• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Reducing Muscle: http://www.trans-health.com/2001/lose-muscle-gain-fat-dieting-for-mtfs/
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
old >>8035502 →
Genevieve thread
GENEVIEVE PLEASE ;-;
>>8037451
She said she is okay with sharing~
>>8037451
You can't fight
I could destroy despite the height disadvantage I have
tfw started wearing gaffs and squishing my balls and dick at 13.
is anyone male to bimbo here i need advice
>>8037454
I AM STRONG AND MANLY
sorry for the thread kerfuffle
>>8037453
what if im not good at sharing
How do I stop sadposting
All I can think about posting is how unstable I feel
Does HRT make you dumb? I feel like since I started HRT, I haven't been able to think about things clearly or focus on complex things for very long. I used to read daily but now I get bored and put the book down after 20 minutes. What is going on?
>>8037446
Adolf Kitler
>>8037466
hugg
>>8037469
i just wanna go shopping with my girlfriends!
heehee!
>>8037466
I'll listen to your problems on Discord if you like.
>>8037461
no bimbo here. to smart to be dumb.
>>8037465
Shhh just do it or else big sis boots will wake up!
>>8037469
it usually makes you get tired quicker and less energy but no it does not make you dumb
>>8037469
On hrt I mostly think with my emotions a lot more
I think it's changed how I see some things
>>8037470
Again!
what happened?
so i take it that nobody liked my latest 2 clyps?
:(
>>8037466
Do you want to be my new friend?
:)
>>8037462
You're just a tall and lanky skeleton.
Have you ever even gotten into a fight before?
>>8037469
I have this too. It's like the only ability to maintain energy, interest, or concentration was before HRT (presumably my testosterone is the cause?)
>>8037469
am I going to become a even bigger dummy?
>>8037485
i did but it made feel a lil funny so i didnt say anything ;>>
>>8037479
:o sorry!
don't wake up kitty
How do I get rid of facial and chest hair? It makes me so disgusted.
>>8037485
I liked them!
<3
my mom posted ugly picture of my on instagram even though she said she wouldnt :(
>>8037502
Laser or/with electrolysis treatment and a good job to support those.
>>8037490
idk I feel like i have a lot more energy, ive become a lot more active, i just get bored with smart stuff really quick
>>8037502
laser, electrolysis are permanent.
shave and epilate are temporary
>>8037487
no
i was a goof in middle and high school sometimes and would make a fool out of myself for laughs
so sometimes people would try to beat me up but id always weasel out of it somehow :)
i used mah brains instead of mah brawn
BUT IM TOUGH
>tfw u no longer have a crutch and ur terrified of no longer having a crutch
I wanna be a mommy
>>8037501
Phew we're good! She's out!
>>8037496
it made you feel funny? in what ways?
tell me what i do to you XD
>>8037503
:3
Just ordered some Minoxidil to help me grow a beard, will pair well with my testosterone injections. I'm going to become a real man and stop getting these faggot thoughts about being a woman.
>>8037505
doll yourself up and post a pic to counter them.
>>8037513
here you go
>>8037509
I don't know but I suspect testosterone has a lot to do with it. I really have no idea. I'm always exhausted I wake up with less energy then before I go to bed. This happens so often I can barely stay awake at the wheel by the end of the week and I find myself sleeping through weekends.
>>8037515
awww
she's got her lil head buried in your blanket :3
>>8037518
daddy
>>8037512
I was forced to fight
I was the target in highschool until they got their ass kicked by me
>>8037518
>Minoxidil to help me grow a beard
won't help...
>>8037517
i-i dunno
i blushed a lil
Today, I told my mom I've been depressed my entire life.
She stared at me and just said, "Okay." She never asked why.
So much for getting help from my family.
>>8037528
idk what schools you all went to where certain people were able to make a big enough impression to become the target of bullying like that
my school was huge so you could go unnoticed for like the entire time you were there
like i was
>>8037486
>>8037485
Your voice is precious! Conversations just kind of dissolve sometimes for extraneous reasons. ^^
>>8037528
I've never had to fight, I've just got hit a few times
Just don't get up
>>8037484
Adolf Kitler is responsible for the deaths of over 6 million cute field mice.
remember the 6 million!
>>8037532
was it the mika song?
or, was it "you're a big guy"?
>>8037536
my mom knows im depressed and tries to help but she would still deny it if i told her what the reason was x)
>>8037474
hugg
>>8037476
I mean I can't source it to anything which is the problem
But I can talk yeah. Beezy64#3827
>>8037486
okie
>>8037489
hugg
>>8037536
:(
hugg nim
>>8037521
That won't help me :(
>>8037542
uh the song i guess..
