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prev >>7620154
no subject
delete it and try again, preferably with less hitler
>>7620969
i mean
its historical fact
Soros isn't a good guy
esp not if you are leftist
>>7620937
>>7620940
Yeah fuck the rat race.
>>7620946
>Industrial design
This is precisely what I want to do now but unfortunately I've run out of money. Also please stop replying to me.
>>7620948
Right now I'm learning technical drawing so it's all just the same few steps (draw the construction box, use stencils to create different shapes) Later I'll move on to freehand sketching and I want to get into watercolours for I used to like that when I was in primary (middle) school. This is really nice and relaxing, just what I need.
Why is my face so thicc
>tfw no oryx transbian gf
xth for i want a gf
>>7620959
YOU'RE A GIRL
>>7620960
STOP LAUGHING AT ME STACY RREEEE
>>7620965
hmmmmm
>>7620963
no, I was just delusional and wanted to be.
you think I could ever harm someone or survive basic training?
Kek mixed messages
>>7620982
sass doesn't even care about what the usa did to her own country, she's beyond help with politics
>>7620985
your face is qt
>>7620992
95 PERCENT!!
>>7620986
Nyoron
>>7620998
r u sure?
>>7621000
Guys can like shoulders
>>7621002
post pic
>>7620978
sorry anon you can make the next one
>>7621002
Yeah I wanna kisse it
>>7620992
is this good
>>7621004
a mirror isn't any good because then you take a pic looking down at your butte.
>>7621014
n-no!
>>7620982
>Historical fact
No historical proof
>If you don't believe this, you're not a leftist
He singlehandedly destroyed Thatcherism! He finances feminist movements and NGOs that work for empowerment of the poor
How is this not a leftisist wet dream?
If hating on Soros is what it takes to be a leftist, then I guess I'm not leftist then. :3
>>7621003
Im not into guys. I rarely get hit on but get positive responses if I hit on some queer girls. Ergo im expected to be the man because i have alpha shoulders
so lets say someone is born a man, but they always just seemed to gravitate towards feminine things and behaviors to the point where they are sort of unrecognizable as their biological gender. Is that like gay? Like they dont act flamboyant or anything i just dont get the same feeling i get when i am around an openly gay man.
>>7621013
ehh you're the qt here
>>7620999
i like your numbers.
So, Im starting to get my bp hole itself pretty lose from play, but Im running into an issue with depth, I get to a point where it starts to hurt about 6 inches in, I can feel it pushing against stuff- from what I know in biology Im guessing this is where my intestine starts to curve, so Im guessing this is a no-
But is there any way to increase the depth of your BP?
>>7621016
even wikipedia is less delusional than you
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/George_Soros
>>7620992
>not hitting 100% fem
>>7621023
yes, your rectum is pliable
it'll hurt at first, but you can reshape it
oh go what the fuck am I doing with my life
>>7621025
>fuck other peoples expectations
Uhhh when you have dysphoria over your male features and this is further confirmed by being treated like a man when you try to date its pretty hard to not feel down
>>7621016
>He singlehandedly destroyed Thatcherism!
I assume you mean the currency manipulation of 1992? John Major was not a Thatcherite - he had been part of the group that forced Thatcher's resignation. He was a pro-EU moderate and under his leadership Britain entered the pre-cursor to the Euro. The ERM. Soros and other corrupt financiers forced Britain to withdraw two years later and set the stage for Brexit.
Soros is a monied interest. He is a corrupt banker. He financies whatever will advance his interests.
are my boobers doing okay for ~ 3 months??
i feel like they're not going fast enough ;-;
https://unsee
.cc/situmego/
>>7621034
that's 3 months??
I was expecting nothing
>>7621034
Looks pretty good
>>7621026
It won't even recognize my face, I'm too black apparently.
>>7621034
m-mine aren't that big at 3 months
but i was rationing hrt for a few weeks
>>7621034
I'm going to kiss them.
>>7621034
Yeah thats good for 3 months
>>7621031
Pfft fuck em. Just be girly you and even if they qiestion why a hon like you or menuse the mens make a serious face amd be like wtf im a woman are you high,???
>>7621034
wtf how did you get that in 3 months?
>>7621027
Anon's pliable rectum!~
>>7621048
White privlege
>>7621026
I am literally a boy so
>>7621031
iktf
>>7621047
I have disgusting fridgebod will never pass and theres no point in being girly. I present male.
>>7621025
will i ever get to transbian you?
>>7621032
What is this meme that Jewish bankers are evil? This Soros sounds like a good guy.
>>7620985
You're on a breakthrough, your brain wants stability and wants to hedge against uncertainty
Your brain is trying to sabotage you Myrthe! Lobe your beautiful face and silence the voice of doubt!
>>7620993
>Guatemala cannot defend itself!
>Implying the oligarchy didn't gladly sell out it's political power in order to increase their wealth
>Implying us military aid did not end after the 80's and there's a ban on us weapons being to the guatmalan military.
>Implying the US is not aiding the Guatemalan DA and UN special commission on impunity and has been pivotal in the reduction of corruption
>Implying the most corrupt president of Guatemala wasn't extradited and served his prison term in the US.
I don't know anon, it seems you're talking out your ass and you don't know shit about Guatemala and it's politics.
>Implying Sass isn't 1/2 american and a guatemalan and italian citizen and thus is the posterchild for globalization and a person who thinks countries are nothing but abstract incongruncies formed to protect the wealth of the oligarchy.
>>7621053
you lost too much weight
>>7621055
Nothing to do with him being Jewish.
More that, like many other rich fuckers, he manipulates the democratic process for his own gain. He is a self-righteous asshole who survived the Holocaust by being a Nazi collaborator.
>>7621053
Thats your problem anon. Dont =]
>>7621054
Sure. But im gonna be a subby brat about it and always hugg you =]
>>7621057
sass read about united fruit company please
Too goddamnd early in the fucking morning.
Grumblegrumble
>>7621060
where you at bb
>>7621057
Sass you too? ._.
I want a feminine penis in my mouth ASAP!
>>7621064
London
>>7621072
L O N D O N
too far. :(
>>7621062
iktf
have to wake up at 3 am tomorrow
>>7621068
Tbqh I want all of the feminine benis in my mouth.
>>7621034
well just give yourself away why don't you
>>7621071
what are your dosages
>>7621073
>tfw been in London 20 years
>tfw no friends here
How does this even happen?
>>7621086
makes me think
>>7621085
Glomp, tho
How long does it take to get b-cups? ._.
Which trip produces the most refreshing milk?
>>7621055
he stole riches from other Jews in ww2 by ratting out those in his community and taking what wasn't immediately taken by the Nazis
from this money he built a fortune that he uses to destabilize democracies, speculate on the currency and amass a greater fortune.
he thinks he is the second coming of Jesus and calls himself a God
even his "philanthropy" is just a means of getting what he wants
>>7621086
just b urself
>>7621086
>I, go out, try my best and make friends in all sorts of places
GEE I WONDER WHY YOU FUCKING OSTRICH
>>7621083
what not a single one?
wowww
because we're the ones who take people to work in the morning :) and I have to check the car and drive to the first bus stop and stuff
>>7621092
sheen
>>7621083
Meatwad method!
>>7621091
took me 5 months. now at 6 i remeasured and my underbust has grown by 2cm and i'm back at a-cups ;_;
>>7621099
>>7621100
>>7621105
cute ferret uwu
why is ferret wet ??
>>7621062
hi valq
>>7621083
>tfw valq has a gf she loves
>tfw valq doesn't have a bf she loves
I don't know why you being lesbian makes me sad, my brain pictures you liking boys and won't accept no for an answer
>>7621106
>tfw 2 years in and barely A cup
>tfw you realise barney was actually a really supportive friend
>tfw big face
>>7621107
>be running in the park
>suddenly two female joggers overtake me
>get jealously dysphoric
>stop running and stare at the ground for a minute
>>7621021
no u
>>7621115
AHHHHH ITS A GIANT RAT
GET MY FRYING PAN SO I CAN KILL IT
>>7621104
Even his foundations are probably more likely to be guises for money embezzling or tax dodging than actual well meaning organisations.
>>7621115
this is what i need in my life
>>7621104
you just swallowed your first redpill
that wasn't so bad now was it? :3
>>7621117
hugg
>>7621120
>>7621120
chloe is what i need in my life
>>7621109
Go clubbing in Soho
>>7621110
Shes not a model. Shes a fashionista of wearapy
>>7621124
omg they're actually hugging each other
i cant cooooope :DDD
>>7621128
buddi nimmers i need u 2!!
>>7621131
hugg
>>7621131
how are you ^.^
>>7621133
Awh I love ferrets, they're adorable and playful and cuddly.
>>7621113
that was the first time I ever head the words 'sex change'
it's fitting that "simpsons did it"
>>7621133
hugg!
>>7621134
i'm good thank u! uwu
are you doing well?
H-hey
Which one of you was in a trumpgen thread when we were talking about how much we wanted to become girls? Some tripfag called snickers said nice encouraging words.
I think I want to seriously transition
>>7621142
Post your face
>>7621142
snickerdoodle?
>>7621142
ganbatte
>>7621146
who else would it be you dummy
>>7621149
Post your face
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KxGRhd_iWuE
!
>>7621142
heh we can cuddle after you transition anon
>>7621140
im okay
im kind of bummed i didn't end up getting my tests done so ill know if im at the right dose
>>7621153
i am giving up.
is anyone in this thread a zir
>>7621158
no!
>>7621161
only if we can be transbians after.
>>7621162
but i already am transbians with someone :c
>>7621164
the moer the merrier
Lesson time
>>7621152
why
>>7621168
back off
which trip would you
>hugg
>fugg
>snugg
?
>>7621178
elanna
oryx
beep
>>7621178
Sertii
Sertii~
Sertii~~
>>7621178
frangi
I want to transbian
>>7621180
what!?!
why not?
