pizza edition
• Informed consent providers https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• snugg
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
previous >>7910290
moonposting
Nim thread
renren thread
>>7911772
>>7911778
im not sure what this means
>>7911777
:)
im. snuggin the pillow
Sonic for best girl?
>>7911795
>you will never be this thiccfitt
I'm basically already dead
>>7911795
absolutely
>>7911772
moonsplaining
>>7911793
snuggle bugg
life is a fucking nightmare
>>7911793
I'm about to be. Fresh washed sheets and duvet. maximum comfy!
try this pizza
thin crust, creme fraiche sauce, bacon, onion, cheese
>>7911819
>walls on either side of the bed with window at the head
Weird but extremely comfy.
uncomfortable realizations that i have a lot of problems that i hate and don't know how to fix so i just feel hopeless and yeah
>>7911823
>creme fraiche on a pizza
hey go fuck yourself frenchie
>>7911822
Likely was taken with a telescope. Yeah, I'd like a nice telescope. About 18" with adaptive optics to remove atmospheric disturbances.
>>7911819
comf
>>7911829
little nooks are the comfiest
>>7911836
I grew up with huge windows like that. So nice. to bad the town I lived in was shit.
>>7911836
So comf
>>7911834
too bad its crazy expensive for anything decent :<
especially if you want to photograph dim object then you have to set up movement tracking equipment and all that stuff and at that point its like why bother, just visit a proper observatory and look through there
hobbies are expensive
>>7911819
>>7911841
>>7911845
these pics make me feel claustrophobic
>>7911836
But how do you shut out the light when you want to sleep?
>>7911852
hobbies still bring enjoyment. mine are mostly expensive.
>>7911853
you learn to sleep when it is light out...I had blinds that could be closed to cut out the light.
i dont know why im alive
>>7911845
Being ticked in that little cosy cranny would be lovely, but I don't like how it's so high up and needs a ladder, If it was floor level, bed level, or chest level so you could just go straight in it would be perfect for me.
But of course that defeats the point of creating studyspace below.
I want my bf to cuck me with a cis girl. I want him to impregnate her and make me raise their child.
i dont know why im not dead
I begged for my bf to take me back. I hope it works desu, im lonely and suicidal
>>7911865
anon are you okay?
i keep seeing the same type of posts for two days now
can i help you feel better in any way?
can't find gaygen so i write here sorry gals
i am gay twink. my ass and mouth are still virgin. I fucked a girl once (if we can call that. was definition of lousy) i got blowjob from a guy once. never had serious relationship. im 18. dated two girls so far. pretty prude.
installed tinder, got 2 matches from cute guys. i am so happy that there are two! people in the world that loves me for who i am. but they don't message me. so i googled and maybe they are right, matching means he thinks you're passable nothing more. that got me a bit sad. what do?
english isn't my mother tongue. pretty obvious huh.
>>7911795
Yes!
>>7911864
pollentree.com
>>7911795
Stop. He is a boy.
>>7911870
you are stupider than I gave you credit
:3 hi
how many of you were molested as children
>>7911889
Well i still love him. Tbh if he tells me to fuck off i can have closure
>>7911898
What's it to you?
>>7911870
I guess dignity really isn't in your vocabulary
>>7911907
so you hate your penis because an attractive girl touched it???
Isn't that the exact opposite response of a sane person?
>>7911907
toob
>>7911908
hugg
Stop with the drive-by bullying, Elanna.
>>7911909
??? i don't exactly hate my penis, it's just there
but i was 9.
>>7911912
elanna isn't a bully
>>7911898
nope
Doggo!
>>7911907
>she was pretty popular with my entire family so it felt like i couldn't say anything
This is how female sexual abuse against AMAB kids works.
>>7911876
no you cant really help
i just feel like it's becoming easier for me to die now
>>7911912
Do you not know what bullying even is? I suppose everyone should just be nice all the time and noone should ever criticise anyone, especially not when they're just hurting themselves with their stupidity.
>>7911925
hugg
>>7911920
That dog is deeply ashamed of you, I can see it in his eyes.
>>7911917
Shush, you. I was teasing.
i dont understand why i have dysphoria
the answer doesn't contain the solution
>>7911957
Please be gentle.
>>7911923
Mhm i understand
Hope your sad feelings fade soon
Otherwise, I hope you won't do anything dangerous, but I'm not one to tell you what to do.
>>7911908
A lot of people don't have pride.
Why do you think we come here?
well i wrote an essay about fear
my favorite subject
and now i have a dentist appointment in 3 hours ffs
>>7911958
But I like it rough
Don't smoke, kids.
tired but can't sleep
want cudds
i always want cudds
and to pin and fuck and bite
>>7911966
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TQCkKyjasNs&feature=youtu.be
do you like this song?
>>7911982
>>7911984
Iktf
Except for the biting.
>>7911987
I kinda do, yeah
cutest fucking tray ever
I look hella tired today reeee
>>7911995
how can you be against the biting
>>7912001
good :3 I hope we will get more songs out there soon
>>7911989
Sorry, I'm not very good at this
Please accept this complimentary mint and 5 dollar gift card
>>7911995
biting is love
biting is life
If you're not white, you can't be trans.
>>7912010
It hurts.
Licking, maybe.
>>7912015
Seems legit.
where's my chivalrous boy
>>7912012
Oh, I was hoping we'd do it behind the dumpster at the 7-Eleven.
>>7912016
Naw. Gentle it is then.
>>7912024
Hot, that's my favorite spot
>>7911974
Idk I come here to meme and hit on cute t-gurls
STOP. POSTING. CHRISTINA.
