/mtfg/ - Male to Floppydisk

>>7434576
its ok
dw

tfw garbage

I wonder if "femboys" mind having their cis minds warped by estrogen

i want someone to cuddle on the couch with during new years desu ;-;

p-platonically, ofcourse.

>>7434575
>Take care of your nails edition
I'm a horrible nail biter though ;-;

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I hate this, he is never going to help me, I can't even contact him

but I don't have a shotgun. I just have a normal gun. And I mean blowing my brains out is totally fine but I want to do it where I am both most comfy, and where i can leave the least amount of problems for everyone else who has to pick up after my shit.

>>7434575
>Take care of your nails
got infected as a kid and stopped growing back

thanks for reminding me though
just what I needed :/

>>7434561
>You write long posts about leaving mtfg

I'm sure I mentioned to you that that plan got put on ice because I sold my game hence have nothing to do until January. Oh and my plan to browse anon infrequently and wean myself off was going well until people bitched about me evading filters. As soon as I put the trip back in I was here full-time again.
> too eager to drum up more drama and instigating or continuing fights.
Name a fight that I instigated? Oryx harasses me, Isla is a racist prick, Elanna apologized for what she did implying she was in the wrong, I was right about Mercury faking her suicide. The only part of your missive that I will concede to is that yes my tone is indeed abrasive sometimes, that's because I browsed /r9k/ for years before coming here.

tfw nasty and gross

I love mado!

xth for lauren is lewd

>>7433852
https://clyp.it/wypqhx0j

i cant i habitually bite them from when my parents divorced

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=92tACN9MUC0

>>7434601
>go out to sea
thats so much fucking effort. Cant i just stay home somehow? Like, maybe if I just do it over the sink it'll be easier to clean up.

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Okay. I think I've got the confidence to call this therapist.

What do I even say though
I think I'm a girl is too uncertain
I want to be a girl is too fetishy
I want to discuss my uncertainty with my gender is too broad.

The way I introduce myself could change everything!

>>7434606
>https://clyp.it/wypqhx0j
*clap*

>tfw can't have long nails because I'm a guitarist

;_;

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kc2kFk5M9x4
Oh shit its time

i don't want to keep messing up but i don't even what i'm doing wrong

>>7434610
I'm transsexual.

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>tfw noone's favourite trip

>>7434613
maybe. yea that doesn't sound bad. I'll just make sure i'm very high and i'll bring my favorite blanket. and i have as much time as I need then. someone will find me eventually but no one will know who i am or anything, that sounds totally fine.

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>>7434620
I like bullying you

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fugg i think my dad is coming over for Christmas and im not out to him. uhhhhhh what do i even say when he sees me looking and dressed like a girl?

this is scary bc the last time I came out to a parent i almost got forced gay conversion

>>7434614
also same

>>7434620
iktf
>you will never be a A-list trip

ok where do i shoot myself to be most optimal? i mean, it'd be great if I could be unrecognizable but these are 9mm here, I don't think I'm blowing my entire face off. So maybe it's better to go from the back off the head to ensure I don't survive.

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>>7434626
>A-list trip
lol b-listers

you're all is my favourite trip
anons too

>>7434622
I noticed

>>7434626
:(

>>7434627
yay thanks Alex <3

>>7434613
Http://steamcommunity.com/id/i_need_to_pee okii

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>>7434620
Same
I need to get written out next season

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>>7434620
same. don't feel bad about it though it's not a big deal

>download Steven Universe
>the first season is like 50 episodes

i dont have the patience for this, sorry :/

>>7434628
you could use google but i guess you wouldn't get your internet pity
>>7434623
why not avoid him

>>7434630
>you will never be a mtfg superstar like Grace

>>7434628
shoot yourself in shakira's head

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>>7434575
This is a trap, it's a gate way drug to being a girl

>>7434626
same
tier lists are oppressive and make me feel unloved/unwanted by my community

>>7434626
i- i said you were one of my favorites

>>7434639
most of it is filler tbqh desu senpai
i gave up too and watch episodes considered important to the plot

>>7434641
a) google will straight up tell me to get help and it won't help me figure out where to shoot myself in the head
b) it's more fun to do it this way

>>7434644
Your perfect nails trigger me

There, I promise to never say that again.

>>7434511
Caddy desu

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>>7434645
>caring about tier lists

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>go out Saturday night to a party
>girl mode
>get gendered female by everyone
>except for friends who constantly slip up and call me he and old name

I know it takes a while to rewrite after years of friendship. But it stings anyway.

