/mtfg/ Transgirl General

maeve thread

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4chan's arbitrary bump limits suck edition.

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>>7887010
Why would you wanna kill yourself?

>>7887037
I kinda ranted about it here for 2 days
I'm lonely and hope is hard to feel
My mom talked me out of it for now but like, everything really hurts

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I switched back to cypro today, 25mg this time. I was on spiro 200mg which was enough to nuke my t twice over lol.
>tfw I have PAIS

>>7887024
A seeming contradiction in globalism is that between it’s seemingly “socialist/leftwing” elements and its being advanced by multinational corporations and neoliberal elites. But, this process of globalization is driving toward the creation of the ideal consumer, not the ideal producer. The continuity of production is treated as a given, and this is largely due to automation. With automation handling the vast majority of formerly non-skilled labor production, the goal of the global economic system is the maintenance of the ideal consumer to purchase these commodities. The obvious problem is that these consumers have to have liquid capital to spend on the automation-produced goods. The “socialistic” solution is controlled wealth distribution to allow for product consumption. This might not seem to make sense—redistributing wealth from producers to consumers, so that they can purchase that production—but this cyclical process helps integrate consumers into the consumption process via credit, debt accumulation, and eventually with the onset of cashless society, directed and monitored spending.

The other leftist element, identity politics, is a way to co-opt democratic competition. Politics in the twentieth century carried economic weight. The goal was to de-economize politics, so that the citizenry could carry on with democratic politics, but it would not effect the global economic system’s operation. So the population can have political battles, sometimes even substantive, over cultural/identity issues like abortion, gay rights, race, gender, etc., but the outcome would not affect economic activity. In effect, politics was transformed into entertainment, with real administration being transferred to the supranational level—the IMF, World Bank, European Union, etc. This transformation of politics and economic administration largely took place in the late twentieth century.

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My pharmacy is out of 100mg spiro again >.<

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>>7887029
why havent you done your part and started dating a boy and then slipping HRT into his food?

>>7887054
Lastly, my joint work with the cosmetics industry and U.S. intelligence pertained to the “commodification of identity.” Pre-capitalist forms of identity (race, ethnicity, religion, culture, etc.) pose a threat to the global economic system because these identities provide a basis for popular-democratic resistance to the process of global consumption. There has been a concerted effort to replace traditional identity with post-modern, commodified identity, so that identity consists of purchased consumer products that an individual uses to define himself or herself. This process would also necessitate, as much as possible, the elimination of non-commodified identity, or in other words, the creation of a neo-homogenous population.

I was a part of an effort by U.S. intelligence going back to the late 1980s to target Brazil for preliminary experimental efforts. Again, the goal was the commodification of identity to replace traditional identity constructs and the creation of a neo-homogenous population. The racial integrationist aspect has been largely successful. The white-identifying Brazil of the mid-twentieth century was by the 2010s majority non-white, not due to demographic change but due to biological racial integration and identity reconstruction.

>>7887024
>tfw lost to the agenda

>>7887054
>>7887060
My work specifically had to do with commodifying “femininity” or “female beauty,” so as to undermine tradition, culturally specific, white-centric ideas of female beauty and to replace them with racially non-specific, commodified forms of female beauty. This would both fuel the process of racial integration and open a market for cosmetic improvement, furthering the goals both of U.S. intelligence and the cosmetics industry, for whom I worked. The campaign involved reducing female beauty to a set of non-racial, easily definable characteristics: the breasts and the buttocks. The “big booty” trend in Brazil makes beauty an acquirable traits rather than something “natural.” Women of color who would have been excluded from social beauty can now acquire it by simply acquiring the right traits, for purchase through the cosmetics industry. Thus, women of color have a higher likelihood of being found attractive, and racial integration is also advanced.

The Brazilian strategy commenced in the United State with the beginning of the Obama administration. The Trump movement (and the Bernie movement for that matter, with its opposition to neoliberalism) was unforeseen, which you could have probably discerned. Otherwise, the predicted completion of U.S. Brazilianization was approximately 2050. This is still the target, though with new flexibility extending to the end of the century.

I apologize if anything I’ve talked about is hard to understand. I got used to using a very specific language in describing these ideas. Also, for those who are going to argue about this lowering global IQ, though I disagree that that’s a given, it doesn’t matter regardless. Being an ideal consumer does not necessitate high or even above average IQ, and the two might even be inversely correlated.

