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cis girls be all like

• Informed consent providers
[dead link]
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Reducing Muscle http://www.trans-health.com/2001/lose-muscle-gain-fat-dieting-for-mtfs/
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
• anne. thread

previous >>8010236
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previous >>8011428
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Dysphoria doesn't go away even tho I pass as cis and am pretty I wanna die
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Sounds about right
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tfw you pass ok but can't get over the fact you have a dick and its really disgusting, and you know you wont be getting rid of it anytime soon
reee
>>8012167
rip ;~;
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ash and nim thread
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chocolate cheesecake hnnnggg
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>>8011378
that's horrible
im glad i know no cis women
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>>8011378

Just came in to say fuck cis women like the one in OP's picture.
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how do you pick a girl name? >:(
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>>8012296
Dingo is pretty good.
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>>8012296
try "Alice"
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>>8012296
pick something you like
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>>8011378
Jesus that picture
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>>8012315
How many of these do you get on a weekly basis?
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>>8011378
>Oh my daughter thinks she's a boy too
great mtfgen thread to peek into
I want to rape cis women like my mom who say shit like this about mtfs and ftms. Worst ones are the ones who give themselves asspats for being liberals but say shit like this about their kids, watching as they get ruined by puberty but not doing anything about it because TERFs and other retards brainwashed them.
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>>8012324
Quite a few, my favorite is "once you are finished"
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>>8012334
Why rape them when you could just accuse them of child molestation, sneak child porn into their computer, and fuck their lives forever?
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how the fuck do i stop fealilng this genital dysphoria bulllshit anyway, all i want to do is cry in bed or rip it off
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>>8012410
get srs
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>>8012369
>yfw they get found innocent because there's no proof they downloading it themselves
>yfw you get prosecuted after they remember you used their computer once and yours gets searched
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>>8012439
if you're underage, make it porn of yourself.
if not, use their computer while they're sleeping to download it
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>>8012273
please post more passable girls in the future.
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>>8012434
:^)
yeah lol, not like i havent thought of that.
so glad i have $20k cash to spend on a new vagina ;~;
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>>8012451
I wish all these rich fuck priveleged posters realized in the real world getting srs is nearly impossible. Like yeah i get it your parents sent you to an ivy league uni and you never had to go hungry but reality is more than half of us are on minimum wage and even more are flat out broke.
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>>8012451
>tfw your state requires it to or they misgender you to the grave
>insurance is garbage
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>>8012451
i'm sorry ;-;
I hope you're able to finance it soon...

>>8012468
kayla i'm unemployed and stupid i'm sorry
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>>8012450
Oh, sorry.
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>>8012478
I know you were being sarcastic. I'm talking about people like ash or elanna, fuking school students acting like their more intelligent and not just more priveleged. Intelligence means shit if no one cuts you any breaks. I wish I could go to grad school, shit I'm kinda interested in engineering again.
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>>8012443
>getting into people's houses while they're asleep
>thinking you can contact the police anonymously after this without giving away your identity and being suspicious enough of a tip off that you would be tracked
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>>8012509
shut up kayla, maybe if you actually did shit 7 years ago instead of repressing over and over, you would have already gotten srs and be happy right now
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Reminder to all the newfags to not reply to kayla
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>>8012470
Leave that shitty state
move somewhere decent

>>8012509
hugg
just don't let them get to you ok?

>>8012521
I thought you meant like
your own parents
not other people's parents wtf

>>8012525
>>8012536
no bullying
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>>8012525
A fellow /cd/ oldfag! When did you start your transition?
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>>8012542
Fuck off Lauren you're just as bad as Kayla.
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>>8012555
no im alex wtf
i don't talk like lauren
take that back cocksucker I'll kill you
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>>8012536
i hope KAYLA dies and her mother can finally be at peace
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>>8012545
idk if i count as oldfag lol.

I only started hrt last year because of being underage in a really unsupportive home, but ive been around /cd/ and /lgbt/ since 2013
and am friends with some of the older people

when did you start?
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>ctrl+f
>beep
0 of 0
bad thread
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>>8012574
Sup homely hag?
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>>8012574
hi beep
did your dad call off the hitmen yet?
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>>8012536
Considering her mother taunted her about wanting tits and told her not to cut off her "beautiful cock" I can understand some resentment.
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>>8012581
Shut up Kayla and grab the nearest razor blade. Remember down, not across!
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So glad im not Kayla tier lmao I'd kill myself
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>>8012578
sup bitch
>>8012579
i think so. i havent heard from him since all that happened. what he gets to teasing me and calling me a sissy boy so much growing up.
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>>8012597
Same
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>>8012604
Kyke cougar/10
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>>8012588
Not even her but you don't treat your trans daughter like that.
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>>8012604
u a drag queen?
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>>8012604
|pats|
There there hon..
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>>8012604
nice angled cropped filtered pic that is not at all indicative to what you look like irl
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>>8012626
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>>8012588
>>8012597
you're disgusting

>>8012598
good, fuck him
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quak
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>>8012296
My first trans friend looked at me and said "you always seemed like a robin"

And I kept it
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>>8012608
I <3 her but I'd probably change to a gnome if I had money. Also, mages are straight up painful to play now ;_;

>>8012632
Hallo!
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>>8012633
He probably meant it in a gay batman sidekick kind of way.
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>>8012632
isn't it illegal to be a nazi in germany?
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>>8012296
i was adopted by my stepdad in 6th grade and i asked my parents "what would my name be if i were born a girl?"
haha good prank i really got one over on them
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>>8012626
shes super pretty jelly hon
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>>8012641
She*

Also robin has recently been a girl and a mixed gang of both sexes
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>>8012599
My therapist was pretty chill and sorta helpful the last few times I went, I guess it's worth a try
Yeah I have ~30 days until college is over and I have my degree. I'm just powering through but this is the worst I've felt the whole time I've been here
>>8012491
Me on the left
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>>8012638
hallo!

>>8012643
yes
I havent been caught yet though
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>>8012645
My parents said they initially thought I was going to be a girl and my name was going to be melissa.
Funny right? HAHA
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>>8012632
:3
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>>8012647
That pic is 2 years old
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>>8012645
tfw you asked your mom this and she refused to tell me
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>>8011378
Ouch alot of these hurt.
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>>8012650
Nigga dont teach me about batman I know batman shit.
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>>8012657
Then you should replicate it for a current version!
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>>8012192
tfw you hooked up with someone before SRS because he thought you were super cute, but now he wants you to keep it quiet and won't explain why.
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>>8012651
I believe in you, you can handle it!
Good luck for after you're out of college, not having that stress should be good for you

>>8012652
lucky girl ^^

>>8012659
rude of her

>>8012661
they do :c
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>>8012296
I already have a girls name.

My parents are dumb.
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>>8012629
that would be fine if your phone wasnt in front of your face and if the photo was higher res lol

>>8012647
so glad im not a hon, literally all it took to pass was sit on hrt a year, didnt even need to grow my hair

>>8012632
hi :3
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>>8012192
use nair. make it look cute as possible. maybe put a little bow on it and post pics for us to see. its the only temp solution. godspeed
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>>8012662
I'm robin in a "no one can decide what robin is" way

Also obviously I took it because as a boy all my gfs called me batman
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>>8012673
Thats lewd af beep.
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>>8012296
I read through a big ol list until I found the one I liked
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>>8012668
What we must fight for is to safeguard the existence and reproduction of our race and our people, the sustenance of our children and the purity of our blood, the freedom and independence of the fatherland, so that our people may mature for the fulfillment of the mission allotted it by the creator of the universe. Every thought and every idea, every doctrine and all knowledge, must serve this purpose. And everything must be examined from this point of view and used or rejected according to its utility.

>>8012671
hai :3

I remember that picture
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>>8012665
Straight on pic, no filters, just had the sun in my face
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What to do on a Wednesday night?
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>>8012574
>>8012598
>>8012645
Well well well. Looks like you need a new daddy in your life little Beeper, and you are in luck. Take the weekend off next week so we can hang out in Philly together <3
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>>8012675
>:3
>>8012674
robins a cute name tho desu
>>8012659
wtf ur moms gay
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>>8012667
rip :(

>>8012673
>nair on genitals
:^)
no ty

>>8012679
how are you?

