Eating eggs is the only time you'll have eggs inside you /:
Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
Before >>7674330
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>>7676684
eggs make me vomit :(
>>7676696
aw :c
>>7676690
This desu
>>7676683
How much do you charge then?
>>7676690
iktf
>>7676690
this is my usual feel at parties
i hope hips kills himself
>>7676684
i think M is a rad girl!
>>7676684
In Germany your balls are called like eggs, so i have eggs in my body
nim
>>7676712
Ty
Ur one of my favorites
Cause
Nim??
She's pretty radical
Mathematical even
birdo
i don't feel like sleeping yet but its pretty late
what do
>>7676701
I have been doing $25 for two, 30 minute sessions. First session is an hour though but only counts as 1 of the 30 minute sessions [cause we have more to do when we first start like measuring your voice].
>>7676696
I like them. :3
Born to die
The world is a fuck
i want a cute pupper to treat like the child ill never have :(
nimmy
>>7676726
drugs
>>7676728
that sounds just something MC Ride would say
>>7676730
Maybe adopt if you want a kid?
Still, iktf :c
hugg
>>7676725
Yep totally
Are you jealous or something?
>>7676726
watch a n i m e
birdbrain
>>7676735
i am
>>7676726
do Anna
>>7676733
I don't know who that is
http://www.strawpoll.me/12242009/
http://www.strawpoll.me/12242009/
http://www.strawpoll.me/12242009/
>>7676727
How many sessions does the average eperson need?
>>7676734
>gays
>adopting kids
that doesn't happen here in the south and my bf doesn't want kids so a pupper is a nice second
anime
a nim e
a nimmy
>>7676684
I like fried egg on noodles
>>7676748
my darling wife nim
>>7676747
ohhhh :/
Hugg
Yeah, puppers are nice
you should get a labrador :3
we need to get caitlyn gender to lobby trump to divert all federal funds into developing some fucking insane surgery where they smash all your bones and rebuild you with female size bones this is my only chance for passing
>>7676751
omg birdo
>>7676762
n-nim.. I..
>>7676751
>>7676762
>>7676735
Not really, no.
>>7676756
nah i love labs and they're super clever but my bae already has two black labs. i want a corgi really badly
How do I become less paranoid about everything?
het
>>7676775
dawww
lil cargi
>>7676779
het wat?
>>7676775
CUTE
>>7676777
Don't, it'll only make you more vulnerable.
>>7676746
Tough, everyone has a different set of needs. I would wager with your musical ear though we could progress quickly. My goal, in addition to beginning shaping of a female voice, is to teach enough about voice so the student can continue to teach themselves.
>>7676779
>>7676794
but its making me feel scared and alone
>>7676795
>with your musical ear
But I don't know anything about music?
>>7676785
cis het genocide
>>7676803
But you have an intuitive connection with music and you are a strong listener. Critical listening builds aural skills.
>>7676802
did anyone go through a gay boy phase before they transitioned? what was it like?
i repressed to hard and missed out ;~;
>mfw when everyone in my area is ugly or not gay
I just wanna suck dick and feel like a girl ;_;
Are pig tails too much of a meme to be a legitimate way to wear your hair?
>>7676811
i wanna build that too! ^>^
>>7676812
wtf too sensual
this is a christian board
>>7676752
She wouldn't mind
>>7676823
you can meme it into reality girl
>>7676823
I think you definitely need to be a pigtail sort of person; its not for everyone
>>7676823
english schoolgirl zhenna :3 and no u can wear it like that it's not really far out there
>>7676839
Hey, wasn't there another thread where you said you "passed"? Lol
i think i found a place to live mtfg!!! itll be like 900 a month...ill have to work a little more to be able to live comfortably but i think its worth it...im going to bring it up to my rents soon
>>7676811
do you recommend any relatively cheap good mics for voice practice?
>>7676848
can i move in too
i can sleep under the floorboards
>>7676842
that picture is literally months old m8
>>7676843
ouch
>>7676800
yes, but you're more protected this way
i think asking people whether korra passes or not is the basic test to detect a hugboxer
>>7676779
Tero
>>7676861
wo
>>7676861
penetrates with what idgi
>>7676852
where does a nim live rn?? you can sleep in my bed or the living room if you want
>>7676868
boys have boytinklers, they're like girltinklers but they blow up like balloons and are a lot bigger
>>7676869
in florida!
>>7676848
Now that you have your own place you can do incalls.
>>7676877
i thought guys had dicks :(
>>7676824
we will work on it!!
>>7676833
I will do this! Cause I feel it frames my face a lil better so it doesnt look like a big man skull idk
>>7676835
>I think you definitely need to be a pigtail sort of person; its not for everyone
Am I that sort of person, anon?
pls respond
>>7676839
<3 true, thanks. I need to get matching hair tie colors. I have blue/prpl in right now but blue/black in that pic.
>>7676847
>Cool, I have a skill I didn't know about.
I bet you have all sorts of talents you didn't know!
>Ok I'll let you know if I'll buy lessons.
Okie. :)
>Cute, goes with the dress.
Thank you, love. :D
>>7676849
U-u-uhm, thank you!
>>7676851
Depends on what you are looking for. Are you looking for a condenser? dynamic mic? USB mic? Do you have a preamp? What does "cheap" mean? $200? $50?
>>7676877
and they put the balloon where??
>>7676708
why?
>>7676881
boytinkler is just another name for a dick
>>7676884
anywhere you want!
>>7676883
i just did the cheap way and got black ones xd
>>7676889
>that pic
p-pls im trying to stay pure anon
>>7676889
but why would they put the balloon in you
i wish i was dead
>>7676690
don't take salvia again then you silly person
>>7676897
Can i help you be any less sad?
>>7676896
it makes you feel really good
>>7676908
seems a little gay..
>>7676908
s t o p
t
o
p
>>7676897
why is that man in the portrait so sad
>>7676909
ok im gonna start walking and pay your rent so you don't have to do that stuff okay
>>7676909
beep are you still coming over to record the album
>>7676914
it's the haircut
>>7676909
That's called a sugar daddy, Look for one online then.