I just realized I had on

Leggings
Knee high boots
A thong
French manicure
And a north face jacket

Fucking kill me

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>>7434642
Hang around me enough so you can be mentioned in the paparazzi photos
>>7434644
You're my favorite trap tbqh faye

>>7434645
This place isn't really representative of the trans community.
>>7434654
This is why stealth exists.

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>>7434649
scroll down a lil bit
have fun with your research

moshi moshi

>>7434662
refer to option b) dr smegma

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I don't know what's worse - when there is no drama or when there is.
When there is no drama going on, this general is mind numbingly boring.
When there is drama... well there is drama.

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>>7434657
Awww

Lay your head down and let mommy scratch it for you

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>>7434646
you named everyone though so I don't think it counts

>>7434657
maybe I can siphon some valuable (you)s

>>7434664
hi

>>7434584
sometimes I wonder if I'm actually trans or if taking the pills made me trans

>>7434653
shut up
>>7434656
ur masculinity is so tiny and goes unnoticed
>>7434659
i dont have a trans community bc im not popular

>>7434676
Same

>>7434667
yeah.. have 'fun'..
>>7434672
sorry

>>7434632
mom mom is a bible thumping fanatic that goes way over board with it. she converted some of her sisters to think the same way. on Thanksgiving they were planning to force me to detransition by surprising me at the family dinner. my mom tried to get my older sister on board but she said it was crazy as hell and warned me ahead of time about the planned ambush. I just had dinner with my sister at our grandparent's house instead.

>>7434641
im going to Christmas dinner at my sister's house and he is going too so I can't avoid him

>>7434598
>Oryx harasses me
At worst she pokes fun at you incessantly. Harasses? Hardly.
>Isla is a racist prick
Don't start more drama then with passive aggressive remarks. Ignore her. Idk.
>Elanna apologized for what she did implying she was in the wrong
She wanted to get you to stop before you made another big deal out of nothing.
>I was right about Mercury faking her suicide
That isn't because of you though, and who really cares if she lied to us about it? Let her live her life. You are to her what Oryx is to you.

You need to learn when to take a step back and realize the way you are behaving.

Also you never mentioned shit to me because the only time you've talked to me is to ask for juniper. Stop using thinly veiled excuses, there are many things you could do if you really wanted to leave here.

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>>7434657
We should meet up in Chicago next month grace

from last
>>7434542
but men let their bulges show all the time. Pay attention. It's even been in fashion during some periods.

Your second paragraph is a red herring. Nobody knows if you are trans or not unless you confirm it. At best they can guess.

>>7434544
It's one of those weird things to me. Maybe damage from conversion therapy. I don't know why that feeling is there in me. I'm normally very egalitarian. I think nothing of a linebacker in a dress.

>>7434555
I just never got being masculine. It just never computed for me. Likely why I so many problems in school.

>>7434566
cellular replacement. It can matter a lot.

>>7434600
I just said I didn't have issues with it. Not that it was good or sexy. To many tits and a smooth crotch says female, and the bulge says male. Mix a bulge and tits, and some have a fit.

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>>7434676
Don't say stuff like that
As much as I hate my body, I value my personality

>>7434681
tell your sister to tell him to fuck off if he gives you shit

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>>7434652
Whatever happened to Caddy Shabby?

>>7434654
Wow that sounds like a weird situation for your friends to be in.

>>7434679
At least you are 100% sure you're a nerd.

>>7434676
being a feminine man that wants to be called a girl is a lot better than being just a man

>>7434672
hii how r u

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>>7434670
>this general is mind numbingly boring.
Hey nerd talk about something that interests you lol
>>7434671
Oh gosh that would be amazing
>>7434672
Dont worry gurl we'll get you e-famous
>>7434684
Mebbe! I've got a lot to do so lemme know when and I can tell you if I'm busy or not

>>7434626
>tfw d-list at best
Perhaps this is a good thing

>>7434689
ill just call my boyfriend and leave. . .

>>7434692
>being a feminine man that wants to be called a girl is a lot better than being just a man
Can you elaborate on that pls?

>>7434692
Tru

>>7434691
What do you mean?

>>7434659
Idk i like my friends.
I doubt I could ever go stealth anyway

>>7434695
Well I'll be in Chicago from Jan 23rd - jan 26th

>>7434693
bad, really bad ;_;
>>7434695
I hope so

>>7434644
LOL
really enforces the feelings...

