What if a person isn't naturally gay, but just likes being gay? I mean, I know that for me it took me a really long time to figure out my sexuality, and I'm still uncomfortable about talking about it with others. I always liked gay people because they always made my heart melt because I adored them so much. Then I started thinking that I wished I was gay, but I generally didn't find guys that attractive. Then my curiosity and will to be gay started to draw me into looking at gay porn, and the more I got comfortable with the idea of myself being gay the more I started to actually get off on seeing a naked guy or something. I don't think that would have happened several years ago when I wasn't sure of my sexuality. So I think that in a way I may have become gay, but I was never one of those gay people who say that they knew they were gay from a young age. I just couldn't fathom how a kid could grasp their sexuality from such a young age anyways.
I like the sort of prison gay communities like r9k, gif, and cuteboys. Its fun being lewd and sharing perversions with other like minded guys hiding behind cute anime pictures. I guess I like the idea of being gay, but only when its the fantasy yaoi/trap/2d type of gay where guys are always androgynous and cute. But outside of porn and erping, I seem to only be attracted to girls, even though I don't really understand them.
Kind of the same situation but idk I'm really conflicted and I fucking hate it
>>7482011
Repression is real, boyo. I'm really fucking gay and I didn't even come out to some friends until 20, and didn't consider the possibility until I was 16 and was a nerdy high school student who did a sexual roleplay chat wherein I was a submissive fag or something.
Again, 16. Until then I thought I liked girls and just realized recently I never had any real sexual attachment to them: it was jealousy. 16 is "late" to many. Some would claim I'm bisexual if I once thought I liked girls. I don't like girls though. I like my boyfriend and being pounded in the ass.
> I just couldn't fathom how a kid could grasp their sexuality from such a young age anyways.
I think I had clues. I didn't "like" girls until late middle school. I was shy around girls AND boys. I was a beta until I was 17 or 18 and even then I got girls interested and the idea of fucking them or even dating them made me nervous and a bit gross. I'm dating a man and I feel happy and just want to cuddle him so badly.
More clues: I started crossdressing age 13ish. In high school I exclusively wore women's underwear because I felt really confused and just wanted to see how it felt.
I had childhood crushes that were somewhat sexual. Pic related. Around age 9 I had that little kid type of crush on link. I felt nervous around older boys who were built. I had a major crush on a kid in boyscouts because he was cute and seemed to reciprocate. I still wonder if hes repressed and regret not asking him if I could suck him off. I had coping mechanisms in high school given how homophobic my family is (video games, embarassing fandom crap like tumblr, and then eventually pretending I'd be celibate and just be a scholar).
Ok, TLDR: then I saw a dick penetrate a man in porn and I immediately (age 15) ran to the bathroom and finger fucked myself. Sound familiar? Don't worry about the long and arduous path to being a cockgobbler. Just gobble that cock.
>>7482011
OP if that picture is you then please stop the diapers. That shit is so gross
>>7483707
lol i agree. its one thing to like boys, thats fine, but a fetish for pretending to be underage/pooping yourself is fucked upp :P
>>7482011
That legit sounds like one of those snowflakey tumblr genders.
freudian theory states homosexuality is an ego-ideal rather than a sexual thing
frued also did a lot of coke, idk but he's super smart
>>7482011
>tfw they haven't posted on Tumblr in months
>tfw the site they had their videos on went down
>>7486620
Can you elaborate more please?
What does the ego-ideal stand for?
>>7482011
10/10
Would fuck and date a diapered sissy as my waifu.
>>7487027
I know right? :( Fortunately I saved that video of him in the black dress pooping bambino diapers and then squishing it around under his butt and then showing it. That's the best video I've ever seen but yeah poofy bunny is 10/10, it's sad he's not around anymore.
>>7490553
Got any other videos? Any chance of dropboxing them? Had all of them saved but lost my old hard drive to mechanical failure.
>>7487271
Disgusting
>>7490868
Forgot link
https://www.dropbox.com/s/mmdb8mzd31t5jo6/poofybunny-return-of-the-dress-uncut.webm?dl=0