>>8012680
dream on kayla

>>8012682
cut ur balls off lol

>>8012683
why are you cheating on me cart? ;~;
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>>8012682
A, J and K are best. F is a fat fuck.
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>>8012673
Also people who shan't be named used like 200 posts to say I sexually abused you and I'd like to officially apologize because I think you're okay and I lay on egguchan every time I'm on my couch and it makes me think about you
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>>8012682
Eat pizza and cry
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Does anyone else ever see a cis girl in media or something and think "I would have been like her."
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>>8012690
get good
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>>8012690
>>nair on genetals
Not that big of a deal. Nair on your anus however... I learned the hard way.
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>>8012682
Tag urself I'm F
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hi
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>>8012695
i think that about girls i meet with common interests and a similar personality
like really wow kill me
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>>8012659
I know the answer was Sarah, she had told me the story behind it multiple times

I asked her again and she said "Justine" I laughed and I told her she had a week to say the reeal name or it's legally robin.
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>>8012690
>why are you cheating on me cart? ;~;
Nigga did you just call me Cart? Who are you? and why are you retarded?
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>>8012680
You look like shit.
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>>8012690
am okay, got new meds, a lot more mellow now
still havent been very productive but could be worse
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>>8012700
I want to be h
I want to be with a
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>>8012701
hello lorn
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>>8012695
Not really. But I sometimes wonder if I would be anything like what I am now if I was cis. I'm trying to become a mathematician. It's somewhat uncommon to see women go into STEM fields that aren't Chemistry. Although mathematics has more gender balance than most so I guess it's not that uncommon.
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>>8012708
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>>8012682
>tfw kind of an E mixed with J
>tfw want to be K
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>>8012708
meds for what?
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>>8012715
antipsychotics, for the whole being insane thing
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>>8012632
Duck! Hey.
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>>8012700
None. I'm probably closest to A though. Hair and skin color is the same. Wear glasses too sometimes although I don't need them.
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>>8012718
You're insane?
I thought antipsychotics were sedatives?
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>>8012711
My Neice is 10/10, dated some actor from a woody Allan movie while she was in Paris, and is a mathematics major interning with google right now
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>>8012700
im closest to a or d am i cool yet
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>>8012700
I was an E, but with smoother lines.
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>>8012726
hmm I see. So what you're saying is that I should kill myself?
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>>8012735
hey
no
me first faggot
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okay goodnight!
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literally E but a lot shorter
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>>8012739
What was that? I couldn't hear you
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>>8012737
In all honesty I have been thinking about that alot lately. I'm pretty sure the world doesn't need me. And being alive is pretty hard.
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>>8012693
this is pure and you are forgiven, of course.
>>8012739
snugg nim
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I'm going to get a job just so I can save up get plastic surgery on parts of my body.
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>>8012724
Well to a point I guess?

and ya thats roughly how they work I suppose? Idk, I just take what my neuro gives me.

>>8012721
hayo!
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>>8012739
gn, dummy
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>>8012690
I was a boyscout. sucked a lot of dick.
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>>8012752
I'm glad you got more meds! Do you feel better or worse on the new ones? Anddd did you read my pastebin thing I made? Or had you left the thread by that point?
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>>8012755
gay
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>>8012693
i wanna sexualy abuse beepbeep
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>faye will never lust after me like she lusts after beep
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>>8012747
being alive is hard and the world doesn't need anybody
fuck, it'd be better off with nobody in it
but everybody has their own value
even you
and it's not fair to deprive current and future people of the pleasure of knowing you
or the future good you may do

>>8012752
I don't think it's good to be as mellow as you are
just taking whatever somebody gives you is
really careless and dumb
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>>8012755
I was a model, I bet I sucked more.
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>>8012632
Hug outslept phie :3
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hi
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>>8012764
iktf
le sigh
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>>8012751
Don't bother. I have a really good job and still can't afford plastic surgery without credit and I'll be damned if they get my shekels. It's really not worth the money when I could spend it on alcohol and sleeping pills instead.
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>>8012772
Hi
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>>8012772
H I
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For every tranny that voted for Trump and the Republicans last year, I hope Paul Ryan takes away your health insurance so you can't get doctors or therapist visits so you can't get your hormones so you can't transition. Karma needs to teach you a lesson!
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>>8012772
h e l l o
l o r n
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>>8012775
Bye
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>>8012780
Id give up my mones if it meant no more mexicans
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>>8012784
;_;
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>>8012780
Karma for what?
Being a class-traitor or something?
Eat shit.
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>>8012781
>>8012775
>>8012776
hello
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>>8012766
p sure I won't do anything good. And nobody's going to miss me. Math majors don't do anything except belittle engineers and get belittled by physicists.
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>>8012780
Im gonna be able to vote next time
What if I voted for trump as a joke
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>>8012780
Its pointless saying such things here. Everyones either too young to vote, not American, or still in the phase of their life where they just copy their parents views.
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>>8012792
You live in Cali, it's not like your vote matters much anyway, sorry.
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>>8012791
...where is the lie
>>8012761
its not hard
i cant even fight back
id probably like trip and succ you on accident
>>8012764
OwO
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>>8012780
i wanted to vote for that one black guy i forgot his name
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stormfags ruined 4chan
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>>8012682
G is best waifu btw

>>8012697
>>8012749
C'mon Beeper you cant ignore me forever. We used to talk all the time and I was so nice to you. Just re-add me on Skype or better yet add me on Kik @ the_carthaginian

You gotta give that boipussy up to somebody sooner or later.... might as well be me :P

>>8012680
http://imgur.com/a/ljXb4
Dis Kayla is best Kayla, this is how I will always remember baby girl Kay Kay
LUL xD

>>8012780
>I hope Paul Ryan takes away your health insurance
TFW I have to drive through Paul Ryans hometown to go see my Waifu
TFW my Waifu is gone forever
:(((((((
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>>8012796
Why not?
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>>8012780
>I hope Paul Ryan takes away your health insurance so you can't get doctors or therapist visits so you can't get your hormones so you can't transition
I actually work and have money so...
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Got everything fixed and running, yey. Everything's gonna be okay.
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>>8012795
I'm 21 and my parents are too retarded to vote.
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>>8012803
Good job!
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>>8012790
How was your day?

>>8012791
You never know senpai
I've wanted to die a lot before
But after every time I hold myself back I do something good that makes it worth living that little bit longer.

You have a major your life is important don't die >~<
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>>8012801
Because your state's bluer than this board.
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>>8012792
What if I was able to vote and voted for trump seriously?
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>>8012801
California is overwhelmingly liberal and voting conservative is basically pointless when 70%+ of your state votes blue no matter what

Same for Washington state and New York and New Jersey
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>>8012801
super liberal state plus the electoral college
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>>8012773
>>8012764
I'm kinda a little bit uhm crushing on someone rn ._.;

I wish I could like find a nice easy comfy relationship where we go on trips to Tokyo and our beach and ski houses and just be happy but it feels like it's always so complicated
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>>8012790
How ru
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>>8012801
California always goes blue because it's a liberal magnet. Also Illegals vote here. It literally doesn't matter what you do. Unless you vote for Calexit. Vote for Calexit.
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>>8012799
communists slaughtered millions

>>8012803
*pet pat*
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>>8012817
im ok hugg
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>>8012814
tell that to pennsylvania
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>>8012682
tfw im B
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>>8012819
Calexit?
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>>8012830
cali leaving the usa
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>>8012829
good body type i would canoodle
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>>8012759
at least I can sleep again, but I am always tired. less anxiety tho, which is nice

I read it. way too moderate but it could be worse I guess.

>>8012766
hes a respected neuro tho, he probably knows what hes doing
and whats bad about being mellow

>>8012771
>outslept
I WISH ;_;
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>>8012829
F*
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>>8012821
Good
Hugg
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>>8012832
But y
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>>8012830
everyone: he will not divide us!!!
california: see ya losers
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>>8012827
PA seems to be a swing state.

>>8012820
no toUCHING AHH
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>>8012682
I want to be raped ;-;
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tfw trying to masturbate but cant get horny.

should I start progesterone?
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>>8012800
No daddy don't try to cheat on me with that midget ! It looks like a boy still !

