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>>7971396
>>7975779
linked to the wrong thread
>>7976734
I can't become a girl. It's too late. I'm scared. I keep forgetting my hormones
>creates a new thread after getting BTFO
Lauren will never recover from this. Commies on suicide watch.
Best girl thread
>>7976777
Oops! You posted 2nd best on accident.
>>7976754
>can't respond properly
>let's insult the other persons look
>>7976751
actually it's the opposite, it's known for boosting production by an incredible degree, to the point of turning a rural shithole into the country that beat the nazis and got the first satelite into space
>>7976743
>>7976735
capitalism is an indirect system. Death under it are never seen as its direct cause when they often are
>>7976776
>i swear everyone will think i won the argument if i'm mean enough
What if my mom and dad disown me for becoming a trap
how do I tell my parents /mtfg/
>>7976780
are you actually trying to defend communism?
>>7976779
But that's precisely what you posted
>>7976732
what about the deaths caused from prolonged wars and weapons deals that benefit arms manufacturers and military contractors monetarily in a capitalist system?
what of the people who die because they have no health care or under-insurance and or go bankrupt due to medical bills because private health insurers have profit motives?
and so on et cetera?
ahahahahahahahahahahahab btfo is actually the best argument
the more ahahas the more logically sound it is
>>7976782
Be more and more feminine until they notice it
That at least made coming out easier for me
>>7976780
>point out the deaths and horrible living conditions of the Soviet Union
Oh well that was really state capitalism it wasn't true communist.
>point out the increase in production in the Soviet Union
See, communism works!
Why are commies so dumb? Also they "beat" the nazis because the Germans invaded in winter and fought a war on both front. If you look at casualties the Soviets lost a fuckton more troops, but they just kept throwing meat shields because they had so many people.
>>7976789
Oh look another obese ugly hon communist, shocker!
It's not even a joke at this point, the more hideous, obese and generally worthless a person is the farther left they are.
>>7976794
>i lost but it didn't count
>>7976782
Dress up in a cute catgirl outfit, crawl up to them and say: "nyu! i'm trans! nyuuuu~"
started getting boob pains last night
Really hurt actually
take it to /pol/
>>7976797
Hitler was on record saying he preferred to be conquered by the Reds rather than the capitalists because he felt he had more in common with the Soviets than the Americans.
Capitalism won, the soviet union isn't around anymore.
why did people treat me so weird in high school?
>>7976796
LMAO
why are all the communists unpassing fat hons
>>7976789
That post was pretty hyperbolic, but the point still stands. Communism kills more than capitalism
>>7976792
Hey that sounds like a decent game plan to me. The thing is, they aren't the most understanding folks, so they'll be really disappointed in me.
Some of you will be all "why do you give a shit about what they think" but I feel like I'd be ruining their shot at being normal parents in their eyes and I feel kinda bad about that
>>7976803
Because, like me, you were different.
>>7976803
I realised years later that alot of them thought I was trans or wanted to fuck me
>>7976796
Don't bully snicks
>>7976784
>>7976794
I'm a communist and always have been
the ussr saved europe and uplifted billions of people from poverty.
Capitalism is a rotting system that tries to maintain a dwindling handful of first world countries by sucking out the blood of the rest of the world.
>>7976794
>they won b-but it doesn't count
>>7976802
actually communists were on par with jews in the eyes of nazis. You're going to have to source that shit realllyyyy well.
>>7976804
>LOL! IDK how to respond so i'll just insult her appearance
>>7976796
nice ad hominem, keed
>>7976803
Because you were probably shy and introverted, and probably a bit Aspie too. In fact, you sound a lot like that autism girl who rubbed peanut butter all over her body.
>>7976811
>saved Europe
Yeah just take a look at how prosperous those ex-soviet states are!
>>7976774
homu take your pills, you know you get depressed when you don't
>>7976804
Communism is the ideology of failures. Or rather that's what it's become. It was originally an observation about trends in labor and an extrapolation to a few sets of logical outcomes from it. Fucking idiots took that as a cue to forego the requisite development and try to act like they have a fusion economy running on coal and then blame everyone with more money than them for all of their problems while also saying that there's never been real communism.
>>7976811
Post-soviet countries are actually universally the shittiest countries in Europe.
Capitalism won. Communism lost. Get over it kiddo.
>>7976811
>>7976789
commies please go
I'm gay
>>7976767
but if we filter anonymous how are we supposed to see you try to drive a wedge between eva and nim?
I'm not even a communist
I just hate capitalism
>>7976822
Saaaame
The only times communism increased the living standards of a country is when it was ran as a form of state-capitalism, like the early Soviet Union.
>all the anons are /pol/yps
hnmm
>>7976821
again, not an argument
>>7976811
>Capitalism is a rotting system
do you mean in the sense that it's morally corrupt or that it's dying? because if it's the latter, it seems more like the other way around, since the number of communism countries has been shrinking over the past hundred years
>>7976825
What's wrong with capitalism?
I don't understand politics =)
>>7976832
it oppresses his fat ass by making him actually have to accomplish things instead of eating doritos
>>7976814
>>7976819
they were before they became capitalist tho how is this an argument. The growth rates of their economies were higher than those of western europe before market reform, AND they had a lower starting point AND they weren't imperialist countries that sucked wealth out of the first world AND they had fascist leaders before the USSR.
Sounds like a good deal to me tbqdesu
>>7976819
the french revolution failed, liberalism still won out eventually. This isn't over.
>>7976821
>get out of my nazi safe space reeeee
>>7976827
untrue
>>7976831
it's dying and has been for a century
more and more third world countries are needed to support the first world
>>7976813
;_;
i'm not like that
>>7976815
What's the point? To be mocked, lose my job, put me and my brother on the street?
>>7976832
>>7976831
Same thing wrong with communism. Humans are greedy and will always corrupt the system for their own gain. Humanity is sick, slowly being killed by an inner cancer.
>>7976807
yea I get that, coming out ruined my relationship with my dad and cost me all my friends, but I just decided hey, I'm not living just to make them happy with me
I can't say I know your parents but it probably wouldn't really hurt them much if you came out, but do be ready for the initial shock
>>7976835
>more and more third world countries are needed to support the first world
You have a fucking cartoon understanding of economics.
>>7976835
>if you're not a commie then you are /pol/
xD
>wrong previous in the OP
What if my transition fails desu
>>7976835
>The growth rates of their economies were higher than those of western europe before market reform, AND they had a lower starting point
Countries with a lower starting point always grow more than the first world you dumb fucking subhuman. If a country has a GDP of one dollar and it increases to two dollars is 100% growth. Holy fuck you are dumb, please kill yourself.
>they weren't imperialist countries that sucked wealth out of the first world
>THE SOVIET UNION WASN'T IMPERIALIST
AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHHHHHHHHHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAA
You are legit dumb as a rock kid. Just stop posting you're embarrassing yourself.
>gloomy is laying across her bed right now in sexy red lingerie, gesturing at sertii to come back to bed
>meanwhile, sertii is sitting at her desk, arguing about communism on the internet with strangers at 8am
>>7976845
Worrying
But how much do you think it will?