>>7621189
So many trasbians everywhere
geif straight girls pls
Which trip is your:
>Mommyfu
>Daughteru
>Waifu
?
tfw 10 months on hrt
but you will always have a man jaw
>>7621196
Dumb poopyheaded doofus
>>7621196
That's a big jaw.
>>7621198
I know
>tfw someone thought i was a girl
>>7621199
Big dumdum idiot
>>7621196
can't see your jaw, too much face
>>7621155
=[
>>7621159
Okay~
>>7621174
I wanna see what you look like~
>>7621183
>>7621199
hugg doodle
>>7621201
well duh
>>7621178
>hugg
anyone who is being cute or has the sads
>fugg
don't sexualise the trips!
tho maybe a chaser if they were hot
>snugg
only cosy buddis
>>7621188
aah maybe but i've never really done things with a girl before other than kissu :s
>>7621190
he says i should wait until i get a legit script, which is still at least like 6 months away due to waiting times.
he refuses to do anything until then.
>>7621199
you're gonna need FFS to pass.
>>7621066
You too what?
>>7621067
This is not how it went.
The US politics has always been it's economy and the economy has always dictated US politics. United fruit company (ufco) owner's little bro was in US government.
Arbenz was a left wing progressive trying to modernize economy via the agrarian reform, expropriating land from major landowners, building a road to rival UFCO's monopolization of the railroad and building a more modern seaport in the atlantic coast to rivalize UFCO's port.
Dulles got mad angry and tried to make Eisenhower invade the country.and he was told to fuck odd, so he got a littlle money and decided to finance some couple of ww2 vets (which would become the CIA) who sold him on the idea that psyops and mercenaries could do the job
Arbenz was a depressive and the involvement consisted of a psy ops operation in miami broadcasting a make believe jungle invasion by revolutionaries. And the local oligarchy renting out a plane whuch dropped propaganda from the sky.
Anyhow invasion day came from honduras and Arbenz being a faggot gave the order to stand down because he was the only one who belived the CIA's bullshit.
When the ragtag group of ill equipped mercenaries finally arrived at the border of Guatemala city, the cadets from the polytechnic institute rebelled against their superiors and.caprured and submitted the mercenaries singlehandedly. They were betrayed by Arbnenz when he moved the military against the cadets and they were imprisoned.
Arbenz was forced to resign, ridiculed and kicked out of the country in his underwear. He ended up nlowing his brains out later
The us backed dictator, Castillo Armas, continued Arbenz plans for a road to rival the railroad between the atlantic and Pacific and a new modern atlantic coast port.
Castillo armas was murdered by his bodyguards and part of the cadets formed the guerilla and started the civil war that would last for more than 50y.
So it's not the US, but traitors and cowards.
>>7621206
Small-eyed dingbat
>>7621205
defeats the purpose of an anonymous image board though
>>7621213
dude stop
>>7621211
get a test from privatemdlabs!
>>7621212
sigh vv
>>7621209
I doesnt happen as often as you guys seem to think
So it feels special once it does happen
>>7621217
uwu
of coursh
Must protect my frangi!
>>7621201
That's pretty gay
>>7621222
hanna is a cute girl tho
>burger friday
>pasta yesterday
>pizza tonight
disgusting piggu
>>7621213
>So it's not the US, but traitors and cowards.
Who were aided by whom?
>>7621224
*kill frangi*
>>7621224
uwu my anna
>>7621228
you used to be so full of enthusiasm for this method and now you're like "w/e" just sound like meatwad" lol
>>7621228
Glomp
>>7621234
>>7621225
Veri gai
>>7621227
Im a slightly girly guy tho
>tfw addicted to boypussy
>>7621248
>tfw addicted to Anna
>>7621246
no it doesn't look like they in pictures
>tfw never experienced joy
>>7621251
>tfw addicted to annas boypussy
>>7621248
Some times bf calls my butt boipussy
I cringe every time
Pretty shure he keeps doing it to trigger me
>>7621252
Pictures lie
>>7621256
but is your hair still fluffi
>>7621211
being a transbian is very fun
>>7621251
<3
>tfw not giving frangi anna right now
>>7621254
wtf
>>7621264
you two are cute
>>7621261
My hair is semi fluffy
>>7621262
yeah!
>tfw addicted to transbianism
>>7621276
there needs to be an organized MTFG transbian orgy.
>>7621269
ill mess it up forever okay?
are chasers happier after transitioning?
>>7621279
a-are bi girls welcome too?
>>7621093
>12 yo boy became rich by ratting out Jews in ww2.
How does this work?
>>7621119
Yeah, that's going to be a tough sell when I have seen how beneficial Soros foundation is in IRL.
>>7621121
George Soros is still a better folk hero than whatever the alt right/fascism has desu.
>>7621160
>Not using they.
Come on beep get with it!
>>7621183
Good choice
10/10
>>7621216
>Not liking history
Don't misgender me Scheißeherr
>>7621228
Heyp <3
>>7621230
:) Yay! Multiculturalism is the best!
>>7621232
Financed by the local oligarchy.
They later leveraged their position against US congressmen and politicians that if money didn't start flowing, it would be a shame if Guatemala turned into another Cuba.
Also, my grandfather treated Ernesto Guevara for asthma when he was here during Arbenz's government. Arbenz's cowardice is one of the reasons Che Guevara became radicalized and began to think war and armed revolution without mercy for moderates was imperative
>>7621281
yes, I am
>>7621282
chloe!
>>7621282
of course
>think of school
>want to die
hlep
>>7621280
Noooooooooooooooooooo
>>7621092
redtree
>>7620928
>>he sounds controlling
>how is that a bad thing
Lmao, this!
>>7621284
how come you pretend to be a socialist and then spend a thread praising billionaire liberals
>>7621290
I don't know you but hi chloe!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AuJvJcg3Ejw
>bf gets in
>dysphoria making me cry
>don't tell him why, don't want him to worry
>he takes me and cuddles me until it stops and calls me cute names
>tfw protected from dysphoria by a man stronger than Spartan ever was
Dysphoria can't hurt me in his arms.
>>7621142
it'll only get worse
get on the antiandrogen bicalutamide immediately, it'll stop further masculinisation but you'll still be fertile so it's the lower-risk option to stop things from getting worse than they already are
qhi.co.uk
DO IT
>>7621297
this is just sad Amy
QHI sells bica now, fyi
>>7621296
i don't know you either, but hi too!!
>>7621301
its good to be buddis!
>>7621305
im gonna give you a bengal kitter!
>>7621302
How much of that are you supposed to use? 50mg per day? That'd be pretty cheap, nice.
marathon anon, if youre here (you) me pls
>>7621288
those exams?
good luck!
>>7621300
I know. All my defences are spent. He's the only thing that makes me feel ok.
If I never met him. I would be in complete despair
>>7621308
50mg to be sure but apparently a lot of people get away with taking 25mg a day, which makes QHI the cheapest vendor for it by far
>>7621315
Even on 50mg it'd be considerably cheaper than Cypro
Does it work just as well? I heard it maintains erectile function which would be nice but it feels like that's because it works less well?
>>7621297
amy we miss you
>>7621307
ily nim :DD
>>7621321
>tfw no spider girl hugg
>>7621321
6 feet club ^.^
>>7621295
Because I don't follow what leftists and rightists would consider a coherent ideology. I'm a radical free thinker and proud feminist though feminists probably don't like me.
I also think that the bill and melinda gates foundation and the clinton foundation are the bee's knees
>Mfw
>>7621317
it blocks testosterone reception, rather than production
meaning it'll block masculinisation but keep you fertile
the downsides are it doesn't cause any muscle loss (muscles are a non-androgenic effect of having T) so it won't help you be less hench if you are, and its effectiveness can't be measured by an endocrinologist because T blood levels remain the same regardless of how your body takes to it, it just blocks the receptors
that's why it doesn't kill your balls
>>7621327
so you're stupid and proud basically?
>>7621328
Right. I don't really have muscles anyway so that's not a problem, and since I'm self medding I can't regularly get blood tests either way.
It sounds like it's a fairly good choice for me!
looking in the mirror makes me want to kill myself
>>7621314
>If I never met him i would be in complete despair
You are not incomplete
You are transgender
You are strong and smart enough to figure this out and make it work.
I'm rooting for you amy.
>>7621333
nice
just make sure you read the site's "info for new customers" page first, there's some waiver stuff you've got to sign
I want to order my next batch of hrt in advance
Can I just buy different things than last time or is that unhealthy?
>>7621336
looking at your pictures makes me want to hold you
>>7621324
b-but i'm 5'11!!
>>7621338
I've bought from QHI before and didn't have to sign anything lol
>>7621336
haha same
*kisses the snicksnick*
>>7621343
ill be 5'11 too!
i know it!
i can meme it into reality!
>>7621347
You shouldn't kiss boys
>>7621330
>Can't stand people who think different than them
>gets so mad resorts to ad hominem attacks
Yes anon, it is I who is stupid and proud, and not the other way around.
>>7621336
Are you me?
>>7621359
what mean?
>>7621366
birdo
>>7621337
I want to be a girl so bad
But I cancelled my hrt again and my gic appointment
Why can't I be happy being a cute boy. I was so happy before when I had it. Why isn't it enough
>>7621320
I miss the days when I wasn't constantly playing this endless cycle of fear and false respites.
Why can't I prove mtfg wrong. Just once
I'm not even asking to be manly, just cis.
>>7621366
low effort, step up your shitpost game
Okay I'm gonna order my next batch of hrt now
i hope i can find a job soon to pay for it instead of always withdrawing from my savings money ;-;
>>7621385
What're you gonna order?
