/mtfg/ Male to Female General

I want to be a cute girl.

>>7567635
>tfw not narancia

what's the point

anyone got some tips for tricking myself into doing things outside without massive anxiety? i know it's psychological -- i'd really like to be working out daily again and even employed, having a social life etc.

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/fit/ likes me, guess all the work outs payed off.

>>7567639
depersonalization

>>7567635
/thread

im just moving here

>>7567645
achieved via? is this like a meditation technique or some emdr shit or what

>>7567635
just
please
if there's a god out there
make me a girl
please

>>7567653
>me every night growing up

>>7567653
there is no god

no one's going to do it for you

you must be the agent of change

i believe in you

>>7567653
I spent the grand majority of time between the ages of 9 and 15 trying to contact some form of divinity to become a girl. My conclusion is that if there are beings who could do it, they don't care to.

Thus you must embrace your own ability to do it.

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>>7567641
what kind did you get Eva?

>>7567628
here's a before and after comparison

>>7567651
it's awful
it severs your connection with the world and shuts down the pleasure centres of your brain

>>7567669
what exactly makes you think I experience pleasure

or have any connection with the world

>>7567674
how are you anxious if you are detached from the world

>>7567674
you don't realise until you experience it
seriously, it's not fun or therapeutic

>>7567666
shopped af

how much is the surgery just to correct your brow

>>7567688
I think its around 5k for a brow shave

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hey
i feel so shitty and depressed
please
i dont know what to do

>>7567689
not bad, i should start saving

>>7567691
SAVE FOR THE SHAVE EH

>>7567691
im getting orchi first then brow shave after. all together it should be less than or right around 10k not factoring in insurance. I think it's doable in about 3 years to save that much on min wage less time if you make more

>>7567690
Hugg smiles

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>>7567698

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>sleep three hours
>get up in time for class
>shower
>get dressed
>realize that the session was cancelled

reeeeeeee

>>7567700
hugg
i dont know what to do

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>>7567704
cuddle phie <3

>>7567699
i live with my parents so if i save most of my money it should be doable in not much time, though they'd probably be pissed about me not helping with rent and stuff lol

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>>7567697
She's gross desu

>>7567708
this is alot more important than that so tough luck for them

>>7567705
What's wrong?

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>>7567690
why

>>7567711
do not lie about such things

>>7567678
i mean at first i assumed you weren't just trying to out emo me and had a meaningful suggestion

the psychedelic experience of ego death and other dissociative states suggests to me that "depersonalization" could also be an effective therapeutic strategy for some issues

>>7567677
if it were rational i could deal with it effectively

>>7567705
same desu

>>7567714
delete this

>>7567704
iktf one time I went to class I noticed at school the whole day is canceled so I had to go to work. back there they kinda wanted to blame it on me but everyone there knew it was canceled and nobody told me. hugg

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>>7567713
general depressiona nd im
stressed about general things and i dont have the emotional readiness for it but
idk
>>7567714
see above
everything sucks

>>7567721
what things

>>7567721
I believe in you
You can do the things!

>>7567714
>pook is carth
should've known

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pls vote

http://www.strawpoll.me/12096033
http://www.strawpoll.me/12096033
http://www.strawpoll.me/12096033
http://www.strawpoll.me/12096033

>>7567714
this gay fucking head triggers me

>>7567721
so besides steven universe fanart what are you doing to deal with your depression

i'm just hiding in my room & neglecting my life until my dr. appointment in two more weeks. i feel like i could probably do better

>>7567726
>literally qtest trip

>>7567726
stop being dumb don't detrans unless you are a cis guy

>>7567733
>literally fishing for these responses

>>7567704
well, at least you found out before you turned up to class

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>>7567718
NOW?
>>7567721
oh that sucks :(
>>7567726
if u want
>>7567727
this gay fucking retard anon triggers me
>>7567725
true

Shan't be giving out (You)'s willy nilly any more.
You have to work for them.

Hey mtfg, am I crazy for thinking I'm too fat to leave the house in girlmode? My bmi is 21 but I'm 5'9 so I feel really big, I don't trust my own judgement with my ocd and dysmorpia out of control

>>7567739
post your own cute head to compensate ok sounds like a deal
>>7567740
>Shan't

>>7567714
Carthago delenda est.

>>7567726
>tell me I'm pretty: the post

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>>7567715
more like handsome boy

>>7567741
probably crazy

>>7567726
don't detrans

be confident, take control of your life, and believe in yourself. i'm assured it'll be worth it

i'd be shocked i you were less passable than my ugly ass

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>>7567741
yeah ur nuts bro
>>7567743
ok
yes I look scared
>>7567744
what's that

>>7567704
i love it when that happens
time to go back to bed:3

>>7567750
OLIVE IN AMSTERDAM WHENNNN?????