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>>7887062
but at least now you get to be a happy cute girl

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>>7887059
lol. my bf has to take finasteride for his hair. i always tease him about it saying he's on HRT.

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You are a sunset.
I could see you all day, every day, and appreciate you. You light my way and show me where I need to go, and when I'm tired, so are you, and it's my favorite part of the day to sit and gaze at you, in all your fantastic beauty until you eventually go away, and I go, too; and sleep.

But you'll be back tomorrow, and so will I. I'll sleep in and you'll be wondering where I am. I'll apologize for being late, because I know you looked spectacular when you just wake up. I, unfortunately am not so lucky, but I am lucky enough that if I can make it, I'll see you this evening before we have to part ways again. Seeing you like that gives me reason to wake up in the mornings, and say "wow" when I wake up early enough to see you.

I don't like to admit it, because it's so silly, but you take my breath away.

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>>7887068
this is so fucking sweet
i want romance like this

>>7887068
beautiful

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>>7887064

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>>7887045
Then go out and get a boyfriend!

>>7887071
what game is that?

>>7887082
Life Is Strange c:

>>7887026
Sorry, of course I love her! My parents called me first thing in the morning and started in on how they think my gf really is still straight (she is bi) and only loves me as a man. (Totally not true and part of their delusions)

I am even living with her. She had her new wireless headphones on and knew I had a rough day today and came up behind me in the kitchen and started dancing with me while holding my waist. Then I turned around and we had lion kisses. She has also been snuggling me between grading papers for school etc. The love is real. <3

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>>7887081
Is this an insult?

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>>7887068

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>>7887082

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>>7887086
What's keeping you from doing so?

>>7887085
I'm super envious of your relationship with your mother. My mother left my father and I when I was young. She was never in my life until I was in my late teens but by then I wanted nothing to do with her. She still tries to this day but I moved far away and we can't see each other anymore, for better or worse. She says she accepts me for who I am but I can't help but think she's only reaching out because she wants something. That's just how she is, manipulative and self centered.

someone please explain this to me
https://a.pomf.cat/vnzeuy.webm

I'm a boy again

Also I left my family, I was sitting at the dinner table, not eating and about the fifth time my mom called me a guy for the night (each time followed by a huff and exasperation like she was offended looking for someone to stand up for her) finally they told me to shut up and let them eat and she just started pounding on that she should be allowed to call me a guy.

And I left, I don't care about the new skis or the lesson it was just too much

>>7887107
can i have money

In your house the only ones who belong are your family, love my people, this does not mean I hate others, I just love my people more than all others, I can love others but I assume they love their own more as I do.

All undesirables deported from country will receive 50k a year throughout their life in their new location, any problems?
This is practically charity and self sacrifice for those who do not believe in race and is the solution to those who believe in their race and people.

>de su odio a otras razas y de que son super superiores
>Us the People can be for any economy, any system, we simply ask for racial purity, yet this is the ULTIMATE that they deny, it shows the only interest that matters is their ability to attack and subvert our race.
I ask for racial purity and will also give a subsidy of 20% of national budget to be distributed to non whites elsewhere also destroy all armaments for war, what issue do you have?
We are for US, we don't care about THEM so long as they don't invade our land and people.

It also shows that everything they speak is only done to attack the race.

Go look at all propaganda of the enemy and see the only constant is denying the racial purity, because the ones doing the propaganda are not of the race!
The source is the Jew and he needs a people bastardized so they can hide in the recesses of darkness and destroy the people from within like a bomb.

Us the People can be for any economy, any system, we simply ask for racial purity, yet this is the ULTIMATE that they deny, it shows the only interest that matters is their ability to attack and subvert our race.

Propaganda against race, same as anti-children, the constant of our enemies is attacking our race, that's it.

And the constant of us the People, is defending our race.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IRvGZffXhfk

>>7887111
race is a meme

>>7887071
#goals

>>7887094
I hate myself too much to go out
I'm too insecure to talk to people, just to be around other people makes me want to cry
besides, who would want to be with me anyways?
Like almost all cis girls are prettier than I could ever dream to be, even guys who do like transgirls would just go for prettier ones who actually look like girls
Even if I did get a boyfriend I'd be too clingy and probably ruin it
Or just having sometime close to me like that for the first time would be really emotional for me and would probably make him think I'm weird
I think part of my problem is I'm willing to fall In love with anyone who would hold my hand, noones ever shown affection towards me like that, I'm lonely
I'm really just rambling at this point so whatever

>>7887116
yup!

