transitioning is like learning a second language
if you start after puberty does, you'll never fully succeed
people will always be able to tell unless you dedicate your life to passing
but at that point you won't really have a life
• Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• please: kill://me.i.hate/my.life
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
>>7595205
First for nim is cool
I have a question girls...
Sometimes when I fool around with girls, I space out and think "Wtf am I doing, I want this to be over" until I just focus on the sensations and stuff. I dont get hard really either.
But if guy even says anything suggestive to me I get diamonds and this really intense tingling in like my lower abdomen
Am I straight now or something?
>>7596574
I'm pretty nervous about it but yeah we'll see which one we like best
>You seem like little spoon 100% and Anna seems like big spoon 100%
really?
t-then i guess that's settled then ^///^
>>7596581
This is p much totally true, and I hate it.
I hate it so fucking much.
I'm starting to want to be a mom again
>>7596581
So my expedition to Reddit proved...interesting. I thought this place was slow, whew!
Also, a lot of hons there, it seems. I seriously saw someone supporting non-dysphoric transition!
>>7596591
I know bby :(
I've thought about doing Cardenas, because coat/results published in his page but then I've heard some bad stuff about results, so I'm just waiting a while before hormones do their magic and get face fat redistribution and stuff maybe I'll have a better understanding of what surgeon is best for me.
Why don't you have a gun to protect yourself yet?
>>7596598
moms don't do slutty things like let chasers order them around on skype
>>7596598
>pure
>>7596607
money
>>7596602
>non-dysphoric transition!
You mean genuine AGP?
Because without dysphoria, you have no diagnosis to justify.
>>7596602
>I thought this place was slow, whew!
You thought this place was slow? Really?
>>7596618
time for a new trip
parents really shouldnt be sluts tho...
>>7596607
handguns are illegal in my country
>>7596607
>Not using katana and ninjitsu
Because I know myself and I feel safer without a gun than with it.
>>7596619
ok vv
>tfw no ffs
>tfw no one to cuddle
>>7596622
Just go sodoku
>>7596613
It was weird, like another, slightly nicer planet.
>>7596615
/lgbt/, not /mtfg/
>tfw death drive too stronk
>wanting to pass
I've given up on passing. There is no point getting upset over it.
You've got to just try your best.
Remember that being trans is an ailment, and sometimes that has to be a part of you and your identity.
It's similar to being in a car accident or something. Some people can get really lucky and the medical profession can ensure them a complete recovery. Some people get stuck with scars and permanent injuries. That's unfortunately how life plays out sometimes.
The only thing that bothers me is when people try to pin this on people (or even themselves) as some kind of character flaw. Although decreasingly frequently, it happens, and there is very little people can do to stop it from happening.
People don't decide to get scalded, or live in an absence of resources or anything.
>>7596626
I'm just kidding I own a.38S&W special revolver.
>Inb4 revolvers suck
>tfw too poor to buy a lolita coord
reee
>>7596640
Why not Bodyline?
>>7596593
t. Repressing gay man
Get lost agp
>>7596640
can someone just bone evangeline already
>>7596640
>Sissy clothing
Pls no! ;~;
I know the allure and how cool it seems, but it only looks good on 5'5" 45 kilos Japanese women
this biotin's doing wonders for my nails but absolutely nothing for my hair
>>7596647
>sissy clothing
;~;
re
>>7596644
pic
>>7596642
good question
i was just browsing lacemarket and haven't really looked at bodyline's stuff all the much desu
>>7596627
I mean, I'm not really dealing with dysphoria, just fear that people are clocking me.
>>7596631
>Some people get stuck with scars and permanent injuries. That's unfortunately how life plays out sometimes.
yeah and idk how they live with it either, let alone living grossly disfigured from head to toe like I am (and other hons)
>>7596655
young faces are good for transition
>>7596647
>tfw 5'6
>>7596658
I know, still want ffs though
>>7596651
Lolita isn't sissy. If it's something you enjoy, by all means. I'd check with /cgl/, it's been a few years since I was interested in it.
>>7596652
I have dysphoria all the fucking day. I just want to love myself.
Ugg, up way to early to go to a medical appointment.
>Meant to wake up at 7 to practice my presentation
>Woke up at 9 instead
Fuuuuug
>>7596607
Can't store one in my dorm room
Plus I don't think concealed carry is allowed on campus
>>7596664
Well it's obvious that a life choice born out of self hate doesent lead to self love
lolita is sissy tho...
>>7596661
I dont know if it could harm or not tho
sometimes it could be bad
i sent Eirini some money i owed her and in the name field i literally just put Eirini
i hope it gets to her well
>>7596659
>>7596655
Too tall, sorry. :(
>>7596664
Youbcan argue all you want about cosplay and how lolita is better quality but lolita in Japan is a direct analogue to sissy outfits in western culture.
You just got to be comfortable looking like a sissy. Own it and enjoy it and don't give a fuck about people thinking you look like a sissy.
>>7596684
when I think of sissies I think of 45 year old, fat and balding men in pink dresses and diapers
>>7596686
What can I say? They like lolita outfits as much or more than you do.
>>7596677
Self hatred was when I was fighting with myself, telling myself I wasn't trans enough to make it, that I would regret it if I tried.
I'm going to be a woman because I love myself to be true to myself.
>>7596684
...um, no, not really? It was actually an imitation of famous japanese bands when it started, though it soon became a culture on it's own.
>>7596690
there is a big difference from someone likening shoes and wanting to lick them
sorry for starting up that conversation about lolita fashion and it being sissy clothing or not
i hope no drama comes from this
>>7596697
>i hope no drama comes from this
where do you think you are
>>7596693
That's delusion not self love
Self love would be loving the body you were given by God.
>>7596689
aww :(
You
>>7596705
idk how I'll ever get it though, probably can never function without it, break down crying too often ;_;
>>7596707
eek
What's wrong with sissy clothing again?
>>7596707
finna get off this ride
>>7596689
Well maybe you'll be one of the lucky Westerners who can pull it off and be able to pull it off and look more like Alice in Wonderland than the queen of hearts :3
>>7596683
What did you use to transfer the money?
>>7596707
>tfw this what 90 percent of the population thinks transgenderism is
Me
Should making children transition before the age of 18 be considered child abuse?
>>7596697
lolita fashion looks really cute, too bad that I won't be able to wear it, without looking weird.
>>7596718
literally nothing. Don't listen to the mentally ill freaks who say otherwise
>>7596728
I think doctors should be more responsible
>>7596728
oh forced? yeah probably wtf
>>7596733
Why not? Children are very perceptible and can be convinced of anything. If you have mentally ill parents that tell you to change genders you would do it.
Haven't seen my therapist since before Christmas
wew
>>7596718
I can't pull it off, so it must be AGP
>>7596728
Before 10 - yes.
Before 18 - no.
It ought to be at the age where children can effectively speak for their own interests.
>>7596743
ok!
thanks anon/Gloomy c:
Im gonna buy Shakira a toy
>>7596745
16 is a good age
>>7596740
especially when they say stuff like
>DO IT NOW, OR YOU'LL NEVER BE HAPPY
that kinda adds pressure
>>7596740
>choosing to be called Tammy
>>7596693
Lol, they both have origins in liking victorian era feminine clothing.
>>7596695
Yuck anon. I wonder what other sorts of stuff you imagine.
>>7596718
I think it's people who like sissy clothing and don't want to accept liking sissy clothing. Whatever rocks your boat! Just own it and don't give half assed excuses because people who you think are ugly like the same things as you.
I mean I love Metallica even though some 70% of its fans are middle aged fat and balding men who hold different political, social and religious values as mine.
>>7596720
would you be willing to repair things with grace?
>>7596753
A lot of Metallica fans are liberal
>>7596749
yeah i'm kinda confused about this forced thing right now
>>7596746
Mh~ you're very nice, thank *you* :3
>>7596745
When I was 10 I wanted to be a velociraptor. If there was pills that would have mutated my hands into claws I might have taken them. especially if my parents were encouraging me to do it.
>>7596748
Any age after the start of puberty is a good age. Doesn't have to be fully through puberty though, so 13/14 are p good.
>>7596754
you don't want what I've got to say about that lmao
>>7596765
>When I was 10 I wanted to be a velociraptor
Usually that phase ends around 5. I'm concerned.