Daddy stahp ;__;
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>>8012682
Aaaaaand I'm nobody on here
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>>8012830
I want to secede. Actually I want Cali to secede so that Dems lose 55 electoral votes and California descends into communism, then anarchy, then narco-despotism(ariba~).
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>>8012842
this pic...
oh no..
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>>8012834
A lot of respected psyches inflicted horrible suffering on their patients :/

passivity is killing the white race
life is supposed to be exciting, thrilling, interesting
if you're too mellow you can't experience a full life

>>8012838
because they want a political echochamber where everyone votes progressive and all the icky conservatives can't touch them

>>8012840
what's wrong with touchies :c
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>>8012834
You slept like 10 hours, how aren't you outslept D:
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>>8012838
Californians are dumb.
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>>8012848
No you're a boobless H.
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>>8012834
>at least I can sleep again, but I am always tired. less anxiety tho, which is nice
That's mostly good then! I wonder if you'll be less tired once you've been on the meds for a bit.
>way too moderate but it could be worse I guess.
Thought it'd be. Eh, it's one of the reasons I'm not terribly comfortable calling myself a nazi unironically.
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>>8012839
>california secedes
>50% of california is federal land
>california keeps throwing a tantrum and going on about how they're amazing and progressive and saviors of the new world
>literal treason and declaration of war by not paying treasury dues
>rest of america does nothing
>water runs out
>mass drought and starvation
>america does nothing, you wanted out of the union, okay
>people start to rape and kill and cannibalize each other in the streets
>rest of the world watches as california eats itself alive

They can throw whatever kind of tantrum they want but they need help from the federal government even if they don't like to admit it.

Just as much the rest of America needs California for its food.

It's kind of funny to watch both sides flinging shit and crying though.
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>>8012850
oh yes
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>>8012843
Just use your butt. Or stop being lewd.
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>>8012835
dont bullllly
>>8012833
cadoodle me daddy
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>>8012838
different political beliefs and they have a very large economy
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>>8012848
Most of us aren't. I think the ones who did claim one are lying tBh.
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>>8012855
Eh H kinda looks like my tier of tits, but I don't have the hips
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>>8012843
6mg estrogen
if that's not enough
then 8

>>8012874
you're a tran
>>
why do americans seem to think that non citizens can vote
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>>8012852
People are filthy
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>>8012874
Unfulfilling life and depression
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>>8012858
>Just as much the rest of America needs California for its food.

Nope! California grows mostly specialty crops that the rest of the country could live without (and alot of it just gets exported anyway). The midwest is the breadbasket of the country. We'd have to pay like 0.50USD more for Avocados and oranges but that's all.
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>>8012872
I'm going to be your K little H.
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>>8012874
you should be focusing on finding something to fill you up :3 (really tho no euphemism)
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>>8012878
because a third of Hillary voters were illegals

>>8012879
therapists are filthy
im very clean
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>>8012878
They can in some states. Not legally but super partisan states relax rules or tighten them to try to cheat even though they don't have to because they're already super partisan.
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>>8012882
That's even better then, California needs Colorado's water, and nobody really needs California.

Although granted this is all kind of hypocritical since I'd like to go back to LA or SF
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>>8012884
Alright big K~
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>>8012852
thats okay I am used to suffering anyway

>if you're too mellow you can't experience a full life

I dont want to experience anything tebh

>>8012853
I slept from 9 to 5, so just 8. also pills make phie always tired

>>8012857
ya prob, but then I am gonna increase dosage too so we will see how that works out
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>>8012888
>Although granted this is all kind of hypocritical since I'd like to go back to LA or SF
Trade you. I fucking hate it here.
>>
Hello /mtfg/
How are you all tonight?
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>>8012893
just kinda feel bleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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>>8012886
Well I'm not touching you unless we're both in a shower

>>8012892
If you have the money and don't mind the taxes, overly annoying people, pollution, violence, oppressive laws, backwards laws, and all..

It has good education and a good QOL
>>
>>8012893
I'm pretty fucking close to suicide right now, which hasn't happened in like 3 years but on the upside my dysphoria finally got bad enough for me to go on HRT so there's that.
>>
>>8012891
Being accustomed to suffering doesn't make it okay.

Maybe the reason you're not concerned over suffering, and the reason you don't want to experience anything, is because you keep taking the pills?
Have you thought of that?
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>>8012849
That's not really how it works

1. There are heavy restrictions on the number of votes, if California leaves, the republicans don't get more votes, the people get counted more accurately, and the republicans are already over represented.

Also cali is a bigger country in every way then Britain and is only hampered by the US government, it pays a dollar and gets back 70 cents

It would become even more amazing without the republican tax drag
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>>8012900
unlikely, I just started taking them 2 months ago
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>>8012902
>Should I get a job?
how is this a question
>Its pretty much the only option to pay for hrt and such
GET ONE OMG
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>>8012898
>don't mind the taxes
pic related

>It has good education
No. It literally has the worst education in the country.

>and a good QOL
No. People here live like fucking BR fevelas outside of where I live and a few other places.
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>>8012878
People are no longer capable of handeling online information correctly. Not even the elected president.

So despite being continually spanked by the grown ups, they keep repeating that Hilary had emails, and non citizens voted for her.

Oh they also think illegals don't have taxes with held from their pay checks
>>
>>8012886
>>8012887
do you have any sources that aren't Infowars/Breitbart/dailycaller tier shit
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>>8012895
that's
really bad
hugg
please don't die :c

>>8012898
ok come shower with me
let's make it a sleepover

>>8012899
I hope the hormones help, make sure you have somebody to talk to so you don't do anything dumb.
Keep all the weapons away from you if you can ok?
>>
>>8012902
In what scenario would the answer be "No, don't get a job."?
>>
>>8012913
if someone threatened to kill your dog if you get a job
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>>8012913
If Lauren answered :^)
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>>8012901
>and is only hampered by the US government, it pays a dollar and gets back 70 cents
Nope. Cali takes out shittones of debt every day and is actually tax negative. Also most of the Californian population is a tax burden because of the anus high cost of living. If it became its own country all those people would become serfs, and the companies would move back to the US, and mexico would invade unhampered by US federal law, and they'd lose all their water, and they'd lose all their federal land. Like seriously wtf stupid shit are you even saying to me right now? Do you even live here?
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>>8012903
If they haven't helped in two months maybe pills aren't the answer
Just try going off them and doing something fun with your life

>>8012910
Would you even accept any sources besides huffpo or CNN?
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>>8012907
Yeah the taxes are utter garbage but what else do you expect from a state that has no money and keeps giving imaginary money away on welfare

I went there in October 2015 and gas was like $5-6 a gallon and like $2.20 in the rest of the US

>No. It literally has the worst education in the country.
I keep seeing UC schools top ranked, wonder what's going on there.

>No. People here live like fucking BR fevelas outside of where I live and a few other places.
I guess it holds a special kind of charm for me. I enjoy being able to walk anywhere and get any kind of great food or go to the beach. To each their own though.
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>>8012907
Huh weird I live in a nice little town house complex with lots of transportation and good food everywhere, don't pay taxes on my military pay, and USC is a good school ^_^
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>>8012918
but they do help
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>>8012910
>do you have any sources except ones that say what you're saying
Should I even bother arguing though?
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>>8012916
fuck you
>>
>>8012915
I mean, I suppose.
>>8012916
Heh.
>>8012919
>wonder what's going on there.
The primary and secondary education must be shit to pull the average down.
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>>8012925
Do they really, or is it just your neuro telling you they are?
Can you even care at this point?
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>>8012911
>make sure you have somebody to talk to so you don't do anything dumb.
I'm here aren't I

>Keep all the weapons away from you if you can ok?
If I was going to kill myself I'd just use pills. I'm too much of a bitch to really hurt myself with weapons and too vain to mess up my own face.
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>>8012929
I'm physically not able to, sorry
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>>8012918
sure

also alex plz go you're so goddamn annoying
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>>8012791
>Math majors
power Wall St.
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>>8012916
lmao
reminds me of pic related

>>8012935
I cant sleep without and Id get way more panicattacks.
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>>8012939
I'm working on an algorithm rn in my spare time to trade crypto but I'm an idiot so it doesn't really work at all. Maybe when I get it working I'll open source it or something.
>>
>>8012942
But you want to transition
And you need a job for that
So do it
>>
>>8012911
Are you a transbian

>>8012931
I don't think so, when I went to school in Cali the education was really good. By my standards for your average retard, at least, I was still bored by it
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>>8012944
Why are all those people such jokes?
And why do normies fall for them >:(

I'm scared now that well got someone even worse than Merkel
>>
helol u stinky australians
eat a kangaroo ugly
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>>8012954
na he wont win
groko + merkel again
saarland showed that the hype around him was a media fabrication and he wont do shit in a real election
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>>8012956
excuse me
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>>8012936
hugg
no dying ok?

