/mtfg/ You will never be this pretty edition

reminder not to give anyone (You)s so they stop posting

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>ywn be this cute

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are we talking about my shoulders?

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just kidding!

hi im here now

>>8014523
I'm actually jealous of a bloody rabbit
jesus christ

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>wake up at 8
>fall back asleep and wake up at 10
reeee I hate myself
>>8014531
Mercifully kill /mtfg/

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Who capitalism here?

>>8014534
>>8014536
4chan passes were a mistake

>>8014538
Seek sunlight

>>8014542
what do you mean 4chan pass?

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>>8014541
Capitalism is the future uwu

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>>8014542
i swear
these pinheads are gonna get a knuckle sandwich

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Who suicide here?

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>>8014538

>>8014555
floofi

Boy hips

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>>8014552
me

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>>8014552

>>8014558
girl hips!

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>>8014534
Not anymore. Wat up nim?

>>8014532
Can't you be cute like a member of the human race?

>>8014558
Boy don't have hips.

>>8014558
Itty bitty benis

Itty bitty balls

>>8014558
Big ol man back

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>>8014549
I'm a woman (male)
I'm not fucking insane, I know that my sex is immutable

>>8014540
iktf. my sleeping schedule just randomly fucks up. sometimes I'm awake for a whole day and sometimes I sleep 12 hours a day

>>8014565
I'm not asian so I can't :c

>>8014565
just woke up :)

>>8014567
Ur 15 you sont have to weigh in on this one. you were never a man
>>8014565
I...I know...

>>8014558
asdfasdfadsfadsfaff

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It's 8 o clock and I'm ready to fucking kill myself

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>>8014576
>young people can't have terrible bodies
End
This
Meme

>>8014558
>boy hips
>boyhips
>byhips
>bhips
>bhip
>bip
>beep
>beepbeep

>>8014580
I'm just saying you probably don't have as much to worry about as you think. Plus you're retarded and will grow hips so why even worry about shoulders

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>>8014571
You don't have to be asian to be cute.

>>8014575
Feeling better after a nap?

>>8014579
How about you have a drink?

>>8014581
No coincidence
>>8014577
Hug a maeve
Bone augmentation when

>>8014582
Because my back chest and shoulders are why I hate myself?

>>8014584
I'm native american. I don't drink. And if I did I would just drink myself to death.

>>8014587
Did you ignore literally half my post

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Good morning mtfg

>>8014591
It was wrong

>>8014590
Waaait. You are Indian and a tranny?
Wow talk about bad luck.

>>8014590
"I don't drink water. I just protect it."

>>8014593
mornin

>>8014593
gm
did you sleep well
>>8014586
hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg

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yo my thighs and butt are so big now

HRT is nuts yo

>>8014608
how do i get hrt to do things like that it's broken

>>8014608
when did you start and what are you on
secrets pls

>>8014610
coot pupper

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>didn't die in my sleep
Well shit. Guess I have to keep living
>>8014593
Morning
>>8014570
I'm super stubborn when it comes to getting out of bed
I'm awake enough to turn off every alarm on my phone but not awake enough to get out of bed
>>8014608
Nice

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>>8014541
A GOOD MCBUISNESS
>>8014582
It's all about FACE, FRAME, HEIGHT
Tiny stuff like hips don't matter

>>8014613

Time. It's a slow process!

>>8014614

22, 7 months ago. 2mg E sublingually and 50mg spiro x2 daily.

>>8014617

It's ok I guess. It's making my butt look a little flabby I think?

>>8014620
Tiny lives matter 2017

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Got a new shirt today. tfw hon body

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>>8014620
>frame
>FRAME
THIS

I can't take tit growth anxiety
I really need to switch to raloxi

>>8014603
I think so. I... only managed 2 and a half hours ;_;
I had a dream I was arrested for listening to loud music and the police officer was a giant lobster or something because when he grabbed me I was in a giant pincer and it was terrifying. They gave me my hrt and I took the spiro sublingual and it was disgusting. wew, maybe I didn't sleep so well >.>

fuck I need some K
I wish I could reproduce the ego-numbing effects without it, I keep trying meditation techniques but I think I'm too autistic

I love not being able to remember who I am and when I close my eyes it's like I never existed
it's a comfy feel

>>8014542
>passing is easy
I saw that earlier, that better be the MD talking

pls rate my body
>>8014627

from hon 0 to cis 10
this is 3 years and 1 month of hrt

>>8014637
actually not that bad desu, hips look great.
can't really judge chest from the front although maybe that's just because you've been unlucky with bobber growth.