>>7912010
Not a big fan of it myself
My gf is a switch but mostly doms and she is rough.
>>7912029
>favorite
Damn it. I was hoping to introduce you to a whole new world of wonder and excitement. I suppose we could just cyber instead.
>>7912030
KURISTINAAASAA!
>>7912026
to be fair, all you'd have to do rn to send fireworks up my spine is lick my nipples
>>7912011
Good luck, anon!
>>7912040
>Okarin laughing<
>>7912043
Okay, okay. Keep going.
>>7912049
...? What do I look like, an exhibitionist?
>>7912035
I am rough, some like it, some hate it, some REALLY like it
>>7912043
Good to know~
>>7912053
You are posting Ahri, yes.
>>7912054
~~~
I'm one of those people who hates pain.
>>7912054
I like the roughness sometimes but she likes to destroy my butt
>>7912055
...
Fair, I suppose.
why are so many trannies into BDSM and shit? Are you really ALL just degenerates?
ok status update
i found no ravioli and i just made a pathetic attempt at grilled cheese
pizza when
>>7912060
>Miqo'te
You are only exacerbating this.
>>7912061
But poop comes from there
Sports bra are unbelievably comfortable.
>>7912063
Because why not
i'm proud of who i am and what i enjoy
that's more than most people can say about themselves :3
>>7912068
So does orgasms!
>>7912063
I mean before last weekend I enjoyed looking at rougher stuff, but now that I've experienced it myself, I can truthfully say that I'm a yuge degenerate and very mentally ill.
I giggled when Anna punched me in the stomach and I smiled when she slapped my face ;w;
>>7912063
Different strokes for different folks.
I like get plowed and having my hair pulled
>>7912061
Fair.
Blood is also a huge turn-off for me.
>>7912063
Please.
>>7912065
:3
>>7912063
u r only seeing a bunch of shit posters.
>>7912063
We're less inhibited. Having to exhume a lot of repressed stuff at any time's always going to exhume other repressed stuff with it.
>>7912075
Oh yes, I remember you saying that blood made you blech. No shame in wanting to be held tenderly, I enjoy doing that sometimes too!
>>7912063
I think I just started liking pain and humiliation because I hated myself and now I just think it's hot.
>>7911880
abused/emotionally abused as a child
so they associate pain with love
>>7912075
I want to be the girl with auburn hair. .-.
>>7912080
I didn't use to be so squeamish lol - I also don't mind seeing blood in small quantities. It's just really really not hot and makes me concerned more than anything.
>>7912089
I'm already a natural blonde catgirl with C-cups.
>>7912092
How long is it
Ok, serious question.
All the girls that started hormones around the same time that I did are getting awesme boob growth!
I'm still stuck at being able to go shirtless at the pool and no one giving a fuck.
Should I stop losing weight or should I up my e dose?
I'm currently at 3mg estrogen and 100 mg spiro.
;-;
Pic related me vs. all the otger girls.
>>7912088
Good morning, Dr Freud.
>>7912092
Up your spiro dose
Stop losing weight (unless you're losing it very gradually)
Then maybe up the E dose to 4-6 mg.
>>7912095
OKAY THIS STOPS HERE
>>7912092
How long have you been on hormones?
>>7912097
Reeeeee
See >>7912099
>>7912100
I don't understand.
>>7912105
BEFORE WE GO TOO FAR
Um sorry about the double post. Screen said I had entered the captcha wrong.
>>7912096
I'm almost at 6 months. Charlotte and Juniper are somewhere above that and they're basicall fulltime now. ;-;
>>7912095
Blood does concern me if I'm the one that hasn't caused it, yknow.
>>7912105
do you really have c cups?
it didnt seem like it
maybe because you were leaning back in your chair
>>7912112
Oh.
You don't understand.
I'm a total tease.
>>7912116
Blood concerns me in general.
Flutteri frangi
>>7912114
I'm at 10 and have barely breasts.
Some people are just unlucky ;_;
>>7912119
You are inviting a challenge.
>>7912092
>100 mg spiro.
is your spiro knocking T back to early female puberty levels? To much T stops breast growth.
>>7912114
I'm 9 months on HRT and very fortunate with my genetics.
>>7912117
30C ahahahaha
30C = 32B = 34A
>>7912125
This. When I upped my spiro dose, my boobs popped out and my face started getting girly.
>>7912133
Doesn't work for everyone. My t is at the edge of being unmeasurable and still barely tits.
>>7912133
How much to?
>>7912124
Am I?
Hmmmm that's strange :3
>>7912128
is this algebra?
i can do this easy
so if you simply it its like
15c = 16b = 17c
nevermind those dont multiply into anything together
i give up
>>7912133
I wanna see your "before" pics.
>>7912143
You know absolutely zip about bras.
>>7912144
Ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
No.
>>7912146
I have shit genetics in every aspect just kill me please
>>7912148
I know how to take them off
does that count
im sad
>>7912148
>>7912152
Hugg
What's wrong?
>>7912152
fukken wow me too
>>7912149
Awh ;_;
>>7912151
There's like a running joke about guys having no idea how to get them off, right? Idgi. Like, any fucking idiot who's ever seen a bra should understand.
>>7912155
It's only because I started from a pretty aids place.
>>7912152
boop nose
pls dont sad
>>7912160
hey that's sexist
i had no idea at first and looked like an idiot
>>7912099
;-; sorry!.
My t levels are at 1 ng/pl. So that's like basically dead. I'm not producing any sprerm and I haven't had a naturally ocurring erection in like 3 months time.
