually please a man? In b4 agp, you have to play on mens fantasies, and honestly its a turn on being a sexual goddess, a proverbial eve to his adam
Sigh... what would any of you know, besides me and dollface ur all dykes
>>8056023
>agp
I mean
For a girl you seem to have a very intimate understanding of male fantasy and spend an awful lot of time being concerned about pleasing men
>>8055068
Wrong
>>8056004
As a trans girl you're very likely going to be weirdly sized. I wear women's medium tops in most brands but have to get them tailored because they're always too big in the sleeves and body, it's just mediums are the only thing that fits shoulders.
Most people consider me to be pretty tiny and I was men's small pre transition, sounds like you're similar. It's easy to feel big but you almost certainly aren't as big as you think.
>>8056018
it's a sad feel but, some day eventually we'll be treated just like any other girls :) we're all gonna make it
>>8056016
yeah, i have russians in my family and they taught me exactly that
>>8056029
Lel I'm more into it to please him. Feeling him orgasm inside me is my reward.
>>8056037
Sounds like something a fetishist would say
>>8056033
Yeah and I would trust the Russians to know how to depression drink
>>8056039
>Sounds like something a fetishist would say
I'm not selfish in bed like most women are, and by the sound of it you put your orgasm over his which is a cunty move
>>8056023
>Jesus am i the only one here that knows how to sexually please a man?
Listen you, my sexual exploits consist of hugging a girl once in middle school. She said i hugged like a robot. So forgive me if im having difficulty applying the rigorous sex ed i got from hentai to the real world.
I gotta ask again kayla, how do i make jim feel good? I dont wanna have sex yet but i could go as intimate as a blowjob.
>>8056040
I've literally never orgasmed from being penetrated by a guy
>>8056016
I drank exactly this on the night I came to the realisation that I was trans.
I threw up and passed out shortly thereafter.
>>8056042
Do like i said, get comfy on the couch, play some mellow music, cuddle, kiss, and don't be autistic and clammy about it. Haven't you ever watched porn? Also candles and or incense is great for setting the mood.
>>8056054
>haven't you ever watched porn
this is bait
>>8056056
Right?
Mtfg is all lesbians and lesbians don't watch porn
>>8056056
What do you mean? Not everyone watches videos of people having sex
>the construction worker gives advice on how to please men
>>8056058
The point was that trying to enact a porn scene in your real sex life is retarded
>>8056063
>she can't lack self awareness this much
Lmao..
>>8056063
>she can't lack self awareness this much
Sertii...
>>8056060
Probably knows how to please mem better than you
>>8056063
you would be surprised
>>8056063
>she can't lack self awareness this much
I still believe Kayla is a robot, designed to trigger mtfg. Have they invented self aware robots yet
after how long of hrt can you reasonably figure that its just never going to work out for you and your face is just too masculine?
makeup/hair/general fashion can only go so far
>>8056056
I used to watch porn and for me it was always from the females perspective, some of its an act, some is genuine, but it culminates as a performance of sex, not just boring coitus. The more happy you make your man the more happy he makes you. I am tired of this board shaming straight mtfs that have raw feminine sexual energy.
>>8056078
After all these years I'm convinced that Kayla is actually a permanent art installation
wait I can't tell who's being serious
I thought it was normal to have never watched porn because of repression
>>8056079
I'd figure maybe two years if you have a good amount of hair. If you've tried every style you can think of, know decent makeup and its still not working for you then you will want FFS to fix you up.
>>8056071
Kayla qualifications include
>years of watching sissy porn
>a boyfriend of a few months that loves ms cock
>raw feminine sexual energy
>>8056083
>tfw you were never able to watch live action porn
>>8056082
Bingo. I've said this more than once, most the shit I say is me being facetious for my own kicks
>>8056088
What are your qualifications
>>8056082
LMAO dying
>>8056083
watching 2 guys is a pretty dysphoria-free experience
>>8056083
My parents were always very tight about pron material. If we were ever watching a movie and it had any revealing scene I was told to look away or bury my head in a pillow. I feel like the constant "nudity is bad" mentality my parents kept drilling made me not interested in porn when I grew up
>>8056083
i just spent like
years
on /d/
>>8056083
I never watched porn, I thought it was really strange.
Of course that made my friends think I was really strange. But meh
>>8056081
>raw feminine sexual energy
More like raw male sexual fantasy
>>8056097
Fucking s a m e
Always wonder how many /d/eviants wound up here
>never watching straight porn
>never picking up cues on what to do to liven and enhance sex
>wondering why your still virgins
>nipples now poke through favorite hoodie
wew thats not good
>>8056095
getting aroused and getting an erection is a very dysphoric experience, doesn't matter what you're watching
why watch something that's just gonna result in you being upset
>>8056054
Non clammy i can do, non autistic is trouble. One the plus side ive been told its cute how ditzy i get because i can also be fairly intelligent
>>8056103
>thinking porn is like real life
Hahahaha
>>8056100to
Says the dull feminist who ive already called out on having a god complex. I get it, you want your partner to please you and only you.
>>8056103
>not being happy to be a virgin
Kayla's ideas on sex are what happens when you overexpose yourself to sites like pornhub, everybody knows that a good sexual relationship involves bloodplay, anyway.
>>8056112
I actually wish I was a virgin. I miss being pure
>>8056101
probably a lot
i mean it's basically about girls with dicks and thats the best way many people can relate
>>8056109
Im talking amateur porn dummy, not commercial shit. I used to only watch amateur stuff, and since ive been with my bf, the entire 5 months i havent watched any
>>8056115
Pure life best life.
>Want a bf to love but also kinda don't because I know it might ruin my pure status among my friends
>>8056088
That's what I thought, Kayla might be a fucking meme but she at least knows something about real life intimacy unlike 95% of this thread
>>8056115
>being pure
What is that like I forget
>>8056116
Yeah, and weirder shit.
Idk, in retrospect it's actually kind of bizarre to be able to enjoy /d/-tier stuff but be unable to watch straight het porn.
>>8056114
>bloodplay
He's not into it, which is cool, he does like choking me out though
>>8056118
>>Want a bf to love but also kinda don't because I know it might ruin my pure status among my friends
this is real silly but do ur thingi guess
>>8056117
I guess. My sex drive is pretty much null because of hormones but when I manage to get horny and wake up the thing down there it's either using my imagination or Hentai / Furry pictures.
Amateur videos are meh to me. They still don't get me in the mood like the real thing would.
>tfw haven't had sex and intimacy in 4 years
but also
>tfw not a pure virgin
>>8056119
Someone with a brain. Be my friend
>>8056121
lmao ikr ??