>>7676906
no but thanks for the offer
>>7676914
God didn't exist after all
maybe i should join the army
>>7676923
i feel like that belief is based on your environment and perspective
>>7676929
don't be mean anon
we're all striving towards the same goal
>>7676911
its only gay if the balsa touches
>>7676930
funny
>>7676684
Yeson consult in 5 hours.
I'm going to have a camera shoved down my throat while I'm will awake.
>>7676933
balsa, like, the type of wood?
>>7676897
relatable
>>7676929
i know i pass bb. ive been full time for a long time now. u don't have to be a 10/10 cis girl to pass
>>7676939
if you're a good girl you should be able to take something deep down your throat
>>7676937
like you probably have a bad environment
so you feel like that
>>7676950
i have nothing to complain about (except tranny feels, of course) but i still want to die
>>7676823
that's a huge room
>>7676955
idk ill repress or something
>>7676853
Hey baby, wanna make love with the lights on?~
>>7676954
that's called being spoiled anon
>>7676883
i know i should probably just research it, but i don't really know
less than 100 bucks would be nice, it would mainly be to practice and record my voice with something better than an ipad
>>7676940
yeah you cant let balsa touch because it is super gay
but thats the only thing thats gay so you're safe
>>7676961
doesn't change anything about my feelings. i just wanted to complain dont bully me
>>7676960
r u a guy?
>>7676923
I hope you feel a bit better soon. Good luck, anon.
>>7676967
but youre complaining for a terrible reason
maybe suicide?
>>7676958
If you repress at your age and get to your early 20s like us you will regret it so fucking much I guarantee.
everyone who replies to this post get huggs
>>7676981
!!!!!!!!!!!!!
>>7676981
yaeoo
>>7676981
!!!!!
>>7676969
don't you have a bf? i swear to god every tranny is an unfaithful slut
>>7676974
everything after 18 is all the same shit. you really only get more time to live as a woman the damage is already done
obviously repression is bad but /lgbt/ fell for the age meme so hard. of I had a dime for every time some early transitioner thought she was fucked just because she's in her 20's I woukd be able to afford to buy everyone here ffs
if you're my buddy i need you to say yaeoo
>>7676684
I could hard boil one and put it in my boipucci
maybe even two
>>7676990
just most anon
>>7676684
Yes hello is someone willing to be nice to me
I'm laying in bed, trying to sleep but being stressed out just kills me
Also depression
Also boo hoo
._.
>>7676994
yaeoo!
>>7676997
love anon
>>7676997
poor duck :(
>>7676997
*hugs u*
wanna talk about it?
>>7676981
Hnnngh yes
>>7676990
i do. and im completely faithful to him. the question i posed and how you answered would have decided how i turned down your offer.
u just jumped to the conclusions way too soon
>>7677002
wtf
>>7676997
I love you
<3
>>7676997
everything's gonna be okay everything's gonna be okay everything's gonna be okay everything's gonna be okay everything's gonna be okay everything's gonna be okay everything's gonna be okay everything's gonna be okay everything's gonna be okay everything's gonna be okay
unloved
>>7677017
trip on (pick one of the following):
>lauren
>maeve
>sheen
>>7677017
loved
>>7676993
>the damage is already done
(You)
>>7676993
i hope someone starts giving you dimes for it soon because that sounds rad
>>7677002
>>7677004
>>7677005
Maybe.
Just life decissions and my seriously hc job stresses me the fuck out. But again, i have bpd, so stress is just hard tl go with for me
>>7677009
>>7677013
>>7677016
Still squealing from happiness! Thanks
found laser groupon, place seems to have good reviews.
says "only available to women"
mfw not even close to full-time
>>7677026
but I dont have a trip
>>7677036
Call them first and ask
They will most likely hate everything with a pen0R
>>7677035
C:
hugg
>>7677035
*hugg*
>>7677036
lol wtf why would a laser place ban men?
>>7677035
no need to thank me
i like being friendly
im a lil sleepi desu
>>7677047
so they cant rape the women inside
>>7677035
youre weird
>>7676969
I'm a chaser, yes~ Just doing my job of flirting with /mtfg/ every so often.
>>7677051
go to bed, lil sleepi
>>7677056
will they let me in if i tell them my dick doesn't really work anymore?
>>7677058
nty but i appreciate the flirting
>>7677057
Why
And you too, weirdo
im a fag
>>7677058
you leave evangeline alone
dirty chaser scum
>>7677065
No problem! Pretty girls need to be told they're pretty from time to time.
>>7677079
who is bothering eva!?!?!
no one bothers eva!
>>7677082
>who is bothering eva!?!?!
chasers
poor eva is popular chaserbait
>>7677086
b-but
>>7677096
not on my watch!
when i move to nyc in august im gonna cudd eva ^>^
>>7676853
You look like a man in a wig in both pictures.
>>7677079
but that was korra
u have the autisms?
>>7677098
sorry princess nim that's the rules of cucking i didnt make the rules eve will have to steal u back and counter cuck olive
>>7677106
dang men are getting really feminine these days i blame the Jews putting estrogen in our water
>>7677113
eva will fight for me!
and i fight for eva ^>^
>>7677113
>you will never have a mtfg mistress
i want to belong to nim
>>7677120
Why do you think you pass? I'm curious, I would never be comfortable showing those pictures to anyone, but you seem to think they're okay.
>>7677128
omg jackie ><
>>7677137
pls be my senpai emi pls
>>7677133
I've been living full-time as a woman for a while now and where I live such things like hugboxing, tolerance, and pity passing doesn't happen.
If you don't pass to net called a man and sir'd. it's been a pretty long time since anyine has called me anything other than miss or lady irl. But to be fair in suck shit at taking pictures and have a low quality camera phone and always seem to use the worst lighting possible. I look less strange irl then I do in pics.
>>7677149
i meant the mistress stuff :P and it was only ironic marriage and chivalry is about as pure as it gets
>>7677148
I was gonna defend you against these trolls but then I remember that you called me a hon. For the record I think you pass.
