So has any MtF or FtM had a problem with drastic changes in their

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So has any MtF or FtM had a problem with drastic changes in their sexualities or libidos? I dont mean the regular kind that comes with HRT. I mean weird shit.
I personally have started suffering (?) Rape hallucinations.
They come at random and its usually a women, although sometimes its a femboy or something and I see myself get essentially raped (struggling and everything). They usually only last from a minute to 5 or so but they happen at random. Some days It doesn't happen and other days its every few minutes for hours on end.
Its arousing in the sense that there is graphic sex acts going on in my minds eye but its mostly terrifying. The scarier ones end up with me getting killed. Its made my already limited human contact dwindle to nothing outside of work.
I also cant look at porn videos anymore. It just makes me feel like Im being held down and if I watch for too long I have a panic attack. I know this sounds ridiculous but Im being dead serious.