Have you had the surgery yet?
• Informed consent providers
https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Reducing Muscle http://www.trans-health.com/2001/lose-muscle-gain-fat-dieting-for-mtfs/
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
>>7964017
first for lewd
>>7964987
What's this picture from?
i cooked some greens tonight, a bag of cruciferous crunch from tj's
i've never cooked greens before and they're super yummy
>>7964993
can we not lewd pls
my thread
>>7964987
>that image
L-lewd
i feel like i got more masc on hrt
is 25mg cypro and 2mg e safe for self med? I can't blood test anytime soon
>>7964997
Nope.
>>7964987
>Have you had the surgery yet?
no ;-;7
i don't like the feel of knowing that it won't happen for a while
My cheeks are getting too puffy from hrt wtf do i do
>>7965011
Yes.
I feel bad
>>7965011
Yes that is pretty safe. Most people go to 4mg estrogen though. It also depends on the type of estrogen.
But 25mg cypro is common. I was on 50mg for a couple months til I realized half was enough for me.
>>7965019
Stop the fucking presses.
>>7965012
it was worth a shot
>>7965015
just keep getting cute it'll be ok
i want girly cheeks
>>7965019
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0A8nR20mDam
>>7965016
ya fuck white ppl rite? xD
>>7965025
But It's too puffy
It looks silly
>>7965027
Typical whitey getting upset baka
>>7965012
>mtfg is making me bi again
stop
>>7965025
Girly cheeks aren't that different from male cheeks. You'll need to get your jaw and cheekbones shaved if you want to look like a girl.
>don't know if I've told you all but somehow i found myself in a polyamorous relationship with two girls a guy and a trans guy
>the trans guy just bought a strap on
>>7965034
are you saying this because you saw my pic earlier or just in general
>>7965019
>pic
>>7965025
Lewd is fun.
>>7965033
E m b r a c e it.
>>7965031
At least I'm part of the ruling class.
>>7965024
I would definitely recommend either getting blood tests or legit prescription as soon as you can though. While it's pretty safe to take those does, you don't want to waste money taking too low a dose depending on how your body respond.
The most common dosage for sublingual estrogen is 4mg and for oral it's 6mg so keep that in mind as well. It has more to do with your body mass than your "femininity" though it can obviously be affected by genetics and other factors.
>>7964987
>Have you had the surgery yet?
no
probably never will
hugg neptuno penis
>>7965040
it's less fun when you're always alone and not horny
i guess
i'm not a prude i just want to talk about stuff not be ecchi
>>7965036
>polyamorous
>trans guy
Just kill yourself, degenerate
>>7965052
Maeve is that you
>>7965038
Just in general, but I'm sure your picture wouldn't help your case any
>>7965056
maevey
>>7965040
I don't want to!!!
>>7965045
You mean a gastric band surgery or a bypass?
>>7965037
Like they are just big ol poofs and I look ridiculous
smol neptuno penis
>>7965059
maybe i just wanted to talk to junie more before the whole thread became lewdposting
>>7965057
nuh uh it totally would i'm beautiful
>>7965061
Aww, why not? Having your pick of both(read: being rejected by both) is nice.
Starting to find the courage to go out in girlmode. What do you gals think?
>>7965059
it wouldn't even be close...
>>7965062
gender reassignment surgery
getting my junk turned into a neovagina
it will never happen because I am an autistic man hon
>>7965043
Yeah, I just won't have the money situation solved till august and the closest place to get tested is a town 2 hours away (vehicle in the shop)
>>7965074
You need to be under 200 pounds for them to reach your junk
>>7965072
i think i resent blondes a little bit bc of my beard shadow
>>7965005
Gosh uhm
idk what to sayyyy
>Maybe I like transgirl operators in arms
just making sure u know ive only ever airsofted and never like actually served or anything
>>7965072
Smmmmmmiiiiiiiiiiiillllllleeeee
>>7965078
I will get there
>tfw no body pillow
>>7965036
Sounds fun desu
>>7965072
That isn't you I've seen that pic posted a gorillion times
>>7965052
Smol
>>7965072
this post was really funny even after the fiftieth time you've posted it nice job champ
>>7965069
Ah, I'm sorry!
>>7965073
No, but it's better than nothing.
>>7965083
No you won't lol
>>7965070
I don't like girls
>>7965069
heya sorry I got distracted talking to my mom
>>7965087
You trying to be a woman was never funny, just sad.
>>7965095
>mtfg is making me bi again
>I don't like girls
Something ain't adding up. Unless you meant you don't like girls as people.
>>7965094
Like I'm going to listen to your nasal hon voice
which are you
>>7965094
you sound like a trans girl that hasn't done any voice training
>>7965096
no worries :) have you heard of bud bronson and the good timers?
>>7965091
yes, yes I will
>>7965101
>Unless you meant you don't like girls as people.
That's perfectly natural. Even girls don't like girls as people.
licc neptune
How to shrink cheeks?
>>7965109
this is what people hear when they see you walk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GhmVsB5N76A
>>7965108
I haven't heard of them of I'll check em out!
>>7965123
I want mine to puff up too
>>7965124
Hey hun, you're my rolemodel :)
>>7965131
Mine have gotten too puffy, it looks silly :c
>>7965114
Get an Emi dakimakura!
>>7965117
>tfw I like girls as people
Am I AGP?
>>7965124
>Natalie will never hatefuck you for making her question her sexuality
>>7965122
don't post this shit, I don't want to lose my appetite
>>7965128
they put on a really great show! and they're really great guys, in the sense that they're smart, talented, and not at all assholes
or at least the two guys i know the best
>>7965137
>Am I AGP?
It means the jews got you in an ideological prison.
help
ive been working on voice but the best i can do sounds like fred armisen playing a woman in portlandia
if i keep at it will i get past this?
what is agp?
>>7965126
pretty much
>>7965147
>>7965148
A meme
>>7965130
>http://vocaroo.com/i/s1zGalwYTl3q
fair
but you are gonna transition right?
nothing sadder than a repressing chaser
>>7965148
just a meme here, discredited and not worth paying attention to
>>7965148
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1OkQP7GMdfZ
>>7965147
I don't understand, Chaser-san.
