/mtfg/ - Transwoman General

>>7460031
i was just saying youre pretty delusional with how you look is all

is that how u sound like a girl?

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First for why am I even here

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Who else here spent the whole day trying and failing not to cry

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What a fucking hon.

y-you all really think that tall girls are cute?

can you please call me cute

>>7460053
nim a cute

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Nim is factually adorable tbf

>>7460049
to hug this girl >>7460048

>>7460050
That was me last night :'>

>>7460053
I always thought tall girls were cute, I guess it makes sense now.
I bet you're extra cute nimu~

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>all these normies in here today falling for the material jew

>>7460046
Talk shit post pics

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>Watching tv
>see a commercial for the lego shop opening
>see the women who chose the ghost busters set and went on about girl power

AAAAAAAAAAAAH FUCKING BULLSHIT

also the preist at church compared brexit to santa claus wtf

>>7460053
they are
you are

>>7460058
coming from a major cutie like you that means a lot! <33

>>7460062
she's ugly and doesn't pass she just admitted that LOL. but the irony is she's quick to talk shit and inject herself in a conversation that has fuck all to do with her

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charlotte is a scamp imho
>>7460064
what's wrong with girl power?

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Here's some of the girl clothes I mentioned I had gotten tonight
Black jeans and a new sweater and cami

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>>7460056
>>7460060
>>7460065
merry christmas

>>7460072
ugly bitches tend to lash out unprovoked. they can't help it

>>7460070
Charlotte is a loser, I wouldn't bother with her.

>>7460069
<3<3<3!

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>Being the weirdo of the family
>Always prefer to be alone
>never feel like celebrating xmas, national holidays or even my birthday
>For some reason this is the first time i don't feel lonely, tonight feels like any other day,
>I think i just passed the no-return point.
>mfw

>>7460043
C-cute
>>7460044
>all of a sudden
Evan-chan pls

merry christmas nim

>>7460073
really good, especially for christmas clothes (or maybe my family just has no fashion sense)

>>7460073
did you steal your phone from a giant

>>7460073
That's a nice jumper.

>>7460076
eh good point. im done for now

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>>7460072
The sets aren't selling. Girls are not interested in building things its why their Friends and Elves themes were made.

>>7460080
Boo

>>7460077
i hope you're having a good christmas eve!

>>7460080
you too boo :3

>>7460044
Because you're a beautiful girl & I want to hug you

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my dad said i should be a male model teehee :B

>>7460073
Really nice clothes, they look great on you!

Is it okay to have a penis? I feel like having a penis nowadays is seen as a very unnatural thing??

>>7460086
merry christmas oryx <3

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>>7460088
you too nim :3

>>7460091
you could be a female model with an impressive figure like what you have juni. ur pretty and curvy

>>7460073
Oh Gracie-kitten, I'ma tie you down and have my way with you~

>>7460096
>actually keeping a penis
ew

>>7460099
that's a cool castle

i wanna live in one of those

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>>7460096
I want a large clitoris

>>7460098

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Merry Christmas. This doesent mean I like you.

>>7460107
you got soft chief

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>>7460100
i'm chubby
:/
>>7460104
would u let me stay the night sometimes???

>>7460096
yeah who cares
i'd be surprised if you don't change your mind later on though
i also wanted to keep my dicc but now i've completely switched to wanting srs

>>7460091
>>7460100
>tfw too ugly to be a model
Oh well at least I have Syndie's stories. In my mind I can be anything ;_;

>>7460096
Penises are all the rage nowadays.

>>7460079
it felt sudden to me
>>7460089
you don't know what I look like though

>>7460096
If you're okay with it then it's okay, sure.

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>Tfw remembered their was a camera crww during the interview and I might be in THE docu

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

>>7460111
plus size models are a thing :B

>>7460115
there's a show about trans models you'd fit right in

>>7460106

Your tongue looks like a fat lower lip in that pic, lolz.

>>7460115
syndie's stories are also all in her mind :^)

>>7460121
THE docu of what?

>get christmas pajamas
>pants too big
>can see the missing four inches i'm supposed to have on my hips
>want to be thankful but just feel sick

>>7460106
i hope you have a good holiday cute girl <3

>>7460111
ill let you stay on the one condition that we cuddle

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Cami
>>7460082
It's a tablet
>>7460081
My family's pretty spot on with clothes gifts
>>7460084
Thanks!
>>7460092
Thank you friend <3
>>7460102
plssss

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>>7460124

>>7460126
The job I really wanted...

>>7460128
have you tried switching to injectable estrogen if ur not already on it? some girls say they see some. growth after making the switch.

alternatively have u tried gaining weight?

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>>7460115
<3 you can be my model
>>7460123
you mean like the memes?
>>7460128
I want to be skinny like u
the grass is always greener
>>7460130
yes :)

>>7460064
>tfw dad wants to facetime
>will be the first time I've seen him since pre-transition
>called me Ollie(not my deadname) in facebook chat
I don't know what to expect

>>7460131
are you wearing a wooden board under that shirt

>>7460138
Didn't mean to reply

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>>7460138
wait yr really an olive?