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>>7567707
hugg <3

>>7567720
oh that sounds terrible ;_;

>>7567736
I guess theres that at least.
and I can see the snow/rain from here
so it nice that I can dodge it

>>7567744
I prefer the longer version, ceterum censeo carthaginem esse delendam

>>7567750
olive what's your discord?

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this isnt helping

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>>7567753
Furthermore, I consider that Carthage must be destroyed.
i-its a joke
b-because carthage
h-ha
i-i'll see myself out ._.

>>7567749
: the trip
she needs a healthier way of getting positive attention
>>7567750
the most unflattering posssible angle you could've used

>>7567758
I like you

>>7567757
YOU ARE GORGEOUS
I WOULD SUCK YOUR DICK

there, now you can go

>>7567755
^w^
>>7567763
:D yays
i like you too

>>7567753
TOP HALF OF THE FACE: GIRL

LOWER HALF OF THE FACE: DOWN SYNDROME BOY!!!!

>>7567753
scared of impending death snuggles

>>7567757
fine detransition

but if you do you have to be a hon's boyfriend

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>transition to become my own gf
>she needed a bf
>can't be bf bc girl

fugg i didnt think this thru 2bh i shouldn't have fell for the train meme

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>>7567754
Whenever I have a spare $10k lol

>>7567756

Olive
#2520
>>7567759
lol if you say so

>>7567680
>I don't think she understood that we could still be friends
I think you both saw this differently. Ever since you broke up, she would tell me how she felt abandoned and alone, she said you wouldn't talk to her when she needed you and that you didn't care about her, stuff like that. I felt really bad for her and kind of figured you were just a rude person who cut her off, though i only ever saw her side of it.
I really don't think she wanted it to be over, i think she needed someone to force their way in and help her, but i couldn't do it... She was clearly troubled by something besides you. Maybe that's why she wanted to hurt you and vanish?
>I just got sick of trying my hardest to be sensitive for her while she tried to hurt me
I see a sort of irony here, because she would say similar things about you.
That's what i mean by i think both of you never really understood the other side.

I'm sorry, i know this really isn't my business, but i just hate to see how you've turned on eachother when it never had to happen in the first place.
And i prefer to stay anonymous so that in the event she comes back and reads the archive, she doesn't get mad at me for talking about her...

>>7567771
>tfw you will never lose to cock
I pride myself on my force of will too

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>>7567768
true
from emma
>>7567767
I know
that's why i wear facemask everywhere
>>7567766
^u^

>>7567778
Monotheism is false.
>>7567779
:thinking:

>tfw had a nightmare and woke up early
Reee I did not need dis

That said I'm hoping to get invited to a comfy movie tracker today which would mean I could get some nice flicks ib the future

>>7567784
like a sunrise

>>7567778
>There is [no] greek

what the FUCK FIGHT ME BRO

>>7567755
I'm glad I finished school so I don't have to deal with things like that anymore. is it really stormy where you live too? our balcony cover flew off it's nice to not go outside rn :)

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>>7567776
once upon a time a said the same thing then dick lust happened and i tried cock and it was no turning back :(

>tfw penis addiction

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>>7567627
>I want a boyfriend
how to get one

>>7567773
hey olive why can't you look more like >>7567779
pookie? what's wrong with you? why do you have to be such a hon instead of a passing girl?

>>7567791
leave the house

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>>7567790
I-it won't get me

>tfw new jeans are ariving today

yuss

>>7567791
i used a dating site but that takes a certain amount of confidence in ur appearance and somewhat decent socializing skills since you'll likely get alot of guys to filter out and pick from

imagine being like
"hey mom, yeah i went to chicago to have a threesome with people"
:thonking:

>>7567793
same
>>7567799
i didn't have a threesome tho

>>7567799
my dad's gf would probably just ask if it was nice

>tfw no cuddles

>>7567796
wait till that estrogen and aa gets into your brain and you let your defenses down just a bit hue hue

i wasn't sure if i had old like boys either till I tried sex with them and dang it was good (not to mention validating as hell made me feel really sexy and desirable)

>>7567796
what's wrong with enjoying a penis

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>>7567793
HONestly I should probably just end it
only a couple of trips here would miss me
my gf would get over it and my family wouldn't have to deal with the disgrace of having a tranny hon for a son.
Might start running a bath

>>7567808
wasn't sure if I would like boys *wtf auto correct is extra retarded lately

>>7567809
nothing is wrong with it, it's just not my cup of tea

>>7567810
if you kill yourself who can i make fun of then?

