/mtfg/ Transgirl General

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xth for this a gay thread

I can't even open jars in the house anymore

I need a boyfriend

>>8052260
s-sorry

>>8052261
Just press down while turning.

>>8052261
just grip and twist

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uwu

>>8052261
*raises paw*

>>8052252
Where's she been shopping, New Phyrexia?

>>8052223
>>8052238
>>8052246

Wait which picture is the male ratio?

>>8052261
take a spoon, crack the seal by lifting the edge of the lip of the lid

>>8052266
Uhmm okay I'll try that in the future I had to get someone to open it for me

This muscle atrophy thing is no joke.

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>>8052276
My fingers are the female ratio

>>8052237
That's awesome! Could I see pics of your armies? Did you assemble and paint them yourself?

>>8052276
i'm pretty sure I have a male ratio

>>8052282
wtf I have the female ratio
I thought I had the male..

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Woo got a clean bill of health with my sinus surgery follow up! No more tumors!

lol I have female digit ratio but I'm still a disgusting hon

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tfw weird boney fingers

>>8052291
Same

>>8052282
on my right hand I have the female ratio, on my left the male ratio

>>8052282
Mine are literally even.

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>>8052291
because it doesnt matter

>>8052299
fuck you my hands say I'm a real girl and that's all that matters

>>8052291
Same

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>>8052282
I have the female ratio, my hands are just tragically large. Thanks mom :(

>>8052289
Yay, that's great news! \o/

>>8052276
No, people exposed to high levels of prenatal testosterone tend to have longer ring fingers than index fingers. My ring fingers are roughly a centimeter longer than my index fingers, and that may partially explain my extraordinary performance on spatial reasoning tasks.

>>8052299
All it means is we were definitely exposed to too much estrogen in the womb

>>8052309
so thats why I'm a fucking faggot?
god dammit

lol for real don't start sperging out over if your hand will clock you now, judging by this thread where we all had to google it, no one else knows either.

>>8052289
grats ash :)

>>8052305
>No

Zzzz

The fuck is that aggression coming from?

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>>8052285
Heres a link to a gallery of the last unit I painted, Im taking more pics today actually of my other stuff since these turned out so well.

But yeah I painted all my stuff, Id say Ive built most of it but I prefer to buy used stuff if its assembled well because of price, especially tanks. This squad was entirely assembled and painted by me, however.

http://imgur.com/a/Ivt8M

Oh, my steam is Moapちゃん as well.

>>8052312
Yup, its why every time my bf cums in me i cry for like 10 min and wish i could get preggers

>>8052316
No impromptu research on my part.

male digits coming through x)

>>8052326
P O S T
I
C

Nobody can clock you based off your digit ratios

They mean nothing

>>8052324
I wish I could get pregnant so bad ;_;

>>8052334
All cameras exploded in my vicinity exploded.

>>8052338
true
it'll be my giant man-hands that do it
if its not one of my other features first

>>8052343
it's okay im hiding in your walls i can just sketch a pic

>>8052343
whoah dude!

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>>8052345

>>8052323
Just added you :D Name's Me Myself & I

>>8052350
:(

>>8052339
I don't want children but at the same time it hurts that I can't have them.
>a confused kinda feel

Ok you little shits, I didn't think I was AGP but some asshat is freaking me out. What are some reliable tests to take in determining this?

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>ywn be this pretty

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>>8052354
when are you getting a boyfriend

>>8052358
it doesn't matter, AGP is a meme.
It just means you really want to transition
just do it

>>8052361
im never going to okay

>>8052358
do you masturbate to yourself while looking in the mirror thinking about how much of a sexy woman you are?
are you a transbian?
if not you're not AGP

>>8052358
There's some picture floating out there that goes

If you could press this button and be a normal female tomorrow would you press it

And he is smashing it like 20,000 times and says he's still not sure

>>8052366
agp is REAL desu senpai

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>>8052367
but how are you supposed to get kisses and hugs?
I mean girls cant do that with other girls

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Daily reminder that agp isnt real and is just a meme

>>8052375
sure, but it's inconsequential to whether or not you should transition.