>>7460136
one of the winners of America's next top Model (Whitney) was plus sized :B

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>>7460129
Boo. Tickle my tummy


>>7460131
Hmm

>>7460138
Good Luck Ollie! (*^◯^*)

>>7460117
I just know you're beautiful & that I need to hug you, ok?
You've got to trust me on this

>>7460146
Olivia, most of my friends call me Liv.

>>7460131

that's cute.

>>7460131
That's a very pretty dress on you Gracie.~

If I pin you down and put a bow on your tummy, will that make you my present for Christmas, kitten?

>>7460138
hope it goes well! are you planning to tell him?

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i just let lauren make out with my nostrils lol

>>7460157
your ferret names are confusing my lewd brain ( ._.)

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>>7460150
cute desu

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>Pass completely
>Family knows and is even giving up on hiding it from the great grandmother
>Still can't muster the bravery to do my altered voice in front of them

Someone kill me, please.

>>7460150
everyone comes up with cute names wtf

>>7460154
I told him a couple of years ago but this'll be the first time he's seen me since then. He lives in a different country

>>7460123
R-really?? What's the show called?

>>7460164
you still undecided?
do maisie

>>7460163
It's scary, huh.

>>7460165
im sure he'll love you all the same!

>>7460166
strut

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>>7460159
<3
>>7460163
Nightmare

>>7460168
thats a bad one

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>>7460151
Thank you!
>>7460153
That's not a dressssss
>If I pin you down and put a bow on your tummy, will that make you my present for Christmas, kitten?
I meannn, you'd need to write your name on it too!

>>7460131
i like to think that you're really tiny and just holding a regular-sized phone

>>7460168
a bunch of people call me emi but im not too sure on that name yet

i like christine

>>7460163
I fear this. Have they ever heard it?

>>7460149
now I'm sad about how everyone is far away again

>>7460079
I'm the black sheep, and always have been since I was little.

>>7460147
Plus sized modeling is becoming more common. People are fatter now...

>>7460185
I told you the other day I really want to visit the us
A little plane ride isn't *too* far away, you would wait for me, right?

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>>7460171
>Google this
>It has my waifu Isis King
I'm definitely watching this thanks

>>7460186
really ""plus sized"" models aren't even fat theyre usually normal sized to girls that. didn't starve themselves to spooky skeleton status and are usually curvy

enjoy your christmas you disgusting unpassable freaks.

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>>7460194
It makes me sad how many of you are taking time out of Christmas to be angry and hateful on here.

>>7460176
>That's not a dressssss
Opps~ All I was really thinking about was it being on the floor of your bedroom

>write your name
Writing comes off easily and after time Sweetie.
How about we get a nice little tag with my name engraved on it for your collar, you won't be taking your collar off now will you?

>>7460194
wow i'm not going to now

>>7460192
i remember when she was on America's Next Top Model and they didn't know she was trans until she told them. love seeing black transwomen do well. it's makes my heart warm

>>7460192
Did she get breast augmentation

>>7460184
My mother and sister have. They've even told me it works perfectly. Still doesn't matter. I feel like my heart is about to stop every time I consider doing it. My family is full of street types from the inner city where I live, and even though I don't have any reason to think they'll judge me or make fun of me, I freeze up and fail every time.

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>>7460199
hey faye
how long into transition was this? how much effort were you putting into it? I feel like this is how i look in most of my better pictures..

>>7460194
Talk about baseball

>>7460191
I barely know you though, I'm probably the farthest possible place from you almost too

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>>7460195
I'm trying to spend time with my family but whenever I'm around them I feel like crying

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>mfw my niece calls me auntie Chloe

best part of today desu

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im going to bed, alone

have a good christmas

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>>7460194

>>7460213
i hope someone gives u an invisibility cloak

>>7460216
to be fair that was months ago and she looks better now and he skin cleared up some I think

>>7460216
Is that Rachel

>>7460219
yeah look at the pic of her face from earlier, it's really soft and feminine

>>7460219
her*

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>>7460213
nini~
>>7460212
that's cute

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>>7460218
>>7460213
not implying anything mean..
:(
idk i hope yr cozy all night and in the morning especially

>>7460216
>dat man chin
wow lass

>>7460135
im starting to talk to doctors about it now and ive been referred to a place but theres also a shortage so everyones telling me no luck so far. and i try sometimes but i have a lot of issues with appetite bc depression and ive never been able to gain weight
>>7460136
eeeeeeeh kinda boney
>>7460194
:(

>>7460216
is that a fucking hickey?

>>7460207
you pass dummy

>>7460209
the Indians gave way too much money to encarnacion

like seriously grace improved you dweebs
>>7458626

>>7460200
Same, really inspiring.

>>7460216
is grace the official thread gremlin?