>>8037525
>CFS
>Sleep disorder
>Hypothyroidism
>Hashimoto's
>poor diet
can all do that to you. Talk to a doc.
I want a gfs
How do I get a gf
>>8037541
>muh six hundred gorillion rats
But pupper stalin sends 50 million rodents to thier death in gulags and noone blinks an eye when they suggest communism
>>8037545
I can be your crutch. ><
>>8037546
i love it too :)
i guess i could be somebody's onei-chan XD
>>8037551
*rodents and kittens
>>8037550
are you a boy or girl
>>8037545
oh okay i guess i misheard you
here you go
>>8037461
i can help
>>8037550
Why do you want a nerve agent? Planning a terrorist attack?
>>8037556
y-ye
>>8037545
scrubb
>>8037558
I'm a boy
>>8037561
That pic is 90% tranny, bb
>>8037566
where do you live
>>8037555
I have pride, just not that kind
Getting hit hurts less than getting beat up
is this a nice thread?
>>8037537
I got bullied all through elementary for just being different. Didn't have friends, wasn't interested in girls, tried to keep to myself. Teachers thought I was a creep and other kids would fuck with me. Beat me up or threaten to if I didn't do something bad. Like try to grab a girl or swear at a teacher. I was scared of them because I was so skinny and they were so huge. I'd do what they say, get suspended, then beat up later anyways. Parents must have known but didn't seem to care, my dad is an asshole thinks I should have just fought back.
Funnily enough it was about when I started highschool that I discovered I was trans. So the bullying was gone but all that anxiety and fear got internalized. In a way I miss when it was something that could stop if I stayed home. Now things are just as hurtful but it follows me everywhere.
>>8037537
64 kids in my freshman hs class, and it was the largest the school had ever had. 4 bullies. one kid who had no friends, me.
>>8037571
That's why you fight back
>>8037564
or would you rather i be you omouto?
>>8037574
yeah i killed the old one
>>8037577
No cus then you just get beat up
>>8037569
I can try if you let me.
>>8037575
i had one friend in elementary school
maybe like 5 in middle school
and straight to 0 in high school to present
>>8037584
Not if you know how to fight
>>8037563
Eyyy Lmao
>>8037568
Be my gfs valqy u don't have to tell ur wife
We can go on dates a sit outside of coffee shops and put brandy in our coffee and just watch the night grow old then go home and hold each other naked cuz we're both too tired of life to do anything more
Please we can be beautiful
No one has to know what we've been through
Let them wonder
>>8037578
big hair :o
>>8037580
u-uhhhhh
im garbage
>>8037588
I don't wanna know desu
>>8037543
My parents only care to the point of what's easy for them. I got injured a couple months ago and they really cared because it was blood everywhere and a broken arm. Can't ignore it, it's easier to help.
But the idea that they might be contributing to my anxiety and depression. That something might be deeply wrong with me on the inside. It's easier for them to deny and ignore it. Pretend I'm fine. Even when I say I'm not.
Onodera is literally my wife, and I would appreciate it if you didn't post pictures of her.
>>8037591
>>8037598
Well in this world you might have to.
I have to still do it because people trespass on my property
>>8037605
aww look so comfy ><
^w^
https://clyp.it/z2rimlzl
>>8037587
Same here scratch the friend in elementary. The few friends I had didn't like me much though. I rarely got invited to do stuff with them.
>>8037610
Please go
cant be misgendered if you never go outside
>>8037610
oh no the pretty girl's talking to me
PANIC
>>8037610
Pls stay
>>8037588
to weak of upper body to fight. I spent a whole year trying to build upper body strength, and increased by 10%. During the same time I was able to increase my lower body strength by over 250%.
>>8037594
i'm giggling here XD
you're so cute :3
>>8037600
hooooh, i need to lie down
>>8037619
>>8037623
Yes slumber party! :3
>>8037624
You don't need amazing strength
What you need is speed and a fighting style.
>>8037612
yeah it was kind of like that in middle school
i think it was partially because i lived farther away than the other kids but i was also kind of the weird kid
>>8037612
iktf...
im worthless
>>8037610
it's pronounced a-lee-ness
hi :3
>>8037625
h-haha
>>8037630
i wanna be comfi too ;-;
>>8037629
Eh, I am kind of already at one. But I hope you and Cindy have a lovely night.
>>8037637
Come to LA
>>8037610
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1ccc0HLhEqr
>>8037531
Fuck off, troll
>>8037634
Literally me. They were all 5 minutes away from each other while I was 30 minutes away.
I got told off by some of them though. Said I was too depressing and negative.
>>8037641
Hey gumball
Wyd?