>>7596740
to an 11 year old, gender probably means playing with cars or playing with dolls
they have no understanding of the gravity of what gender means, and they won't until well into puberty
I hate to bring up John Money but I just did
Reply to this post if you like yaoi.
>>7596766
13/14 is still really young.
>>7596770
trip on, hanna
>>7596769
>to an 11 year old, gender probably means playing with cars or playing with dolls
>they have no understanding of the gravity of what gender means, and they won't until well into puberty
citation needed
Reply to this post if you like superior yuri!
>>7596728
Should making children before the age of 18 follow a religion that molds their view of the world, social interactions, diet and activities be considered child abuse?
>>7596776
>>7596767
I do, actually.
>>7596774
SEX you naive simpleton, i'm talking about sex
>>7596776
girl love is pure man love is sticky and musky
>>7596776
i like how cozy and warm they look, i'll give you that.
Good morning ladies!
How is everyone doing? C:
>>7596787
still alive then
>>7596781
why was somebody shitposting about raping u on r9k
>>7596791
Yep, and not itchy anymore~ ;w:
>>7596787
why r u in hospital
>>7596795
sinus tumor
for the millionth time
>>7596783
I knew what sex was when I was 11.
>>7596787
A-Ash? Did they remove your tumour? Are you going to live?
>>7596795
Had surgery yesterday, 8 hours long x_x.
>>7596777
Child abuse, yes, but with the extenuating circumstance of severe mental illness. Parents who push religious delusions on their kids still should be permanently locked up in a padded cell and said kids put up for adoption, obviously.
>>7596796
i dont browse this thread much coz it makes me sad
>>7596776
>>7596797
I bet you knew what nuclear physics was too, but you probably didn't understand it.
>>7596780
normally I would forgive and normally it's real hard for me to strongly dislike or hate someone to the point of wanting nothing to do with them but like, this is the second time I let her do this exact thing.
so no, she genuinely makes me sick and I have zero interest in letting her back into my life in any way and that's all I got to say about the shit.
>>7596804
idk they seemed autistic
>>7596806
You're the naive simpleton here
>>7596802
Agreed
>>7596769
I knew I was a girl in a boy's body at 7.
>>7596809
link posts or archive of posts?
they sexually violatedm e while i was passed out on the floor
>>7596808
don't hate grace, she's not an innately mean person, she's just kinda dumb
>>7596808
good boy, it's her loss really.
>>7596777
I personally thing not feeding a growing child meat should be considered child abuse.
>>7596810
ouch that hurt me
knowing about sex and understand sex aren't the same thing was my point
this confuses me about children as young as 10 that claim to be gay
they don't have a physical attraction to anybody yet, so how would they even know?
>>7596814
if you were 100% sure, why didn't you transition
>>7596814
am i faketrans because I only ever started thinking about this when I was around 13/14/15?
when i was talking to doctors they kept asking if i played with girls toys and stuff and I was just like "eh, idk not really" and they seemed disappointed
>>7596816
oh, in the thread the person called isla was responding to the OP so idk, if you dont remember it probably wasnt you
>>7596823
>if you were 100% sure, why didn't you transition
our society isn't very accepting of that anon, do you live under a rock?
>>7596771
Getting on blockers at that age is the safest way probably
>>7596817
My birthday wish last year for you to get cancer fucking scammed me
>>7596804
ew
>>7596805
i'm glad you like /u/ now
>>7596829
Other kids have done it
I don't think you were 100% sure
>>7596835
my parents wouldn't let me and called me a fag, what was i supposed to do?
>>7596823
Not her and not that early but I was ashamed
Knew it around 9 - end of elementary school
>>7596818
>she's just kinda dumb
right? like I expected after over a year she'd have a little more control over herself but apparently that isn't the case even though she knew what she did was wrong this time, but by that time she was already in the process of replacing me after everything she claimed she wanted from me, so it's kind of hard not to resent her lmao.
>>7596820
duh
>>7596817
how ya doin ash other than that stuff?
>>7596824
its been months since ive posted on r9k
>>7596830
eh..
blockers maybe but definitely not E/T
>>7596834
yuri is lame
>>7596776
If you like yaoi you're heterosexual as hell.
If you like straight stuff you're hetero, but you are either uncomfortable with yourself, or your boylust just isn't strong enough, so you need something to self-insert as.
If you like yuri you're gay as hell, and while in theory you could be comfortable enough in yourself that you don't need to self-insert, it's not possible to tell.
>>7596824
>am i faketrans because I only ever started thinking about this when I was around 13/14/15?
Nope. Some people insists that they were girls as soon as they were able to speak, but I dare say that most people didn't start thinking about this around the time of onset of puberty.
>>7596830
What I did for my first try wasn't as safe. Self-medding BCPs at 15... But that's all I could do back then.
>>7596820
It sure is ^^
>>7596842
The internet isn't a good place for trust or a relationship Birdy. Stop being a dumbass.
>>7596851
birth control pills?
>>7596839
I'm not blaming you, I'm just saying other children had a stronger will
I'm not condoning guilting parents and doctors, but they were adamant that it was what they wanted
you weighed up the pros and cons and decided not to persue it, like any rational person would
>>7596760
Yeah! In the 90s hippies were orgasming on the And Justice For All album with it's anti war, anti fascism and ecological lyrics.
>>7596857
Yeah, Diane, usually two pills a day.
>>7596858
no i'm literally asking you what i was supposed to do, i needed consent from my parents
>>7596851
Your photo shooting pics are glorious. Maybe it helped.
I tried to man up very long and fucked my shoulders and back.
>>7596863
you want to blame me for your childhood?
This is beyond me
I know that some children have been put into foster care where their foster parents permitted them to take blockers.
Would you have gone that far?
>>7596598
first you need to pass which you currently dont hon hon
watch your profanity
will I still need spiro if I get orchi?
boring
>>7596823
>this confuses me about children as young as 10 that claim to be gay
>they don't have a physical attraction to anybody yet, so how would they even know?
In sex-ed my teacher said that it's possible to fall in love before puberty, but after puberty you start to become sexually interested in each other. Maybe you weren't around for that lesson.
I take this as true because I distinctly remember several couples forming in fourth to fifth class. They didn't do much, they just held hands and drew hearts on the walls with their names inside.
>>7596855
why the fuck would I ever bother with normie girls though, that's just asking for awkwardness and failure on account of not really being able to connect on anything lmao.
>>7596871
*profamity
>>7596873
I don't think so
>>7596593
So wait I'm confused, if I sleep next to my girlfriend for months and we don't really do anything and like I don't think about her sexually, but any time a guy talks to me I start blushing furiously, that doesn't make me straight right?
I have a girlfriend
>>7596877
And they lack those sexy sexy penises
>>7596581
>transitioning is like learning a second language
>if you start after puberty does, you'll never fully succeed
>people will always be able to tell unless you dedicate your life to passing
>but at that point you won't really have a life
>>7596884
Preach
>>7596875
you mean platonic friendship
Yes I was aware of that. Thanks for the refresher.
And yes, it's common for children to have boy/girlfriends with absolutely nothing to relate to in primary school. Usually after the sex-ed class as you mentioned.
Children also think smoking makes them appear grownup.
>>7596875
That's just social pressure, they're indoctrinated by media, this is why a lot of lesbians go through a very confusing straight phase
>>7596886
hugg anon
>>7596884
yeah and by connect I meant both penises inside each other at the SAME TIME :smirk:
>>7596868
i don't understand who you're trolling with the first bit or if you're trying to come off as witty or something
my seven year old self wasn't aware you could do that, nor did they know about hormones at all. i'm advocating for a system wherein children shouldn't need to do that, they should be able to get the hep they need properly.
>>7596704
>loving the body you were given by God
Exactly, the shitty body with the neurological condition that forces the individual to imprint as the opposite gender. Which also creates great emotional distress due to essentially being allergic to the hormones your genitals create. That god made. And gave to you.
Gotta love it...
Gotta fucking love it.
>>7596897
h-hot
>>7596802
>Tfw CFH is Marianne reborn
I <3 u so much
>>7596817
Best news ever!I'm so happy about this Ash! I hope you make a speedy recovery. :3
>>7596821
How about forcing a child who doesn't want to eat meat to eat it? How about exposing children to your recreational alcohol/tobacco/drug use?
