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I'm mtf, 19. I'm really uncertain as to whether I like girls or guys. Growing up I don't recall really feeling attracted to anyone, maybe because I felt like a monster, and still do, despite my best efforts. I have only had one crush, a dude friend. But I don't know if that's just because he was really girly as a kid or because I like dudes. Like if you put a gun to my head and said I could only have girls or guys for the rest of my life, I would say girls. But idk if I would regret it later. Will more time on HRT help me figure things out? I'm losing my mind
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What is your porn preference.
If its traps assume girls.
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>>7561668
who fucking cares?
jesus christ get over yourself
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>>7561668
Just fug who you wanna fug girl. Its really no big deal.
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>>7561802
not 100% sure, my mind was warped by porn since a young age, i used to like hentai and furry porn, because it didnt me feel as dysphoric as normal porn. i think i got off to both male and female character as long as they were kinda cute, like boys girls traps. apart from that i feel like i have never had a real sexuality. i'm really fucked up
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>>7561668
on hormones?
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>>7563838
getting back on them next week. i was on them for a few months in spring/summer 2016 but stopped when i went through a period of suicidal depression
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>>7561668
I'm ftm and like girls but here's the problem. Vaginas repulse me to no end.. Yes, it's my own dysphoria, but I can't get past it. Hopefully when i start hrt I'll get over it, but what the fuck do I do?
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>>7565378
Self medding?
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>>7565491
nope informed consent. i think spiro being so fucking shit is what pushed me over the edge, i was pissing out so much water and feeling like death all the time. luckily my endo is cool and is actually writing me a bicalutamide script
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>>7565548
At least you have a nearby IC clinic.
Nearest one to me is like 100 miles away and has a months long waiting list. I feel like my best bet is self medding at this point.
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>>7565611
yeah that's a shitty situation, self med. just don't get spiro as your aa it's hon tier
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>>7565627
I could go the "normal" route, but granted I'm already pushing lateness in transition I want to get started with something quickly. I might just make an appointment with the IC clinic and self med AAs until my appointment (I have a car of my own so getting there isn't a huge deal)
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