>>7460222
that's grace

would kms if i had that much acne

>When you're over at your SOs house having a good time with her and her family doing Christmas even stuff and then have to go home because you're a stupid shitstain who can't control their emotions and the depression and self-loathing are starting to set in

I wish I was ded

>>7460210
That's ok, we can get to know each other and see how it goes?
Tell me a little bit more about yourself
Far isn't bad, the world is there to be travelled and conquered

>>7460230
I wanna play baseball with you. Like actually fucking play baseball.

>>7460231
Wow, she actually did. her face actually looks like a girls now, congrats grace

>>7460234
What do you look like. What was baseball like. I miss baseball and wanted to play it in my american school but dad said no i firgot why

>>7460229
boney>hammy imo
>>7460230
no
>>7460238
what happened?

So... What's everybody up to? What's everybody listening to?

>>7460194
I hope I do!

>>7460230
is it true you were in mlb for a season?

>>7460242
D-do I look like a girl??

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>tfw have to stay up for midnight mass
>>7460194
Luv u 2 bb
>>7460212
Awwww <3
>>7460248
Watching football

>>7460248

Wondering why everyone is so miserable today.

>>7460231
yeah she looks like a girl now and her skin is way better

>>7460232
gives me hope for the future and motivation to never be content with how I look and keep striving to improve

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>>7460211
I'll be honest, I had to take clonazepram to relax around them. I was really anxious and insecure but once it kicked in I began to relax and see how much my family loves me. Tonight was really touching and I feel so loved life is great.
>>7460213
Goodnight nim, Merry Christmas. Remember, you've got us, you're not alone.

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>>7460252
>ywn look like a girl

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>>7460248
Im watching American pickers and I wanna smash my dads skull open with a hammer hes so fucking weird around my biggoted grandmother who wont shut the fuck up and feels the need to have the laat word on every fucking thing tfw no bf to play baseball with

>>7460261
WHY IS STRAFA BOX ALWAYS FING OPEN BE A GOOD MASTWR
AND TAKE CARE OF YOUR TOYS

>>7460246
>what happened?
Literally nothing except I started feeling severely shitty and awkwardly left early. I kinda get the feeling they're all glad I left though. My gf was concerned because she could tell I felt shitty but I figure she's probably glad I left too.

>>7460248
End of the night. Just got smashed three nights in a row and trying to just keep a level head at this point. Mum's watching Big Bang Theory, so I'm listening to non-jokes. What about you?

>>7460254
football, thas alright. I'm more a Motorsport person though. I love to sit on cars with revving engines.

>>7460258
Worst time of the year...
Being around family can be bloody awful ;_;

>>7460261
You give me a lot of hope, I hope my family will love me like that next christmas... I'll have to come out by then

>>7460254
Soccer?

>>7460246
well i have no butt or tits sooo

>>7460252
yeah ur a pretty girl. idk why ur so insecure about it. own that shit

>>7460258
For most of us trannies, Christmas is lubrication for the homocaust.

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>>7460246
you pass in the photos i've seen of you. i actually used to have a crush on you. do you get called "he" in public or something? do you go outside as a girl in public?

>>7460243
here's me in a turtleneck and sweatpants at my parent's home rn

>>7460240
it would be fun to play baseball w/ someone. Baseball was great because it's a slow sport and you get to hang out outside in great weather. you make friends with your teammates and make up stupid jokes and chants. like when i played in high school, whenever we had a player on third we would yell all slurred "you wanna come home?" like the scene from Forgetting Sarah Marshall when he goes to the bar and tries to get drunk girls to go home w/ him. Idk, baseball is just a fun, jokey, methodical sport.

>>7460239
your forwardness sets off alarms for me

>phone is ringing off the hook.

>>7460193
Lots are size 10 to 14, but a number are larger.

Average young woman is over size 12 now. I forget what it is, but many designer brands no longer make clothing that will fit the average young woman. Kinda scary as I wasn't considered to thin. I was just thin boned.

>>7460242
It just takes time... The facial fat readjusts the best possible. I'm now where people don't want to gender me until I talk or show a credit card with name on it. I tend to wear gender neutral clothing like turtlenecks and jeans. Then I top it off with a wide brimmed fisherman's hat. When i look in a mirror, I'd say it is a combo of the face and boobs making me not look male.

>>7460229
you could try ordering some online til they restock? sucks about the depression though I have no idea how to deal with that except professional therapy

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>>7460274
Korra. Please Tell Shakira she needs to build up a nerve and practise being in public as a woman. Its the only way

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>>7460266
why did you get upset?
it's ok
I get like that too. A lot of people do
>>7460273
I have a belly
is it hard for you to gain weight?

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>>7460252
yeah you're actually way prettier than i thought you would be, stop going on 4chan and get a husband

>>7460250
I played Rookie ball, never made the majors.

>>7460248
>AOTY

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>>7460265
One of my goals for the near future is getting better organization and display for my figures.
>>7460270
I hope so too anon, you deserve to feel loved

>>7460265
Oo i fucking love american pickers.