>>7434657
>paparazzi photos
Never worked for me. I was always "and friend".

>>7434683
I am going to assume you're feeling down today and leave you be until you calm down.

>>7434701
im not sure what part is confusing

>tfw binging and studying
woooo, either i'll fail or pass really well, but idgaf!!!!
>>7434620
>>7434626
>>7434698
iktf
>>7434684
swing by atl in like early jan and i'll prove that i am right about me!

>>7434707
Oh! H-How come? D:

>>7434714
I thought you quit the binge eating? I did.

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>>7434704
Ooo, those are weekdays and that is gonna be hard for me, I usually only work during week days with the exception of holidays :/
>>7434707
Now lets get you posting pics so we can get you a few chaser fans
>>7434708
Clearly you weren't crazy enough of a friend

>>7434715
doctor is ignoring me and he keeps moving the goalposts on me for months now, I can't go anywhere else because no transportation

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check em

>>7434713
>me passing at anything
well i guess i'm failing!
>>7434716
nah i don't binge eat, i replaced food with drugs and it's a lot better....

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>>7434695

Hey Grace I'm holding the phone I'm going to do it I know I can

>>7434713
oh I should have explained that better. thanksgiving dinner was supposed to be in Texas at an aunt's house and a lot of family was going to be there. a lot of the adults were in on the forced detransition plan so idk how things would have turned out if I went probably would have physically tried to force me

>>7434714
>>7434724ahhh fuck, lerghghggh srry alex gomen

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>>7434722

>>7434714
Right about what?

>>7434692
what if youre a feminine man but don't want to be called a girl, or more accurately dont care enough to change your life that much

>>7434726
Yes you are!

>>7434717
I need estrogen first ;_;

>>7434724
Good girl.
>>7434727
Shit that's scary.

>>7434731
my appearance and stuff and size

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>>7434714
Pleb are you trying to bait people again?
Look you complain about your body.
You wear a women's small and you're pretty tiny.
I understand a brow is pretty bad but still. Also you should speak a little louder. You tend to speak pretty softly

I've always liked the name Chloe, but I think I'd prefer and would want to use a variant of it, like either Kloe or Khloe.

Is that too stand out-ish and tranny-ish or do you think I could get away with it???

i like physical and emotional pain and i don't know why

RELIGION OF PEACE STRIKES AGAIN http://puu.sh
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not safe for life
dude gets murdered

>>7434743
>tfw one of the reasons why I hated being male was because people kept criticizing me for speaking too quietly

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>>7434717
Damn that sucks :/

>>7434739
Pleb don't complain about your size
You have bdd when it comes to that

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>>7434703
>What do you mean?
You gotta put yourself in their shoes. There walks their bro, who is not their bro anymore, not really, having gone through all these disturbing changes lately, It just takes time for people to catch up I guess. That or they just don't give a rat's ass.

>>7434712
How is being a limp-wristed flamer any better than being a tranny?

>>7434719
Could you please elaborate a bit? Is yot doctor moving appointments or goals or something like it? Or are you stuck in a hospital somewhere? Sorry, I haven't kept up with you

>>7434749
You're addicted to pain
Too blind to see you're lost in the shadows
Too addicted to face
In time you're gonna lose it all

>>7434747
I've seen more people named Khloe than I have Chloe
I didn't even know the C spelling was like preferred or anything.

who here /deep-seated father issues/

>>7434762
don't know, never met him

>>7434756
pretty sure flamers don't want to be called girls
at least not all of the time

>>7434739
Oh and thanks for showing me me and my bad about udon west.
Some of the best udon and curry I've had in awhile

>>7434762
my dad has always been really cool and very loving toward me even when I was a shitty edge lord teenager. im hoping him finding out in a tranny doesn't ruin things bc he always suspected I was gay and said he would love me the same. idk of that extends to being a girl

>>7434756
Yeah that's true definitely.
I mean the last time I saw some of these people was pre hrt, I didn't look remotely like a girl back then.