>>8037633
speed, what's that? I don't have twitch muscle fibers.
notice me
>>8037638
omg, now i think i know how the girls in high school must have felt.
you're so cute. X3
you need a bouquet.
too bad i can't supply any :(
>>8037649
i wasn't really depressing in middle school, i was just weird and kind of annoying
what really made me depressed in high school is that they all just abandoned me after middle school
we went to different schools and they just didn't respond to my texts
>>8037637
>\\<' sorry! I was like oh gosh I know I'm gonna butcher this...
>>8037639
we're closer to it everyday!
>>8037642
i can't travel.
i don't have a car.
can't you come to reno?
>>8037462
Just from this image I can tell nim passes better than me. :c
>>8037658
oh time i got a girl a bouquet of roses for valentines day ;>>
>>8037610
>no "hi anon"
>>8037485
They were funny, I liked the bane one ^-^
>>8037665
i wanna find out if im in or not ;o;
>>8037668
are you trying to make eva cry?
>>8037667
just because someone is lanky doesn't mean they pass :/
>>8037653
Playin' vidya and waiting for tomorrow.
REALLY antsy with my gf being on a flight back to the states.
>>8037673
this happened in middle school anon lol
>>8037662
it's ok :)
>>8037668
aww, that's so sweet :3
>>8037671
i did too.
i wasn't expecting to burst out laughing when i sang shrek tho
>>8037678
your going to make her cry doing stuff like this
>>8037670
Sorry Anon!
https://clyp.it/db5wnhwf
>>8037596
not imo
>>8037666
I can try.
I'm going to try to apply for general relief tomorrow
I'm going to get on my feet.
>>8037687
shhh don't tell her but im getting her her own bouquet too :)
>>8037672
me too
>>8037691
yes and nobody is ever going to love me
>>8037692
yay! i could get kisses X3
>>8037685
yeah
she never really liked me that much tho
>>8037693
flirting with other girls all the time is pretty scummy desu
>>8037675
I'm lanky too but I don't look like that
>>8037685
Oh I wasn't here when you posted the shrek one
>>8037704
aw, poor thing.
i wish i were there to make you feel better
>>8037688
That's a strange pronunciation of "anon", but I'm glad to be included nonetheless
>>8037705
i was talking about someone from middle school!
rate our comf time shitposting setup
(pls no bully onesies are comfy af)
>>8037708
https://clyp.it/cp0s0eo2
>>8037696
I don't think so, I think your mind is lying to you to make you feel worse
>>8037714
looks comf
>>8037706
idk
i just don't really look feminine anon
>>8037714
Filtered for making me cry
>>8037714
that looks comfi af desu
>>8037719
Neither do I. :c
I just hope HRT can change that, though every month that passes I lose a little more hope.
Why cant I relate to 90% of cis girls?
Why don't they think my jokes are fun and instead get awkward?
Why do boys ignore me in social situations?
I feel like I'm my own minority and even though I'm trying my damndest, connecting with humans is next to impossible.
Am I human?
Does anyone here know how to self-harm with drugs?
How abou how to get lsd?
>>8037714
your boyfriend is really cute and you deserve him because you are cute too :3
>>8037714
p comfy desu
>>8037730
Pls dont
EVERYONE
post pic of hand
>>8037709
a-ahh >>'
>>8037730
i dont think you can harm yourself with lsd
>>8037714
Damn comfýe
>>8037729
I just wish I could be with my boyfriend in person. :(
He's so far away, and I look so gross. I could never let him look at me.
>>8037737
why honestly
>>8037728
Get new friends and make friends with different demographics. I've been hanging with 25+ and preferably musicians. Huge upgrades from the children I'd need affiliating with before transition.
>>>8037730
Lmfao
>how to self harm
>lsd
Choose one.
>>8037730
Are you creative and willing to take risks?
I have chronic pain from intentionally overdosing before.
Don't need to hurt yourself if you're in pain all the time.
>>8037730
Smoke cigarettes?
Do not try to "get fucked up" on lsd, do a tiny dose to start and try to have someone to tripsit you
If you have to ask how, you can only get it from Tor sites with bitcoin etc, it's the easiest drug to fake in the world
>>8037738
i think i like messing w/ you :3
>>8037737
Za hando
>>8037729
do you lol or rofl
>watching horror animes at 4:30am
this probably wasn't the smartest idea
>>8037749
No she has gf
>>8037737
B-but they are all plain :c
>>8037737
>>8037716
Omg thats way to cute
>>8037751
I wish I was allowed to have long nails ;-;
>>8037746
My tastes and conversations... nobody really gets me.
And if I can hold a solid conversation, theyre like 3 decades older than me and aren't really willing to keep it going regularly.
>>8037769
does your job not allow it?
>>8037745
I wonder how much he paid for his hammer and sickle hat
>>8037749
messing with me!?!?