>>7621382
I don't know that much, soz
I stick to cypro because I just want to know my T is nuked above all else even if it kills me
but I know some prefer trying bica so I thought I'd share the news
the kageshi room firememes has a few mtf people who have taken bica long-term though if you wanna ask someone in the know about it
I want to kiss a cute girl
>>7621388
I think more progy and im kinda stuck between choosing for more cypro or try out some bica
>>7621378
>Cancelling GIC appointments
Just giving the gatekeepers more ammo
>>7621378
>>7621297
I actually feel you are going to eventually try to kill yourself through these cycles.
When you came here. You were a fairly confident masculine poltard.
Now you are a fragile, broken gayboi who takes it up the ass as a sub so he can feel submissive and like a girl.
You're just getting closer and closer to complete trannydom.
Get help
>>7621362
I too when looking at my reflection in the mirror have thoughts of hate and despair.
>my friends when i come out
>>7621395
I just checked cause I kinda have to order hrt again
But fucking progy is out of stock reee
>>7621394
I have reached maximum fat (I know weigh 56kg), but I am losing my waist, which was decent, is that fixable through sport without losingweight or am I fucked?
>>7621378
>Why isn't it enough
Because:
>I want to be a girl so bad
You have a neurological brain condition in which the limbic system is incorrectly developed due to hormonal conditions inside the womb. The limbic system controlling facial recognition, body recognition, and emotions triggers fight or flight responses when seeing the incorrect body it expects.
>just cis.
You aren't cis.
>>7621378
>I want to be a girl so bad
>But I cancelled my hrt again and my gic appointment
Then order more hrt and reschedule your appointment.
And while you're at it, you should probably break up with your bf and find one who doesn't feed you pseudo-science about how transition would ruin your life.
>>7621406
WHAT?
REEEEEEEEEEE
What do we do now
>>7621408
>anorexia
>>7621413
I dunno
I only have a month left so it kinda needs to restock fast
I don't know why I thought I could do this
transition was a mistake
I'll never be accepted as a female
I'll never be a mother
>>7621413
order estrofem I guess
it's what I just did :/
thread- switching E's won't fuck me up right?
>>7621378
Because you're trans bby. This never goes away. It's a shit deal we've been dealt but we can only try to be hapoy with what we have.
Have you been to a trana friendly therapist? Maybe they'll help you sort out your feelings ans help your brain make sense of things and help you feel happier or at least more comfy with yourself.
>>7621396
Being a man is already ammo enough
>>7621378
>But I cancelled my hrt again and my gic appointment
People literally wait years in some places for those
>>7621418
(((estrofem))) is too expensive for me lol I am but a poor baby
>>7621417
HAHAHAHA
>>7621411
ily zheanna
your youtube channel is great
you're so talented!
>>7621417
Yes, and it all began when you gave up, strength of spirit is the only thing to carry you in your hour of need,
The body can be broken, and fixed. But the mind
Yes my child, the fire rises
>>7621371
nim~
>zheanna is you but better
I need to work on some stuff
>>7621418
Quite expensive together with cypro
but maybe I could try bica and estrofem?
>>7621440
>beepboop is you but better
>and a robot
>>7621408
Git fit
It like almost always makes your body look better
>>7621408
>maximum fat
My dear Sophie you are so far from maximum fat it' would be funny if I didn't know you.
Regarding your waist, I think you can maintain your admirable waistline without giving up on reaching a normal bodyweight. I am sorry to say this but you are going to have to start exercising. Muscle tissue weighs more than fat, there is less of it and makes you look far better.
>>7621178
>which trip would you
>>hugg
Well this is pretty simple, hugs are low effort and low energy. I'd hug any decent person really. Let's say pookie?
>>fugg
As in "have sexual intercourse with"? Idk no comment
>>snug
Mmmm pookie again I guess snuggling is awkward unless it's with a romantic partner imo
>>7621426
<3<3<3<3
thank you love.
>tfw sad cause can't order HRT
being poor is suffering
>>7621444
>not either starving or gorging yourself
baka desu
ive been eating popcorn and pizza all week it's pretty great
>>7621445
>ywn be that thin
fuck this gay earth
>tfw whole day's sketching thrown into the trash because the design won't work
>>7621408
>you
>fat
Your eating disorder is worse than mine lol
Post body pic Sophie
what do boys smell like
>>7621426
Zheanna has a youtube channel? Link?
I wish I was talented like Zheanna ;_;
>>7621378
Maybe think about the femboy route
>>7621412
i love him though. And it's my own mind that invented that psuedo science. I just said he said it to give it authority
>>7621411
So that explains the constant cycle of rage or fear then...
>>7621420
I'm just gonna go and cry in my bfs lap
I am so broken from it all
>>7621423
It was a waiting list. Not an appointment actually.
>>7621461
she's posted it before so im gonna assume she's okay with me posting this
>>7621456
Thinspo time?
Thinspo time.
>>7621461
https://youtu.be/drFDFzmHkQo
>>7621467
hi mercury!
>>7621452
Gorging yourself is aight if you're doing it after a ridiculous workout
Starving yourself is ehhh
>>7621460
Lewd
>>7621467
I lost 15 lbs since Christmas, are you proud of me momma?
>>7621445
>>7621444
I mean, I get the concept of training musclegroups that lie below fat, but I dont have muscles around my waistline that can be trained easily, no?
also is there a way to not do cardio? Ive thought about starting to do squats and situps every day instead of every second day, but Idk if thats dumb
>>7621459
Ive never been normal weight in my life, Iam only trying to gain because its really important to my bf and he controls how much and how often I eat.
I was like 16 lbs lighter in august
and I cant take body pictures without crying so Id rather not
>>7621477
15lbs in 4 weeks is pretty bad
I hope you weren't even trying
>>7621474
i-im not exercising tho
>>7621479
>I cant take body pictures without crying so Id rather not
i NEED to hug sophie!
>>7621479
>he controls how much and how often I eat
The fuck
>tfw you almost forget your daypills
:3 down you go!
>>7621463
>And it's my own mind that invented that psuedo science. I just said he said it to give it authority
Ok, then stay with your bf, but still order hrt and reschedule your appointment.
Also, if your bf is so good at helping you cope with dysphoria now, then maybe he could also help you get over your fear of transition.
>>7621472
Hola!
>>7621477
Which of my children is this???
But yes I AM PROUD OF U CHILD
W-we're gonna make it
We'll be so thin we can fly on the wind currents ;----;
>>7621449
Cool channel.
Can you play Nardis and upload it plsss
>friend from america bullies me until I am literally unable to speak
why do I even pretend to be tough and smart here im cut of the same cloth as you all
>>7621487
it's a dom/sub thing
I hope my hrt arrives next week
that would make me incredibly happy
>>7621488
Lol forgot my pic
>>7621496
why? you don't see results for months and months
you're still gonna be miserable for a considerable length of time
>>7621501
>>7621501
starting feels good, its also nice when your chest starts hurting.
>>7621490
I don't ask him to. It's indirect
Just being held in his arms and being squeezed is intensely soothing emotionally. I can close my eyes and imagine I'm a girl.
>>7621494
"Friend"
Nicky is not for bullying, is for bordiga posts and destruction of capitalist oppression.
I AM STOCKED FOR THE APOCALYPSE
ARE YOU?
>>7621479
Your waistline is literally your core muscles (ie abs)
If you want to look shapelier you want to focus around your hips, waist and legs anyways. It's not like you'll be able to significantly bulk up on E without a ridiculous workout, but it will make you look more shapely.
>>7621483
It's k, I'm not currently exercising either
I feel run down enough just from work ;_;
stop posting girls are you trying to make me sad
>>7621501
but thats not true
>Amy cracks again
Jesus Christ. We're gonna get to a stage where she becomes a drag queen before transitioning I bet. How can a person fall for their own bullshit so many times?
>>7621479
>my bf and he controls how much and how often I eat
Uhhhnnnnnmmmmm
Thats a tiny bit odd but ok
I can take a body pic without crying I just don't take them often
I took a picture with my clothes on yesterday
Meh
>>7621513
if you're going to correct people, then correct them
saying "wrong" doesn't help anybody
>>7621508
no bc strange men dont pay for my hormones
>>7621506
the person I'm talking about is honestly a wonderful friend, as supportive as somebody can be when you're living in different continents. She just constantly bullies me.
>>7621508
no, stupid german insurances make me go to my doc every 3 months to get a new prescription.
>>7621508
Remember when you lured that poor girl with that pic yesterday... I remember... I feel like a bitch, but it made me laugh.
I guess its and abstract kind of feel.
>>7621508
Holy shit. I'd do this but scared of getting investigated by customs.
>>7621525
if you order that much they'll seize it on suspicion of intent to supply
>>7621515
I've never seen anybody repress so strongly and so... loudly. It is quite concerning, eh?
>>7621508
SWIM is gonna try the method you described in an older thread to get a free stockpile like this. Did SWIM have an actual account with the credit union?
>>7621493
Sure, next time I stream some improv I'll capture a Nardis.
>>7621512
It's gonna b ok bby
It's gonna be ok
I'm so close to a thigh gap, but I also like having the semblance of tit that I have ;---;
>>7621504
I want my chest to hurt so badly
i want something
anything
that indicates i'm doing something
>>7621509
im just a lazy pos
i would today but my mom is home and when my mom is home i just stay in my room all day
>>7621301
Fall asleep on the buss aparently :s
>>7621525
Order small amounts more often, just constantly have it arriving. That is how you get to el tranno levels of hormone hoarding.
>>7621534
Yes.
>>7621520
I was just saying that both of those statements are false which they are
well ok maybe the second one varies for everyone
>>7621537
don't worry, it'll start hurting soon enough. until then you should really enjoy the time where you can still sleep on your time or on your side.
Zheanna's YT channel just reminded me I was supposed to be making one myself. Umm the jet is not going well, I don't understand the theory well enough so will have to make multiple impellers to test which one works best if any. This costs money. As for the drone, that's been vaporware for like 3 years now lol. If it ever does come to fruition I guess I'll do a video of it following me on a bike ride or something. Any suggestions for the channel are welcome. Remember the theme is 3D printing.
