Tru-trans trannies of /lgbt/ (agps need not apply),, How did

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>>8012114
My childhood isn't all that vivid to me but I "coped" until starting HRT at 12 by presenting female. Hope that helps!

>>8012114
I cope by crossdressing in secret and fapping to the thought of transition.

>>8012114
alcoholic beverages and escapism in the form of vidya

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>>8012216
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>>8012457
...........?

>>8012114
>I go out to dinner, go to class, hang out with friends, have normal relationships all in my head. While in real life i've completely disassociated from my body and my life
So you aren't transitioning. Hardly tru-trans.

>>8012493
this

>>8012493
>you have to transition to experience dysphoria
fuck off cunt

>>8012114
>Tru-trans
no such thing in the blanchardian typology

i think you mean "exceedingly effeminate gay men"

>>8012114
You sound autistic as fuck.
And you aren't even transitioning, so you're not "tru-trans".

>>8014403
Rhetorical question: What's a man without his masculinity?
Sarcastic answer: A male-to-female transgender woman.

>>8012114
>Tru-trans trannies of /lgbt/ (agps need not apply)
lmao op you should have taken this part out. this entire thread is just going to be agps sperging out over it

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>>8014444
Yeah, i just realized that

i just wanted to shill my blogpost, just let it die

>>8012114
I cope by keeping myself busy. Dysphoria hits me worst in my downtime.

>>8014412
end your fucking life

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>>8012114
Why do mtfs have such an autistic definition of "tru-trans" ?

in ftm circles trutrans just means you experience dysphoria and believe you have to experience dysphoria to be trans

>>8014726
Because mtfs bases their things on medical theories, and take the definitions from there.

While ftms are tumblr activists and take their definitions from tumblr.

>>8014708
>>8014399
Go back to tumblr with your "you don't have to transition to be trutrans uwu" nonsense. They're much less likely to trigger you and will even call you she/her despite your gross man-bod.

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>>8014745
>bases their things on medical theories, and take the definitions from there.

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I repressed, abusing psychotropics until I snapped and called a urologist at 21. The secretary scheduled an appointment for orchiectomy. If transsexual issues had the exposure they do now when I was younger, I definitely would have pushed back against those adults who policed the feminine out of me. It would be easy to despise them, but all is forgiven. Things are okay now. My best friend came around. He's been supportive. And the way my bf treats me, it's like all is right in the universe. It's not healthy to regret what could have been; all in all, my body is alright and took well to treatment--5'4", hips are wide, never had a visible adam's apple, tiny hands, etc. Back to the question though, the answer is that you don't cope. You're the epitome of a human train wreck. Best case you become a walking zombie and hide your trash on the inside. Sooner or later you gotta deal with it.

>>8014745
You take your definition out of your own ass instead. "you experience dysphoria and believe you have to experience dysphoria to be trans" is literally the opposite of what the tumblr crowd believes

>>8012114
you aren't true trans.
we don't cope, we transition

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I went into a depression around 13 where I spent all my time sleeping cause "I can't be a girl"
Until I learned what hrt was at 15, and ordered some ASAP

>>8016232
Were did you get the hrt need them asap but don't know were to look and iv tried and failed ?

>>8016260
I went with qhi

>>8016274
What's that ?

>>8016287
qhi is a website where you buy hormones
Look for the hrtgen thread if you wanna know more

>>8016224
t mega hon

>>8012114
What's the definition of tru trans and agp ?

>>8016301
u probably dont know what hon means, ppl like you who don't even transition and just "cope" or "repress" are the ones that become hons, not early transitioners.

>>8016295
Thanks :)

>>8016304
It's alllll memes
If you have gender dysphoria you're trans
That's all there rly is to it

>>8016304
they're just memes

>>8016310
Not the other poster but what's a hon realy mean jw

>>8016325
hons are the old men who transition in their like 50s, usually married and have kids, and speak like a caricature of a woman. they can be found calling eachother hon on susans.org or reddit

>>8016344
Aw ok I seen like a 19yo get called a hon on here once and I had no clue what It ment so there not a hon then

>>8012114
This was literally me pre-transition. I spent alot of my time day dreaming how my life would be had I been a born a normal girl and how I'd be going about a normal life doing everyday normal shit. It was like a way to escape from reality and the nightmare that was being a boy. Besides that, I took any chance I had to dress in girl's clothes and be the real me when alone.

It was a way to vent all the repression I forced on myself for years. The venting didn't work all that well as the dysphoria just intensified to the point I was ready to eat a shotgun. Then I came out the moment I learned transsexuals were a thing. I thought I was just fucked up and alone in my fuckery.

>>8016325
A hon is a tranny that doesn't pass off for a woman at all and just looks like a man in drag. Typically ugly transwomen, crossdressers, transvestites and old/late transitioners for some bizarre reason commonly use the term 'hon' (honey) as a term of endearment towards each other. So we call them 'hons'.

>>8016312
This

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Drugs. Every drug conceivable. I was in a near constant haze until my mid 20s when I overdosed on heroin and finally came out to my friends on the hospital bed. Three urge to use went away significantly once I started transitioning

>>8016428
On this website, "hon" means someone who doesn't pass.

>>8012114
I have to admit that I talk to myself, playing the "role" of a partner who cares about me and loves me and rescues me from my life. I read too much Twilight as a kid.

>>8014910
>hurr you don't have depression unless you're in treatment
>that crazy guy who yells at traffic can't be schizophrenic, he's not even on any meds!
>what do you mean you have a broken arm, you haven't even been to the doctor yet

Tumblr shit is fucking retarded, but it's an equally retarded over-correction to act like everyone has it in them to seek treatment for the shit that's wrong with them. There's a difference between being crippled by something an unable to get treatment, vs pretending to suffer from something while you live care-free and refuse "treatment" for no other reason than you don't feel a need for it (meaning you don't actually have the condition).

>>8020577
What do you say to yourself? Doesn't being the one saying it ruin the immersion?

>>8020600
Well sometimes I will just say it in my head. But I actually have a more motherly, self-assuring voice that I'll use too. It's kind of sad really.

>>8020600
>>8020624
Also I didn't mention this, but I actually kind of have whole casts of characters who go on adventures to find me, like princess locked away in a tower type stuff, but with a different spin on it each time. Like I'll do a sci-fi thing, a thing where I'm cursed and the curse has to be lifted, basically you could fill books with it.

>>8020624
>It's kind of sad really.
For our position it's very understandable.

>>8020628
>basically you could fill books with it.
Do!