Don't use pills either they're shit
you'll just die in agony or wake up in a hospital under guard.

If you really want to poison yourself do it properly and prepare the chemicals yourself.

>>8012938
I'm sorry
I don't want to be
I'm sorry

>>8012944
If you're sure you prefer the meds' side-effects and your judgement isn't clouded, then sure, keep taking them.
Thanks for indulging me this long.

>>8012949
Maybe kinda
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>>8012960
Yes or no answer okay
>>
>>8012958
Hmm
Maybe I'll renew my American passport. It expired in 99.
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>tfw will never have enough money for srs

there are just so many things that I need to pay for
so many bills
rent
basic groceries and household utensils that no-one else in my house ever fucking pays for like dishwashing liquid and toilet paper
getting my phone fixed
and I just don't earn enough to save any substantial amount and it's like I continuously have to dip into my savings for the dumbest shit

who /StrugglingToMakeEndsMeet/ here?

camming would be such an easy shortcut but at what cost to my self-esteem
I'm pretty emotionally fragile
>>
>>8012963
A little bit
>>
I read the last threads
Does mercury really have a crush on ash?
Who is the ex-girlfriend faye mentioned?
>>
>>8012967
Can most people even make any money camming anyway? seems like a pretty saturated market.
>>
>>8012967
camwhores are smart enough to use what they have to get out of poverty
only an idiot would waste their life struggling for pennies.
>>
>finally get to play borderlands 2 with birdy again
>he lives in a shithole with lots of storms and power outages
>his power seems to have gone out while we were in the middle of a fight
Ughhhhhhhh
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>>8012965

we havent decided yet if/where we go when the inevitable race war starts
bf wants to go somewhere where its cold. maybe northern cucknada or norway or something
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>>8012960
>If you really want to poison yourself do it properly and prepare the chemicals yourself.
I am not a chemist. I've tried to make things for electronics projects and it did not work out at all.
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>>8012975
you and birdy are friends wot

>>8012979
you're not meant to kill yourself then
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>>8012975
aka our ERP session got interrupted
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>>8012974
>camwhores are smart enough to use what they have to get out of poverty
>only an idiot would waste their life struggling for pennies.
or a man
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>>8012816
relationships are always complicated, but then in time you learn about each other.

>>8012917
LOL Think idiot. CA state budget would then get all the federal income taxes too.

>>8012946
Read up on crypto. Before warned doing that will get u on NSA watch lists.
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>>8012977
You know you are legally forced to use made up pronouns in Canada? I always wanted to move there but the whole country has been hijacked by sjws

I'd like to move to Norway, Finland, something like that.
>>
>>8012986
I meant
only an idiot would struggle for pennies
IF they had a better alternative

happy?
>>
sorry my phone died give me 10 minutes
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>>8012987
>LOL Think idiot. CA state budget would then get all the federal income taxes too.
Alright I'm not gonna argue this. California is unsustainable as its own country and we would just glass it if it tried to leave anyway. I sort of hope we just glass it just because. Preferably while I'm still here.

>Read up on crypto. Before warned doing that will get u on NSA watch lists.
I already am then since I have like $2000ish in various crypto rn. Might as well make more money.
>>
why do people hate me
why am i so fucked up
>>
>>8012834
Why all the nazis?
>>
>>8012982
yeah we've been friends for a couple weeks now
>>8012983
hhhhhhhhhahahaha
>tell him im gonna see if my dad can fix my headphones so i wont have to use push to talk anymore
>jokingly say "Fix them for me, dadddddyyyyyy"
>"What if I don't know how?"
>"Why the fuck am I calling you daddy if you're that useless, dang"
Yeahhhh it's more like we're making fun of borderlands 2 and each other rather than getting erotic, anon.
>>
>>8012970
I only like boys :(

mtfg needs to stop trying to make me gay
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>>8012998
Because the beauty of the White Aryan woman must not perish from the earth

>>8012988
ya I guess thats the downside in canada :c
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>>8012972
Merc is extremely into Ash

Faye seems like she's being faye so it's hard to read, she's going down to spend a week with Ash, she also just broke up with her girlfriend of a couple years

Merc is spazzing out over it
>>
>>8013000
that's good
im glad
you're good people

>>8013002
I'm not trying to make you gay o.o

there's nothing gay about two girls touching in the shower gosh
>>
>>8012877
10mg injected weekly. I can only get horny if I dont take my spiro and even then it isnt certain.

>>8012861
but i wanna be lewd. it just doesn't ever work.
>>
>>8013003
>White Aryan woman
I'd much prefer an Irish/Italian mix.
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>>8013009
make sure your AA is working properly
if you have both E and T in your system it fucks with you badly
>>
>>8013010
were talking about the decent races. the ones that created humanity.
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>>8013010
degenerate
>>
im crazy and im hurting i dont know what to do
>>
>>8013003
>Because the beauty of the White Aryan woman
What beauty? Aryans are meh tier senpai. East Asians and brown people are honestly way better.
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>>8013020
>beastiality
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>>8013020
I see through (((your))) agenda
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>>8013005
Did Faye and Mercury date the same girl? I was trying to figure out who the girl faye was in the car with is
So if Mercury likes Ash, does Ash know? Racemixing is gross, so I assume Ash will just reject Mercury anyway
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>>8012988
that pronoun meme is not true and a huge misrepresentation of what that bill is
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>>8013025
>>8013023
>>
>>8013010
> Italian
Ew
>>8013020
Obvious bait
>>
>>8013019
:(
>>
my computer needs more blinky lights.

>>8013015
LOL, you mean Greeks and Italians.

>>8013018
That's Poly Degenerate to you.
>>
>>8013029
>bait
brown people tend to be attracted to brown people, my friend.
>>
>>8013034
i dont want to be broken anymore
>>
remember that if you kill yourself you'll never have to deal with degeneracy again
>>
>>8013034
:|
>>
>>8013037
tell that to the victims in cologne
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>>8013041
Sign me the fuck up!
>>
>>8013015
You do realize the heart of civilization is in Turkey. ;)
>>
>>8013008
>there's nothing gay about two girls touching in the shower gosh
wait a minute are you trying to trick me again
>>
Lots of subtle redpills in Chappelles Netflix special
>>
>>8013048
yeah sure did love the part when he called a trans girl a guy! fuck that nigger
>>
aren't you supposed to feel better when you start doing this and being true to yourself I'm scared and want to cry all the time
>>
hey
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Good night
I hope I don't wake up
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So I think I'm gonna be ruling out bikini panties as a daily underwear option
Cute for pictures
Not so good for keeping my tuck in place
Came loose so much
Gonna try medium boyshorts next, since my small boyshorts were effective but too small.
>>
>>8013050
that was just after saying the T in /LGBT/ stands for tough road ahead
>>
>>8013047
not at all
what the heck why don't you trust me :(

>>8013051
it's stressful but it's worth it
be brave
hugg

>>8013052
hiya

>>8013053
please don't die that's bad

>>8013055
boyshorts are what I use
don't usually have issues
>>
>>8013026
Mercury dated some drug addict on here long distance, that girl was making faye love threads, Faye went to meet her, she and her girlfriend both spazzed after, who knows what happened, but Faye probably turned her down because she's a huge cock tease.
>>
>>8013060
Everyone lies to me
>>
>>8013055
>bikini panties
I hate that name. They aren't swimwear and actual bikinis can look like any kind of panties.
>>
>>8013043
Lmao
>>
>>8013055
they give me dysphoria
>>
>>8013062
I'm not lying to you :/
You should be my friend ok ^^
>>
I cannot calm the fuck down but I also cannot cheer the fuck up
What is this bullshit
>>
>>8013041
it's all going to be over soon.
no more pain. no more abuse. no more hate.
i'll be going ahead to a better place. a happier place.
a place where none of the bad people can hurt me.
a place where i can't hurt me.
so there's nothing to be sad about. this is a happy day.
it's the happiest day of my life.
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what city do you live in?? is it trans friendly?
>>
>>8013066
I don't want to be your friend if you're going to violate me in the shower
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>he's STILL gone
reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
I am not in the clothes browsing mood but I'll do it anyway I guess
>>8013072
Chicahgo
It's nobody friendly but yeah LGBT is cool here
>>8013063
Loook dudette it's just what it says on the package
>>8013060
Yeah boyshorts have been my best so far but I'd been buying them too small
>>8013065
Aww
>>
>>8013071
are you that one anon who said they liked it when I posted this the other day?
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>add kate-spade bag to amazon wishlist
>Price dropped 14%
Just in time for my payday on Friday, wew
>>
>>8013072
>what city do you live in??
A not city.
>is it trans friendly?
I mean, I guess. I've never been harassed or anything, and people are kind, even if I have to show my male ID.
>>
>>8013061
why does faye keep flirting with everyone and going to these meetups, and then acting all innocent after, they obviously want to fuck you, stop pretending they don't and leading them on bitch.