I'd say a 6/7

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>need to practice voice
>lose my voice crying every day
This is fine
>>8014637
Decent desu, not perfect but not that masculine looking either so
Like 6 or 7

>>8014637
2, stop wearing tanktops

>>8014627
it fits you well
>>8014623
yeah but it's been almost the same amount of time as you ;_;
maybe i should try gaining more weight
>>8014634
>only managed 2 and a half hours
x_x
i got like 4 but trying to go back to sleep
>took the spiro sublingual
wew what a nightmare

>>8014635
are fake memories something to worry about?

>>8014639
I'm wearing a sports bra under, which has pads. My boobs are small-ish (almost a B)

>>8014644
thank

>>8014645
2 because tanktop or...? owo;
Also it's my only tanktop

>>8014648
thank you owo

will boobs recede if I switch to a serm?

It's only been 2 months and the puffy and sore chest is making me dysphoric

>>8014648

oh yeah I've also gained like 10-15 pounds

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>>8014541
whoever owns the most capital gets to exploit other people's labor.
laissez faire capitalism has led to exploitation of labor, child labor, production surplus, & crippling poverty for workers.
leaving a shitload of food, but nobody who can afford to eat all of it.
i know people used to think, "o, it's so terrible how people in some socialist countries have to line up for charity bread."
bitch, @ least they have any charity bread to speak of.
& it's not like they're planning for things to stay that

>>8014656
k gonna eat ice cream for breakfast

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>>8014657
>leaving a shitload of food, but nobody who can afford to eat all of it.

>>8014660

I found the biggest thing that helped me gain weight was just eating more often. If I eat snacks and stuff every couple hours then I can totally crush a big meal when the time comes.

>>8014667
I need to gain weight but I can't make a habit to eat normally or more often

I hate hrt. Why can't there be a brain only estrogen

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>>8014664
i am taking microeconomics.
that's a silly generalizaton you're making, & it does.
do you know anything about 'supply inelasticity'?
it generally applies to things that people NEED, like utilities.
so if anything that you NEED becomes scarce, you're fucked

>>8014672
& that's not even to mention the possible exploitation of supply-inelastic demand, wjich has happened, & such cases, you are similarly fucked

>>8014650
on drugss? uh idk I have brain damage so I get them anyway

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>>8014671
hrt is the only good thing tho

>>8014670

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

>>8014679
yer a good thing
>>8014667
will do, thanks

>>8014635
Let's be real, it's a low bar

>>8014679
Well I'm getting reverse dysphoria over breasts and wanna stop because it makes my feel all gross and squishy

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>>8014670
Drink wholemilk!
>>8014672
You're going to need the price of every minimally processed source of calories like Milk, Nuts and Flours to go up by an extreme margin for it to affect survivabilty

>>8014678
sometimes on drugs sometimes not but it seems like my brain wants to influence me on decisions sometimes with things like that. other times it's more like "oh that was/wasn't a dream/made up bs"

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>>8014686
Think you might not b trans?

>>8014687
Does drinking whole milk really work?

>>8014689
Basically I feel uncomfortable

If I had a magic button to be a girl. Id press it.

But transition has just evolved into disgust for me and I'd rather just stop now and just look normal instead

If only IHC accepted debit. I could buy raloxi

>>8014691
It's a lot of calories, and in liquid form so it's easy and convenient to consume a lot

>>8014686
Maybe you're a femboy.

>>8014691
Its literally fat and sugar in liquid form m8
You can also just make simple bread without yeast or eat nuts which are pure fat

>>8014698
Maybe but that's harder to get meds for

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>>8014676
hell, even supply-elastic demand can be exploited.
you just have to be a little more creative about it.
besides, the people who own capital are very likely to give it up, even if you try to sweeten the deal for them.
b/c they know that it can be used almost exclusively for their own benefit, even if they aren't necessarily the ones who are actually using it.
this is where the term 'exploitation of labor' comes from.
if you profuce a loaf of bread, you own its full value.
but not in capitalism, instead you get an arbitrarily determined sum for the time it roughly took to produce it, which is remarkably less

>>8014691
idk, but i've heard of times where people had to water it down to conserve it. there have also been rumors around those times that distributors had already watered down their milk from the start.

& there are people who seriously expect me to believe i'm describing the "best system that anyone can possibly think of"?
maybe it's the best for people who own capital

>>8014684
There's "passing" and then there's "you look great hon, passing". Of course some regular people consider transwomen as women and they see past appearance. You can never tell which one you're getting anyway so to best to just be confident in yourself and not care too much.. right?