>>7567794
I did today though
>>7567798
idk, I lack confidence....

>>7567791
Find handsome guys from the internet desu

>>7567639
do you have anyone to hang out with? going outside NOT alone helps big time before you get used to it

but why bother? lets stay in bed all day and watch anime and chat

>>7567815
God is dead anon

nietzche was a bitch and I'm just a useless sack of meat

>>7567816
work on building that up first or you won't be able to get a bf

>>7567819
you probably never even read nietzche

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finished watching this film, it was really scary and gross :s

imagine being like
"hey mom, yeah I went to that Seattle con to have sex and get raped"
:thonking:

>>7567824
I have it downloaded. Should watch it some time soon then.
Sounds interesting.

>>7567824
>>7567827
all of satoshi kon's stuff is amazing

Paprika is my favorite tho, absolutely amazing ost

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=21JuYIPHMF8&list=PLum90adVjloXiMH9fPeGwYzcMAQ4V1jYh

>>7567826
what is this about

did this happen to anyone

>>7567829
I've got Paorika downloaded too but his only film I've seen is Tokyo Godfathers which was really cute and comfy

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>>7567775
Well thank you for sharing. It's interesting to hear this. More frustrating too. She definitely tried really hard to make me happy but she wouldn't try to understand things. I don't know if she called me even twice during our whole relationship. She would say that I was using her to fill the void of my ex constantly. She felt really hurt by that and I think that's some of the root of our mistrust. But she was not a replacement and I never wanted her to be. She never confronted me about these issues unless I asked first. It's hard to have to know your lover doesn't trust you so you can figure out how to make it better. But it's not better. THis whole thing was a mistake.

>>7567831
nah
it was a pretty out of line joke desu

>>7567818
oh now that you mention it i'm really lonely

>look like a girl
>calls herself a boy

what did she mean by this?

>>7567824
Perfect Blue might be too triggering for transgirls

>>7567822
What makes you say that?
Because I used the quote out of context?
I get what he meant, that the church has become slack and too obsessed with forgiveness and indulgence, but the phrase can be warped however you want to in today's world.

The truth is that Nietzche was a dumb mustachioed virgin who was bitter at the world because his face scared women away.
He might have been a little bitch but he said some poignant shit.

>>7567838
don't misgender ftms you dumbass

>>7567824
probably my favourite ever anime film 2bh

>>7567833
just watch all of his movies, it's essential kino

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>>7567789
ya it really windy, rain/snow stopped now though

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>>7567841
>completely forgetting about femboys

wew lass

I wish I lived in america so I could just easily go out buy a gun and blow my brains out. It would cost thousands here that I don't have and take month's if ever to get approved.

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Why is murder illegal

>>7567840
>The truth is that Nietzche was a dumb mustachioed virgin who was bitter at the world because his face scared women away.
that's kind of mean

you know it's a requirement that you have to be a virgin if you want to be a philosopher, right

>>7567844
>essential
Only if you're into animated movies desu.
Which I am, so I'll probably get around to watching them some time.
Will probably have to wait for weeks till I can properly download some more kinos so I have time to catch up on my backlog

>>7567851
oh btw when are we watching one of those new movies? i cba to go to the movies alone anymore tbhon

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Why are 70 yo guys the ones who decide if we can change our name and gender legally?

Also
> appointment at Friday the 13. At 13:00 o'clock.
> storms fuck public transport so getting there is harder
Should have known that it's a bad idea.

>>7567850
Epicurus fucked tonnes of bitches

>>7567840
don't be mean to nietzche-sensei

>>7567817
sounds scary

>>7567820
yeah....

>>7567855
I'm so happy i wasn't planning on going outside today. This sort of weather is super comfy when you dont have to actually go through.

also fuck i should get a nice necklace too, that looks cute

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I can't wait until all of you get killed.

>>7567862
Me neither grinch

me neither

>>7567862
same

i want a cute girl to hug desu
i just wish i was cute too

>>7567855
>appointment at Friday the 13. At 13:00 o'clock.
Hey, me too actually. I'm taking it as a bad omen.

>>7567836
maybe any buddies or relatives you feel comfy with? I dont know where you live, maybe make a habit of walking to a nearest store or a park every day
if its really bad - antianxiety meds or anything that could calm you down

>>7567865
i want a cute anthony to hug

>>7567871
i want a cute pookie younger sibling to bully :(

>>7567854
Tomorrow 21:30 Patriots Day?

>>7567847
but femboys are FtMs that happened to be born with y chromosome

>>7567862
Wholeheartedly agree. Some far more than others.