Can we please just set up a meetup to rape her the next time?
>>
>>8013055
interesting because for me bikini or brief are most comfortable

french cut looks like they would be okay too but I haven't tried them
>>
>>8013070
I hate that feeling. Like you should be doing something. But you're also sad. And you feel like you should be killing yourself. But not in like a depressed and tired way but in an anxious and panicked way. I feel you friend. I have no advice.
>>
>>8013073
I was just going to give you a hug or a pat
why do you hate me ;w;

>>8013074
I want some that run further down the leg mine keep rolling up
>>
>>8013076
yeaah
i've just been thinking about death
there are so many encouraging ways to think about suicide
>>
>>8013013
If I had T in my system wouldnt I have a sex drive?

My T is on the very bottom of female range. Estrogen is on the high end. so I should be good. I need progesterone I think. or maybe im asexual now.
>>
>>8013072
>city
Santa Monica

>Is it trans friendly
There's alot of lesbians here, so no.
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>>8013081
They're comfy but like
My dick moves around in them too much
Plus stuff kinda spills out to the sides in front which also isn't cool.
>>
welp i'm at my parent's house

my shitty older brother is still here

should i do the stupid "coming out" thing before i leave

honestly this place is a nightmare and just doing something other than reverting to my old coping strategies is probably the healthiest option
>>
>>8013082
;_;

>>8013085
Please don't die anon
Death is really bad please don't
>>
>>8013084
What is with everyone's obsession with touching me is it just because they know it bothers me wtf
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*doesn't touch luce*
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>>8013091
>should i do the stupid "coming out" thing before i leave
Tell them everything so you can hate yourself as much as me.
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>>8013055
I use one size small, but then my ,,, um package ,,, is small and easily controlled.
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>>8013091
They probably already know you are a goat.
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>>8013099
Mine isn't even that big I don't get it
I guess sometimes it's too small so it won't stay in place???
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>>8013087
I dunno, keep getting your levels checked
maybe you need to switch off of injections, that might help

>>8013089
>Plus stuff kinda spills out to the sides
I hate this so much

>>8013091
it's probably for the best
good luck

>>8013093
I dunno I just wanted a hug I'm horrible i'm sorry ;n;
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it would go over poorly

but otoh they're like, shocked that i'm healthy and happy

because they're assholes

>>8013052
hey junie

are you an adult

>>8013096
joke's on you i already do

but i also really resent my family, they're kind of shit to me, always

rubbing in that i'm happy and doing better than all of them and trans as fuck would be satisfying desu
>>
>>8012973
a passing transwoman could definitely make decent money
hell
even a non-passing transwoman can make decent money camming
>>8012974
the problem is that I hate my body a lot, regardless of whether or not people would pay to see it

also i dunno
I think my partner would probably disapprove
>>
>>8013102
No you're not lol I just don't get it
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>>8013103
hey goatpoaster ~
yes Im 20 rn
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>>8013088
>Santa Monica
>There's alot of lesbians here
I did not know this, Ty for telling me

>>8013061
>>8013005
lmfao
Put your trip on faye goodgrief, you're such a fucking coward
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>>8013074
>>8013079
>>8013088
im only curious because i may be moving from Los Angeles CA to Orlando FL and im afraid i may be downgrading in terms of LGBTness.

even though orlando is all rainbowwy ever since the pulse shooting
>>
>>8013101
Is it wrong that I find this incredibly arousing?
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>>8013104
I don't know
I don't want you to hurt yourself
I don't want you to be a struggling wageslave
I don't know the answers

>>8013105
yes i am
that's why everyone literally hates me
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>>8013080
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>>8013081
With my gaff under them, I often wore tap pants. They are a lightweight shorts with high cut slits on the sides for leg motion. Dancers used to wear them a lot before stretch nits became real good.
>>
im looking at different popular jacket companies i see customers frequently wearing
i need a coat for spring
and something perhaps a little less tactical than some of the ones i already have lol
>>8013110
No
>>8013118
How comfy is a gaff?
>>
>>8013109
>LA to Orlando
Yeah, it's probably less gay.
>>
>>8013108
>I did not know this, Ty for telling me
Most lesbians I've met don't date trans. Not that they hate us but you can tell they're uncomfortable about it. Although I was pre-everything and they seemed to like me even though I was a complete fuccboi. Whatever. As a matter of common courtesy I advise against hitting on lesbians.
>>
>>8013119
>No
Bitch, don't lie to me.
>>
>>8013111
I don't hate you I don't even know who you are wtf
>>
>>8013101
I started out in that situation, but it kept shrinking. If it keeps up at this rate it will be the size of a clit in a few years.
>>
>>8013125
It's Alex.
>>
>>8013104
I read some of this chain, YIKES
I know how you feel babygirl, I don't have any real advice or answers though
Sex work is hard but the monetary compensation makes it seem like an appealing choice overall
Idk
You could try being a phone sex operator or a text/chat thing
The pay isn't as good as other kinds of sex work, but it's probably better than typical 'wage slave" stuff
>>
>>8013129
who
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>When you randomly fear that if you ever do have sex with a cis girl you'll accidentally moan like a girl
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>>8013108
You seem mad
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>>8013119
Canadian goose stuff has always kinda stood out to me, I really liked the winter jackets I saw but they were super expensive
I've seen a few really appealing jackets but I couldn't catch the brand name on them
I guess I should have asked the customer, compliment their jacket, make 'em happy, find out what it is so I can steal it, make my boss pleased because I'm one of the few people socializing with the customers lmao
>>8013124
Dude get turned on by whatever idc
Why tf do you think I have it saved
>>8013128
Idk how big mine actually is, i dont ever see it at full mast lmao
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>>8013100
point taken

actually i'm gonna go to my cousin's house while i'm in tx, she said she'd get a goat once they moved out to the country

>>8013106
better than still a teenager, but i wish you were just a bit older 'cause it's a little weird if you can't even legally buy weed

do you like anime?
>>
>>8013122
>Most lesbians I've met don't date trans.
Well, I---
>I was pre-everything
Maybe that had something to do with it, eh??

>>8013134
Not really?
>>
>>8013119
Depends on the gaff and how well it is fitted. I made ones out of layered leather that were quite comfortable. You'll have to ask others about the pantyhose and sock method.
>>
>>8013139
Do you think everyone is faye? How do you feel about her and Ash snuggling soon?
>>
>>8013133
Wait what? Isn't moaning like a girl what you would want??
>>
>>8013142
No. Idc?
>>
FUCK
omg
I think this is what period cramps feel like
I think the turkish food I ate was bad
ouch
yowza
fuck
I don't like it
>>
>>8013144
But you like mention her a lot don't you? Like every day, that's pretty unusual for you
>>
>>8013135
>Dude get turned on by whatever idc
>Why tf do you think I have it saved
Sorry, too repressed to do that fAm.

>>8013139
>>I was pre-everything
>Maybe that had something to do with it, eh??
I mean that we were friends and I was pre everything. Not that I hit on them. But they seemed uncomfortable with the idea of trans.
>>
>>8013142
yes
no problems, their choice.
>>
>>8013129
Who's you?
>>
>>8013143
sure, if you're not Faye.
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Man what a buzzkill I wanted to keep playing videogames
I'm trying to think about what kind of style of coat I want and I'm not sure cause like
I could try and find something more fashionable but it's so fucking cold and windy here sometimes
And most people wear TNF, Patagonia, and other "Active" brands around here
I kinda like longer coats but for a while at least I'm gonna be riding a bike so it should probably cut off around my hips
I dunnoooooo
>>
>>8013153
I'm Zna.
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>>8013157
Hello.
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>>8013136
There's a whimsical charm to the idea of one day owning a modest farm with a handful of livestock, but I don't think I'd ever have the patience for it.