>>8014699
I'll write id down.
What kind of nuts?

>>8014702
*not very likely to give it up
there are discrepancies between what i think & what i write.
i'm sure i've already made a few people aware of this

Hey /ck/ I have these crab cakes and some white rich I'm not really sure what I can do with them. I'm thinking light onion garlic, some broccoli and soy sauce but my rich won't be great with just those. What do??

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All scary skeletons are male skeletons
Food for thought

>>8014711
>>/lgbtmtfgck/

Everyone make sure to try your best today.

>>8014711
Probably mushroom too

>>8014711
Why did she mean by this

>>8014718
what is this new positive Natalie
the heck is going on

I mean I really like it but it's a little spoopy

>>8014705
Pretty much all of them are the same
I don't eat them tho desu
>>8014702
Even if milk was watered down, which is illegal, it is still the best source of liquid calories

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>>8014714

>>8014711
Fuck I mean rice autocorrect is dum

>>8014688
uh idk then

>>8014684
depends on your genetics, you've seen my jaw and stuff
it's certainly achievable for a lot of people to pass with hormones and effort and this board's standards are skewed but don't call it a low bar

>>8014724
Seems to be a lot of sadposting lately so I wanted to try and cheer the place up.

>>8014729
I thought it was a meme lol

>>8014711
Imo make rice pilaf, good with crab cakes. Sautee carrots+onion+celery in a bit of butter, mix in the rice to coat, then cook in chicken broth instead of water. Broccoli on the side just steamed

>>8014702
What?
In capitalism, if you provided everything you needed to create the loaf of bread then you own the full value, but if someone else supplied everything and you only supplied the man-power needed to actually create it then by definition you don't own the majority of it's value.
I feel like I didn't understand what you actually meant so please correct me.

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>>8014704
It's best not to care but I think you're really overestimating how much people even pay attention to the gender of strangers.

>>8014718
my mom said I make the best joints does that count?

>>8014731
>depends on your genetics
No, it really doesn't. There's a huge difference between "passing to normies" and "not experiencing dysphoria anymore". The retards on this board (somewhat understandably) conflate the two.

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>>8014733
bless you
(hugg)

>>8014718
i'm gonna try my best at killing myself

>>8014738
Sure does. You make the best joints you can, okay?

>>8014740
Cute bunner.

>>8014742
Good night, sweet princess.

>>8014737
I just mean when I pass someone and they're chuckling and hiding their face, I'm getting a pretty strong vibe that I'm not passing and they think I'm a comedy prop.
>>8014734
>chicken broth
Really? I've never used it. I mean sounds like it will be good.

>>8014733
Sorry

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>read webcomic
>overwhelming consensus is that certain character is a "whiny cunt"
>see parts of myself in that character

welp

>>8014746
Yeah chicken broth to cook rice is great. Just don't do it if you want it with like Asian food, you need plain white rice for that.

tfw boys wont date you because you're an icky tranny so you resort to dating mtfs who think you're cute.

>>8014744
I always make the best ones almost like a machine. that and cooking are like the only things I'm really good at.

>>8014746
Paranoia is a bitch

>>8014750
Wanna whine together?

>>8014753
Those are valuable skills to have. What kind of things do you like cooking the most?

>>8014747
Don't be.

>>8014735
ok. here's what i meant.
let's say you work for a electronics company.
under the company's employment you've just invented a really amazing gadget.
who owns the implementation process?
you? or the company?
the company owns that process.
& they also own the intellectual property itself.
the company experiences an unprecedented surge of profit.
what do you get to show for it?
a promotion, probably.
& they'll probably register a patent in their own name for it, which means you won't be able to make your own commercial version for quite dome time.
does this sound fair?

>>8014757
yes pls

>>8014752
If you find true love a boy will love you no matter what

i think i might end up trying to kill myself if i keep on hrt

some of the effects are nice but i was keeping a lot of feelings bottled up with T and i can't do that anymore

>>8014758
hearty food and dessert mostly german but also a few ones from the anglo, italian and austro-hungarian kitchen.

>>8014756
Idk elan
>>8014751
>Asian food
Disgusting
>>8014765
I think ur looking into this too much. Just deal w ur probs. Hormones aren't involved

>>8014767
the difference is i was still depressed on hormones but i could just kind of lay in it and not complain

now it's like overwhelming

>>8014760
That's perfectly fair. Do you work in the electronics industry to have a perspective on this? Because R&D is very very expensive. The company provides you a place to work on your design, the development tools, an environment to collaborate with others in your field, and all the tools necessary to prototype and bring your design to market. Your name will also almost certainly be on the patent unless it was a large enough group effort that they just credit the whole team. It's not just design in a vacuum. You're giving zero credit to the greater organizational structure that makes your great new gadget possible.