I just think these are complex questions and shouldn't be alt-right meme'd into oblivion.
I knew I wanted to be a girl when I was 3. My earliest memories are wanting to wear a swimsuit like my grandmother and asking her when I would grow breasts and being told that was wrong and I should be ashamed of it.
My boobs feel bigger
>>7596897
Xcuse me but my penis is the alpha penis and it's the one that gets to eat the other penis.
>>7596877
Still though, dating people off the internet has always been a shitty idea and im honestly not surprised you got fucked over. Im not sure what she did to you but if you really bought that bitch presents and shit man how do you fall for that.
>>7596896
hugg
>>7596904
Lol
>>7596704
God made me trans for a reason
>>7596907
Dude just chill. stop trying to cock block me
>>7596581
>if you start after puberty does, you'll never fully succeed
>people will always be able to tell unless you dedicate your life to passing
>but at that point you won't really have a life
That's it. I'm done.
>>7596893
>this is why a lot of lesbians go through a very confusing straight phase
>>7596898
Come on, I didn't call you a troll, pay me the same respect please.
If I'm wrong, tell me why.
Then your seven year old self was very lacking in critical knowledge.
I remember an episode of the simpsons in around 1992 where the words "sex change" were mentioned and I asked my mother what it meant, and she told me.
I knew from that point that it was possible.
Your cause is noble, harm reduction. It's also the cause of every medical professional in the country, and they've had more time to consider it than you have. Trust their judgement.
>>7596913
why don't you have this conversation in discord?
>>7596831
>Not knowing the rules of wishing
Lol birthday wishes only work on yourself dork!
>>7596883
Maybe you're just bi curious. Women's sexuality fluctuate and are rarely 100% lesb or straight.
Try kissing a guy you like or maybe participate in a threesome with a girl you're friends with (wink wink) if your girlfriend doesn't want to explore that part of your sexuality.
>>7596915
Don't worry you (partial) dyke. You actually like dick so you're not that gay.
>>7596915
Elanna!!!!
will I need spiro after orchi?
>>7596915
Omg Elanna! Are you going lesb or are you just shitposting?
>>7596917
But we're having a different conversation in discord :^)
>>7596924
Yes
>>7596899
Unless you can prove it and there is a actual test that shows a transition identifier that is ratified and supported by the scientific community. Then I'll accept your feelings.
Otherwise it's just neurosis, mental schizophrenic level hallucinations and rampant runaway self loathing and anxiety of mentally confused men.
>>7596916
i said i didn't understand if you were trolling, i'm clearly not blaming you for anything.
i lacked critical knowledge because i was a part of a system that couldn't get me the help i needed. that includes education on the subject.
you're right i do think psychologists' diagnosis of gender dysphoria should be trusted and the steps to starting hrt be initiated.
Red pill me on detransitioning
Tbh my leg work outs have been working great. My legs are amazing. Just need a little more on the butt and I'm perf.
>>7596923
No, if you'll need anything it will be testosterone supplementation due to lack of energy. You'll be below normal female range.
>>7596924
Shitposting
>>7596922
:D
>>7596918
I'll get yours in a headlock
>>7596934
Destransitioning is like transitioning.
The only way to win is to never have to do it
Does anyone have experience with opiates? Particularly, overdoses?
>>7596936
thanks senpai!!!! your so cool! I want to get orchi this year and my therapist said they would sign for it if I wanted, going to talk to endo about it too soon.
>>7596941
yeah if you take a lot of it you overdose
>>7596934
>>7596936
>Implying I'd let that happen
>>7596941
yeah my childhood friend killed himself with opiates
>>7596942
Are you planning on getting SRS in the future or no?
>>7596953
heroin overdoses are supposedly painless even though you look like you're suffering on the outside
>>7596941
i did
it sucked
was painful i was freaking out, and when i was in the hospital they made me puke and they injected this very painful fluid into my arm
>>7596953
it was kind of recent so i'm guessing it was laced with fentanyl
>>7596944
That's not nice...
But saved
>>7596938
I do love a good catch 22
>>7596935
...;-;
>>7596946
>ywn put birdy's cock in a headlock in your mouth
>>7596915
https://i.imgur.com/lKDcR2w.gifv
>>7596913
Birdys overrated.
>>7596918
Pic related my man
:/// morning
nth for put me in the grave
>>7596951
probably not, I'm terrified of it in it's current form and could not afford to go to good one probably. maybe if they ever figure out to apply that artificial tissue growth thing they are working on to it, maybe then idk
I love mtf birth photos, it just looks like a guy holding his pot belly
>>7596933
not in all cases, please can we agree on that
if this was 10 years ago then I'd probably agree with you, but this is the digital age
transgenderism amongst children is the highest it's ever been in recorded history, and I'm going to go out on a limb and say that it's because of media exposure
the term 'transtrender' gets thrown around here a bit, well children are even more susceptible to ideas of that nature
especially when transgender children are always being praised and adorned on TV or whatever
It's a minefield of legal and ethic problems, no denying that.
sorry that you feel as though your chance at happiness was robbed from you, but you'll survive.
>>7596942
Good luck!
>tfw you finally give up on everything completely
i'm starting to smell from the bad hygiene
night
>>7596961
Me on the right
>>7596946
I don't know how you're intending to fight my weenus then
>>7596967
Well then orchi away I guess
>>>/pol/107664534
>>>/pol/107664744
Who the fuck is Following me on all the different boards.
Go away
>>7596968
ftm?
>>7596957
Fentanyl is the one in particular I am reading about. Very low dosages are fatal, very high, pure dosages are sold for very cheap.
>>7596956
I hear this sometimes and I wonder if it's because non-intentional overdoses are usually lower doses than intentional, suicidal overdoses, and as such don't knock you out as quickly or painlessly.
>>7596968
>mtf birth photos
delet this
>>7596963
>birdys overrated
aren't you a fat, pasty autist? who cares what you think.
>>7596977
i was hoping it would kill me
it wasnt nice
>>7596974
As annoying as you coming here saying how not trans you are, or how you found the cure, honestly.
>>7596973
Can I have your discord?
>>7596974
YOU'RE IN REPRESSION, AMY
>>7596581
I really really really want to fuck some boipucci. any trannies need a strong man in their lives that will love them tenderly til the end of time?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KFXA_-2cIYU
if none of you want a strong man in your lives, how do i seduce my t-girl friend?
>>7596979
Clearly you do since you think im gonna cockblock you from Birdy. Trust me nobody can cockblock birdy because this guy is the type who dates the first best willing girl to come his way, youre good.
>>7596973
>>7596970
I'll do my best! testosterone be gone!
>>7596989
That wasn't me lol
>>7596986
elanna#9413
>>7596986
Please use plenty of lubrication
>>7596995
You aint wearing a nametag.
Also I think you got cucked by Elanna though, sorry lass.
>>7596981
what I say is true tho
>>7596983
Leave this handsome gay man alone
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SSh1vYU5okY
>>7596932
Just take your moans bitch... You wreak of repression. No one is this angsty without masturbating in front of the mirror whilst wearing panties :3
/mtfg/ has been incredibly bitchy today
I'm going to chill out with smash
>>7596999
I don't mind
Maybe I could join them :^)
>>7596975
>>7596978
Whoops
just cleaned my room with a field recording of a forest in the bg :3
>>7596936
>Shitposting
I dunno, you seem to really like making those voice clips for nim
When is Cartman 6.0 going to evolve and order estrogen? I have money riding on this.
>>7596969
>leave it to the professionals kid :^)
>w-wait no the digital age!
embarassing
>but you'll survive.
survival in this case is stumbling through depression and suicidal ideation until i meet my natural demise, i'm really glad i'll survive according to you.
this is goodbye for now friend.
>>7596893
>this is why a lot of lesbians go through a very confusing straight phase
Maybe it's why you went through a girl phase. ;)
>>7597022
that's the spirit
there's always people worse off than you, perspective is good
>>7596928
>Answering soft questions but not thought experiments questioning stuff.
Indeed :3
>>7596936
>The heart of 1.000.000 transbians break.