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>>7434767
*bf

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>>7434753
yea, its just when they need me the most because most of our staff is highschoolers that only work nights and weekends

>Applied to bunch of jobs last week
>Inbox full of system generated rejections
>Still no job
Juniper will be disappointed in me :<

>>7434738
i hope i'll get to look like a grill one day
>>7434749
tame desu
>>7434741
<3 alexeru
>>7434743
not even b8ing desu. i'm just posting what i observe
like my brow is fuarrrked. but like it's been that way since 13 desu.
i just like i wear a uniqlo small, and xs is what's always sold out, so i'm probs bigger than average. either way i shouldn't have my shouldersor ribcage with my height, and most of my shit is lie avg at best and the other parts are manly as fuuuucccckkkkkkkkkkk
idk how to speak loud desu. i rarely speak desu
>>7434753
i rly don't like looking at what sells out and then my size, i'm rly not delusional about that..
>>7434762
ayyyyyyy and mommy issues!!
>>7434767
npppp, and they have an ichiran in bk if yr back up here, but that shit is super inflated for prices tho. still dope desu

Suporn waiting list is like a year and a half. Hadnt expected that, thought it was 4 years or smthing

>>7434762
i hate him but he tries to be nice these days

>>7434758
goals, he will say something like "need to get diagnosed by therapists ect ect", after I get that done he says "oh gotta wait 3 months for the appointment, then says I need approval from therapist a yet again even though she has been saying it for months now and even she gets confused, now I can't even contact him,
I'm trapped with him.

>looking through old pics of myself
>i've actually become more honnish
>>7434762
i thought i had dad issues but i have mom issues
moreover, is the phrase "deep seated" or "deep seeded"

>>7434769
how does he not know?
have you not seen him for a long time?

>>7434717
More like nobody in the mainstream press knew who I was. lol The art & photography press knew who I was...

>>7434727
best let it blow over for a few years. *HUGS* the situation sucks.

>>7434752
"Needs a megaphone" was the caption under my photo in my 8th grade yearbook.

>>7434777
If private surgeons ran 4 year waiting lists they'd be out of business.
>>7434776
My brow is fucked too, wear a fringe, it may help.
>>7434784
Lol.

>>7434733
thats fine too. society will prob start calling you a girl if you look like one enough tho
>>7434756
that doesnt sound like a man
>>7434762
duh

>>7434727
Maybe undermine her base slowly. With a couple supporting family see a non supporting one out in public like at a restaurant.

>>7434785
>guaranteed customers for the next four years would put someone out of business
Ok

>>7434782
I haven't seen my father in 3 years now

>>7434784
no i can forgive alot bit that is totally over the line all of them are complete cut out of my life with no hope of forgiveness or ever being considered family again

>>7434778
how does he react to you being a trann?

>>7434785
its just a huge weight of my chest, cus itll be even more than that before i even have a paper from my psych lol

I had the feeling i should start taking care of thing already

>>7434762
slit his wrists when I was 5 after mom left him, mom told us he died of cancer, overheard her talking about it when I was 11, wasn't really surprised
Was kinda hard to look like I didn't know at 16 when she told me
Don't remember anything about him so can't really miss him
Hard to imagine what would've been different if I ever had a dad or a stepdad

>>7434781
>>i've actually become more honnish
iktf
>>7434784
kek
desu, i get an impression of this a lot when i speak to some ppl
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BHqgHFcmAOc
>>7434785
i need to cover up my entire face lmao
i should go to a true english religion like islam

>>7434792
he doesn't know
nobody knows

>>7434789
none of my family is supportive. the ones that aren't openly hostile still use my old name and male pronouns and I don't think that'll ever change. it's still the closest thing to support so I'll take what I can get

>>7434780
Wow, that's a really crappy situation. The fact that he's literally ignoring you and attempting not to make contact is ridiculous and shameful. He's there to help you, not to make you feel worse.. ;n;

i really hope he gets back to you or acts a bit nicer soon
anyway
huggo

>>7434798
in their mind trans = gay man.. no exceptions and they're too ignorant to look up or understand difference **

>>7434733
What if you're a feminine man who cares enough about the way he looks to take hormones and crossdress but still considers himself a man

>>7434799
I'm scared, he's going to say "wait till next appointment months away" again on me

>>7434788
>that doesnt sound like a man
So how would you describe this mythical "feminine" man? That sounds almost as laughable as a "feminine" penis.

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>>7434796
>a true english religion like islam

>>7434784
We don't have yearbooks here. I think I would have gotten weird captions. We had an ironic "model student" ranked list in prep class. I was last, total hellraiser back then. Which would have earned me the head of the class title the next year if I had repeated the year instead of going to an engineering school. I can't remember the captions on that list for some reason. I'd have to dig for it.