My father and I used to go around buying salvage and potential antiques just as a hobby of his. We really bonded over it. Watching that show always reminds me of that.

is it always that bad with family or is the worst of it just now at Christmas? I don't browse here often (at all, this is my first time).

>>7460268
Brutal hangover? I'm just in bed in the dark typing. Just picked a random board with an active general and started posting. I'm that bored right now, lol.

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>>7460279
Thanks....

>tf e cant remember any of it

._.

>>7460294

>>7460287
she's needs to deal with her serous drug problem and other insecurities first imo. she's having trouble just living life, my h less as a girl.

there isn't a huge rush to girl mode especially if you feel you aren't ready just yet. rushing would actually be counter productive since it would be awful to go out as a girl and u don't feel like one

>>7460280
Well now I can't just sit here and let you pass me by, how would I live letting you go so easily?

>>7460265
put the hammer down oryx

>>7460299
I feel like this is some kind of trap meant to bully me

>>7460265
Snap just realised you actually have a hammer in that pic. Watch the anger, you'll be free soon enough :c

>>7460229
They are saying January now for the shortage end. It was fall. They have lots made, but need FDA approval for using the new base ingredient. I'm going to try to switch to injections.

>>7460292
oh yeah i quite liked that album
have you listened to protomartyr? they kinda have a similar sound/vibe

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>>7460248
I'm just relaxing and talking to people, washing my new jeans so I don't get dye on furniture.
As for what I'm listening to
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=awzNHuGqoMc
>>7460297

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>>7460279
:):):)
I've never done girlmode with the blinds open. it's horrifying. I feel more ugly the more i try to look nice.
i think i look like a stoner boy.
i just need to face my fears.

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>spending time with family
>everyone is gloomy
>leave to be alone and cry
>they start laughing and having fun
Maybe I should just stay away

>>7460302
Not everyone in this world is horrible my dear...
All I can do is promise you it's not a trap and hope you believe me

>>7460294
>that 3ds

do you /MonsterHunter/, Grace? if not, what games do you like?

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Kill me ;w;

>>7460289
>why did you get upset?
I don't know I'm fucking awful. I brought over some stupid fucking baked goods I'd made that tasted like shit that probably no one wanted because I thought it'd be a sweet christmas gift for my gf, and then I sat around just being a stupid retarded irritating awkward fuck and I'm pretty sure I was keeping my gf from having fun because she had to babysit me like the stupid drooling idiot I am instead of spending her time with her family and every fucking time her little brother would talk to me or refer to me he'd slip up and be like "[boy name]... er... [girl name]" or start to say he and quickly change it to she and it was pissing me off even though I know he's trying to say the right things and he's not trying to be a dick but it still pissed me off for whatever reason because I'm a shitty person.
>>7460248
Fripp & Eno - Evening Star

>>7460269
>>7460277

we do we even celebrate holidays, honestly?

>>7460289
Juniper do I sound like this?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d8BegviNAvI
>>7460292
Ok if even you are saying good things about me then it must be true. Thanks.
>>7460274
Ok I believe now, Rachel doesn't like me so I know she isn't hugboxing me.
>>7460279
That's a nice living room.

>>7460318
coincidence i'm sure
you could rejoin them if you wanna have some fun :3
>>7460321
noo ;w;

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>>7460298
Its a memory that can build experience. Its how anything works like fucking up so one can understand how not to fuck up its why I Always purposefully fuck up to understand things its like how i can remember..

>>7460295
I dont know anon. I hate that my father wont talk about the past

>>7460300
It was taken a few days ago

>>7460305

>>7460318
i feel the same, my family can get gloomy as fuck. i think i'm just going to do Christmas on my own or with friends next year in the Bay Area instead of going through the pain of flying

>>7460319
it would be easier if I could identify you, impersonators and all that

>>7460295
No hangover. I'm trying to not sink into a horrible depression while I'm here. I really want to enjoy Christmas this year and nothing has gone wrong so far, but when I'm not drunk, I just feel like shit. Partly to do with all the shit I've been dealing with prior to the holidays. So now I'm avoiding alcohol because I feel like I might accidentally use it in order to stave off my bad emotions, and now I can't think of anything else to do other than be in this thread.

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>>7460311
I need my ebay order

>>7460323
that's understandable
don't let yr anxieties consume you
it's ok
good taste btw
also how well did the kid know you pretransition?

>>7460325
shakira do you like this song https://youtu.be/qZnTHH3pUqg
the lead singer is brown and likes to sing about being brown (like in a social commentary way)

>>7460329
post voice, say merry christmas

>>7460298
>other insecurities
My excavations into my memories have unearthed lots of shit. My first year on my own was a disaster mentally. Peal another layer off the onion, and find something else hideous that I suppressed.

>>7460315
>blinds open
What are they, but then I live in the country over a mile off the closest blacktop road.

