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>no gf
>7 months on t and nowhere near where i expected to be, especially given i was on blockers for 2.5 years beforehand and am pretty much transitioning at 15 as a result
>complete loss of all self-sufficiency from what is most likely apnea-related progressive brain damage combined with pre-existing, diagnosed-in-childhood autism
>too tired to even think, no matter how long i sleep, and constantly dissociated and derealized as a result
>have spent my entire life incredibly ambitious and with all-consuming, world-saving goals and now living in what is probably the most important time for human history, with great plans and ideas on how to help it along, but no self-sufficiency and no gf
>constantly depressed because i'm not accomplishing what i know i can, and can barely think straight enough to know what it is in the first place
what gives?
i just want to travel across the us with my gf and spend all day making art and doing acid and leading some kind of crazy consciousness revolution because all the fucking higher beings there are know we need one right now
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>>7766179
What a stereotypical trans guy. And if you want to take over the world why do you even need a gf? She'll just betray you at the end of the movie, especially if she's a qt mtf
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>>7766187
no man is an island
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>no gf
>no self sufficiency
>depression, tiredness, dissociation, and autism
>frustration with ambitions and fear of not being able to do anything
>lack of progress with t
I don't have sleep apnea (which sounds like it fucking sucks man. Id say sorry, but i feel like that wouldnt be enough) but anon are you me?
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>>7766187
>She'll just betray you at the end of the movie, especially if she's a qt mtf
Wow that hurts I just want someone to look after me and protect me why would I betray that?
Besides I'd be less treacherous than a real girl because male loyalty.
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It took me two years on T living as a man to get a gf. But when the right girl comes along it WILL happen, AND it'll make you happy.
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>>7766179
In what way have you lost self-sufficiency OP? It might not be brain damage, especially if you are autistic already.
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>>7766179
What causes your sleep apnea? I got my crooked nose fixed on the inside and now I sleep great (and only wake up short of breath if I sleep in a way that compresses my ribs). Can you get your nose fixed, get your tonsils taken out, and/or get a CPAP machine? Sleep apnea will fuck your shit up.
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>>7770083
i've been living as male for three years full-time, another year before that part-time
i've had gfs in the past, though not for a long time now
>>7770325
don't know, still being evaluated
as it stands i'm just losing weight, though this tends to freak out normies because the obesity epidemic means someone like me who has a bmi of 27 doesn't get perceived as nearly as much a fatass as i am
>>7770122
i've always been pretty fucked in that aspect, but it went from 'can't do a lot of basic human things' to 'can't do those, but also can't even do the things i want to do'
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>>7770344
>'can't do a lot of basic human things' to 'can't do those, but also can't even do the things i want to do'
What's the difficulty with both?
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