>>8014769
You can heal
See somebody

>>8014769
pick up a nice drug habit

>>8014767
>>8014769
*before hormones

Im extremely sad and lonely and can't stop feeling bad

>>8014766
Sounds gewd. Are you cooking anything now?

>>8014767
Why do you think Asian food is disgusting? :(

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>>8014767
I spent a good solid few months in early transition looking like an obvious crossdresser.
Even then, open harassment was not common, and you pass far better than I did back then. You lack confidence.

>>8014773
Don't do this

>>8014771
im seeing a therapist already

>>8014773
that's just gonna make things worse

ill admit the honeymoon period seems tempting but after that ill just be a drug addict doing drugs alone in my room to stop myself from being even sadder than when i started

>>8014767
>>Asian food
>Disgusting
Wtf..... get a load of this shit taste

>>8014775
I am lonely too, I sleep 14 hours a day because sleeping is easier than being awake and lonely

>>8014782
Thats the way im heading
I hate this

>>8014782
>>8014784
get a job
seek sunlight

>>8014785
Too sad to get out of bed
Too anxious to go outside

>>8014785
>>8014788
Same

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>>8014775
>>8014782
My favorite part about sleeping is that its like being dead except I'm not hurting my family.
What about you two.

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>>8014739
looks like I'm posting it again
there is a difference between looking like an ugly cis woman and being unpassing

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>>8014767
Asian food is tasty
>>8014782
In bed all day every day
>>8014788
This, bad feels

>>8014791
I r8 ugly cis woman/10

>>8014776
no but we made like arabic bread filled with ground beef, salad, tomatoes and onions which is something new we tried. I often cook with my parents they both like it too.
we had a resturant for like 5 years. sometimes I just cook a meal for few days or a week only because I want to get better and try out more and everyone else is like pls no after eating the same thing for 3 days which I don't get.

I should die

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>shave in shower
>be throrough
>get out of shower
>hair everywhere on legs
>mfw
what the actual fuck?
I'm so angry, I'm just going to let that shit be.

>>8014791
>>8014793
at least in that picture
in the ones where you do really weird things with your eyes idek what you look like to me...it just unnerves me so much I can't even look past them

>wanna stop hrt cause I'll end up a come tired freak
>brain: but I wanna be a girl
>me: will you fuck off, I already got us a boyfriend you greedy fuck
>brain: but if you repress, your entire existence as a sub will be worthless at 30 when you hit gay death as you will age like a male
>me: fuck

>>8014798
Is your anger instinctive, learned, or genuine?

>>8014803
Stop being dumb

>>8014796
Ooh. Sounds pretty good. What happened to your restaurant?

It does get tedious to eat the same thing for days on end.

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>>8014803
Cone titted*

Fucking phone

>>8014798
Nice 5 in your name to avoid the filters, i don't understand why you would do that, it's okay that some people don't like you, it's the internet

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>tfw just a failed male
>>8014798
Iktf
The lighting is garbage in my bathroom so it's hard as fuck to shave my arms or legs and be sure I got everything

>>8014797
There will come a day when all our endeavors and loves and fears will cease to be, the coldness of old age will bring us closer to the grave...and then we will dissappear, broken down by bacteria and insects and become nothing

Mountains will crumble and once fertile valleys will be flooded with salt water, destroying all life and its sustenance, and our sun will grow larger until our atmosphere evaporates and earth becomes a desert... then anything or everything that survives our species has adapted to life will they will also cease to be, destroyed by the wild temperature shifts and cosmic and solar radiation. The sun will then exhaust it's hydrogen, and it will shrink and grow dim and the coldness will overtake our planet.

Meanwhile the galaxies will become more distant expanding and exhausting their energy until coldness and darkness overtakes everything, leaving not a faint trace of anything, but before then, the bonds that join particles will collapse and all that has ever existed in our universe will be torn apart and no semblance of reality will be left.

But today there is sun, there is warmth and there are things to do and experience.

Live while you can because the death of everything is certain.

>>8014806
I am genuinely conflicted
I can't reconcile what I want to be with my desire to be normal

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>>8014798

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>>8014809
she's a pro at that

>>8014776
>>8014781
mostly memeing
>>8014792
it ok

>>8014791
Just because you don't pass doesn't mean it's not a low bar. It's low, but not touching the ground low.