M-me in the near future
>>7621546
That is exactly a two year supply.
>>7621550
well you're wrong
doesn't carry much weight without the 'why' does it?
>>7621554
>>7621537
It took me roughly... 45 days on HRT before I started to feel the chest pain. I am on what I understand is a fairly low dose (2mg Estradiol Valerate and 100 mg Sprio) so god knows what'll happen when I double it in a couple months. Good luck.
is it a good idea to grow boobs before your face passes?
>>7621548
Phie did your man ever give you a collar? :3
>>7621554
I need to do a lot more with my YT channel. When I transitioned I lost like 300 subs. :\ sucked but I had to start over.
>>7621564
no. but nothing to be done about it, is there?
>>7621548
we can be workout buddi's ^>^
ill install an aquatic gym in the pond!
>>7621548
Idk, train it a little, but don't put yourself out.
Focus on your lower body.
Also, I know it's tempting but don't completely neglect your upper body. It's easy to because of fear of putting on muscle up there.
>>7621553
ikr
fuck I know it's unhealthy but I just crave being taken care of in a d/s relationship
I'm too retarded to live on my own terms
>>7621201
That or hes a fuccboi
>>7621467
>>7621571
there's so much shit to choose from though..
it's overwhelming
>>7621568
You don't need those bigots.
>tfw you will always be fake white
>>7621570
idk. its frustrating though.my boobs finally are a little noticeable but idk if i really want that yet...
>>7621557
Ok I could've said "thats not true because I also once started hormones and that doesnt match my personal experience"
but I felt like all that could be deduced from me posting here and having a trip on top of that
>>7621582
It's not like anybody is white in London.
>>7621580
>bigots
they weren't bigots. I just made a new YouTube channel. When I transitioned my brand over, I didn't announce anywhere publicly I was transgender or transitioning. One night, late in the evening, I just updated my website, graphics, bandcamp, FB/Twitter, soundcloud, made a new YT, etc.
So a lot of people are probably still checking my old YT channel and have no clue what happened.
>>7621548
>shoulders of doom
Not really Sophie :P
I dont know why you think that desu.
>>7621584
but beep your face is lovely.
>>7621586
It gets confusing when you're discussing topics of race in a postgraduate sociology class.
>>7621587
Ohh. I think I'm gonna make silent movies if my YT channel goes up pre-transition.
>>7621576
I would timestamp, but I can't find a pen.
>>7621553
>>7621568
no, we re not degenerates.
we dont have a dom/sub relationship either. its pretty normal, I am just too crazy/retarded/self destructive to pay attention to not harm myself, so he looks out for me cause he cares. Pretty sure hed rather have me be normal in that regard though. Living with a trainwreck gets old fast
>>7621573
>Focus on your lower body.
suggestions about what to do besides squatting?
I currently do 3*12, gonna move up to 4*12 soon though
am doing the same amount of situps
I wanna pick up cycling, but we d have to move first, so thats at least 6+ months away
>>7621571
aww
ya its pretty great.
but he insists on the whole no drugs thing, which makes my life hard
>>7621572
yes pls :3 that would be great :)
>>7621588
you have seen them
I LITERALLY can barely walk though a door without ripping the wall out with me, how do you forget that
>>7621587
I'm getting Cecil Taylor vibes from your Acrid Poison & Soft Noise improvisation. Good stuff.
>>7621585
you want me to look for evidence for something you're trying to prove
and anecdotal evidence at that
you're new at this aren't you
At least my ketamine should arrive this week
That'll be comfy
>>7621533
Indeed. I won't be surprised if they end up self harming
>>7621592
>>7621576
anon, i like what i'm looking at
>>7621593
ooo, ok.
>no, we re not degenerates.
A collar isn't degenerate! It's cute, beautiful, and a symbol of love and ownership. Sure some are sexual but I think of collars more like a symbol that you wear that reminds you of the person you love and their protection, love, and dominance over you. Collar makes me feel safe and reminds me I am loved.
;3
>>7621591
Hah, well I didn't get to do that since my stuff was music and talking.
>>7621584
i know that feel. i'm quite self-conscious about them but at the same time i eat more than i'd need to just to make sure that i don't hurt my growth lol
>>7621586
I am, although I have brown eyes, so I'm not as white as perhaps I could be.
>>7621598
>cant afford hormones
i suddenly dont feel as bad for you..
>>7621576
What's wrong with her vagine??
>>7621577
You just have to make a choice
Flip a coin if u need to
Just
CHOOOOOOOOSE
>>7621579
D-dfc isn't so bad......;---;
What's your goal weight? I forget how tall you are though.
>turn white
Pls no
THIS is the REAL me in the future
>>7621592
Anon how about you let me cumstamp those thighs
>>7621606
I can afford them but then I won't be able to have a social life anymore that's the point
It's very hard!
>>7621608
g-gimme some to choose from
i wanna get nice hips and a flat tummi
>>7621605
>Brown eyes
>White
Just get in the gas chamber already.
>>7621610
you need drugs for a social life?
>>>/pol/108444148
I love lurking trumpgen and spotting the repressed trannies
>>7621596
actually I just want you to go do something more fun and useful with your precious, fleeting time on this earth :'(
>>7621613
No I need both :^)
>>7621610
have fun with your party drug then im sure youll be tons of fun not being able to move on the couch.
>>7621605
Only pink nipples can make you truly white, if not, you're just pale.
>>7621593
>I LITERALLY can barely walk though a door without ripping the wall out with me
Lmao.
I am sorry but I can't remember that. I have you in my memory as a super slim, weak and cute person.
And I am pretty sure your skin wasnt green.
>>7621623
I don't know why you sound so sarcastic, ketamine is the comfiest drug
Also I'm gonna do it with Frangi~
>>7621603
ALBUM WHEN?
>>7621603
My boyfriend says he's going to get me a collar
>>7621608
I'm 5'10. I wanna get down to 130
I know it's not so bad but I need to offset my huge af rib cage :(
Oh God she's tiny look at her...
>>7621601
;D <3
>>7621625
Of course I have pink nipples. I might have brown eyes, but I'm not some sort of disgusting subhuman.
>>7621627
I may have exaggerated slighty
but still, my shoulder/hip ratio is beyond terrible
I wore a wide skirt when we met, and Ill wear 2 pants next month, so youre not gonna now how bad it REALLY is
everyone should post nipples
>>7621635
>tfw haven't eaten for 12 hours
I'm gonna make it
>>7621643
well, go on...
>>7621641
I'll make sure she doesn't become a druggie
It's a fun activity to do with your gf though and she's curious
>>7621593
Lunges
My partner is suggesting squat variants like the shrimp squat
Aim for 5x5 reps (ie. Fewer reps but higher difficulty)
Planks are good for your core
Does anybody else know exactly what they're supposed to look like and the person they're supposed to be? I know what she does with her hair, what glasses she wears, how she looks at people, how she laughs, how she thinks
every day i'm not her i'm living a lie and everybody thinks i'm one of the most honest, open, authentic people they know. all i'll ever be able to be is kind of close to who she is and that'll take years at best
>>7621640
>2 pants
What? :D
>>7621641
Being owned and forcefully subjugated by a real man is bliss
>>7621644
>starvation diets
enjoy snapping after a few days and binge eating once everything tastes 10 times as good as it did before
>>7621631
I have 3 full length albums already. I'll be releasing a piano album of the videos I've uploaded in about 3 weeks.
I am working on my 4th solo LP.
>>7621614
>i look like a rat horse hybrid
:| neeuuu you look so pretty and I am forever envious.
>>7621633
Aww, I hope my man gets me one eventually. <3_<3 it would melt my heart. Imagine how amazing it would be to get a forever collar if you got married. ugh that melts my soul thinking about it.
this:>>7621654
>>7621650
I tried planks but that hurts my elbows a lot.
Will look into shrimp squats and and lunges though!
thank you :)
>>7621652
you wear pants, and then you put on another pair
Id freeze to death if I didnt do that ._.
>>7621660
>I just find it easier to eat two big meals as opposed to three small ones.
oh, okay
strange that you've chosen to space them so far apart though
>>7621643
https://unsee
.cc/bomeguzi/
>>7621650
>5x5 reps
isn't that like nothing tho
>>7621660
Yeah! I play Nefertiti sometimes.
>How do I buy?
https://zheaerosemusic.bandcamp.com/
You can download them for free or insert the amount you feel you wish to give me. Any money is appreciated! <3
>>7621671
if you're not struggling on the last set add more weight or choose a harder variant of what you're doing. it's pretty standard for beginner to intermediate weightlifters
>>7621659
I only have 2 pants in total.
>>7621644
Don't starve yourself, woman, just regulate. Measured portions of food with high nutrient density at regular intervals. Small meals, spread them out. And cast the twin demons sugar and alcohol from your life, as they are disproportionately converted to fat in your body relative to other calories. However, keep high glycemic index starches around. Having a supply of carbohydrates in your body is essential for the biochemical reactions that break down fat unless you kill ALL carbs and go full keto, which is a: difficult and b: unhealthy. Keto also makes depression worse, because carbs are required for the synthesis of serotonin. This is the best, healthiest way to lose weight. Starving yourself will fuck up your metabolism and a lot of initial weight loss will not be permanent.
I got Skype just for you and I ain't never seen you, girl. My message ain't even been able to deliver. What's up with that?
does cypro make anyone else a little light headed?
Pls fatshame me and tell me what a disgusting fat piggo I am
https://unsee.
cc/birasumo/
>>7621611
https://www.beachbody.com/product/fitness_programs/insanity-max-30-workout.do
Do this imo
>>7621593
>LITERALLY can barely walk though a door without ripping the wall out with me, how do you forget that
Ur totally lying you bitch
>no drugs thing, which makes my life hard
Tell him to make an exception for cocaine, that'll keep you thin
>>7621635
130 is a good goal .,,that's my goal too @--@
Yeah
She's perfection desu
I want to look like I as a regular person stretched out
>>7621659
Planks can hurt a lot if you don't put down a yoga mat or something.