>>7976836
which point hasn't been adressed
>>7976840
i doubt it dude
>>7976843
no, but this is still a nazi safe space lol
>>7976847
they were VERY close in gdp during the 50s and they still had a lot higher growth rate after that though lmao.
Also idk we're not talking about the same thing, don't call me dumb just because you don't want to argue in good faith
>>7976835
>it's dying and has been for a century
well if communism is dying and capitalism is dying, what's going to replace these dying systems?
this is not a suitable place to have a mature discussion
so I am just gonna leave for tonight instead of taking this abuse.
night, /mtfg/
>>7976811
>Capitalism is a rotting system that tries to maintain a dwindling handful of first world countries by sucking out the blood of the rest of the world.
I got news for you, the USSR/Russia also sucks other countries dry.
>>7976849
DELET
>>7976839
Why does it have to be so hard
>>7976855
Yeah go eat another Big Mac you fat faggot.
>>7976849
she's sleeping and her mum forces us to sleep in separate rooms. Very catholic family. They'll be away for the weekend tho
>>7976854
communism isn't dying. The french revolution died and everyone was like "oooihh liberals btfo" but here we are.
>>7976856
actually the USSR funneled a lot of resources to newly socialist countries in the third world.
Unless you're talking about war reparations
>>7976857
delete your feelings for gloomy, glertii is OTP
>be a leftist
>have the worldview of a 5th grader
>capitalism is the reason I'm a degenerate loser
It's hilarious. It's so black and white in their tiny communist brains.
>>7976858
Were just really unlucky
>>7976832
people dying of curable diseases and there being more empty houses than homeless people seems kinda bullshit
Idk I'm not really a communist I just think the way capitalism is set up is like, not good. I don't think governments should have direct control of everything like under communism but at the same time no one human being needs to be making so much money they could literally never spend it all even if dropped 50k dollars a day on stupid shit while others are just in a hole they can't even begin to climb out of because healthcare is stupid expensive, especially mental healthcare
Fuck off back to /pol/ u fucking political normies
>>7976868
Google Murray Bookchin
>>7976865
if you could actually substantiate any of that you'd make arguments instead of insults
>>7976852
You address everything but your arguments are shallow assertions with no real substance. Go read Capital right fucking now. Then read The General Theory of Employment, Interest and Money and the Road to Serfdom and stop being a fucking idiot.
>>7976862
the USSR literally conquered eastern europe dude
kys yourself
I was thinking of upping my Estrogen dosage (Progynova) from 2mg to 4mg.
As someone who is doing this behind the Doctors back and not getting any bloodtests (worried about the people finding out)
I want to know if it's a bad idea or not.
I've been on 2mg Progy and 200mg Spiro for 2 months now, nothing major appearance wise, just some lil boobies. Want it to be a bit faster.
>>7976870
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^this my fucking god who cares about your failed political bullshittery
thankyou tanya
>>7976862
>They'll be away for the weekend tho
>>7976868
Google Milton Friedman
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RWsx1X8PV_A
>>7976870
>implying normal people are /pol/tard nazis
See?
Not even you guys want me. I may as well die
>>7976877
yes
up your dose
2mg is only good if you're 3ft tall
>>7976877
Probably fine, I did that one month in cause my doctor said to, I think it's normal
>>7976851
I just don't wanna end up looking like snickerdoodle desu~
>>7976865
Rewards of communism
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XgRyLz47liM
>>7976892
>i've read all of those actually
You are a goddamn mother fucking liar
>why don't you argue back?
Because you're not even on a mental level to argue anything.
Yes i'm rustled.
>>7976892
>Eastern europe had mostly fascist governments and a large supressed communist movement, technically they just helped them out
Jesus Christ. Commies are so fucking delusional. Poland was Fascist?
>>7976873
Hasnt the failure of your own country's economy shown you that communism is doomed to the same fate?
I tried to strike for blood this time...but couldn't
looks like I'm a failure at this as well intellectually and physically :^)
Is HRT-induced hip rotation real/what the shell is it?
>>7976894
Unnecessarily mean
But where are you in transitioning?
Age?
>>7976868
Do you know why people die from treatable diseases and why people are homeless?
Personally, I look at your "more houses" statement as a sign of a growing economy. It means more houses are being built than meets demand, more people are buying multiple houses, and that the price of homes will eventually drop (relative to their growing land value)
You can argue the moral implications of capitalism all you want, but capitalism is still a more productive and (from what you seem to want from this) more utilitarian form of society
>>7976894
>I just don't wanna end up looking like snickerdoodle
throw this post into the fires of mt doom
>>7976903
You have too many layers of fat covering your veins. Use a real knife this time instead of a butter knife.
One less communist lard on Earth.
>mfw people don't realize communism is an inevitability when the cost of automation of labor becomes so vastly cheaper than the hiring of manual human labor across all fields and markets that the only other option is to let the vast majority of the worlds population wallow in unemployment
>tfw have no love for mom & dad, or my brother.
>mom & dad didn't support me when I needed them to when I was young
>my brother relentlessly teased and put me down as I grew up.
>>7976903
Well, if you can't do it right, then stop doing it.
>>7976903
Stahp it
>>7976906
HRT changes tendon lengths in the lower back, and legs. Combined they rotate the hips forward.
>>7976913
what if they just throw universal basic income at everyone to stave off an uprising of the lower-classes?
>>7976913
>tfw communists dont understand there are jobs outside of the labor sector
>>7976897
yeah you do sound pretty mad. Should get your T levels checked, hon
>>7976899
pretty sure they had pogroms n shit
>>7976902
nah, it just made me realize how unsustainable first world levels standards of living are under capitalism. Greece had to be pushed out so the rest of the first world could maintain them
>>7976903
Don't it man
I did it and regretted so much. I wish my thighs were smooth and nice
>>7976919
Does it have any visible effects on appearance/body shape?
Those cutting images are pretty gross though.
>>7976913
if all goes well, i can be an architect of the vast unemployment.
;_;
everyone should have loved me.
if people loved me, i wouldn't have gone near computers
>>7976921
you said you were going to stop cutting
why did you tell us horrible lies?
>>7976903
>mfw more concerned with the hair on my legs than the scars or else I'd post them
>>7976892
ベエーッスド。。。。。。
>>7976929
>better inflict damage, surely that will make me feel better
That's kinda how it works though.
>>7976924
>anon thinks white collared work won't eventually be automated
GIRLS ARE NOT FOR CUT!!!!!
>>7976925
Sertii, there is no capitalism in Europe, you moron. Your economy collapsed thanks entirely to socialism.
>>7976929
it does tho
I've changed to punching myself in the face instead though, it's faster than getting out the knives and shit.
Kinda embarrassed by it desu
>>7976929
Yeah, I was dumb, ignorant, and stupid at that time. All it does is make you not depressed.
Its better if you justgo out and do stuff with your friends.