>>8052371
I think im disgusting. like lose my stomach when my computer screen goes black, so no.

I might be gay? IDK sex hasn't really ever been that interesting and post starting HRT lost all interest in ever even having my pants off.

>>8052377
ya

from eva

>>8052378
then why can I fap to sissy hypno?
checkmate

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>>8052358
There is no such thing as AGP.

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>tfw no succ
>tfw also can't find my nail clippers
>>8052378
this

>>8052382
true

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>>8052384
but thats gay
you and eva can be best friends and bridesmaids at eachothers weddings when you marry boys
thats allowed

>>8052394
yeah it's kinda gay

but that's okay

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>>8052304
>>8052318
Danke ^-^ <3

>>8052394
c-can two boys really get...married?

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*excited gay noises*

>>8052391
No convenience or grocery stores near you?

>>8052400
new background ftw

>>8052398
would that dog let me boop its nose

>>8052398
>ywn be ashs doggo

Is it just me or does Grace actually pass a lot better than Kari now?

DAE feel like Grace is dating down?

Is Birdy going to finally get rid of Kari?

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>>8052404
i have this atm

>>8052399
no but two girls can

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>>8052397
its really gay
I mean kissing boys is straight as heck

>>8052399
not yet but a girl(male) and a boy can get married

>>8052406
Yes! He's very timid though because he was abused before we got him, so he's kind a like Genevieve and dog form. But he's very gentle and will snuggle up to you and comfort you.

>>8052410
stop this. nobody should / is gonna answer this.

>>8052360
she looks a hell of a lot better on her streams now her hair has grown out
despite all the criticisms, her face type suits a female way more than a male anyway, she looked beta as fuck as a guy

>>8052415
yeah im gay for eva

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>>8052339
Its so depressing. Like i could imagine sitting under a tree in a loose top with my hand on my tummy reading a book and smiling at the fact a life is growing inside me and look at all the fun things we could do together, plus it could be a great excuse to watch Disney stuff again too ;_;

>>8052416
aww that's cute

i won't boop his nose i don't wanna scare him

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>>8052424
wow
thats really really gay
but being with boys is super straight

>>8052410
You can't just post that without a picture you dum dum

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>>8052432
He LOVES headpats though! ^^

>tfw no PCSP to succ

>>8052417

It's the truth.

>>8052438

Only recent picture Kari posted is airbrushed.

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I will destroy japanese animation

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>>8052425
thats why I dont get it when you sperg out at everyone here.
we're all in the same boat, some just have wetter feet than others.

you should be hating on cis women who get everything that NONE of us will ever have

>>8052437
i don't wanna be that kind of straight

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>current mood

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>>8052452
how do you feel about putting stuff in your butt?

>>8052446
It does not matter at all and either way you shouldn't try to start drama.

>>8052440
he doesn't know me tho he'd get scared

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>>8052452
its kinda not your choice

>>8052457
what kinda stuff

>>8052461
phallic-like objects

>>8052460
but i know im not

Tranny friendly jobs??? So sick of delivery

>>8052463
like one of those prostate things

>>8052468
ey I deliver too

Health care professions should be okay to tranners

>>8052451
I only sperg out because im envious of full time passers.

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>>8052461
lewd stuff

>>8052468
Get a CS degree like literally everyone else

>>8052468
personal nim patter

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>>8052400
>VVCephei

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/VV_Cephei

Space is cool.

>>8052470
yeah
or a dildo
or a girl's penis

>>8052480
no you're cool

>>8052475
>>8052470

>>8052437

What's wrong with being really really gay?

>>8052483
uhhhhh

idk

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I want to find out what it feels like to be happy and comfortable within my own body.

I want to find out what it feels like to be a girl.

>>8052470
Food for thought, the sigmoid evolved to accommodate dicks perfectly

whenever i bring up trans stuff my mom just kinda clams up and doesn't say anything

how do i get her to say her views on the subject

>>8052490
gotta start workin that BP, girl

>>8052494
You don't.
You educate her and hope it sticks.