Lol
>>7596934
There's this documentary about a girl who transitioned 100% in her twenties srs and ffs and voice surgery and collagen injections and stuff and when she was in her 40s and her beauty had aged and her husband divorced her, she decided to become a gay male and got her breast implants removed and started t shots and became a hyper masc bodybuilder with a a weird face and the voice of a muppet and he explained that he advertised himself to his gay potential partners as the awesomest frottage experience because he didn't have a vagina, but an inverted penis and guys could be inside his penis. Like the two penises kissing.
There was also this story about a girl who started transition but then detransed because church and now was a balding motorcycle enthusiast who was sad as living as a male because the feelings were still there.
I can't find this vid anymore, it was on YouTube and was one of those 20/20 or similar investigative reports.
So I guess that if you're lucky like you could live a life like theirs.
>>7597026
Sass I'm not 100% big spoon just like 70%!
>>7596934
>stop taking hrt
>get mastectomy
>regret
>start taking pills again
>get boob job.
>>7597020
It's never gonna happen because I'm not trans, but why do I even waste my time bothering with this, usually I'd not reply to this stupid shit but since its you I'll make an exception. I dont get why you're giving me such a hard time about it when fucking birdy here can switch genders four times in the span of his presence here and doesnt get shit for it now that he claims hes male again lol.
>>7597019
I like pretending to be a boy and I think it's really cute that nim seems to be attracted to my male voice.
>>7597017
nice
>>7597022
>leave it to the professionals kid :^)
>w-wait no the digital age!
I'm going to assume you didn't read or didn't understand
I don't particularly care, I know you'll never listen to anybody but yourself
best of luck
>>7597002
Actually not my words. But the opinion of a professional medical official I know
And besides. Even if I did do that. That would be agp. Which means I woudlent be trans.
And a healthy outlet for such behaviour is crossdressing combined with gay sex
>>7597028
That's cool! Being little spoon is comfy AF.
>>7597036
Yeah it is desu
>>7596936
>Shitposting
suuuuuure
>>7597032
tfw I exist within deep within level infinite
>>7597032
that chart is missing the final tier
>>7597032
level 3 weird faggot
>>7597031
Why would you like that someone is attracted to a male quality about you?
>>7597032
Where is vocaloid positioned?
>>7597031
To quote you from yesterday:
>nim and boy-lanna, sittin in a tree. k-i-s-s-i-n-g
>>7597035
Titty. Skittles.
Get em in ya slut, you'll feel soooooooooooo much better :3
It's OK to be trans sweetheart <3 Don't let your internalized transphobia stop you from being the woman you are!
>>7597051
Why do you enjoy tormenting me in all the non-fun ways Elanna, I got better suggestions.
>no gf to cuddle and tell me I'll be okay
is it okay to be a little
>>7597051
I never said I did such behaviour. I'm merely explaining the solution if i did.
Fetishisation is an inherently male trait. Woman do not obsess over things sexually the way men do. As well as receiving validation for submissive behaviour. That is in fact a male trait. Observed non-sexually in military hierarchy when a solider received praise from his commanding officer.
And is sexually observed in a relationship between a beta male and an alpha male.
I don't fit any of these examples. I am merely explaining them.
>>7597063
It's so cute that you're gay now
>>7597032
Oh wow
here's a link
someone in a spoopy /mu/ thread shared an album from the label and i liked it
https://zvukolom.bandcamp.com/album/soundscapes-of-summer
>>7597064
but I'm a lot
>>7597066
why?
>>7597059
I have a healthy balance of masculine and feminine personality traits. I see now need.
>>7597070
because yuri is cute :)
>>7597059
No don't you fucking dare push that trans propogranda, people not addicted and reliant on estrogen as their only hormone as their body has shut down their own production need to get out of here before it's too late
>>7597074
f-f-f-aye.......... please
>>7597075
And what if you like both boys and girls?
>>7597054
I am not entirely sure
It's a male feature that I have control over so it's on my terms
I guess I'm comfortable with it and it feels like they're attracted to part of me that's there but generally hidden from people?
>>7597056
Yeaaah do you have a point you're making?
>>7597067
Thank you. It does sound interesting~
I think you and Anna fit quite well together :>
>>7597080
you silly little girl, being mean is core of being man.
>>7597074
https://youtu.be/Z2ao7Mx1Z8c?list=FLOLkOe9360_YVVs0luUmS6Q
But I'll never have boobs if I don't get my E!
>>7597082
Hope you enioy c:
>I think you and Anna fit quite well together :>
r-really? :o
im so glad to hear that
>>7597065
>Observed non-sexually in military hierarchy when a solider received praise from his commanding officer.
>Tfw when your commander says "Good kill son."
>tfw he killed you
>>7597081
I think nim might have a crush on you Elanna.
>look in the mirror while choosing an outfit
>actually think i look decent
~wow good feel~
>>7597087
Mh~ yeah it's fascinating somehow, just like that weird movie Anna recommended me :O
Yeah I really think so, I hope you'll have a lot of fun tomorrow :>
>>7597096
I wish I had a mirror in here
>>7597094
yeah no shit
>>7597094
who doesnt tho
>finally get to spend a night with my bf tonight
he said he misses me lots
>>7597094
I'm not so sure of that
Nim only seems to have a crush when I pretend to be a boy for her
>>7597065
>receiving validation for submissive behaviour. That is in fact a male trait.
Does this mean liking headpats makes me a guy?
>no one ever has a crush on eva
>>7597096
unfamiliar feel
>>7597092
oops
>>7597098
>fascinating
t-thanks!
>I hope you'll have a lot of fun tomorrow :>
Thank you very much, very kind of you to say that ^^
im pretty nervous though
>>7597108
ur not a handsome man so ur disqualified from my crush list
>>7597108
i do, but i don't know what you look like
>>7597108
Birdy thought you were cute before you went transbian. Just sayin'.
>>7597107
How does she act differently with bro-lanna
>>7597108
I had one
>>7597107
Yes.
>>7597116
I am going to F U C K I N G kill you
>>7597107
wait if you're not going for it how do i snag nim for myself. I tried talking to her on discord but she's really distant
>>7597123
I want it to be tonight already
>>7597117
There is a sharp uptick in the number of blushing anime girls that get posted.
>>7597121
Ok, cool, I was worried I might be a girl for a while there
I will never rest until I find this documentary
>>7597123
no idea why that quoted
>>7597130
watcha looking for
>>7597127
Of course I'm not going to snag nim, I think that might upset my partner
Idk, find something in common to talk about? I can't say I have much experience with getting with someone with the intent of it, it usually just happens by accident.
>>7597130
Want some help?
>>7597108
Bottoms up on the bleach for me
(._. )
why is kayla wishing cancer upon ufufu and ash?
>>7597142
sorry :c
>>7597143
presumably envy
>>7597143
Kayla has always been an absolute piece of shit garbage person
http://www.duncantrussell.com/
listen to the newest episode. talks about post modernism and transgender bills.
>>7597143
Kayla is convinced she'll never pass (she's wrong about that) so she's very envious of girls who do and that she thinks have it easy.
>>7597143
kaylas an ugly bitch : ^)
>ffs and tran stuff isn't considered medically necessary enough for forced coverage
I feel sad and feel like I'm losing my boy slowly and slowly every day to the distance between us. I can't help but agonize over what we would be and where we would be if it wasn't for his relocation for work.
Now I'm stuck in this small town of 5,000 for another 3-4 months while he lives it up big in downtown Chicago. I'm so happy for his success but its also bitter because it means not being an active part of his life. I feel like he is just gonna forget about me eventually. Plus, I don't even have a car that I trust to get 3 hours back/forth and his car is in my town right now being worked on but he doesn't want to pay the $2000 for it since he doesn't need a car in downtown Chicago.
He tells me everything will be okay, it will work out, etc, but I'm not stupid enough to believe that. Even worse, his new phone is a work phone and so is his laptop so we can't really sext, lewd cam, etc. It feels like the universe is doing everything it can to allow him to forget about me.
for the record, we've been bffs for ~10+ years so maybe this is all autistic ruminating. idk
what do, mtfg?
:\
Where can I find cute drawfag images of transgirls??
>>7597172
>>>/d/
>>7597176
>Did you see my newest pics? :)
unfortunately, yes
i made myself a bagel and got butter in my hair
>>7597074
I lucked out
>>7597180
hugg buddi
>>7597176
>aged spanish man pretends to be a woman
>>7597158
I currently have a full beard after a month of growth and I told my gf I want to be her boyfriend
>>7597194
hru
>>7597180
>i made myself a bagel and got butter in my hair
how is it even possible to be this incompetent at life
was your food helper off sick today or something
>>7597171
You're feelings are real but your insecurities are going on a rampage. Talk to him without going psycho and take his answers at face value.