Like eeww cishet porn, gross, better go look at vore on /d/ xdd
>>8056124
>Hentai / Furry pictures
Well here is the problem. You people are fucked up. Besides amateur stuff the only fetish stuff i ever indulged in was nullification
>>8056131
idgi tho why would your friends care
and why would you let a thing like that keep you from something you want
why not have fun?
>>8056131
>Easier said than done as a non-passer!
;-; soon anon
I'm sure you're already pretty cute! But I understand what it's like to not feel it
>>8056128
Yeaaaah lol
I don't really like /d/ stuff at all anymore but for a while I occasionally browsed it with my then bf because some of the weirder stuff legit just made us laugh until lightheaded.
>>8056133
I have so many fetishes it's impossible to list them all desu.
>>8056136
Okay to be honest its just easier when you're ugly to play the pure card than to embarrass yourself and lower an already zero self esteem with repeatedly failing to get a boyfriend. Maybe if I had any value things would be different.
sex isn't real
>>8056145
ohh gotcha
>>8056144
list some imo
>>8056105
bra time
>>8056144
Thats a problem, a major problem and weird. I mean animated sex does nothing to me and furries need to an hero.
Man and man = hot
Man and woman = educational
Erotic lit = got tier
Everything else is weird
>>8056143
i mean ngl i had a brief stint where i got into CoC again like, a few months before transitioning but that was it after that. Then cypro started dominating my sex life :^)
oh shit btw i remembered oviposition stuff, that was HOT
my fetish is cuddling
>>8056153
Same
>>8056151
AGP doujins are the best imo desu
>>8056151
>I don't like something so that's a problem
lmao
I can't believe im the weird one for liking human on human sex
>>8056156
It's a problem when pervs like you shame straight transgirls just for having the sexuality of a typical modest female.
>>8056152
Idk I think my sex life just normalized a bit after transitioning, the libido stuck around even on cypro because apparently I'm just a freak.
Also yeah there's still the occasional thing that's like "yeah that's kind of hot" but I'd say real life fetishes are probably hotter.
>>8056160
>having the sexuality of a typical modest female.
you sound more and more like a @dril tweet every day.
please make this a nice thread
>>8056153
Very lewd
>>8056160
You shame people for being in non hetero relationships all the time lmao
This is some strange hypocrisy
>>8056160
I always thought autogynephilia wasn't really straight or gay
>>8056161
i mean my sex life atm consists of just really gay feelings towards girls that aren't here with me RIGHT NOW REEE so yeah...
I wanna see what happens when i can half my dose
i just noticed this on my fridge and i dont remember where it came from or why its here
>>8056160
I think it's more that people are trying to annoy you since you're you.
You could say that drakeposter and cartman are bad and you'd still gave people arguing with you.
>>8056010
5'9
16.5
>>8056164
Happy beepday!
>>8056165
Only reason i do it is because the constant hostility to anyone that is dare i say, trying to pass themselves off as an average female. Its okay to like weird shit just as long as you stop calling people like me agp for wanting to fit in the classic role of a woman.
>>8056164
happy birthday!!
>>8056168
lmao what did you do
>>8056164
(hugg)
happy birthday beepy
>>8056164
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEEP
>>8056160
I didn't even shame you tho...? You started acting like an ass because people didn't watch amateur porn
>>8056176
i spread the gospel of happy sluts obvs
Everyone stop fighting it's Beep's birthday.
post vocaroos to serenade her
>>8056164
Happy Birthday!
happy birthday beep
i exile kayla to the shadow realm for the rest of the day
>>>/gif/10362881
*fixed bc am dummy*
>>8056181
i hope it comes back even a little :/
like
ABSOLUTELY NOTHING AT ALL
T_T
Happy burfday beepu
>>8056164
Happy bday beepy!
I keep taking shits in the toilets that don't work think the owners will be mad about f they ever decide to use the house again?
>>8056200
beany's back!
this is 4 u beep pls click
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0AqFA6rVxVt
do I have any hope of passing bodily wise? I'm trying to starve myself to lose fat and muscle. I want to be a twig.
>>8056208
10/10
>>8056200
Eventually the toilet's gonna be full of shit and you even be able to do it anymore
>>8056213
That's when you squat and start building a mountain
>>8056209
That's ultra-honny.
I'm sorry but you have to at least /try/, you have to make some efforts. First off, wax shave or epilate all this hair.
Second, exercise.
Third, girl pills
>>8056209
Yea actually. I think you'll be okay.
Do squats and lunges and hip abductions and I'm sure you will be fine
>>8056208
aw!!!!!!!!
>>8056202
hapy beepday
>>8056219
Maybe one day you'll be able to afford the house.
You gotta believe!
>>8056216
I took girl pills for a year and got breastlets but my funds dried up. I'll take ALL the advice tho thanks.
>>8056220
glad u liked it beep c:
>>8056215
it today. the 6th. ty smolbean
>>8056222
uwu
>>8056220
>When you want to do your own one but your girl voice is trash and your singing voice is even worse.
Sorry beep :<
Every time I wake up 2-3 times a night to go pee orchis seem more and more tempting by the day.
Daily reminder that if you're transgender, then you are a monster and a freak to society. And you have no right to live or demand anything out from society. Your pathetic existence was simply a mistake. Mom should have aborted you! It would have saved a lot of trouble for yourself, for society, and for her as well. Good luck knowing that the rest of the world sees you as subhuman and treats you as a joke.
>>8056224
>but my funds dried up
ugh america needs to get its shit together in terms of trans help and healthcare like really.
All other first world countries can do it, so America should be able to.
Hope you'll get funds again eventually.
You do look like you could pass. But you really have to make an effort to exercise. (And also remove all this horrible hair when you've got the means to. Laser hair removal costs a bunch but it works)
>>8056234
I don't care at all desu. The world could see me as an hostile alien that eats babies and fuck goats I wouldn't care.
Plus plenty of guys love trannies. We're their secret fetish
>>8056234
If I become cute people will be nice right?
Nobody hates qts
>>8056234
But I'm gonna make something of myself someday
>>8056239
Don't settle for being a fetish that's degrading
>>8056238
actually really good, I'm jealous
no lie, if your girl voice sounds anywhere close to that you're golden
>>8056235
thanks and yeah I know. I was still a teen at the time and self medicating so it was kind of a bad idea but now that I'm in my early 20s and working it's my main priority. btw I don't normally dress that stereotypically girly was just feeling AGPish and wanted to get some outside opinions. lol
>>8056234
I don't really care anymore desu
I'll probably be a freak bit at least I don't wanna kms anymore
>>8056234
everyone cool in all of history was a freak
>>8056251
>at least I don't wanna kms anymore
this.
