Ok. So I cant stop liking women. I get that. But is there something

>>7724421
What are you? A lesbian?

>>7724434
no im a male

Why in the world would you not want to like women? Being gay is the best thing that ever happened to me.

>>7724434
Sort of? Im Mtf so any none tumblr lesbian wouldnt consider me one
>>7724443
Fuck off
>>7724444
Because Im an ugly as sin Hon and Im tired of being tortured so Id rather take away this desire then suffer through it alone for the rest of my life.

>>7724443
being gay is fucking great i know
>inb4 self hating gay starts bawwing
but why do you don't want to like women?

>>7724471
See >>7724467

>>7724467
get money women like that right?

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I'm mtf and I also want to stop liking girls :(

>21
>have a loving bf
>pass
>enjoying life
>except that I don't really like girls
>every time me and my boyfriend have sex I close my eyes and pretend he's a girl
>ask him to shave his beard a lot so it's easier to pretend
>fantasize about having a gf a lot


What the fuck is wrong with me

>>7724467

I be you're not ugly. Even if you are, I bet you're still way cuter than a bunch of other people and I bet there's somebody out there who would like you. I personally would date a mtf girl and I know many people would if that's what you're concerned about.

I'm a little confused about how any of this has to do with liking women, though. Are you saying you want to like men because that would be easier or that you want to like nobody at all so you don't have to be lonely?

>>7724489
Except I don't really like boys****

Sorry typo.. I'm a mess

>>7724490
I appreciate your optimism and good will but Im not crazy. I objectively look awful. I cant stand most guys, either. Even If I wanted to try and date guys I couldn't because the only guys I could stand would damn near be mtf in the first place. I would rather like nobody. Its so goddamn frustrating every day. It also makes me feel disgusting for wanting to be with women. Like im just another horny dude out looking to score. I would rather feel nothing than feel this.

>>7724489
>I close my eyes and pretend he's a girl
I started doing this involuntarily when looking at porn or when normal people talk about their sex life or their significant other at all.

Shock therapy isn't done because it doesn't work. Stop trying to change your sexuality and accept who it is that you are attracted to.

It can be done OP, you just need to meet the right person who to you has a personality so wonderful that you fall in love with them anyway. I'm a MtF that's also unpassing (I'm cute, but I'm clockable and tall like a skyscraper) only attracted to women. I'm with a FtM and while we don't really do sex, it's still a loving relationship.

If you'd date a MtF, maybe give it a try and let a FtM be an option to? I feel like relationships where both people are trans can turn out really well in a romantic way.

>>7724876
How does sex work with y'all though? Wouldn't double dysphoria kinda ruin things?
Does he mind that you are "only attracted to women", yet are dating him?

>>7724876
>I feel like relationships where both people are trans can turn out really well in a romantic way.
because they both fetishize the other's sex?

>>7724880
Well, I said in my post we don't really do sex. I'm trying to encourage him to get a strap on or use toys, since even though I'm pre-op I'm open to it if it'll make him happy. I can't bear the idea of using what I have, and he can't bear the idea of being penetrated so as far as that goes it's sort of a mutual "Yeah that's not a good idea glad we don't have to worry about that." What we do end up doing, when we do anything at all which is really rare, is pretty dull. I don't know if other MtFs feel the same way, but for me this useless girldick at least has a particular spot that still feels fantastic if stimulated the right way. So it's been a matter of communication telling him the right spot and where not to touch because it'll go from feeling great to either nothing or painful. I don't really get to touch him, he takes care of that himself and I think he prefers it that way. In the past I've tried but he seems uncomfortable with it, it distracts him from just imagining himself with the equipment he'd rather have.

He's Bi so he doesn't really mind however I am. He's told me he prefers what I do have, knows I want surgery anyway, is cool with that. I'll let him go down on me because he enjoys it, I admit that I really don't like it but I don't know I just want to love him and see him happy. As lame as mutual masturbation is I still enjoy it, I just wish he'd cuddle with me more afterwards.

He knows I'm only attracted to women and don't really find the changes attractive, I feel really guilty and horrid about it because it makes him feel shame and disgust with himself. But somehow at the end of the day we just love each other and enjoy each other's company too much to even consider leaving one another. That and I think we're both afraid of being alone.

On bad nights though, I do wonder if he's going to leave me one day when he meets someone better.

>>7724895
No, not really. He's into both, and I don't see him as female at all.

>>7724421
> Ok. So I cant stop liking women.
Same here. I'm bi, and while penises are nice, I'm mostly attracted to women.
I can't help but feel creepy and disgusting about it because I'm an MtF. I feel like being attracted to women makes me some sort of creepy fetishistic straight man.
I also feel that being trans and not getting SRS will make me undateable among women. Like, why would a lesbian/bi woman settle for an MtF and accept her as a woman if she can get a cis girlfriend with a real vagina instead?

>>7725811
>why would a lesbian/bi woman settle for an MtF and accept her as a woman if she can get a cis girlfriend with a real vagina instead?
Because shes attracted to you and likes how you make her feel...? This isn't rocket science. Look, I am a fairly unpassing manly girl with 36 inch underbust, dad-tier cone moobs and a dick and I've been with plenty of girls who all got perfectly wet.

You make her wet you good muchacha. Its a no brainer. I used to feel like you but now I have pretty much no problem accepting that a woman can be into me. Just dew it.

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>>7724876
Id totally date another mtf. I dont think I could date an ftm though. They are too much on the dude side of the people scale for me to find them appealing.
The problem is that Im too unattractive to be wanted by anyone. Its not a matter of I dont pass sometimes, I just look objectively terrible. Thats why I want to take away the desire for something I have a very, VERY small chance of getting.