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>>7887084
>>7887091
I looked it up but I think this game hits a bit too close to home. I like the style tho.

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>>7887118
;-;
it'll be okay. you'll get more confidence the longer you're on hrt and living as yourself. eventually you can break down those barriers with your self esteem and all will be well

>>7887103
a girl is dancing in the shower

>>7887123
seems like a popular game here

>>7887125
but who and why

>you will never hold down a /pol/poster and give them the brown pill
why live?

>>7887123
Played this game a heck of a lot when I wasn't sure of my trannyness yet
replaying it now just makes me cry desu ;w;

I think the style is wonderful.
Also I really like Max's hairstyle and I hope my hair looks like that one day uwu

>>7887123
ngl the beginning made me dysphoric as fuck
now it's just minor sadfeels now and then

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>>7887127
does it matter?
she looks like she's having fun, why bully?
>>7887129
i just want to be chloe is almost every conceivable way

>>7887124
Even if that's true I have a hard time seeing it
Hope is hard to find and harder to hold onto

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Are you guys picking up the new Sum 41 record that comes out OCTOBER 7th on Hopeless records?

You may remember them from such classics as fat lip, in too deep and still waiting,

Heres a song from their new hit album hitting the shelves October 7th.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=waixG1Dhr3w

>>7887137
heh that's cool

>>7887139
jesus these guys are a fashion trainwreck

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>>7887118
Assuming that selfie earlier was really you, you are far from ugly. And maybe others rarely show you affection because you close yourself off!

>>7887118
Eat your sadness and shit rainbows. I am a lovely person if just a tad slovenly. People constantly wonder why I'm sad. People will flock around you if you have a good personality and relevant knowledge.

>>7887139
i'd really like you to delete this post

>>7887107
your mom needs mental help

>>7887139
what's this

>>7887139
I know it's super normie but I'm hooked on Ed Sheeran's new album <3

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9fMPtkbKVYk

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>>7887079

>>7887139
I will not.

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>>7887107
>>7887109
>can i have money

crying bad gross worthless trash idiot unlovable

>>7887144
I've posted plenty of pics here so yea that's me
But I can't really change how I see myself, and I see myself as ugly
I know I close myself off but I've pretty much never opened myself up, so that makes it scary and hard
>>7887145
I can't really control my emotions at all, i feel crazy right now and totally out of control

gon go do homework
can someone either strangle the life out of me or succ me while i do it
thx

>>7887154
HRT has increased my desire for boyfriend a lot >.<

>>7887174
ikr
SOMEONE FUCKING HOLD ME

>>7887168
This place is at a new low.

i love my gf

>>7887178
What does love feel like

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>picking random gifs blindly as a flirty game on tinder
>get this one
>she emasculates me within two minutes of talking

>>7887178
me too!

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Are you guys picking up the new Sum 41 record that comes out OCTOBER 7th on Hopeless records?

You may remember them from such classics as fat lip, in too deep and still waiting,

Heres a song from their new hit album hitting the shelves October 7th.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=waixG1Dhr3w

>>7887170
I hate my emotions. They oppose my well being. I understand feeling ugly.

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>>7887178
ur gf loves u 2

>>7887179
constant self doubt and disbelief with a warm fuzzy acceptance and also getting nice cuddles

>>7887182
wow radical
gf's sure are nice to have :>

>>7887187
omg rly?
wow

>>7887185
this literally reads like an advertisement

>>7887096
I mean your situation sounds much better. My parents relationship would have been healthier if they had separated. Also my mom is just as manipulative. I might even post up the phone call I had with them this morning to give you an idea what insanity I am dealing with.

In fact I definitely will. Might be tomorrow though because I will edit the names out. But I will replace when they use my dead name with a special thing so you know when they are doing it.

>>7887185
is advertising for shitty bands the hottest newest meme?