The way I was going as a guy I was going to kill myself and soon, either because I couldn't take it or because I tried something dumb in order to cope and wound up dead as a result.
ok so I'll be an ugly freak
who cares, I'm alive and I'm happy
I know the post was just bait to trigger everyone, but that doesn't change the fact that transitioning was the right choice.
>>8056246
Oh, thanks. I have worked pretty hard on it.
>time to look at fetlife again maybe something interesting came up
>see this
>guess not
>going to feel terrible rest of the day
>when anon bully tries to make them feel bad
>and only helps them talk there problems out because this is a community place where bullies are shunned
>>8056257
Not bait. It's what I tell myself every night as well. There's really no point in living.
>>8056268
Uhmm it wasn't a "cuddling partner" more like a "live in slave" sort of deal
hi im here now
>>8056269
it's ok to admit you just want to be held Natalie <3
>>8055986
This is true
>>8056276
Held and spanked maybe. Or caned. Or whipped.
>>8056273
Morning Nim
>>8056266
Tbqh bully posts just stiffen my resolve to prove bully posts wrong and just be a normal ass human being.
>>8056279
(hugg Nat)
nim thread
>>8056257
Yeah, I was set on killing myself by end of 2015/start of 2016. Then I started seeing a therapist and now I've been on hrt for a year and I feel this happiness I've never really felt before. Even people I know notice it
And yeah it was just a meme post but it just made me think about how I felt
>>8056260
>fetlife
>>8056273
Hihi nim
>>8056289
(hugg)
I'm glad I never killed myself.
>>8056289
I've met people in stranger places. Seems to be not your worst option when it comes to kinks.
>>8056296
I have
Not by choice but I'm not currently planning on doing drugs ever again
Which are the most dysphoric trips?
>>8056297
Same
I wish I could go back and and tell myself it gets better
>>8056311
pick meee
>>8056306
proud of ya
>>8056297
I wish I had the mental strength to kill myself. I already have the rope.
>>8056306
(hugg)
proud of you
have a bunny
>>8056306
You fucking said that last time pinhead
>>8056316
(hugg)
killing yourself is bad anon
>>8056320
Yeah I know
I've lost track of how many times I've said it at this point. This time is different though, I have no stockpile
>>8056318
>>8056315
uwu
nth for marry me beep
>>8056328
It is when you get compared to a "pre-transition briana wu" when I post my face. I'd do it here but I know people who browse the general and don't want them knowing I'm so upset at myself
happy birthday beep !!! i hope you have a great day with lots of happiness like you deserve !!
>>8056329
Jfc
Doesn't ur bf help you/talk to you when you get down?
I know it's long distance and shit but like
Why do you do it L?
>>8056325
awww it's your birthday?
lil beepbeep the birthday girl uwu
>>8056330
*marries u*
>>8056341
tfw beep wife
>>8056338
I'm single..
Idk it's just what I've done for years and years I don't think it's that weird. Other people are generally incapable of making me not sad when I get really sad so I prefer not to be sober.
What should I get?
>>8056347
a burrito
>>8056341
happy beepday
>>8056344
do you find using drugs is actually better or just a distraction? at best, for me, it was just a means of avoidance
>>8056354
what are you gonna do for your birthday
I wish I died now I have to live and be in physical pain
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=P_-3Tm4h8xg
>>8056361
go to better china
>>8056362
its okay
what's wrong trashy
Huh, police and Helicopters in my neighborhood. A whole lotta them. Not sure what's happening
>>8056357
It's given me long standing issues with dependency, it's lost me friends, it generally leaves me feeling worse than when I've started and arguably I've done some damage to my ability to regulate my mood.
Of course it's a distraction why on earth would I be deluded enough to claim it makes things better. Most people that think that it's better are still in their honeymoon phase and don't realize they have a problem yet.
>>8056367
>Its ok
I am literally bruised head to toe, constantly shaking and still alive
>>8056371
pence..
he's coming..
>>8056373
what happened?
>>8056374
Pence taking care of french muslims I wish
>>8056344
Ok thought you said you were in gaged
Ur just white ellena pick urself up
>>8056378
I'm not shitposting tho, there's really police all over
>>8056371
you proooobably shouldn't have hacked the gibson senpai
>>8056372
desu just gently guiding you toward the path that brought me control over my urges
if you can rationalize that it sucks and at best accomplishes nothing then maybe next time you can end up doing something healthier
>>8056371
>literally Paris
Go outside and film it pinhead
And flip them off too!
Do the Bean do it
oh also
got the best advice about GIC appointments at my trans support group yesterday
"just put yourself in the mindset of a cis person pretending to be a trans person" lmao
>>8056384
It's paris' suburbs.
And I took pictures.
Religion of peace probably struck again check news imo
>>8056378
>>8056380
Yeah, a white tranny
You don't even know the half of why I starting just drowning out feelings, some scars take a long time to heal.
>>8056393
wtf why does that one cop get a bike the others have to walk
>>8056392
seems to be nothing on the news
Helicopter says "national security", police helicopter, what
>>8056396
lol he a lazy ass
it's the chin, the chin is culprit..
im on to the you chin..
oh and my adam's apple too
>>8056375
JUST
FUCK
MY
SUICIDE
UP
>>8056402
have you like talked to a therapist or something :(
Probably gonna walk my dog right now and see if there's more popo. (i'm scared they'll arrest me if they see me take pictures tho so.. id rather not)
But I have enough pictures on my computer right now anymore
>>8056404
Nigga I ain't got a choice lmao
They stole my dying body for their freakish tranny revival experiments
>>8056408
how'd you get all those bruises
Rip Zoe
Probably a terrorist threat
>>8056415
lil sertii
>>8056402
trashy darling
please don't ever hurt yourself again :(
why can't you just be a cute girl
>>8056420
thats a lot of xanax
>>8056383
I am already aware that I am harming myself and sometimes that is why I do it
>>8056420
That's not enough to die. Did they keep you past 24 hours and will you try again?
>>8056395
I wish it was hot today like it was yesterday so I could go swim in the beach and enjoy myself
>>8056420
are you a newer trip or an old trip who changed names?
also
>trying suicide by OD
when will trannies learn
>>8056420
im happy ur alive. trying suicide turned into a strong regret later on. i hope you can learn that soon. you are not going to do this again.
>>8056431
oh ok
honestly this whole thing is silly, you should stop thr detrans meme
>>8056426
a lil boobi doobi sertii
......Comming Soon to a /mtfg/ near you for the following week....