>>8014814
Fucking weirdo

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I feel cute today.

>>8014811
Life hurts
I want it to stop

>>8014812
Thats why i said to stop being dumb
It's obvious to everyone what's more important stop being an angsty fucking kid

>>8014820
>mouse on screen

>:(

lookin coot tho

>>8014820
Youre cute EVERYDAY

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>signed lease to my new apartment
>no dirty roomies or pets to worry about
>work going okay finally living the full time stealth dream
>bf making me happy
>family is slowly coming around to seeing me as a woman

im nervous the rug is going to be pulled out from under me suddenly so even tho things are on a major upswing i have my guard up for unforseen bullcrap

is this what it's like to be a responsible adult?

Okay so should I risk reconnecting my old storage hard drives.. Last time I did it bricked my OS

I kind of want the data back, I kind of don't care

How do I get out of bed to take more drugs

>>8014820
you are cute!!

>>8014770
it doesn't matter how many partners you have, it only means more individuals to whom it should belong.
that whole point is can actually be used as an argument supporting labor unions.
& frankly, i think it's silly to complain about costs of r&d when capitalists everywhere agree that stagnation is a bad thing.
i really don't see any reason why a franchise just owned by the workers & its success are out of the question.
there were people who used to be farmers before the industrial revolution.
then all their land was bought out.
they had to move into cities, specifically, crowded slums.
their living conditions sucked, their working conditions sucked, they did not own the means of their labor, lower-class children were selected for dangerous work for their tiny bodies & tiny hands, & when lower classes decided that these conditions were too brutal to lice under, they were greeted with scabs, & thugs to shoot @ them.
adam smith was wrong, ok?
somebody's self-interest already won out, & everyone else paid the price

>>8014821
Yeah but with a gym build there's no point in hrt

>>8014807
the location was in bumfuck nowhere so we didn't get lots of customers who just drive by and come there just by seing it. you had to know you want to go there because there is literally nothing else in that village. in the end we had to close it because it didn't made enough after 5 years. better to stop before you go into a big debt.

I can eat alot of things for at least 5 days it doesn't bother me somehow.

>>8014831
dont

>>8014828
>>bf is making me happy
Wonder what it's like

>>8014828
Happy for you ^^

>>8014829
Sure do it

>>8014831
You dont stupid cunt

>>8014831
why can't you take drugs in bed?

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>>8014820
I feel half cute half gross

>>8014828

happy for you

>>8014836
>bullshit
>repression excuses
Fuck you
Open your eyes

>>8014837
Ah, that is really unfortunate. These days it's hard to make anything happen outside of a city.

>>8014842
But what if I brick my OS again I really don't want to go through that ordeal all over again

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>>8014843
Have you ever tried snorting something laying down?

>>8014844
badfeel
hope you're ok btw
(well obviously not but yknow what i mean)

>>8014849
Now you know how to fix it
No risk no gain

>>8014847
Ask anyone who's seen my real face on discord

They will back me up

>>8014833
I wasn't the person you were originally arguing with and I don't have a strong opinion either way on the rest of all this. I only commented on the electronics thing because that's literally my career and I have a personal interest in that.

So I'm just going to back out here.

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stole my brother's hat

Also
>tfw you're so autistic you can't even talk to kids normally

>>8014850

I tried to dronk a glass of water laying down once. Biggest mistake of my life.

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I want to be a girl

>>8014852
Meh.. I don't care about the data that much.. It was just a bunch of porn and wallpapers..and I don't even look at porn..

>>8014853
You're not that bad amy you're really not
I get your feelings i really do
But stop this repression garbage please its horrible for you

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Who else wants ww3 to happen? Shit would be crazy

>>8014856
I'm too autistic to talk to anyone normally

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>>8014860
you already are though snickers
and a cute one at that
(hugg)

>>8014806
I'm not really angry desu.

>>8014809
I sort of was part of anonymous in the old days and my thing was messing around with backdoors and filters and security systems, so these "safety" measures like filters are like a stupid challenge. i mean. you can't even search for my posts in the archive just by putting a space between letters and having no trip. there's no fucking algorithm or program that will let you do that because it follows no pattern and is based on a whim.

let me rephrase that, you can do it, but it's going to be so time consuming so as to deter any sane person.

more to the point for me it's one of those mqchine+person assisted games like captcha. maybe some cool programmer will use my shitposts to come up with an actual ai that can learn from this. lol.

but to be totally honest. it's just to spite people for wanting to live in a bubble so that their feely-ohs don't get hurt...