Thanks! I'll bump up my E dose. What's your dose now?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rbuMXyzouJQ
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3QFu8SD4sqE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6l7fnoStcQU
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LuLH6aNIWUw
>>7912160
I am quite envious of your eyes.
>>7912163
ilu lauren be hap
>>7912138
Mom had AAAs until she had kids.
>>7912169
hugg
>>7912168
>>7912164
Sounds normal for you
>>7912165
>1 ng/pl
>pl
Holy fuck.
I take that back, you could probably stand to drop your spiro dose.
But yeah, raising your E might help too.
>>7912167
They're grey. What's to envy?
>>7912170
>AAAs
That's not a bra size. AA is anything <1" difference between band and bust.
>>7912177
>flat butt and barrel chest
I'll just focus on mine, like my square ass and hon shoulders.
I was about 5 months in when I bumped it up.
>>7912178
They are big and bright.
>>7912178
i am never rude to you
i demand an apology
just want snugg
>>7912181
Oh!
Yeah, I guess that's true. Hrt and eyeliner both contribute to that, along with me taking the photo when I wasn't hella depressed.
>>7912182
You should know by now that this is a personality trait of mine, and you're the last person on this board that deserves an apology for rudeness of all things.
I hope you all die painfully
>>7912183
snugg
>>7912189
thank for snugg
>>7912188
hmmm that's not very nice
>>7912133
That's a girly face?
>>7912187
we have an alliance though
DO NOT attack allies
>>7912151
>implying you had sex before
>>7912196
He's a cd
technologically advanced kitty
>>7912184
At how many months was that pic taken? I am trying to find motivation to transition, and I shouldn't be.
>>7912192
snugg again
>>7912196
no of course not
im actually just a fashion designer here to design bras for the mentally ill
>>7912205
youre like chaotic good at best
and even if betraying allies is still very scummy
>>7912198
good kitpost
>>7912178
Yeah, she basically had nothing until she was 23...
>>7912206
Have you never put your penis into a pussy drakey poo?
That's so sad! Dw, I lost my virginity when I was 19 too.
>>7912211
thank you very much Lauren
>>7912213
i think anyone who comes near to you angie smells the plastic and immediately walks away
>>7912213
So late. I poked my first pussy at 13.
>>7912215
>Drake thinks it's me
You're bad at this
>>7912220
you realize a lot of peoples 4chan is broken right
thats a really bad attempt
>virgin making fun of anyone
>>7912224
is that your retort
angie this is really sad
>>7912222
Mobile site is working just fine
>>7912226
What's really sad is you.
>>7912229
considering you do this everyday for some unknown reason it makes you look really bad
but nobody really replies to you anyway so i guess this is what you have to do
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bx51eegLTY8
>>7912231
Good job at ignoring time stamps you retard.
Lmao
>>7912227
>///<
>>7912234
uhuh?
i suppose you might mean something in that weird head of yours
tell me more
>>7912231
at least we're not incel losers lmao
just don't respond to him at all
if you don't feed it it will die
Oh.
It's autistic meltdown hour again.
>>7912231
Drake, why are you still posting on here at 4am? Go to sleep.
>>7912243
i cant sleep when i want to
only when im tired
>>7912242
>virgin
>>7912209
:3 :3 :3
>>7912210
That's still like 1000x lower than it should be. Cis girls typically don't have less than 10 ng/dL
Definitely try bumping up the estrogen. Maybe ask your doctor about it (if you have one)?
>>7912212
Wowzers.
That's really unfortunate ;_;
>>7912238
Those two posts are 3 seconds apart and considering the cool down time between each posts, how is it possible?
>>7912248
?
I've had sex with both men and women.
Or are you referring to the loud autist we currently have here.
>>7912251
the autist
>>7912235
mummi
What trips do you miss, mtfg?
>>7912255
Definitely not maddie lmao
>>7912251
at least you can pretend people want to put their dick around your boxhead
pretending is much better im sure
>tfw your mom is oddly supportive of transitioning
>tfw you realize she wanted a girl all along and you were literally a disappointment
>tfw having second thoughts
>>7912255
!XIxc6BpKnU
>>7912247
You'll get over it, I had the same issue as a teenager but now I can normally sleep at will. You're not gonna be able to stay up all night when you have a job, you know.
>>7912263
>Drake getting a job
You're silly moap
>>7912260
Joke's on you my little virgin, I don't care about men anymore.
Stop hanging around tranny threads at 4 AM trying to act like a badass. It's pathetic.
>>7912255
I miss Kit :(
>>7912267
Maybe I should point out that it's closer to 5AM PDT.
Fuck it
I'm detransing
I'll never be a woman anyway, and as a tranny I'd just feel like shit about it
From now on I will embrace my masculinity, and be happy that I am a man
I will bend tranny feelings to my will; I will not feel bad about not being a girl, no, I will let it reenforce my masculinity
No Gender Dysphoria, but Gender Euphoria
I am male and I am loving it
And that is the last I'll say on the matter
>>7912267
v-virgin!
s-stop trying to be badass!
that 90 iq is showing real hard
what a shame
>>7912274
JC, trump was one ugly man
>>7912273
>starts transitioning
"I never wanted to be a girl anyway"
You're not fooling anyone but yourself, you know.
>>7912278
Fuck that kid taking video...
>>7912273
hugg
>>7912274
You really are just an autistic parrot.
If my IQ is 90 yours must be like 30.
Go to sleep you retarded child.