*While supplies last
>>8056420
your ribs will heal on their own
i don't know how to advise you to have a revelation that life is worth sticking around for, but it is, please try to get better
the people that you're dealing with now can be frustrating but their goal is to help you
>>8056424
yeah but that's not really the point, is it? you hurt yourself to address something deeper, but the drugs/self-harm aren't making things better, so maybe consider a different strategy next time
>>8056432
suicide's not a rational process
i'm pretty confident i could effectively OD though
>>8056437
are you calling my boobs lil' like whoah damm fight me
I'm non-passing (and always in boymode) but sorta cute for a guy with long hair and tiny bobs
where do I find a bf?
should I just blow some dudes on craigslist and hope it turns into a relationship?
>>8056431
Did they keep you past 72 hours?
>>8056444
a relationship with herpes maybe
have you tried actual dating apps/sites? okc?
>>8056432
Nigga how hard is it to get I'm Trashy.
And it was like 100x the normal dose WITH alchohol!
>>8056436
FOUR YEARS
O
U
R
Y
E
A
R
S
>>8056441
It is pretty rational because I've never enjoyed my life. I mean at least I got some steak pies doing the suicide shit
>>8056446
They kept me for less than a day but I was in the hospital unconscious for 24 hours before that
>>8056449
Oh okay you should still have your rights and a clean background then
>>8056449
not an argument
>>8056443
you complimented my jaw im going apeshit
>>8056441
if you take paracetamol maybe
>>8056453
i don't need arguments i am a big guy
>>8056449
Ur gorgeous why are you killing urself
>>8056420
Ayy, same thing happened to me when I was 17 or 16
>>8056444
Sorta in you same boat and seconding your question. Perma boy mode, couldn't pass if I tried but it feels wrong to say Male if I tried dating
tfw stuck forever as an ugly boy x)
>>8056462
ayy bby come smash ;)
>>8056466
im not even an ancap i just like the silly meme man faces
>>8056466
STOP YOU CANT DO THAT TOO
>>8056448
no because idk if I should say I'm gay when I'm on hormones, but also no straight guy would find me attractive
i'm like in this weird in-between stage right now but the cocklust is real and I'm tired of feeling lonely
>>8056464
>couldn't pass if I tried but it feels wrong to say Male if I tried dating
basically this
Police is gone now. No idea what they were doing. It was interesting.
Did you know tho that my neighborhood is where one of the 2015 attack terrorist hid for a bit?
My neighborhood is called Vauban.
City is Chatillon-Montrouge.
Department Hauts-De-Seine
Region is Ile-De-France
I think I look okay for 18 months considering what I started out with
it's just a shame that "what I started out with" is fucking 0.01%-tier shit genetics
(jaw shape change is just 'cause of different angle of my face to the camera in the second pic)
>>8056449
oh right
did I know you?
sorry, I have brain damage so my memory sucks ass
>>8056476
sertii why
>>8056477
whoa that's a lot of dithering wtf
>>8056476
There isn't anything dumb with nationalism!
GOVERNMENTS ARE FOR THE PEOPLE NOT FOREIGN MARKETS
why do all the trans girls I meet IRL think being trans is cool
idgi
>>8056489
>You don't need dysphoria to be trans
>>8056458
death from liver failure can be pretty alright, if protracted, but i'll pass on the paracetamol
>>8056474
sign up for okc, they make it easy to choose the way you identify. just be honest about yourself, you'll get attention. dudes are always thirsty. don't hesitate to actually be proactive and message people either
>>8056449
as a suicidal person, your ability to judge your own rationality is highly suspect
>>8056489
Well I kinda prefer being trans and a qt girl rather than an ugly boy.
>>8056492
>im trans but i don't wanna start hrt
>>8056477
>>8056479
better quality (hopefully)
>>8056489
Isn't it?
You get to steal a peak in the chicks bathroom
>>8056495
That is reasonable since it makes you a gross looking faggot like myself
>>8056482
Your thoughts on Scottish independence?
>>8056501
i don't wanna get manlier tho
>>8056493
lol what
no it isn't, death from paracetamol OD is one of the more surprisingly horrific ways to die
you end up puking up the congealed walls of your stomach and shit after a few days
>>8056503
don't make that face okay
>>8056493
>as a suicidal person, your ability to judge your own rationality is highly suspect
Suicidal people can be really lucid and rational though
>>8056503
One trans girl I met says being trans is sick (like the good sick) because it shows self-awareness and a desire to improve yourself or smthn. She also bags on people who are aggressively cishet.
>>8056494
I'm texting a girl right now who says she wouldn't want to be a cis girl because her trans identity is important to her. I'm currently trying to extract more information.
>>8056501
better a depressed faggot with soft squishy skin, reduced body hair, female body scent and feminine fat distribution than a depressed faggot with hard oily skin, coarse body hair, male B.O. and male fat distribution desu
it's not like trannies smell like musty pennies like cis women on their periods do or anything
>>8056517
If I could take HRT without easily visible breasts then I would buit I can't
>>8056516
They both sound like "die cis scum" tier SJWs in the makings, run away while you can.
>>8056516
like idk you could give her the benefit of the doubt and take away that she's pretty happy she's transitioning
>>8056516
I think they're overcompensating and hate being trans but by being all **Positive~~** about it it makes them feel better.
Or they're trenders.
>>8056516
Since I started transitioning my life has gotten increasingly better.
Before transitioning I tried to kill myself multiple times both because of dysphoria and regular depression. Now I just have depression.
I couldn't really imagine myself changing my life if I had the chance to (with a genie and a lamp and all that).
I'm who I am. What I've experienced, all the pain and my memories define me
Tits are growing really really fast, like it's been ~2 months and they're already very apparent (it's visible through clothes to the point that people are giving me odd looks when I walk down the street)
I'm living w parents and sneaking hrt via a friend's address, what should I to hide this
>>8056509
>liver failure, if protracted
if you take an acute dose of acetominophen yeah, you're going to fuck up your stomach/etc. and really regret it
but if you just take too much every day until your liver shits out, you basically hallucinate and don't experience any pain while you starve to death
>>8056526
sports bra
binding
>>8056526
very large hoodie regardless of temperature
>>8056519
why's that? work/family?
also ralox is a thing, lrn2femgen
>>8056526
Go full time
>>8056528
>sports bra
>binding
but people can still see those sometimes
>>8056531
Because I look like a man I can't have tits dumbass
>>8056527
considering my dad has had liver damage from alcohol before and even non-fatal damage hurts I find that pretty suspect
>when u open a new bag of coffee and it's all oily and fresh smelling
>>8056536
>when you fall for the coffee jew
>>8056523
this mostly
I have friends who seem really sjw and trender on the outside but when you really get to know them it's just a front and their own way of coping with the same gender dysphoria we feel
>tfw garbage
>>8056521
Can't, I have a terrible crush on one of them. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ She seems pretty well-adjusted to me. She mentioned that to me when she was frustrated 'cause a guy kept misgendering her, she's fine with most people.