Would diet changes also help with transition?
I'm a recent vegetarian and also use that Soylent crap.
>>7965138
>I don't want to lose my appetite
I never got this meme why would you lose your appetite if you look at something on a screen?
>>7965146
>if i keep at it will i get past this?
Your best bet will probably be a chromosomal replacement surgery. Then they will shoot you with the reverse aging beam so you can go through puberty again with your new genes.
>>7965160
that sounds like a lot of work and kinda weird
>>7965151
Can you give me some pointers before entering the industry?
>>7965123
you get your best friend to pinch them all the time
seriously i bet everyone already can tell you're a girl and not just gay
>>7965163
supposedly yes, being veg can help reduce endogenous t production
why not give up the dairy/eggs too and go vegan ^^
>>7965168
True. But it's less weird when it's someone you're actually dating, y'know?
I'm gay
I really want someone to cuddle rn.
So lately I've been asking friends and random internet strangers if my face is shit or not. I imagined that the replies would be mostly following a basic trend, pointing out certain good/bad characteristics and stuff.
BUT
Apparently my face's femininity is as undefined as the South China Sea, with replies ranging from "pretty bad" to "pretty much passing" with a pretty even distribution. Is this normal? Are people goofing me? Am I just weird?
Because of this I've been pretty indecisive on whether I should take time to learn makeup and commit to hrt and stuff and it's driving me crazy. What do I do
>>7965173
>seriously i bet everyone already can tell you're a girl and not just gay
mfw
>>7965174
idk, it just seems strange. she said I can have one of her sweaters so I won't miss her as much between visits
omg i'm going to Gloomy ^^
>>7965165
i am not amused
>>7965184
this is the first picture you have posted where I would say that you look female
>>7965176
same
>>7965184
ooo i want to meet both of you one day
>>7965184
I'd be gloomy too if I had a face like that lol
>>7965173
I would go vegan, but most of my favorite dishes include non-meat animal products
>>7964995
idk
fufu posted it originally iirc
>>7965191
ooo i want to kill you one day
>>7965184
Someone's gonna get fugged
>>7965194
>I would go vegan but its more pleasurable to have the products of tortured animals in my food.
:thinking:
>>7965184
Do NOT leave without me.
>>7965192
sertii has a really good face like seriously i would trade in a heartbeat
>>7965197
It's always the fugly ones too that get most action
>>7965198
cuck
>>7965184
omgomgomgomgomg
cant wait to hear all about it!
Trolls are out in full force, guess I'll go to bed.
>>7965194
i miss breakfast burritos
i pretty much have dreams about the last one i had before i finally started eating ethically, a cochino bacon burrito from a place called bubba chino's
the eggs are over easy, and it popped & squirted all over my face
it was v lewd
>>7965201
That's good! You'll get there, and it'll be worth it~.
>>7965202
stop this virtue signalling bullshit, I'm not sure if even his mama loves that mug
>>7965189
thanks but ye today and yesterday i was kinda starting to see it :3
>>7965190
today only? I'll be there over a week!
>>7965191
are you in yurop? If yes then that's very possible
>>7965192
that's a good one lmao
>>7965197
:3
>>7965199
train already left~
>>7965202
thx :3
>>7965206
it's gonna be great omggg
how long does InhousePharmacy take to ship?
or is there a better site to buy from?
>>7965027
>>7965016
http://www.bbc.com/future/story/20120529-does-darker-skin-not-wrinkle
http://madamenoire.com/11473/black-dont-crack-its-fact/
http://www.clutchmagonline.com/2015/08/no-duh-study-finds-black-women-age-10-years-slower-than-white-women/
Dont hate me for stating facts??
and Ash is cute, and looks her age, so idk
>>7965210
yeah it will be, I always get a nice feeling when I think of her and my face gets warm...
>>7965216
I hope you two have the time of your lives!
>>7965209
What the hell are you even posting for? You sound crazy as fuck and creepy. I don't want to hear about runny eggs on your face, nasty fuck.
>>7965216
no but i'm gonna come visit again one day
or maybe be a refugee when the pence squads come for us
desu i was thinking berlin because, really
>>7965222
i hope you get on hormones soon :3
>>7965184
oh youre cute
i always forget what you look like
>tfw you get crazy horny in the middle of the night for no reason
>>7965219
>Dont hate me for stating facts??
like the fact that whites rule the world, always will and always have? All the other races see white as perfection and that's why they hate themselves lol
And what's the upside of blacks aging slower, you're still going to be black
>>7965216
Then I hope you two have a fun week!
>>7965221
Hold onto that feeling then until you get to see her in person.
Well, I'll be going to bed now, I've not had enough sleep within the past twenty four hours. Nighty night everyone.
>>7965238
I will! goodnight
>>7965238
Is owl girl for lewding?
>>7965238
Good night, hon ;)
>>7965234
>handholding
me
>>7965223
This. Goat poster comes off as super creepy, that's saying something considering the population of this board.
>>7965242
You go to sleep too, or kill yourself. Either is fine.
>>7965246
goat poster is nice
fucking hate avatarfags
Who's the cranky anon posting tonight?
>tfw took a cute selfie today
>too afraid to post it bc I'm new in transitioning
>>7965250
But its a fake, forced "I'm gonna give it to everyone" kindness. Its offputting.
>>7965247
Rude.
>>7965253
I like this image
>>7965235
>like the fact that whites rule the world, always will and always have?
>All the other races see white as perfection and that's why they hate themselves lol
those aren't exactly facts but im not going to waste my time trying to educate you lmao
>>7965254
dont because someone will save it and put it in their collection
>>7965184
so cute
>>7965261
Yeah, I wanna share it with someone but I'm afraid of that
>>7965263
omg thanks :3
i wonder if i should do ffs
>>7965267
uwu
what does that mean btw
I really like how I can feel nice just from thought now
>>7965250
thanks .__.
i told someone to go suck dicks in a truckstop gloryhole last week so i dunno if i'm really nice
>>7965267
i assume spring is the best time to visit nederland, yeah? what with all the blooming and such
>>7965272
For fun stuff?
