I constantly masturbate to gay porn, have gay romantic fantasies and dream about getting fucked in the ass. Whenever I had sexual encounters with men though, I was disgusted so much I couldn't fap for weeks because my fantasies were ruined!
Another man's hand feels worse than your own, yet I fantasize about reacharounds and mutual masturbation.
Another men's mouth on my dick feels weird and overstimulating.
Giving a blowjob is the most disgusting thing I ever did in my life, yet I fantasize about getting face fucked until I pass out. Just the thought of having to perform a blow job again to make another guy happy gives me chills.
My sense for romance absolutely dissolves after orgasm. I'd rather die then lie next to someone after orgasm.
As you can see I am completely fucked up. How do I fix this?
It's hard enough to find someone who doesn't want to bone my gym bunny body on the first date, but how the hell am I supposed to find someone who'd put up with my broken sexuality?
>>7863502
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>>7863502
You're disgusted with your own sexuality and need to hang around guys and not date them until you know them for more than 3 months. Pleasing someone you know intimately will feel better than someone just to fulfill a fantasy
It's because of all the estrogens in the water from women taking birth control pills. Every woman in first world countries is so overdosed on estrogen they're sweating it through their pores, and it comes out in their piss and into the water system where it isn't filtered out. This is why so many males are sissified bitch boys with cock hungry buttpussies, we're all drinking a nice serving of female hormone every time we hydrate.
Buy a water filter.
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