>>7976925
>pretty sure they had pogroms n shit
Why do you talk about things you clearly don't understand? It's alright, don't blame yourself. Not everyone can have a high IQ.
>>7976942
what if you don't have any friends
>>7976944
Working class blue collar people are the ones who elected Trump, I don't think you'd want a country run by them. They don't like trannies much.
Under capitalism race, sexual orientation, gender don't matter as long as you're productive.
>>7976929
it's something I can do that will show me or get me to feel instant results
also it is a punishment for when I am stupid so I won't be in the future
>>7976942
>All it does is make you not depressed
*All it does is make you more depressed
Im so autistic desu
>>7976934
it's ベースト y'damn weeb
>>7976944
You're a fucking moron and I hope when the communists do move in (Or the muslims) your last thought as they line you up before the firing squad is about how wrong you were.
Government intervention in the economy destroyed your country, if you had left the free market alone and just let nature sort out the distribution of goods then you'd be able to find a job back home right now.
>>7976949
where can I get this shirt?
>>7976945
Make some friends desu
this is good.
if everyone is vying for power, then it means that no one has it.
while everyone is busy fighting for the authority to control others, no one is using it to control me
>>7976945
Isn't that what this board is for?
>>7976943
i mean hey i could be wrong, i haven't studied every slavic country.
>>7976947
well apparently it still does, there's mechanism that perpetuate this shit.
Blue collar people did vote for trump, that doesn't really mean much to me tho given that we believe in dialectics, so of course there are varying levels of consciousnes within the working class.
>>7976952
oh wait you were serious?
are you the guy that told me i hadn't read The road to Serfdom?
>>7976949
>>7976953
That quote was from a bully who only pretended to be cute. Here is his true face.
>>7976930
sorry
>>7976953
No idea
Was wondering the same thing
>>7976947
Imagine how much money we'd all have if taxes were lower- The government would steal less, and employers would have more hiring power. We'd all be working, and it'd all be a comfortable livable wage. We trannies could have our operations paid for within a year of transitioning and then still have some left over.
Instead we have this socialist horseshit and are unhireable neets waiting for the jihad to come and end it all.
>>7976957
Your country failed because of socialism. Just like the USSR failed because of communism. Your ideals are retarded, and as a result your mother and sister will become jihadi slaves whilst you and your father have your heads hacked off with a dull rusty saber.
>tfw no one wants to see your nudes
i'm used goods
>>7976947
>Under capitalism race, sexual orientation, gender don't matter as long as you're productive
show me a capitalist country that has completely erased discrimination among those deemed "productive" even if they're of a minority
>>7976963
i mean wew lad if you think that i think it's you who needs to read more and study up more about the situation in europe
>>7976960
>>7976961
t. Reagan
go check your fucking zodiac fuccboi
why hasn't Lauren thrown off her shackles and moved into a place of her own where she can own a gun?
>>7976968
There's no such thing as a country"no discrimination". Capitalist countries are the most open and free in the world when it comes to gender and racial equality and well as LGBT rights.
China, not so much. Take a seat.
>>7976959
you're just lucky you're a cute and nice person, otherwise i wouldn't be dispensing forgiveness so easily
>>7976903
you are starting to sound like sheen
>>7976973
Reagan was an amazing president and anyone who denies it has cognitive dissonance. Probably one of America's greatest. Im so glad we have Reagan 2 in office now.
goodbye
Hi I had a nap
I'm comfy now :3
Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds
It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me
>>7976971
cute!
>>7976967
*notices your bulge* owo
>>7976974
there are so many other things I would rather buy with $500 it's actually not even funny
anyway i'm gonna cuddle gloomy now so won't respond, laterr faggots
How many people on this board are also /k/ fags?
>>7976987
don't look
>>7976955
this is anarchy, & it is good
Communists on suicide watch.
>>7976971
>>7976981
>Reagan was an amazing president
[AIDS INTENSIFIES]
>>7976950
I can speak Japanese (or used to) ya goof
I wrote it like that intentionally
Read it aloud
>>7976967
send nudes!
and remember
>>7976992
>gets btfo
>runs off and cries
LMAO leftists will never recover from this
>>7976992
im glad you two are happy cuties
>>7977000
nice trips
my nudes aren't worthwhile
>>7976982
Where are you going?
I think I preferred the erp to /pol/ discussion
>inb4 someone tries to tell me talking about different systems of government isn't /pol/
>>7977004
send noods
>>7976927
It can effect height by curving the spine more and reducing hip height some.
>>7976929
>cutting is literally the most retarded shit ever
it releases endorphins that help.
>>7976937
90+% of the people I know who cut are female. I've only ever known one male who cut.
>>7976981
Reagan was a puppet of his cabinet.
Trump is an even lesser president.
>>7976963
the root problem greece had can be traced back to them giving up the drachma in favour of the euro - unable to regulate their own currency, they weren't able to boost the value of their exports and stimulate economic growth
this is why currency unions are a bad idea, and we should all seek to liberate ourselves from the shackles of the EU
>>7976993
*notices your authentic 1940's kar98k and not some yugoshit kar98s* OWO!
Canada made it illegal to criticize Islam
>>7977007
i'm actually very happy about all this fighting.
all rulings are best kept airborne, i say
>>7977001
don't forget the one who cut herself ^-^
truly a victory for the right and their incredible debate tactics of assertion and harassment
>>7976998
He might be the greatest, only rivaled by Wahsington- even theres no doubt that Reagan was the superior politician.
But lets be real, starting in a few years well all unanimously agree that Trump is our greatest.
>>7977020
>starting in a few years well all unanimously agree that Trump is
suffering from senile dementia.
>>7977004
wait a minute, i know those feet
they belong to oddish
sometimes I enema so hard that I bleed
>>7977020
Regan ruined the nation
>>7977020
>agree that Trump is our greatest
literally what the fuck. His administration has rolled back rights for trans people, like what fucking general do you think you're in.
You better stop memeing right now, that's like being trans and saying Texas is the greatest place to live.
>>7977015
Canada is super weird. Looks like your government got hijacked by sjw
>>7977015
The cool thing about this is that liberals woont be able to deny the shittiness of islamic immigrants as gangrape and mass shootings become ever more popular in Canada as it slips into 3rd worlddom whilst America enters a golden age.
Y'all like video games?
Leper is my bf
>>7977022
>wait a minute, i know those feet
....
>>7977026
why are you lurking with your trip off? are you still active here, just undercover as an anon?
>>7977029
Just live in a liberal state like WA where I live. There's like 2 trannies at our school and one of them killed themselves.
>>7977035
i'm here everyday senpai. i mean, i'm busier with work, I mostly just lurk. i don't see the point in using a trip anymore though.
>>7977033
>not being able to identify every trip in /mtfg/ by looking at pictures of their hands and/or feet
hey mercury, why are you such a newfag
i'm so happy that chara wanted to be my friendo.
she is so nice.
i love talking to her
>>7977026
send newds
>>7977029
>tfw Texas but its Austin Texas so it might as well be liberal
I don't actually know how the bathroom law is gonna affect my university specifically, I'm pretty sure the law says that universities can't "opt out" of the law and shit.
