>6ft tall
>balding
>masculine bodyframe
>already 25
>just started mones
At this point I'm hoping that the HRT takes so long to help that no one notices my body changing until being trans is fully accepted in american society and I can just change my clothes one day and everyone will accept me.
You're me except that I'm repressing. I commend your courage Anon. Please live for me.
>>7714543
I'm similar to your situation but I decided to repress.
There's no use trying to transition when you're almost 30, NEET, suicidal and looks like a hairy caveman.
I'm waiting for my mom to die actually, right now I try to help her around the house (kinda more like a little farm we live in the middle of nowhere) and just try to endure every day.
>inb4 anyone asks the first time I had anything related to tranny stuff I was 7 and I got the beating of my life for wearing my older sister dress.
>>7714593
Don't discourage OP!
>>7714593
there's no use not transitioning either
>>7714593
>a hairy caveman
too bad you don't into men.
fags would be all over you.
>>7714636
Actually I like guys but I don't think it would work.
Can you imagine a hairy big dude asking to be treated as a petite housewife by her husband.
Also I would cry if you treated me like a dude due to shitty self esteem even if you didn't mean anything bad.
>>7714650
>Can you imagine a hairy big dude asking to be treated as a petite housewife by her husband.
OP here. This is the exact reason I'm transitioning. I won't be perfect in the end but everyone gets ugly when they get older unless you're a rich hollywood star. I'd rather be an ugly MtF in an accepting world than repressing it. Just going to hope an accepting world is at the end of all this.
To the others in my situation that are repressing I hope you find happiness.
>>7714680
>To the others in my situation that are repressing I hope you find happiness.
You stand a far better chance than I do, OP. You're my hero.
>>7714650
>Can you imagine a hairy big dude asking to be treated as a petite housewife by her husband.
I can see this happening as role play in the bedroom.
And some men may want/need a housekeeper husbear.
You might want to try working in care services (as a nurse or caregiver) to fulfill those ambitions and then find a partner to role play with sexually.
Rarely does anyone find the perfect partner/situation.
But you can create situations that will be fulfilling and meet some, if not most of your desires.
I think a lot of people have been done a great disservice by internalizing the prince charming meme that hollywood promotes.
It isn't a real thing.
Pretty Woman was a fantasy not real life.
In real life the wives get the houses not the prostitutes.
Where is Julia Roberts now?
protip: she's not with Richard Gere.
Where is Sleeping Beauty now?
Probably divorced and living in Queens.
Unfortunately, real life is not a fairy tale.