>>8014860
your eyes look very feminine (tho they also remind me of Elijah wood's eye, somehow) And hair is fem too.

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>>8014851
I'll be fine if I can keep lying to myself that it'll get better
>>8014856
Cool hat yo
>>8014867
Same

>>8014849
true but my dad and I recorded videos on how to cook so everyone else can cook the same stuff too. I live in a 25k town now but in the last 20 years small bars, resturants, butcheries, bakeries and cafes are closing slowly one by one. only the number of food trucks increased.

>>8014860
don't be gross

>>8014861
Porn and wallpapers are the shit
Get that back ok

>>8014866
I just want to fade into nothingness

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>>8014867
then just give me silent hugs you qt autismo ^^

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>>8014828
Living the dream
Congrats! Yeah being on your own is nice, I had a few months with no roommate in an apartment, was the greatest thing.
>>8014860
Just keep at it
You'll be there soon. You look fem in the pic anyway

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SLEEPIN MAKES ME FEEL GOOD
morning y'all

>>8014872
Yeah, in this day and age it's hard to spend money on luxuries. No option to try again near a bigger city?

>>8014875
Do I haaaaaave to..

>>8014850
no but I have a little desk next to my bed. perfect height for snorting.

>>8014869
>it's just to spite people for wanting to live in a bubble so that their feely-ohs don't get hurt...
personally, for me, its more for the physically repulsive photos of yourself that you've posted
and that you're incredibly muscular and almost 40

>>8014879
Transing make me feel good

>>8014831
which

>>8014800
idek what people mean by this most of the time
what do I do with my eyes? you mean forcing them open when they're being lazy?

>>8014817
OUCH

>>8014821
it hurts for me too bby. life is truly suffering because we hold on to these weird ideas about how life should be.

but I have died. and I tell you. as much tranquility that i felt during those moment swhen everything went black and I was brought back by an EMT, I prefer eating a nice pizza and a good cup of wine.

>>8014866
only if youre drafted

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>>8014873
How do I do this?
>>8014879
>go to sleep feeling pretty alright
>wake up and cry
Sleep is weird senpai
>>8014890
Brutal

>>8014875
>I just want to fade into nothingness
I wanna see migs and f22s dogfighting overhead, i wanna see los Angeles which is in the distance from me have a huge mushroom cloud over it, i wanna go inna woods and go to my uncles bomb shelter and be a vault dweller

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>>8014871
well you've seen some of the timelines right?
things can get better yknow
probably not helping too much but i hope you feel better soon, and consistently

also rip autism

>>8014876
Hugg =)
Korra right?
if so then I heard you have a new name, what is it ???

>>8014887
idk i can't really describe it beyond freakish
you look like a monster

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>>8014882
That sounds hella comfy

>>8014858
Me too thanks

>>8014886
Mdma

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>>8014877
ty bb! im really loving this waitress thing. easy work, shifts that aren't too long and i still get giddy hearing my girl name and having guests gender me female all the time

i guess I'm still in the honeymoon phase but it's a real self image booster :]

>>8014879
Hi grace good morning

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>>8014890
Girls can't be drafted silly

>>8014897
Yea it'll get better
Just worried if it'll be good enough yknow
Just gotta wait and see

>>8014864
But dumb breasts growth and don't want the shame of wearing a bra

>>8014880
my dad said maybe later in his life or maybe just as some kind of supervisor who can tell you and help you on how to do it. he's in his 50s now and has a little midlife crisis with many pipedream like ideas but just goes back to restoration
of old buildings now.

>>8014897
chloe :3

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>>8014894
>go to bed thinking about a boy holding me
>wake up to thinking about waking up with him resting his head on my chest
Sleep is comfy
>>8014901
Hi anon how are you

>>8014903
iktf
just want things to get better
hopefully we can all be happy with our results :3

>>8014907
oh cool, nice name
I had a friend called Chloe, she was so nice!

>>8014908
>Hi anon how are you
good but tired and bored.
What're you up to today grace?

>>8014906
Ooh. I see. Well here's to hoping he achieves his dreams.

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I'm a big man in my power suit

>>8014913
why are you tired and bored?

>>8014879
Hi grace

>>8014880
Ye.

>>8014889
I dont know
Im just hurting and want it to end

>>8014896
I miss having passions and interests

>>8014905
It shouldnt be shame
You're a GIRL and theres nothing wrong with a girl wearing her bra

>>8014905
>don't want the shame of wearing a bra
I don't wear one most the time, have been told to wear one by people irl on several occasions

>>8014917
Are you employed now?