>>8052484
https://youtu.be/kdlRmWd_R7A?t=12s

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Hi everybody!

>>8052493
That's amazing.
Thanks anal!

>>8052494
get that national geographic with the transgender thing on the cover and see what happens maybe

what have you said so far?

>>8052495
no nvm that's scary

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>>8052500
>tfw no yung Harrison Ford husbando

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>>8052494
My dad insults trans people a lot, anytime it comes up on the news/radio he feels the need to explain all his issues with it to me.

Can't wait to come out.

I forgot to get more razors at walmart so I need to use a dull knife now. Heck.

>>8052504
like it's mostly been caitlyn jenner but there was a story about chelsea manning on the news and i mentioned it to her

i mention that they transitioned from male to female and she doesn't say anything

>>8052502
HERE WE ARE

GOING FAR

TO SAVE ALL THAT WE LOOOOOOVE

>>8052517
pick up some booze instead

>>8052515
I think your dad might be your mom dude

>>8052515
my mom does that with gays but she doesn't do it with transpeople for some reason

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>>8052507
It's really fun desu

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>>8052515
sounds like he is jealous

>>8052493
hmmmmm

>>8052525
no stop

>>8052517
why not use one of the old razors?

>>8052515
Yeah my dad does this too. Kinda afraid to come out to my parents because of this. My mom never mentions anything about it though so idk.

>>8052524
maybe its because it would insult the memory of your pretty father

>>8052493
I don't think that part is supposed to have dicks in it

>>8052521
I try not to drink anymore

>>8052534
Harder to make incisions with dull razors and I like longer, clean scars

>>8052525
c i n d y no

>>8052524
maybe she only cares about gays and not trannies?

>>8052536
My favourite was when he was driving me somewhere and they were talking about trans people on the radio, and he said "As far as I'm concerned they're just sick fags. If a guy wants me to call him a girl, I'd just call him a faggot."

Anytime he see's a gay couple he gets really fucking obnoxious too. And will start mocking them half-quietly and laughing to himself while everyone else just asks him to stop. He thinks LGBT stuff is like a hilarious freak show.

My mom is kind of a mystery, I feel like she'll just ignore and deny it if I tell her. I told her I was depressed a couple months ago, said I had been massively depressed since I was little. She just said, "Oh okay." Nodded, and ignored the subject. Didn't even ask why.

She's not very smart. And generally anything that might be a little bit difficult for her she just pretends doesn't exist, like it's a solution.

>>8052541
>Harder to make incisions with dull razors and I like longer, clean scars
oh :(

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>>8052543
Sorry ;~;

Got myself checked

I have HIV

.

In a different timeline I'm sure, but in this one I don't cuz I'm jusf that lucky I guess

>>8052546
A lot of older people think gays and trannies are the exact same thing. They'll also take any excuse to bring up Rocky Horror.

>>8052547
thats sad :(
sorry anon
>"As far as I'm concerned they're just sick fags. If a guy wants me to call him a girl, I'd just call him a faggot."
cute line of his

>>8052541
shouldn't you probably stop doing that

>>8052557
Yeah, I'm sure he's been practicing it. We live in Canada so trans stuff shows up in the media fairly often.

>>8052539
my dad was ugly though

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>>8052554
Wouldn't be a beanboy post if I didn't forget to upload the spicy image

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>>8052554
Get checked again just in case.

>>8052554
wtf
I mean, I'm not surpr- oh lmao. How did you manage to -not- get hiv

>>8052559
is there much of a reason not to

>>8052546
i don't think it's likely, she probably thinks it's the same thing

>>8052556
my mom doesn't know what rocky horror is

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>>8052525
What

>>8052559
nah

>>8052547
Wow you actually sound like you're in the same situation as me. My mom ignores my problems and my dad literally always has to make a comment about anything trans/gay related he sees. I know my dad's going to be mad when he finds out I'm trans.