>>7567873
how bout today? Tommorow i'll be in Arnhem

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>>7567873
>>7567854

how closely do you live to each other

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>>7567849
nothings wrong with honor killings

>>7567879
like 30 mins

>>7567873
the opening scene is so cute too

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HW0v-NuudQw

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>tfw failed male

>>7567858
Well you should be careful and make sure you get to know them well first!

>>7567879
Like an hour and a bit door to door

>>7567878
Sure, 21:45 then

who wants to drown me

I'll pay you like $3.50

>>7567889
drowning's a really painful way to die though

i mean, apparently (never tried it myself)

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>>7567882
>>7567887

so which is it :thinking:

>>7567881

>>7567889
And thats when I realized Olive was an eight-story crustacean from the Paleozoic era.

>>7567889
might not cover the legal costs

>>7567887
cool, i'll have to leave like super early tommorow tho so idk if earlier is better mayb?

Or wait, is this in TIlburg? That works better for me :3

>>7567834
That's understandable. Though, i don't think you should be frustrated over hearing it, since i'm only sharing in the hopes that you two can move on from the hate.
She definitely did latch on to things, though. I never understood why she felt that way either, about feeling like a replacement. I think she has trouble understanding that people have pasts that can't just be forgotten. Or perhaps she knew that your ex was a struggle for you and used it against you. I can't really say.
I do think, however, that she was more afraid of telling you and confronting you than anything. It's really the only explanation imo and she's said similar before. She was desperate for validation and companionship and thought hiding things and running from the problem was the better choice, which obviously it wasn't.
But like i said, i think she's just been in a desperate and depressive state of mind and felt abandoned, so she wanted to hurt others for it.
I hope she can seek professional help some day. She's too good at heart to have ever meant any of this and to have ever meant to hurt people, at least that's what i choose to believe. She is not herself. I just hope she is okay.

>>7567890
I deserve it for being an ugly hon lol

ugly people don't need to live

>>7567889
Im not that sadistic, drowning feels painful and terrifying, I'd choke you

>>7567890
I once nearly drowned and it was more like being high.

>>7567891
I live far away from my city center but from my nearest train station to hers is a bit less than an hour, to make it even more confusing :^)

>>7567896
Why can't actual ugly people here have this mindset instead of undeserved inflated ego?

>>7567891
Anna has to travel a lot to get from her house to the central station. It's 30 mins for me to get to her city but more to get to her house.

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>>7567892
GOD DAMN

>>>/soc/24803643

So Kayla posted on /soc/ and got 7/10s and shit. Looks like normalfags are too dumb to tell hon trannies apart from women. Don't feel bad about having broad shoulders and a big jaw and stuff now. Cause the average person is too dumb to tell you have a dick between your legs.

>>7567903
thats olive...

>>7567899
> from my nearest train station to hers is a bit less than an hour

senpai it's like less than 20 minutes

>>7567894
No I looked at Eindhoven. I can do earlier, but Pathe EH can't do better than 21:15 Allied.

Tilburg could be 20:00 Brimstone or 20:30 Patriot's day

>>7567900
I am an actual ugly person

I'm probably the ugliest girl in the world
I should detrans and be an average looking boy

>>7567909
let's go for the spooky memes desu

>>7567903
>Kayla
I'm gonna tell her you said that

>>7567906
oops... awkward

I'm not good with names

>>7567903
ha ha ha ha ha ha ha

>>7567910
ur bootiful

>>7567871
OwO
*hugs*

>>7567910
>I am an actual ugly person
you aren't tho senpai

>I'm probably the ugliest girl in the world
that's just not true

dysphoria is talking rn, you look pretty

>>7567903
photos are not the same
also
> /soc/
I hope you are just pretending

also this >>7567906

>>7567908
22 minutes Tilburg-EH but 7 minutes Reeshof-Tilburg and 9 minutes waiting
It's 38 minutes (less than I thought desu)

>>7567912
Alright 20:00 Brimstone it is

I'm going to be single forever ;_;

>>7567915
haha.. sorry about that. I mix up people sometimes or don't remember faces because I'm autistic.

>>7567920
>22 minutes Tilburg-EH but 7 minutes Reeshof-Tilburg and 9 minutes waiting
It's 38 minutes (less than I thought desu)


you should get that autism diagnosis, NL has autismbux right?

