>be me 13 yo me
>tried to masturbate to some pretty lady on the magazine
>didn't work
>try again, but for some reason imagine i am the pretty lady this time
>myfirsterection.exe
>always masturbate this way, but upgraded to gender bender hentai over time
>tell myself the "it's just a phase" meme
>trying to get a gf, always rejected
>say "fuck it" and decide to focus on vidya instead
>be 26 now
>always fap to sissy/gender bender comics and hentai
How do I stop this? I will never be able to pass, so transitioning is not an option. Does anyone knows a way to repress this and make it go away? I've been trying for years.
Just bee yourself mate.
Accept yourself and try to be content.
Get a new hobby or something.
>>7745709
Nope, you made the mistake of getting into the AGP fetish in the first place. Once those events are set in motion, it can't be undone. You're fucked, my friend.
People who are into BDSM kinks dont walk around in leather fetish gear and waving a whip 24/7.
People who have piss/scat kinks dont walk around smeared in shit and pouring piss on themselves 24/7.
Someone with a sissy/gender bender fetish doesn't have to transition into a fucking tiny big eyed japanese girl in order to be happy.
You don't have to stop it, you just have to stop obsessing about your fucking kink and making it the defining aspect of your entire existence and get a real hobby/life you fucking pathetic loser.
>>7745766
>I've heard about AGP but I don't know a lot about it. Could you (or someone else) summarize it to me?
It's a fetish where you get off to imagining yourself as a woman. In many cases, men with this fetish develop gender dysphoria. If you hadn't fapped the way you did (or at least not fapped that way as early as you did), you'll probably be a completely normal person. But since you did, a huge part of your sexuality becomes tied to this fetish. Eventually, it starts to bleed into your very identity.
One thing that could cure it: castrate yourself. Get on anti-androgens to remove your sex drive.
>>7745754
so much sense at /lgbt/
im impressed
Twink it up, and get a boyfriend who wants to fuck crossdressed guys.
>>7745709
This is pretty much my life.
Plus what is worse I started by masturbating by flipping my dick upward and just humping shit. I didn't even know you could masturbate normally for years just cause I was autistic as fuck and my nobody ever taught me about sex stuff.
>>7745754
/thread
>>7745754
except op is a tranny deep down. this is the hon type that goes crazy for decades then breaks down and becomes a woman when he's an old man