>>8052547
lol 9/10 chance he dreams about sucking cock every night

>>8052554
do you still only have HPV?

>>8052563
maybe he was pretty in girlmode

>>8052563
doubtful desu

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>>8052570
You know...
Stuff

>>8052563
your dad is actually a transguy and you're adopted

>>8052547
i think it's kinda worse that my mom is trying to help find the reason why im so sad but if i told her she'd just not take me seriously

it doesn't help that i look masculine, if i was like 5'6 and already looked kinda girly im sure the story would be different

>>8052580
why would my dad have a girlmode

>>8052525
Your innocence, I can see it disappear!

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>>8052565
:/

No I lucked out

Can I even get checked twice?

Don't the like have a .2% fail rate?

Anyways I went to that job thing, filled out some papers etc, they're gonna help me land a job :]

Ima go to skid row tomorrow and beg for some free clothes cuz a nice lady told me I should go there. Ima go to the beach tomorrow also and clean up :]

Also got tested for other STDs but this cis lady that I asked if she was trans and got mad at me cuz some I misinterpreted something anoter guy getting tested said, said that it'll take two weeks and that I should call her

>>8052589
i wish i was really adopted

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>>8052520
Holy shit someone recognized it
I was addicted to that show until age 10, obsessed with the idea of building a virtual world I could live in so I could be what I want.

Anybody experimented with VR, POV porn, and dysphoria?

>>8052593
all trannies have a girlmode, silly

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>>8052593
why indeed

>>8052598
but my dad wasn't a tranny???????

>>8052567
>>8052573
idk you can keep doing if you want I guess but you will have to deal with hiding it and people freaking out if they see your cuts or scars

for me snapping an elastic band on my wrist has been an okay substitute so far but idk I think people are different and you have to want to stop

>>8052597
I hated code lyoko with a passion

>>8052566
Trolled

(You)

>>8052577
:[

People don't need to know that, ANON.

Also yes but I haven't seen Amy bumps in like two months or something

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>>8052595
Things are looking up! .w.

>>8052596
Or maybe you came out of your dad before he transitioned into a man

pic. unrelated, captcha

>>8052608
I want people to see. I want to look like the monster on the outside I feel like inside.

Oh boy I am not good at meeting profs lmao

my dad is mentally ill and a retarded alcoholic and one time we found a random pair of women's jeans hidden in his stuff what do you think is he a tranny

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>>8052585
Butt stuff?

>>8052615
how'd it go

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>>8052595
I was making fun of you. It is nice to hear you're clean, however.

>>8052597
Yes, I experiment with dysphoira everyday.

>>8052612
ummmm I'm not sure if HPV is supposed to cause bumps...

you uhhh might wanna get checked again?

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>>8052617
Yea

i bought gwen a house!

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>>8052574
Yep. My mom is probably just going not understand it and ignore it. I won't be surprised if she refuses to gender me properly and then deny she's doing anything wrong. My dad will be angry. He's already disappointed by me, generally a hostile person, pretty homophobic, and I'm the only one in our family left to carry on the family name. Personally I'm happy to end it, but I know that will upset him.

It's why I'm not coming out until I've moved out and made serious progress. I'm funding it all myself so he can't get pissy about it costing him anything, and I'm coming out once I've reached a point that I can say "Oh well, it's too late to stop me. If you don't like it just cut me off, I don't care."

>>8052575
He's a really insecure and pathetic person. He always gets really pissy anytime things don't go the way he wants, and constantly brags about the fact that he has money. We're a poor family but he has no friends and spends all his free time smoking, drinking, and watching TV. So he's the richest person he knows. So maybe, yeah. He's really concerned with making sure people think he's this man's man.

>>8052590
Yeah, I'm 6'3 and not feminine in the slightest. So I don't get the advantage of my family maybe having an idea already to make coming out easier.

I am weirdly lucky my mom doesn't seem to care, I guess. It's not like I would have actually told her why I'm depressed if she asked.