:p

>>7567895
thanks for talking with me. It has been helpful. It was just frustrating to hear that she felt the way she did for so long. I hope she learns to ask for the help she needs.
<3

>>7567922
It's ok, you get used to it

t. forever alone not meeming

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>>7567899
>>7567901
>>7567920
>>7567925

haha Ily, this has been entertaining
ty :3

>>7567922
that's not all bad

>>7567918
>dysphoria is talking rn
so is
>>7567913
and>>7567903
and>>7567897
and>>7567815
and>>7567814
and>>7567793
I mean that's a good few people

Like enough to warrant jumping in front of a train at least

>>7567925
>9292 app
Anyway in NL autism alone isn't enough for eternal NEETdom. I've looked into it, believe me

>>7567933
why? you got solid 7's
is that not good enough for you?

>>7567930
How the hell do you manage to post here all day while actually having a life, studying and transitioning and all that?

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>>7567922
I think I might prefer being single. Of course I say that because I've always been alone.

I wouldnt know how to change to fit another person in my life.

>>7567938
> Übermensch

>>7567938
she doesn't have a life

>>7567933
i love you olive

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>>7567938
Im done transitioning. ive been fulltime for over 4 years.

I just had holidays until yesterday, and today I got up early to go to class but then realized it got cancelled.

>>7567940
>I wouldnt know how to change to fit another person in my life.
exactly my thoughts too

>>7567933
>anons say shit to make you feel bad

this is just how it is, that's why they are anons. They can make you feel bad about anything, especially since usually things aren't perfect irl either. But they don't know shit about you, they just say that to pretty much everyone who gives them a target.

>>7567930
im glad we entertained the kaiserin

>>7567934
lmao
actually you should take the test again, we were kinda high when you did that

>>7567927
Sure thing. I'm sure this will all be good for her to hear whenever she comes back, seeing a candid point of view not blinded by the heat of the moment and all that.
That is, if she does bother to come back...
I think the frustration will go both ways though, seeing as how many troubles you've both had with communication from the start.
I've got to go though. If you ever hear from her again, tell her to come back please.

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>>7567949
About me or about yourself? Do I know you? Do you know me?

Am I being detained!?

>>7567950
I know but I don't think it'll be much better, knowing myself.
Plus this result is maximum funny

>>7567937
Like >>7567903 said, those people are dumb as fuck
Most of them were probably rating me as a man anyway
You'll notice that there are a couple of 4s and 5s in there as well, people who were stupid enough to think I was a girl.

It's ok though. It's not like the validation of a vietnamese tranny chasing forum is somthing that I need
I'll just hermit away for a couple of days and go back to thinking everything's fine and that I'm the prettiest gurrrrrl in the world
that's what hons do right?
I'll just be a hon.

>>7567940
This is too relatable

>>7567922
i like to think this but i know i'll eventually find someone cute once i'm pretty
same goes for you desu

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>>7567928
>>7567931
>>7567940
I just want to be held, to have someone special....

>>7567954
my thoughts about myself

idk you really I see you posting sometimes but I don't talk to people outside the thread

>>7567956
sounds like a plan

>>7567958
I hope so

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>>7567960
Yeah that would be nice. Any caring human contact at all really.

>>7567961
Oh ok. Im paranoid sometimes and think anons are people I know and are watching me so they can bully me.

>>7567955
it kind of is yeah ^^

>>7567956
hugg buddi olive

>tfw wanted to watch Hunt for the Wilderpeople tonight but have to go to the movies with Sertii
Reeee I guess I'll have time for a Young Pope episode though

>>7567956
Don't worry about it Kayla. If you're a 7 to stupid people then you're a 7 to 80% of the united states.

>>7567968
cry me a river

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>>7567969
More like 48.2% :^)

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>the love of my life is going down a career path that is going to empty her wallet, leave her with huge student loans from her postgrad, and break her gentle heart (social work) and she's dead set on it
>might end up stuck in the SF area (which I hate) forever bc my gf is a year older than me and will graduate this semester and have to work while I finish my bachelors
>will never be able to live my dream of being a devoted housewife, which is the only career path I can see myself being happy with, because social work doesn't pay well and is a revolving-door industry and gf is too gentle and introverted to stand that kind of stress
>will never be able to live my dream of being a mother
>adoption and surrogacy aren't real options since I'm a tranny (adoption agencies don't like to give babies out to gay couples, esp. when one's a tranny) and surrogates are too expensive
>gf wants to have a baby one day and I'm terrified I'll get jealous of her being the one to carry and give birth to the child and end up resenting her because she's my soul mate and I can't stomach the thought of hating her or being with anyone else
>knowing I can never be bio-related to our future child kills me emotionally and makes me hate myself for being this monster
>probably will never be able to afford SRS, which is my nightmare because my genital dysphoria is off the charts terrible
>going to college for a major I don't care about so I can enter a field I don't care about (teaching) just because it's the only job with decent benefits where you get summers/weekends/holidays off and I hate work
>being hired as a teacher is a long shot when you're a tranny, even if you pass (which I do), because of prejudice and the likelihood of parents complaining or just refusing to enroll their child in your class
>hate life and want to die, but can't self harm or kill myself because it would crush gf if I did, and I love her too much to hurt her like that
>just feel trapped in this shitty life
>no way out

>>7567947
wew
Made me feel less shitty about my life (not really)

>>7567956
hugg kayla

>>7567963
it'll be easy later on
just need to survive until we stabilize and feminize

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>>7567950
>im glad we entertained the kaiserin

<3

>>7567975
I might be going to a ward for a while soon
does that help?

