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21 year old strait male here. I dont know what I am feeling.
My whole life I have wanted to have a vagina. When I masturbate I always imagine having one, and when I realize I dont I get bummed out. Like I can imagine the whole thing, how it should be. It feels like I've got this alien limp numb thing on me that I really dont want to have. When I was younger, like 7 or so, I used to tape my dick so it went inside of me and really hoped that it would turn into one... Yeah I was a smart kid. Used to dream about being a girl too, was pretty nice.
These feelings went on the backburner for a while after my parents shot down the idea. But recently for some reason I've been going back to them and getting stuck on them.
But heres the thing, besides feeling like I have the wrong genitals I am totally a normal cis male. Masculine, beard, fit, into girls, no desire wear makeup. I guess I'd fucking love to be an androgynous lesbian I guess but I'd probably just end up looking like an ugly non-passable person.
I dont know what to do here. I could as a male, but fuck I really, really wish I could flip a switch and become a woman. Like really really bad.
I dont know if this is related but I also have Depression, OCD, and I just feel... Disconnected and empty, derealizationg and depersonalization. I dont feel much more than anxiety and hopelessness these days. I also feel hopelessly different, like nobody can understand me and I just want to fit in.
Pic Related, I'd be an ugly grill
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>>8047241
You have partial bodily AGP, a form of transgenderism.
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Does your name start with a b and end with an n. Won't tell anyone dw.
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>>8047248
agp wouldn't start at 7 though
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>>8047344
OP here.
Probably started well before then. I just remember the first instance because it was the taping shit.
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>>8047344
Why not?
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>>8047330
Yeah... Too spooky for me. WTF.
If you know me then please let don't tell anyone.
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>>8047364
cause agp is a sexual fetish and the earliest manifestation of a fetish can be at the beginning of puberty
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>>8047395
thats not true, also agp is a meme
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>>8047241
I have the same problem. I'm a cis gay man and want a vagina but have no issue with my gender identity. I wish I could have one and still be dateable.
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>>8047395
Fetishes do begin earlier and AGP isn't a fetish anyway.
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>>8047398
sure it is, but it's said to be a fetish
if you think about blanchards theory it has so many holes
>you only transition because of a fetish or homsexuality
>early transitioners are always gay men
>later transitioners are always fetishists
>FTM are always into women
pretty strange stuff
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>>8047241
If that's really you in the pic OP you're pretty cute.
That's all I have to offer here. Why don't you go around tucked again to ease the feeling? Give you at least some comfort?
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>>8047344
>>8047395
another mong for the filter
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You sound trans.
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>>8047241
hey brandon
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