Why are ya going down to Texas?
>>
>>8013155
I bet she moans like a little bitch when she loses her virginity to a nice boy someday
>>
>>8013158
Hi.
>>
>>8013156
Yeah, have it end around your hips. Also you want in internal air dam flap to keep air from travelling up and down past the waist.
>>
>>8013148
i think cis lesbians have their own chaser-ish problems but like, 10x because it's socially acceptable for asshole guys to think they should get to fuck lesbians

tbqh i'd be skeptical of anyone with a dingaling too

>>8013159
i'm mostly here to recover some cash i left at my dad's house, secondarily to clean up the mess i left when I took off (just getting the fuck away was a big achievement desu, there's a lot of backstory)

then to see my cousin and her daughter (who is precious and probably not long for this world)

also i'm gonna steal a motorcycle from my dad and go see my old friend out on lake travis
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>>8013162
Nice to meet you?
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>>8013165
>Also you want in internal air dam flap to keep air from travelling up and down past the waist.
yessssssssssssssss
I have a coat with that already
I tuck in my shirts on my ride to work too cause if I don't it's like
All the cold wind flies up under my jacket and the layers were for nothing
God I'm sick of the wind here lmao
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i fell asleep in the shower for like 0.5 of a second, then slipped and hurt my hand when i tried to regain my balance

it's a hard life
>>
>>8013168
Nice to meet you too!
>>
>>8013136
yea and I kinda like anime
but I can buy cannabis because I'm have a red card
>>
>>8013162
Go away.
>>
>>8013174
いいえ。
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>>8013171
thats why you should shower with a buddy, so that wont happen
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>>8013156
do you have an rei in town?

i like my rei stuff, it's pretty comparable to the bigger brands but 30-60% cheaper

also they sell everything so you can go try things on, and the staff can probably help guide you too
>>
>>8013171
Don't do that silly
Have somebody check out your hand

>>8013172
Do you like uhm
visual novels?
>>
>>8013171
>2017
>doesn't only take ice cold showers
>>
>>8013182
They're okay. Do you like grand strategies?
>>
>>8013171
hugg
>>
>>8013167
>(who is precious and probably not long for this world)

I am sorry.

>i'm gonna steal a motorcycle from my dad and go see my old friend out on lake travis

Be sure to wear an American flag bandanna while tripping on LSD during the excursion for maximum effect.
>>
>>8013185
I'm not sure, what's that?
>>
>>8013180
What the fuck is this obsession with showering with each other fuck you all
>>
>>8013177
k
>>
>>8013190
Why are you so against it?
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>>8013181
I do a few towns over, wish I had a car lmao
The problem I have with going into a store is just finding the time, getting the money from all this OT I get requires me to actually work said OT
I wanted to head over to the mall there soon anyway so I guess I'll have to check it out
>>
>>8013190
when transbians meet they have to get naked
its the rule
>>
>>8013195
Why do you always seem so glum?
>>
>>8013194
It just doesn't make sense to me

There's no purpose in it aside from the fact that maybe it shares water

You just awkwardly stand around and try to clean yourselves with someone staring at you butt naked

That sounds awful

>>8013196
no
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>>8013188
Autism simulators.
>>8013191
I'm glad we reached an agreement.
>>
>>8013190
When 2 transbians are in the same room at the same time you have to blow off a limb to prevent them from mating. It's a big problem for all the local zoos.
>>
>>8013201
Fuck Canada.
>>
>>8013200
Who's staring?
It's just comfy.

>>8013201
Do you have any examples?
Is it like Risk?
>>
>>8013201
>>8013205
https://youtu.be/4RHVoFpncgA
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>>8013155
kek
It checks out though
>>8013147
I hope this is v. complete
https://clyp.it/zajfhqjc
>>8013148
Idk none of the lesbians I've talked to in real life seemed to care too much but idk man
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>>8013198
Something always keeping that happiness in check.
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>>8013173
i'm.. old compared to you. so i was being an ass because i feel weird about that

but i don't like going to things alone and thought maybe you might want to meet up & see Your Name while it's at the mayan

i'm 32 tho, full disclosure

>>8013187
i appreciate that

she's got some serious health issues but the fact that she's made it this long is great. but something could happen at any time basically

it's pretty fucked desu
>>
>>8013209
Lauren is pretty cool.
>>
>>8013206
I'd just make you face away and I'd stare at the wall or something
>>
>>8013213
can't help but want to snugg her
>>
>>8013211
I'm sorry :c
What's in the way just now?

>>8013214
You seem really shy.
It's kinda cute.
>>
>>8012296
I got mine from the fresh prince of bel air
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>>8013220
>you will never snugg lauren (again)
bad feels
>>
>>8013205
Canada's fine, they're just rightful clay.
>>8013206
The Hearts of Iron series, Crusader Kings series, Europa Universalis series. A bit like Risk, yeah.
>>
>>8013160
I doubt she will. Some nice lesbian will snap her up and they will live happily ever after.
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>>8013224
I like CK2 ^^
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this place is a giant trigger, decorated with triggers, and populated with triggering triggerers

if i make it out of here i'm buying my therapist a cake (not really 'cause boundaries)
>>
>>8013223
>>8013220
>>8013213
snugg
>>
>>8013227
therapists are bad
or can be anyway
you should ask yours to give you their session notes
>>
>>8013221
I used to be a camwhore, I just don't like touching
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>>8013226
Oh, neat, you do like grand strategies.
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>>8013224
>they're just rightful clay
American clay. pic related.
>>
>>8013229
it feels a lot emptier like this
>>
>>8013198
>Why do you always seem so glum?
Probably lack of a relationship. She'd be a lot happier if she were in a monogamous pair bonding with one of the other trips in this thread; perhaps Birdy or Kari, for example.
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>>8013231
literally the happiest, healthiest, and empowered i've ever been

my therapist is a big part of it, i got lucky this time
>>
>>8013210
>I don't really like ash
>I made a two minute recording about it
>>
>>8013169
I'm surprised at how many coats don't have the air dams.

>>8013200
It's tons of fun to clean each other. Western cultures are so backwards with bodies and nudity.
>>
>>8013212
lol that's cool
I'd love to do that but I'm short on money so I can only do it if I get paid and such
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>>8013221
Storms separating birdy and I from playing videogames together
That and I guess a lot of pent up bitching I need to do about the past few days lmao
I dunno, I feel pretty okay, not terrible but not happy either, just kinda existing right now
I'm also cold
Gimme a hug for warmth pls
>>
>>8013236
You're missing a few universes there, lass.
>>
>>8013233
But touching's okay if it's in the shower, isn't it?

>>8013235
I guess I do.
I'm really bad at them tho.
>>
>>8013244
that sounds weird, i'm assuming i just have a stupid mind and you're not like that trip kei or smth

i understand tho, i start working for a nonprofit in may, am poor too
>>
>>8013245
Those storms go all the way over to me...
lots of rain in central IL.
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>>
>>8013239
Yeah, I think that's it. I hope she can build the skills and confidence to thrive outside of a relationship tho. Being needy and dependent is bad.

>>8013240
I'm happy for you ^^

>>8013245
*Hugs Grace*
I hope something nice happens so you start feeling happy instead of, like, melancholy.
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>>8013236
>American clay. pic related.
it's actually a british universe, you're just living in it
>>
>>8013258
Where could my pipe WRENCH be
>>
>>8013257
>central IL
WOAH WOAH WOAH
WHERE
WHO
COME UP HERE AND VISIT ME
and yeah there's some rain happening rn, has been all day
>>
>>8013257
At least I'm only getting occasional thunder.
>>
>>8013242
>>8013242
Did you listen to the clyp? The first words out of her mouth were "yeah I like ash, I'd be girlfriends with her"
>>
i need should suicide myself
>>
>>8013252
It's not as bad since you're getting clean just as fast as you get dirty by smearing your filthy germs everywhere

>>8013243
No not really it's disgusting human beings are filthy, disgusting, vile creatures that should be shamed into sleeping, bathing, eating, and living alone
>>
>>8013263
you should reenact the classic trashy flailing gif
>>
>>8013255
what sounds weird?
and Im new to this bored and hardly recognize or know any trips
>>
>>8013270
do you not like people a lot?
>>
>>8013264
Sorry, I was just noticing large areas of rain there. I'm half way across the state to the west of you. It's a big storm.
>>
>>8013273
hi again new person
im alex
youre gonna hate me
>>
>>8013268
Oh well I'm confused she doesn't like her like that but she likes her like that?