>>7434806
:(

>>7434808
that's the joke desu senpaitachi :^)

>>7434771
Proper pronouns will soon follow.

>>7434804
Well yeah hormones were kinda implied but crossdressing idk, that's kinda going into girl territory
Besides women's stretch waist jeans (best jeans for everyone) ofc

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>>7434807
>describe this mythical feminine man

>>7434816
>Besides women's stretch waist jeans
that's a thing?

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>>7434818
I actually laughed.

>>7434818
>man
>posts grill
idgi

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>at the register at the grocery store
>debit card is declined
It's official I'm broke

>>7434826
iktf, I think I have two dollars

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>>7434808
Isn't it?

Why am I so damaged? Why am I such poison, girls?

>>7434832
delete

>>7434826
my bank account has exactly 11 cents in it rn

>>7434821
Yeah
or "elastic waist jeans" as they're apparently called in English derp
Most comfortable pair of jeans I've ever worn, not baggy or too tight, don't need a belt and even my dangly parts fit pretty well somehow

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>Nothing to do
>sitting at home watching old Doctor Who episodes
Winter break is boring desu
>>7434762
I have a good relationship with my father, though I fear coming out to him will damage it
>>7434832
Kek

>>7434815
Yeah they will. They already feel bad when they do slip.
I'm just a sensetive little tard

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>>7434832

>>7434818
wow you are super cute!

>>7434843
>I have a good relationship with my father, though I fear coming out to him will damage it
iktf

>>7434818
looking for masculine features but coming up empty

>>7434818
I wanna be pretty like beep

>>7434832
Have you heard of Noname? It's good rap, check her out.
>>7434858
>tfw 10 months HRT
>tfw still look like a man
At least you avoided my fate.

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After all of that

I got her voicemail and instantly hung up

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>>7434818
>implying

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>>7434846
There, there. At least you're a lovable little tard.

>>7434857
Just look from another angle.

>>7434818
when i grow up i wanna be pretty like you

>>7434762
I can't even describe how fucked up it was when I was young. At least somewhat repaired now.

>>7434769
Good luck & best wishes!

>>7434809
Only a few out of the class had photos on the memories pages. I don't know why I was included at all. It would have been the yearbook staff kids who chose it. I don't even know when the photo was taken, because it wasn't my official school one.

As for graduation, my second HS wanted to hold me back for excessive absences. I'd racked up well over 30 days missed in both my junior and senior years. 20 was the limit. I showed them the transfer credits Columbia gave me for the community college courses I'd taken. I was just a couple credits short of Junior standing. It also listed me as a transfer student. Not as an incoming HS student. They ended up letting me graduate.

>>7434821
yeee, they are fucking raddd
>>7434874
pls don't post my pics

>>7434853
imao, i haven't, but thanks for the suggestion

>>7434776
What was Angie like irl?

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>>7434878
>pls don't post my pics
Okay.

>>7434882
p fucking cool to hang with.
passes desu. her bf is cool too desu. 8/8 would do again
>>7434886
>ywn look 2d
why live

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>>7434874
neck fat is the easiest way to get clocked.
Don't have neck fat.

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>playing call of duty ghosts
>can't aim for shit
>my own grenades ricochet back to my feet
>dying multiple times on the easiest difficulty setting

estrogen made me worse at games wtf

>>7434882
trip on angie

>>7434891
>dying multiple times on the easiest difficulty setting

sorry but it's highly likely you never were good at them :p

>>7434892
eh, i'm p sure angie knows i thought she was fun to hang w/.......
>>7434890
oops!
well, my voice and bones already outed me lmao

>>7434891
you gotta get on the aiming grind

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>>7434874
I try my best!

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>>7434895
s-shush i never played call of duty before ok?? i usually play stuff like animal crossing or pokemon :c

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>>7434901
Oh yeah and drop the anime.

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>>7434874
that gif is actually a huge relief
its way too easy to forget everything we see is all cherrypicked doctored up angled stuff and that cisgirls are human too

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>>7434904
so you're saying you "good" at animal crossing?

very interesting...

>>7434913
were good* fuck

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>>7434908
I think it was you that posted this at me once?

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>>7434913
i got the golden shovel and buf catching net and caught all the fish bb I'm an expert

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>>7434889
You were cool too

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The problem with spartan's speeches is that I personally always prefered villains, or to be more especific, the slave girl at their feet that gives her life when fighting the hero to protect her master from the final blow. So the idea of E turning me into that just makes it better.