There's also tons more squat variations that you can do, not just the shrimp. The goal is to find some sort of routine that works all the muscles in your legs.
>>7621671
It's plenty
If you're actually doing something that is causing you to struggle by your last rep
>>7621659
>I tried planks but that hurts my elbows a lot.
You could try doing them with some sort of padding under your elbows if you haven't already.
>>7621671
It depends on the exercise and how much weight you're using.
3x5 or 5x5 is pretty common for strength-oriented barbell routines, and 3x10 is pretty common for hypertrophy.
do I pass
>>7621608
She's a boy.
>>7621666
It's because I woke up at 4am. I eat dinner at 6pm, no earlier otherwise I'll get hungry before bed.
>>7621676
Honeybee! I've been looking for you. I can explain on Skype, come on now :)
And for the last time im not starving lol I eat normal calories just in 2 big meals.
>>7621672
Cool, I'll bookmark that.
>>7621679
What the fuck are you wearing?
>>7621687
What is your present height/weight??
>>7621684
Neopuss never passes
>>7621692
120 lbs, 5'11"
this thread stirs my need to protect delicate flowers
>>7621675
Ive like half a dozen extra thick leggins that can be worn without other pants, I usually wear one of those under my clothes.
>>7621679
>Ur totally lying you bitch
its more about relative size to my hips than anything else. I guess my shoulders are average for a man, but literal hulk tier for women.
>>7621681
I just googled shrimp, I am not sure I am strong enough to do that D:
>>7621682
I tried to do that on the bed as well, but the mattress is too soft :/ and the floor is too hard, maybe I should put a blanket or a towel on the ground
https://climbingivies.bandcamp.com/album/demo
does anyone like my cruddy music
>>7621699
Protect me from the big meanies out there, daddy.
>>7621703
Look for progressions.
http://www.startbodyweight.com/p/squat-progression.html
>tfw prefer a 3 star album to a 4 star album
Am I a pleb?
>>7621708
S Q U A T S
Q
U
A
T
S
>>7621691
>i've been looking for you
Uh-oh.
Jesus christ there's a lot of skinny people. 130? I think I'd be dead if I weighed that. Then again, I'm 6'3" and made of meat.
>>7621708
not you you twink faggot
>>7621708
Hi its mommy
>>7621716
I'm online now
Autists are unhealthy what can I say?
>>7621704
beep wus preddy kewl
>>7621708
qt uwu
>>7621708
This is so hot its making me ache
>>7621716
hey!
>>7621709
ohh thanks!
I favourited that
>>7621708
it's too early to be getting lewd
Whoever the nice transgirl in the trumpgen thread is. You're very kind
t. Repressing transgirl
>>7621731
>hey!
>I've been looking for you!
i'm scared now, what have I done
>>7621722
I see nothing, tried another message and it doesn't seem to have gone through. Damned Microsoft and their refusal to maintain the Linux client.
>>7621738
stop voting for fascists
>>7621738
<3
it was me. If you ever have any questions about what to do, the empirical facts of it all, etc, feel free to ask.
pic I posted in that thread as proof.
repression only gets worse. I repressed for 24 years. The sooner, the better in terms of results and possibility of passing.
>>7621746
I want pence to hurt me
>>7621744
>Linux
>>7621738
Why do you trannies keep invading our general (and board) anyway? We don't come here and shit up your board.
>>7621726
It's ok, I got my sheets a little wet by accident
Too much excitement
>>7621671
I liked that story nim
I would've held yr hand and look you in the eyes and try to make you feel confident and then I'd let you sit on my lap (because yr smol) and make small talk with people and I'd try start conversations about stuff you'd be interested in. You poor bb girl.
I have a lot of embarassing stories.
>Be me in sophomore year of highschool
>Too shy to talk to girls still because they always bullied me
>Health class project on std's means shaking hands with someone of the opposite sex
>I'm standing around while people try their hardest to not shake my hand
>Eventually I start walking over to this girl that I had seen talking to the nerdy/goth kids I sat with at lunch
>She starts scowling at me
>I hold my sweaty shaky hand up and say"Hey do you want to shake hands"
>"EW Fuck No!"
>She was so loud that about half the class turned and saw us
>Face turned bright red and I turned away so no one could see my eyes watering
Eventually this really cool scene girl who felt bad for me came over and shook my hand.
:/
idk i probably have more embarrassing ones but that came to mind
>>7621737
>tfw no precum soaked penis pressed against my backside rn
>>7621745
True because as we all know proper ladies should have no sexual desire
>>7621747
I'm am completely paralysed by fear
I cry when I look in the mirror
I think I'll stay here and learn as much as I can
>>7621745
to be fair, i am actually just a fetishist and not even trans
>>7621738
Just take hormones
>>7621761
<3. Literally all of us have been there and many of us are still there. Gender dysphoria sucks so bad. Also don't think you can't have your political views while being a tranny. We have a couple "nazi trannys" here. We are all over the political map.
>>7621751
>invading
LuL
>We don't come here and shit up your board.
actually you do. This board is constantly getting shit up and "le trolled" by /pol/acks. You are delusional af if you think other wise.
>>7621763
are you on hormones?
>>7621745
Sometimes I wonder if I'm just a twink faggot.
>>7621750
Okay, look. I used to have Windows on this tower, but then it told me that it would be restarting my computer on my behalf so it can update. I insist that robots only do what they are told. The moment they start telling me what they want to do, I'm done with them. So I immediately installed Linux. I could still run the games I played and liked how crisp it is. I can make it do what I want with online guides and copy-pasting into terminals.
I'd go back but Windows 10 is evil and they're bringing Civ VI to Linux so why bother?
>>7621754
>It's ok, I got my sheets a little wet by accident
>Too much excitement
So what you're basically saying is you pissed the bed.
Good job, faggot.
>>7621747
I saw your post that said only 30% of us get srs.
Do you have a source on that you could post?
(Not trying to dispute you. Just curious.)
>>7621767
no, and i don't plan to
i don't want to be a girl
>>7621768
hi <3
>>7621754
I'm excited too anon
Oh unsee uploaded the wrong pic
http://imgur.com/a/WKQ4C
NOW you can fatshame me correctly
>>7621771
Lol whatever you want to believe.
>>7621776
oh look, a wild, beautiful juniper!!!
>>7621766
I'm quite a passive person. I only browsed /pol/ because it's a form of self harm
All I really want is to be a girl. Always have. Always will. Every birthday. Every wishing well was the same "I want to wake up a girl" ;~;
I'm crying because this hurts so much to fully admit
>>7621757
Iktf
>>7621704
It's nice has a sad vibe
Nice to sink in
>>7621776
JUNI
If your tits arent this big you might as well de-transition because this is the minimum requirement for as far as bust size goes. Anything smaller than this and you're never passing.
>>7621786
>Every wishing well was the same "I want to wake up a girl"
Hey, me too! [spoiler];_;[/spoiler]
>>7621773
No worries. I only post concrete data: http://www.thetaskforce.org/static_html/downloads/reports/reports/ntds_full.pdf
>Myth #1: Surgery is a Top Priority for All Transgender People," addresses the false notion that gender-confirming surgeries are essential to every transgender person's identity. In reality, only 33 percent of transgender people have reported undergoing some form of gender-confirming surgery, with 14 percent of transgender women and 21 percent of transgender men not interested in ever having genital surgery.
>>7621785
<3 zheanna!
>>7621791
<3 caroline hi!
>>7621777
As you should be :3
I'm go get some bagels or something for breakfast now. Cyaaa~
>>7621795
SRS is extremely agp
>>7621795
Interesting. I'll check that out.
Thanks!
>>7621766
>actually you do. This board is constantly getting shit up and "le trolled" by /pol/acks. You are delusional af if you think other wise.
Any /pol/ack who comes here willingly is obviously no true /pol/ack. Stay off our board and "yiff" (or whatever it is you people do) here instead.
>>7621792
I bet one of her boobs is heavier than I am
>>7621792
How did this happen??????
>>7621794
The happiest I ever was when I was 7. I snuck into my sisters room and put on or of her dresses and shoes.
She caught me but found it funny and everyone called me a girl version of my name for the day and did my makeup for me , didn't change out of them. I was really embarrassed and too shy to go back. I wish I did. I wish I just screamed. "I want to be like this all the time"
Is it agp if I like how my gt smells
>>7621806
D: who forced you to come here polanon?
I guess today is one of those /feel/ days
>>7621792
Jesus Christ
>>7621811
Yes
>>7621806
Go back to /pol/ already
>>7621810
I first put on female clothes when I was 9.
You are literally trans as fuck, girl. Start HRT asap. Lol everything you've said is so god damn trans.
>>7621806
>yiff
uh that's furies you stupid faggot.
> comes here willingly is obviously no true /pol/ack
you are here willingly. Are you also repressed like my new friend repressedanon?
Do you have something to tell us? Do you dream about sucking cocks?
>>7621800
This album is god-tier
And no-one knows about it
Not even on youtube
It's fucked up
Sorry I'm a bit jolly right now
>>7621814
I just came to remind you that you're all faggots. It's a civic duty.
>>7621745
This is a really stupid thing to say imo.
>>7621818
Actually not all of us here are faggots. Some of us are straight. Nice try though loser. :^)
https://youtu.be/UoQUy9po5bk?t=20m12s
>>7621824
All trannies are faggots
Some are also doublefaggots though
>>7621820
>taking my memeing seriously
This is a really stupid thing to do imo
>>7621816
I will phone and book myself for help ASAP
I'm so scared but I feel like I might finally get to be alive
>>7621824
>Some of us are straight
It doesn't matter whether you prefer men or women, you're still faggots either way.
It's a lifestyle choice, not a sexual orientation.
>>7621806
>>>/mlp/29318166
Bitch you think you have problems.