I went to wash my face before bed to find all my skincare stuff lying around open
My brother was using my stuff that I bought with MY money
And he just left it lying around and open
I'm 200% ANGERY
I swear I'm gonna sneak Cypro into his dinner until his penis dies
>>7965253
me. im a cranky old hon with not a single tranny group to talk with online or otherwise that doesnt make me cringe up my own ass
I'm gay
>tfw need to work on passing so I can meet trips and not feel like I'm a weirdo
>>7965258
It's a good image
>>7965280
what if it turns out he's been stealing your cypro too?
>>7964987
that pic is literally me and my bf
I think I might be a gay, watdo
>>7965272
i am considering getting rhino one day i hate my nose
>>7965280
>sneak him Cypro for months
>he becomes more feminine
what do
everythings gonna be ok
>>7965280
hide it in your room
t. 8 siblings
>>7965279
I want that shirt
>>7965294
people tell me my nose is cute but i have a problem with it
>>7965272
I wish I could but it's super unlikely
>>7965280
brothers are the worst
>>7965285
noted!
>>7965286
i need lasers, i think i'm cute enough even if i don't really pass but the hair is a real problem
>>7965293
be a lezzie
>>7965300
same
it's like similar to my sisters nose except it has this massive test-wobble in the middle and it's gross
>>7965299
ru mormon
>>7965304
>massive test-wobble
i think i have what youre talking about
its like
lets shave that down a little and it would look a lot better
BUT NO GRACE UR NOSE IS SMALL AND CUTE
bish what nose r u seeing
>>7965293
Move to the mountains and become a monk.
>>7965300
Same.
>>7965310
lmao yes exactly!
>>7965311
>Same.
lets find it
>>7965312
oh oh, be careful
my little brother was shaving his pubes with my razor
>>7965312
maybe he is a girl too
>tfw so gay that you have a girlfriend
>you're the normie now
Part of me is feeling bold and wondering if I should leave my hrt out where my dad can see it
That would probably be a bad idea...
>>7965302
Yeah facial hair suucks, I need to get rid of my moustache shadow and chin stubble
I have 4 things I have to work on:
-weight
-voice
-facial hair
-makeup
I think I can be ready by January 2018
>>7965280
>sneak cypro into his food
I've read this doujin before
>>7965317
To the internet!
i hate that i need full ffs
how do i stop obsessing over being trans? its becoming my whole identity. if i transition and eventually start passing, will i finally be able to focus on other things?
i feel like my goal to be female is getting in the way of my artistic and career goals
>>7965328
TOO MUCH CLOTHING
>tfw still not dorothy
>>7965330
I dunno how much I'm gonna need I'm just in a really weird spot rn where people around me are telling me nice things, a few people on mtfg are really mean, and i hate myself lmao
>>7965332
Wanting to become a girl was pretty consuming until I decided to give in. Now I live a happy life with lots going on, but make no mistake you still need to dedicate time to becoming that girl, and figuring out who she is in the first place.
>>7965332
probably therapy desu
i mean transition too ofc, but you should be able to do that and work on your artistic/career goals
>>7965332
you'll stop constantly obsessing over it after a few months.
You'll probably think about it a lot still, but the longer you're transitioning the more you're able to focus on other things. Takes conscious effort though.
>>7965333
what would you even want ffs for though? other than nose we discussed
If you were to put everyone in /mtfg/ into an enclosed space, how long would it be until the murders started?
>ywn be a cyborg catgirl
>tfw so gay that your on-again off-again relationship with your gf is so turbulent but she can be so nice and it's just so lovely to relax and wind down with her
>tfw you're unhealthily dependent past the point of being a normie
>>7965341
30 seconds
>>7965343
cute :3
that feelio when you're a man but you're wearing womens clothes
>>7965341
Id hide in that cuddle box up top
>>7965341
I'll be in the lewd fort.
>>7965348
>implying you're a man
>>7965349
actually thats the rape cage
>>7965341
I've had dreams about a big /mtfg/ house and everybody was pretty friendly
In reality it probably wouldn't go that well
>>7965342
>ywn be a cute android
MOTHERFUCKING WIN
I just got back from a super duper date with my bf. He took me out for drinks and we had the best teriyaki bowls and he dicked me the fuck down, i mean ass pregnant dicking.
what if junebug and meanposter are the same person
>>7965342
um the future is rapidly approaching
>>7965343
on again off again interdependent relationships are trulesbian
>>7965341
everyone everyone? like 5 seconds.. everyone that's accepted they're a girl? too many snuggs and cudds for a murder
>>7965337
yeah i just started therapy again so hopefully youre right thanks
>>7965335
thanks for the thoughful answer. now, i dont mean to offend you but >Now I live a happy life with lots going on
dont you spend all your time here? ;)))
>>7965340
i hope youre right. ive been obsessing over transitioning for the past two and a half years now. i hope im ready to just jump in and get past this already
>>7965356
W-who else is in there
>>7965359
that's nice kayla
>>7965341
>>7965352
same
>>7965361
>dont you spend all your time here? ;)))
I still have some issues to work out.
>>7965341
Best clique would take over.
>>7965363
Mostly just your mom
>>7965343
i can't tell if this is good or bad
it sounds kind of cute, but I feel like its actualy bad
>>7965348
can you stop posting pictures of faye when she's not here?
>>7965366
it's one of those lies that you know is a lie but it can be nice to hear
>>7965368
>>7965341
it would be like a party though, I've never been to a party before
>>7965367
remember that cat train pic?
yeah thats us
Uncut cock
Holy shit my bf has a Lamborghini dick, im sooooooo lucky
>tfw no amsterdam young tranny clique
>>7965380
thats nice, dear
>>7965382
d-does boston count
I'd be in a clique with you sertii :p
>>7965379
>>7965360
lol I could never be mean to people ima sweet heart :)
and I checked out that band they're great!