>>7677110
chasers have been waging a campaign of terror against certain trips here for quite some time, drake
i recognise the posting style of some of them
>>7677159
is that a dog bed in the picture?
btw, that coat thing is pretty cute
>>7677171
no it's an inflatable mattress its where my roommate sleeps. thanks i <3 my cardigan I want to get a pure white and a black one too
>>7676684
delet this
>>7677185
ill put an egg in u senpai
>feeling okay today
>go look at shoes
>get measured - men's 13
>day ruined
Will someone kindly come and shoot me in the face?
>>7677189
Does ur peepee lay eggs?
>>7677180
*tips sallet helm*
bequeath thine purity to me
prepare for the sex
>>7677193
AND IT WILL
NEVER
GET
SMALLER
>>7677193
if it makes you feel better different shoes run in different sizes and women's shoes tend to run up to size 12. don't lose hope you might be able to fit into certain size 12s.
im an 11w but i can sometimes go a little smaller or bigger depending on shoe style and comfort
>>7677194
sometimes
only during the harvest moon tho
>>7677181
lol, that makes sense. really looks like a dog bed in the picture though
cardigans seem to be good at making shoulders seem smaller, hopefully that helps me a bit. can't wait until mine arrives!
>>7677197
>sex
i dont know what that is
>>7677180
ok i'll be a good girl nim!
>>7677216
ok good
bad girls get hair pulls
>>7677215
M-maybe I could show you uwu
>>7677218
ye
is that weird
>>7677224
>hair pulls
>>7677226
omg remi ><
>>7677202
The worst thing about larger women's shoes is that they're always fucking hideous fat ankle shoes. You know the ones. The ones that are always some shitty kind of faux leather with belts all around them that flare up at the ankle so that thicc bitches can fit into them.
Shoe shopping is hell.
>>7677230
there is nothing lewd about wanting to pull on a girl's hair until they say they'll be good for you again
>>7677236
F-fuck
>>7677224
i dont want my hair pulled! emi be nice, i'll do anything you want!
>>7677239
so be good or ill have to pull on yours too!
What happened to Lauren? does she still post?
>>7677214
I couldn't find a picture muscly knight with a sallet helm :(
on another note, are sallet helmets the most
a e s t h e t i c kind of helmet?
>>7677215
for me it's when the tip goes in
>>7677226
ily Ember <3 <3 <3
>>7677193
stomp me mommy :3~
>>7677242
good girl ^^ <33
good girls get the pats
>>7677246
the tip of what
>>7677210
that's exactly why i wear them haha good call every tran tran should own one
>>7677233
not always the case but i do know what you mean. shoe shopping is unironically a hobby of mine because I love fashion and planning outfits and shoes are a crucial part of it. idk why I just find it fun trying them on and thinking of stuff to go with it
>>7677246
no
there are much better helmets
>>7677251
<3
i like being gud
>>7677260
it's okay to be bad sometimes tho ^^
>>7677201
b-but reddit says they do!
>>7677202
I'm not too worried about unisex shoes like converse or Stan Smiths but I think my only hope for women's shoes is going to be a custom place here :/
>>7677218
>Cardigans are God's gift to trannus
I <3 cardigans
>>7677233
omg I know. I bought a cheap pair of heels from Long Tall Sally because I wanted to learn to walk in them and the ankles were completely insane. Like, They would have been loose even on Hillary Clinton's Cankles.
>>7677249
>>7677250
>>7677251
>tfw go on /lgbt/ and scroll, first thing I see is THIS
I had no idea these threads were this bad.
This is why they had to make a CIS les gen.
>>7677269
pat anon!!!! UWU!!!!
>>7677246
>What happened to Lauren? does she still post?
she chose to stop posting here
i hope she returns
>>7677257
like which ones
>>7677255
benis in boote
>>7677272
Stop that. I am disgusted. You're a disgusting person.
>>7677275
>she chose to stop posting here
Gee, I wonder why~
>>7677275
I honestly hope she can stay away
this place is terrible
>>7677281
;-;
>>7677256
uh, since you love planning outfits, i may as well ask
this is what i bought, should arrive this week.
also bought basic black leggings, what kind of top do you think i should get first? only female clothes i own as of now btw
>>7677281
every place is terrible, as is being a tranny.
its oddly ironic in a way. I am just glad theres people like nim and elanna around
don't tell anyone else this but i want a cardigan
>>7677288
idk elanna actually contributes a lot
i mostly just shitpost
>>7677278
i like the morion a lot
>>7677290
maybe I can be your shitpost tonight
HEY EVERYONE
DID YOU HEAR?
NIM WANTS A CARDIGAN
>>7677290
>idk elanna actually contributes a lot
contributes a lot of shit, yeah
>>7677299
omg sophie there's nothing i would want more
>>7677301
wtf
>>7677302
does she talk about anything other than herself and flirting, actually?
>>7677246
I've always personally liked the boeotian helmet, simple yet elegant flowing design.
>>7677293
>Morion
My nigga.
>>7677293
Morions are kinda goofy imo
Maybe I just hate conquistadors
>>7677289
buy one
>>7677319
what if it makes me look like a doofus
how's it going /mtfg/? Did you do something cool today?
nimmy is my buddi!
>>7677322
even better
>>7677327
aaaaahhhhh!! it's eva!!!
>>7677324
>m-muh wide field of vision
have fun getting stabbed in the face, spaniard
why does everyone leave me
>>7677318
cuz ur racist
>tfw everyone hates me here
>>7677323
came out to some of my closest family members and it actually went well. also bought some makeup. good day i think, hope yours went well too!
>>7677335
Enjoy roasting to death in your sallet :-^D
>>7677285
tank top or a plain blouse and wear baller flats with it. that's a very everyday look that should draw any attention to being a trannu
>>7677338
well yeah
they don't call me olive "the big massive racist" for nothing
>>7677347
no
i feel sad rn
and kinda like everyone hates me
>>7677353
whoops dropped trip
>>7677334
Meow
>>7677353
yeah, that's about what i was thinking. thank you!