>>7621830
you never know
>>7621829
>tfw doublefaggot
uwu
>>7621829
and you're now officialy the faggiest of us all.
>tfw trump appointed the lawyer who headed the HB2 defense and sued schools for allowing transgender people to use the bathrooms as the civil rights division head of the justice department
>>7621835
Babby is mad
>>7621835
Technically yes
But if I chose otherwise I might as well kill myself right now because it would just be a death spiral
>>7621841
Nicotine, my dear friend Nicotine, you need to lighten up. Come to my house and snort some codeine with me.
can anyone tell me how it feels to no longer have a penis?
>>7621548
>how is that weird?
It's weird if he controls when you are allowed to eat. As in, he restricts when and what you are allowed to eat.
>>7621833
Awesome! I'm so glad I could help you. Also, don't think you have to do anything. Talk to a gender therapist. Read more about hormones. I'm sure you will love hormones if you feel so strongly as you have described, but remember you aren't FORCED to do anything (surgeries, etc). We all have our own unique transition based on how we feel, our finances, etc.
>>7621835
>It's a lifestyle choice, not a sexual orientation.
Do you actually think being trans somehow defines what our lifestyle is like? There are people here that are successful through military, successful artists, scholars, sex workers, programmers, mathematicians, biologists, etc all with widely different lifestyles, relationships, and goals.
Being trans defines nothing about you other than the fact you take hormones to escape a profound sadness induced by your neurology.
>>7621829
fuck I guess that's true huh. xD
>>7621850
don't take anything /pol/ says seriously.
>>7621855
I wouldn't call what I have a penis anymore
>>7621845
But he held that flag that one time!
>>7621844
I'm 1.25x faggy
Thank you very much
>>7621843
uwu
>>7621860
Yup!
It's k, just own it n stuff
>>7621839
>/mlp/
Probably the only board on 4chan worse than this degenerate cesspit. It's a bridge too far for me, I wouldn't even want to touch those guys.
>>7621850
To be honest, I can hardly blame you for wanting to be a cute girl. But it's best if you stomp out that shit early, so it doesn't take hold in your mind.
>>7621860
Thanks. My guardian angel
No longer miss cock, Mrs. Cock.
I am excited for march
>>7621862
>penis can't really be called a penis
high five!
>>7621880
MISS CAWK
>>7621881
Why?
>>7621853
I don't wanna do drugs for a while I think.
>>7621877
>To be honest, I can hardly blame you for wanting to be a cute girl.
LMAO. Of course the /pol/ack who came here proudly to tell us to leave "his" board alone has gender envy. L M F A O.
Sorry dude, but cis men don't think that way. And ladies, we have another repressed right here in front of us.
It's literally like clockwork.
>edgy polster comes to tell us how we are so bad
>reveals gender envy
>is actually a deep repressing tranny
>6 months later is growing tits and named Kaitlyn.
>>7621863
He hung a flag in the air as a fortelling at what was going to happen to the rest of us
>>7621877
I tried that from the age of 9 to 24 and it didnt really work
>>7621880
?????
r u marrying him?
>>7621880
wew
>>7621880
a ha! you finally admitted indirectly to being in your mid 30's
>>7621880
>getting engaged to a faggot
so grills
i was gonna ask this a bit later but im too curious and hrtgen is too slow
so
will switching from progy to estrofem from one month to another be bad for my health?
thank
>>7621889
IT KEEPS HAPPENING.
>>7621886
I have my own car again
I can go hiking whenever I want
No gf to hold me down
I am free and when the snow melts I am going to have a lot of fun.
>>7621889
Jeez, you really took a few choice words and took off running with them, didn't you?
I get the feeling you ain't one of the sharper tools around here.
>>7621896
Don't tell me she's getting fake married
>>7621898
no not at all little frangi
On an unrelated note, does nail polish remover make your nails brittle? Mine are chipping up like crazy
>>7621898
No, unless you change the dose or something
It'll be easier on your liver even
>>7621904
zheanna is actually a legitimate genius
>>7621913
I hate milk
>>7621909
it's your starvation diet desu.
maybe its painting and unpainting your nails in a daily basis
>>7621909
it's the anal
>>7621914
Compared to you dumb trannies, maybe. You know what they say about the land of the blind and the one-eyed man.
>>7621887
I have the feeling I get every now and then
My head is aching and my hands shake
I need to suck on something and get some Nicotine inside of me
I think I'm addicted
>>7621889
It's amazing how many /pol/yps are repressed queers.
>genius
>voted for Trump
lol wut?
>>7621899
For real, it's fucking hilarious. xD
>>7621879
<3 it means a lot. If you ever need to reach out or talk just hit me up on skype: Dreamsura
>>7621901
That's awesome!! Are these photos you've taken?
>>7621904
We see this constantly. It's always the same. No sane cis-man actually thinks it would be cool to be a girl. It's just not how it works.
>>7621898
Nah, shouldn't matter. Almost all estrogens are the same moleculary.
>>7621914
:o
If kayla ever gets married I will hurt myself.
>>7621927
I doubt any trannies voted for Trump. That seems pretty counter-productive with Pence as VP.
>>7621928
Am I an insane cis-man
>>7621928
T
>>7621912
H
>>7621908
A
>>7621928
N
>>7621912
K
>>7621908
S
>>7621927
>believes in pizza gate
rip right there
Would you rather fuck Andy Samberg or Dave Franco?
>>7621930
everything kayla posts is a lie to get attention
>>7621920
>watching a sport filled with sweaty muscly men in tight clothes doing poses and coordinated moves and hugging their adversaries while galling down in a passionate embrace
seems pretty gay and obvious that we're having a steeler's packer's superbowl
>>7621934
>insane
yes. sane people don't go on /pol/ except to have a few chuckles maybe.
>cis-man
no.
>>7621939
Franco
>>7621889
>>7621899
>be me
>be straight male
>consider myself alpha
>"I don't need anyone. I'm invincible"
>*mtfg*
>now trying to appease the dysphoria Gods by being gay in the hopes it will go away if I throw enough of my masculinity away without actually transitioning
I feel better than earlier. Got cuddles and kisses from the boyfriend <3, all cried out.
This board. Not even once.
>>7621936
what? Zhe believes in pizzagate?
>>7621941
kayla has actually made great progress.
>>7621947
Amy pls.
>tfw grossed out by men's bodies and personalities
>tfw still kind of want to have sex with them
>>7621947
amy
>>7621941
>You'd be surprised.
Seems about as likely as chickens voting for Colonel Sanders.
If chickens understood the democratic process and were eligible to vote, of course.
>>7621947
but you still ordered hrt, made an appointment and told your bf that you want to transition, right? right?
>>7621920
>zheanna may be the best of all of us~
Honeybee, this is too kind. <3
>>7621922
:O
>>7621926
It honestly fucking is. /pol/ literally mouth waters over femboys and trannys. It's all born out of repression of their own sexuality and gender identity.
>>7621927
Actually I voted for Bernie, then voted against Hillary after the DNC legitimately cheated and rigged the system. It's not as if my vote would have altered anything as Indiana swung hard right, as it always does, by over 25 points.
DNC reaps what they sow. Cheaters get disqualified. If you cheat in a relationship, workplace, academia, etc you get burned. An honest democracy requires cheaters to get burned to learn their lesson.
>>7621936
>>7621948
??
I've never posted about pizza gate. I posted the flight logs of Jeffrey Epstein and said it's a concrete fact that the Clinton's traveled their more often than Trump. I never said anything about pedophilia or pizza gate. Continue to distort what I say with what you think I said.
>>7621938
Strange, I don't know for sure cause I've only been on one estrogen so far.
>>7621947
Lmao.
>>7621947
Amy ;;
hugg
>>7621952
Date a beta
>>7621947
>this board
>not even once
>you're here forever
>>7621939
Why is this even a choice? Obvs Franco.
>>7621958
>their
there*
>>7621904
>>7621923
look.
You Moron. Run. RUN.
Don't even finish the argument. Just run. That was my mistake. I once strolled in here supposedly secure in my masculinity. And now I'm fucking broken.
You need to leave before they get their hooks into your mind, repression gets harder when you're aware of it. Go while it's still subconscious.
I just made cummies
>>7621958
>It honestly fucking is. /pol/ literally mouth waters over femboys and trannys. It's all born out of repression of their own sexuality and gender identity.
excuse me, there certainly a large number of people out there who want to fugg femboys and trannies without actually wanting to become one
>>7621958
What's the point of that, only one of them has been mass accused by children sex slaves of being at pedophilia parties
>>7621943
That would be great. As long as it's not the fucking Patriots. Though, I dunno if the Steelers can make it. We'll see if their offense can do better than six field goals against the Patriots and whatever bullshit Belichick pulls out from the dusty corners of the rulebook.
Off to go see how the games go. Enjoy your Sunday, ladies~
>>7621958
>too kind
That's what you get for being kind and helping people all the time. No good deed goes unpunished, and today your punishment is an excess of kindness.
>>7621877
/mlp isnt that bad
>>7621857
noo he just doesnt allow starving. I can eat as much as I want
i went to a support group and didnt speak to any of the passing mtfs, only to ftms. My confidence was in the gutter when i heard this one girls voice.
I need someone to bully me for how autistic and retarded i am for wasting this opportunity.
>>7621975
>What's the point of that, only one of them has been mass accused by children sex slaves of being at pedophilia parties
Because you, or someone, claimed that, "Trump has been to pedo island more than the Clintons."
I corrected this objectively false statement by posting the flight logs. I didn't comment on pizza gate or pedophilia. Just that the claim Trump visited there more than the Clintons is actually false according to legal documents and full flight logs provided by Epsteins lawyer in a court of law.
>>7621487
Phinchey is anorexic
rate my gunz mtfg
>inb4 shave your armpit
I'm not a fag
https://unsee
.cc/midotune/
>>7621970
>I once strolled in here supposedly secure in my masculinity. And now I'm fucking broken.
