I'm conflicted. I've always repressed it but I secretly

Screw your parents. The most alpha thing you can ever do is go against the expectations of everyone, and do whatever you want that pleases you.

prove yourself by breaking the mold

Being a beta or a nu-male cuck is bowing down to the pressures and demands of other people around you. Don't let those people take control of your own life!

>>7569547
Alpha? No. Ignore that fool as you can never, never, EVER be that. Your best bet is to suppress your disgusting perverted desires and force your freak self to fit in to society. If you do decide to become a cockslut just know in your weird little heart that you have let everyone down forever and will always be a blemish of shame upon your family ^-^

>>7569570
Nu-male beta cuck detected. By the way, how's life for you now that /pol/ has grabben you by the boipussy? I'd call you a troll, but even trolls don't let themselves be controlled by /pol/sters.

>>7569570
Yah I think I'm just gonna repress and go into public service. It's less selfish and it is the greater good after all. I wish I could have it both ways... ;-;

>>7569588
Protipp: you can
t. femboy popping hormones over 3 years who works for the government

>>7569604
>tfw government will never be run by hormone-popping femboys

>>7569547
Go ahead and take hrt and go into public office. Become successful and find your dominant husband. My city's mayor (Seattle) is a powerful married gay man and I'm sure he is taking it up the ass every night.

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>>7569547
You're repressing your transness.

Go to a therapist, get hormones and become a cute grill ASAP!

>>7569692
I don't think that's an option, you see. If I do go through with public service I will be looking to expand my power on a national level. I plan on going to King's College for law once I build up enough money, I'll be running on a platform for juridical reform. I'll have to be a leader. I think I'll repress I've already had this planned for years and I've repressed for years as well.

>>7569777
>social leader
>repressed gender dysphoria

Gurrrrrrrl, I think you don't know what you're getting yourself into. Whatever path in life you choose for yourself, good luck, but don't turn into a hon when you have a mental breakdown in your 30s or 40s.

>>7569547
Follow yoir hearts desire. Do both.

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>>7569791
Becoming a hon would have make me wanna kms even more. I'd rather be an unhappy male than a hon. Maybe if I was 15 again and started hormones before puberty I would have chosen that life but I'm already 18 now so what's the point? I'll prob be a hon anyways, I'm pretty tall and have big feet. At least my useless life will do some degree of good if I pursue this.

I feel very similarly. "Breaking the mold" and all this shit everyone else is preaching is a lot easier when you don't give a shit about your family. When you're actually in a mutually respectful and caring situation with them, the idea of letting them down feels awful.

I mean, I'd never be able to live my cute femboy dreams anyway, because I'm a 6'3 skeleton and not delusional. I wish you the best op. I'd go for it, though. If I had the opportunity to be cute I would take it in a heartbeat.

>>7569915
>letting them down
By being an individual?

>>7569915
(It's OP) My dreams seem impractical too, but I do plan on loosing alotta weight and getting down to 160lbs. If I look good I might start HRT. Either way even if I do HRT at this point I'll probably just try to cover it up and *try* to present as an authoritarian leader in the public eye, while dressing up in private. Either way I'm not gonna continue chasing the trap dream if I don't look decent after my weight loss plan.

What will you do if you do not gain a position of power or get to be a femboy?

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LATENT HON LATENT HON LATENT HON

>>7569547
Avoid estrogen like the plague, don't drink out of plastic, stop watching porn, start hitting the gym, if you haven't already start getting into the dating scene with some cute chick, this is not your thoughts these are the thoughts of someone with a hormonal imbalance, someone who isn't confident in himself, or watches porn and started exclusively watching lesbians, take back control of your life it is so easy. You already realize this isn't the route to go, be the oldest brother your siblings want to emulate, make your parents proud, look in the mirror, make yourself proud, your ancestors proud, and your children proud. This is the path to greatness, OP. Not to selfish indulgence and escaping from life.

>>7569547
How old are you?

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>>7569547
sounds like a spook to me