Seems like she's saying both
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>>8013278
>I'm half way across the state to the west of you
Darn, I got excited. I want people to hang out with...
>>
>>8013270
*shakes-head*
so much body negativity in western culture.
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>>8013262
That's really cute friend. Make sure to have fun in your shallow little channel.
>>
>>8013275
Not really no

>>8013283
I'm fully Asian and I've lived half my life in East Asia
>>
im very gender
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>>8013273
sorry, the way you phrased it could be interpreted as you soliciting a.. to use kei's phrase "compensated dating" situation

but i think you just meant you need to make money before you could spend any on recreational stuff

desu i'd probably be willing to buy your ticket except the fact that i don't know you and am a lot older than you makes me feel like a creep for offering
>>
>>8013282
Wait do you live near Schaumburg?
>>
>>8013282
iktf
1.5 hours to the nearest city with a trans group.
There is one transwoman in the neighboring county. She's half my age.
>>
>>8013280
I think merc likes ash more than she's willing to let on, but she said ash doesn't care for her.
So she probably likes her in the "lets be friends first to find out if we wanna fuck" way versus the "i wanna fuck you really hard right now"way
That's what I got anyway
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>>8013290
Yeah, why?
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>>8013282
iktf
>>
>>8013286
That's a shame.
I'm sure lots of people would like you if they got the chance.

>>8013287
You should probably get your gender fluid changed.
>>
>>8013295
I grew up over there. I went to Conant and then Fremd later.
>>
>>8013290
I had a friend who lived there. That was back in the early '90s.
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>>8013296
once I was in a park and like 30 goats just walked past me
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>>8013285
you're just lucky that we british aren't a violent people
>>
hiya
>>
fuck you life
>>
>>8013306
hi
>>
>>8013293
So she's acting out passive aggressively against Faye about it because she thinks she needs to protect Ash or is it just to fuck with her
>>
>>8013306
I recognize your name.
Hello.
>>
>>8013303
they were probably working

goat-based brush clearing/lawn management is a thing

>tfw when livestock work harder than you
>>
>>8013306
gay

you n anna are really cute btw
>>
>>8013288
lol yea I totally meant I need to make more before I can spend
I word things weird sometimes sorry
>>
>>8013301
Oh wow, nice!
I grew up in the Round Lake and Gurnee areas
Gonna avoid saying my current town ^^;
I miss it up in north IL though, super comfy up there.
>>
>>8013311
heh that's cool
hi!

>>8013309
i've never seen your name before :o
>>
>>8013318
im a new kid nice to meet you
>>
>>8013279
nice to meet you
and whys that?
>>
>>8013314
hella gay

aww thank you anon
really really appreciate it

>>8013320
ooh I see :o
nice to meet you too, DINGO
welcome!
>>
>>8013318
hi
>>
>>8013304
Don't lie An*lo. You comstantly hunger for the blood of space Aryans.
>>
>>8013318
How's it going?
>>
>>8013314
this btw
>>
>>8013271
It's too difficult!
>>
>>8013310
I think both.
> likes ash
>wants to fuck with faye,
>also wants to whiteknight ash against faye
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>>8013316
i figured but better to be safe than sorry

i'd say come to a group meeting so we could meet, but i'm out of town until the 5th anyway
>>
>>8013321
everybody hates me
eventually
it's not preventable
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>>8013317
I haven't been back there in a long time. I wonder how everyone's doing.

Also you probably live near elk grove or hoffman estates. Tgere really aren't that many places over there to even guess.
>>
>>8013322
it's cool :3

>>8013304
where exactly in england do you live?
sounds nice
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>>8013332
whotf

>>8013333
what's up sheen?
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>>8013334
Mm, I'm a bit further away than that, dear.
If you do come in town lemme know!
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>>8013306
Hi Myrthe!
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hey illinois posters have you been to howard brown I'm going there next week for the first time
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>>8013327
noted

>>8013325
i'm fine
Overslept a bit but it's ok and now i'm at school
Appointment at the gender clinic tomorrow and feeling pretty stressed about it

>>8013342
Hi Zna! c:
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>looking at ffs results and realize you can't really cheap out with it
i want 2 look like a girl dammit
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>>8013340
On no, friend I'm far too skittish to meet anyone from onlinenirlm Especially here. Hell, I probably would be too afraid to even go to a high school reunion unless I was a 10/10.
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>>8013300
Nobody likes me
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>>8013347
There's nothing to be afraid of! I'll be nice, I promise~
>>8013343
I'm going there next week too!
Ooooh thunder
But uh
Got any questions?
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>>8013348
I like you well enough.

>>8013344
Be careful about oversleeping, don't wanna miss out on education.
Hope the appointment goes well, try not to stress too much.
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Hey everyone.

I'm new here...
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>>8013346
I'm not sure I need ffs desu. I have native genes which help with alot of stuff. But my chin is a bit much. Im just afraid to change my face I guess. Too frightening not knowing what'll happen.
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im scared

>>8013337
like i said im alex

>>8013351
hello new here im alex
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>>8013353
good for you i guess
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>>8013351
hi new person im also new
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>>8013351
hi new here i'm myrthe
welcome!

>>8013350
you're right. thank you for the advice, anon.
thank you and i'll do my best >.<
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>>8013348
i don't think it has to be that way forever

i'm not asking because of your genetic background, i'm asking because i just started it on the plane and i think it probably jibes with your interests, but i'm a white person of privilege sensitive to being called out for stupid racial shit BUT

have you read the three body problem?

>>8013355
what kind of alex
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>>8013349
Geeze. You really shouldn't encourage me to say hi to you. I travel alot so I might actually end up over there within memory of this conversation.
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>>8013351
hi
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>>8013360
No problem, good luck!
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>>8013337
>what's up sheen?
I am just waiting to die and that makes me miserable
dying is the only thing I have to look forward to in life.

I didn't even want to post this because everyone just ignores me or tells me I post too much depressing stuff in the thread.
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>>8013350
y

>>8013361
I mean, growing up second generation Asian in America is about as privileged as I can get.

I haven't ever heard of it.
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>>8013361
the kind that wants to kill himself constantly
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>>8013351
ESCAPE WHILE YOU STILL CAN
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I really want to wear a dress to my wedding
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>>8013371
same desu
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>>8013368
Because you seem nice and you distrust therapy.
Also, you've been fun to tease.
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>>8013362
What's the worst that could happen? We spaghetti for a little bit and then finally break the ice and have a good time?
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>>8013369
you'll fit right in here.
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>>8013349
I'm doing informed consent there but I've never done anything like this. Not really sure what to expect. I'm also scared to drive in the city, never been there on my own
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>>8013371
>that pic
Oh my god she's so innocent it's adorable I want to protect her
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>>8013371
you mean when you get married to a handsome boy?
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>>8013376
except I don't
everyone hates me
and they're not wrong to do it
i just want to not hurt
at least i think so
but everything is screaming at me to blow my fucking brains out
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>>8013368
i'd be jealous if you can read the original

it's a great scifi book by liu cixin
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Three-Body_Problem

>>8013366
nbd, we all get sad or at least emotional

but hey, why not do something while you wait

you could make art, or subvert the dominant paradigm or something
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>>8013371
doesn't surprise me at all. I do too.
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>>8013379
>Marrying for looks and not for functional strength
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>>8013386
>getting married
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>>8013375
The worst that could happen is that you remember me when I'm trying to do series A for my startup and leak online that I'm a tranner causing it to become a media shitstorm of indeterminate size but at least enough for prospective investors to ask me about it which will lead me to break down or run out of the meeting and probably self kill later that day. That's probably the worst that could happen. 2nd worst is I just self kill while I'm there with you.
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>>8013373
Ah, a mutual paranoia and mental disturbance. You're not so bad afterall.

>>8013383
I cannot read Chinese.
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>>8013390
>relationships
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>>8013381
Like I said, you'll fit right in here.
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>>8013377
What day are you going? And what location?
What you can expect is pretty simple and straight forward.
You'll go into the waiting room and take a number, they'll call you over, you'll get checked in and they'll check your insurance and stuff.
You'll get a clip board with some basic depression/anxiety questions on it and you will fill that out while you wait for your doc.
The wait may be a while, my location tends to be slow because limited resources and large amount of people to serve.
Eventually you'll get called to go inside, they'll do basic doctor stuff, and then you'll meet your actual doc.
The doc's gonna talk to you a little bit, ask you some questions about your mental health and physical health, you'll go over the informed consent process, and get a blood test.
I'm not sure if every doc does this but mine also gave me a prescription that day and I came home with hormones.
Get your route planned out ahead of time so you don't lose time to finding your way in the city.
Or do what I do and take public transportation so you don't need to drive!
Where are you coming from? Out of state?
>>8013392
Neither of those will ever happen lmao
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>>8013370
It can't be that bad.