>>7460326
I know it's my depressing aura that was bringing everyone down, my family is nice and happy, I'd be happier if I could come out to them but I'm too much of a pussy.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FqeBKzmsNSE

>when you repression pact with your best bro on /pol/ falls apart and he says he has to transition

You did this mtfg. You took him from me...

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>that one song that makes you cry for no reason
>>7460272
No, the American kind
>>7460269
I've never done motorsports before, but it seems like fun
>>7460324
Hopefully we'll each get to have a Christmas where nothing bad happens, we get to be ourselves, and we're around supportive, loving people
At least that's what I keep hoping for every Christmas

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>>7460318
Go back and join their fun, anon
>>7460320
I haven't really tried monster hunter. I like Fire Emblem Awakening and Animal Crossing tho
>>7460335
I feel really tempted to splurge on toys but i probably shouldnt

>>7460343
transition with her, you'll both be happier

>>7460342
it's okay i'm a pussy too
everybody should get to have some fun, and that means you too

>>7460343
Just wait, you'll succumb sooner or later.

>>7460324
I love my family and I mostly do it because I'm a very lonely person who needs the company. I can just never be sure if my family loves me and also wants me around. So it's like Russian roulette every year!

>>7460341
>What are they
?

>>7460343
You've got to be there for her anon, whether or not you keep on repressing. She'll need you.

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>>7460345

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>>7460325
idk maybe the accent a bit but idrk
have you started training yet?

>>7460345
awwwh

>>7460348
It's a place I can't follow. I was inspired by spartan. Only he can help me now. He made it look so easy. I don't know Spartan though. I wish I was like him.

I feel so alone without my bro. It was our fight. Our secret.

>>7460350
I know I can't. It's breaking my heart knowing the fellowship is broken.

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also I got a new wallet and I love it
the color is like my favorite shade of blue

>go out shopping
>have amazing time looking at dresses, shoes, etc with best gff
>buy my first makeup(2 lipsticks, 2 eyeliner pens, mascara)
>go to friend's party and socialize with all my ladies
>wake up next morning
>complete doubt in self, trans identity, myself as a girl/woman/female
>dysphoria feels like its very muted
>feel like i just exist in space
>doubting myself all over again

I want to die

really

>>7460354
I don't think I can. It's too much. I need someone to save me

>>7460338
>how well did the kid know you pretransition?
he saw me maybe two or three times pre-everything, then me and my gf started going out when I had been on hrt for like three months, and now it's been about nine months and I've only recently actually started going my a girls name a month or two ago. Also I'm pretty sure the kid has minor autism and if not is at least rather socially stunted and inept.

>>7460331
You want me to trip?..Gosh no-one has ever asked me to trip before
Deep down you'll always know when it's me posting through, right?

>>7460361
Spartan spends hours every day shitposting about how totally not trans he is, repression isn't healthy and will probably take years off your life, if she's really your friend and you feel the same you should go through it with her

>>7460356
no not yet
after christmas
>>7460345
NFL came to London once, it was cool. Why do they stop the game so often though???

>>7460363
when you have these cycles of doubt, you know that it's gonna go away eventually, so don't let it decide things for you

>>7460362
jesus christ your fucking room. what the fuck is wrong with you?

your eyebrows look good, but the tail might be a little too long.

>>7460324
I don't even know. I'd have stayed happily where I was if not for knowing it'd displease my mother. She makes it all worth it. The rest can sit on rusty nails.

I guess that's all its for, I'll jump through all the daft traditions for that person who matters. I guess one day it'll be my children I do it for. ._.


>>7460327
I don't want to pry too much but I sympathise, there was a long time with my own father where I was frustrated to a point of tears trying to get some truths out of him. He walked out on us for a period of time and I always wanted to know why he didn't try to contact me and a few other things related to those events. I got the answers eventually but it took him being in a different place mentally I suppose. Maybe in time he'll change too? Could there be a chance?

>>7460352
I don't have any blinds on my windows... :) Of course no neighbors can see in them either. They mostly look out over my land.

>>7460369
It gives me panic attacks. I wish I could just become a shadow. Something that can't feel. I can't even watch my friend do this. I fear feeling jealousy. We were in this together.

>>7460315
beautiful <3 i hope you see it yourself one day juni you are serously pretty

>>7460325
well what is life like now that you're pretty and pass?

>>7460327
it can also be traumatic and discouraging I'd you have mental issues and addictions to overcome first. . .

>>7460341
that's why I'm suggesting she get those managed first since those impact life severely regardless of boymode or girlmode

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>>7460346
The Materia limbs are nice. Waiting on innocentia

>>7460374
Maybe after his mom died

>>7460368
your would be easy to impersonate though, that scares me

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>>7460377
Pathetic grow up stop crying go outside talk to stranges kiss a girl

>>7460376
Continuing the repression will just make you crazier and more isolated.