Maybe what you need is to be more secure in your femininity. uwu
>>7621981
>support group
>passing mtfs
u avin a giggle m8?
>>7621976
But you're really pretty. You'd look good in a wedding dress on a handsome man's arm.
I'd fuck Franco but marry Samberg, I think he'd be really sweet and goofy
>>7621923
When are you getting HRT?
>>7621990
Did you not go to the few I mentioned before? We can go together if you like
>>7621990
there were 5 passing mtfs out of 30 trans ppl, one started blockers at 12, one hrt at 16, the rest our age. All were passing and all were also pretty and had good voices.
>>7621954
birdy post cock please
>>7621986
Damn sass, I'd let you make me some hot sauce. ;3
>>7621970
this post gave me a hearty chuckle. xD
>>7621997
I still want to make a chaser cock tier list.
>>7621996
How many had dyed hair?
>>7621958
yeah, I know how you're angry about Bernie not getting the nomination.
but like pizzagate is a whole other thing.
AI'm glad we cleared that up. :3
>>7621972
The richer one desu
or if one of them liked me more than the other then him
>>7621999
one, but they were pre-hrt and were "questioning"
>>7621996
how many of them gave you surprise feminine benis?
>>7621981
Ask some of the middling MTFs with semi-passable voices when they're going to start voice training.
It'll shake their confidence and put them in a bad mood, slowing their progress and allowing you to catch up over the weeks.
>>7621997
Birdy has a magnificent cock. Can confirm
>>7622011
art of the highest order
>>7622009
I-is it big??
>>7622006
How often was toxic masculinity mentioned if at all?
>>7621998
lol are you gay?
I'm a girl! :3
>>7622016
give them the surprise feminine benis
>>7621981
I'm really scared about voice stuff :x
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VO-HaHvqFX4
>>7622016
>that would be rude
Do you want to be the prettiest one in the room or not?
Women play dirty. They're always looking for ways to undermine each other and knock each other's confidence. Embrace this feminine quality, Sertii.
>>7622022
if you need help hit me up.
>>7621996
>one started blockers at 12, one hrt at 16
That's part of why I would be nervous about going to a support group.
If I went and there were people there who started blockers at 12 then I would probably just feel worse because of jealousy.
>tfw didn't start until 23
>>7622025
How would I go about contacting you.
>>7622014
Big, thick long and smooth.
V succable
Why Bernie would have lost against Trump:
https://www.reddit.com/r/Enough_Sanders_Spam/comments/5os7nx/a_final_response_to_bernie_would_have_won/
>>7622029
dreamsura
skype
>>7622026
Its not abput being jealous its about acceptance of others and yourself. They are not you
>>7622015
none
have you ever been to a support group?
>>7622022
it's honestly fucking horrible
this one girl who also started same age as me had the absolute cutest voice, completely natural. I felt really horrible having to talk after that
>>7622026
at least they told me they thought i was an ftm until i opened my mouth, that's something right
>>7622024
Hey survey anon post you dick
>>7622036
I supposedly have a medium high pitched voice but it's still a guy voice and I'm super retarded and lack the discipline to train myself.
>>7622036
Would you recommend going to a support group?
What do you do when you're there?
>>7621988
Femininity is so shameful
>>7622034
hugg
itll be okie ;_;
>>7622040
>tfw average London accent
I just sound like the guy down the pub, not fem at all.
>tfw low pitched girl voice
>tfw vocal fry
>>7622039
yes the two women running the group were older transitioners.
They were super nice and encouraging though, not really the stereotypical bitter 4chan hon
>>7622040
same :/
I NEED to get it done though because at this point it's one of the things causing me the most dysphoria
>>7622043
yes
you mostly talk in rounds about yourself
and then we split up in smaller groups because there were like 30 of us and talked about specific subjects like coming out, hrt, etc. Then there was a break and we could socialize but this is where i fucked up HARD myself.
>>7622051
jealous desu
>>7622037
I am not an object to be ogled for your titillation. That's more your people's thing, from what I've seen so far.
>>7622042
What???
I'm doing a cool transvoice art project right now. Some artist is paying me $100 to record a poem that starts in a feminine voice and gradually shifts to a very masculine voice by the end.
Super awesome piece and also awesome payment. :D
It's been a fun challenge to morph my voice slowly over the course of a minute or more.
I got the sickest flows
Not hoes flows cuz i can't get those
But who knows when my life draws to a close
Ill be in a new time
A new mind that might define the state of mind to break free from an mtfg family of disease and i dont mean these sick beats cuz i cant be a cd tg mtf agp without being m e
>>7622052
I don't go to support groups because of the hon fetishist stories and because I'm boymode, I heard they don't like that, which is stupid because we all have to start somewhere. I'd rather just got to an LGBT group and say I'm bi till I transition. Good on you for going outside to find a reall social life though.
>>7622056
I said post dick, not post mental masturbation.
Chop chop, there's a good boy
>>7622062
Shut the fuck up miss cock. You're ugly and nobody likes you.
>>7622052
Why exactly? Some see vocal fry as kind of annoying.
who else /stacey/ here?
>>7622047
>tfw holding bfs hand in public because it makes me feel safe from dysphoria
>>7622042
>I mean considering I don't fall into that category
soo are you trying to come out to us again?
>>7622052
I see.
I wonder what that would be like here..
Did anyone talk about self-medding?
Apparently the waiting list for the gender clinic was so long because they only work there two half days a week :^(
H-How did you fuck up? (if it's not too personal)
Thanks btw!
>>7622033
I guess so.
When I hear about really early transitioners online, I feel happy for them, but for some reason I feel like meeting one irl who's beautiful and cis-looking would just make me hate myself for being a hon.
>>7622036
>at least they told me they thought i was an ftm until i opened my mouth, that's something right
Yeah, that's something I guess. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
>>7622066
Kayla is my bff D___D
>>7622061
>Did you drop your spaghetti?
kinda, I really wanted to talk to the mtfs that were somewhat ahead in their transition, but i ended up talking mostly to ftms who were really cool and mtfs who were earlier in transition than me. In that sense, yes i dropped my spaghetti. I felt intimidated...
>>7622063
>hon fetishist stories
wasn't applicable to this meeting
>because I'm boymode
this isn't an issue at all, there was a "questioning mtf" there in complete boymode, these groups are partly also made for people like that.
>>7622067
elanna i just want a girlvoice :( vocal fry would be fine
>>7622074
i was the only one who self-medded but one of the older transitioners who was in there said i made a very smart decision because the official gatekeeping system was bullshit. No one said anything else about it.
>H-How did you fuck up?
reffer to my reply to Oryx
>>7622076
O-one of the boys r-right?
>>7622063
I'm okay with people at LGBT groups knowing I'm trans and early in transition since it gives me some practice for adapting to the idea of being a woman in a social context before I go fulltime and have to do it permanently. The support I get sometimes feels hugboxy though, or it might just be that I'm used to everything being bad.
>>7622068
I'm a /Zheanna/
>tfw 14 hours without eating
Why don't I just keep going?
>>7622085
Unless you're committed, you'll just end up binging afterwards and feeling gross
>>7622078
Hey so you said a month ago you were coming to laguna beach, what gives? I think it would be neat ti meet you. Oh and btw I'm not like i am here irl, this is mostly a self deprecating act that is higly entertaining to me.
>>7622082
Dont feel intimidated it shows insecurity treat everyone the same and smile =]
>>7622082
I can imagine being intimidated ;w;
Good job for at least socializing with those cool ftms and earlier-in-transition mtfs!
And that's good to hear that one of those older transitioners thought so too.
Thanks again!
>>7621982
Stephen hawking has been to pedi island more then Hilary
>tfw such a wretched pessimistic mess of a person that even when basically all the friends I've made in england call me by my preferred name I just feel they're humoring my delusions since whatever I say I still unambiguously look like a dude.
>>7622065
Sorry, I couldn't pan the camera back far enough to fit all furious 6 inches into the shot (20% larger than the global average, FYI).
Also, that's highly inappropriate. We're not even married.
>>7622098
Pic for relevance
I sometimes feel my dysphoria is only present when I browse this general
A memetic dysphoria that only effects me when I am directly exposed to transgirls or trans media online.
Almost as soon as I look away from my phone. The feelings vanish.
>>7622099
I have that feel. My by calls me a cutie and I piss him off when I tell him I'm not cute. Best ber is to let them hugbox you. We shouldn't crucify ourselves the way we do.
>>7622094
My dad changed his mind and had to cut the holiday short. Maybe during summer.... Sorry Kayla... ;~;
>>7622097
Shakira just go on the days and tell me I wont go jesus just open a dialogue up again and go buy shoes at evans without asking your mother Aaaaaaaah
>>7622105
So fuckigg what! Be yirself gurl =]
>>7622082
Idk, as a general rule most people shoot for a higher voice without the whole vocal fry thing.
A lot of people probably wouldn't be satisfied with where I landed myself and I suspect you want something more unambiguously fem.
My phone has the shittiest keyboard ever.
I miss my pc ;_;
>>7622102
I didn't claim otherwise or even claim anything about that. I never insinuated Hillary was a pedophile. What exactly are you trying to say? All I said was trump visited less times than the clintons because someone claimed the opposite.
>>7622113
Are you going to talk about beating me again now? ;-;
>>7622110
>My dad
I thought you were going by yourself?
Ugh does anyone else here support themselves?
Thoughts on hair?
Who /BBC fetish/ here?
Oh I thought switching from cypro to bica might be worth it, because it's super cheap even though bica isn't stopping the T production, but now I've seen it's only 28 tabs for 19.60€ while cypro is twice as much for 56.41€.
I mean bica would still be 17.21€ cheaper, but it isn't that much of a difference as I thought at first so I'll stay with cypro for now to make sure.
>>7622132
Jealous, not so much if the coke bottle glasses
>>7622110
i know, i just wasn't confident enough to talk to them. That's all there is to it.
