>tfw just began to feel real emotion
>tfw no smol innocent sunshine boy bf to love and protect
>tfw too afraid to look for one because you're afraid of rejection along with being socially retarded
>tfw stay the guy that everyone "loves" but ignore you any chance they get
>tfw alone for so long your heart turns to dust and crumbles
loving someone hurts. I want to go back to feeling nothing at all
>>7491747
>the guy that everyone "loves" but ignore you any chance they get
Don't look to what people say. Look at what they actually do.
>>7491747
Holy moly are you me?
I'm pretty sure I felt nearly no emotion until recently, but then I had a breakdown a bit ago and felt way too much and now I'm back to feeling nothing.
Feelings are strange and powerful, and although I'm somewhat ok with not feeling again, but I really want love back, that was nice.
>>7491747
s-stop reminding me of how alone i am ;_;
>>7491977
op here. it wasn't not feeling on second thought. I formed a shell out of hate and jealousy. it got pretty lonely so I came out. emotions feel nice but they hurt even more now
>>7492104
How come in every tfw-no-bf-thread I always fit the description of being the perfect femme bf:
>cuddly
>not flamboyant
>long soft hair
>good career in front me
>unusual interests I'm passionate about
>shy but charismatic once warmed up to
>rational, see no real point in fighting or melodrama
>no self-esteem so pretty low standards
Yet in real life 99% of all people I see regularly pretend I'm invisible. Maybe I'm just an asshole but I try my hardest to be as nice to everyone as possible. I know how bad it feels to be treated badly so I try to make everyone who is at least somewhat decent to others smile. I'm not socially retarded either I think, at least the people I have conversations with usually smile and laugh more than usual when talking to me.
Why am I still waking up trying to half-asleep snuggle into someone else's arms only to hit a literal cold stone wall then?
>>7491977
Same thing happened to me except I didn't fall in love or anything. I am seeking professional help because the lack of emotions is making my autistic and directionless.
>>7493526
WHY CAN'T MORE PEOPLE BE LIKE THAT
>>7491747
Raven is a cute.
CUTE !!!!!!
>>7493986
u right