>>8037683
you saved me
>>8037778
yeah?
>>8037761
apparently not the way nim acts
>>8037735
I have to do this
>>8037739
Im in a shitty psychological state and I'll be alone
>>8037746
:(
>>8037747
I want my brain broken
I can cut or burn if i want pain
>>8037748
I dont want it to be safe
>>8037737
trying to put together an AdaFruit order.
>>8037728
>I feel like I'm my own minority and even though I'm trying my damndest, connecting with humans is next to impossible.
ikf...
I only ever really connected with a group of adults that were on average 10-20 years older than me. All highly creative and intelligent.
>>8037773
No u_u I can do polish but like what's the point of they're short!
>>8037751
are you allowed to wear fake nails to school?
>>8037783
Do you want to be brain damaged, brain dead, or dead?
>>8037777
yea, i was kidding around
>>8037716
>tfw physically can't sing
I'll never be yui
>>8037781
yeah
>>8037792
o, okei :)
>>8037794
how r u
>>8037791
Can I be all three?
>>8037783
There's a difference between selfharm and self torture, and you won't even get the results you're looking for
>>8037790
They're not fake .-.
You can even see where they grew!
>>8037730
Why would you want to do such a thing?
>>8037799
No.
>>8037737
Old pic bc I'm too lazy to take a pic
tfw to late to call my brother.
I never think to call him early enough during the day.
le sigh.
i guess i should check for some assignments :(
>>8037805
your legit going to make her cry doing stuff like this
>>8037813
Honestly, SSRIs or SNRIs then.
>>8037803
they look like gels to me...
but anyway how much have you been eating lately?
1500cal?
>>8037811
You pass a lot more than me. My boyfriend has never seen or heard me for good reason. HRT isn't working, voice training is taking forever.
If we were to meet he wouldn't have a girlfriend anymore, he'd have a boyfriend. And that kills me.
>>8037798
sad going to get high
W-why can't I be a mommy
>>8037818
i didnt do anything
>>8037823
nice im sad too but dont have anything to get high
wanna hurt myself but will probably just regret it
>>8037819
Scared of doctors
Using psychiatric drugs ruins the whole point
>>8037826
You're a genetic failure
>>8037820
No it's just nail polish :c
Like 1400cal a day id guess
>>8037826
you can be a mommy to a trans girl
>>8037830
Guess you're boned. Do a bunch of weed and give yourself a lobotomy.
>>8037813
You really shouldn't do such a thing, if you hate yourself talk it out with someone.
Vent to someone.
It'll make you feel better.
Doing drugs and self harming isnt going to help you.
Its gonna make you feel worse later on as you can't cope with your problems and just run away from them.
Its no good.
I've been through it before and it gets better.
Yo what's up, I'm at a goth club and dressed extra slutty. I'm so agp
>>8037826
You can be a mommy
I believe in u
>>8037838
post pics
>>8037829
its better not to. but same. really self harmy right now. miss my friends i pushed away
>>8037826
you can. You're just like the millions of infertile women in the world.
you can adopt.
>>8037838
Long time no see love!
>>8037838
hi red :)
>>8037845
Alright. Good luck.
>>8037838
Oldfags are so queer.
Look on your keyboard between T and O
>>8037855
woah
>>8037838
Hi red
How have you been
>>8037737
so big ;_;
>>8037855
E U I D H?
>yfw mercury so jealous of faye and ash is because merc is a butt ugly hon
shes so ugly she wont even post a real picture
now thats what i call ugly
>>8037833
aim for 1500 or more
boys wont want to kiss you if you dont have enough boob by senior year
>>8037859
can i hold it
>>8037866
but my boobs are growing fine! ;~;
>>8037868
Beautiful, you?
>>8037855
ZUI?
>>8037868
Im not that good but im getting better soon
Hopefully
Hows you, using the girls' room again?
How do I get kissu
It's been years ;_;
>>8037737
>>8037813
A normal dose of ketamine then.
Or just seek actual help, Alex
>>8037877
*smooches u*
>>8037878
Guess which hand I fap with
make the sacrifice
mutilate my face
Mehhh Lacus doesn't have any good avatar pics they're all official art. :c
Hmm~
>>8037845
No you don't need this
Doing drugs and self harm is going to get you know where.
Stop being childish and talk it out with someone like an actual adult
There's people who probably have gone through the same problem and talking it out with someone is always the best solution.
I tried bottling up my emotions and problems for the longest time and ran away from them through drugs/alcohol/self harm/etc. and its really no good
It just made me more depressed and I tried to kill myself
Eventually I talked it out with people and it made me better, it always gets better.
It helps you find solutions
You should never face something alone and by yourself its selfish and dumb.