>>7912286
luckily i think even parrots are smarter than chileans x)
>>7912281
Of course I want to be a girl. Everyone does. But feeling bad about it just proves I am a man
So I will embrace these feelings and become the best man I can be.
Let this pain be a driving force in my life
Gender Euphoria
detransition is illegal
>Lots of lonely guys on /r9k/
>Lots of lonely girls here on /mtfg/
:)
>>7912291
if everyone wants to be a girl why are there ftms and cus men
>eats buttloads of chocolate
>is surprised by getting blackheads
fug
>>7912293
we're all lesbians :/
>>7912294
Cis men like me know it is futile. There is nothing down the trans road.
Ftms are mentally ill.
>>7912295
myrthe is anna pretending to be retarded or what
>>7912299
what are you even talking about
are you roleplaying a senile elderly man
>>7912300
i don't know she isn't talking to me
So the only trans-guy at my old high school took my deadname.
Fucking awkward.
>>7912291
>Everyone does.
No?
>>7912306
Murder him to find peace of mind.
>>7912291
>Everyone does.
no lol
>tfw no ftm best guy friend
vitamin D is Disgusting
I am more powerful than Spartan ever was
>>7912315
the only ftm guy i know was a dumb third worldist who was socially inept enough to wear hammer and sickle t shirts in public
>>7912315
Tfw I have 2 ftms friends I hang out with
who has the record for most mtftmtfmtftmtf transitions
>>7912319
I have proposed, in the past, that the JDPON should disperse the Amerikkkans throughout the Third World instead of allowing them to remain in occupied North America. Here are some of my reasons:
>>7912319
kek
Feels good being male as fuck
Everyone should embrace it
I haven't felt this good in ages
>>7912310
No, he's actually friends with a lot of people because I'm friends with because he's in the drum line.
Which makes it that much weirder ._.
DONT TAKE THE NAME OF SOMEONE YOU KNOW
>>7912330
take your estrogen faggot
>>7912330
Kayla, stop.
I meanY Faye.
OOPS
>>7912331
HE IS
>>7912331
HE IS TRYING TO BECOME YOU YOU HAVE TO PROTECT YOURSELF
>>7912332
Never again. I will cleanse my body of this poison and let glorious T do its work once more
>>7912333
it's anna, you silly goose.
>>7912340
It is a joooooooooooooke.
>Face still has red dots from electro on friday
>Get into work, not out to anyone
>"Whoa what happened to your face?"
>"Heh yeah I g-guess its time to change my razor blade haha"
>>7912340
Anna is dead.
>>7912345
let it go :)
>>7912349
that's pretty dark
>>7912349
I did
I can't live my life chasing the impossible, naming myself after a princess in a Disney movie (but not a Disney princess still)
I let it go, and now I am become bjorg
>>7912353
>tfw putting up a massive wall is the same thing as letting it go
Yep, this logic totally checks out 100% even before considering the autism.
>>7912353
>but not a Disney Princess still
ur a girl
w2c relatively cheap electric razor that's not specifically designed to shave a woman's thin body hair
im tired of this weak thing that gets stuck on even the shortest hairs
>>7912354
I bet he posts in /ftmg/. That is clearly an act of aggression.
>>7912358
How so? I'm just a faggot obsessed with Frozen who gets very militant about the Disney Princess line (why the FUCK is Merida in there she's a fucking Pixar character REEEEEEE)
>>7912353
this has to be an attention thing
amy does the same thing you know
and every other trip
very unoriginal
>>7912361
Tumblr, actually.
>>7911908
>says the bitch who constantly hooked up with her ex
Jesus, post op passers are the smugest fucks known. I get it, you're a girl in every way so you feel like you're so much better than me
>>7912367
mebbe she just knows the best ways to lose one's dignity
not like cis girls don't do the same stupid shit
>>7912372
My mom does the same thing, i think its just a clingy woman trait to never wanna let go of ur ex. Since men don't have hearts they just wanna fuck and leave but likr in my case i just wanna hugg and squeeze and cuddle the same guy till the end of time
>be looking for electric razors online
>some of them cost €200+
??
>>7912367
i have a heart :(
>>7912215
Lol, I'm not Angie. I've never tripped here.
>>7912255
I miss Maddie so fucking much ;-;
How many of you girls have heel boots?
>>7912379
Don't listen to Drake.
He's very special
>>7912380
Miss cock is huge! I feel like I was lied to by you saying it was a small worthless femimine penis. >:(
>>7912380
smol girl penis
>>7912383
But she is small
>>7912386
Can I succ?
>>7912382
I would if my size 10 mens feet wouldnt make them look silly if they even came in that size
>>7912386
She's bigger than mine, desu.
>>7912382
My legs are too thicc for boots ;-;
>>7912388
nine west sells size 12 in women's size, and they often fit my wide size 11m feet
>>7912380
don't act so cocky
>>7911767
STOP NAMING YOUR SHITTY GENERAL TRANS GIRL GENERAL ALREADY
>>7911767
Wasn't there a discord included in the op once upon a time? What happened?
>uncut girl cock
mmhm
>>7912398
Stop putting mtfg in your description
>>7912382
I have a couple pairs but I very seldom wear them. I do wear boots a lot, though. Riding boots, motorcycle boots, army boots. Just not high heel ones.