>>8056522
Well I'd like to figure out how she can be okay with being trans because I'm like super not.
>>8056523
[doubt]
>>8056524
Yeah she said something similar. The questioning process itself helped define her.
>>8056420
Are you okay Trashy?
I'm concerned for your well being.
>>8056540
Don't reply to me anymore.
>>8056541
same
>>8056536
is coffee really "oily"?
>>8056533
this desu
Don't blame trashy for wanting to kill herself. If I was 6'7", I'd do the same thing.
>>8056542
Continued:
And since I've been transitioning for 4 years and don't remember how being a 'boy' was like, being trans is pretty much my life.
And since I'll have to keep using hormones until my death, it will follow me, so in a way, it defines me too.
>>8056534
Only options we got unless you want a masectomy.
>>8056534
I mean
I have solid b-cups and I don't pass at all, I'm only ever gendered male
maybe you should focus less on other people's opinions of you and more on your own dysphoria
also, like I said, raloxifene or w/e it's called. SERMs are a thing.
>>8056546
yeah certain roasts are oily as fuck, especially dark roasts.
>>8056539
>not drinking the best beverage
>>8056546
Yup, it tends to evaporate off when it gets stale
>>8056557
nim prefers orange juice actually
>>8056549
please
>>8056551
I want to get it but
>>8056552
I have no idea what Raloxifene is or where to get a prescription for it or if I'd even want it. I'd never be able to socially transition so I might as well get buff so I can date some qts right
>>8056560
>Hating on coffee while drinking concentrated fructose with no fibre after having its nutrients killed by pasturisation then reflavoured with perfume.
>>8056562
it's a partial estrogen agonist
actively reduces existing breast tissue while feminising skin/body hair/fat etc.
femgen takes it instead of estrogen
>>8056558
>m-my fragile heart...
>nice weather
>be in good mood
>come to /mtfg/
>suicidal urges begin to consume thoughts
>>8056568
i dropped orange juice a few weeks pls don't be mean to me im still mourning
>>8056558
coffee smells really nice but I've never really drank it
>>8056535
I cared for my mom through hospice and buried her if we're appealing to experience
once it can't filter your blood you become increasingly less lucid and can't really experience much in the way of pain.
not gonna pretend like getting to that part is fun, but the 3 months my mom spent dying were a lot harder on those around her desu
>>8056558
it's bitter tho
>>8056570
Oh shit I can get that then roid the fuck out of myself
>>8056581
tfw only drink coffee to stay awake now
>Tfw I drink 17 cups of coffee a day
>>8056583
if you explain to an informed consent clinic that you're detransing, do you think they'd give you some form of testosterone?
>>8056589
It takes like 25 cups to kill someone, you're almost there
>>8056584
I drink it to stay woke desu
>>8056567
Instant coffee is really missing a lot in terms of flavor but it works if you just want a shot of caffeine
>>8056572
Valq I'm gonna make cold brew tonight
>>8056580
Yeah? Bitter flavors are good.
>>8056576
It's tasty but an acquired taste. Best had with sugar and cream at first if you want to try it, I drink it black though
>>8056591
I got my T tested a week ago once my GP has transfered over I can see my levels then get ROIDED baby
That is if my levels aren't normal
;_; yeah big boy zone who wants some
>>8056593
Clearly you didn't get the reference
You disgust me
>>8056591
Ime most insurances explicitly say they won't cover HRT for detransing. But I'm sure the clinic would.
>>8056597
I didn't. :( If it's from Rick and Morty I never watched it.
Sorry I am too stupid to even be in your presence I will go hang myself
>>8056595
no morning is for sweet flavors
coffee is grand
every day
>>8056580
properly roasted & brewed coffee really isn't
https://sweetbloomcoffee.com/collections/coffee the flavors in the descriptions are *real*
it's really quite amazing
if you have the opportunity to have top-tier coffee expertly prepared i recommend it
>>8056596
my arms are long so i can pat you okay
>>8056601
It's a AA reference
>>8056595
Unnnngff!
L-lannü, i-ii don't know what to say
>you know I can't resist
>>8056607
ahhhhhhhhhh
I feel like I should know this
Will coffee really keep me from getting taller?
>>8056604
will it stop me from always being lethargic
rat with human face given medal by world health organization
I get a text form facebook every day saying the same stupid things about how many group invites I have
and every day it tricks me into thinking I have friends and that someone texted me
its very sad
Adventure Time is better than Rick and Morty.
>>8056610
Well it really depends on which one you play but Godot was the only cool prosecutor.
>>8056613
once you get addicted/used to caffeine, enough of it can actually make you feel sleepy
>>8056620
i don't wanna get addicted
>>8056595
instant coffee is very much trash compared to real coffee but it seems even trash is sufficient for me
>>8056616
seasons 1-2 yeah
after that not so much
>>8056620
>used to drink 2-3 cans of monster a day in high school
>smell of energy drinks makes me want to get a blanket and tuck myself in right there on the floor
Instant coffee is a secret ingredient in brownies and chocolate custard but otherwise is not fit for human consumption.
>>8056596
lol what are you going to do about the gender dysphoria? some Spartan bullshit?
>>8056624
why not?
all the cool kids are addicted to something
>tfw drink 2 liters of soda a day
>stay in bed most of the day for most of puberty
>don't exercise
>still end up tall and masculine
shitty genes or great genes depending on who you ask
>>8056630
Good thing I am no longer human.
>>8056602
Diabeetus
>>8056603
More like grande
>>8056625
Idk you should look into brewing some it's not that expensive to get started
>>8056609
Come over~
>>8056630
>using instant coffee
>not using high quality brewed coffee instead of water in your batter
>>8056624
Caffeine is both physically and mentally addictive. Probably one of the only substances or things I've been addicted to.
Detoxing and resetting your tolerance is really easy though.
>>8056628
ye basically
I'm drinking #2 right now
I hate how much I love them
>>8056633
im not cool
>>8056636
Iktf nim
>>8056638
Your batter should not include any water....
>>8056634
not really
it was fun quirky adventures for the first two seasons and then it started getting all sad and depressing
it's like every character in the show suddenly became depressed
>>8056642
you could be though nim
buy some drugs and then start consuming them recklessly
>>8056470
Ok wya I got a Big Cock and stuff
>>8056638
I actually have a really stupid issue and it's that living in a shared house means I get anxious about using the kitchen when I don't get to be alone in it.
I would like to brew my own coffee, though, I used to back in Chile occasionally.