Anyway, I'm trans and feel totally alone so I'm trying to find people with the same condition, I guess you would say. I probably sound autistic. Sorry.
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>>8013392
self fund. The only way to go.
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>>8013393
Thanks c:
Let's shower together.
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>>8013394
>existing
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>>8013394
but ill be lonely
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>>8013369
>you'll fit right in

why suicidal? just curious

sometimes it can help to talk about it

>>8013393
the translation is good and makes me wish i'd been able to stay at ut and take more chinese history courses

>>8013397
if we had to apologize for sounding autistic here the whole thread would just be
>sorry
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>>8013401
no

>>8013404
I would know Chinese if my father spoke to me growing up. It's not an easy language to learn as an adult. Glad to hear you're enjoying the book.
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i took a long nap today for some reason.
i really dosed off.
@ least i was able to take my skiitles on time.
anyway, i went through the cognitive testing.
it was the wechsler test.
idk where, but i think i've heard of it before.

so how's everyone else doing?
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>>8013336
>>where exactly in england do you live?
the only matter that matters 2bh - london
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>>8013385
someday <3
>>8013386
>not marrying for snuggling ability
>>8013390
is the best
>>8013394
>power level grand wizard
>>8013379
where are the boobies
>>8013378
I want to protect future wifu
I've always made the decision that will make me best for her

(other then being trans)
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>>8013396
Thought I recognized that clock. It's been a long time since I've seen it irl.
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>>8013396
>Neither of those will ever happen.
I hope I just don't wake up tomorrow. But if not I probably will start my own company after the one I'm working for rn goes public. I mean I'll already have the experience and commections by then so why not.
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>>8013395
like i said
i dont

>>8013404
im a horrible person
i cant control when i lash out at innocent people
im emotionally unstable
i make everyone hate me
everyone hates me
i cant even fix anything because the shrinks will hurt me
i dont know how to fix me otherwise
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>>8013408
I'm tired and may go to bed soon, but otherwise okay.
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>>8013407
Darn

>>8013408
Glad you got to take your pills
Hi
:3
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>>8013411
You sound like you miss it, anon.
>>8013412
Go for it! I hope it's really successful.
Whatcha gonna do?
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>>8013404
I see.

I think we're all suicidal to an extent, right?
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>>8013404
>why suicidal
Why not would be a better question. Do you really think I deserve to live?
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>>8013413
maybe study the kind of therapy that would be used in treatment?

order some mood stabilizers from internet pharmacy? lithium should be inexpensive

desu i'd rather recommend you go to a doc but if you're who i'm thinking you are you're not likely to do so...
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>>8013416
FUCK
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>>8013419
Last time I spent any time in Chicago was back in the early '90s. LOL back when they were trying to keep you from photographing that silver blob. I deliberately photographed it. Someday I want to visit it again.
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>>8013423
i dont think i can begin to figure it out
i dont think id trust myself to replicate it either
itd just be talking to myself and i already do that too much

why does everyone try to push lithium on me?
i dont want lithium
i dont want brain poison drugs
i want to be manic

doctors can eat shit they will hurt me and fuck them
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>>8013422
I'm the new girl here.

I think you do...
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>>8013410
>where are the boobies
boys dont have boobies
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>>8013408
how come you did cognitive testing?
>how's everyone else doing
feeling dejected and worthless
my mom is really beating me down about being depressed and i don't get it
like she's mad at me about it
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>>8013419
I had a couple ideas. One is peer tonpeer moneylending through an app and the other is a specific piece of hardware that's a bit harder to explain but essentially makes Internet much cheaper but that's the worse of the two ideas because it has high production costs and scales in effectiveness exponentially with the number of people using it. So you need to get alot of early adopters or it probably won't pan out very well.
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>>8013430
people get mad over things they can't control
she might be frustrated that you're hurting and she can't do anything to help you
moms are weird
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>>8013396
not comfortable sharing all of that but google says around an hour and a half by car or 3 hours with public transport
I know they're probably used to way worse people but I'm still scared my lack of femininity will affect their decision. Like I still have arm/leg hair and I told them I'm fine with my boy name for now
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>>8013428
>im the new girl here
So then you don't know either way.
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>>8013429
>boys dont have boobies
then I'm not interested in them.
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>>8013422
yep, i do, insofar as anyone deserves anything

i just think it'd be a waste to let the assholes win, if you're alive you can do stuff to undermine them

>>8013421
probably all of us get there, or have been there

i think taking actions to be in control and responsible for your own destiny helps. thinking about the future, setting goals, and working to accomplish them has been good for me

>>8013427
lithium's not all that bad

and they try to push it on you because it's an effective mood stabilizer

manic feels good, but it's a bad signal and can lead you to do things you'll regret

you don't have to try to reimplement the therapy with some weird schizo playacting, just reading about it and trying to understand how it's supposed to work can be helpful
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>tfw writing a boy's name on a school-related paper thing instead of Myrthe
xd pranked
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>>8013430
b/c a staff member @ the university said that i might need accomodations for a disability.
i suspect that it's psychological, & not cognitive though, but i'm not the expert in this stuff

>>8013415
ok. i hope you sleep well.

>>8013418
:3
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>>8013434
Doctors really don't care
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>>8013432
maybe
she said she doesnt know what to do with me
and the other day she said no doctor is gonna be able to help me
it isn't exactly helping to feel unloved and hopeless
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>>8013437
>transbian
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>>8013429
LAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
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>>8013435
You're alive and haven't killed someone.

Therefore, you deserve to live.
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>>8013434
I only ask cause we might be in the same place at the same time and that would be kinda neat! If you see me in the waiting room feel free to say hey~.
>will affect their decision
It's not their decision.
It's YOUR decision.
This is informed consent, which essentially means, "I know what these pills do and I want to take them for this express purpose, and I'm sane enough to make this decision for myself"
You don't need to prove a thing to them.
I worried I might have to, but they don't need to verify you're TruTrans or something for you to start.
Do understand that this clinic serves more than transpeople, and treats everyone. The nurse who handles my HRT is non-binary, for example.
You will be accepted. There is no test or proving that you're a girl. They're there to give you HRT and take care of your health, it's up to you to decide where you wanna go with life.
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>>8013438
>if you're alive you can do stuff to undermine them
Yeah but if I'm dead literally nothing else matters. In fact I think I need to go for a quick walk. It's been nice talking to ya.
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i want to not be here
but im a horrible piece of shit and i dont belong anywhere else
fuck me

>>8013438
lithium is poison
it's effective at fucking up my mind, dulling it
fuck knows i dont need to be any duller than i am
manic feels good and thats all that matters after feeling so horrible for so long

im not a schizo dont be mean

>>8013443
she probably feels helpless and she's lashing out
it's not really you she's mad at
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>>8013447
theyve got pics tho and large boy tinklers
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>>8013445
so
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>>8013440
that's what my school did when they thought i was emotionally disturbed, basically ruling it out as something cognitive
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>>8013429
>boys dont have boobies
DELET THIS
>>
snuggin
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>>8013440
>>8013459
as a matter of fact, the results of the personality assessment i took last week indicated really high depression, high anxiety, extreme suicidailty.
i'm pretty sure it's psychological.
i can't really say that i received the best possible upbringing that i could have had
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>>8013465
hugg
>>8013464
snugg
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>>8013465
>extreme suicidailty
please be careful
I don't want you to die
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>>8013463
thas rascist
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>>8013467
thanks ´;ω;`

>>8013468
i'm trying
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>>8013470
>>8013470
>>8013470
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Even tho my bf is fine with me on hrt.
Boob growth makes me anxious cause then I can't easily deny im trans and It makes me anxious thinking about when I have to hide them

I want to switch to raloxi and block boobs because I just wanna be on estrogen to get rid of dysphoria, but still be able to have femboy status so I can deny it to the outside world
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Hey - i need some ideas about girls name from\related Konstantin.
Obvious answer - Constance - hmmm - i don't like it, it sounds rude.
What do you think about name Constance? What would be a shot version?
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>>8012536
FUCK such a badass!
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