>High as hell and want to chat with my buds
>Right as I go online on steam the dude I wanted to chat with goes offline
>Hit up other friend and he tells me he's tired and needs to sleep and only left steam on mistake
talk to me /mtfg/ I'm high and lonely
>>7965385
Got that purple Lamborghini lurkin https://youtu.be/Cxsv7vUAlHg
>>7965392
Whats your steam? I might be up for a bit
>>7965341
The boys and girls in this pic are mostly split up but there's one boy over on the girl side playin games
Is he(she?) a tran?
>>7965390
night babe
>>7965393
Kayla, I think you overestimate the number of people who actually care. Granted, you're trying to make others jealous of you, but I assure you. Nobody will ever be jealous of you. Ever.
>>7965382
>tfw didn't start transitioning freshman year so I could've met /mtfg/ trips during study abroad
Feels sad
Amsterdam is rad af
>>7965394
You post your steam, I'm shy
>>7965396
its your brother
where do i find someone to he mean to me
>>7965391
right? we should go to their next show whenever that is
last time they had a ton of donuts from lamar's and threw out inflatable donuts in the crowd and all sorts of silliness
i didn't really think you were a meanie i just tend to anticipate the worst
>>7965399
amsterdam is ok, you need to be kinda familiar with it to get to the fun places desu because otherwise it's chok full of tourists
>>7965402
I'm 100% sure my brothers not trans ><
>>7965397
gn.
>>7965410
didnt you say the other day that you think he might be?
>>7965398
Fine, i hope you all are fine with being virgin losers anyway
>>7965406
I'd be so down
and that's so cool their donuts are tight
>>7965415
im cis with a husband, babe
have fun not being cis
>>7965414
I think I joked about it like a week ago >>
>>7965419
you should know i'm going to try to be your friend
no sense in us both being shut-ins in this lovely city
>>7965420
What does that even mean?
>>7965421
>I noticed someone else had used my razor
Could my brother be a tran?
he is your twin right?
>>7965407
I'm still too shy, I'm sorry.
>>7965428
babe it means you're a failed male just deal with it
>>7965427
Okay Im so down with that I have basically zero friends rn
>>7965428
it means they are in violation of rule 1 for /lgbt/
>>7965429
In all seriousness im like totally sure he isn't
>>7965432
Again that has no meaning
Absolute gibberish
>>7965449
Check legs, if it's legs he is fem as fuck.
If not he needed to shave down his pupes because it kept getting caught when he was pulling out his cock to take a piss
>>7965449
have you asked him?
maybe he feels the same as you and is shy/upset/repressed and unable to open up about it like you can and is jealous of you
>>7965457
Cock is the best word
>>7965450
babe you'll never be a real woman. Just give up sweety
>>7965355
I'm a strong and powerful young man people call me sir
>>7965467
same tbqh
>>7965437
okay weird i never thought i'd try to meet someone from this place
now i have to come up with something worth doing!
i mostly ride my bike & go to trader joe's, then i go to my internship, i'm kind of boring
>>7965464
Bitch stfu. I just had a mile of cock ran through me
>>7965341
For those kinds of situations I always end up having weed and booze on me. It also doesn't help that I always have weed and booze on me...
Yeah I think the real issues would start right after we realized we were all out of crackers and that no one owns a car
im not in a good place and i dont want to live anymore but dying is scary so it's making me crazy fuck i hate that things are this way
>>7965475
Doesnt make you a woman lol
Only a retard would think being a woman is defined by sex life
>>7965479
that looks nothing like kayla
>>7965472
>trader joe's
Ru in my state???
>>7965477
calm down anon, I felt like the same way a few months ago and I'm better now, and then I'm gonna feel worse again in a few months. Things will get better, and also likely worse again, but then better again. Don't die.
so has transitioned worked for anybody you know?
I am 6 years into my transition and I feel I've finally gotten rid of dysphoria. I have been in deep stealth since I moved 3 years into my transition. Only my partner knows.
Out of one closet into another xD
nini mtfg
>>7965461
I'm sure, he's not that kinda person
>>7965477
hey um, you can take control of your life
it's neither easy nor quick, but it's totally rewarding
if you're really suicidal check out translifeline.org mebbe
>>7965484
no you're a californicator and i'm coloradical
>>7965472
lol that's cool what kind of internship is it?
and I'm p boring too I mostly just work and sit in my room
>>7965495
Sleep soundly.
wouldnt heroin overdose be the best way to commit suicide
>>7965513
bullet or jump
>>7965518
what height is fatal?
I want to jump from a hotel room
>>7965526
Things will get better anon, suicide isn't the answer.
>>7965501
it's a non-profit that helps other non-profits make video content & provides low cost classes in media production to members of the community. i'm probably taking a position there but it's still kind of up in the air
i've been learning about tv/film production, it's fun
>>7965493
Do you want a fucking medal? How about u go fall on some bullets cunt
Fuck you
>>7965513
Ehh. To each their own.
A good noose always seems a better idea to me.
>>7965493
Good job, anon.
Do you ever consider coming out?
>>7965532
based
>>7965540
looks cis
>>7965526
150 feet (13-15 stories) is 95% fatal
>>7965529
not for me they wont
>>7965551
i think most people survive heroin overdoses tbqh
i'm not gonna tell you better ways tho
>>7965551
>heroin overdose feel rather good?
No
>>7965549
yay ty anon
>>7965547
Eat shit passer scum
Go ahead and make fun of me for having sex with a man, only 99% of females do it but that's still not good enough for any of you.
Anyone else here trans-trans?
Like, I'm not currently trans, but I want to be. So I identify as trans-trans.
Is Kayla normally like this?
everytime i try to open up it goes bad
i feel sorry for someone but i don't want to say why bc i'm pretty sure it would come across as mean and they'd be totally unreceptive
>>7965588
Kayla is just being a dick, no reason to worry.