>>7912403
are you back to being a girl
>>7912410
I was just memeing for (you)s
Drake was right
>>7912406
mommy
>>7912406
have you considered that maybe youd be able to get reasonable guys if you werent such a whore
kayla made my gt feel funny
>Kayla nudes
>drakeposter autism
well see you in a few hours maybe
>>7912414
Omg im not a whore
>>7912406
it's always the girls who can obviously find another guy running back to their worthless exes
i guess i'm giving you attention too but i mean, have a little self confidence and a better man will show up in your life
>>7912417
post tummy
>>7912418
Yeah but my bf has a 9 inch uncut cock that i dearly miss.
>>7912423
Like any good trap should duh
Anyone else wanna critique my screenplay? I sent it to like two dozen IRL friends and relatives in the last week but none of them have said anything :(
WHATS GOING ON?
>>7912428
TRYING TO SLEEP
>>7912426
Is it for a movie
Nuffin
>>7912426
You probably don't want to. What I'd probably end up saying about beats and formatting would be disheartening.
>>7912426
they probably aren't qualified to critique it anyway
what's it about?
>>7912421
there's more than one big cock in the world (so i hear)
healthier ways to get attention too.. allegedly
gayla
>>7912436
Don't post pictures of future roasts, you're making me hungry.
>>7912429
SLEEP IS FOR THE WEAK
>>7912432
DO NOT DISGRACE FRIEZA-SAMA YOU HARLOT
>>7912437
fukken destroyed
>>7912437
Its not gay for girls to like cock
Its only gay if girls with cocks like girls with cocks
I really like this nintendo guide book thing
>>7912441
that makes me gay :/
>Tfw you're stuck on the train for another 2 days
Welp, better go drink out the lounge car
Anyone else like doing cross country train trips?
>>7912446
Only if there is IMAGINATION involved
>>7912446
i would if it were a realistic option, but most of my relatively giant country is poorly served
otoh getting stuck on the train for two additional days sounds an awful lot like amtrak
>>7912446
Last one I had was Bombay to Calcutta and back. Strangely enough, Indian long range trains are much more comfy than French ones, especially given how cheap the ticket is. Unless you pay the extortionate first class rate, traveling by train here is horrible if it's more than a few hours.
Ur all gay
>>7912457
i am
>>7912457
im the gayest
hi im here now
AND IM NOT GAY
>>7912457
cishet people are terrible anyway
I want to pass with short hair. :C
>>7912472
cuz it's bad :)
>>7912472
all the cool ones are at least a little queer
>>7912477
i want to pass
>>7912481
i said stop calling me that!
>>7912480
y does the gote h8 str8
>>7912477
>iktf
>>7912483
Then stop acting like a homophobe?
It's not exactly rocket science
hugg elann
>>7912451
The imagination of doing my injections in the handicapped restroom
>>7912452
Yeah, Amtrak sucks. But then again you meet cool peeps
>>7912489
it's not my fault..
im playing dark souls what class should I be
>>7912495
Take some responsibility..
Your mom isn't posting on 4chan for you
>>7912481
elanna babe you're posting in mtfg, you might fool everyone else but we know
>>7912484
I've met a couple cishet guys who I guess were okay
also it's easier for cool cis girls to be bi
>>7912502
okay! im willing to admit that i don't like the idea of being gay and it makes me uncomfortable to think about
but like ive said before, i don't have a problem with OTHER people being gay!
>>7912477
Gotta be hella babyfaced.
And even then, you may not pass as anything more than a prepubescent boy unless you have hips or boonies
>>7912519
*stalks you*
>>7912519
im queer
is lauren queer
elanna notice me pls
I think my consistent return of repression urges proves I'm not trans
Maybe I can just take hrt and be a femboy
FUCK FUCK FUCK
STARTING THIS MESSED IT ALL UP
>>7912536
No, it just means you went halfway to brainwashing yourself by autistically roleplaying on a Malaysian macrame board.
My blood tests came back.
Testosterone 19
Estrogen 75
So why do I still not feel anything in my head. My levels are fine.
Should I switch from generic pharmaceutical estradiol to estrofem/progynova?
buddi
>>7912536
Or you're dealing with the anxiety a lot of people get when they think about going full time, especially early on in transitioning
>>7912431
hopefully? yes
likely? who knows
>>7912434
I have experience with prose writing, just not screenwriting
I don't know much about film industry formatting though beyond the basics so really I want to hear it
>>7912436
thematically, it's about the breakdown of the current social order as neoliberalism reaches the point it can no longer deny physical constraints such as finite resources and overpopulation, and how the lack of individual security this has caused has encouraged our generation to pick up nihilism and the rejection of basic cultural components such as family in an effort to move forwards into a new phase of human civilisation
plot-wise, it mostly focuses on a self-hating uncle tom tranny who is kidnapped and coerced into conversion therapy by her father, intercut with her thoughts and the memories that led her to this point, but it's not just trans stuff
>>7912542
Being trans is wrong
If I can get out of being trans I should take it
I'm not gonna let my mum or anyone else convince me otherwise
I don't want tranny tits. I don't want to be a freak
>>7912514
You on the southwest chief?
ayyy look what i found
>>7912549
>Being trans is wrong
It ain't. Even if it *was*, would you really want to be right?
>If I can get out of being trans I should take it
You wouldn't be getting out of it, though. You'd just be denying the truth.
>I'm not gonna let my mum or anyone else convince me otherwise
Yeah you will. You'll cry about it to someone you're out to and you'll feel better, so go do that.
>I don't want tranny tits. I don't want to be a freak
None of us want tranny tits, just tits. And well, being a somewhat normal tranny is less freakish than Spartan autism posting.
Does anyone look at old photos and just cringe at them?