>cut my leg shaving in the shower
>blood everywhere
hahahahhahahahhaa life is suffering
>>7677355
just go conquer europe
instead of posting in this depression hole
>>7677354
i was not aware of that nickname but i will make sure to call you that from now on
>>7677347
>>7677352
You guys have no taste
Here is the indisbutable pinical of aesthetics when it comes to head protection
>>7677373
dorky demon
>>7677373
Meme helmet.
>>7677378
I'll chop your head off with my axe
>>7677373
>celtic 'armor'
>>7677336
probably because your name is "blood meal" and that creeps people out
try changing your name to "snuggle bunny"
As my trip looms closer, I'm getting more and more afraid.
Why does it even matter if I look like a girl if I'm a girl inside, right? Why put my mom through this?
>>7677383
I think I'm going to put on this helmet and go kill some Goths in Total War: Atilla. See you later!
>>7677397
stop
>>7677397
>tfw I have self harm scars on my thighs from years ago and they're still visible
>>7677397
ayyy
I have the best gf desu
I can't wait to see her again
>>7677397
anon, pls don't do that
i don't want you to hurt yourself
tranny shield
>>7677429
im on cypro lettme in
>>7677429
I see you've got some balls
>>7677435
*teleports behind u*
heh, nothing personnel kiddo
>>7677435
THE 30 MAN SLAYER
https://webmshare.com/ZXEBy
There's no question, Olive is best girl
>>7677455
olive is what /mtfg/ needs
>>7677444
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9JUgKsCqEWY
Really swell day. Lot's of lessons, lot's of students.
:)
>>7677461
Maybe I can be your student tonight?
>>7677450
poor confused dysphoric shinji
>>7677461
>Lot's of lessons, lot's of students.
hope they weren't english lessons, gay-anna
>>7677467
they're music lessons u dingus
>>7677455
actually emi is best girl
>>7677464
shinji best gril :3
>>7677461
>Maybe I can be your student tonight?
yes bby, my office is always open for you.
>>7677467
hah sweet joke, FaM you really r045+3|) me
>>7677461
and one good teacher!
>>7677470
this is true
>>7677473
yep
zhe give me music lessons :x
>>7677342
that's great!
how do you see comming out to the rest of the world going? do you have some faith?
>>7677373
I really respect the glasses holder.
>>7677464
she needs someone to fix her shit
emi give me cuddle lessons :x
>>7677494
>she needs someone to fix her shit
>>7677502
Any drama today?
>>7677505
>>7677502
trans shinji makes too much sense and it gives me feels
especially as I knew I was trans at 14 but had too many obligations, an overbearing father and trying to work hard keeping me from considering transition
Please
help
>>7677495
as many lessons as you want ^^
>>7677516
*helps*
>>7677513
>>7677505
>>7677502
>>7677516
Welcome to MTFG technical and emotional support.
Please state the nature of your problem and we will despatch a trained operative to deal with your query.
>>7677517
i talked to my parents about moving out but they think since i'm looking into getting surgery i have enough debt to worry about...which is right...but im almost 24 and still live at home. :/ frickin robot life...
>>7677524
IM NOT A GIRL HELP
>>7677515
its literally canon, she repressed >>7677464
>>7677523
right?
>>7677525
i-i found a pillow that can be customized to each person's preference for maximum comfi
>>7677521
>>7677524
I'm scared to see my mom because I wanted to come out to her next time I see her but now I am scared to do that
hugg maeve
im still on discord and stuff
just not here
>>7677528
find yourself a nice sugar mommy
>>7677541
REN!
>>7677481
I was just trying to make you gay rn ;-;
Ill take you up on your offer though, hopefully in like 2 weeks.
before that I am insanely SWAMPED with work
>>7677541
lauren my buddi
>>7677544
no one could love me
>>7677541
lauren, i will always remember you
>>7677556
m-maybe
what name do you want on it
>>7677547
hugg
im only back for a couple posts though
Lauren#0730 and ntmybry if you want to add me
>>7677561
maybe m-my name
Why is California the best state
>>7677558
omg beepboop ily
>>7677563
>ntmybry
is dat ur skype?
>>7677541
fly free buddi
Stay gold
>>7677560
you too anon
>>7677552
lil cute girlduck voice
>>7677574
yes
>>7676956
Yeah, it's like 25x25 or something. idk
>>7677492
uhm, okay. :3
i charge $30 per hour.
>>7677552
>I was just trying to make you gay rn ;-;
LEL, good luck. My cocklust is at an all time high.
>hopefully in like 2 weeks.
before that I am insanely SWAMPED with work
sounds goooood. How is your work going?
>>7677558
what if i told you i love you tho beep
>>7677566
i put eva on your pillow okay?
eva my princess
Homura, what's your skype and/or discord?
>>7677577
thanks lauren
although, to be honest, the brain space would probably be better spent on pancake recipes or basic level french
>>7677590
ill miss you
>>7677558
I love you beep.
>>7677589
Prefer Skype: Astarielle34
Discord AngelGrace#3876
>>7677588
oh gosh
>tfw you're going to be able to get a non binary birth certificate soon
Eeeeeee
>>7677596
Gotcha. Just sent ya a request on skype.
>>7677558
I love you
>>7677612
hmmmmm
>>7677587
>sounds goooood. How is your work going?
terrible.
I dont sleep enough and work on unistuff like 8-12 hours a day
I am insanely stressed, lol. I think if this wasnt supposed to be over in 10 days Id actually kill myself.
Ive an exam on thursday, and a 1 hour presentation, and 2 more presentations next week and 2 mini papers to write this week.
would be easier if I didnt have bureaucratic problems with my profs and the uni as well.
and one of the presentations is a group project and I hate dealing with people. even if they have been nice so far and are smarter than I am.
being dependant on others is just really bad for my anxiety levels
>>7677611
kissu noseu~
>>7677612
I identify as Faye.
>>7677621
hugg everyone
bye
>>7677626
Are you dating nim. Cuz I wanna date nim
>>7677627
Goodbye Lauren, I hope you are doing and continue to do well.