O well
>>7977036
she was probs a hon
>>7977036
Whereabouts in WA do you live? I'm alone at my school :(
>>7977040
she scares me
>>7977036
*hugs* That sucks. Kids can be so cruel.
>>7976849
>>gloomy is laying across her bed right now in sexy red lingerie
>red
I see what you did there.
>>7977049
she's very sweet 1ce you get to know her
>>7977048
Bellevue, I was in last thread as anon.
I've been lurking as anon do like 3 weeks before getting trip
>>7977029
Trump repealed a national law forcing schools nationwide to let transchildren into the right school bathrooms, its only relevant if you do live in Texas. I think Texas is retarded and I wont go there, but thats their right they are an independent state. Thankfully all the transpeople there have free travel and can move to the westcoast were most cities and state governments have passed trans protection laws on a local level.
Even then I know the father of a transgirl in Texas and the schools do let his daughter use the womens restroom: Why? Because he as an adult sat down and talked the situation out with the school and his voice added the legitimacy that she wasn't just trying to peep at the girls.
Even if he had repealed transrights, minorly, you're an idiot it you think transrights are more important that muslimn immigration, the economy, and national security. Which bathroom I use will be my last worry if I find myself in the center of this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6t7Iw4KlCII
>>7977053
but sometimes she's all scary and stuff
and she can be mean sometimes
>>7977038
oh shit, i thought you just disappeared off the face of the earth or something
i'm glad you're not dead oddish, and i hope things are going well
>>7977043
tell me i'm pretty
unsee . tamebuzo/
>>7977056
what? naw, man, she's cute
>>7977063
I don't think the pen belongs in there
>>7977063
you a qt
are you feeling ok?
confidence issues?
>>7976993
Hey.
>>7977065
ok
she does seem nice sometimes
>>7977070
yea i think so. I feel unconfident about my weight/height, and sometimes i just wanna get fucked and used even though i know i hate sex.
>>7977052
sertii's naturally drawn to reds and yellows
that's why gloomy was out for so long yesterday, trying to get a tan
Did gloomy and Sertii sex?
well. i'm not bored, but i sure am sleepy.
i think i might go to the local gay bar & give it a look tomorrow.
nini :3
>>7977077
ooh iktf
well try not to do anything you might regret, is what I've learned
hope you feel ok tho
is sertii still a virgin?
>>7977040
DELET
DELETDELETDELETDELETDELETDELETDELETDELETDELETDELETDELETDELET
>>7977084
I feel like I'm the only girl that doesn't immediately sex other trans girls I meet online
>>7977055
>Even if he had repealed transrights, minorly, you're an idiot it you think transrights are more important that muslimn immigration, the economy, and national security.
If Trump cared at all about the economy, national security, muslim immigration, and similar issues, he would not have wasted any time on trans issues.
>>7977091
>tfw gonna visit another tranny from the internet in a few months
>tfw not sure if it'll end in lewd or not
Besides, Sertii and Gloomy met up *because* they were girlfriends, of course lewd would ensue.
>>7977094
best to err on the side of caution and bring a pair of handcuffs and some lube just in case
>tfw not having sex with a trip right now
http://www.strawpoll.me/12596059
http://www.strawpoll.me/12596059
http://www.strawpoll.me/12596059
>>7977103
>have you ever had sex with someone you met on mtfg
>have you ever had sex
>>7977107
come here owo
>>7977054
If you don't mind me asking, what school do ya go to?
>>7977072
>>7977094
Hey :P
I want to meet a tranner to be comfy too :(
>>7977107
>>have you ever had sex
I'd imagine quite a few people on here have
>>7977091
but lewd is fuuuuun!!!!!!!!!
>>7977110
Where do you live senpai?
>>7977103
yes!
>>7977108
>come here owo
sorry anon, it's not my purpose
i'm just an observer
>>7977103
I would never meet anyone from this godforsaken website
Is anyone else transitioning blind and DIY?
>>7977115
I live in the innawoods state, WA
I wish there were more outdoorsy folk on /mtfg/ to talk about rec stuff with
>>7977123
>I wish there were more outdoorsy folk on /mtfg/ to talk about rec stuff with
she's called grace
maybe sarah too, if you enjoy cemetaries and have been lobotomised by ETs
>>7977123
>Washington
Of course you do. Well, there's already a friend there I wanna visit sometime.
>I wish there were more outdoorsy folk on /mtfg/ to talk about rec stuff with
What do you wanna talk about?
>>7977125
Eh, Grace is trying again to cut down on her /mtfg/ consumption, which I'm encouraging her in.
>>7977040
>tfw chara said she isnt your friend despite saying otherwise beforehand
>>7977100
u s e m e
>>7977127
>Eh, Grace is trying again to cut down on her /mtfg/ consumption, which I'm encouraging her in.
Shame. Grace is a long-term project of mine, and it's hard to direct the course of her love life when she's so far away from /mtfg/.
>>7977110
I'd rather not disclose that
>>7977134
You're a creepy motherfucker, you know that?
Pornography is a wicked devil and a pure girl cannot watch such things.
>>7977138
At least I'm not mean to people.
>>7977121
*shrug* I just think I'd be cool to be able to do stuff like that with /mtfg/ people sometime.
Why would anyone want to cut down her regular /mtfg/ dosage?
>>7977134
What
>>7977135
All gucci
salty girldick
>tfw no girldick near me or my mouth or my butt
>>7977153
adsfjlksdafjaskldfj
>>7977156
>Sorry, I just think manipulating someone's love life is weird and kinda messed up. Doubly so if you're not even friends with 'em.
It's not manipulating, I'm helping her. I don't know how long you were anon for before you started tripping, but Grace has proven time and time again that she makes poor decisions when it comes to relationships, and life in general.
>>7977158
Yep.
>>7977161
A rose by any other name is just as thorny.
>tfw ur in a lewd mewd
>>7977165
Interesting that so many people here fall in love, I mean I fell for someone from here too so I'm not better.
Just shows how socially inept we are or how much we want someone who understands us.
>>7977170
No, you're just fucked up. That said, I'm curious, why didn't you approve of it?
>>7977170
>Grace is a long-term project of mine, and it's hard to direct the course of her love life
Dunno about you, but that sounds a little disconcerting to me
D E A D
>>7977099
silk scarves are better.
>>7977174
are you the special K grace keeps referencing
>>7977158
gay
>>7977178
We need more European trannies.
>>7977172
>No, you're just fucked up. That said, I'm curious, why didn't you approve of it?
Because GracexBirdy has always been my main goal, with GracexKari as my contingency plan. Other temporary pairings are acceptable as long as both parties are aware of the transient nature of the relationship, but LDRs with few opportunities to visit each other serve little purpose for Grace and cause her to quickly become unhappy.
I still like you though. Shame there's so few New England trips that we can pair you with.