>>8056643
and i had like average height genes too
mom is 5'6 dad was 5'10 and im 6'1
coffee is only nice if you also smoke desu
>>8056650
I'm 5'9 and it sucks
>>8056647
should i just go through the honeymoon phase and then just kms when that's over
>>8056653
im not shedding a tear desu
>>8056645
Well I'm not going to make it all out of butter and/or oil
>>8056649
Simple solution then: french press+kettle
French press coffee is amazing
>>8056650
You just are really well growing up
And have alpha genes
>>8056660
yeah great
alpha genes and a beta brain
>>8056619
>you're 8 years old
Pls stop memeing me ;-;
>>8056643
>a single drop of milk is all it takes
desu sugar really ruins coffee, I had a cup of coffee with sugar once and I felt sick all day, choking it down was painful
Why do people do that
>>8056646
>it was fun quirky adventures for the first two seasons and then it started getting all sad and depressing
>it's like every character in the show suddenly became depressed
I know and it became more fun at the same time.
>>8056655
desu I think the "honeymoon phase" really only exists for hard drugs, or drugs that you just overuse and abuse the shit out of to the point they really start messing with your mind/life
>>8056652
That's hot
>>8056651
nah
ive thought about suicide everyday for years now, i dont really care about how im fucking up my body with soda
>>8056658
damn that was pretty mean for you nim
>>8056667
you like arson too much
its concerning
>>8056661
Absolutely REKT
pushed this guy to the library and had to flip him off real quick cuz people will call you out for picking on the disabled
>tfw no smoking coffee drinking gf with dreamy beautiful eyes
>>8056670
Nim doesn't fuck around with height talk lol
>>8056667
hey i'm just saying i used to really enjoy that
>>8056668
i don't smoke
that's why i also don't drink cawfee
>>8056671
I'm glad you've noticed
>>8056671
look I'm just saying that fire is pretty and so is blood and I think we're all inclined to seek beautiful things in life.
>>8056602
>no morning is for sweet flavors
that's why you should start your day by kissing eva
>>8056652
it makes me sad I don't smoke anymore
I always miss it when I see/smell someone smoking
>>8056663
not really desu
>>8056673
Oh silly bean
>>8056651
I've quit codeine, benzos and nicotine cold turkey. Nicotine was the most painful and disturbing, but I had been on a massive dose all day long for nearly two decades, so...
>>8056662
Males grow until they're 25
Not entirely sure how HRT plays a part but you might get one last growth spurt at 18 or 20 or so.
>>8056669
When I was working in a transplant clinic we had a guy that needed to take a ridiculously high dose of immunosuppressants because he had heart failure because he was drinking like 8 cans of monster a day and he had to get a new heart
We had like a 2 hour long conversation and he was an awesome guy and he made me promise not to touch that poison
I kept my promise so far
>>8056679
i hope i can one day :3
>>8056659
Don't knock it til you try it, eggs give enough moisture for it to hold together
>>8056658
I'm still boarder than you though
>>8056605
Sure send em over
>>8056631
surely if I cuddle enough boys it will go away momentaraly
>>8056636
>Be born
>Be tall
>>8056640
stop
>>8056648
hmu senpai
>>8056678
hmm....
>>8056688
how broad
you got a long face senpai? mine is like 8 inches long
Gwen got into me the idea of a sidecut
i can't get it out of my head, it seems like the best look ever
>>8056680
iktf
It felt nice and i liked the movement and felt cool as well
I'm 5'7 which means I could realistically wish I was shorter but it also means I've developed some manner of attraction to girls who are taller than me.
>>8056667
Idk it's not the first thing that comes to mind given how popular drip coffee is for how easy it is, but it actually makes better coffee and the cost of entry is lower than a good coffee maker.
Only downside is that you need a coarse grind and that limits your options if you buy preground, unless you want to shell out for a burr grinder as well (totally worthwhile to own a grinder tho)
>>8056687
Idk I guess I like my homemade brownies less dense and with a bit more moisture. Feels less like an indulgence that way given brownies that bakeries make are so goddamn heavy
>>8056659
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EtCTgRY6EC8
>>8056695
lil 2012 tho
>>8056677
Good girl.
Coffee is okay in moderation.
I miss Vietnamese or South American coffee blends.
>>8056684
That's pretty strange to hear, I heard benzos are the absolute worst.
I quit smoking without any issues. Not out of medical necessity or health but just because it was really frustrating to keep getting more cigarillos or vape juice.
Guess it's all variable from person to person.
>>8056695
smoking was always really nice for starting conversations with other people smoking
it was very nice and social
>>8056685
>you might get one last growth spurt at 18 or 20 or so
Yea I know I'm terrified of this
>>8056638
i dunk my sausages in syrup in the morning
is that weird
>>8056703
I'd get why you'd be scared of that, but if you're already on hrt it would be surprising if you got to the height you would have without it
>>8056691
Stop what
>>8056695
>i can't get it out of my head, it seems like the best look ever
I really want one too, but I don't think I can pull it off ;_;
>>8056703
I was measuring 5'11" this time last year, I'm 5'8.5" now. Who knows what'll happen. Have no expectations or fears and you won't be disappointed.
>>8056693
My face is about 6.75" long and my shoulders are at 42" circumfetence with 37.5" hips, so....
>>8056684
idg the big deal about codeine, I've had worse headaches from weed
>>8056706
>is that weird
There is literally nothing you do with your food that isn't weird nim
>>8056699
Ahahaha holy fuck
>>8056703
if you keep worrying about it your brain will compensate by making you grow really really tall
>>8056708
Consuming sucrose
Consuming liquid calories
>>8056697
Oooh that's true. My brownies come out SO dense it'll it's close to fudge. I love it but I have to portion it really well our else I'll get sick lol
>>8056703
Estrogen is what causes growth plates to fuse, you will be alright. You might get a small spurt but much less than you would've if you were a guy.
>>8056706
?????????????????????????????????????????
>>8056715
it's not that weird okay
>>8056713
hips are bigger than mine with a shorter face
idk why you're measuring shoulder circumference that's a lil weird
tfw when you're not a native english speaker but you have to teach american people grammar
>>8056717
But I need to get bigger so my boobs also get bigger
dunking sausages in syrup isn't that weird
bacon and syrup tastes really good too
I even kinda like it when the syrup mixes with hashbrowns
>>8056700
well I like it!
>>8056701
I just drink like tons of green tea now desu
>>8056702
desu i always started smoking again because for some reason 90% of the girls i crush on are smokers...
>>8056709
I'm going to try, my hair needs to grow a lott for it to work tho :/
>>8056706
NIM WHAT THE FUCk?
>>8056727
yeah i do it with bacon too!
it's really tasty
>>8056728
Fuck yeah, tea. I wish I had a sink and electric kettle in my room.
>>8056726
Sugar is just gonna go to your gut and your liver. It isn't processed by the body properly because its fucking dreadful for you
>>8056691
How?
