You guys ever doubt transitioning? What triggers it? How do you

How is childrens anthro porn related?

>>7435516
I think about it a lot, especially cause I just started awhile ago and I'm not sure I'm going to fully socially transition yet, probably just stay on hormones and be a weird looking dude desu
But the entirety of my life is kind of a shit show so this isn't really much different.

>>7435696
Just general PiV sex with a women. Arthur just happened to make it weird today

>>7435735
How long ago? I'm also on mones but I'm worried I'll change my mind too late.

This has been a lifelong process for me but I've grown o use to acting and living male, what if I'm fucking my life up

Yeah, maybe 4 years after hormones and 1 after top surgery I tapered off my testosterone and started presenting as a girl. I figured maybe I had been too hasty and I just didn't like being a preteen/teenage girl. (I was doubtful enough of this to have had surgery first though....)

Within about a month I was suicidal. I went back on testosterone when someone pointed out to me that it was probably just my hormones and not the whole world that was fucked up. My issues subsided in a week.

I tried it again a year later. Same result.

>>7438648
So are you saying transitioning wasn't for you?

>>7435516
Sometimes, I was always strangely charming as a guy, like I'll never understand it, but throughout highschool I was with more girls than any of my friends and I had never even actually made a move on any of them. I always succeeded in catching a girls interest just by being myself and acting naturally(and I also always succeeded in scaring them off after they realized just how emotionally fucked up and faggy I am), and I almost feel kinda guilty that I'm shutting off all of this easy access to straight girls I had that so many guys would kill for, like I get this feeling that maybe I'm just supposed to be this attractive charming guy and I'm fucking up this wonderful opportunity and going against my nature by trying to be a woman because I'm a mentally ill piece of shit.

Like overall I've stuck to transition and I'm so much happier but it still feels like I'm doing something wrong.

Also I read a lot of yaoi and I feel like I'm throwing my chance away to be a gayboi sometimes.

>>7438695
>Also I read a lot of yaoi and I feel like I'm throwing my chance away to be a gayboi sometimes.
Lol fuck
I'm the exact opposite. I feel like I'm throwing away my chance to be a dyke every time I watch/read yurishit

>>7439156
>tfw I only like men but if I was a cis girl I would be 100% lesbo
Yuri is great

>>7439156
relatable

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>>7439166
>>7439205

>tfw the only thing stopping me from living out my yuri fantasies is crippling dysphoria

I was molested at a young age. My parents let me start transitioning without seeing a therapist. I only started seeing one recently. A lot of things we talked about have me doubting my self.

>>7438674
I think they're saying that transitioning is the only thing that they can do. Once they stopped taking test they became suicidal.