>>7887179
This

>>7887188
they really are >w<

>>7887188
>gfs sure are nice to have

;---------------------;

>>7887186
I wish I could turn my emotions off
But I'm afraid of drugs and stuff

>>7887188
>a warm fuzzy acceptance and also getting nice cuddles
want

>>7887185
NO

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>>7887129
>>7887126
this game would remind me too much about the times I want to forget to play it alone.

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Are you guys picking up the new Sum 41 record that comes out OCTOBER 7th on Hopeless records?

You may remember them from such classics as fat lip, in too deep and still waiting,

Heres a song from their new hit album hitting the shelves October 7th.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=waixG1Dhr3w

>>7887196
squee its so great i cant handle it

>>7887197
get urself a nice dom bf already faye

>>7887200
Youll find them soon enough im sure :)
just gotta look in the right places

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>>7887174
hugg a pillow :3

>>7887137
i don't want to bully
i want to understand

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>>7887176

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>>7887204
oh god

it's spamming

>>7887204
go to bed Frank Zummo

>>7887205
>just gotta look in the right places
i've been thinking about going back to school to be in a more social environment

I'm really tired I'm gonna go to bed now

my parents saw my butt plug this day is awful

>>7887206
this
it really helps

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post ur heros

>>7887198
Done the bad drugs honestly more afraid of the legal ones lol. Scared to have to ask for hormones and justify my condition. To always have to qualify. Weed is okay.

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>>7887170
It ain't easy overcoming BDD, I know. But you can at least be sure that others do not see you the way you see yourself! Since it seems like you have debilitating anxiety preventing you from going out and meeting people, why not go get some therapy? Doing nothing out of fear is just wasting time you could be using to learn and improve yourself. Yes, you're going to continue feeling worthless and boring for a long time, but eventually you'll discover a personality and develop confidence. You have to go out and plant yourself to grow!

>>7887205
As a guy I can date young girls, as a gay guy I have to take weird daddies

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Is sum 41 dare i say it.../ourband/...


>songs about how their mom should have had an abortion
>in too deep
>completelt encapsulates dysphoria into catchy great songs disguised as teenage angst
>a black guy that supports all races and creeds
>complerely lost all respext for them as they get older


Face it
They are the band of /mtfg/

>>7887219
My heroes are definitely the members of Sum 41

You may remember them from such classics as fat lip, in too deep and still waiting,

Heres a song from their new hit album hitting the shelves October 7th.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=waixG1Dhr3w [Open]

>>7887208
have you never danced a bit in the shower if you feel really good?

>>7887223
but you are a cute girl who can date cute guys

>>7887228
how do you feel about valerie "What will liberate women, therefore, from male control is the total elimination of the money within the work system, not the attainment of economic equality " solanas

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It feels weird telling people how many you are wearing cute leggings and purple trainers

>>7887228
i should try that
what about dancing with someone else in the shower

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>>7887219
who is this?

>>7887231
My iPhone even autocorrects manly thinking I meant something else

>>7887233
>>7887230

>>7887209
that is literally going to be u by this thanksgiving :3

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Out of tissues
My eyes burn really bad
>>7887221
I'll be talking to my therapist/psychologist (kinda both) on Friday so there's that to look forward to, but I feel like she's going to end up recommending drugs which in just not comfortable with
I'm planning to try to get myself out of my house soon, I was supposed to go out yesterday, or two days ago
I've kinda lost track of time
I'm trying, but like for now all I can really do is cry about it

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Are you guys picking up the new Sum 41 record that comes out OCTOBER 7th on Hopeless records?

You may remember them from such classics as fat lip, in too deep and still waiting,

Heres a song from their new hit album hitting the shelves October 7th.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=waixG1Dhr3w

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>>7887217
lmao. this happened to me when i was 14 or 15. my dad walked in on me and he beat me. never looked at me the same way again.

pls be honest do i look better with bangs and heavier makeup or no bangs and natural:
http://imgur.com/a/Qml55

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>>7887219
Done.

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>>7887238
Hurray

anime love

>>7887174
>before hrt: meh a gf would be nice, I'm fine by myself though
>after hrt: I want a boyfriend! I WANT CUDDLES AND HUGS AND KISSES AND SNUGGLES

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Are you guys picking up the new Sum 41 record that comes out OCTOBER 7th on Hopeless records?