It always gets better.
I've been showing this video to my cis friends to explain trans issues and how I see my identity as a girl
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eWVRzGMVXbM
Anyone else love this girl?
what animals are scary that arent humans?
wolves? bears?
>>8037885
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dvorak_Simplified_Keyboard
>>8037880
Where do i get ket?
This is the first option
If it doesnt work out im gonna see someone
Or thats the plan anyway
Also how'd you know?
>>8037868
Love it! Glad you're out having fun! <3
>>8037888
Actually really hate her. She has a video about how it's transphobic to not want to take a dick if you're a lesbian.
>>8037889
All bugs
>>8037872
okay, but I might accidentally crush your hand :(
>>8037881
O-oh
>>8037891
Writing style, sentence structuring, grammar and syntax. And the self destruction.
>>8037894
some bugs are cute tho like catapillars and ladybugs
>>8037893
How is it not transphobic? Lesbians like women, trans girls are women.
>>8037855
Look between Y and O ^.^
>>8037868
REEEDDDDD EEEEEEE
>>8037885
>Qwerty keyboards
>>8037902
Because lesbians aren't attracted to penises? Most I know are disgusted by them.
>>8037883
i dont know. pos a picture of both your hands and ill guess
>>8037903
Ui! ^~^
>>8037901
They still scare me desu
>>8037909
'twas a joke. If you must know though, I alternate between either hand.
>>8037912
>Not using both
One for the toy the other for my nipples
>>8037910
I just watched that episode :>
I ordered two shirts online and threw away the packaging but just realized they're too big and I can't send them back
I feel like such a moron
>>8037917
Masturbating is just a dull chore for me so I just get it over with as soon as I can.
>>8037923
Post the shirts!
>>8037918
I'm on episode 4 of Youjo Senki c:
>>8037891
See someone as in who? A certified mental health professional?
eh.
my assignments aren't due for quite a while, so i can slack off for 1 night
okay goodnight!
>>8037937
TIME TO PARTY
>>8037893
I don't usually watch her videos and I don't really care about her but I did watch this one since people are really mad about it
what she actually said is that it might be transphobic to call yourself a lesbian but always refuse to date trans women
she even said if you don't want to have sex with a person who has a penis you shouldn't and that's fine but just consider that it may be a form of transphobia
>>8037941
yea!!!! :D
>>8037924
desu I feel the same. Every month or so I just close my eyes and do it.
I haven't felt horny in ages.
>>8037930
Ah, it gets much better from there on. Thats where the real action starts.
>>8037914
Then those people are not good friends.
Talk it out with others.
>>8037940
Goodnight, Nim. Sorry for bullying.
>>8037946
what're u gonna do? how u gonna party?
>>8037931
Thats the IDEA
I won't if drugs work or if i cant trust them
Im struggling to
I just heard that psych wards are worse than rape so i kinda dont want anything to do with these shits.
>>8037924
I have been feeling horny sometimes lately but masturbating is tiresome and orgasm doesn't even feel that good...
>>8037955
i dunno.
maybe read some erolit, try to cyber w/ someone :|
Just ordered a blood test, how long should I fast for before getting the blood drawn? I have no idea what time is best to stop taking my meds to get accurate results
>>8037959
>maybe read some erolit, try to cyber w/ someone :|
how, what scenes do you like for your lit/rp?
>>8037957
That would most definitely be incorrect lol
I stayed in one recently and they didn't even force you to take your meds, you could opt out
Who /drunk and sad/ here
>>8037923
ohhh i did that too. my thought process was like "they're girl's clothes, so they're going to be tiny on me" and i bought a size up. on the plus side, i guess i'm not as huge as i thought?
>>8037959
which reminds me.
from now on, i will not be using the 'h' word.
instead, i will use the word concupiscent, unless asked to do otherwise
>>8037972
idk.
the most fun i've had washearing others talk about how much & where they'd kiss me, & then talk about how they'd gentledom me. stuff like that
>>8037980
yea
>>8037981
Just sad. Also tired too.
>>8037950
I really like it so far ^,^
Faye and Ash
>beautiful Aryan princesses
Mercury
>ugly nigger
kek
>>8037970
around 10 hours
do the test in the morning after you wake up but don't eat or take your morning hrt until after
>>8037980
heck yes right here right now?
>>8037983
i get you
they were unisex sizes so i went a size up and medium unisex was huge on me. men's small fits perfectly on me, so i guess i just figured medium would fit
>>8037991
You ain't slick
>tfw watching jellyfish princess with Ash
Hmmm yes Iktf
>>8038003
Oh no, the evaluation and the waiting period fucking sucks, I'm not denying that. Definitely the worst part about it.