>>7677627
goodbye lauren
i hope you find the peace in real life that you couldn't find here
>>7677627
hugg lauren
>>7677530
I know, I wouldn't say it's explicit in the show itself but the meta-narrative points towards it for certain, what with Shinji being based on all the aspects of Anno that he hated himself for, including repressed femininity (something most cis guys deal with in society). Anno obviously isn't trans, but a character who is made up of *only* those parts certainly would be.
>>7677636
evaxnim has been around for awhile now
TFW you'll never get locked in a room by an accident with your crush
>>7677634
I need 10 creditpoints in a certain set of classes, but theres no sets of classes with this amount (or more) of creditpoints, which means Ill need to do something extra, so far so good, BUT apparently my profs dont have the rights to enter different creditpoint numbers into the database, so I am gonna have to fight with IT and the examinations office and possibly redo the classes or some other BS.
also one of my profs scheduled another presentation of the SAME TOPIC directly before mine. it will be impossible to do this without embarassing myself
>>7677636
I l-like nim
>>7677612
>tfw this won't happen in the UK for another century
>tfw it's difficult as fuck to get an 'F' as it is
fml
the ratio of zucchini to tomato caused my dinner to not make me experience maximum pleasure
>>7677634
>what happened to your room mate?
?? no I don't include girlcock lust. I mean mancock. I've never had a roommate, whatcha mean?
>>7677620
Holy canoly, babe. You gotta work on getting more sleep. You must try to shitpost less here xD
> group project and I hate dealing with people.
same. I always hated group work in education. Triggered me so bad. I would always do it all anyways.
>anxiety levels
well, cuddlez. <3
>>7677613
Odd, I don't see it
>>7677643
meh, evangernim is okay, but any serious trip shipper prefers evangerdoodle
>>7677558
everyone loves beep!
im gonna post the music im listening too again because im autistic and it gets me (You)s
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xdzYh1-MhjY
>>7677670
post the music ur listening too also pls :)
>>7677664
I tried again.
Weird, same thing happened last time I did this... Wonder if it has to do with using a Chromebook.
my skype is kanikarate
>>7677672
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j6Q65yNStcM
I'm sorry everyone but its nims turn to enter a failed relationship with birdy
you will have to wait until after that is finished to begin crushing on her anew
What happened to /cutetrans/?
>>7677678
>>7677649
you just have to make your presentation better, don't sweat it. add some trippy visuals behind you and you'll be set.
I don't get the point issue. Why didn't this issue come for other people before you? new system?
>>7677657
I assumed you were Elanna with a variant trip for a sec. I'm a bit dyslexic, I'm sorry.
>>7677655
raw zucchini? that sucks, I don't even try to use it that way anymore.
Have you tried zapallitos? according to the internet it's a weird latin america only variant of squash.
>>7677683
trip on birdy
>>7677686
evaxnim ^^
>>7677683
how many houses will Birdy build by the end of his life?
>>7677494
i'm pretty terrified of coming out to my grandma. rest of the family is whatever, don't see them that often anyways. will come out to some of my friends from high school next week, so that should be fun
>>7677672
Why
>>7677692
oh gosh
>>7677689
good question.
its probably because its not my main subject, as part of my degree, Ive to pick classes from other subjects, and people tend to pick easier stuff (like, Idk, archeology) or more useful stuff (like statistics, or languages)
might also be related to the prof (who is an external guy and might have less database rights than someone that belongs to the uni)
>tfw small beady eyes
>>7677708
that's your anglo heritage
>>7677716
yup
>>7677711
>>7677708
>>7677699
I was thinking more in terms of the whole world when you become fulltime.
>>7677706
can't you jump to the final exam in some language you already know and get the points that way?
I'm having some database issues here too but worst case I can just sign up for english, take the final test and be done with that in an afternoon.
>>7677697
he's a weird guy
idk why he hasnt become a girl if he really wants to so bad
>>7677726
kill me sophie!!
>>7677716
>>7677708
emi has cute eyes
>>7677657
>You must try to shitpost less here xD
I am trying to keep what little sanity I have intact :c
>cuddlez
yes pls
>>7677730
no they have to be my masterclasses, so its not like a final test, but a seminar, akin to what youd do if you were getting a masters in english literature
>>7677738
no! owners slaughter animals, not the other way around ;~;
>>7677750
no sometimes pets kill their masters
make an exception!!
>>7677708
like a rooster's
I know that Julian Barratt feel
>>7677767
nuh uh gayfer
>>7677767
>what does this even mean
how many nests have you made
>job interview in 8 hours
>haven't been to sleep yet
>reading about most effective methods of suicide instead of preparing for it
One day I'll stop self-sabotaging and learn how to act like an adult.
it's amazing how much ffs would improve my mental health, but i probably won't ever be able to get it, kill me
>>7677312
O b s e s s e d
>>7677783
Stop looking at suicide methods and get some rest.
uh, which microphone should i buy for voice training? stuff that isn't super expensive would be cool
>Hey, did you used to have a brother who lived here? Blonde hair?
>U-uh.... sort of?
i want my brow bossing to melt away so i can drink it
>>7677804
Gross.
>>7677799
>(to parents) hey I didn't know you had another daughter
>>7677799
>>7677811
>(to my mum) why is your ex husband bringing his underage lover to the prom of his daughter
I was 23...
>>7677811
tfw idktf x(
I've figured it out. Grace needs to stop getting into online relationships and playing fetishistic games like master and servant. If she actually got a relationship that was normal, not based around calling each other "kitten" and "master" it would probably be a lot less rocky, and with less drama for everyone.
tl;dr Grace needs something pure and wholesome.
>>7677821
you will have it
>>7677823
that's an odd thing to say to a person
>>7677828
I hope so
>>7677799
btw moap did you see my newest NGE meme?
https://webmshare.com/ZXEBy
>>7677826
grace is capable of making her own decisions
>>7677831
you know you will <3
>>7677826
I've seen better cover letters
>>7677833
>grace is capable of making her own decisions
i think history has shown that that's not true
>>7677843
lol fag
>>7677832
the fuck is this
>>7677833
Yeah but nah
>>7677811
oh although my dad keeps going on about "oh god people are going to think I'm your sugar daddy or something" when he visits me (whilst also saying I have handsome features and will never pass??)