>>7977187
Are you the MTFG shipper
what are your pairings
>>7977187
who do you ship me with
>>7977189
>Are you the MTFG shipper
I don't think so. I just have an intrusive interest in the love life of Grace. It's like a grand strategy game.
quick someone ship me
>>7977187
Who do I belong to, I bet nobody
>>7977196
phienchen's sidechick
>>7977187
Let me reiterate, you're a real creepy motherfucker, ya know that?
>>7977197
> tfw forever 2nd class
>>7977202
yes its my brand
not him btw
>>7977204
don't worry fransi, you will find a bf friend one day, just be yourself but also a tiny bit like a confident person too
everyone has me filtered
>>7977215
hugg
>>7977215
Nyet.
>>7977215
*HUGS*
>>7977215
I filter no one.
current mtfg ships go:
Ill start
Kari*Grace
Nim*Eva
cute trip ships
>>7977202
>people on 4chan are creepy, maladjusted human beings
It's all relative. We all have our hobbies, I suppose.
>>7977215
thanks for the reminder, i keep forgetting to
>>7977221
Sertii x Gloomy.
You x Ada.
>>7977221
nim x eva is canon
How many of you also browse /tf2g/
These threads have the exact same cadence on as the ones on /vg/, there people do *describes action* with "lewd" and all that
>>7977221
>Kari*Grace
>Nim*Eva
>Gloomy*Sertii
>Hailee*Ada
>Myrthe*Anna
>Snickerdoodle*DrunkChaser
>Pizza*Eggman
>Elanna*Phienchen
>>7977231
The only /vg/ generals I was really in were /tg/ and /rsg/.
>>7977215
I don't have you filtered
>>7977228
>I don't care if bf or gf just want a f already reee
get phien's bf to set you up with one of his cute friends
>>7977216
>>7977218
>>7977219
>>7977220
>>7977224
>>7977236
everyone ignores me all the time so I thought I was filtered
I'm sorry
>>7977240
i'm here for you bb. got any new jokes for me? why don't you chat me up on facebook ever? it's like you only have love for anna. I CAN BE FUNNY TOO
>>7977237
I think this plan is flawed in a lot of ways.
>>7977245
a wise man once said: "a bad plan is better than no plan"
you remember that, fransi
>>7977240
Hugg!
>>7977233
uwu desu
>>7977240
Identify the general topic being discussed and submit novel information that is either directly or tangentially related.
>>7977246
But that's a plan like. "I really need to take a shower, I think I'll jump into the cooling water of a nuclear power plant."
Do I need a trip to fit in?
>>7977252
yes
no
maybe
idk
>>7977252
Yes
>>7977252
usually
i like to trip because i like to say things like
'im gay'
and I want people to remember that
also I love Ada.
>>7977252
Do you want your posts to be remembered for all time in an archive somewhere?
>>7977252
>tfw have a trip but dont fit in
What kind of vidyas does /mtfg/ play?
>>7977264
Ones that let me be a girl.
>>7977264
Grand autism simulators and RPGs.
>>7977264
FTL
CSGO
TF2
Pokemon, sometimes
>>7977252
fuck that shit
>>7977264
whatever my friends want me to play usually
i like racing games and puzzle games though
>>7977264
Csgo, pokemon, RPGs, rts, wow rarely
>>7977264
War thunder
Overwatch
League
Arma 2 & 3
Osu
Runescape
>>7977264
....dota.
>>7977264
im lame and dont play much vidya anymore
>>7977280
Also any strategy games HOI, EU4, Total War: Rome 1(best total war game), and AOE
>>7977278
>>7977271
Imagine a mtf csgo pro team
>>7977280
Ay we should play some WT sometime maybe
>>7977285
I've posted my discord on here like four times and the only people that have added me are the ones I had intended to. So, take that as you will.
Anyway, nighty night /mtfg/.
>>7977294
I told phie that we'll go pro one day.
>>7977294
silver 4 uwu
i go absolutely crazy with dual berettas
i made good food for dinner and its good
>>7977294
Planes or Tonks? I've only grinded to the Tiger 1
>>7977233
>Syndie*CFH
>>7977302
I do not believe you.
>>7977240
I'm mostly just browsing right now. I'm writing up some of my history.
>>7977264
Darkest Dungeon a lot recently
Overwatch
Plague Doctor and Pharah are best girls respectively
>>7977233
what about me and tamara? ;-;
have we become too obscure?
>>7977295
Guten Nacht
>>7977291
True to your trip I see
>>7977285
Well someone would have to go on to mtfg and happen to come across your post to figure that out.
>>7977303
Both for most factions up to like t5 or something. I don't play too much
>>7977309
You misspelt Mercy
>>7977307
why not?
i think its good
>>7977314
What'd ya make?
>>7977309
Anyone else ever just wish they could wear a mask 24/7 and not have to worry about passing? That'd be nice
voice would still be an issue but eh
>>7977311
Tamara is literally who
>>7977314
What did you ma—
um
why the fuck is the gilette jingle stuck in my head on repeat
insomnia's one thing but "gilette, the best a man can get" every 4 seconds is a bit fucking much
>>7977317
Convert to allahuakbar and wear a burka
>tfw I keep sniffing the package that arrived today. I can't wait to open it up Monday.
>>7977331
Why do you have to wait?
>>7977329
Sounds like a Southern dish. Where ya from?
>>7977333
b-day present.
>>7977336
HEPPEY BORTHDEI
>>7977312
I'm just really paranoid and its why I dont fit in anywhere and have no friends. . .
I see it as evidence that can be used against me
>>7977264
pic related and sometimes civ v
>>7977347
Not enough...
>>7977344
What kind of crazy shit do you think is gonna happen?
>>7977347
Please play Civ V with me
None of my friends want to play Civ V with me
They don't like playing with me because I always win
Should I lose on purpose
>>7977344
Still, "someone would have to go on to mtfg and happen to come across your post." Also, what kind of "evidence" would someone use against you?
Would a post op mtf and post op ftm be able to have sex just as easily as a straight cis couple?
>>7977354
ftms have some way to go with their GRS
>>7977351
I dont know but i'm getting ready fOR IT HahA!
>>7977352
The potential evidence they could use against me hasn't been posted yet. If they were dedicated enough they could search for it. I have weird interests that only someone with my tism fingerprint would have
>>7977264
I like playing shitty games, so I'm playing Zelda: BOTW now.
>>7977354
given the state of the art in phaloplasties, no.
Man I love Zelda she's such a cool PC
>>7977362
Tough, evict other stuff, and buy more shelves.
>>7977334
im from the pacific northwest lol
i've got no southern influence, it just sounded good and i've heard of it before so i tried to make it
Its 3 AM and I cant sleep pls help
I need someone to cuddle with~
>>7977357
Are you worried about something you might do?
>>7977317
no mask can hide my broad upper body
why do you all post so much anime
>>7977367
To be fair, anything with fried chicken sounds good. You were kind of cheating.
>>7977362
Have you never played Civ V multiplayer? By split up, I assume you mean something along the lines of pausing the game (to play it over multiple days), and yes you can.