Ugh. I try to not even think about coming out much, just wondering if I'll be able to transition successfully is more than enough stress.

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>>8052358
AGP is not real.
It's some idiotic pseudoscience peddled by idiots in this board because memes are more powerful than science or facts in imageboards.

>>8052614
yeah well not really much reason for you to stop then I guess

I remember you said you'll kill yourself before going to psych ward again so I guess this is probably you trying to speed that up or something

>>8052616
sounds like he could be using alcohol to combat his crossdressing desires
things were probably pretty bad for you if word got out about that when he was growing up

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>>8052600
No way am I ever getting another STD nu-uh ima wear a condom 24/7 from now on starting....

.

.

.........


.

Now.

>>8052619
I just came across as nervous I think but her research was cool and I got to see the labs and stuff
Idk what happens happens

>>8052631
good girl
where did you get the chair from?
steal it from a restaurant?

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>>8052625
jsdklfjaslkdfj/????

>>8052627
I've yet to hear a clear definition of AGP that makes any sense.

>>8052631
just don't bang random dudes

>>8052608
i guess but my thighs already have a lot of scars so it doesn't really matter if there are more

>>8052631
don't flip off the condoms, they'll get enraged and break on you

>>8052620
>Yes, I experiment with dysphoira everyday.
-_- no I meant tricking your brain into thinking you're in a girl's body through VR

>>8052633
i thought you already got in

My biological dad openly said he lived with a film producer for 2 years in his late teens and cd'd and was a bottom for him. Shit, mom said when they met his hair was longer and more prettier than hers
Yikes

>>8052636
yeah when are you moving in

>>8052639
don't be ridiculous

>>8052637
this

>>8052643
I am in the pool I need a supervisor to officially be accepted. She suggested I contact a few other profs as well.

>>8052644
Being trans isn't genetic, but being an AGP faggot is.

>>8052630
lol actually I doubt he is if he was idk how he didn't kill himself by now

also the jeans thing idk where those came from its still a mystery but don't think he would have been crossdressing

>>8052629
I'm good at lying to psychiatrists

>>8052644
...maybe its good we're all sterilizing ourselves after all

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>>8052642
YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO LAUGH COME ON

>>8052646
You're trying to fuck me over with ridiculous property taxes.

>>8052626
Wow I'm an only child too not happy that my family will end with me but it's not really my choice. As far as coming out I don't know how or when I will. I really do fear how my dad will react because it's not like I had a bad relationship with him but I'm sure being trans will ruin that.

>>8052661
no i promise

>>8052657
doesn't matter how good at lying you are if you have self inflicted cuts all up and down your arms they're going to know somethings up

>>8052660
With no survivors

>>8052650
was the professor nice

how'd she come across

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>>8052665
BUT WHY

>>8052666
Well good thing I'll kill myself before I let that happen :3

>>8052669
because you need a house

>>8052649
I remember I said in a post once that I can't have sex until I've transitioned to the point of being comfortable and seeing myself as a girl. Being perceived as a male and seeing myself as a male just ruins my mood, and in any form of intimacy it gets me anxious and makes it impossible to be turned on.

I got called AGP because I want to "have sex in a woman's body" lmao. Like, yeah no shit. Dysphoria makes doing anything in a man's body absolute hell. Wouldn't I be "less trans" if I was able to live comfortably as a man?

>>8052640
some of them may fade with time. if you are able better to stop now and not make any new ones.

>>8052621
:[

Btw sorry nim I click on the posts numbers to open up the screen thing where I write and I just forgot to erase ur post #

Ya elenna told me that it's HPV when I showed them to her

She said she wanted the bumps cuz they give her more pleasure the slut

:/

Stop trying to scare me asshole its working >:[

>>8052613
Kissu~ oniqwan
>>8052620
Ur the cute one right?

>>8052676
uwu kissu~

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>>8052671
Why do you think that?

>>8052670
:33

yeah idk I feel like you don't want advice but maybe wait more time on hrt

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>>8052676
Yeah, I'm gorgeous...for a guy.