Maybe save up for a surprise trip? Uber? Lol i dunno.
Look, you've been together for almost 10 years, so you feel like home to him. This is both a blessing and a curse, so play up on things that he doesn't know about or hasn't experienced with you. (Like sex positions you haven't tried, lingerie, publicité sex, whatever rocks your socks. Or being less lewd, new music/books/movies)
I say this because I have these neurosis and insecurities that when I let them run rampant actually turn off or drive away people who love or like me.
am i a woman yet
>>7597147
Sup momma
>>7597208
yes :)
>>7597206
pretty sad
>email that be bad news
>just ignore it
Gee, I sure do love being me.
>>7597215
what's wrong
>>7597181
I'd take mine because than has infinite blink on command 2
>>7597208
you're my woman
>>7597214
thanks
>>7597217
sad about face not being like cis girl
>>7597206
You know, ponytails are a thing
my boyfriend had to move for school and i really want dick now.
>>7597220
im sorry but only anna can truly say this
>>7597228
>baby
Don't emasculate me I'm not a girl
>>7597166
HRT is the maximum that should be covered i think
How do you contain your boylust?
i find myself really craving cock.
>>7597234
Tfw ffs revision was covered through insurance.
Feels great mane
>>7597234
Why not SRS, most states require it to legally become a woman, you can't serve in the military without it in most cases
>>7597239
that's a lil gay isla
>>7597234
i definitly agree but im definitly not gonna reject the money they give me for srs right now
>>7597206
just get one of these.
>>7597235
By remaining within my bedroom at all times and never contacting anyone outside this general.
It's the only way to be sure.
>>7597232
I'm sorry sir, I apologize I seem to have forgotten my place.
>>7597244
Final fantasy record keeper, it's pretty ok, don't need to spend money to beat stuff, and I love sprite based final fantasy fighting
>>7597239
There's a great cock place just around the corner from my house. They do a brilliant special fried dick and a great diced knob in black bean sauce. Cheap too!
>>7597235
why contain it?
i really want love but i'm bad
Im rly starting to stress about the therapist appointment i have tomorrow ;-;
>>7597248
>never contacting anyone outside this general.
But I'm going to keep posting gay shit in it?
>It's the only way to be sure.
Is this an Aliens reference?
>>7597235
by having sex with my boy. it makes it temporarily go away
>>7597261
That's the opposite of why to go to therapy tho
i want someone to tuck me in
>>7597266
I wanna make it clear that i know im a tranny but im scared he wont believe me
>>7597269
accuse him of being a tranny to break the ice
>>7597253
Thanks brah
guys I wish my hair wasn't shit!!!1
one of my friends is absolutely convinced im a gay. idk do I give off dyke vibes or something? i keep telling her it's not a meme i really am str8 but it's like she won't listen and keeps insisting i like girls :|
>>7597274
>I want someone to wash all my clothes and cook all my meals.
move back in with your mom?
tfw best friend got assasulted for being a lezzie
and now im too spooked to enter public areas in case a similar thing happens to me ://///
>>7597275
you do kinda look like a lesbo to me
>>7597281
wtf how do u look like a lesb?
>>7597275
the way you constantly talk about being straight and liking dick gives off insecurity vibes
>>7597279
Where does your friend live?
>>7597279
This post makes me want to burn people.
What gets you all out of bed in the mornings?
I wake up and go back to sleep repeatedly every day. I'm usually in bed for 12 hours or more. When I can't fall back asleep any more, I just lie in bed for an hour or two trying to think of a reason to get up, but nothing comes to mind.
>>7597298
Hope that things get better.
I know that sounds cliche but it's all we can do.
>>7597275
You haven't met your irl dommy mommy yet, bb
>>7597298
I had to feet my cat and tortoise. Otherwise today I would have stayed in bed till death.
>>7597279
tfw can't hug a faye
>>7597305
why isn't hrt seen as cosmetic
>>7597212
Hi bb
How r u???????
i think my shrink gets doubts about me being trans. or at least he gets doubts that hrt and srs help me. welp. like i'm on 'mones for 6 months, gotten great progress so far with a to b cups and stuff but i still feel like shit most of the time and don't have any motivation to do anything. i can hardly think of myself as a girl and i don't think anyone else will ever do. he says that i should feel better by now because most do. am i really that weird?
>>7597312
Its along the lines of anti depressants being covered, since it is proven for the most part that it can serve as an anti depressant.
>>7597305
>Removing growths that cause emotional discomfort, a dead/anxiety ridden sex life, and severe depression is cosmetic.
So is BA after cancer
.
Or reconstruction after a bad burn.
But it's all medically necessary for a better quality of health & life
>>7597279
Move to florida, get a gun, stand your ground.
>>7597316
How does it feel to lie about suicide
>>7597323
Shes a brit.
>>7597284
theres just a type of person who looks like one
>>7597318
and how does it act as an anti depressant
>>7597305
It can be to stop dysphoria, like repairing face from disfigurement in accident, same concept.
>>7597308
>>7597326
Oh so they where muslimes
Tell her to get some and wrap it around a bat if you guys can still have them
>>7597279
liar.
She got attacked for being trans
>>7597326
Oh well, her and her friends are pm sacrificed on the altar of multiculture then by her government. Theres only gonna be more muslims there roaming in gangs harassing anyone for anything, and in particular trans and gay people.
>>7597334
*bacon
>>7597316
I'm good Ty! Left my job so I'm p much playing music full time!
How are you??
>>7597279
omg
>>7597333
A girl asked for my number on the way out of therapy yesterday.
Told me she was into a pretty butch like me.
Nohomo bromo.
But I guarantee a girl of my demeanor would be your type.
>>7597305
It's no longer cosmetic if you can't legally be a woman until you have it in a 1/3 of the country
>>7597341
Omg.
I completely forgot.
Basic is 100% cis now.
How bad is transphobia irl really? Do people yell slurs at you a lot? Do employers refuse to hire you because you're trans?
>>7597332
It contributes to the decrease of dysphoria in extreme levels.
>>7597332
FFS is quite expensive though, like idk it just really doesn't make sense.
FFS should have to be paid for in my view.
I guess I'm biased since I don't need/want ffs.
>>7597336
>>7597334
yea ._.
>>7597347
Thats why those states should allow you to legally be a woman if you pay the fees and go through a court hearing.
is liking girls bad?
>>7597358
hope not
>>7597220
Back off desu
Frangi is mine
>>7597357
>It contributes to the decrease of dysphoria in extreme levels
wouldn't srs and ffs do the same?
>>7597350
Hiring - its abysmal you need a college degree to have the same chance of getting a job that a black felon does, actually slightly worse then that
Irl it's as bad as you look, if no one can tell then you don't deal with it
>>7597347
>Doing an oil change & troubleshooting other issues on some young mom's Chevy Traverse
>She walks in with her tiny baby
>Drive her car into the stall
>It reeks of brand new baby
'Baby smell'
>Had to get one of the work bros to check fuses & and drive it out afterward b/c I was triggered af.
>I will never know this smell in my lifetime, on my belongings
>I've become a witch who hates the smell of children
>>7597350
I can't say for others but I really never had any problems here in the Bible Belt. Had no issues really with getting a job and never had anyone throw slurs at me or try to attack me.
>>7597358
yes. you might wanna read your bible again.
>>7597341
>p much playing music full time!
12/10 very good
Very very very good
So like what're you doing? Gigging? Being a session musician??? Telle me more
I'm okay, pretty decent. Actually about to work on some music myself haha.
Did u move yet-?
>>7597350
Transphobia is restricted to visible transpeople really, so unless you don't pass, or you're openly trans, you're safe
>>7597349
Lol nope
I wish I was (._. ) check your Skype ill show you
>>7597350
I live in Sweden and I have never once been treated badly for being trans. People have only ever been helpful or at worst just didn't know how to deal with me.