>>7977357
They still would have to go to mtfg
Assuming they know you would even go to mtfg
Assuming they would see your post at all
It's not like you're a foreign dictator being hunted down by the CIA, calm down. Besides, it's not like those "dedicated people" couldn't tell what you've been posting without your steam id or something lol
What kind of edgy shit do you plan on posting anyway?
Didn't notice last thread capped, whoops. 5 AM stupor.
Just had a strange nightmare and don't want to go back to sleep.
Why is everyone else up?
>>7977374
the south knows how to eat
coleslaw, fried chicken, scones :^) are a good combination
fried fish sandwich, tartare on the heel, coleslaw on the top
>>7977372
Bc I want to become qt animu grill
>>7977380
I don't know why I do this to myself
>>7977380
It's 11am here
>>7977369
I dont trust myself to be responsible with my internet use so no
>>7977378
seeing people getting doxxed has scarred me, I shouldnt feel this way considering i'm no one special, haHA
>>7977384
u wot m8
How is everyone this evening?
>>7977385
Hi bongland friend what are your great grand amazing ambitious plans for today
>>7977389
> evening it's 11 am
>>7977380
woke up at 3:30 from a bad dream/full bladder
stuck listening to a shitty men's razor commercial jingle on repeat in my head
want to die
>>7977390
it's 10am in bongland
and no productivity today
>>7977386
No ones gonna try and doxx you unless they have a reason
Most people that are doxxed usually do something bad like being a "nazi".
Unless someone has something against you there's no point for someone to doxx you.
>>7977380
Writing up a short story based on my past.
>>7977395
*10am
>>7977389
concerned but semi-hopeful for a nice weekend
>>7977386
What sick things have you done? Your secrets are safe with me and the rest of the Internet.
>>7977390
Netherlands
Gonna visit Myrthe again this weekend and do lots of fun stuff
>>7977389
Thinking about ending my transition
>>7977380
It's also 5am here..
>>7977404
Did I do something to you?
>>7977404
Late at night is pretty much the only time I have to myself and I end up staying up really late. Stressing out about deciding to start hrt doesn't help either.
I feel unmotivated to sleep, as weird as that is
>>7977400
been doxxed...
>>7977365
there is literally no space for another piece of funiture in my room. I can't really store it somewhere else either. >>7977378
yes play it over mulitple days. I never played the multiplayer not even local (well not yet). I'm in germany (it's 11am rn) tho so we might have trouble with being online at the same time sometimes. where do you live?
so how does transitioning work?
i know there's hrt, but is there still a surgery after, and if so, what does it entail?
ive heard rumors about using female relatives' bio-samples to grow a new vagina for you. is this true? what can i do if i dont have any female immediate family (mom's dead, no sisters)?
>>7977407
Nice try, Syndicate. . .
>>7977400
i think i have a very toxic personality that eventually, inevitably, garners hatred from anyone who was unfortunate to be within distance of me. Though one of you is right it should be nearly impossible to find me again .
>>7977423
I-it's nothing, sorry. x.x
>>7977421
Transitioning doesn't always go all the way to surgery. Some people don't even do hrt. It's just a general term for people coping with wanting to be an anime grill
also
>grow a new vagina for you
Slow down, that's a few decades too far ahead. Get back to your time machine
3 am is too early to be awake
>>7977430
but I haven't slept
>>7977427
Well now I'm curious, was I being mean to you?
>>7977421
Look up SRS on youtube it'll give you some idea of the process for surgery
>>7977421
are you from the future?
>>7977404
i've let is dissolve into the fractal nothingness dreams become as i awaken
it was probably something involving my family
now it's just a cut from an 80s tv commercial on loop
seriously make this stop
>>7977421
transitioning comes down to what you want/need to do
hrt and srs, maybe ffs and/or vfs, lots of hair removal
>>7977423
>CST
i'm having a hard time thinking of anywhere i'd like to be in that timezone.. austin maybe? i suppose chicago? msp perhaps..? but most of it, um, no thanks
no vat-grown science baginas.. yet
>>7977423
I actually wish I lived in CET.
>>7977389
it's zhezhe <3
>>7977264
bash naked people in the head with rocks simulator 2017
>>7977423
>you can stop HRT
I haven't started yet? Stop staying up so late, it's affecting your reading skillz
>>7977428
t-that's not real?
i swear, someone is feeding me bad information
god damn it, i swore i had heard somewhere that we had developed tech to use female relatives' dna to grow a new genetically compatible vagina
>>7977425
Have you posted in places like this before?
>>7977435
Nononono. Don't worry about it!
>>7977421
no cousins or aunties?
also that kind of thing is decades away
there is gender reassignment surgery or orchiectomy and keeping your penis at the moment
>>7977425
I haven this deception where Im a bitch on the outside but I can be sweet once you scratch the surface. Unfortunately, once you really dig in and actually get to know me you see that I am also a cold bitch at heart.
As a result my friendships tend to last about two years.
Be pretty and people will deal with anyway because they wanna fuck you. Also getting doxxed aint even that bad.
>>7977436
>>CST
Mpls, Madison, and Iowa City are all good.
>>7977441
I just realized I misread your post and told you that you misread my post because I'm up at 3am
Is anybody else sick or have any allergies?
The trees haven't even started flowering and there's like no pollen yet I still have allergies.
>>7977391
Same
>7977425
Try to be nicer I guess?
Although I'm kinda like you I also have a toxic personality, but I try to be nice sometimes
http://m.imgur.com/a/allaL
>tfw this isn't you
>>7977442
The only cellar matrix ones grown that I know of were for girls that were born with partial vaginas, and wanted full ones.
>>7977442
https://youtu.be/R9TGQIP-VLg
>>7977436
Sounds pretty dope. Remember not to get locked in underground freezers with things.
Anyway I live in Dallas/Fort Worth and it's alright. Seems like everyone I know is packing and leaving for Seattle and I want to follow them, my job pays more than double there what it does here.
>>7977441
The point was you were stressing out about starting, if you didn't like it, you can stop it.
>>7977444
well, shit
how the fuck did i get that idea?
maybe ill just have to develop it
been looking for a reason to go to college....
*cue weird science*
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jm-upHSP9KU
>>7977454
Am so well, just waiting on a certain someone to get their butts out of bed.
How are you? I'm glad to see you back here
>>7977448
I hate browsing on my phone, I always mess up on my posts some how
>>7977455
im curious about this video but not curious enough to watch it
>>7977432
>tfw already slept and getting ready for work
>>7977449
Please tell me, because now I'm going to agonize over it.
>>7977445
despite having a "loving" family (but probably not accepting of transitioning) I want to move far away because
a) i'm a loner with the tism
b) doxxing has little actual damage if you know nobody and can easily relocate
I'm probably going to be a pos cold bitchy friend forever
>>7977443
4chan yes but very little.
>>7977465
>work
ew
>>7977465
lani
how are you feeling
i have chia pudding
am i too hipster rn
>>7977463
If you are sensitive I wouldn't watch it, but I've got an edited version as webm Nep
>>7977454
Made my tripmeme just yesterday after lurking for far too long. I couldn't resist bringing this place into my life
>>7977473
How does she look agp?