>>7677840
i dont think you understand the situation well enough
>>7677839
As the top contributor to the grace wiki i demand you substantiate your claims
>>7677823
That's fucking weird wow
Nice tho
>>7677854
I'll write one for you
"Oog have big penis, oog smash"
>>7677811
I always wonder about that, I thought people who saw me before and after just figured out I was trans. Maybe the neighbors back home are like, "Who's that girl you let stay at your house who hangs out with all the same people your son who moved away used to hang out with?"
>>7677813
I wanted to cosplay Shinji back when I was like 18, I guess I still could.
>>7677826
Depravity is the best.
>>7677818
:(
Surgery maybe.
>>7677825
My sisters name is Joan and she passes great! She's also cis tho...
>>7677832
Lol, I chuckled. I chuckled at them including the, "Im so fucked up." too
>>7677826
I think the "online relationships" is the main thing
I get up to all sorts of lewdery and affection IRL and get 0% drama because it's not fucking LDR which barely ever works + I'm a communicative adult + only hook up with people I'm already friends with and know the quirks and flaws of
>>7677863
>guess I still could.
>>7677862
>>7677830
>>7677841
we had known that woman for like 10-15 years but evidently nobody had told her I was a tranny now.
my parents were weirded out, especially my dad was really mad.
>>7677862
when is your day off?
>>7677863
>depravity is the best
It's really not, especially for Grace, how many of her drama filled relationships haven't been full of petplay fetish nonsense?
>>7677863
give joans contact info
its time to start my harem
>>7677845
Drake, you haven't seen Evangelion yet?
You need to watch Evangelion, its like....
The greatest piece of human expression ever made.
I love eva so much, you don't understand
Like
I love eva more than myself.
And I love myself a lot.
Drive out to me, we'll cuddle and marathon the whole show, and then I can answer all of your questions afterwards.
>>7677862
I will fight you
>>7677869
it's nice that your dad was upset about the situation
i can imagine my mom being mad at me for showing up looking like a girl instead
>>7677863
People are kinda slow
My neighbors never actually figured it out until my parents just said "yeah, nah, we don't have a son anymore"
Some family friends and relatives didn't know who I was when I was at my sister's wedding it was weird
>>7677869
Tomorrow
It feels like I've been working forever :(
>>7677875
Wanna swordfight?
>>7677873
>Tfw the more you think about it the more you are Shinji
I swear to God if I ever have to choose between a red head and a blue haired girl I'll kms.
>>7677873
with the director's cut versions of episodes 21-24, I presume?
>>7677880
En garde, prez, allez!
>>7677877
they really REALLY wanted me to come, bought me a dress, shoes etc.
>>7677880
>tfw thats the day Ill have absolutely zero time
do you have a day off on the weekend?
I sort of wanna talk to you for an hour or so off board if thats okay for you
>>7677750
>I am trying to keep what little sanity I have intact
I bet it's a lot more than you estimate! You can do it phie :D
>yes pls
phie x zhe confirmed
>>7677888
that sounds so nice omg :(
>>7677878
some people call me boo
im a good guy
ct sided
>>7677888
I'm off on Friday as well.
Plus on the weekend I have 5AM shifts so I'm free after 2 Pacific
>>7677891
and yet they still fuck up pronouns and want me to attend family gatherings at places where old pictures of me are on the walls etc.
>>7677896
oh friday night my time would be great, I wanted to drink anyway that night.
>>7677873
can't we just cuddle instead
i dont want to be too distracted by your weebcore
>>7677896
what do you do?
>>7677903
me
Got an invitation to a 20th anniversary alumni gathering. Not sure whether I should go. Haven't been in touch with the vast majority of them. Not even sure they'd recognize me.
>>7677901
but they accept you, that's great!
i hope my family will accept me
>>7677905
AYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
I wanna be done too
has anyone here been harrassed by other sects of the lgbt community
>>7677866
Lol, Shinji is way manlier than you all give him credit for. Especially towards the end of the series, people just forget that because he breaks down after Kaworu dies.
>>7677871
Give in to indulgence.
Do what feels good.
Let sensual experiences consume you.
>>7677872
>tfw chaser ditches you for your cis sister
She is your age, but I think she's kinda out of your league. This is a girl who dated a wrestler/football player in highschool and was given a brand new red sportscar for her 17th birthday. She's kind of stunning, Imagine what Id look like if I had been born cis.
>>7677881
I always empathized more with Asuka, but I still empathize with Shinji a lot. My ex was like IRL Shinji, he got creeped out watching the show because the character was so like him.
>>7677884
Yep!
Followed by EoE ofc
And then you watch 25+26 after your explanation of the show gives them a morbid curiosity.
>>7677902
saying NGE is for weebs because it's anime is like saying 2001: A Space Odyssey is for nerds because it's sci-fi
>tfw too intelligent to be happy
>>7677911
>Lol, Shinji is way manlier than you all give him credit for. Especially towards the end of the series, people just forget that because he breaks down after Kaworu dies.
stop encouraging Shinji's repression
>>7677910
Not really. Unless I mention I'm asexual. Some gays take offense at the very idea, for some reason.
>>7677908
*does u*
>>7677916
>tfw too dumb to be sad
Finally someone rise in the group is doing the weekly report so I can go to bed early
Plus I got my embedded system I needed for testing so today was p good
>>7677910
No, have you?
>>7677916
>tfw to intelligent too have irl friends
>>7677917
>tfw shinji will never be your gf(bf)
>>7677911
Fuck off aliester Crowley
>>7677922
Yay! Do Again Plss!!!! This time harder and faster and more violently pls
>>7677906
do it, you might get a funny story or two out of it
>>7677911
I relate more to Rei which probably says a lot about me
one thing idg still: what was so different about Gendo's aims and methods that meant SEELE increasingly conflicted with him? didn't they both want Lilim-guided Third Impact and the Instrumentality of all the human race? I get Gendo ultimately just wanted to be with Yui but what was so different about his intended outcome compared to SEELE's?