>>7597379
we shouldn't deny people care because it's expensive
>I don't actually think anything should be covered
why
>>7597357
Yes just like we didn't need national gay marriage and those states should have let those gay parents see their own child in the hospital before they went to the Supreme Court
If we're nesting conditional alternative realities, we should be granted stem cell wombs to breed a white master race
>>7597344
except I'm not attracted to girls you homo and no my bf isn't the hats keeping me from them because a girl wanted to start dating on okcupid before he did but I told her I wasn't interested
what part of im not gay and not atttacted to girls isn't registering?
>Arguing about what treatments you think "should" be covered.
There are official guidelines for this written by people who know a lot more than you, fyi. It generally favours hrt + srs but not ffs.
>>7597357
most medical procedures are very expensive, just seeing a doctor for 30 minutes can cost over 1k before insurance, we are a very small part of the population and adding coverage to us wouldn't effect insurance rates in the slightest. Gender dysphoria is a medical condition that needs treatment. Why is it okay to spend 190 fucking billion dollars each year on fat fucks that choose to eat like pigs but not cover trans people who have no choice?
>>7597391
why aren't i allowed to disagree with them?
>>7597350
I've never experienced transphobia in public. I live in rural Indiana/Midwest.
>>7597377
It's fantastic. Gigging between three different bands. Have an album coming out later in the year too though so that's fun! We're trying to get on the festival circuit this year. We played a few last year and it went down really well.
Awh awesome!! What are you working on?
Nah not yet. In fact we might not even. Things are pretty good here right now and transitioning is going much smoother than I expected since leaving work.
>>7597397
i dont think pigs should be covered.
>>7597350
I've only had one slur yelled at me in public but
then again I don't even pass as a wannabe-girl.
Have been aggressively "he"-d though when I
tried to make it kinda obvious
>>7597375
Good christians don't sin.
>>7597379
I was getting confident and all but now I'll end
up being too skittish to go out wearing nice stuff
or try passing in public
>>7597357
I think it should be mandatory, would cut down the suicide rates and it probably isn't going to be much overall since we are pretty rare
>>7597398
I just want to let you know that your uneducated opinion doesn't matter. Just in case you get too invested, you can look back at my post and think "oh right, I'm an armchair psychologist who doesn't have any influence on this topic."
>>7597408
she doesn't care if people die because it's her opinion
>tfw agp's are generally smarter than straight transpeople
What does this mean? why are we so stupid?
>>7597402
Hi basic, I've never talked to you before! I'm a full time musician as well. I have a degree in composition and I teach music theory/production/etc.
Got any links to your work?
>it's an "isla projects all her insecurities and priviledges on the rest of the world" episode
I wanna get this dumb presentation over with so I can be done with my day
>"anon you're so prepared for this, you must've worked on this all yesterday"
>tfw did fuck all yesterday
>"s-sure, yeah"
>>7597298
Because each day gives me the opportunity to try to fix what I hate about myself, and I can't let that opportunity go by.
I used to have a lot of trouble functioning day to day until I started taking hrt and seeing a therapist
>>7597305
It's cosmetic but I can't get my birth certificate changed without shelling out $20k+ and every other SRS requirement which is pretty shit.
>>7597357
Good luck convincing those states' legislators.
>>7597380
Why don't I have you on skype? :(
>>7597410
i have an intimate understanding of my own psyche and i disagree with them
>>7597379
>I don't actually think anything should be covered.
>says the 1%
>>7597435
I'm not in the 1% yet anon.
I'll let you know when I am, just so I can irritate you.
>>7597435
She just lost the argument and it's got her all pissy.
anons around this time are always dum
>>7597440
what argument
these are opinions
there is no argument
>>7597416
Hey! Oh wow that's awesome!!! I studied management, production and engineering years ago but didn't do anything out of it :/
I don't really like posting things here desu.
In fact only a couple of my online friends have heard anything I've done lol
>>7597425
Because you have me on discord and I only use Skype to talk to Valq!
>>7597439
what ever you say senpai
Anyone here take antidepressants/antipsychotics?
>>7597429
>i have an intimate understanding of my own psyche
No you don't. You're the patient, not the psychologist.
But even if you did, this is something that needs to be generalized anyway. The treatment most likely to work on any given transsexuals gets covered.
>>7597450
yes.
>>7597450
i take anxiety/depression medicine but its mostly for anxiety i have a really bad time managing stress
>>7597450
I used to take Prozac, it kinda helped, or at least I'm noticably worse after stopping.
>>7597448
Oh ok :) this makes sense to me. I <3 u
I wish it was easier
>>7597453
what do you take?
Public Service Announcement:
Estrogen is a highly addictive drug. The dealers in this thread just want to get you hooked.
>>7597471
*Backhands you*
>Little bitch is making shit up.
>>7597451
Pristiq antidepressant
Xanax antianxiety
They seem to be working wll. I've legit nwvwr been more happy in my life and I don't get bogged down with upsets or insecurities.
I just cry more and have these wierd obsessive crushes like I was some teenage girl >:(
I'm attributing that to hormones tho.Because I was never like that.
>>7597463
>I wish it was easier
Then we need to purge about ~5 billion people. The immense overpopulation of planet guarantees pain, struggle, and suffering due to resource scarcity.
It would be easier for everyone if there were less people, in absolutely all respects.
>>7597448
>I don't really like posting things here desu.
Ooo, okie. Fair enough. Here is some of my work if you wanna check it: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u3AxDHGthEk
I did the animation/production/composition/performance/etc.
>>7597402
Oh damn
That sounds gnarly as fuck dude
What kinds of bands?
And album??? Niceeeeeeeeeee. Are you writing on it, or just playing?
Some editing, vocal editing, rip
>transitioning is going much smoother than I expected since leaving work.
This doesn't surprise me lolol
>>7597450
>taking crazy pills
Why would anyone do this
>>7597471
My endo said that you're all shills for sites that sell them and not actually my friends :(
>>7597471
oh okay ill throw mine out
thanks lani
>>7597484
Your endorsement is lining his own pockets with your addiction
>>7597471
Tfw had to go off E for surgery but now just got back on recently
>>7597484
*Endo.
Fucking....
Ugh
>>7597485
N-no please don't
I want us to be addicts together
The little blue pills are amazing
>>7597484
I am not an adbot
Please buy all medication from ADC™
>>7597494
;_;
>>7597471
>tfw never did drugs before finding mtfg, but now I shoot up once a week
>tfw looking down and watching the syringe empty that sweet estrogen into my butt
>will never be a mom
>>7597503
I would, but it doesn't ship to Germany :(
I wish I could buy patches and injections...
>>7597450
Yes
>>7597461
<3
>>7597476
I don't quite have to time to listen to it right now but I checked out the animation, Holy fuck you're talented!!!
>>7597479
A funk band, a cover band and a weird kind of, Electro jazz pop kind of thing. Idk. Think hiatus kaiyote
Well the songs were written by a different guy. So I was just just recording guitar and backing vocals for it.
Uggggh vocal editing is fucking awful
Hah well Idk I expected to have more problems
Here's my current boymode and girl mode
https://unsee.
cc/pinuseza/
>>tfw one hour in portland
What do? Also no roaming. Dont forgot you are all beautiful =]
>>7597503
Going off E sucks but can't have those blood clots during surgery
>>7597503
but i wanna be clean
>>7597513
>I don't quite have to time to listen to it right now but I checked out the animation, Holy fuck you're talented!!!
All good! Thanks a lot. :D
You are super pretty and your boy mode is failing hard, girl. lol
How long have you been on HRT?
>>7597513
I really love that dress, I want to steal it
Where is the boymode pic, I think you forgot it, that's just two girl pics
Ohh I see. Backing vocals? How did you feel doing that?
Also all of those bands sound fun af, if u ever record a show or something send it to me bb
Are you playing guitar in every band or do you have bass duities somewhere?
I would post a picture myself but I don't think I've taken any pictures recently lo
Vocal editing sucks, especially when Kys your own voice I REALLY wish I could have someone else do this for me desu
>>7597476
Holy shit.
>I did the animation/production/composition/performance/etc
Melt my little heart, why don't you
>>7597523
Why be clean when you can be a girl?
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>>7597505
Aww yiss
Injections give the best gender euphoria
>>7597509
you'll never be a mom as a scummy transbian
>>7597541
*******When it's your own voice
Wtf that's a hell of a typo
>>7597553
;_;
>>7597548
i dont think i can be either ;-;
>>7597476
I'm about halfway through listening to that track you posted, and I think it's pretty rad.