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>>7434920
right...

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>>7434923
>tfw no hero that makes me join him on his adventures

i need to a post-it note somewhere on my monitor to remind me how worthless i am
i always forget and then make mistakes

>>7434919
No, it was me, Austin.

>>7434877
I think most teachers I had would have liked it better if I had skipped classes. When I wasn't sleeping, it was all about creative mayhem. I was often drinking in class. Or worse. My results probably were the only thing that kept me from being expelled. They knew I was headed to a top school no matter what, and that meant I was going to improve their rank in school lists. Didn't matter that I was high or drunk.

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>>7434919
Heck no.

>>7434933
agp weeab

>>7434909
Yes, but now you know that your best pics are also a lie. All pictures are false.

>>7434891
It changes your depth perception method, and hand eye coordination some.

>>7434940
Oh, I know. I look different in a bunch of pics I have, only post the best.

>>7434891
I used to play a lot of video games pre HRT, can confirm estrogen makes you worse.

>>7434941
it all makes sense now! i dont remember being this terrible at shooting games

>>7434937
that looks fun

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>>7434940
i'm deluding myself with pictures
sometimes i forget how much more disgusting i am than the pics

>>7434930
As I see it women should either be the hero or the loving slave of the villain. Yumi in ruroken is my favorite, kamatari at a close second.

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>>7434934
Oh!! Well I saved it and kept it because I loved it. I'm not sure why I thought that, but it was like six months ago
Thanks Anise

>>7434937
We've solved the mystery.

So can you give me a rundown on what I am/am not allowed to post?

>>7434941
really? i noticed ever since i started ive gotten way better at catching stuff

>>7434952
Not really. You never look like any picture. The person in them doesn't exist.

>>7434946
think E just made me stop caring about being good in games at all

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>>7434953
idk i like the idea of being the right hand of some great hero. The second in command, the sidekick.

>>7434956
I've been anon much longer than a trip, I think that's how it's supposed to be. Right now I'm waiting for my skin to clear up from an allergic reaction to progynova so I don't deserve to trip.

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>>7434965
i know that person doesn't exist
the pictures i'm taking are portraying someone who looks better than i do

>>7434977
But the hero only has one true love in the party, a villain will let you love him as long as you're useful.

>>7434977
what about the sidekick that pretends to be useful but is really just there for sex.

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>>7434990
That's me

>>7434990
why would sex not be useful?

>>7434987
It's not a matter of better or worse, it's someone different

>>7434990
sex is pretty damn useful tho

>>7434995
i don't understand?
i look worse than the picture

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>>7434938
just what i needed
thanks for the kind words bby

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I wonder if my T went up already, I'm horny

>>7434990
Everyone hates them and they end up alone at the end, because good guys believe in true love. It's part of the package. At best you end up with another side kick that teaches you to love and that's pathetic.

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>>7434988
it's not about love, it's about being really competent and useful and trsuted

>>7434990
sex would only be a minor part of the whole thing

>>7435004
i like this picture but her neck looks freakishly tiny

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>>7435009
Ruined it for me, thanks!

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>>7434956
Here's a quick and dirty list for you:
- nothing that will make you look like an infantile loser.
So no forced cutesy stuff, no anime, definitely no emojis, tone down on the whining (it really isn't helping you one bit), talk a bit more about your actual life instead of what ever crazy shit is being discussed here.
Basically try to act like a normal human being. I know it's a tall order but you gotta start somewhere.

>>7434921
ahhh i was scared i was being too much of a fucking sperglord desu

I love tomska
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XXHe7rEQrvQ

>>7434994
>>7434996
I dunno I like the idea of being the useless slut.

>>7435000
The atractive things in pictures don't exist. So you're comparing yourself with something not human
At that point you can start saying that a mountain is less atractive, or an ice cream cone or the color yellow.

>>7435013
how do i be normal ;-;

>>7435019
You stop whining 24/7 pleby. take a bathroom break or something from time to time.