>>7567973
>hillary voters are intelligent
kys for this shitty meme

>>7567973
>Gets more votes
>loses
America.

>at the bar yesterday
>guy tells me I should shave my head again
>say I want to grow it out
>he says only women should have long hair
H-haha! Memed

>>7567979
I said they're dumb
Lrn2read

>>7567981
Yeah it's a dumb system I agree. I'm glad for it though

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>>7567964
>Any caring human contact at all really

>>7567974
maybe you shouldn't date a person who you can't be honest/agree with. If you can't openly tell her that her degree is fucking garbage and see eye to eye, then your relationship is just fucked.

>>7567982
Put your trip back on.

>>7567979
Learn to read dumbass.

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maybe i shouldnt have opted for a show about domestic abuse

>>7567981
There's nothing wrong with it. The entire country shouldn't be at the whim of California and New York.

>>7567978
>I might be going to a ward for a while soon
>does that help?

Yeah. reminds me that Im too terrified to go seek medical help that Ive needed for years.

Olive is a stupid ugly hon who wants people to think she's smarter than she is. She's basically Kayla but a filthy Australian who needs to be purged.

>delving into politics at this hour
Im out.

>>7567984
She's all I have, though. Transitioning and getting my shit together has made me lose all my childhood friends and become isolated from my family. She's the only friend I've made since I started transitioning. She's all I have and I have to support her and to my best for her. I love her.

>>7567993
can we call her Kayla from now on?

>>7567985
Mobile is weird. I removed it in another tab and it removed it here too apparently. Sorry about that.

>>7567990
watch something silly and nice instead

>>7567996
No reason not to.

>>7567974
:(
honestly that does sound bad
maybe you should tell these things to your gf although if she really wants this career then it might be hard to ask her not to do it.
idk what the best solution is here
big hugg anon

>>7567978
wait why are you going to a ward?
wards sound comfy as fuck but i've never been to one..

>>7567997
wash your hands wtf

>>7568001
Wow rude paper isn't dirty??

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>>7568001
I can think of a pretty good solution to my problems, honestly. It would hurt my girlfriend, but she honestly deserves better than me anyways.

>>7567956
you want the truth? you need to get rid of the jaw to be pretty and fem, your upper face is good

but passing is not about the face alone, you know

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>>7568001
to get meds for being crazy I guess, Idk yet if I will, but I definitely should. cant really talk about it on here tho

>>7567992
oh, sorry :c

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>>7568003
GODDAMIT YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW DISGUSTING THAT IS FUCKING WASH THEM
I WAS MEMEING BEFORE BUT NOW THIS ACTUALLY IS PRETTY DISGUSTING

>>7568004
i know that sounds like the easy way out but honestly i think your expectations of others were a bit high. It's difficult to be the person that others rely on, and often in modern society it's impossible to be a housewife. Being unable to carry a child sucks yes, but we all have to deal with that. And i think with loans and insurance and such, you can afford srs. Teacher's positions often have good health insurance right? Maybe you can get it that way.

hugg

>>7568006
oh, ok. Good luck with that though, i hope it doesnt mess with your life too much.

>Politics in mtfg
no we are not allowed to discuss politics

>>7568011
Literally how is it disgusting lmao it's not like there's anything that touches my hand except paper

>>7568013
you say this because you can't smell your hand
bacteria sticks to it, trust me

>no rich stockbroker to buy you $65,000 worth of junk

help guys
i haven't played any vidya today because i have work to do
but now i'm so fucking tired, it's 12 am and i can't focus on anything and i want to go to bed
and i haven't done any work :C

>>7568012
fucking shilary apologist

>>7568016
Who said I am.
Trannies shouldn't have political opinions

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lBfYXE098bA

>>7568018
>Trannies shouldn't have political opinions
:thinking:

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>>7568018
nobody without a degree should have political opinions

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sertii i clean fish tanks all day and i don't wash my hands before i eat my lunch sometimes lol

>>7568011
Teachers have good health benefits, yes, but trannies can't be teenagers outside of super liberal communities where I'm too broke to afford to live and just don't fit in. I know I'm destined for suicide. Nothing ever goes my way, and I'm just so sick of everything around me. I have no aspirations and all of my dreams are dead. She is all I have left in life. Maybe if I leave her first it would hurt less when I die.