>>7622111
i honestly don't mind having a deep voice desu, as long as its still obviously a female voice.
>>7622132
cute :3
>>7622132
Why do passers post here?
>>7622137
And by that i meant your lenses look thick as fuck, frames are cute though
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=InH-iidhabY
this is a nice song
>>7622129
Elanna, Valq, Zheanne, oddish?, forgot
>>7622124
No, I didn't actually go to a support group.
I was just saying that if I did and there were girls there who transitioned really early then I'd probably feel jealous of them.
>>7622113
>>come out as what exactly
well, considering there's only chasers, girls ad sometimes both in one here i'd say you know as what.
>>7622140
Why do old guys take their cars to car shows? Passers have the entitled mentality of old rich men wanting to show off.
>>7622132
love it!
d e a t h
>>7622159
let me put it like this: I'd be super happy if I had a voice like yours
>>7622138
TALK TO THEM NEXT TIME!!!
>>7622151
Dont feel jealous it just makes you feel bad about yourself longer. As Jeannie Mai once said, you have to invent your own look.
>>7622149
Meh, valq it turns out is someone else living off inherited cash. All my grandparents gave their money to charity so me and my brother and sisters got nothing. At least I discovered I can exume, cremate, and sell their burial plots that is in a very high end cemetery in a fancy part of los Angeles, take that grandparents.
>tfw no smooth skin
>>7622129
technically i get no money from my parents, they are helping me with paying for getting my eyes lasered since i've told them I wanted this since i was 12
>>7622165
YES, that's the plan, but next time is in march and my glasses will be gone and i'll have 2 more months on hrt and my hair will be longer and i'll feel a lot better in general
>>7622129
i live off passive income from investments and work for fun, does that count?
>>7622154
do i pass. also, why are you mean to me?
>>7622137
I wanna get them replaced with something like pic related, need to schedule an eye exam and then drive down to the city to get some new frames, the selection up here isnt great.
>>7622140
Why do hons post here?
>>7622145
Dawh, ty <3
>>7622155
Ty luv you korra <3
>>7622156
~ <3 Ty!!
>>7622159
Not really, the hard part is braiding it, all you have to do after that is pin it up.
>tfw wanna do the acid I have left but I should wait till I'm on bica a few weeks to see if that's better
>>7622176
Why do so many of you have shit vision? My eyesight is impeccable, had to get an eye test to get pilots permit, backed out of lessons though because i fell out of interest with flying
>>7622161
;_;
Keep practicing, I'm sure you can probably surpass it desu
>>7622138
Ty Sertii <3
>>7622165
>As Jeannie Mai once said, you have to invent your own look.
I guess so, yeah.
I don't know if I could invent a look that actually looks good on me, but I suppose I can try.
>>7622174
No!!!!!!!!!!!!
Of course I don't.......
>>7622182
You are most beautiful trip.
>>7622191
Just watch fashion tv and look at pin interest and ask Grace
>>7622185
I've never braided my hair so I don't know what's involved, it's intimidating. ;_;
I don't really do much with my hair desu, I havn't ever had long hair before
>>7622186
Oh, you're gonna order it too?
>>7622182
Because you're skinny and short and im jealous. Why else would i be mad at you? I think you're super cool but i feel soso inferior to you that i don't want to be nice to because seeing you pass gives me actual anxiety
>>7622198
Elanna you're an alpha male why would you have long hair also can we date?
>>7622187
idk senpai for me it runs in the family
>>7622188
I honestly hope so
hugg
>>7622189
t-that's a really nice image...
>>7622186
>tfw waiting for friends to tell me if the acid they got is good
>tfw prayers were interrupted constantly
Fuck
W2c one of these?
https://i.imgur.com/8dnKXty.jpg
>>7622202
Thats it im breaking this phone
>>7622202
Holy shit. Kayla is literally evil and retarded. You know the people you lash out are real humans too with feelings and insecurities?
>>7622201
Well once they restock Progy I am
>>7622208
Looks like my bf, fuck i can't wait for my date tomorrow
>>7622187
screens I guess. I spend alot of my life infront of screens and I need glasses since I'm 15.
>>7622206
hope you weren't praying for welsh independence, cuz that prayer isn't getting answered any time soon
>>7622213
>insecurities
Doubt that highly, how else do they live fulltime if they are not completely in love with themselves?
>>7622213
too much if a cunt to care and once everyone unanimously hates her again she's going to pull the I've changed i only did it because I'm broken bullshit again and retards will eat that shit up and let the cycle repeat
serously i have no idea why anyone talks or interacts with Kayla it's a complete waste of energy
>>7622203
Yeah I'm alpha
I had shortish bob length hair for years because it was easier to work with and also because I kind of present like a dyke.
>>7622215
Like I said, most people aim for a higher voice than I did. I'm pretty ok with being on the low end of the register/dipping into andro occasionally but I'm sure you'd probably be happier if you kept pushing higher.
>>7622229
Because I say the stuff everyone is too much of a lil bitch to say.
>>7622211
Kayla pls leave beepbeep alone
>>7622196
Yeah!
It would be nice if I could look good without clothes on too, but if I can make myself look decent in clothes then it would at least be better than nothing.
Love is another word for lust plus lust plus lust, plus a lot of deception, falsehoods and trickery.
>>7622236
love is when you feed your gf mones to make her happy
lust is when you feed your gf mones so she gets boobs that you can play with
>>7622230
>tfw one wig makes me look like somebody's mum
>tfw the other makes me look like somebody's daughter.
>>7622236
Not for me, for me love is being with my bf and wanting to be by his side even if one day he would hit me. I would do anything to keep him.
>>7622230
i need to get the resonance thing first
I think I'll post a few voice clips with my progress tommorow and you can tell me what u think.
>>7622195
Probably a trip posting anon who I didn't hugbox, people get mad as fuck about that, I stopped posting in passgens because of it- Hons don't want the truth.
Ty for your loyalty <3
How are you doing?
>>7622198
Really? Braiding is a lot easier than it seems at first, you just have to keep trying but eventually you get an instinct for it. I was really happy when I finally taught myself.
Why no long hair? Why havet you let it grow out?
>>7622204
Lol, it popped up on one of my NGE pages on FB and I was like, "Sertii should probably see this."
>>7622240
Kayla something is very fucking wrong with you mentally. Seriously. See a therapist or psychologist or something.
>>7622225
i dress andro
>>7622238
you can feed me 'mones for both desu
>>7622062
kayla
>>7622243
Tfw understand why Kayla is like this
why does my hair, when it has finished drying, almost just solidify at a 45° angle over my ears? how do i stop it from doing that
it looks like i dry my hair by wearing a tight-fitting beanie over it
i want to change up my look because i always look like a faggy skater fuccboy
>>7622232
What do you think of me Kayla?
>>7622252
lauren r u a pupper
>>7622242
I don't bother to comment on anyone's appearance at all anymore
>say something positive
ree fuck off hugboxer!!
>say something negative
reee ur just a bitter hon!!
so I say fuck it figure out on their own how they look
and ofc bb I don't easily forget how caring and kind you were when no one else was <3
>>7622258
yes
>>7622255
I'll fucc you but only if ur a girl
>>7622238
This is a beautiful description of love and lust.
>tfw no one to both love me and lust me
>>7622243
You know whats wrong with me? My fucking soul is a 19 year old 5 foot tall interior deign student trapped inside the body of a 5'11" 27 old man with cone tits, wretched hair, and a grotesque face
Ever go a second without wanting to die? I don't remember the time i didn't think about killing myself.
>>7622261
puppren uwu
>>7622262
deal
>>7622269
I thought it was Kevin?
>>7622242
Idk, I guess I wasn't really comfortable letting it grow out? I never had long hair when I was young.
It took a while to sort of lean into a more femme presentation, I liked my plaid, shortish hair and denim and also I know my then partner had started dating me initially because 'I had hair and a presentation that looked a bit like Trinity' (wat). I basically only started growing it out after I broke up with my ex so it's about the longest it's ever been right now, like past shoulder length.
I should at least try it, I need to think of more interesting things to do with it, it just kind of gets brushed and tied back
>>7622241
Sure ^^
>>7622239
>wigs
>>7622267
kayla post more raps
>>7622274
OwO
>>7622265
Consider boyfriends.
>>7622269
not at all I've learned that over time. in general being positive and friendly is a complete waste. I totally get why you're unpleasant to people here it's literally what they want and normal female interacting is alien to them
>>7622269
>>Call her Eliot, its her deadname!
wow. that's low.
>>7622286
>normal female interacting
Normal women are hostile to eachother even if they're friends https://youtu.be/3hmlPtRu1SQ
>>7622243
That's pretty normal behaviour. I would love my bf even if he hit me. I'm not even on hormones.
>>7622286
95 PERCENT!
Hey my right nipple hurts a bit too now
>>7622260
I really don't get why people do the hugbox meme.
>>7622294
lmao kayla pls
>>7622302
projected self hatred and echo chamber
>>7622293
She calls me he and my dead name
>>7622294
lol
honestly tho is it wrong to want others to address me as female?
ive been reading into all this anti zir stuff and it has me wondering what i can do to gain acceptance? its a compromise but if it means i'll be treated more fairly then i might have to ask for male pronouns.
>>7622294
>posts a cartoon clip to justify her point of view
???
>>7622242
Don't post dresses like that.
It makes want to be a girl so I can wear them
>>7622306
I actually can't think of anything that needs to be fixed, that's a very solid starting point. My suggestion would be to start using it irl, it will eventually start to sound a lot more natural.
It sounds a bit forced but that might be because you're not speaking in your native tongue.
>>7622311
beep, you're a girl. You look like a girl. You will always be a girl.
>>7622311
The only way I've gotten any respect is just going harder girl mode, and for my mom just stare deadly off in the distance while she calls me a dead name
>>7622306
i zink zat she probably does hev a kuppel of tips, anon