Srsly ur really cute I wanna destroy you
>>8056718
Yeah that's what I would assume completely oil based brownies would be like
It sounds awesome but I'd only make something like that on a special occasion because yeah, don't want to get sick or something.
>>8056701
Quitting benzos that way is potentially deadly so definitely the most dangerous, but the withdrawal is relatively short and not that painful. Nicotine, that was a full week of agony. But yeah, that wasn't from a pack of cigs per day or something like that, I used to dip constantly. Massive dose directly into the bloodstream all day long. Shrink I was seeing, whose main specialty is addictions, told me she had never seen someone that sick from quitting tobacco. I was basically unable to move and puking for hours once the withdrawal really kicked in.
>>8056706
nim I love you but honestly what the heck
>>8056701
sadly vaping a shit compared to cigarettes desu
>>8056732
i don't drink soda are you proud of me
>>8056714
People underestimate the nastiness of maryjane. But yeah, quitting codeine wasn't that hard.
>>8056732
I already got my gallbladder removed because hormones+bad eating / drinking habits = gallstones.
I know I should be careful but honestly, life is kinda short and I want to be able to be pleased with it. Sugar (and bustin') makes me feel good
where are the precum soaked penises
>>8056739
yeah
>>8056741
Literally just do drugs instead its better for you than sugar
>>8056735
It's all butter in mine so there's a tiiiny bit of water from that lol. Now I kinda want to make a batch fugg
I might get laid rn
Ima shower in his house if he invites me over
>>8056742
I do plan to do weed when it gets legalized and if there's edible products coming after that.
is anybody else always sad
>>8056736
RIP
Glad you're over it though.
>>8056738
I enjoyed vaping because it had more exotic flavors and was just pure nicotine.
However honestly any kind of a rush or buzz I got from nicotine wasn't really worth the money or time.
I would still enjoy a smoke once every few months with a nice drink outside while reading a book or something.
I never touched a cigarette before, only those swisher sweets.
>>8056747
>I do plan to do weed
>do weed
>>8056742
Hey hi my Dick is right
V V
> Here <
^ ^
tfw no friends so would have to buy weed off the darkweb to get some
>>8056746
Use the whole bottle of shampoo and soap.
Oh and don't forget to clean your dick.
>>8056749
(hugg)
not since starting transitioning
am a happy bunny now
>>8056749
I feel great all the time
>tfw to injured to make my dating profile images
I haven't seen a doctor in almost 5 years is that okay?
>>8056761
idk prolly not
>>8056750
the buzz from cigs is 1000x better
I'm sure largely due to all the chemicals other than nicotine in it
>>8056754
I'm a french bastard, don't judge me. I can make mistakes from time to time. It's actually pretty rare tbqh
>>8056757
darkweb is comfy
>>8056761
Probably not. Aren't you supposed to see doctors when you transition? I've seen so many of them
>>8056764
I didn't even view it as a translation issue, "doing weed" is just something that someone who is very far outside of marijuana culture would say lol
>>8056763
Yeah you're ingesting in a lot more than just nicotine
Cigs are poison and literal wastes of money
>>8056761
>can't even go five days without a doctor
>>8056758
K
>>8056750
Well, I had to quit tobacco and benzos for SRS. Resumed taking tobacco at the first serious breakdown I had. It's the only thing I've found that really helps me cope with stress. The shrink keeps me on many drugs and none of those do a thing.
>>8056757
weed really isn't that great
it really does increase paranoia in a lot of people
>>8056771
well different languages have different grammatical rules and structures
>>8056769
I'm self medding so I just had some person take my blood, but not really a checkup
I imagine I have some health problems tho
>>8056777
ya i didn't like it when i tried it
but people say it chills them out idk
>>8056757
>weed
>in the post
>without getting seized
kek
the reason drugs like LSD and ket are popular on the darkweb is because they're small/potent enough to be slipped into a flat envelope and be virtually undetectable
>>8056776
That's awful. Try to find other means to cope? You'll look 20 years older than you are on those things.
>>8056780
I didn't get high the first time I smoked either
my eyes got red tho
gotta make sure its actually hitting your lungs or it doesn't do anything
>>8056781
Oh, you should be really careful. And get blood checked every 6 months
This one is really pretty
>>8056783
Weed can vacuumn down pretty flat and if you're getting a lot more you can just ship it inside stuff
>>8056787
So it destroyed my thoat.
I hate smoking anything.
If weed gets legalized I'm gonna get edibles.
>>8056789
looks like a werewolf
>>8056780
Cuz they nice big Cock too
Also I haven't cum in going on a week so I'm getting kinda jumpy and stuff like my hands aren't the most stable rn and I had a boner for an hour when I woke up
>>8056782
if you smoked it slowly enough it almost definitely would relax you
it takes a few minutes after you inhale to really feel the full effects, its not like a cigarette
I used to smoke weed everyday but now I barely ever anymore
what if the reason neoliberalism is proving so difficult to get rid of is that life is an emergent property and the economic system has developed to a point so complex it functions as a conscious mind made up of the billions of people and devices connected to it, capable of defending and sustaining itself?
>>8056529
i can't wear the same clothes all the damn time i'm not an animu
>>8056792
edibles are nice desu
definitely my preferred route
or vaporizing it is nice too
>>8056745
I know the struggle I've been tempted to make cookies today but I'm trying to hit a goal weight
>>8056795
Ehh... somehow I'd like you a lot more if you did normal boys and trannies instead of transvestites.
God I hate transvestites
>>8056793
nu-uh she has a nice face and I like her big lips too
>testosterone at 8ng/dl
Wew feels good being a girl
>drank like 700ml of coffee
>sleepy
reeeeeeeeeee
>>8056798
sadly I pretty much do
whats the point in buying male clothes I don't even want, or buying female clothes that will look horrible on me
all I wear are handmedowns and clothes I got in high school
its actually very depressing
>>8056783
you can get like 10g into a 35mm film roll container and then just put it into a zipper bag or two and it shouldn't smell anymore.
>>8056797
well duh that's just capitalism and you literally just described what Marx called fetishism and alienation
>>8056803
THOSE CLAWS THOUGH
>>8056797
what if you got a job?
>>8056798
I own three sets of the same clothes but in different shades.
comf and very uwu
>>8056803
Is that the konami code on her hand?
i wear the same hoodie and jeans with sneakers every time i go outside
>>8056797
Maybe people want to own the property they earned
>>8056797
Can you stop posting here. You're actually worse than Kayla and cfh combined. I don't know how anyone could accomplish such a feat but you've done it
>>8056786
Not really. I look a lot younger than I am. Would be pretty hard to look 20 years older.
>>8056814
bean that's really not nice
>>8056814
Because they're so campy and faggy.