>>7912555
>manifesto instead of wage labor and capital
worst meme
>>7912536
Amy, it's the hrt that causes those feelings at times. I get them
>>7912553
No? I don't understand the question.
>>7912519
im not trying to be mean
>>7912560
Yes. Mainly all photos of "all the men" I'm in.
>>7912559
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jeIy2MHZ0xE
At least gave me a sense of power.
Estrogen just leaves me in despair.
>>7912560
>looking at old pictures
>looking at any pictures
I refuse desu
>>7912549
You just got triggered by that thread about mtf aging.
Like what did you expect? a 60 year old trans woman is not gonna look like a cute anime girl.
>>7912580
Then be angry at yourself for not starting sooner and retake that time lost by putting more effort into transitioning and not being half-assed about it by entering a repression phase every other week.
>>7912564
I bet I am the better Lux.
how do you cheer yourself up
not sharp enough
>>7912574
Listen, you need to start getting over yourself.
Or at least admit that you're the one at fault here. Yes you had a homophobic upbringing, but you're just going to have to start taking some responsibility, it's on you to work past it if you want to literally every be comfortable with yourself
>>7912594
meant to post picture
>>7912595
what exactly can i even do to get over that
>>7912564
If we were on the same train that would've been a little weird. It'd be cool to have another transwoman to talk to
Old pic I take it?
>>7912593
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QZhp3FOAPVg
ugh im so tired
why can i only ever sleep if its freezing
and work wants me to close tonight too lmao nooooooooo
>>7912582
I want to go back to normal and age normally and not have to worry about my appearance because as a man I'll have more value than my appearence
I want to be a Normal male. I want to never have trans thoughts again
>>7912585
I'm just gonna go femboy... But my balls will break in six months... Shit means I can't quit e when I want
I can't handle such permanently
Fuck. I have no option but to quit now
I don't know how to cut myself
can someone help
>>7912619
you don't
>>7912602
Take some responsibility. At least admit you're homophobic
>>7912619
no
what's wrong
>>7912615
Shit. I hit that route in two days. That's a neat coincidence though.
>>7912623
but that has a connotation of hate
>>7912619
How about hugg instead
>>7912614
>as a man I'll have more value than my appearence
And you can't do this as a woman? Stop being so shallow. Transitioning is not the only goal you should have in life.
>>7912615
1v1 me u shitter
>>7912614
You have more value than your appearance as a woman, too. When do you live, the thirties?
>>7912614
Don't do this. You'll be able to repress the feelings for a few years but they'll come back out hard. And by then you'll be like 25+ and it'll be too late by then.
So then on top of the trans feelings you need to deal with the fact that you let go in the past.
>>7912626
And?
>>7912624
I just get so depresssd and frustrated, I hate my body, might as well take it out on them.
>>7912638
you're trying to make me say that i hate people and i don't
i don't hate anyone
>>7912629
>>7912635
I'm sorry for sperging again
I don't deal well with being in positions of weakness or vulnerability
>>7912619
put an elastic band around your wrist and snap it as hard as you can on the underside of your arm
gives a similar feeling to cutting but no scars
>>7912644
that just means youre female
>>7912644
You have support here so you're not alone when you're down. It sucks to be emotionally bare and easy to bruise but it's something we all deal with.
>>7912637
>Tfw you're moving to the sticks of Harrisburg from Cali
Pennsylvania seems neat though
>>7912619
Please, don't. Hugggggg.
>>7912642
this way you're just gonna hate your body more
>>7912655
I guess
>tfw tranny who got prostatitis
This is perhaps the most ironic thing that has happened to me. I just publicly came out and started living full time pretty much but now I'm spending all my time groaning in pain on my couch. I hate my boy parts so much they're trying to kill me :^(
i have an interview today.
i hope i succeed today.
2 out the 3 animus i've used as my avatar are traps, & dead. they were both murdered. their bodies were moved post-mortem.
turns out chihiro & pitou have a lot in common.
i can't bear to watch hxh that much anymore
>>7912656
Everything will be alright.
ordered some slippersssss
>>7912658
i've seen you feeling down lately
hope you feel better and don't try doing that stuff
does anyone else feel guilty for no reason a lot
>>7912675
sometimes
>>7912675
Constantly
>>7912678
i feel like i need to hide and make sure no one sees me
>>7912684
no you're nice
The fake asses and tits and facial surgery the Instagram whores have only exist because men 100 years ago got their faces blown off by artillery. Really makes you think.
>>7912687
fake boobies don't look as nice
>>7912675
i feel guilty a lot but i have a reason but i can never say that reason so...
>one chance at life
>born a man
i feel like im being hunted like im in a slasher film a lot
i can't look at reflective surfaces or windows because I might see something watching me
>>7912690
Shut up nim you dont see the deeper meaning here.
>>7912687
well thats a depressing thought
>>7912687
its a good thing that stuff from awful wars can be used peacefully
>>7912694
hold
I want a poached egg, why can't eggs be vegan. any food would be good for me i suppose
>>7912625
I think I read something about a potential new line Denver-Santa Fe allowing us to get on the SW
>>7912548
sounds interesting!
Has anyone ever been to an anime convention? I'm going to one and I've no experience with them (I'm not even into anime really). Are there usually a lot of other trans girls and traps?
>>7912695
da man fight da war so da gurl can get da boob
I almost started crying today in chemistry because the TA was moving too fast and I didn't know what was going on
I'm 23 years old :(
>>7912701
Vegan life was too hard for me so I went back to ovo-lacto vegetarian
>>7912720
Greek yogurt and eggs yo. I'm too weak
Vegetarians are pansies.