>>7568018
that was a joke
please don't hurt me :(

trannies are kind of political by nature though
considering our very existence is an affront to /pol/ and christian conservatives

>>7568015
>no anyone to buy you any present just to make you feel good

>>7568014
Suuure

Why is it selfish to want to kill myself? I could have been free of this hell twice now if not for the intervention of other people.

>>7568018
I agree. We just fuck everything up.

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can we really stop ruining thread with political crap
most are not even muricans at this hour

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>>7568023
do you get to pet fishies sometimes? I want to pet fishies.

>>7568036
>we can't care about the politics of the largest military power and economy in the world

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>>7568032
Because it damages others and most of the time it's something you can address in your life.

>>7568036
I feel like this image is going to get me arrested.

>>7568023
juni that's like
you have no idea
its not the same
just
oh my god

>>7568024
honestly that just sounds like a difficult life.
I'm not sure if I'm the best person to give advice on this because I'm also not sure what i really want to do in my life and am scared to be trapped in a life i dont like. Usually in my head I have someone I love to make it all ok but if that doesn't work for you then im not sure :(

>>7568028
just wash them from now on please
if you tell this to your parents they will freak out and the fact that you didnt want Gloomy telling me this shows that you know its gross

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>>7568045
that picture is bs

>>7568050
My parents know this
My mum disapproves but she's a normie
I really didn't care about her telling you desu. There's much worse stuff :^)

>>7568045
You can't fix being an ugly tranny in my 30's

>>7568055
just
please

>>7568050
I guess it's settled then. I'm going to leave her once our lease is up, clear my shit out, and end my life. I don't know how I'll be able to function around her until the end of May, though. At least I actually have plans for this summer, I guess.

>>7568058
I just ate breakfast after taking a dump and I didn't wash my hands~

>>7568044
care all you want, but you know that it only ruins the thread, everyone got sick of it in election months already
and not like there is any sensible discussion going on, just shit flinging

>>7568060
dirty girl

>>7568045
>most of the time something you can address in your life
You can really take away all the bad shit that comes with being a tranny? That can be dealt with? Fuck off. Life is horrible and if we want to die, then so be it. I'm a failure and suicide is my fate.

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>>7568059
don't do that
as long as you're alive there's a chance for you to find happiness somehow.
Being alive is worth it if you get that chance. Maybe it's better to talk to her, tell her that you feel trapped? Or talk to a therapist about this? These are very common issues among people apparently.
I wish you the best anon.
Hugg

>>7568060
please dont type like gloomy while saying disgusting things

>>7568039
not on purpose, no
they have a slime coat that is part of their immune system and it's really easy to infect under their scales.
scaleless fish can be pet though sometimes
Sometimes the algae eaters will suck on my hands while i clean around them though
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wdu2mOqwCKI
weather loaches are ok to pet
>>7568050
:3
>>7568060
I had a friend who does that. His room smelled like dried cum. He wore the same socks for over a month sometimes. Also one time he threw his vibrator at me when i was high and then he started sucking on it. He had no soap of any kind in his home.

>>7568018
u do tho

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>>7568069
awww, it makes sense tho, dont want them to get sick ;-;

>>7568066
LMAOOOOO
That was exactly the point though

>>7568062
<3

>>7568069
>His room smelled like dried cum
Mine probably does too but idk
Also the clothes I wear longest is pants and I only wear those for like 2-3 weeks

>>7568069
>His room smelled like dried cum
sounds like a dumb cuck
real men eat their cum
like me :3c
cute anthony burch, king of men

>>7568066
I can never have the best. I can't even have the most basic things that I need emotionally, and it's all because of this stupid tranny shit. My therapist doesn't help me. She is a waste of money. I know I'm going to die young. It's fate, whether it's by suicide or not. That, how bad it is being a tranny, and the fact that I love her are the only things in life that I'm sure about.

sertii
thats how every overly obsessed about being feminine person types~
its like they are trying to be cute desperately
its fucking dumb lol
anyways
gnight

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>>7568071
yep :)
they haven't been sick in months since I took over
>>7568072
anna Y
what about towels?
aren't yr pants messy after a few days?
>>7568073
is that a kayla quote?

>>7568032
It's selfish to demand you keep on suffering.

>>7568080
Towels I use once
Why would my pants be messy?