>>8052676
wait so the girl you were banging wanted you to have bumps on your dong cuz it'd feel better

but then she'd just get whatever you have

and they make condoms with ribs and stuff for that

what

>>8052681
heard it through the grapevine

now come on it's move-in day!

>>8052682
I found my knife so everything will be okay! ^^

do any of you also have a hard time relating to people that say "I was never male/I have always been a woman"?
saying that someone "becomes" a woman also feels weird, but saying that I've always been one sounds wrong to me
idk

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TFW BEANGIRL WILL NEVER POZ YOU

>>8052688
/denied

>>8052694
alright then im gonna poison ya!

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>>8052691
order pizza instead

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>>8052676
oh nevermind I was wrong
HPV is the cause of 6 out of 10 penile cancers apparently

>>8052692
yeah it feels weird to me

maybe ill feel different later in transition

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>>8052697
Nim, you are scaring me. Is there anything you need?

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>>8052668
She seemed very nice honestly, very good at explaining her research in a way that I understood and could get engaged with.
Idk, I got the impression she was a pretty solid supervisor and she was good at dealing with awkward spergs like me

>>8052635
Fuck you I'm inside the library

I kinda like it when you talk to me like that though cuz like I saw these two chairs on the did of the road and I thought about bringing them to by house so I kinds think you understand the way I think

Ru cute?

>>8052639
I'll try

I still get weird when I think about sex

Like sad and stuff :[

I dryhumped the floor this morning like unconsciously but then I realize what the fuck I was doing and how utterly retarded it was when I moved to switch positions to get in deeper

I just like had a moment.

Like.

I really just did that.

I am actually this fucking retarded that I just moved my body to dryhump the floor better

Also why the fuck do girls have to wear skirts where half there ass hangs out???????

>>8052641
Test them out with me

.

Platonically ofc.

>>8052692
I think some people feel that way or at least like to describe how they feel that way

I think it's one of those things that might be easier to understand/relate to when you're full time or farther in transition.

>>8052694
POZ ME BEANGIRL
PLS

>>8052692
I don't know both are awkward. I don't believe in the I was always a woman thing though. I always wanted to be a woman but I wasn't one and I knew that. Maybe I just had more self awareness than some people though who knows.

>>8052661
>YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO LAUGH COME ON
i'm just trying not to cry

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>>8052664
I'm not an only child, I do have a sister who's a few years younger than me (yeah it's hell). But as far as the family name, no other males in the family of age to still start a family. All my uncles and stuff had daughters or no children. My family is generally full of a bunch of people that have never treated me very well, I don't mind the idea of getting married and not having it anymore.

I'm pretty unsure about how things will go with coming out, but I know not well. So I'm just going to get myself in a spot where if things go badly I can say, "Either you support me or you never hear from me again. No matter what you're not getting your son back." When I come out I don't want to be in a situation where they can hurt me, come into my room, take away my meds, cut off my money, kick me out of the house, etc. When I'm self-sufficient as an adult, and transitioned far enough to prove to myself this will work.

>>8052692
I'll never be able to shake the feeling that I'm just a man who's been beaten into submission by dysphoria until I was convinced I'm a girl. It's not like I was ever given a choice. I've got a mental illness that forces me to hate being male, and punishes me every time I think about it.

I don't think women are defined by a complete aversion to being a man.

But I also don't think I have any other options but to transition.

>>8052699
No I deliver pizza and after seeing how it's made I never want to touch that awful garbage again

>>8052692
Yeah. It irks me. I've always "felt" like a girl but besides a few instances i had to hide myself. Only if they didnt protray trannies as the bad guys growing up and actually had real information on how to transition I would have gone one mones at the earliest possible age.

>>8052676
you should see if there are planned parenthood or that type of clinic near you where you can get checked

>>8052692
I've always wanted to be a feminine faggot and now I'm taking hormones
thats pretty much how I think about it

>>8052708
:3 sounds fun

>>8052705
move into the house

>>8052673
Lmfao I can make anyone feel like my girl you just haven't found the right macho dude yet bwahabbnwosozkwkwzmxmalxib

Kill me.