Eat what you were meant to eat!
>>7912732
exactly
they should be vegan
>>7912733
Vegans are pansies too!
Eat meat!
>>7912735
>not having the willpower to avoid unethical food
pansies
>>7912739
>being so much of a cuck that you can't realize that a chicken is a dumb animal who's only real value in the grand scheme of things is to serve as food for us
>>7912732
>>7912733
>>7912735
i'll eat w/e i damn well feel like eating.
nobody, not even mother nature, will tell me what i can & can't eat
>>7912733
>>7912739
>Not utilizing all of mother earths resources
Lmao hippies.
>>7912743
there is no grand scheme, only lots of little ones
>>7912619
It's not hard? Just like get a knife and cut? Try cutting your thigh for practice. Boys (boys) love thighs with cuts.
>>7912743
>being a lame meat-eating normie who'll never know how it feels to get food before everyone else on international flights
>>7912751
>implying i don't gorge myself before the flight
>>7912743
or you could just not hate animals for no reason lol
and realize that cooked meat is essential for the development of the brain and makes ''people''(vegans) extremely dumb
>>7912751
I feel like thats a very specific reason to be a vegan
sometimes i say mean things to people on the internet
>>7912755
we know lauren
>>7912715
stop tempting me with rape byproducts
>>7912739
i want to keep eating ethically but i'm doing something wrong. i need to figure out how to eat enough calories and need more fat/protein in my diet
doesn't help that i'm basically all raw vegan bc my kitchen sucks and i try to avoid my roommate
lately i have no appetite and no energy.. i can't even finish my salads
>>7912751
what happens when you get off that international flight and step into a country where vegetarians aren't catered for though, and have to eat stuff like meat stew with all the meat picked out just to survive
Pepperoni and anchovies belong on pizza soooo
>>7912759
>>7912759
>>7912759
>>7912759
missing goat
someone lend me 20k
>>7912761
solution: vegans never leave their parents house
>>7912758
how often do you even go on international flights?
>>7912763
no :(
>>7912761
What the fuck shitbackwards countries are those? I don't poortravel thank you
>>7912768
I get not liking anchovies, but like, pepperoni?
>>7912772
pizza is not made for toppings :(
>>7912763
Cindy, I always knew you had good taste.
>tfw pineapple and anchovy pizza is something plebs will NEVER be able to appreciate with their inferior tastebuds
>>7912777
death to pizza purists
its just bread homie
>>7912767
~4-6 times a year. (Raised between Aus and UK parents and go back between them.)
>>7912777
the whole plain pizza thing is just more evidence that youre the most boring person on earth
i bet your favorite color is blue too
>>7912778
>pineapple
You know what you're doing
>>7912777
????????????????
>>7912782
Anyone whose favourite colour is not green or blue is lying. No one takes joy in any other colours. They're just pretending to do so to be interesting.
>>7912785
Sweet and salty go really well together though - it's why you have things like salted chocolate, or why everyone dips their fries in their milkshake.
>>7912785
one day the world will know who you really are '''''CINDY'''''
>>7912786
my fetish
>>7912786
hey....
....
don't be talking shit about pizza
>>7912795
im talking shit about PIZZA HERETICS WHO RUIN PIZZA WITH THEIR DISGUSTING HABITS
>>7912778
>putting meat on pizza
>>7912791
I hear red every so often, for being vibrant and passionate.
hurry up with the vat grown meat products already
i want anchovies pizza again pls and thnx
>>7912791
i like green and purple
>>7912777
>pizza is not made for toppings :(
hey nim, can i just say i think you're training is going really well
and i think you've got a good chance at winning gold in the mental gymnastics this year
>>7912799
>not fucking your pizza
>>7912803
what do you mean
im not competing in mental gymnastics this year >:(
you faggots will argue about anything huh
>>7912799
pizza doesn't taste right without meat
although i once had a blue cheese and olive pizza that was okay, but could have been substantially improved with some meat
>>7912791
pink is the best color
>>7912792
omg stop trying to trigger me
>>7912800
If you say your favourite colour is red I'm going to think you're a psychopath and make sure only to fuck you on(1)ce.
>>7912809
>hypothesizes "straightgay"
>not competing in mental gymnastics
>>7912810
>you faggots will argue about anything huh
Trannies are a contentious people with strong opinions
>>7912815
Personally my favorite color is green but I hear red from some guys occasionally.
a medium-thin crust
a medium layer of cheese
a bit of sauce underneath
slightly poofy crust at the end glazed with garlic butter
LITERALLY WHAT ELSE DO YOU NEED
>>7912791
My favorite is black (like my soul)
idk what to do with my day off work
>>7912818
I've looked over the papers Nim published and I have to say, she's convinced me on straightgay/gaystraight stuff, or Gay Polarity Theory.
Nim breaks it down into simple steps:
Through her research Nim found that humans have an until recently unknown part of the brain. This "Gay Polarity Lobe" as Nim describes it actually switches what the perception of a gay act is to people interacting with that person!
For a person who has a normal functioning Gay Polarity Lobe as opposed to someone born with GPLRS(Gay Polarity Lobe Reversal Syndrome) society will see sexual interactions with the same gender in those individuals as gay.
However, if a person is transgender and begins taking hormones, something interesting happens. The Gay Polarity Lobe gets a lil shy and recedes into brain, skewing the view of what society says is a "gay" act.