>>7677902
Oh Drake, Evangelion really is nothing like other anime, Ive never seen another show like it really. Its better to think of it as a work of art, that you watch.
>>7677917
There are no transgender themes in NGE.
>>7677920
W-wut
She's like me if I was a 9/10 cisgirl.
>>7677937
Shinji being TRANS is a bad meme created by tumblr
>>7677937
>Evangelion
was going to till you ruined it
>>7677937
>There are no transgender themes in NGE.
except for >>7677464
>>7677930
how do i do trust
>>7677926
No, I haven't. I was just worried about it.
>>7677906
Sounds like it could be interesting. I never went to any of my school reunions. Of course the people I knew are almost all dead. :( The rest I can't even remember their names.
>>7677910
Yeah, because I'm bisexual. I haven't had any issues within the past decade, but it is much more accepted now.
>>7677959
>Of course the people I knew are almost all dead.
did you go to school back in the 1930s or something
>>7677959
Ah. People keep telling me on /lgbt/ that gays and lesbians hate trans people
>>7677844
I'm not gay, you're the opposite of gay
>>7677275
im kinda glad her communist shitposting and panicposting is gone
maybe she will get help rather than continue to post the same thing over and over again
>>7677937
i don't like girls like that
theyre annoying usually and dont value anything above material
>>7677972
>>7677970
super gay?
>>7677959
Thing is, I don't forget. I still recognize every one's name on elementary school pics. For some things, my memory is a bit too perfect. I basically relive through past moments. Annoying when it happens on its own. Really bad when it's my worst memories coming back.
I'll probably go, though. Seeing how much older the girls look will probably give me a morale boost.
>>7677982
I do the same thing, having a very strong memory is a curse at times
>>7677978
super STRAIGHT
>>7677968
A small subset of lesbians are terfs. Gays, it's usually just your stereotypical chauvinist scum, hating every female ever.
>>7677992
that doesn't sound right
i wonder if i can get a bench warrant arising from a failure to appear for inspection as a judgment debtor arising from a civil case in california in oregon, washington, colorado, etc
>>7677935
Thats one of the hardest questions to answer, because lots of the details are still unknown and can only be speculated about- Like the significance of the lance of longinus in the event.
It seems to be that the point of contestion was who got to decide what happened upon third Impact. Gendo attempted to fuse with Lillith so that it would be him, Seele would likely have made it Keele, instead Lillith herself chose Shinji.
As far as EoE goes, it seems that Seele intended to capture unit-01 and orchestrate third impact at a later date, other lines clue us into this, "We have less Evas completed than we wanted..."
Also the men on the ground stating their mission was a failure.
So, basically.
Seele wanted to do third impact a little differently and later, but when Yui/Lillith decided it was time they were like fuck it here we go.
There are so many theories about this subject though, if you're really curious you should look into the theories of other NGE experts on evageeks and decide for yourself.
>>7677939
Its a silly meme.
>>7677941
Its over 20 years old you had plenty of time to watch it.
>>7677943
Funny, but shooped.
>>7677975
I wont say that about her because she's my sister and I love her.
But if we aren't actively doing something she can.... bore me.
Shes not as bad as other girls in her position.
>>7678005
hugg robin
>>7678010
>>7678010
>Thats one of the hardest questions to answer, because lots of the details are still unknown and can only be speculated about- Like the significance of the lance of longinus in the event.
>It seems to be that the point of contestion was who got to decide what happened upon third Impact. Gendo attempted to fuse with Lillith so that it would be him, Seele would likely have made it Keele, instead Lillith herself chose Shinji.
>As far as EoE goes, it seems that Seele intended to capture unit-01 and orchestrate third impact at a later date, other lines clue us into this, "We have less Evas completed than we wanted..."
>Also the men on the ground stating their mission was a failure.
>So, basically.
>Seele wanted to do third impact a little differently and later, but when Yui/Lillith decided it was time they were like fuck it here we go.
a u t i s m | s p e a k s
>a u t i s m | s p e a k s
a u t i s m | s p e a k s
>>7678010
>Funny, but shooped.
even you know that shinji a girl who wants a boyfriend
>>7678014
hugg
>>7678005
IKTF
>>7678005
maybe you shouldnt slam ketamine lol
>>7677963
No, just the '80s...
Of the clique I was in at the end of HS.
>3 murdered (the quad)>1 breast cancer
>1 accident
That leaves me, and one other gal still alive. She's about as famous as her Playmate mom was, but for more wholesome reasons.
>>7677982
>Seeing how much older the girls look will probably give me a morale boost.
lol Make them jealous...
>>7678005
Being in a fight or flight state can hamper the formation of memories. I figure that is part of why my memories are so bad. The rest is brain damage from ECT.
>>7677996
entirely right
>mom talking about the ftm that was accepted into boy scouts
>have you seen him? wow you would absolutely never know!
>...yeah mom..thats how it is if you start early
;_;
>>7677896
when are you DJing next?
>>7678005
didnt you post the other day about doing 80 something whippets. dont you think your heavy drug abuse only worsens everything you have going on?
>>7678058
: (
>>7678058
;_;
>>7678030
it's because I have brain damage
from hypoxia at birth, not drugs
it's similar to the dude from Memento but nowhere near as consistent or precise, and because I've had it since birth it's my entire life that I struggle to remember, not just after a certain point
my muscles are all spacked up and other stuff too but the memory issues is one of the worst things
>>7678058
xd
>>7678065
I haven't seen any noticable trend and yeah I do binge some drugs but I've never had a consistent habit with anything except weed
I don't do drugs for recreation anyway, I do them when I'm suicidal to give me enough respite to carry on til the next day so it's not really a choice as to whether I do drugs or not
>>7678067
hey zheanna!!!!!!!!!!!!!