>>7435008
And you can get that with also love from your villain, who's also being superior by himself to the heroic team. And you give your life for him, and while he holds you you tell him you'll be waiting one step ahead in hell.

news flash:
i cant hear that well out of my left ear anymore as of today
in other news:
the lgbt-hotline mail person responded and they said i can get to an endocrinologist way faster than trough the gender clinic with its mythically huge waiting list

that concludes the news on me
bye

>>7435029
it doesnt matter if im the sidekick of the hero or the villain desu, as long as im someones sidekick

>>7435006
I can just defect and become the villains slut at the end

>>7434958
Same
my reflexes are great

>>7435013
>So no forced cutesy stuff, no anime, definitely no emojis, tone down on the whining (it really isn't helping you one bit), talk a bit more about your actual life instead of what ever crazy shit is being discussed here.
It sure is a good thing everyone else on mtfg sticks to this!

>>7435017
And you don't want to be kneeling next to your loved one, existing to be useful for him? That's fucked up.

>>7435033

What is Co-Dependency?

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kinda fixed it
cx

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hi im here now

>>7435034
And you only get to die for him or turn him good. That's missing all the fun!

>>7435028
it's hard to... i do it everywhere.......... and i just did!!!!
i don't know what else to do. i need surgeries that don't even exist rn...

>>7435041
im assuming both the hero and villain have some great aspiration thats not based on ideological views, not some unhealthy obsession. Im not sure this applies here

>>7435046
no! if I defect there's a good chance the villain will win, and odds are he's working on immortality or something so I can be his slut forever!

>>7435041
The purest form of love as long as one of you gets to die before having children.

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>>7434872

She's calling me back

>>7434935
In class I read and didn't disturb class. I "acted out" outside school. lol My excesses weren't known by my fellow students or the school staff, except for occasional slipups. I couldn't do to much about the airport and embassy limos that picked me up afterschool on Thursdays or Fridays, and dropped me off on Mondays or Tuesdays. I didn't talk, I was an enigma to most of my classmates. Even to my teachers. I gave bland generic responses like "I spent weekend in NYC" even if I'd been across the pond. Never what I really was doing there. I remember telling one kid "I can afford it" when asked who was paying for it. It was just to hard to explain the reality of situation. They had no way to relate and understand so I stopped trying. It would have been much better fo me if I'd gone to a school like Georgetown Prep. Some of the other students would have at least had some similar experiences. Instead I was in a public school with students from mostly middle class and poor families. The working HS in NYC would have been tons better.

>>7434978
Oh I thought it was the spiro that was causing it?
Well I like having you around whether anon or with trip

>>7435013
That's some solid advice.
But if I don't act like a cutesy dumb whiny baby loser then no one will like me?

>>7435050
that is based *

sup bitches, finally getting on HRT

just waiting on a paycheck, then meds...

literally crying rn

>>7435052
Villainss never win, they'd be the hero otherwise. Just give him your life to achieve his goal and enjoy it while it lasts.

>>7435065
but sometimes the villains win, usually when a slut defects for them!

i need an emotionally abusive relationship so i can be reminded how worthless i am

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This hero-villain talk is silly. Y'all should write a fantasy novel lol.

>>7435071
hows your day been grace

>>7435071
>tfw no headpats
;_;

>>7435058
It was super stupid of me to think the older drug was causing it. I took a couple of days and it was getting worse, after a day off progy it's getting better. I just didn't want it to be because I was gonna switch to cypro anyway and other brands of E are harder to get.

this ruined my day http://imgur.com/a/etOFS

>>7435071
i was 10 when i tried to write my first fantasy novel. The protagonist was the sidekick then as well lol.

>>7435069
I need examples for... Research

>>7435078
blamde adidas

>>7435071
Implying I'm not 80pages into mine

>>7435060
Congrats anon.
That's fantastic news.

>>7435077
Oh fuck that's terrible. Do you get them online or are you legit?

GERMANY YES
https://www.rt.com/news/370827-berlin-christmas-market-truck/

>>7435078
wtf thats not fair

>>7435076
*smack*

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>>7435037
It sure is.

>>7435049
Stop.
The.
Whining.


>>7435058
What makes you think anyone likes dumb whiny baby losers?

>>7435060
>sup bitches
rude :(

>>7435092
Smacks are good too~

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>>7435075
I woke up
Not much has really happened desu
I'm getting ready for work now, I'm hoping my step mom will come home so I can pick up my prescriptions and a secret santa gift beforehand.
>>7435076
iktf
>>7435078
Oops, someone is cuter than me, time to kms as if that hasn't always been the case
>>7435079
You should try again! I've wanted to create my own fantasy universe but I've always wanted to do it with something visual like drawing
>>7435086
Nice

>>7435071
I enjoy stories more if I'm considering the meta narrative.

