Have any of you ever felt scary suicidal due to being legit unable

nothing is inevitable

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>>7990277
what if one was born just to experience confusion and pain and shit and then die

>>7990291
Oh good, looks I'm doing it right

>>7991220
It sucks

>>7990269
>Have any of you ever felt scary suicidal due to being legit unable to pass/blend in
Yes all the time

>but then miraculously managed to find happiness and a reason to live?
No sorry op but if someone has I would like to hear it as well

>>7990269
>>7991990
I'm slowly getting there. I've find that work is good in that it provides a stable routine and income which you can build your life around. The next is probably spending less time here because this place can drag you down so easily if you're not careful. Do something you enjoy that's constructive so you can look back and feel accomplished, don't ask me about finding the motivation though; I only seem to do it when I'm so bored I literally can't stand it anymore and start drawing or whatever. Get out of your comfort zone a bit. Not a lot but build up gradually. Try small talking the cashier next time you're out, say Hi to a stranger on the street, small simple shit. Don't sweat it if you fuck up, you're not likely to see them again. Try to be positive and less reactionary. Shitpost a lot? Try being nice or constructive when posting or refrain from posting and slowly the bitterness starts to dissolve.

I still haven't found a reason to live, but sometimes I manage to be happy and that's enough to make it through