You may remember them from such classics as fat lip, in too deep and still waiting,

Heres a song from their new hit album hitting the shelves October 7th.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=waixG1Dhr3w

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>>7887236
>>7887230
I've never heard of her or read her stuff but her wikipedia page makes her look like kind of a badass
>>7887232
that sounds like it wouldn't be as fun for me
i kinda like closing my eyes and just moving my hips a bit and stuff but dancing with a partner is different.
Theres other things you can do in the shower together though...

>>7887239
My therapist prescribed Abilify and I'm reluctant to take it.

>>7887251
she shot Andy Warhol and wrote a book telling people to kill all men
like she's really a bad person im just shitposting

>>7887244
twilight shepherd is nice.

why did he beat you for having a plug?

>>7887244
sorry he did that
idk what my parents think but i know they saw it

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>>7887239
What happened to attending that trans support group, by the way?

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>>7887248
same

>>7887255
Andy Warhol was shot?

>qtest qt in mtfg history is back
:)

>>7887263
that gif is actually me right now

>>7887256
because he thought i was gay. turns out i was straight. fuck you dad!

>>7887268
can i go to your wedding

>>7887255
probably just had various mental issues

>>7887271
well yeah but she isn't a person to be admired
feel a bit bad for tricking you into saying she's a badass

Yea, I wasn't feeling it
I think something triggered my dysphoria or something and I just gave up on that day

>>7887266
whos that

>>7887277
autumn rainbow /elyndria

>>7887270
ofc bb

>>7887281
<3

>>7887274
i mean idk
sometimes i feel hopeless at the world and kinda wish i could shoot specific people so i can relate to her kinda

>>7887255
>kill all men
sounds good to me

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>>7887276
You were worried about all the other girls being being pretty and interesting or something. In reality they were probably just a bunch of confused and scared teens.

>>7887288
but then who would you think of when you are horny?

SHUT THE FUCK UP MIRIELLE

>>7887280
<3
>>7887277
I looked like this 4 yrs ago.If you were here.

https://i.imgur.com/BmXeubf.png

>>7887291
wow stop trying to straightpill me, anon
i see what you've been doing

>>7887291
Little kids

>>7887294
fuck off bitch
you know i love you

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>>7887296
I have no idea what you mean

>>7887290
I'll never know cause I didn't go, I don't think it was the right way for me to branch out anyways
Ugh crying is so dehydrating

I know nothing; that is TRUE enlightenment.

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>>7887219
>post ur heros

>>7887244
>do i look better with bangs and heavier makeup or no bangs and natural
I think both work for you but I prefer no bangs. Bangs are a little cuter and youthful maybe but no bangs shows off your face better.

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>>7887304
>I don't think it was the right way for me to branch out anyways

Why not?

>>7887303
it's not going to work, anon
you can't groom me to be your housewife

>>7887311
I don't need to talk to other mentally ill inroverts, I need to force myself into normality

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>>7887306
thanks, i agree

should i surprise my fiance with sex when he gets home from work tonight or make him earn it (:

Ugh I should've gotten to bed hours ago
Everything's falling apart

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>>7887315
>I don't need to talk to other mentally ill inroverts
>Still posting here

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>>7887312

idk if i'm as bad as i think i am or it's just self-worth issues
but it'd be validating if somebody would stab me

>>7887320
This is the only excuse for social interaction I have for now
I guess I should say taking to other mentally ill introverts isn't worth leaving my house for

>>7887318
If he's getting off from work, surprise him :)

>>7887315
what about mentally ill extroverts?

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>>7887324
They probably aren't THAT bad, and at least they were trying.

Get some rest!

>>7887324
Then again most people here seem to be normal and have lifes
>>7887330
Yea that
>>7887331
My eyes burn and it won't let me sleep

>>7887321
that's lewd anon
i guess he's kind of cute, i just can't fucking stand body hair

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>>7887324
trust me when i say going outside is HUGELY important at your stage

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE don't turn into another tranny that can't go outside because of her problems but needs to go outside to get her problems fixed. It takes herculean effort to leave that vicious cycle

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>>7887332
Staring at a screen way past your bedtime is not helping that.