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>>7460372
I'm working on it
>your eyebrows look good, but the tail might be a little too long.
Thank you, I'll look into that, I just did them today and haven't done much research aboiut it yet
>>7460378
I really wanna grab this one too

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>>7460386
Those colors are tempting.

>>7460391
that's a cool guntank

>>7460377
They can be worked on in parallel.

Why does Grace always think someone is bullying her every day?

I only post once a month please tell me the story. Is she crazy?

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>>7460375
that's spooky af
>>7460377
get me outta this box plz
>>7460383
wtf kind of party is that

>>7460379
Well...yeah I guess you get a lot of attention and stuff, so we all would muddle into the same (._. )
I'll always be here though for you....

>>7460384
serously fuck off. it's absolutely disgusting that you think this serous shit can be solved by "lol just go outside bro"

that. isn't a magic fucking solution that cures drug addiction or life long mental issues. is something wrong with you?

>>7460383
Cool!!! and have fun!

>>7460334
Damn, yeah. Something akin to that is why I'm up and on this board tonight too. All the problems just kind of manifest in the background. You've made a good choice to avoid drinking those feelings down though c: What time is it where you are?

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>tfw can't even post on /robotranny/ without getting told to fuck off

>>7460399
I don't get many anon (you)s, I can think of 3 anons I could identify, you, the one who posts "marry me" and the other one who posts along with them

>>7460398
okay then I'll refrain from compliments in the future

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>>7460400
Everyone has issues crying about it all day doesn't help. Shakira should volunteer and help others for free it might help her outlook on life and maybe meet interesting people what do you have against community service too cool for school to drool?

>>7460406
Easy to identify an anon that only posts the same phrase for lack of anything real to say.

>>7460406
O...oh...you're marrying another Anon
H...h...he must make you feel very special, I'm glad you have someone.


... ;_;

>>7460410
you've missed the point I was making entirely. I'm done with the conversation

>>7460406
I'm a fourth anon, throwing myself into the mix just to make the situation a little more confusing. :3

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Merry Christmas?

>>7460398
Why spooky? Just kinda normal to me. I love having the views out them. Sure it would be nicer if they were rocky mountain views, but the family land is hilly fertile farm land. My place is only 10 feet lower than the highest point in the whole county.

>>7460385
I don't know what to do. I just want to stop living

10:39pm
Still early, but I should probably go to bed soon anyway. Thanks for encouraging my one good choice today, ha. How late is it where you are? And how's your Christmas thing going?

>>7460412
it changes every time
oh there they are>>7460414
>>7460414
I'm not marrying anyone as far as I know, I wish to get to know people though but anons are difficult to track
>>7460416
ahhhh

>>7460420
Go to your friend and ask for help and guidance.

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>>7460407
you are sweet
i'm sorry
but thank you
>>7460419
that sounds nice
at night that would be spooky tho imo
aliens and monsters you know?

>>7460422
meant for >>7460403

>>7460418
Those are very cute anon, did your sissy mistress get them for you for Christmas? Have you been a good little sissy this year?

>>7460377
It's still bad. I still have suicidal thoughts because ashamed to be trans and I feel like I missed out on the best years of my life. My life is a mess in general, I'm high on opiates all day and my future financial plans revolve around some form of whoring. I wish I had friends and a nice career.

>sixth call tonight...
Why isn't she spending time with her grand kids?

>>7460426
Nah, mountain lions and bobcats... :) I've seen them both on my land.

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>>7460415
And what point was that? At least Robin fucking tries, she has weird fetishes and autistic things and some neurological disorder but she fucking tries shes come a long way. And you know hat helped Robin come along so nicely? Going outsidie, lmao

>82 comics
>only 3 followers
the cisnormative patriarchy is real
support trans artists

>>7460425
They said "you can come with me"
I want to die. It wasn't meant to be like this. We were supposed to win.

>>7460248
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GI_nhd66EcE
>>7460292
>AOTY
nah, there's a few better ones for sure
they were good live though, I think I clocked like 3 other trannies

>>7460431

N-no, I don't have a mistress...just bought them a couple years ago
Do you really think they're cute?

>>7460442
Repressing isn't winning.

>>7460422
It's 3:45am in merry ol' England.
Better really. When I first started posting in here I was a bit frustrated and restless but a bit of natter and now I'm feeling my usual self. A bit of socialising really can be the cure I guess :P

I hope your christmas turns around, I really do :)

>>7460437
Shakira already decided before ordering HRT that she wasn't going to try and make an effort. It has nothing to do with any current problems. If you convince yourself to go down a path of failure nobody can change your mind.

>>7460442
Repression is only hiding from your true self. At best it could be a draw, but most likely a loss.