>>7597560
can't get pregnant
>>7597542
>Melt my little heart, why don't you
Awww, thanks love. <3
You can download all 3 of my solo LP's for free on my bandcamp! :)
I've lately been getting into film making and directing.
>>7597509
you can be my mom
>>7597626
no one wants a tran mom
>>7597542
I know right? Zhe's cool AF!
I'm totally fangirling on her
>>7597632
i do
my mom never loved me
i think you're a loving and nice person
>>7597622
>one is only a mother if they were pregnant and gave birth
Okie dokie
>>7597564
You can be both if you set your mind to it.
>>7597465
its called sertraline
>>7597622
Adopt a child/dog/whatever
>>7597622
Just adopt, that's my plan
i think my clothing style is pretty gay
is that bad
is transition morally wrong because it asserts no meaning in all endeavors
>>7597639
but im not smol
>>7597644
Usually just mood swings
>>7597650
no
yes
maybe not
>>7597644
I have heard both ways but I fall squarely in the camp of noticing a very large difference on or off.
>>7597625
Luckiest bitch in the world, I swear
>>7597652
I want to hugg you
>>7597659
no im a monster get away before i accidentally stomp on you
>>7597652
Tall is beautiful
>>7597632
Mother, do you think they'll drop the bomb?
Mother, do you think they'll like this song?
Mother, do you think they'll try to break my balls?
Ooh, aah, mother, should I build the wall?
>>7597636
Mother, should I run for president?
Mother, should I trust the government?
Mother, will they put me in the firing line?
Ooh, aah, is it just a waste of time?
>>7597636
Hush now, baby, baby, don't you cry
Mama's gonna make all of your nightmares come true
Mama's gonna put all of her fears into you
Mama's gonna keep you right here under her wing
She won't let you fly but she might let you sing
>>7597626
Mama's gonna keep baby cozy and warm
Ooh, babe, ooh, babe, ooh, babe
Of course Mama's gonna help build the wall
>>7597509
Mother, do you think she's good enough? (for me?)
Mother, do you think she's dangerous? (tell me?)
Mother, will she tear your little boy apart?
Ooh, aah, mother, will she break my heart?
>>7597632
Hush now, baby, baby, don't you cry
Mama's gonna check out all your girlfriends for you
Mama won't let anyone dirty get through
Mama's gonna wait up till you get in
Mama will always find out where you've been
Mamma's gonna keep baby healthy and clean
Ooh, babe, ooh, babe, ooh, babe
You'll always be a baby to me
Mother, did it need to be so high?
>>7597652
Non-smol girls exist too tho.
>>7597538
Awwhhhh thank you!
Uhh. About ten months I think? I started March last year
>>7597541
Thrift shop find for €3 :D
Lol I just kind of, let people think what they want now. Though my friend has started introducing me to people with girl name because he's sick of it
One of those bands sometimes I hop on bass or keys for a song or two. I jam on bass with my drummer friend. And we just get whoever is around to sit in on other instruments. We gel pretty well.
I do lead vocals in the cover band. It's such good money that it's tough to turn down regardless of how shitty I feel after.
I hate singing of all kinds nowadays
Yeah Jesus. It's bad enough just while recording. The post must be horrific.
I have a few jams that we recorded on a shitty zoom handheld. If I can clean them up I'll send them over on discord some time
>>7597666
;_; hugg
My credit card company won't let me order from ADC, who do I call? I've never had to deal with this before.
>>7597650
Is my being a girl negatively affecting society? Otherwise by my definition it's not morally anything.
I posted this last night but got no feedback. Could someone crit my voice? I tried to read a passage of text really dramatically to practice wider pitch sweeps and dynamic variability.
https://clyp.it/kezzcfvn
>>7597621
Thanks anon! I'm glad you enjoyed. You should totally sub to me on YT. :^)
>>7597634
<3
>>7597658
>Luckiest bitch in the world, I swear
but why? I feel like crap today and I am really sad, lonely, and miserable.
>>7597651
I know it's not, and yeah it sucks I can't physically have kids. But I have the chance to give a kid a good home to grow and be themself is a great feeling. For all intents and purposes I'll be their mom and they'll be my kid
>>7597685
Do you have a checking account with a bank that does e-checks?
If so then just do that instead.
>>7597693
I'm going to cuddle you one day!
why arnt you guys watching sports animes?
>>7597697
Idk, how would I find something like that out?
>>7597700
oops i dropped my trip
>>7597700
I prefer JoJo
>>7597700
I watch sports instead desu senpai
>>7597707
that is best show, I want to get the manga since they are releasing it hardcover over here now
>>7597700
i dont like anime
>>7597695
Don't you have a sugar daddy?
>>7597707
jojo is really good too
>>7597711
but real sports are booring
>>7597695
Towards the beginning it sounds like you're still going too high, but around the middle you do it pretty damned well.
anyone else built like an amazon here? even though i haven't been to a gym in over 6 months i still get asked of I work out or play sports from time to time.
>>7597717
do it >:c
>>7597701
I suppose you could just call your bank and ask if they do e-checks.
Or try ordering by e-check and see if it goes through.
Also, if you haven't already then I'd recommend setting up an account with ADC, for the order tracking feature.
I once placed an order without an account on ADC, and didn't get a confirmation so I thought it didn't go through, so I placed another order and ended up having to cancel the second one.
>>7597710
not always the case. my bio mom is a complete monster that never loved any of her kids nor wanted them.
that special bond very much can and dies exist between foster parents and children
>>7597722
okie. thank you. Yeah I am higher in that recording than I usually feel comfortable doing. Try to stretch my upper and lower limits so my normal area is even more cozy.
>>7597718
no, I posted about it in the previous mtfg's. that guy was a serial sexual predator and I cut all contact with him before I got scammed further. He forged documents and abused an amazon wishlist feature only available to see if you are logged out of your account that allows you to mark items as purchased. He got 1 cam show out of me before I started to catch on. He's scammed 20-30 girls this year so far, some for weeks.
I do have a boy I love thought but I don't know if he loves me as much as I do and I miss him a lot: >>7597171
I may have a real SD lined up but I'm taking this one super slow so I don't get burned again.
>>7597731
Alright cool I'll try that, I have an account but I think my bank like just got really protective recently because I was able to order last time.
>>7597725
i kinda have abs
does that count?
>>7597716
>read it online
>get to part 7
>fall in love with gyro
>>7597700
mahjong is a sport right
>>7597742
I like reading irl books, I got a few hundred I think
>>7597725
im built like a trojan
>>7597693
It's ok
Most women don't.
What matters is that you probably will be, and there will be someone out there that thinks you are.
Being a tall girl has its benefits anyways
>>7597747
hellen
I want an orchi done
>>7597719
Real sports are fun especially in person
Pic related
>>7597710
There's still a special bond between adopting parents and their kid. Sometimes is not about the physical relation but the bonds you make
Why do people order from ADC or QHI? Just order from based IHP.
>complain that you can't find a piece of clothing that also happened to be fashionable in the 80s
>mom gifts some of her old clothes and they actually fit really well
>>7597744
no, its not a sports anime unless it has cute boys sweating and panting togheter
>>7597757
dad took me to a few hokey games when i was a kid
i only really whent becuse i whanted to be with dad
>>7597768
you're sweet evangeline <3
>>7597772
your one of my favorite posters ^^
>>7597758
Sometimes different drugs are cheaper on different sites.
>>7597775
Why would nim be anyone's favorite poster she's so boring
>>7597783
she's nice
>>7597775
really?
you're one of mine too ^^
>>7597672
Thank you :)
>tfw one of the worst posters
>>7597762
There are a lot of people who find things like height attractive, in both sexes.
>>7597783
She's cute.
>given wide hips
>also given literal neanderthal genetics (source: my genome) with xbox hueg shoulders and ribcage
I want to get off this wild ride
>>7597695
My opinion
https://clyp.it/4rfoca4e
>>7597679
Damn I need to go thriftingg. I've been wanting to switch my style up this year, but I'm still not sure where I want to go. Lately, I've been doing this femme androgynous or grunge thing but I don't know, I feel like I want to like, not look cute, per se but more sexy? I don't know
Hey, a good check is a good check. sometimes you just have to bite the bullet. I know that feeling.