>>7678083
im sorry you feel that way
>>7678085
hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
whatsup
>on hormones 6 months
>skin is soft enough i need to use lotion
>still a disgusting piece of shit
reeeeeee
>>7678092
it's no fun being me lol
nini folks :) peace
Mtfg approved ffs surgeons in the US?
I think im gonna get some whippits
>>7678058
It's important to tell people stuff like this. The general population needs to know transition is better when young.
>>7678069
*HUGS*
ECT (Electro Convulsive Therapy) likely fried some of the memory circuits. I have this one memory where the lawn turns pink in the middle of the dream... yeah, not likely. Most are just missing bits like no audio to go with the images, or vice versa.
>>7678093
I asked my doc about a speech pathologist, that good right?
>>7678103
What are whippits?
>>7676684
Dear /mtfg/
how is your boy mode these days?
are you all going to be ok if you have to go back in to the closet?
i'm real worried about you.
be safe.
>>7678019
Lol
>>7678022
What I know is irrelevant, there are no transgender themes in NGE. If you honestly think Shinji is trans you're reading too much into it and projecting.
>>7678104
it's just complete blanks for me
I'm 22 and I remember nothing from high school except a short list of facts of things I know that happened there and the layout of the school campus
same goes for uni desu, it's like I wasn't ever there myself, so then very quickly I'm like what's the fucking point in living if I lack fundamental elements of the human experience so badly?
>>7678116
good, just making sure that right person to ask for, I live in no where land so my therapist didn't even have a name for me :/
>>7678117
I failed boymode a few times before I even got on HRT, I'm fucked if I have to try again.
>>7678120
you probably don't remember high school because we don't have high schools in the UK
>>7678117
My boymode is flawless, my girlmode nonexistent. ;_; Why are you worried about us?
>>7678114
So much fucking fun.
They feel so god damn good.
I won't let myself buy a cracker, Id suffocate myself.
They're kind of on the line between hard drug and soft drug.
>>7678114
nitrous oxide, laughing gas, anaesthetic
it's a dissociative XD I prefer ket though because it makes me feel closer to death and more relaxed but it's hard to get hold of
>>7678103
DON'T
super duper not worth it
>>7678117
i'm always boymode
i look like a faggy libtard though so i'm on pence's radar
>>7678117
flawless boymode desu. i cant pass as a girl just as a tranny
>>7678136
explain
>>7678129
wuh
>>7678117
my boymode is mildly faggy and clearly, obviously masculine
:-{
I cried for a few hours in bed, went to the department of licensing and cried in front of people, went to the library and left with nothing, went to my mom's and got told I'm just like my dad and then I cried on the way home.
>>7678132
Oh, cool.
>>7678135
oh ok
>>7678117
i only have boymode
it's pretty feminine though, I have long hair and soft features but dress masculinely in public so I constantly get the 'are you in a metal band' comments, even when I'm not in a metal band
>>7678132
I met a meth head who's friend died in front of him breathing straight from the dentist's container
>>7678143
I had a dispenser (the thing you actually make whipped cream with) and I went through a few hundred over 2 days and I'm pretty sure I got brain damage from it
for one, they're not meant to be inhaled and leave some weird oily residue (if you put a cloth over the end you can watch it collect, super nasty)
you'll also just want more and more and more until you have none left, the feeling peeks for about 45 seconds and then starts going down, if you have even a somewhat addictive personality you're not going to be able to stop
I would inhale 2+ canisters at once and feel like I discovered something amazing, thought of something really really critical..then come down and it would disappear from my mind
the only time it would be worth trying is if you're tripping on mushrooms or acid, just because the experience is supposed to be mind-blowing
overall just stay away from them, practically any other drug is a more worthwhile experience
>>7678120
I feel for ya. I used to not remember much from before I was 22. Being put through conversion therapy, where I was subjected to ECT, caused me to blank out almost everything about myself, and that I'd learned. I only had basic facts about my life from what others had told me about it. It really sucked.
>>7678151
Id define soft drug as doesn't have serious health implications, whilst hard drugs do.
>>7678152
You should try it Chara, it feels so fucking amazing.
>>7678158
Well, I can tell you one thing.
He died happy.
Oh my god, you'd start suffocating and you'd get the DMT drop. Way to make the scariest part of your life the most pleasurable.
Please let the powers that have me killed via Nitrous overdose.
Whilst watching EoE ofc, during Komm Susser Tod.
>>7678184
Which drugs specifically, though?
>>7678184
idk before you pass out from the stuff the whole world gets really tinny and it freaks me out
>>7678187
>soft
LSD, shrooms, lust
>hard
cocaine, heroin, love
>>7678148
What's wrong?
>>7678200
Don't hallucinogens give you flashbacks or something?
>>7678159
Ye, i get it.
>>7678184
I've never done any drugs.
>>7678209
mushrooms do not
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https://www.fenoxo.com/play/playcoc.html
HAVE A GOOD DAY.
>>7678209
no, that's D.A.R.E. propaganda. HPPD is a thing but it's very rare and mild, basically you can occasionally see floater-like artifacts.
Computer, launch chara_remover.exe
>>7678214
>I've never done any drugs.
Don't lie to me, Chara.
>>7678220
I've been told by people with HPPD that they actually kinda like it
>>7678202
D:
I am lonely and sad and masculine.
>>7678227
>tfw cant get codeine
>>7678236
his shell doesn't look healthy :(
>>7678240
Trip on, Shakira
>>7678236
iktf juni :'(
>>7678236
lonely turtle ;__;
>>7678227
Okay i do caffeine.
you got me!
>>7678236
hugg
>>7678236
you aren't masculine, one of my important clients saw the picture of your in my office and said >tfw no qt trap gf
>>7678265
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>>7678256
Another shameless liar brought to public shame by anon.
>>7678263
erotic text is really funny to me for some reason
>>7678117
I only have boy mode
It's super strong, I'm really masculine, everyone calls me a girl, it's super annoying, I'm applying for a job I'll get a few weeks after my voice surgery, so I'll be boy mode in the closet and sound like a girl trying to sound like a man
It's pretty terrible