>>8052708
>I dryhumped the floor this morning like unconsciously but then I realize what the fuck I was doing and how utterly retarded it was when I moved to switch positions to get in deeper
>I just like had a moment.
>Like.
>I really just did that.
>I am actually this fucking retarded that I just moved my body to dryhump the floor better
this made me laugh desu

>>8052706
Elanna, I apologize for being tactless yesterday.

>>8052708
you should go to the comics section and see if they have any cool comics

>>8052706
seems like a good match

id be excited to have a good supervisor if I were you

>>8052720
Kayla I remember you 12 years ago on /cd/ you knew about hormones then you were just repressing

You were afraid to take the chance and make the leap of faith for a long time

>>8052708
>I kinda like it when you talk to me like that though cuz like I saw these two chairs on the did of the road and I thought about bringing them to by house so I kinds think you understand the way I think
I just think, as long as you're squatting you might as well humanise your mansion
what are you sleeping on?
cardboard?
you should try and get a a couple of blankets from a thrift store and a pillow using your EBT at a supermarket
>Ru cute?
not really :(

>>8052716
>I'll never be able to shake the feeling that I'm just a man who's been beaten into submission by dysphoria until I was convinced I'm a girl. It's not like I was ever given a choice. I've got a mental illness that forces me to hate being male, and punishes me every time I think about it.
I actually think this describes me pretty well.

So I'm looking into new jobs and am wondering what will my salary look like as a personal nim patter? Is housing included?

>>8052706
i'm sure you've said this before, but what does she research?

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>>8052724
I ain't going within a thousand feet of it.

>>8052735
5 tendies per hour

>>8052722
same except i started because i'm so autistic that becoming less fem was making me depressed

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>>8052692
I've never felt like I was a girl, I still don't really. I've just always known since I was very little that I was unhappy about not being one. I have memories dating back to being a toddler about wishing I was a girl.

At the same time I never identified with that stereotype of wanting to go to school in a dress, or putting on makeup and having long hair, etc. That whole idea of "a girl in a man's body" never felt like me. I know something was wrong with me, but I always tried to fit in as a guy and hide it.

I don't think I am a girl. I don't think I'll ever be one. But I know the only way I can feel comfortable and happy with my life is if I change myself so other people can see me as one. I try to not think about anything else, just treat the details like they don't matter.

>>8052735
nim will give you the succ whenever wherever you please

>>8052719
oh, well do anything other than cut
order chinese food

>>8052735
thats a lucrative position
good luck I hope you get it!

>>8052735
no official salary but around 10k spending cash a week and your own rolls royce

you'd be sleeping in my 10 story guest house

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>>8052402
That's what I ended up doing, I was worried because they were forecasting sever weather and maybe a tornado watch but nothing strong has hit yet

>>8052737
then ur ded

>>8052740
I mean...becoming more masc probably wasn't helping right??

>>8052745
I don't want to eat I just ate.

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>>8052748
This is not like you, Nim. What the FUCK is going on?

>>8052755
i bought you a house and you didn't move in wtf

>>8052751
um, watch a movie then
or play a video game
or even play hopskotch or jump rope

anyone here know the feeling of someone close to you not letting you love them?

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>>8052758
Yes. That's WEIRD.

>>8052751
huff that dank can of computer duster you got
shit fucks you up desu

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>>8052761
I know that feeling very well, anon.