>>8014919
Tired because I didn't sleep well last night
Bored because idk nothing going on

Why do you ask anon?

>>8014917
tfw u will never dominate this boy

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>>8014905
I'm sorry but I don't feel ashamed in wearing a tight sports bra to fit in my suit

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>>8014905
>wear a bra even tho I don't have boobs
>looks like I do

>>8014883
yeah, that's your problem. maybe you should go to therapy or something?

things insubstantial as some 40yo hon on the interbet shouldn't rustle ypur jimmies.

>>8014924
idk im bored as well
and this thread is boring

>>8014920
>I miss having passions and interests
Me too, i have none rn, can't even play video games since hrt because they became boring

>>8014917
Is thay a girls suit? Looks like soft girly fabric. Asking because i need a suit for some interviews i have lined up.

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>>8014899
it is I could just lay on my side close to the desk and snort a line but I don't have anything to snort rn.

Amy is being dumb

I miss Myrthe

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>paycheck tonight is gonna be $611 after tax
Dang taxes took away almost 200 bucks but weeeeeeeeeew that's gonna be nice
>>8014913
It's my day off so I enjoyed some sleeping in after being up kinda late
Today I'm probably gonna get some stuff done and play videogames with friends
>>8014920
hay alex

>>8014935
Hi me

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I need to decide what kind of bikini tan line I want this summer.
I like the comfort and ease of a one piece, but the lines aren't as sexy imo.
A two piece bikini with the standard halter top is hot and accentuates my tiny boobs, but leaves a line on the neck.
A two piece with a racerback or bra style is hard to find.
>What tan lines do you think are the most feminine, ladies?
>I think bikini bottoms are sexier than the super slutty looking thong tan line, would you agree?

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>>8014933
Name yer poison

>>8014914
ty. I just wait and see what time brings, things never stop changing anyways.

>>8014937
Do you have SRS?

>really nice out
>feel lazy
>nothing to do at home

What even is there to do outside

>>8014932
It's a men suit, just a trendy men's suit

Aka a gay mans suit

>>8014929
I mean it takes all of 2 seconds to filter someone
you're just physically really gross and are the literal definition of an agp hon
if I wanted to interact with old agp hons I'd go to susans

>>8014936
you and myrthe are so cute!!!!

>>8014935
>Dang taxes took away almost 200 bucks
Same for me, every check i lose 200 bucks, its bullshit. We shouldn't be taxed at all if we make so little. My bf makes $300 a day, tax him, not me.

>>8014931
Oh okay. Sorry I know someone who has the uncanny ability to spot my posts on here even when I'm anon and I thought maybe you were them.

Yeah thread is boring but at least it isn't as super dramatic as usual. I wish I was home watching Netflix or something though. Instead I'm stuck at work on lunch break

>>8014935
Fun fun
I want to play some video games but nothing is really stand out fun anymore to me. What are you going to play?

>>8014941
No just on hormones and still closeted. But I have a place to tan in private.

>>8014948
>We shouldn't be taxed at all if we make so little.
Tax returns.

>>8014947
Thank you!
I have to wait another week to see her again though and it sucks!

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>>8014937
All pale
The sun is evil

>>8014927
>be manly man looking for job
>wear suits
>go to job interviews
>get back home
>gf takes off all your clothing
>dresses you up like a girl
>makes fun of you for wanting to be a boy
>teases you sexually
>denies you release
:^)

>>8014944
>Aka a gay mans suit
H&m? Gimmie brand, id love a faggy suit. Next job I'm going to just flame out

>>8014953
lucky!
I havent seen jequin in like 3 weeks ;~;

>>8014939
weed and alcohol (socially) but I would try coke or lsd if I find the right time and place for it.

>>8014949
aw, why did you not sleep well last night?
i was looking at netflix earlier but they never have anything I actually want to watch

>>8014948
Do you not get tax returns in the us? Like if you make under x a year they refund some of your taxes?

>>8014932
Its like the whole world's gray
I hate this

>>8014935
Hi
Im sad

>>8014946
Susan's is preddy cool it's not just hons and stuff. you should go there and stop living a meme life, friend.

>>8014956
hot

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>>8014959
I'd love to try me some coke, it's so damn expensive though, and I suspect I'd like it too much.

Been awhile since I've had the opportunity for acid I've been sitting on a 10strip since last summer and just haven't had the time or occasion for it.