>>7977461
o ok chill out
>>7977472
have you ever talked to me as anon?
>>7977475
>that massive BA
>>7977471
>mfw i realise the video isn't just animations
aaAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH abort abort
no way in hell i could watch it showing real stuff
>>7977477
That doesn't mean she's agp.
>>7977456
cost of living in seattle is a loooot higher than tx and will soak up most/all of your raise...
i'm from houston originally, dfw isn't all that appealing tbqh
i haven't driven in like 6 months and it's glorious
>>7977472
start hrt, you can start low and build up your dosage as you get comfy, that's probably a much healthier way to do it any
or don't but you should do it
>>7977473
Post some art!
>>7977472
Wait do you live in Bothell cause I have a friend who lives up there and his name is Kai
His name kinda sounds like your trip nam
>>7977485
I may have gone to bed, did you ask a question?
>>7977483
>cost of living in Seattle is a lot higher
Yeah, sadly I can't stomach roommates either. I found some cozy studios for like $800 a month which is doable, about the price of a 2br here, and it'll be only me, so it's alright.
I'd be going from making like $15 an hour here to $28 an hour there.
>>7977477
Nope, I've never posted as anon on here
>>7977476
Sorry! I guess I'm pretty sleep deprived
>>7977483
I'm working on it. Not having the support of my parents makes that difficult tho
>>7977486
D...does he look trans?
>>7977484
something I made earlier this week.
>>7977459
>how the fuck did i get that idea?
no idea
the tech exists for cis females with MKRH to have a new vaginal wall grown in a lab (Ash might be able to?), but it will be decades for someone to develop a means to apply the technology to us
>maybe ill just have to develop it
please do!
use the chonburi flap method and instead of using ballskin for vaginal wall, use a fresh new vaginal wall grown specifically for the purpose
>>7977468
My family is loving but over time Im starting to realize the knots in my soul and the twisted nature of my innermost feelings are a result of growing up with them. My parents are both borderline alchoholics and its a no nonsense family where we don't talk about things and you fight for yourself: As an example, at a party some guy tried to grab and shove my sister- she responded by clocking him in the face. Another would be how even my mother gets awkward and uncomfortable if you cry.
Doxxing doesnt mean shit if you don't care, the people I hang out with know I camwhore on 4chan and if they dont w/e Im not gonna be embrassed when they find out.
Youll find people you care about regardless of being a cold bitch, and youll care about them because they care about you despite you being a twisted monster.
Losing a patient is tough.
As an intern, I was hoping this wouldn't happen but it did and I couldn't do anything.
>>7977264
i basically play nothing but RPGs, point-and-click adventure games, and puzzle games
used to be big into FPS and RTS games, but nothing in the first genre excites me anymore, and the latter genre is dead
>>7977489
Im not sure since he's an online friend.
I've never seen him personally.
Also is that a yes?
>>7977488
I was answering one, actually. There was really nothing to respond to, so it's okay.
>>7977490
I really like the textures and the shadows on that piece.
>>7977491
Once they figure out stem cells to vaginal wall cell types, they can do the growth in a vat from your own genetics.
>>7977488
>cozy studio $800/mo
desu i kind of doubt that's real unless it's like, an illegal storage unit/shed conversion. there's tons of people in seattle making decent middle class incomes living in vans and whatnot
if it is real i could afford to live there...
>>7977495
Nope, sorry
You should add me on Steam or something to play some vidyas
HOW DO I DEAL WITH LOSING SOMEONE!
>>7977491
well, here's the thing, i dont even know if that would work. theoretically, yes, it would, however, immunorejection is a big deal. the way around it is to make the sample from a subject nigh indistuingishable (genetically) but that would require genome manipulation. at that point, you might as well go all the way, dabble in neuroscience and figure out brain transplanting, just grow a whole new body
Spending money makes me happy
>>7977465
didn't you work late shift?
>>7977515
did you buy HRT?
>>7977465
everyone has to work
get your fat ass out of bed and down to the retail store mines right now
> tfw just was at my doctor to get more speech therapy sessions paid.
> tfw he already recommends vfs
Really motivating!
>>7977505
Nuh. Check it out on zillow or something. Not too many places but there's a few.
I guess I could tolerate a roommate if they were a straight mtf or maybe a gay guy since it's only like $1000 for a 1/2br and I really like cooking
>>7977520
Not yet. I need to find a PO box service
>>7977528
I thought you were living with your sister now?
Guys what if i'm 2shy 2get my baseline bloodtest done? I'm too paranoid of being seen by someone. and I cant leave home without being extensively questioned and there's always someone here..
>>7977492
Do you feel you are truly being yourself with those people you hang out with who know you're a "twisted monster" ? Maybe there is hope for someone like me then? I cant help being a compulsive bitch . I have no lifetime friends and all of my online friendships have ended badly.
Thanks for replying to all of my non sensical posts, you've given me somethings to reconsider..
>>7977485
There are no JUICY DEETS i swear!!
i'm just a compulsive destructive person and i'm afraid i'll hurt the wrong person
>>7977528
Does anyone know what PO box size I should get?
>>7977519
Used to, I got moved off of front end and now I'm basically working entirely grocery shifts at 5 am
It's nice, like a quarter of my shift there aren't any people in the store
>>7977522
Your reading comprehension needs work
>tfw the bus is late
>>7977530
Yeah
But basically no one in my family supports self medding.
>>7977523
Hey Franzi, post voice. I want to hear your cute German accent.
>>7977526
I already cried enough:
I couldn't save him.
>>7977505
Living in Seattle is kind of a meme imo. You're better off living in one of the surrounding cities, although they can be expensive too (i.e. Kirkland, Redmond, Bellevue).
>>7977508
>>7977417
I think I'll go to bed now
>>7977526
I'll probably be asleep around then. Wanna leave your steam name here? Mine is a giant glob of unicode
>>7977531
You should get your baseline done,, why be shy about it?
>>7977510
Excruciating pain for the few weeks in the immediate aftermath, feeling as though your heart will burst and then the world will collapse around you
followed by constant thoughts during any moment where you're not perpetually distracted. Think about them literally every day, multiple times a day
and finally where you mostly forget about them and have moved on, but some days you'll find yourself doing something and just get an odd reminder of them and it all comes rushing back.
>mfw almost had a breakdown while making french toast for the time I made my ex french toast while they were asleep in my bed, and bringing it up to them and seeing their face, and how peaceful they looked and how happy they were to be with me
>mfw just boiled some hot dogs instead and watched some overwatch streams
>>7977532
>Your reading comprehension needs work
wow cranky
someone hasn't had their morning coffee yet
>>7977531
>>7977541
>(i.e. Kirkland, Redmond, Bellevue)
>implying those are any more reasonably affordable for single income people.
lmao try Tacoma or Everett
>>7977546
I mean I haven't, I'm drinking it right now..
>>7977549
Yeah, living expenses in Bellevue are even more expensive than in Seattle itself.