>>8037995
yeah karate style
>>8038003
My period was over 24 hours lol it sucked so much
>>8038003
you don't really stop meds you are just supposed to fast and not take medication before the test so you take your evening dose go to bed then do the test in the morning and take your morning dose after
>>8038019
Same
>>8037957
In my experience psych wards aren't that bad, just a lil scary
No major changes after 7 months is normal, right? I'm 21, I still have a chance for things to get better right?
Some people look so good so soon, but it's okay that I'm taking longer right?
>>8037990
Same : ^)
Although I need to catch up on my Youjo Senki episodes as I stopped at 10
>>8038022
When does the feeling go away?
>>8038025
for people that look good after only a few months most of it is they learned hair and makeup and how to dress themselves
puberty takes a long time you'll keep getting changes for like 6 years
>>8038025
hormones aren't magic, so if you're waiting for them to turn you into a whole other person you're prob gonna be looking at like
3-4 years, not 7 months
>>8038035
I'm just waiting for something. I've not seen anything but a little bit of man boobage.
>>8038030
Idk
I hope it goes away one day
>>8038035
>only 2 years into my transition
I still have time, phew
>>8038005
They told me that I had to trust them to make the best decisions for me
Fuck that
Come into my home, drive me off someplace, lock me up and then demand trust
yeah fucking right
>>8038012
Mine was just 9, but I had been up for 24 hours straight before that
I was too scared to sleep that whole time, I don't know how they thought I was okay to leave.
>>8038013
Oh, yeah
guess im dumb
>>8038015
oh ok that makes sense
I had to unload my guns and put them away. I want to bleed myself dry but I don't have any bandages.
>>8038040
well you look at yourself every day, so you're not gonna notice the subtleties.
that's why it's recommended to take pics of yourself throughout taking mones and look at the beginning to see how you have changed.
>>8038043
i mean you look right now the way you prob will in 2 or even 5 more years, you're just gonna get a lil curvier wit bigger boobs and a rounder face.
hrt doesn't change bone. but 7 months is def too soon to tell anything.
>>8038012
I thought it took at least 72 hours to get out of a psych ward
(If that's what we're talking about)
>>8038051
24 hours to decide if she'd be held involuntarily or not.
>>8038054
My stay was voluntary
>>8038054
O my bad
Ive only ever gone involuntarily
>>8038009
dude nice im loving it
>>8038051
>>8038054
They have 24 hours to evaluate if you need to be committed or not. That's called a mental detention.
If they make you stay, a judge has to order it, and it'll show up permanently on your background checks (expunged at 18 for minors) and they keep you 3 days.
At the end of 3 days they can keep you up to 2 weeks or longer as they want.
Basically your rights as a human being are forfeit if you don't watch what you say very careful and manipulate the psychiatrists.
Whats mtfg listening to?
https://youtu.be/J61u3wFzl68
>>8038066
Just waiting for a vacancy
>>8038065
In Tx do you get to go to the court to challenge the order?
Or do they do it all behind your back?
>>8038068
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yWBzOD7C9gY
>>8038072
wow that's gross
where did they have you while they were waiting, just sitting locked up someplace?
>>8038068
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zywDiFdxopU
>>8038068
https://youtu.be/6lNXRKh5qaw
>when you get a day off and do some online shopping to treat yourself after all the hard work you did in the past few weeks and will continue to do
>ywn live a perfect life
>ywn have a loving boyfriend
>ywn pass
>ywn be kayla
why live?
>>8038073
Probably not. Mention nothing about self harm or suicidal feelings. Stick to your story, that it's all a dumb mistake and you'd like to leave.
>>8038063
haha same!
god.
i want dick.
i already came, but i need dick.
i want to play w/ somebody's dick
Yo what's up, I'm at home and dressed like a boy and eating guac. I'm so agp
>>8038083
Lel my life is shit
>>8038068
https://youtu.be/injpWO3pKjM
>>8038087
Mine is missing :c
>>8038087
Where do you live?
(asking for a chaser)
>>8038095
would you want to have a dick?
>You'll never know this feeling
>>8038098
It would be more convenient for peeing, but I heard tucking can be quite a mission.
>>8038094
Yeah, I can say it again on Discord.
>>8038101
when you hook up with faye, just examine hers
>>8038104
That won't be happening, she's my friend~
wtb chaser
>>8038068
https://youtube.com/watch?v=kRqtPeLlYhE
>>8038100
Fuck
>>8038024
I never want to see one again. spent 18 months locked up getting tortured.
>>8038104
Be nice
>>8038100
why would you want to?