Yeah if you finish clean something up send it to me!! Probably send it to the ask box on my Tumblr though, cause I don't think I'll ever remember to go on discord lol
Jamming is always the most bestest thing( assuming you're jamming with someone who's actually good to vibe with)
>>7597793
Na yu're cool and one of the few with self confidence
>>7597484
>Tfw endo is angry that Trannies know how to hormone better than they do
>>7597805
Her behavior is cute.
>>7597805
damn it now i can get off on meanposting myself anymore :(
>>7597769
im not smol!!
>>7597806
i believe that bc I've heard some horror stories about some girls getting like 2mg of estrogen and no AA or getting like 1mg of E and only 50mg of Spiro
its like what in the fuck how are you a ""professional""
>>7597817
i wanna carry hanna around in my pocket!
>TFW boy to butch trans
hey first time visiting this board
been coping with stuff for like 1 year 2 years i dunno whatever
i'd rather kill myself than go through some horrible psychs and evaluations and shit
am i done? i mean lol the moment i entered this thread i feel so not part of you
>>7597818
Didn't phienchen took 2mg for one year and had good results?
Cuz cissies don't have high e during puberty and stuff?
>>7597824
x(
hugg
>>7597795
How to find people who think super tall trans girls are attractive?
>>7597828
didnt phie start at like 23?
>>7597795
yeah i guess so
i just dont wanna attract like some weirdo fetishists
>>7597821
Well your head is 8/10
>>7597800
Right on, thanks for the specific feedback. Yeah, that particular recording I was trying to strain myself a bit and reach further than where I typically go. I agree it's a pretty obnoxious recording.
Here is what my normal, day to day voice sounds like: https://clyp.it/hxs0wckf
>>7597829
why? ;_;
>x(
>>7597825
yea, plus dad whould secretly buy me candy
mom was strict about cand and sweets back then
>>7597820
nooo im not smol i promise
>>7597835
Your height isn't going to be the thing that attracts fetishists
Having a donger does that
>>7597838
I had to pack it up I'm leaving in an hour or two
;-;
>>7597830
They generally wil approach you
>>7597817
han han on the right me on the left. bb by american standards ur a tiny thing
death 13 is my fav stand
>>7597831
So what?
>>7597851
I like the world the best
>>7597842
yeah but see the thing is my dad died when i was 8 and they're gonna latch onto that and delay me from having shit for like 50 fucking years and the guidelines say that at least 6 months before any hormones or whatever and in most cases at least a year or a few and fuck that
besides i'm so so so not comfy with the idea of going up to a stranger with my fucked up looks being like hey i don't like being a dude
i mean hell the idea alone makes me feel like puking
>>7597854
dude i live in finland that aint gonna happen
>>7597857
but death 13 infiltrates your dreams and brings your worst nightmares to reality
>>7597842
how am I dysfunctional I function fine :^)
one thing I've always wondered though. why are cis black women so tall? I've run into too many to count that are the same height as me or maybe and inch shorter. generally speaking I don't stick out at all around them. is it anecdotal or maybe a regional thing? bitches around here be tall af
https://youtu.be/uIfvAWorOYw?list=FLOLkOe9360_YVVs0luUmS6Q
>>7597858
I mean, if you just want us to tell you you're gonna be a failure we can always do that. I don't have to hugbox you.
>>7597839
Easily passable but still nasally and pinched imo
I don't have a simple solution for that though, I'd have to think about it
>>7597858
Don't talk about your dad dying? If you don't think its relevant why would it be brought up?
Sounds like you have more issues then. The most reserved, reticent, mentally gone trannies here manage to get on hrt. You can do it as well, anon.
>Finland
O. Why are the Nordic states so shitty when it comes to this?
>>7597851
underground or echoes act 2 are my faves
>>7597850
nooo im 5'8
thats not smol
>>7597862
but this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7KvqdmPVxXM
>>7597873
>5'8
awwwww
>>7597873
>nooo im 5'8
>thats not smol
isn't that like normal height
i mean fuck i'm 5'2
>>7597883
im getting bullied halp
>>7597888
oh that big orb guy was really cool too, forgot the name
>>7597873
Hanna irl on the left
>>7597821
Lmao you look loke a girl
>>7597891
cudd hanna lots~
>>7597891
Don't let the giantesses scare you, most of them are insecure, just exploit that to your own advantage pal
>>7597849
Ohhh but I'm so glad you found one! :3
Post pic afterwards! I bet you'll look kickass!
Have a safe trip!
>>7597906
hug han han
>>7597887
it's noticeably above average.
>>7597899
ugh
i don't fucking know, finland only got around to giving the go ahead for gay marriage in late 2014
man talking about this shit gives me similar feelings to when i was out with my buddies smoking weed and we thought the cops were tailgating us
i mean, shit's fucked i guess. mind elaborating on the horror tho?
i mean seems like a better idea to just buy shit off the deep web before wasting years with waiting lines and incompetent psychs
must be easy for you americans or something, just walk into a fucking hospital and be like oi i got chapped lips and you get weed and you say i wanna be a girl and you got hormones
>>7597906
yeah it's pretty small
>>7597861
>you said teenager
I didn't
I said teenager cis girls don't have the high e levels most trannys go for and that phienchen had good results with 2mg first and 4mg for the second year..
>>7597924
i will !!
Anyone have any tips on making it easier to orgasm? I've been almost incapable of doing it when I'm with someone since starting HRT.
>>7597887
Where I live everyone's around 6'1-6'4. Even the women.
I'm so glad I'm only 5'4.
>>7597925
oh okay
>>7597914
I don't want to spoil anyone, near end of third arc
>>7597911
Can comfirm.
Am giantess who's extremely insecure about her height.
>>7597921
A lot of Americans have issues with gatekeeping as well, however it seems to be less severe than in your country. Many still resort to self-medicating because the process can be time consuming. The friend in Denmark I mentioned was treated very poorly by the professionals she met, called a "Frankenstein experiment" on more than one occasion. She resorted to self-medicating as well, but has since stopped because she fucked her body up hard and is dealing with some shit now.
I don't know much about self-medicating but I'm sure you could ask here or /hrtgeneral/ about that stuff. I can't encourage it because I know literally nothing about it aside from one anecdote.
>>7597861
why? :c
>>7597929
Aneros
>>7597935
Vanilla Ice?
>>7597930
Where do you live???
I feel like all guys are smaller than I am ;_;
>>7597941
oh there's a general for that shit
i mean truth be told i kinda came here looking for answers to that because i'm studying to become a doc anyway so i'll have some level of knowledge regarding these things and etc etc
thanks, but yeah
that is fucking awful tho regarding your danish friend, what in the name of fuck seriously holy shit
>>7597951
yeah, the only thing that slightly concerns me is the possibility of customs intercepting the shit but that's probably not gonna happen and ofc u can just deny it all so
>>7597953
Whats that?
>>7597962
yeee I think that's it
I need this
>>7597963
I live in an odd little retirement town on the coast of Oregon, near Eugene. This town's population is almost like a colony for the south, since we're only alive due to a coast guard base which ships in basically the entire population of the town.
>>7597964
Yeah check out /hrtgen/, and remember to use bitcoin.
got a new webcam and cut my hair on a whim
https://unsee.
cc/pagozise/
i love my big sis lots. she got me a new pair of long sleeve pajamas just because and dropped it off at my house <3 it's Old Navy too :3
>>7597990
>image deleted
thank god
>>7597985
thanks i feel better
you know that sinking feeling in your chest? cuz lol that fucking sucks
>>7597998
jojo names have a ton of music references
>>7597977
That's unacceptable homosexual behavior
>>7597996
kill yourself, gorilla
>>7598002
I'm sorry ;_;
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>>7598010
anon
anon
(You)
>>7598009
It's only unacceptable because I'm not involved..
>>7598006
you first, rocky
>>7598012
how about when you see pics of peeps on hormones and they're fucking beautiful and you got nothing
hahah oh man few things make me cry but that shit is fucking heavy
>>7598010
Anon, Elanna, Nim.
>>7598017
>tfw you cant respond to elanna with the appropriate image because she steals the last slot for images in the thread
Life is suffering
>>7598002
don't start projecting. you're so close to accepting yourself.
>>7598020
Nigga
>>7598052
i dunno i had to vent