>>7460438
link the comic, i'm up all night

I worry that I complain too much on here but this is really my only outlet to post feelings. I feel crummy when I'm in school and I just feel extra shitty and uncomfortable when I visit my dad. I have a good relationship with him but I don't want to be around him. The only reason I have a good relationship is because I say nothing. Every time I visit I regret it by the end. But my brother doesn't talk to him so I feel extremely guilty if I don't talk to him. Plus I know he'll eventually despise me for being a tranny, so it all feels so pointless visiting him. Every time he yells or goes on one of his tirades over some problem he caused it makes me think about the constant fights my parents had when I was growing up and I just want to cry in my room (guess what I'm doing now lol). Nothing's changed, he's still the same motherfucker he's always been. I hope to god one day something will force me to tell him how I really feel about him like my brother did to him.
>>7460370
Some parts of it where the clock stops (incomplete passes, play challenges, timeouts, etc.) just sorta the nature of the game. The commercial breaks are so the NFL can squeeze every penny out of the game with TV ads.
The London NFL games look fun, they play a few every year. My favorite team is playing at Wembley next year, wish I could go for a trip, would be pretty sweet.

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>>7460386
https://youtu.be/wX78KhD04N8

>>7460308
Only so far as they're the same genre of music, Protomatyr sound like The Fall and The Chameleons while Preoccupations have a lot of 80's worship and This Heat influence. When I saw them the vocalist was wearing a suit and had tons of stage presence.

>>7460444
No way they are shabby as fuck and the seam is in the wrong place. I didn't even know what it was at first because of the close up and the blurring. I just thought it was funny you posted something kind of AGP and poor quality at Christmas.

Did you get any normal clothes this Christmas? At least post that instead.

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>>7460424
2 are me, so it looks like you like me twice as much then? :3

Gosh you are good at making me feel special

>>7460432
work on fixing ur addiction and depression with therapy first. once you clear those two roadblocks the rest gets a lot easier

>>7460315
I dont think people would be confident at all trying to gender you just from your face.

>>7460386
how did you do your eyebrows? I should do mine, they're terrible

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>>7460456
Hey there.

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>>7460449
And thats why se turned to drugs shes not making an effort and whallowing in self pity. Literally every tramsbian virgin programmer in their mid twenties stsy in fucking side all day and do not try and cancel meet uos to buy clothes irl because women do not fucking but clothes together irl thafs just weird rggt?????

You know who are happy? The mtfs that have lifes and fucking tty? The ones that go outside and talk to people. The ones that gk social and try their because. Because thats what it takes to beibg a women, being frjendly and social and observant ot something everyone has to figure it out themselves like a video game with no cheat sheet

>>7460463
>therapy
>nhs

Hahaha you have no idea whats its like here

>>7460448
I'm glad you're doing well, then. Socialising on the interbutts usually helps me calm down a hair. I think I'll have a good time. I'm being positive. It hasn't been bad so far, and I will hopefully try to fix my voice for the rest of my stay soon enough. If it works out well enough, maybe using my passing voice permanently will be my New Year's resolution or some shit.

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>>7460468
mermaid, sing to me~

>>7460432
>I feel like I missed out on the best years of my life.
We can only go forward. Makes sense to do the best possible with the rest of your life.

>>7460362
Is that an old picture from before?

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>>7460455
it's no biggie I read your feels posts even if I don't comment some times. maybe telling him one day in a letter or a voicemail will be easier than saying it in person? but ur gonna make it keep up the fight ambi

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is renren okay?

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>>7460476
That's me tonight.
>>7460473
Don't toy with me.

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>>7460418
uhh im sorry but idk what this picture is. what am i supposed to be seeing?

>>7460470
You just hate /mtfg/ trannies for being good gamers and intelligent.

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>>7460361
>>7460369
>>7460376
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AMdwow8Nlus

I HAVE BEEN SUMMONED

My powers can't be merely taught. It comes down to your strength of will. If any sliver of desire to be a girl remains. You WILL fail.
I am only successful because I am a master of personality reconstruction and psychological reconfiguration.
If you can take estrogen. And then stop it. For good Then you will know you have the strength to win. Or it will enthrall you and you will become like them.

I have long since discounted that any rival repressor can ever match my feats.
I suspect you will be the same. I can sense the fear in you. That fear will cut you down and make you like them.

You have to be like me. Unafraid of these demons of Slaanesh.

To walk in the valley of death and feel no evil.


GOOD. LUCK.

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>>7460318
things got better and everyone was happier with presents, pretending to be happy about guy clothes was hard tho.

>>7460480
Oh sorry.

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>>7460480
no toying around here
those song lyrics hit me hard

>>7460484
looks like custard colored tights

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>>7460486
I just hate Shakira missing up chances to make out with qt black muslim lesbians

>>7460453
Sometimes we have to hide. Because we are afraid of what the world might see.

>>7460487
I wish I had your brain. I could beat this if I had your level of anger and masculinity in my head.
I don't trust myself to take HRT and be able to quit. I am lost.

>>7460463
I'll keep trying to get therapy, thanks. Goodnight and have a merry Christmas <3
>>7460475
Merry Christmas to you too Syndie.
>>7460455
Yeah I hope you can come. Merry Christmas!