>>8014963
My tax return is why I'm getting 3 hour electrolysis every week. I just don't wanna wait till next year to get my money when i need it now

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>>8014950
Ah, okay. I was just thinking about how risky going out in a bikini would be pre-srs.
>>8014949
I'm not sure, just found out Birdy's gonna be gone for hours, and Kei is gonna be at school for a while too,
Maybe some more final fantasy 14 while I do some cleaning and write up thank you letters to the cops and a good Samaritan for saving my bike the other day.
Why don't you try Nier? Heck I just bought it, I should actually try it. Everyone's on about it though, and it seems real fun.

>got helix pierced on tuesday
>already thinking about getting lower lip done

i'm broken desu

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Took 7 hours to get out of bed but I'm up

>>8014957
Yah I have separates from h and m and kohls best cheap suits

>>8014972
Hasn't that lost like half its potency by now?

>>8014968
;)

>>8014964
alex, try kundalini yoga

seriously. look up a vid on youtube and zone out. meditate. it helps align ypur body and thoughts.give it a month

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>>8014974
Nier is rly nice

>>8014977
Lucky, i only have my ears done, bf might buy me a belly button pericing

>>8014956
?

>>8014962
I probably drank too much coffee too late lol :p I had decaf today so hopefully that'll fix it

Yeah that's usually how I feel to. I was in the middle of watching Sherlock on there like a month ago, so I want to finish that up. But otherwise not sure if I'll find anything good.

What else do you do for fun?

>>8014974
Nier looked cool but I don't wanna spend so much money :\ I was thinking I'd try to buy a used snes on eBay and play some old stuff desu. Maybe nostalgia will be fun :p

>>8014967
no thanks man
I'm really not joking when I say looking at nonpassing old people delayed the start of my transition because of how off-putting it was

>>8014977
Helix is pierced too.
I get a tattoo tomorrow

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>>8014981
Probably not, it's still vacuum sealed and stored in the dark

>>8014980
How cheap? My mom suggested goodwill and i don't wanna stoop that low

>>8014992
maybe time for a candyflip

>>8014992
Good girl

>>8014989
I don't do anything for fun, I lay in bed 10-12 hours a day hoping for some good news but it never comes

>>8014986
>belly button piercing
that's one thing I assumed to be a stupid thing only cis girls did

>>8014994
>I don't wanna stop op that low
My dad makes 100k a year and shops at goodwill lol

>>8014977
Yuck

>>8014978
Congrats

>>8014983
Im too sad to try things
I miss my friends

>>8014992
Everyone always told me even then it loses some, but then again you probably know better than me lol
I'm getting half a g of free ketameme from my drug guy so that's comfy as heck

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>>8014977
Nice

does hrt change the effect of acid.
last time there was a part where i just sweating like crazy
thats never happened before

>>8014980
>answering kayla and not my sexy provocations. >:(

D: I'm sorry anon>>8015000

I wish i could keep you company but I gotta go, lunch is over. <3 pleas feel better soon

>>8014972
I just can't find coke in this town. my usual dealer said no it's to dangerous for you so I asked my friends bur they said they only could get shit tier coke. I could buy lsd but still I would need someone with my to do it.
how much is a good gram of coke where you live? here it's like 90-110€ so it shouldn't be too expensive

>>8014955
Lol, but tan lines are nice to further the feminine look, and bikinis are cute!

>>8015007
Gosh its almost like illicit drugs aren't FDA approved or remotely safe

>>8014981
wrapped in foil and sealed in a bag with a desiccant packet or even just a paper towel in the freezer will work practically forever in a pinch

gotta store that shit properly

>>8014986
nice, i kinda want that too after i got abs
>>8014991
im getting one in april, small one tho.
What are you getting?
>>8015003
>Alex
Lol
>>8015004
aparently lsd losing potency is a meme, it's a lot less unstable than some ppl think.
Darkness+vacuum is enough for years
>>8015007
maybe idk i never did acid before HRT. Sweated like a pig at some point both times tho.
I remember cypro and LSD having a minor meme interaction

>>8014994
100

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Was thinking of wearing a waist trainer to help boybody but it'd sqish my lil boobs cause of my boybody
Is it okay to only wear like half of it?

>>8015010
I won't, hope you find something good on netflix

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>>8015004
LSD is a stable molecule.
Without exposure to light and air it will last indefinitely.

Also, ket is so gross

>>8015011
A gram of coke doesn't get you very far, that's an awful lot of money for one night

>>8014996
That sounds comfy

Where is everyone getting all these drugs

And what do I need to do to for you to share them

>>8015023
Ket is amazing desu

>>8015007
Cypro does

>>8015024
be over 21 and live near me, basically

>>8015013
>putting this much faith in the government
baka