>>7965584
You haven't been here very long, have you
I love Kayla but yes
she does get like this
>>7965590
People who pass are being dicks just existing
>>7965574
>>7965574
>>Go ahead and make fun of me for having sex with a man, only 99% of females do it but that's still not good enough for any of you.
dude, what?
why the fuck would i talk shit about actions i fucking think are 10/10 would do again?
like dude i live with my bf...
and, uhhh, ok?
just ask for help from people if you wanna succeed.being trans is still shit i gotta deal with and, i like to come here. do just filter the shit idk
>>7965532
uhh, okay. you're kind of a bitch.
>>7965542
Maybe. I don't really have any need to though. My partner and I are considering doing a surrogate pregnancy so we can have his dna and someone we choose.
I would come out to my daughter or son. My family has been okay with it mostly. I come from a small family so it's w/e
>>7965547
about what?
get rid of your balls asap.
>>7965590
not about kayla
just every time i try to open up about feelings it ends up being fucking awful
>>7965593
ye fuck those guys for succeeding at something I am striving to reach.
>>7965589
Give it to me straight, doc. I can handle it.
>>7965591
Pushing three weeks. My intuition told me to mentally filter her early on.
>>7965594
You go ahead and be miss perfect life passing having no worried. I hope you fucking die painfully
>>7965574
Kayla, what does your voice sound like?
also how tall is your bf?
>>7965606
i don't think she'd act the way she does if things were as great as she claims
i'm not being vague enough i'm sure but i don't like seeing people hurting
>>7965593
stop getting baited
>>7965610
>>7965617
I LOVE GOAT POSTER
Uggh. Moving has got my sleep schedule all dun goofed. It's hard to get to know people when you wake up everyday at 2pm
Anyone besides Charlotte from PA?
I need friends.
No offense Charlotte. You just never trip anymore
If I slit my wrists in bed, will the blood go through my mattress?
I don't want to force my parents to get a new floor too.
>>7965637
i might walk out to the woods and do it
>>7965637
yeah it would
>>7965637
Nah you have to the wrists underwater if you actually want to do it properly
>>7965637
why not take the chance to do something crazy awesome you'd never otherwise do
what's the worst that could happen?
>>7965630
i don't know how to handle this
>>7965644
why is that
>>7965653
Holding your wrists under the hot water will prevent clotting and make the experience much smoother
>>7965637
Go get drunk or to sleep. You're freaking out bby
>>7965637
put a tarp down
>>7965584
>Is Kayla normally like this?
just ignore miss cock
>>7965637
You'll clot to fast. That's why it's a shit method.
>>7965669
a capital idea!
seriously you can do this, and once you start living for yourself the anxiety can finally dissipate and you'll get to discover who you've been hiding all these years
it's definitely doable
>>7965669
goat is right desu.
if you are goingg away and not commuting like i did, then being away from your norm and having independence should help you, based on most of the anecdotes i hear from ppl who went to uni not living at home
>When you find out you've lost her for good
Oh well. Im glad shes happy.
>>7965672
I wanted to take a bunch of aspirin to avoid that
>>7965677
>>7965686
I already live as a girl in a small apartment directly next to my parents.
I'm simply unfit for life. And I don't see why I should torture myself only because maybe someday somehow I'll be happy for an uncertain amount of time.
I missed all the good stuff last night =(
>>7965709
>I missed all the good stuff last night =(
last night was bullying...
does ne one know this girl? supposedly she posts here.
https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/60t4kw/a_little_about_me_am_i_passable/
>>7965709
we can make new good stuff
>>7965713
commute suicide bro
>>7965479
miss cock would never do a full body pic, kek
Why do people feel it's their job to lie to me? Not everyone, but most. It's so fucking annoying. About anything. They all just mindlessly hug box like how the fuck am I going to get feedback when everyone I encounter is some form of zombie who tells me some variation of their own fantasy about how things "could be" if I just "be myself" or "don't care what others think lol" or "learn to love unself". I don't want anything from these mindless peasant masses anymore. I have figured out a way to legally take their money and now I just want some honest real people. Everyone is either a tumblrite or redditor it seems
Both are fake. Like where is this not the case? Anime conventions? Music festivals? Ivy League campuses? I need suggestions and I need the fuck away from this. National parks? Punk houses? Skate parks? Probably fucking new york city or LA. Ugh. Being a tranny sucks ass.
>>7965723
I want a crazy tranny gf that writes paragraohs of literally nothing about everything. Such passion go hitchhike famalam
>>7965705
You'll need more than that...
personal experience.
>>7965705
being unfit for life and your life being unfit for living are two different things. people who are unfit for life die, they don't kill themselves
i'd be surprised if literally every single girl here hasn't spent a lot of time suicidal. i know how dark it can get and how hopeless it can feel
so i'm not just patronizing you. it's possible to find the way out from under these stormclouds. be healthy, explore the world, and embrace a different way of living that doesn't lead to despair and feelings of worthlessness
you still have the chance to live an awesome life, don't throw it away
>>7965723
what do you want, someone to be an asshole to you?
why does anyone else's feedback even matter?
>>7965723
tb h
>>7965723
Did you actually write this crap?
>>7965735
I get it, it's not socially accepted to encourage people to suicide. I have a suicidal friend myself and I tell her the same stuff but I only do it because I am selfish and don't want to lose her.
I know that it would probably be better if she died tho.
All we do is to keep suicidals in this weird in between place. They'll never be happy but also rarely kill themselves because of our selfishness. We rather see them suffer their whole life. We are cruel.
I wish suicide was more socially accepted.
>>7965713
is that korra?
>>7965754
i disagree
tbqh i had a psychedelic experience with marijuana of all things that led to me not being suicidal for over a decade
when it started coming back i knew it was a lie, but i also knew it was a warning sign, and so i've made some pretty huge changes
i still struggle. every day. but i'm in control and things are better than they've ever been
i'm really not just bullshitting you. i'm trans, i don't do things simply because they're socially acceptable
>>7965751
Sarah's pretty infamous for her incomprehensible and schizophrenic posts. Having said that, they're a lot more understandable than they used to be.
>>7965763
I wouldn't even know what to change.