>>7977541
i love the pnw but otoh i'm also really enjoying all the nice weather in denver
also i like hipstery things but find most people are insufferable posers so there's that
>i waxed my pedostache & slapped some cheese and salami on a broken shipping pallet, check out my charcuterie platter
>>7977553
Depends on where you are, but your medical records will be private so they won't tell your family
>>7977543
I dont know why be shy about anything? it's completely irrational but I cant get over it. Cant I just go blind into all this.. I kind of want to die anyways..
>>7977548
1. Try and sleep again
2. Stay up until 8 AM and do stuff then sleep
>>7977531
>Do you feel you are truly being yourself with those people you hang out with who know you're a "twisted monster" ? Maybe there is hope for someone like me then? I cant help being a compulsive bitch . I have no lifetime friends and all of my online friendships have ended badly.
Sort of, I don't do online friendships really- I have a few online friends Ive known for years who Id love to meet up with but Im mostly talking about people you actually spend time with.
Like yeah I let things slide and Im pretty open with them about my nature. Doesn't mean Im openly a cunt to them all the time but they know I am at heart. Like I have a friend who's sensitive so if I lay into him it hurts his feelings, but he accepts my apologies.
>>7977559
You'll be fine, just get your baseline done, they can't and won't tell your family
>>7977561
Oh, alright. I thought Microsoft and such was near downtown Seattle though.
>>7977559
I know what you're up to.
>>7977555
In the US, are my parents notified if I get a blood test 'n stuff done? or do they just have "access" to my records?
Also how would I go about getting a blood test? I've done some research but I'm still pretty confused about the whole process
>>7977572
No
No
Ask your doctor
>>7977572
I'm not US, but you should speak to your doctor, they will keep it private, and your parents can't have access to your medical records, nobody can unless you give them permission to do so, or the authorities
>>7977568
Microsoft has an entire complex of towers and buildings in eastern Bellevue. There's even a road named Microsoft way.
There's also a shit ton of game developers and other tech and web businesses there, its sort of Bellevue's thing.
>>7977575
Oh, alright, cool. Guess it's time to stop being a pharmacist and become a programmer instead.
>>7977571
Unless it involves repeating music causing looped thoughts in relation to my anxiety then you're wrong.
>>7977562
You've given me some hope anon , getting only 6 hours of sleep seems worth it now !
>>7977565
What sort of information do they ask for?
>>7977541
Sorry it took so long
https://steamcommunity.com/id/TanyaIsMyWaifu/
>>7977580
What kind of shit do you listen to?
>>7977580
You want your liver functions monitored, and complete bloodwork done, hormone levels etc.
Just be honest with your doctor they will keep everything confidential
>>7977574
I think this hinges on you being of legal age
>>7977585
I could listen to anything it doesnt matter, and my anxiety would make me replay it over and over until I hate it.
>>7977587
I dont have a doctor. should I find a therapist first?
>>7977589
Possibly, as far as I'm aware if you go to the doctor they still can't give out medical records or details unless they get consent from the patient
And if it's just bloodwork, I don't think it matters with age. HRT yes, but again I don't know if that's exactly the case
>>7977594
You should speak to a doctor
>>7977599
If you're a minor your medical records can be shared with your parent or guardian without your consent.
>>7977601
It works differently in the UK
Nature has a funny way of killing the weak.
Im going to kill myself. I hate this fucking world i hate every minute of it. Im literally near retarded
>>7977614
i'm nearly retarded too dude, but that's not a good enough reason by itself to kill yourself
channel all of your tard rage into something productive that makes you happy
>>7977605
In a lot of jurisdictions you essentially aren't legally a person when you're underage
>>7977599
I might need both
>>7977614
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
>>7977615
It really is rrason enough when you cant enjoy anything because youre fucking retarded. It only takes one bullet ..
>>7977617
More than likely, but a doctor would a good start
>>7977614
As someone with what I'd count as one and a half suicide attempts, I know there's not a whole lot I can say that would make you change your mind
It's a shit world for our lot in life, but you still have us should you decide to stay.
I hope whatever happens, it brings you peace anon. May your pain ease soon.
>>7977633
im not even a transgirl. I just use this place to whine about my pathetic life.
>>7977634
How comes you come here specifically to whine and not /r9k/ or wizchan? I'm not trans either, but this isn't really where I come to feelpost or vent
>>7977637
R9k is filled with normies and i dont feel in tune with it anymore and im not a virgin i can get laid with anyonr i want because personality.
>>7977644
You're a strange one, anon.
But then again, if you kicked out all the strange people in this thread, it'd be looking a little empty.
anna
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r6AQ_85U7Q0
>>7977634
I'm not trans either, I just come here to take out my stress on these freaks
It just occured to me that excessive working can be used as a form of self destruction...i might start doing that...
>>7977662
do not bully trans people on the internet or in real life
>>7977662
Bully meee
>>7977667
I did it, it doesn't work as a means of repression. Self destruction, it would have to be a hard job.
so how do I clean out my butt properly before getting fucked?
>>7977676
>tfw 20 and can feel my passability clock ticking away
I mean if I'm being real being trans is only like, 4th or 5th down the list of fucked up shit that makes me want to die. I can probably live not transitioning I'll just be miserable for the majority of my life anyway
>>7976938
>there is no capitalism in Europe
wow i just come back to this thread and see this absolute nonsense
how fucking stupid do you have to be to think europe is socialist
also good morning
>>7977693
>good morning
>12:05
nice clock reading skills...gommie
>>7977696
12:05 is the equivalent of waking up in the morning when you're hungover, sick, and sad
>>7977700
i feel like you're always hungover these days
i'm not sure you should be drinking this much on e
i need a sugar daddy...
I wonder if i could find one as a tranny or a hot gay guy more..
>>7977709
Definitely as a tranny. Fags are 10 a pop, but trannies are like sushi to straight cis men - a refined, expensive, sophisticated experience that they're willing to put a lot of money (and semen) into.
>>7977716
Im hot tho so maybe an older guy will love me sexually
I might be an uggo if i transitioned. I like the wsy you talk its cutem
hlep someone hit the train I'm in and it wasn't me
>>7977721
hugg anna
>>7977721
swap places with the dead person, it'll be a proper laugh
*sigh*
>>7977706
I'm not really hungover all that often, maybe once a week or so.
It's not my fault brits seem incapable of socialising without alcohol.
>>7977733
that's only half of us
the other half can't socialise even with alcohol
How do I stop wanting to kill myself because I will never pass
>>7977716
Do I know you
>>7977763
Sometimes I bully you and call you Fransi, but that's pretty much the extent of our socialising.
I want off this ride
Literally
>>7977768
take me with you
>>7977766
Oh you sounded like a crazy / confused person I know irl wo said I'm an alpha girl because I can't get pregnant
>>7977772
I'm just a memer, and I hope you weren't considering that person as bf material, because it sounds like they might have been hitting on you.
>>7977777
waste of a get
>>7977777
He is cute in some way but not my type