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>>7887333

>>7887338
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUCK

>>7887334
But like how do I even go outside
Why would I even go outside
>>7887337
I usually fall asleep fine this way
It's just cause I'm out of tissues

>>7887338
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE anon stop this immediately

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>>7887341
doesn't matter
find tiny dumb reasons to go outside
like go to the ssupport group just so you get to go outside and talk to people face to face
please just trust me it's for the best

>>7887321
damn girl he's hot

>>7887341
omg your depression is rubbing off on me. stop that.

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>>7887341
Go find a shoulder to cry on instead!. You probably wouldn't be crying if you had one, though...

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>>7887344

i thought i was gonna make it through today without crying

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will there ever be any escape from this

>>7887345
I already cancelled on the support group so that's not happening
But I am trying to find things to get out for
I just have nothing right now, nothing to do but lay in bed and wallow in self pity
>>7887349
Yea that's kind of the only thing I've ever wanted and never had

>>7887351
that's actually so hot

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>>7887355
go window shopping or something
or real shopping
and un-cancel the support group thingy, they are understanding

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>>7887352
its ok sweetpea

from my experience support groups are just old dudes in drag complaining that they didn't transition 40 years ago, saying they didn't cause of their family or job. it's a pretty gross environment.

>>7887361
I have nothing to shop for and no money to shop with desu
I have plans to get out, I'm going to get coffee with someone later
But that's later

>>7887351
ouch, anon
bad move there
the idea of being hard dommed by a guy makes me super uncomfortable

>>7887366
how can you not get turned on by that :x

>>7887364
You should fit right in then

>>7887364
It was a support group for people my age, but seeing other people my age would probably just make me feel worse
Puberty hit me bad

>>7887363
can u hold me because right now i'm just alone with my thoughts and it's fucking terrible and god i'm bad and awful and worthless

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>>7887364
from my experience it's just people in their early twenties or late teens ranging from questioning to fully passing
>>7887365
well ok, good luck with that, i'll go shower and leave

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>>7887366

>>7887368
lmao xD

>>7887371
Oh hey
Same

>>7887372
>>7887370
ah. around where i lived we only had an lgbt support group. and the only trans people there were like i described. it kinda turned me off the community in general.

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>>7887371
ill hold you...ill tell you everything will be ok because it will sweet pea...ill keep you warm and safe...

>>7887367
men intimidate me
i wouldn't mind being hard dommed by a girl but men are just ew

>>7887373
baka anon this isn't very effective

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>>7887355
A little careless of me to say that. You're a wonderful girl and are very cute, so you'll have it one day! Don't forget you have your whole life ahead of you.

>>7887381
>men intimidate me
just in general or when it's about relationships and sex?

>>7887376
everything's gonna be onay everything's gonna be onay everything's gonna be onay everything's gonna be onay everything's gonna be onay everything's gonna be onay everything's gonna be onay
>>7887378
thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you

>>7887387
okay*

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>>7887381
>baka anon this isn't very effective

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>>7887387
ily anon

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>>7887381
/rolls for intimidation

>>7887391
can you say other nice things i love you

>>7887393
you love me?
idek who you are but i truly believe that you are really special to someone...idk who but you make someones day...i wish i could hold you rn and say nice things to you tbqh...

>>7887397
i don't matter to anyone
people hate me
and yeah i wish for that too

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>when your bf works night shift and you have to wait around until 7 am to see him

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>>7887400
i dont hate you :3


You're making me feel good rn...

>>7887403
youre really nice and lovely

girls r cute

>>7887386
in general i don't really like them much but the idea of being in a relationship with one starts to get ehhhhhh

>>7887392
/rolls for penetration

>>7887389
okay anon that's pretty good
you're on the right track again

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>>7887409

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>>7887412
You failed.

>>7887409
so you don't go to places with lots of men right? especially if they are not in your age group

>>7887415
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pZ10lwZYtM0

i think my dad ruined men for me
im kind of confused over whether im really bi and have deep set issues or not
like i can only really be attracted to a guy if they're feminine which makes them less threatening
idk
i define like girls tho so I'll just stick with that

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>>7887417
Anime Anais is literal perfection.

>>7887416
i mean i'm okayish about guys most of the time
i just don't like them that much
i find guys my age group annoying

>>7887415
>being tsundere

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>>7887425
Your PUNY words can't define me.