They're like lgbt parade people.
Transvestites aren't 'in the wrong body'. They're just men with makeup that act campy.
_
Trannies and even femboys are better girls than transvestites, beaner.
>>8056822
Must have sacrificed a lot of virgins and goats
>>8056795
Need*
Cuz they need*
Now this makes me look like a pervy chaser
>>8056814
mean bean :(
>>8056819
Same
>>8056823
Jesus your fingers are LONG
>>8056814
I think this is kinda cute desu
>>8056819
I wear the same jeans every day and have not washed them in about 2 years.
>>8056831
nah just kinda looks like it in this pic
they are normal
>>8056823
Wew someone has crystal fingers like me
How do I get a bf if I'm a man voiced ugly hon
>>8056831
owo
>>8056823
I'm sorry I'm so sorry please I take it all back I didn't mean it I just want to suck on ur neck god I want it so bad I need to do something like maybe tackle a bull or something or like go running I think ima go running in the beach today
>>8056825
What are you saying they're really pretty some of them and usually nice people
And yea.
There necks smell REALLY good
Fuck me I need to die
>>8056826
Nah, mostly genetics from my mother's side, I think. It's amazing how slowly my mother, aunts and grandmother have aged. And from genealogy, the age when my ancestors on that side died was often absurdly old for the period.
>>8056838
whats a crystal finger
>>8056825
interesting you're able to know someone's entire life story after just seeing a picture of them. are you some kind of super hero? or like a mutant like the x men people?
>>8056841
it's ok dude just go get laid or something
>>8056845
>>8056841
No, they put too much makeup and fake nails and crap. And their voices sound terrible.
Transvestites are the reason us trannies get a bad reputation
Also my neck smells much better
>>8056831
that just means they're better to... you know..
>>8056850
What the bloody ell
>>8056846
Did I say I know their life story?
No.
I explained to bean what a transvestite is. And that's what it is. Literally a man who put makeup and acts super faggy and campy.
Don't even shave their beard legs or anything, most of the time
>>8056828
I didn't mean it I am the most respectful and kinda person to anyone in the lgbt community and respect there struggles and the things they might have been through and deffo am not into pushing myself up into cutie fems and reliving myself on them
>>8056833
Its not its bad bean behavior
I need to feel bad for what I am
>>8056850
idk are they that long? seem normal to me
>>8056862
Good max. size for nails.
>>8056865
Slightly long nails are nice
>>8056867
My neck smells amazing also my hole is pretty tight, beaner. And my boobs are almost a B-cup <3
>>8056867
dude idk you sound distressed i'm kinda worried about you
>>8056859
yes and you are calling all the people he sleeps with disgusting faggot men. I was just saying interesting you know everything about them just by looking at a few pics. I guess maybe you could possibly just be a judgemental asshole but I think the super hero theory is cooler.
I don't like being single anymore
>>8056857
Indulge in bulimia?
>>8056862
>that minuscule 2d:4d ratio
Oh no, dude.
I wanna suck on that area in between her thumb and index finger and bite her hand and choke her and work my way up to her mouth stopping at the breasts for a detour
>>8056875
Same
>tfw still not lean
>>8056870
you wanna get pozzed by beanboy too huh?
join the club
>>8056875
really bad feel
had a dream i kissed someone but dreams arent real so
>>8056873
>you are calling all the people he sleeps disgusting faggot men.
No I don't. Only the transvestites. Not all the people.
I've seen some men he fucked looked normal and weren't transvestites. So they're not disgusting. only transvestites are disgusting.
They're the reason we trannies get a bad reputation and are seen as freaks.
>>8056886
>tfw no random dude to fuck the dysphoria away
>>8056882
I swear it came out negative yesterday
>>8056891
ya post hands
>>8056891
crud forgot the pic
>>8056891
Thanks I'm calm now it went away
>>8056896
SOMEONE HEAL MY SHOULDERS AHHHHH
https://youtu.be/Q70dh0Rd6zA
>>8056870
How tight
I just had a flashback to being like 15 and first realizing "hey my hands are getting pretty big, I don't like this". I remember believing the old wives tale about cracking your knuckles leading to swollen joints and avoided doing it forever
>>8056905
yes
cut me up into pieces and tear my flesh asunder
>>8056906
I mean pretty tight. I can't even put a normal-sized buttplig without it hurting at first.
I used to be able to take a huge bad-dragon dildo. but I guess my hole tightened back since then
>>8056895
Please no bully
>>8056908
can i
>>8056910
That's degenerate D R O P P E D
>>8056918
wew you know its bad when you're too degenerate for beanboy
>>8056916
hell yeah
greetings from honland
HAND AUTISM FUCK YEAH
>>8056884
tb h I think you should be using your power for good like maybe you could help find missing people or something
that would probably be a better use of your time than judging and insulting people you know literally nothing about
also lol cis people will always find a way to hate trannies. you could genocide all the transvestites and gender non confirming people and they would still call the most 'trutrans' perverted rapists.
Lighter for scale
>>8056918
W-what's degenerate.
not dropped pls
gonna hold em all
>>8056927
I want to hold that hand
>>8056925
maybe but transvestites and 'drag-queens' are the reason cis people see us as degenerate freaks.
They think we're hose things. That's why.
>>8056935
And hons
Holding hands is pretty hot desu
>>8056920
That's what I'm saying wew
>>8056940
hons can be fixed tho, with ffs and exercise
>>8056943
wtf
nimXbeanboy
>>8056940
most of the people you'd call hons were also the people who fought for all the rights you take for granted today
>>8056944
Ffs can't fix hons
Once a hon, always a hon
I wish I could hug my boyfriend forever. Online relationships are hard.
baseball is such a comfy sport
goofballs
>>8056952
nah, ffs is like trans magic. It can fix all
>>8056964
goofducks
>>8056962
isn't that a good thing tho?
>>8056968
gooffeathers
>>8056968
goofdicks
>>8056971
I miss you a lot ;-;
>>8056971
I don't know how to act like a girl :(
I only know how to act like me and that's apparently not enough
>>8056976
im technically not a hon because im in boymode but i will be
>>8056891
>Finally have a pic for hand posting but image
limit is reached
:(
>>8056948
It's weird but those rights never applied to me.
No one gives a shit I'm a tranny even in the Deep South
>>8056979
I'm sure you could pass eventually. it could take time and ffs (or not) but it's possible either way
>>8056985
i cant afford ffs
>>8056982
you still have some pretty good rights compared to a large part of the world
>>8056941
I wish I could hold someone's hand ;-;
>>8056989
Im not a roleplayer :c
All I said to you is true.
And I'll move in the US after srs.
>>8056982
because you pass you fucking idiot