>>7568077
>trying to be cute desperately
>fucking dumb lol
isla.

>>7568080
um
no?
i don't really know how to reply to that

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>>7568056

>>7568083
From all your leaking girlcum

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>there are people in this thread RIGHT NOW who don't wash their hands at least once every 3 hours because they touched their keyboard, one of the dirtiest things in the average house

you people sicken me

>>7568076
I'm not sure what to tell you anon.
We can't have everything in life on one hand but on the other, it just sounds like there's not much you can do about any of these things. At least you have her right? And at some point things will get better. If you pass i'm sure you can manage to get a teaching position. It's not unheard of. Sure it might be hard, but you live in a place where you need to fight for things. I understand how you might not be motivated for this though since you dont even really care about having that job.
Just don't kys and see where this all leads you? Or just drop everything and move to a place really far away? I have no idea. Life is difficult and many people, trannies or not, feel like this often

>>7568087
welp, that's refuted

>>7568089
Who tf doesn't wash their hands after using their keyboard?

>>7568088
I don't leak girlcum yet :(

>>7568089
>eats 2 month old rotten chicken from the fridge
>is still disgusted by anyone
Greeks, everyone

Okay losers I'm gonna go work
See you in like 6 hours

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>>7568087
damm
she looks cute in her 40's
reminds me of a proffessor i had in my BSc

>>7568093
that was basically in the freezer tho
and it's still fine
it's definitely not rotten
eating old but still not rotten food to be frugal is not even comparable to not washing your hands after you go to the toilet.

>>7568091
>>7568093

>>7568077
no, thats how silly ADD teenagers type
but girls actually put more effort into sentences than boys

>>7568089
Ahhh I desinfect my keyboard weekly so it shouldn't be that bad

>>7568098
hmm no that's ok :3
how do you dissinfect it though?

>>7568084
isla is often very stupid I try to support her but it can be difficult

I'm filthy as shit. I wear the same clothes constantly. Laundry is a once a month thing, and that's when my therapist and doctor have me tricked into thinking that everything is going to be alright. At least I was my hands when I shit and shower every other day at the very least when I have to go out and be functional. I live in a pigsty. It's not like squalid piss bottle hoarder conditions, but there is dust and clutter since I have no motivation to clean. I deserve to die.

>>7568099
Tell Gloomy to be less disgusting pls

Off for real now

>>7568096
Yeah she basically never looked like a man. small body too. I glanced through imgur/transpassing and 80% of people there looked less female than this 41 y.old

>>7568099
Mhh I just wipe some pads over it, that are used to clean the skin before injections~
Probably not the best method, but better than nothing maybe

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>>7568083
idk my pants get messy fast
i eat and drive
and i work on my knees a lot
>>7568085
becuz she talked about eating her cum before and also used to be mr. macho.
>>7568100
she is silly sometimes


>>7568089
I wash when i pee and before i eat but idk about keyboards

Wow mtfg is disgusting

>>7568106
oh
i started eating my own cum because i read it can help on a trap guide (and i have a huge oral fetish)
i think it did help a bit
a month or two before i started HRT i started getting nipple sensitivity and stuff, despite literally never touching my nipples, and i started getting moodier and whatnot

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>>7568104
yeah those shoulders are tiny wtf

>>7568105
oh yeah i know those. I take out all the leys once a month and thoroughly clean them and everything underneath.

>>7568106
well that's ok, that's basic hygiene. Good girl.

>>7568109
agreed

>>7568109
I wash my hands always don't lump me in with them

>>7568089
not everyone is an autismo with OCD

*hugs... oh wait, *washes hands* *hugs*

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>>7568109
Let's clean it up

one time we bought weed instead of toilet paper
and we were out for a few days

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i don't think i look bad in this pic desu
maybe i'll pass someday

>>7568116
Wow that's actually disgusting. Did you clean yourselves with a showerhead then?

>>7568089
this is how you develop a poor immune system, sertii

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>>7568111

>>7568118
I'm out of here
goodbye ya'll
maybe I'll have better luck in the next life

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Do you come from a dirty country or a clean country?

i wash my hands compulsively
suck it, /mtfgerms/

>>7568123
w-what

you probably look okay, anon
usually my chin is more prominent but i had my mouth open for some reason

>>7568116
huh tp is cheap af

>>7568115
antibacterial soap lowers your testosterone!

>>7568119
yeah once
mostly used napkins and i went to the store in front too

>>7568124
>hygienic balkan master race

>>7568123
iktf
thats why I try to not look at young trans photos

tfw in euro hours

>>7568124
Wow what's with the cluster of high percentage in the balkans?
>>7568131
What country are you from?