>>7435094
idk what else to do, thisis what i think about mostly.....

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>>7435100
>thisis what i think about mostly.....
Get a hobby.

i wanna go away forever because i'm a joke

>>7435101
i think about it when i'm doing stuff too...... like the ride never ends.

>>7435094
Because people like me and that's what I am.
I'm mostly joking btw before you yell at me for whining

literally nothing in the house to eat but eggs and leftover birthday cake

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>>7434818
I want to [spoiler]boop[/spoiler] beep.

can someone please bully me

>>7435112
sorry but this is a bully-free zone

>>7435109
make an omelette

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>>7435112
Sorry but I only bully Anna

So does anyone feel their dysphoria rise if they aren't feminine enough?

>>7435098
maybe i should, i dont know if i want to get into that though, i just want to put all these cool fantasies i have into somewhere

>>7435112
you're a cuddleslut thats too cute for this world

>>7435088
Neither. I just go to pharmacies and ask for them pretending it's for my mom or dad. The thing is that I depend on them being lax and already having the stuff.
It's kind of weird but it has Aldo saved me a lot when it came to my asthma medication.

>>7435056
I wàs in a rural public high school. I was pretty popular, but the only excitement I had was the time I could squeeze to spend with the local punk girls. I was living with my grandmother at the time. She never knew about that and I made sure she never would or she would have escorted me to high school and back. That's why I had to quit codeine. My friends gave me an ultimatum when I blacked out in a club. Didn't want my family to know about that. Or the BCPs.
Prep classes after I graduated from HS, I lived on my own and had a lot more freedom. That's where I first got nicknamed Morticia. Coquelicot, too, poppy, that means; I don't think I need to explain. Those two years of prep classes and the first year and a half of engineering school were my wildest. Don't know how I survived that ride with all my organs intact. Then Chiara died. I guess I kind of died too that day. Cue fifteen years of nothingness.

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I'm drunk

Ima save bjorg from trannies

>>7434818
get back on hrt you baka

when someone tells you not to kill yourself because there are people that care, but you know you're all alone and nobody cares, what do you do
their only piece of advice is wrong
their only reason for you to live is wrong

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>>7435094
You know a lot of trans girls won't make it, right?

>>7435120
Of course

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>>7435120
Comes and goes. I'm pretty cold and unfeeling right now, don't know why, but dysphoria could kick in at any time and ruin my day.

>>7435120
No
I have two "dysphoria" modes:
>I'll survive
>OD's
no inbetween

>>7435090
Religion of peace?

>>7435079
Only book I ever tried to write was an essay on Dali. I was 8 at the time. Thankfully I burnt that. Embarrassing.

>>7435109
Rice and eggs is acceptable. It can be hard boiled or sunny side up so the rice absorves the juice.

>>7435124
I'm high on codeine right now.

>>7435118
>>7435137
meh, I'll order 'za

>>7435136
yeah, anything you write at that age always is

>>7435125
We were talking earlier about how your fantasies make being a tranny even better.

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I have an appointment with a therapist. Oh my god.

And it's only going to cost 100+ dollars

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>>7435125
your a girl amy

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>>7435120
Nope. I feel silly when I'm presenting too feminine, actually. I'm not butch, but...

>>7435125
how can you possibly be saved from what already lies deep within you both?
it is part of your core, part of your being
you can try to fight it...but you will never defeat it

>>7435141
We were all chunnies of something or other.

>>7435127
you find a reason to live that works for you.

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>>7435142
U shut yo up

I am invincible

>>7435144
Being a girl is dumb
I wanna fuck girls now

>>7435153
like what
there's nothing

>>7435149
They can make sure they are scared and hating themselves all their lives tho, I'm sure that's the end goal here.

I want someone to hold me and tell me everything is going to be okay

>>7435143
nice

>>7435147
It's legal and OTC in England.

>>7435165
mail me some please

>>7435166
just move to bongland

>>7435165
codeine is still OTC in england??
ohh you lucky ducky!

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>>7435155
>Being a girl is dumb
nope
girls get headpats and get to wear cute clothes and be cute
>I wanna fuck girls now
girls can love girls

>1200 calories to spend
>nearly bed time
sheeit, do I eat now?

lol I really like this estrogen stuff
I wish I would have started taking it years ago!

>>7435169
I need some irl holding ;_;