>>8038100
Maybe if I kill myself and get reborn as a girl : ^)
>>8038109
Oh gosh the most I've ever spent was a lil over a week
That sounds terrible :(
>>8038096
i live in reno, nevada
>>8038100
i'm pretty sure everyone in here has held a baby at some point idu
>>8038111
we can tell its you dropping your name.
>>8038124
you'll never hold your own :)))))))
>>8038068
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fzMdNuFIx00
>>8038100
Who knows what technology will come up in the future
Maybe we will
>>8038128
i don't want a child that shares my DNA lmao
School early tomorrow so nini everyone!
>>8038123
That is actually kind of close to me.
>>8038133
>i don't want a child that shares my DNA lmao
why not?
>>8038139
He has mental problems and he's not white
>>8038137
where do you live?
>>8038094
New clothes! Stuff to help me start drawing! Miscellaneous stuff I've needed! Makeup and skincare items! Weaboo shit! Videogames!
>>8038122
That was when I was committed against my will and subjected to conversion therapy. I've been a wreck mentally since.
I can't wait to go back home
I feel so alone out here
>>8038136
Nini
>>8038139
i'm not that selfish. i've been telling my mom i want to adopt since i was in middle school lol
i would much rather adopt a child who doesn't have anything and give them everything. they would still be my son or daughter. or xir idk
>>8038143
Maybe I'll tell you in private one day.
are we still like our fathers? am i going to end up alone?
>>8038144
>no airshit
just picked up a eagle industries MPCR
pic related
>>8038133
I'd have liked to have raised a few kids of my own. to old now.
>>8038151
>airshit
Kinda on the backburner rn, more pressing needs.
I really wanna grab more guns for fun but
It's expensive and that money could go towards stuff I'll actually use everyday.
>>8038138
I really didn't survive mentally. when I came out I was blocking all my memories. I didn't know who I'd been before.
>>8038154
bout to buy this aswell
>i need help
>>8038157
That stock's gross.
>spartan delta
Oh the E&L offbrand.
Just get E&L, LCT, or GHK.
I wanna do a thigh high outfit
>>8038159
i Beat the fuck out of my old spartan delta at ballahack ando other places for the past year and a half and it was pretty gud
>>8038162
I feel weird about rebrands.
>>8038167
It's not slutty, it's cute! I'll be trying shorts or skirts once its warmer out anyway, this is less slutty actually! Less skin!
>That's a lot of stuff o.o
yea but i did a lot of work
>makeup and clothes are the best I need more >~<
Same
There's so many different looks I wanna try out.
I just dropped some money on quality stuff I know I'll be wearing a lot, but I still want more clothes for more fashion.
>>8038172
its actually not a off brand. it has land arms printed on the hop up. from what i researched it is a E&L series that inst licensed by jag precision
>>8038167
atlanta for school, home is all the way back in san diego
I get to go back home for at least a couple of months until I can get a job lined up
I've been out here 5 years and the loneliness and distance from everyone I cared about took its toll on me
>>8038160
i wanna do you in thigh highs
>>8038148
I could just tell her.
>>8038160
Do it.
You'd inspire me.
>>8038172
Adorable, do it, take pictures, show us all.
>>8038188
Tell me first. Privately, of course.
>>8038167
yep... Family and friends tried to, but being a tranny I got no justice at all. Most people back then thought trannys were evil and deserved any shit that happened to them.
We were making lots of progress under Obama, but Trump is likely to set us back a couple decades.
>>8038179
I see.
You know what, go grab the NPO AK-12. You'll be set forever!
>tfw no NPO 9a-91
>tfw havent bought an LCT SR-3M yet
>tfw no GHK HTS-14
>tfw don't have the surplus LSHZ-2DT vulcan yet
yadda yadda
>>8038184
That's a cute pic
>>8038189
Will do, moapy! Gonna be a while tho, gotta figure it all out!
>>8038194
/hug Chara
>>8038199
i dont care about your feelings just make me horny
>>8038180
Do you find it hard to make new friends. I find it near impossible.
>>8038205
I never could make friends
I was pretty much a shut in the entire time in college aside from the study abroad semester, but even then I stayed in my room half the time because I'm a fucking loser
Meanwhile my freshman roommate was the most popular guy in the dorm and I was his quiet weirdo roommate
>>8038199
i found a site selling a 9a91 kit for 400 dollars
How do I become a cute girl?
>>8038172
Thigh highs are pretty slutty imo, it's about how people react to it not how much skin you show :/
Yeah you work too much :c
I want enough clothes that I won't run out too fast :/
>>8038180
Oh gosh, that's far
I'm sorry it wore on you like that, I hope you feel better when you get back home. Maybe you can meet a friend while you're there?
>>8038196
That really pisses me off
Do you know anything, like the name of the place you were or the people who hurt you?
I could take some busses and trains and just shoot them.