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>>7460490
Fuck you for making me cry on a good night.

>>7460487
You are literally the cartoon villian of mtfg I thought we were done with this bullshit when you named yourself amy and took hrt.

>>7460496
o. uh congrats i guess? did she just buy them and is happy about it?

>>7460500
yw and merry Christmas :]

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>>7460504
our blood does run blue

>>7460487
It's even more epic when time goes on and a certain video game or movie become less relevant. It slips from your conscious mind to make room for tracking new contemporary knowledge. Maybe it will be a decade, maybe it will take two or three decades. At the end of the day all that's left is you, a person, a real human being wasting her life, not a fiction that fades from memory.

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>>7460511
Fuck, you probably just wanted to see me not being over you still. Happy now? Please let me have a good night now.

>>7460497
Evil transbian scum. I have discarded your opinion forever.

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>>7460507
Didn't you hear? Spartans never die.

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>>7460514
doesn't it mean you got to see the same?

>>7460514
>>7460511
Cringe now?

>>7460470
I got therapy for a non-trans related issue and it was really fast and I could even say effective. Is it just that much worse pursuing that kind of help or is it a regional thing?

>>7460471
Hey that's great, the positivity quietly does a lot I feel. How long have you been doing voice training for? My respiratory system is still recovering from years of heavily smoking through my teens so even a squeak above my normal speaking tone is guaranteed to become a grumbled mess lol.

>>7460499
just do it, transition, you will never be able to repress your feelings forever, and the longer you do the less transitioning well help, if you really feel that way you should transition as soon as possible and be happy with your friend

>>7460454
http://peeandshittycomics.tumblr.com/
i-it's ironic shitposting, anon

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>>7460519
I don't trust you. I know you hate me. You just want to hurt me for fun.

>>7460527
Please take the cringe fest role playing to private.

>>7460524
looks horrible

>told my friend I'm posting on 4chan on a tranny thread. She laughed. Told me to come and visit her at her new Springs home.

>>7460500
ty
Merry Christmas to you too!

>>7460499
The more you hide it, the more broken you will get. You need to come out and be yourself.

>>7460517
They just transition to girls.

>>7460533
i'd offer to let you contribute but you're cis
sorry

>>7460524
Sorry, I actually really don't know anything about 4chan I only clicked on here from refreshing the home page a few times.
I'll still give it a read though

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>>7460527
as a devil should right?
have a good rest of your night

>>7460371
Yeah but what's gonna go away, the doubt or the trans part?

does anyone else have doubt stories

>>7460535
She's right, what are you doing on here shitposting with the nutty kids at your age at this time of night on Christmas Eve?

>>7460521
I've been training without a professional for years, now. I've watched a lot of videos and done a lot of recording. It was easy at one point because I worked traffic control in the middle of nowhere, so while I was standing in the road for hours seeing twenty cars max, I would just talk into my phone and play it back. The handful of people who've heard it say it's convincing, and I've used it to go stealth in a bunch of stores before. I just need to be brave and do it regularly now.

I'm sorry your voice is a little jacked up at the moment, but if it helps, I think crackly voiced girls are attractive. I'm attracted to smokers, so I think it's endearing.

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>>7460521
Regional. People should stop moving to London

>>7460516
She came onto me and it was a cute spur of the moment.. There were so many cute guys that night making out... And a straight couple dancing so sensually together...

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>>7460543
You're fucking vile.

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>>7460477
Thanks <3. I'll keep fighting the good fight and work every day to be me.
I'll write him a letter after I graduate in May, though I worry if I tell him I hate him and want little to do with him that he'll probably become massively depressed and it makes me feel guilty. But then again I still have nightmares about the time he called my mom a crazy bitch and a whore for getting remarried, and threatened her so badly that I had to hold my mom in my arms when I was fucking 12 while she sobbed her eyes out and slept with a baseball bat to protect herself that night while every piece of furniture was pushed up against the front door so he couldn't come in, so I think he's a person beyond help.
>>7460500
Merry Christmas <3.
>>7460524
Ironic shitposting is the best shitposting. I'll give it a read

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>>7460512
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gY5rztWa1TM

>delusion gendering me
>wasted life

Curing transition is not A wasted life.

There's nothing to waste, but transition is sacrificing normality, self respect and all aspects of social acceptability.

And For what? so you can let gender scizophrenia dictate your life? I have made dysphoria my bitch and vanquished it.


There is no challenge I cannot face. No enemy I cannot beat. No demon I cannot expel.


I got the spark of the divine brah. I am a FUARKIN god

>>7460549
Shakira is lucky she isn't you right now. There is nothing worse than being a transbian.

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>>7460554
Hi do you wanna repression fug me?

>>7460551
What the actual fuck is this, people were right about you being fucking weird.

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>>7460543
pretty awful desu.
just subtle enough to look innocent, but vicious enough to wound

>>7460558
Which is better a repression fug or a depression fug? I know you've had both slut.