>>7887420
I don't know that you need to label it.
If you like fem guys then be into fem guys. If you like girls, be into girls :)

>>7887429
no but your obsession with me can

>>7887414
why don't you just transition to make this easier on yourself, anon

>>7887430
Yeah but i feel like i have to
like i realize i don't but you know what I mean

>>7887420
have you actually tried being in a relationship with a straight masculine guy? i bet once you punch that card your opinion will be much different.

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>>7887431
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>in_fucking_plying

>>7887425
how old are you and why are guys your age annoying to you? I'm 19 and have mostly male friends

>>7887437
Who cares what transbians (failed straight men) think


They just spam the thread about how much they hate men. They couldnt handle being men so they lash out at masculinity of any kind.

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>>7887431
>why don't you just transition to make this easier on yourself, anon
I already did but I want you to stop pretending to be pure lesbian because you should be happy
I would detransition and marry you if there was a cure for dysphoria tomorrow

>>7887434
i don't know if id really want to or if im just curious
i definitely do like women though, im not confused about that

>>7887437
i'm 19
i just don't like talking about guy things or them acting 'bro-ey' and stupid
granted i don't interact with people IRL much anymore, but i had a few guy friends who i'd hang around with
online i'm def distanced from guys

>>7887435
*beats you up*

>>7887446
fair enough. i've never actually tried being with a woman either.

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>>7887448
>THIS FUCKING MIDGET THINKS SHE CAN FIGHT ME

>>7887442
owo
wow that's uh
a pretty strong response
being with a guy would be nice because presumably he'd take care of me but eh
the actual guys don't do too much for me

>>7887450
you wouldn't hit a girl, would you?

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>>7887452

gay cuddly transbian sex with nun roleplay

cudd

budd

would like to talk to a successful transgirl. dont care. iwll die tonight but i need to o with some some knwelige.

skype = rehhv3

>>7887462
dont die

So my doctor/therapist wants me to come out to my parents and friends etc. But i haven't gotten the diagnosis yet, what the fuck would i do if i ended up not getting the diagnosis?

>>7887464
that's a really dumb idea ._.

myrthe

humiliation therapy at work

but presumably if you really were trans you wouldn't care, the desire to live life as the opposite gender would be too strong to avoid. i guess that's the thought process behind the gatekeeping stuff. find out if you'll really go through with it.

>>7887467
yes anon?
can i help you?

>>7887464
lol thats what mine made me do
i just fuckin did it no ragrets

>>7887469
snuggle bugg

>>7887468
I know why they do it, it's still not very nice of them :( I guess i'll come out to my friends because they know i'm huge faggot already.

when do you stop feeling like a fake

>>7887475
When you stop being a fake, so never

Dysphoria nightmares, YAY!

how (you) everyone?

>>7887479
promise me youll have sweet dreams from now on okay

>>7887482
I-I can't do that...
I always have nightmares dysphoria may or may not be included .__.

im a rill grill

>>7887479
I once saw a passing tranny in a dream and i was super jealous cuz i was pre hrt. Still jelly tho.

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>tfw my safe word is now "im a dumb fucking slut"
sometimes i seriously hate him

>>7887475
pretty much never, at least in the back of your mind it's always there. it's extremely bothersome and depressing, but when you're stealth you learn to repress those thoughts away.. even then there's still underlying anxiety.

>tfw you didn't take care of yourself mentally as a teenager and are now completely unequipped for a normal adult life

>>7887488
>tfw never gonna pass but you try anyway


\ (;A;) /

>>7887495
Don't we all...

>>7887498
No,some of you pass perfectly so I don't like coming here often.

>>7887492
tfw kind of gave up on life from like 12 to just now and now you have to deal with stuff

>>7887503
>>7887492
same

>>7887501
idk, cis and trans ppl say i sorta pass, but my beard shadow ruins it. Fat redistribution hasn't hit me yet so jury's still out.

>>7887503
same except at 16
it's really hard to take it back once you've decided to stop really trying on life or to be happy or anything and just see what happens

>>7887512
did you at least finish high school

>>7887240
That was an interesting music video

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Reminder: Brush and floss your teeth before you go to bed.