>>8038216
be born one
>>8038202
thats rude
>>8038212
Kit? With the suppressor? Show meeeeeeee
RWA has them complete but not the suppressed one, which I want for Bad Company 2 fun.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e1AM-wvSIV4
>>8038217
>Thigh highs are pretty slutty imo
Okay maybe I like looking attractive ;>.>
I'll wear a collar with it too!
>Yeah you work too much :c
Yea but now I can fund my wants
>I want enough clothes that I won't run out too fast :/
SAME
I honestly have very few outfits and if I didnt go to work all the time I'd re-wear clothes a lot
So I'm really trying to feel out my style and flesh the wardrobe out
>>8038219
>>8038199
Ill wear tights but Ive never done thigh highs, like how do you get them to stay up? Am I supposed to be pulling them back up ever half hour?
>>8038207
Hey'd you delete your steam or wut?
>>8038224
its a russian site so it might be kinda sketch
http://9x39.ru/machine_gun/airsoft9a91/9a91-kit-sgl.html
>>8038202
LOL
accurate
>>8038211
I feel for ya. All the friends I've ever had befriended me. Even then I'm dismal at maintaining friendships.
>>8038216
Do your best and never give up
>>8038217
thanks
my friend already promised to take me out as soon as I get back home and just talk about things and I'm really looking forward to that
I'm only here a few more weeks and I need to focus on finishing school so there's not really any time for new friends now
im gonna take a shower /mtfg/
dont run the water please
>>8038229
Do you wear tights under something or do you pull them off with no bulge somehow?
I dunno how you get them to stay up though, there's probably some little tricks to it that I haven't learned yet.
Or wear a tight enough pair that they stay lol.
>>8038232
Oh I need to provide the internals, lame.
Only Russian I know refuses to proxy stuff for anyone, too.
>>8038237
*turns the tap on*
>>8038224
>I'll wear a collar with it too!
You're a living meme :p
I'm glad you're getting rewarded to offset your horrible stress ^^
All I wear is like, jeans and tees, and I still don't have enough ;_;
I got this weird jacket/top combo where the top was sewn in with the jacket, I like it ^^
>>8038236
no problem, I didn't do anything
I hope you have fun with them then ^^
Good luck with finishing school, don't screw up like me
>>8038237
*flushes repeatedly*
>>8038243
they also sell the entire thing on the site too
>>8038248
>You're a living meme :p
I need to constantly broadcast my need for anal and submission.
>I'm glad you're getting rewarded to offset your horrible stress ^^
^^
>All I wear is like, jeans and tees, and I still don't have enough ;_;
A solid start at least!
Gotta cover the basics first.
>I got this weird jacket/top combo where the top was sewn in with the jacket, I like it ^^
Post itttttttt
>>8038250
Maaaaaaaaybe
>>8038254
it was hard to find reviews on it
>>8038254
>I need to constantly broadcast my need for anal and submission.
kara...............
>>8038255
If you mean NPO, NPO is top tier stuff.
If you're talking about the site, well, yeah that's a problem.
new apt!
tfw alone
>>8038229
Piety
>>8038264
same wanna be alone together
>>8038259
What do you need to know? That was a pretty straight forward joke, no?
>>8038263
Nice apartment
>>8038261
yah. also i sold my val
>>8038268
ty
>>8038264
Same.
>>8038263
Looks really cozy
>>8038263
looks really nice
>>8038273
what breed of dog sleeps there?
>>8038268
Could you provide something more visually stimulating?
>>8038263
comfy
IM GAY ALSO NEW THRED PLZ
>>8038288
Hmph.
>>8038286
means you were abused/emotionally abused silly
and associate pain with love
>>8038283
^~^
>>8038263
Need a roommate?
>>8038288
but it's at least not a lie
and it's my filler
everyone's got a filler
like, drake posts bullshit
you post cute shit
cindy is a cute shit
and beanboy posts weirdshit
but i can post about other things, LIKE:
i like ice-cream
and pizza
i have pizza!
>>8038299
is burch's chaser creeping on you now?
jeepers
>>8038292
hmm
makin me think
>>8038291
okay im going to go in bed and read a bit do you want to join me
>>8038303
Wait that's Burch's chaser?
Poor thing.
>>8038299
I SAID HMPH
>>8038306
pls
goodnight
>>8038309
For a chaser you give up too easy. Confidence and persistence is key.
>>8038311
too bad it would have been easier to end you
>>8038308
didnt you tell me you have a lot of empathy?
i guess you better go fuck him so he's not sad
or else youre HEARTLESS
>>8038315
I sincerely hope you do not take whatever Drake says as anything but gross misrepresentation.
>>8038362
you replied to me, retard :^) get trikt