Therefore, the person can date people of the same gender and not be considered gay. A person who does this is considered "straightgay". The act is obviously not gay because the word "straight" comes before the word "gay". This is opposed to a transgender person who chooses to date someone of a different gender. This person is "gaystraight", so the act is pretty gay honestly since the word "gay" comes before the word "straight".
Nim's paper is getting a lot of attention in the Gayfernomics circles and I honestly hope to see more of Gay Polarity Theory in the future. There's something really exciting here.
>>7912822
delicious pepperoni
delicious sausage
delicious ham
delicious pineapple
any of those work better than eating your cheesebread '''''pizza'''
>>7912822
and to wash it down, a nice glass of tap water
maybe have some plain rice crackers afterwards, if you get a little peckish
>>7912797
o.
well, i guess the smart thing to do is not to list my favorite toppings, but i like lots of different toppings for pizza. margherita, broccoli, aubergine, anchovies. except pineapple. that shit makes no sense to me.
>>7912828
no you're ruining it
YOU'RE RUINING IT
>>7912826
I got let go of my job and I'm completely lost for what to do. I'm not struggling on money so I'm just sitting here unsure and staring at mtfg.
>>7912822
toppings, you fool.
>>7912822
>LITERALLY WHAT ELSE DO YOU NEED
Flavor.
>>7912832
>implying i don't drink bottled
>>7912824
uwu lmao
>>7912643
Nim I don't mean to alarm you, but self hatred is still hatred
Anchovies are the best. I'm always surprised how many people say they dislike them when they haven't even tried them
Reminder that the thinner the crust and lighter the cheese is the better.
>>7912828
i guess ham is another exception, come to think of it.
american "pepperoni" is blasphemy
>>7912845
how do you stop hating yourself
>>7912827
Use 'uwu' in a sentence.
>>7912846
Thick crust
Thick cheese
Anchovies under the cheese
>>7912848
Treat yourself kindly. Do things the future you will appreciate.
>>7912847
what is non american pepperoni?
>>7912848
Self improvement
>>7912845
i guess im willing to accept that im a homophobe if im only homophobic against myself
>>7912852
"i <3 u uwu"
>>7912852
i love anna uwu
>>7912852
uwu
>>7912852
ily anon uwu
why does everyone who isn't me have such bad opinions on stuff?
>>7912861
I love Myrthe desu uwu
>>7912860
why is this in quotation marks, do you not actually love me?
>>7912854
Eww no sauce is the best part
Anchovy blended into the sauce hnnnng
>>7912857
Americanized versions of stuff usually have like 1/10 the flavor of their counterparts and 10 times the salt.
>>7912848
put down the fork and see the sun for the first time in months
>>7912864
Why is every girl but Onodera trash?
>>7912864
ikr
im always right and everyone around me always wrong
>>7912857
peppers.
plain-old.
motherfucking.
peppers
>>7912866
Ahhh yay!
>>7912863
lyt uwu
>>7912868
I should mention heavy sauce, big thick pizza
>>7912874
what kind of peppers
OFFICIAL COMPREHENSIVE SHIT PIZZA TASTE LIST
>nim
>cindy
>anonette
>alines
>every vegan
>>7912874
well we put peppers on pizza too of course its just not called pepperoni
banana peppers (pepperchinis) are the best
green peppers are ok
red peppers are meh
>>7912864
tranus are from the future. in the future nobody's going to have an education but everybody's going to have free speech. everyone will be like us
>people arguing about pizza again.
Everyone knows the best pizza is carranger pizza.
>>7912882
Cherry peppers are GODLY
>>7912880
i don't know how
>>7912882
You mean paprika or actual peppers? This is always confusing
>>7912879
i'm not sure.
but bell peppers, i guess
>>7912881
>everyone but me has shit taste
Hmmmm
cherry tomatoes are cute
i'm about to order a vegan deep dish from patxi's.. well when the open in an hour
kinda want to go custom, the standard one doesn't really have enough veggies, i want artichokes and olives and peppers
>>7912886
What the FUCK is with this place's obsession with pizza anyhow?
cup of smol ferrets
>>7912891
YOU LIVE IN CALIFORNIA AND YOU HATE PINEAPPLE
you should be crucified
>>7912892
Are you a cherry tomato?
>>7912881
remove me NOW
pizza purists are the only ones keeping the scourge at bay
how do I improve myself
>>7912894
I mean pizza *is* the food of the gods so....
>>7912896
bottoms up
>>7912894
pizza is the official trutrans food of trannies, and trannies themselves often judge each other on their respective tastes in pizza
>>7912897
It doesn't
Belong
On pizza
Tfw I rob someone using female privilege
tfw birdy buys you a game
>>7912904
you dont
belong
in california
>>7912898
u r
>>7912900
get a job
>>7912905
Okay so a chili pepper
Too hot for me desu senpai
>>7912909
I want to move cali sux
>>7912888
A good start would be to stop these absolutely ridiculous mental gymnastics you go through every day. Like seriously who the hell is repressed enough to make up words to describe their sexuality in an effort to dance around being gay. It's fucking absurd.
>>7912901
I thought it was dinosaur egg oatmeal.
Just hallucinated a (You)
>>7912894
I think it started as a meme that we were obsessed with pizza, but it's become reality
I haven't had pizza since January and before that it was June. But I still like arguing about how to make them good
>>7912919
>>7912919
>>7912919
>>7912913
I want to move to cali. swap? (in australia atm)
>mfw people argue about whether or not pineapple goes on pizza, but in my country, banana on pizza is a perfectly normal topping
>>7912909
why the fuck are we mentioning hell's name in here?
>>7912925
what kind of banana?