I feel like everything is as good as it could be but I'm still like this
i fucking hate this
>>7965735
Everyone around me is either a nazi sympathizer, or a jew. There is no difference. I feel like I'm the only one here that is left breathing objective air. What is it with everyone else conforming to these stupid standards. I would so much rather everyone else but Kayla and Drakeposter just drop dead. Not a single person gets it. I do the same walk but I know I'm not thinking the same talk. Who are they are anyway to question me? Just because they were born with money? They'll probably get banned for shit posting and I would just laugh. I hope they do. One of these days maybe I'll become a real nazi.
.
After work yesterday I stopped at the store to get a slurry. I saw a picture of a woman on the catalog and I thought to myself "why the fuck are our standards of beauty so warped" but then I remembered it was because every single day someone buys these and reads them like zombies. It's like coffee from Starbucks. What do I have to go through to show everyone I'm not just the way they think? I like boys AND GIRLS but does that make me special? Do i go around for attention buying up magazines to show my fake friends? No. I do not. My standards of beauty come from within and my standards of magazines are they need to be more real. I won't buy it or even post it on twitter I don't need to. Because I'm not retarded. I already understand I am beautiful without fake magazines. I am a certified meme poster who don't need no man.
>>7965776
>I would so much rather everyone else but Kayla and Drakeposter just drop dead
what a nazi
>>7965776
I thought you still live in a graveyard because you don't work
>>7965759
korra has much darker skin.
>>7965773
do you exercise regularly? is your diet healthy? are you learning new things? are you seeing a therapist? on ssris? do you do self-care? do you engage in charity/service?
there's so many thing you can change at any given point in time. assuming the current configuration of your life is "as good as it could be" when you're suicidal strikes me as a delusion
>>7965776
good
be yourself, strong willed and independent. better than just being another zombie
that doesn't mean nice people are all braindead liars though. the ones that are just reciting platitudes and acting nice because that's what they think they're expected to do aren't even fucking nice, so i think we're sort of on the same page there
seek truth and to be a force of change, that's what i do
>>7965776
tb h I think I like your overall sentiment but ur a little hard to follow
I FUCKING HATE THIS
i need to hide my brow but if i get bangs it draws attention to my masculine lower face
>>7965783
I don't exercise because it only stresses me.
My diet is healthy, I am learning new things, I see a therapist, I was on ssris but they are useless, I do self-care, I don't do charity because I don't like to interact with people.
The only thing that could be better is if I had had a childhood, if I was cis and if I had a partner.
>low quality sarah pasta thread with people who think its real
>>7965790
>is if I had had a childhood,
hits home for me. mine was lousy. no friends my own age for most of grade school, middle school, and high school. going to school was torture for me. at least I had some adult friends. learn to interact with people. I know it is stressful, but from interaction, come friends, and better things.
>>7965780
I never lived there. I will be giving tours there in summer--I live In the suburbs a few miles away.
>>7965784
To be clear since I'm going to sleep, it's just modified pasta; although I am a rambler here. I played piano today - continued my cyborg fiction - and did my hair with my newest cis friend.
>>7965790
How much makeup do you wear?
>>7965800
I can interact with people, I am just super introverted. It's really exhausting for me to only be in a crowd.
I am not interested in meeting someone after I already had to be around people the whole day / week.
Idk how to solve that. I'd like to have one person close to me but I can't stay the course of the process.
>>7965809
I have good skin, only need eyeliner, concealer and rouge
>>7965816
how many hours do you work a week? couldn't you meet up with like a small group on saturday for a few hours?
Why cant i ever kill myself
>>7965816
pick places where there aren't as many people. I've used social clubs for specific topics to start socializing. I then found friends among the participants. As for the person close, I'm not so sure. I've had people seek me out and take the effort to push past my barriers.
>>7965829
dont kill yourself jormy
>>7965833
this is the second time i've been called jormy. The last time was in December when I last posted my suicidal stuff on a regular basis. Why is this
>>7965839
jormy used to post awoolf girl too
>>7965829
>Why cant i ever kill myself
BAD ANON
stop trying to kill yourself, i remember you posting about this before
I want this camper...I could design my own, but I don't have the energy to make it. In fact I've sketched out designs for ones like it, but usually a bit smaller.
i meant to sleep 5 hours ago but stayed awake crying
it is seriously important that i find someone to snuggle
>>7965842
theres no reason for me to not kill myself. my life will never improve
Back from the therapist
The guy didn't have a clue about me feeling sad and I let him mostly talk about his search for a study back in the day
uwu
>>7965844
*pats maeve gently and gives her sunflower seeds*
there there little ham, there there
>>7965845
have you at least been trying to improve things in the past few months, since your last suicideposting?
>>7965849
i cant do anything to improve it. I'm too dysfunctional to even get a job again. And i have no idea how to get a psychologist or anything. At this point my only option is to end my life or to suffer for the rest of it
>>7965826
I'm a student, I'll do 36 ECTS this term (30 is normal). So 25 hours lectures + what I need to do at home.
I'm happy when I don't have to do anything at the weekends. I need time to recharge.
>>7965832
Nobody ever was interested in me. I had friends in the past but all of them decided to do bad things to me. I have a hard time trusting people. I always expect to be backstabbed.
And I get way too emotional. If I don't get a good night back, I just go insane. Can't sleep and cry the whole night because I fear they are about to drop me again.
Idk im just crazy ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
>>7965852
even doing basic things like keeping a healthy diet and sleep schedule and taking HRT regularly is something that'll improve your life over the months
what was your last job anyway?
>>7965859
I have a circadian rhythm disorder, so maintaining a schedule is something that i can't really do. My last job was a grocery store job. It was honestly suffering. I would break down and cry if i had to do anything even a fraction of the difficulty at this point
>>7965848
hugg
>>7965844
I hope you find someone to snuggle you soon
>>7965844
*HUGS*
>>7965845
never say never.
>>7965854
I too have had problems with bad people. I cut contact with them, and concentrated on the ones that treated me nice. As for the clubs I went to, robotics, science fiction, and programming. Yeah, geeky, but I'm comfortable with the subjects. I may take up sewing and costuming, but I don't have the energy now. I already know how to sew, it's just finding the time to spend with friends to do it.
