How do I get over the self hate I feel for being a faggot? How do I stop feeling shame about it every time someone finds out or knows what I am? How do I stop feeling ashamed for being effeminate?
I love how I am yet at the same time I can't even leave the house without feeling intense shame over the fact that anyone who looks my way will instantly recognize me as a faggot.
>>7802433
Then try to be more masc, what's the problem here
>he's fem
>>7802433
Try breathing meditation exercises or maybe hallucinogenic drugs. Actually try both. It should help you to gain perspective on your feelings. Once you understand yourself better you can rid yourself of the baggage.
>>7802454
I don't want to be masc is the problem.
It's not even natural to me, I've always been effeminate. When I try to speak in a normal masculine manner I always quickly wind up shifting back to sounding effeminate without even realizing it.
>>7802464
I've been finished with psychedelics for about 4 or 5 years now.
>>7802433
Stop being such a little bitch.
>>7802850
Well there's still the breathing meditation. Give it a try. Two minutes a day isn't a chore and it can be very rewarding.
>http://zenhabits.net/meditation-guide/
>>7802433
>How do I stop feeling ashamed for being effeminate?
you have to learn to accept yourself
It takes time but at the end, only you can face the fact that some things cannot be changed
>>7802850
You have to train then
>>7802433
> hit the gym
> get /fit/
> eat tons of brotein
> get a /pol/ haircut
> start being a top
tbqh family