>Be AGP(?)
>Be a Hon due to indecision and fear
>Want to be opposite gender
>Fantasized about being opposite gender throughout literal entire life as far back as can remember nearly every waking moment
>Can't get aroused by opposite gender so sexually alone
>Can't get aroused by birth gender unless imagining self as opposite gender so sexually alone
>World views you as sick fetishist pervert even though you don't want to be with all of your heart
>Parents didn't support anything you did as birth gender, would disown you if you tried to transition to opposite gender
>Friends would all view you with disgust and/or laughter
>Family would all view you with disgust and/or laughter
>Hurts to live as birth gender, but can't win this late in this game as opposite gender
>Could never have children as opposite gender
>Can't be happy now, won't be happy then
>Due to AGP, even LGBT community views you as a sick pervert
>Don't want to live like this, but have no control over it and love life too much to die
what the fuck i was fucked from the beginning i literally had no chance
>>7753536
>AGP
>as a literal child
I don't think that was AGP, friend.
>>7753560
AGP does manifest before it is sexualized.
>>7753577
That's so dumb. At that point how do you even tell the difference.
>>7753588
Read the sources?
>>7753588
Do trutrans guys/girls even get aroused at all by imagining themselves as the opposite gender at any point during their lives?
>>7753692
Idk, I consider myself trutrans, but even I get aroused by transformation fics. But that's not limited to gender stuff, so idk.
>>7753560
https://sillyolme.wordpress.com/2010/10/24/no-doubt-about-it/
there are kids who have straight up transvestic fetishism, of course there are kids who are crossdreamers
>>7753560
Pretty sure I did agp shit when I was like 10 or 11. I didn't have proper orgasms or anything but I'd still like hump a pillow or finger my butt while crossdressed and whatnot and I barely even knew what sex was.