Trust is something I have a hard time with. It takes years for me to trust somebody. I was badly bullied and ostracized back in school. It's hurt me ever since.
>>7965862
is there something you could do at home? Work when you can.
>>7965868
After I cut contact with them nobody was left. It feels pointless to talk about it. Thank you tho!
>>7965862
maybe you'd be better off getting a comfy office job or something like that
don't write yourself off too early, anon - i'm not saying things will definitely get better, but you kinda doom yourself a little if you're convinced that it's either suicide or lifelong suffering
>>7965871
i dont think. i dont have any special skills and i have the knowledge of maybe a middle schooler in some areas so working from home is a no
>>7965873
i have no education for an office job. The GED is way too difficult for me so i might as well just give up on anything ever. the only way i could ever make money is through neetbux or prostitution. i dont want to do the latter and neetbux are hard to get on
Embarrassed
>>7965877
to be fair, those jobs are often about just knowing someone who needs to fill a vacancy, although i see how not having a GED might would make it difficult to get into any kind of administrative position
the GED's not so tough though anon, i think you've just convinced yourself that you can't do it - you really should make that a goal
Uwu
>>7965894
>tfw no nuclear annihilation
thanks Trump >:(
>>7965891
I'm not interested in anything. When I was little my mom tried to make me do anything but everything is boring.
I watch TV shows, play games occasionally and do some programming.
>>7965898
do you enjoy programming?
>>7965900
>i havent passed a grade since elementary
that's not necessarily because you're dumb though, and could be related to emotional or physical problems, or stuff like that
did you get pulled out of school or something?
>>7965787
same
>>7965906
>>7965903
i stayed in until 10th grade then i dropped out. I used to get passed literally because I would lie and say i couldn't go to summer school due to vacation. They didnt feel like checking to see if it was valid so i just kept getting through. I hated it though and i only did it because i wanted to drop out.
For the most part I had no idea what they were even teaching because it made no sense
>>7965893
>tfw no neo geo pocket
:S
>>7965911
get one desu
>>7965899
Kind of. I don't enjoy anything desu.
>>7965912
they are hard to get in germany
>>7965917
ebay
>>7965894
https://www.amazon.com/Panasonic-BK-4HCCA4BA-Pre-Charged-Rechargeable-Batteries/dp/B00JHKSL0A/?tag=metaefficient-20%3Ftag&th=1
>>7965918
100€ is a bit too much for just the console rn. I can't spend all my money on games anymore.
how's it in the house
>>7965928
>100 euros
Jeeeeeeeez
I bought mine for like £15 (like 20 euros)
>>7965929
BORING
>>7965931
fuck
what can i do to make it more autistic
pls help
can anyone spare some money for my laser session tomorrow? I literally have £5 in my account
I should be able to pay it back in like a week, idk why my PIP backpayment is taking so long
>>7965933
invite all of /mtfg/ to a pizza party in your basement
Hi ladies. Bi person with a question here. How would you feel about a partner getting off to pics of you before you started your transition?
To me it feels like it would be getting off to another person entirely, but they also somehow are my partner. I find it intriguing though because it seems like it would feed my bi urges.
>>7965930
the video game market is just random here but usual p high. like mario party 1,2,3 or mario kart 64 just the module will get you 50€ on ebay. even lots of traders on flea markets have really high prices.
>>7965942
i get where you're coming from but that would just be incredibly awkward on the top level and crushing on the bottom level lol
i don't think there's a way to make that work with most trans girls and you should avoid stumbling upon pre-trans pictures of them anyway
do i pass
>>7965945
trip on quid
>>7965947
omg
>>7965945
why aren't you studying
does your professor know you're posting on /mtfg/ while in class?
>>7965952
distracted and worried about friends and busy and sleep deprived and shit
but i'm drunk so it's cool
>>7965960
okok ye we'll definitely do that
>>7965963
sometimes it devolves into arguing
its reeeaallly fun then
why does everyone care about how i want to die. why cant they just help me feel reassured about ending my life
>>7965891
>tfw no skills
>>7965184
have fun dork
>>7965382
>tfw every london trip i've talked to has turned out insane
>>7965976
>Aahhh but I don't like neither >.<
it's okay, just take her for a schnapps and a currywurst instead
I am anna
>>7965977
>currywurst
why
>>7965979
How's it going, Grace?
>>7965979
my anna
>>7965976
If you don't like bier it's only more bier for Sertii >:D
>>7965979
im lauren
I wish my bf was here...
>>7965988
uwu tipsy Rini~
I'm sheen
unfortunately
>>7965994
snugg
>>7965994
you re cool as fuck sghut up
lol wtf is this thing
>>7965998
its a lil platypus :3
>>7965996
duuuuuuuuuuude i loooooooove youuuuuuuuuuu youre my best friend and i am dtunk with you in a voice channel on dsicord
>>7965998
suspicious mask-wearing beaver
>>7965998
it's a platypus
>>7965998
plat you mother fucking gucker wtf yiure gay
>>7965998
duck beaver hybrid
>>7965999
:3
>>7966003
y-you too
>>7965998
It's a Tier with a Schnabel. So a Schnabeltier.
>>7965998
the best animal
>>7965998
Its a duck beaver
>>7965998
that is a koala
>>7966007
It's an animal with the beak of a bird so it's a vogelbekdier ;^)
>>7965998
thats a ferret you fucking noob
>>7966012
krampus?
someone compliment me
or insult me if you want i wont be fussed
>>7966017
fuck
>>7966018
i cant tell which this is
oh well im not fussed
>>7966019
hugg
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L8TEsGhBOfI
>>7966021
nice..
>>7966007
>>7966012
german is gay lol
>>7966014
>>7966011
>>7966010
>>7966005
heck off its a cat
wine is finished it's shower time see u
>>7966017
quid funni and nice
>>7965995
>>7965996
I just wish I wasnt bad at everything
>>7966027
>>7966024
that is obviously some species of dragon
>>7966028
hugg
>>7966027
sorry that madoka looks insincere
here is better madoka
>>7966028
dis can be u
>>7966033
lol no
it looks ok =D
>>7966037
Nessie?