>>7887516
yes
and got a job afterwards
but thats it really
i'm basically making the least amount of effort i need to not be a complete outcast in society
I just kinda exist and don't know what to do with life besides that

good morning

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>>7887518
okay mommy

>>7887503
I quit at 11
feels like ive done everything wrong for ten years

>>7887503
>>7887492
>>7887519
I can relate. I started phoning it in at age 13 onward when puberty started. Thank god I figured out transitioning was possible when I did, I probably wouldn't be alive today.

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do we have treatment options other than hormones and therapy?

hormones start in a month, but will likely fuck up career progress in the old boy's club of mergers and acquisitions.
therapy and psychiatrist i'd done weekly for four months, but anyone can outwit a therapist, and the psychiatrist was sold on diagnosing me and hormones.

anything else?

>>7887521
good morning!

Getting ready for another day of torment and sadness at work which I present male. Male to male social edicate is killing me.

>>7887528
hugg
you and ufufu probably sold me on transitioning back in early mtfg btw so thanks

>>7887531
repression
suicide

>>7887528
you seem to be doing well so i hope i can get better

>>7887538
<3 glad we inspired a new generation lol
>>7887546
actually i'm really depressed with what i've accomplished in life. i'm over the 2nd puberty trans hurdle but im so behind in my independence that it's almost not worth trying anymore. i feel like im going to be a useless "housewife" forever. Stay in school kids.

>>7887521
Hey Carol :3

>>7887550
Hi ^.^

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I can't wait until I wake up tomorrow

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>>7887563
What goes on?

I think it's super funny 18 isn't even considered an early transitioner anymore. Glad I'm intersex and didn't get fucked over too royally by T. There's so much more awareness of trans issues now then back in 2011 when I started HRT. Eventually everyone will get treatment when they're prepubescent and trans ppl above that age will be a hon lol. What a time to be alive.

>>7887571
Visiting Anna and probably staying for multiple days
It's been an emotionally charged week, and we're both really hyped to see each other again >u<

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>>7887576
OMG GOOD LUCK

>>7887579
Thank youuuu!

>>7887579
I really like your Gumball images btw :3

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>>7887542
cute memes, i like them!
but that aside, i guess i kinda meant it seriously. if there's really no other treatments for this condition then so be it, but i'm...hopeful, that there are others. i'm salty about sacrificing my career, as jewish as that may sound

>>7887572
>I think it's super funny 18 isn't even considered an early transitioner anymore.
Maybe you should stop reading the bait threads, transitioning under 18 is still very rare especially for male to females.

>Glad I'm intersex and didn't get fucked over too royally by T
You're not intersex or you just have very little knowledge about the topic.

>>7887589
so would it be a good idea to transition at say 16 instead of 18
asking for a nonexistent friend

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Shit, better get on them 'mones.

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I want to be a gay man but I have dysphoria

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>>7887588
Post face

>>7887590
Yeah

>>7887597
can't pull tricks on the 'ryx

>>7887588
they aren't memes

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hi its me sertii

>>7887609
hugg

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Good morning everyone.

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>5 hour work day

>>7887618
Thats one hecking cute bunny
>>7887609
Heyo :p

>>7887627
ur a heckin cute bunny

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>>7887602
gacha, i won't push it further
i'll make my way through the kubler-ross model and eventually come to terms with these being the only options, and make life choices from there
thanks for the thoughts

>>7887616
Yeah but intersex people are often healthy and will have normal hormone production, unless you were talking about prenatal hormone exposure then sure but that would apply to most transgender people because of their brains.

>>7887630
Fake news!

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>>7887597
>Post face

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>>7887635
no, this is you

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>>7887638
aww so cute :3

>>7887638
>ywn be this cute

>>7887645
Chara hi
>>7887618
cute bunny

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I want a gf to anally impregnate RIGHT. NOW.

>>7887636
wow faceapp makes you look like a woman your age
what a refreshing change

>>7887649
Hey caroline.

Good afternoon

>>7887663
hi Anna :)

>>7887655
hi

help how do I stop cuddling my teddy so I can start doing work

genuine problem pls help

>>7887673
do your work while you cuddle your teddy so you get practice for when you have a baby

>>7887673
that's really cute wtf

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>>7887674
too big to do both
(ignore the fact that I have a square monitor)

>>7887677
big ol teddy

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>>7887645
:P

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>>7887681
iloveugloomy

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uwu

gloomi woomi