>>8052763
no it's nice

>>8052679
Lmfao ew get away from me weirdo :*

>>8052684
I remember now ur that one that dreams about sucking dick while dressed like a girl haha lol

>>8052686
Yea those rib condoms feel good for the guy also it's like a massage while you fuck lolol

>>8052700
No research how easy it is to cure literally just a shot on the dick and ur good 2 go pogchamp

>>8052710
No I'm not even POZ get away from me bug catcher are you in LA and are you cute the second one doesn't matter that much

>>8052721
I already got checked. Takes two weeks for the results to come back

>>8052723
But ur in Paris (lol)

>>8052760
I don't really want to watch any movies

I have no games I find fun

>>8052764
I don't have any left I used it all

>>8052768
>I don't have any left I used it all
thats good its really unhealthy
its like a toxic super-whippit

>>8052767
I know :c

>>8052768
cutting isnt good tho
its not good like how I overeat not good, eating to excess is my self mutilation.
I want you to not cut please :(

>>8052767
oh okay sorry

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>>8052766
Must I request a restraining order?

>>8052767
WHAT

>>8052780
im crying omg

>>8052767
no I live in wisconsin
>tfw will never get pozzed by beanboy

>>8052773
I try not to do any drugs that permanently destroy me, especially something as stupid and bad as inhalants

>>8052778
I'll just burn myself or something instead then

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>>8052782
Buy me a video game to make it up for me.

>>8052789
are you chara??
wow that took me a long time to figure out

>>8052785
That makes me feel bad. I used to do fucked up shit to myself too. I still have a few scars on my arm from years ago.

>>8052785
>I'll just burn myself or something instead then
no :(

>>8052789
no buy me one you made me suffer a trauma

>>8052727
Yea me too writing that but also like

Like I need release and I'm not about to jack off

>>8052729
They do.

I'd rather shitpost cuz this is the only social interaction I really have and I'm lonely

>>8052733
:[

Yes you are cutie

Post a pic :p

I sleep on the carpet and I pulled out another layer of carpet to sleep on that also, kinda scared of bringing stuff into the house cuz it's a nice neighborhood and people are gonna know wassup if they see a massive giant 6'1 beaner lugging around blankets and shit towards the abandoned house on the block

>>8052799
did you break into an abandoned house

is kayla still here??

I need to get her opinion on this person's transition

http://imgur.com/a/UMu3Y

Is there a decent place to post a pic of myself for cc where a degenerate won't jerk off to it?

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Please nobody cut themselves

>>8052799
just get a backpack and stuff your blanket and pillow and stuff in it to take it to your mansion, also you could put all your food in your backpack so if you need to leave you can just grab your backpack and split

>>8052799
>tfw you want beaner to have a comfortable bed and blankets so he can have the best sleep of his life

>tfw you realize you're becoming a mommy by wanting to care for everyone

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>>8052793
lol no

>>8052797
How should I contact you privately?

>>8052809
upload it to uncee is your best bet

>>8052814
smoke signal

>>8052780
Lol
>>8052784
Pshh that's a bus ride and a walk away rueventryingdude

>>8052785
Fucking don't shithead

>>8052777
Send me a pic with u biting ur lip

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>>8052810
this

>>8052810
it makes me really sad :c

>>8052808
woah that's a big forehead and chin and jaw

a lot of the problems i have

bet she's like 5'8 though

>>8052804
he's just squatting
its nbd

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>>8052819
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sIhnYFRu4ao

Like this?

>>8052820
I would but I'm wearing braces lately (to prepare for srs, where they'll do some things with my jaw) so my teeth look kinda weird

>>8052825
no it's illegal

>>8052808
How do people look completely different after 3 months and at 9/10 I still look exactly the same.

Fuck these genes and fuck this gay earth

>>8052824
forehead yes, you really think her chin and jaw is bad though?
looking at that made me wanna kms I just wanted kayla to sperg to make me feel a bit better

>>8052731
>12 years
I found /cd/ October 8th 2011, i came out to my mom a week later and she almost disowned me, also puberty had already fucked me so i lost hope and repressed, it took a scuicide attempt and a jammed bullet for me to wake up. I've never held out much hope for my transition because im the ugliest person here.

>>8052828
do you need braces for jaw work

i never had braces or my wisdom teeth removed

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>>8052804
No.

It broke into me.

>>8052836
lol

>>8052832
yeah it's like an angular jawline like mine

>>8052836
deep beano