Tfw you wake up and still have a penis
>>7966040
Hey Anna =)
wassup?
>>7966045
Not much had a wonky trip last night
Was really embarrassing
>>7966047
it was cute
>>7966047
lol nice
you ok tho
didn't speak to the spirits in the walls or eat your skin I assume?
>>7966041
>tfw you've been up for an hour and you can't remember if you took your hrt
>>7966057
monk monk monk
>>7966057
>I though I was grace
like grace the trip or as in gracefulness?
also weird
>>7966057
never
I cheated on my diet
you shouldn't cut :<
what did u have that you weren't supposed to
>>7966093
you can do better than that
you didnt even break the skin
this is smiles, look how much better she did than you
>>7966101
I'm skeemish
>>7966095
lol weird
hope it wasn't too freaky
trying to imagine what that would be like
>>7966101
Maeve and Isla have had some pretty nasty ones too. Probably shouldn't turn it into a pissing contest though, it's not a good thing to encourage people to one-up each other on.
>>7966104
It was weird indeed
Zna tried to convince me I was anna but I was sure that Anna was fake and I just made her up and I was really Grace
Only when the real grace showed up I came to my senses
It was fun though!
>>7966106
male to faux grace
>>7966106
lol, weird
was it acid or something?
>>7966111
are truffles shrooms or something else?
>>7966113
Not exactly shrooms but same active ingredient
Just some sort of disgusting fungus that grows in shrooms or something
>>7966114
I wanna do shrooms, or acid or something
sounds like fun
i want to kiss a femboy
hugg when
>>7966111
>reee I was the real grace!
he he
I find it fascinating how your brain latched onto grace of all people
I'm just glad you didn't have a more dangerous delusion... Like your intestines would look better on the floor and a knife is the best way to do that.
Unless of course everyone who takes truffles think they are Grace from mtfg :p
>>7966119
hugg
>>7966121
>I find it fascinating how your brain latched onto grace of all people
Me too! I never really talked to her so I don't understand why
And yeah me too that would have been a nice drug horror story wouldn't it?
>>7966121
>ywn be grace
why live?
>>7966131
she has a square man ass though
Rini is here! :3
>>7966132
>nicer ass than me
well fml
And she is actually taller than me :O
Anna lied :P
>fell for the mommy meme again
>>7966144
omg that's amazing!!!!!
I wonder what it felt like
>cuticle skin all hecked up again for no reason
back to normal lol
free shnuggs
>26 years old
>Look the same as when I was 20
>Have the same emotional maturity as when I was 13
I'm a mess.
>>7966136
kiss her on the lips (that's the normal way of greeting someone from the netherlands)
>>7966150
lauren you're posting some strange ferrets lately
I wish i could just give myself an orchi
>>7966162
that would be extremely painful
>>7966163
Yeah plus dead from blood loss
>>7966163
they're big balls
>>7966159
those are baby police officers
>>7966171
ebin
i wish Mr. T ate my balls
>have a dream where I have a penis again
>go to public washroom
>uncontrollable firehose that shoots piss literally everywhere
>women's bathroom covered in piss
What does it meaann
>>7966179
its growing back
did your doctor not tell you SRS had to be repeated every several years
>>7966179
this reminds me
>new coworker is visibly trans
>keep coming into the restroom and seeing the toilet seat up
>urine everywhere
jfc I thought I'd never have to deal with that grossness ever again
peelanna
>>7966186
>being visibly trans
>>7966180
Oh shit
Do I at least get to keep the vag?
I can probably cope with having both
>>7966186
What
The
Fuck
Who does this that's disgusting
>>7966192
That's your takeaway?
Is peeing on the seat ok if you pass?
oh gosh
my thigh stings real bad
>>7966192
I mean I probably look trans too but I've been here long enough I don't think anyone thinks it's me.
The new lady is top hon though. I've managed to avoid talking to her for the past month. I don't want her to end up outing me.
>>7966193
Idk, conceptually that grosses me out, like dude if you're transitioning in your 50s that's fine, and if you wanna stand to pee at home I won't judge, but please try to show some respect if you're using the women's room.
cis girls pee everywhere
>>7966155
slybrag
nice
>>7966192
Im visibly trans, guys!
>>7966203
It's actually a bit upsetting to me that nobody believes my actual age.
>>7966202
We've never had a problem with that in my workplace before this, and I don't really use public restrooms anywhere else to comment.
>>7966186
>>7966197
No
It's disgusting
>>7966200
Understandable
>>7966204
Hi Drake
Posting an old photo I see
Is anyone else afraid to poop in women's bathrooms?
>>7966206
oh, sorry
I alway get asked for ID
>>7966215
>2017
>still poops instead of enemas
>>7966200
Idk, reminds me of a time at work where I almost fell in the toilet because I never bother to check if the seat is down, and someone had left it up.
Same shit happened at home that week because my ex was staying over.
Of all the problems I thought I might have in life, can't say I saw this one coming.
>>7966202
If you sit to pee it ends up splattering under the seat
>>7966215
I don't like pooping in public washrooms I feel guilty about stinking the place up
>>7966144
wew
that's pretty cray cray
if it makes you feel any better, the shadow people returned last night for me
I think it might be financial stress fucking with me, last time I started having hallucinations it was round the time I was having my last ESA assessment and I have another one coming up in two days
>>7966220
>Idk, reminds me of a time at work where I almost fell in the toilet because I never bother to check if the seat is down, and someone had left it up.
>Same shit happened at home that week because my ex was staying over.
My dad does this lol. And I haven't had srs, so he doesn't understand why it pisses me off as much as it pisses off my mom.
>>7966186
wtf
I have co-ordination problems sure, so I use the disableds and I wipe the piss up afterwards because I'm not a fucking animal
complain to HR
this was a bad idea ;~;