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I'm addicted to masturbation/porn. I'm literally wasting my youth away wanking. There are times when I can keep my dick untouched for a few days, but it leads to ''extreme'' masturbation sessions, like waking up in the middle of the night and jacking off in front of an open window totally naked, cumming to my mouth, or beating it off in the school library. I thought losing my v card would cool me off a little so I found someone cute for a one night stand and fucked. It was kinda boring after getting used to the situation, It felt like having sex with myself. But it cooled me off for a few days having my curiosity fullfilled. But now porn doesn't satisfy me at all and I'm always sexually unfulfilled. My current habit of jerking off:
>look for porn
>find porn, skim it
>open up a gay chatroom and try to find someone to fuck
>give up after hours of searching
>go to the bathroom and cum
>repeat
And I live in the allahu akbar side of the world so I don't really have many choices to find someone to fuck. And those chatrooms are full of old, fat, ugly, disrespectful, married guys. It's rare to find someone close to me and decent looking. And I don't even know if sex is what I want. My only experience was nothing like I expected it to be. Sucking the dick felt like sucking a finger. I don't know man, sometimes I wanna chop my dick off and set myself free from the sexual desires. I would never do that but the idea sounds peaceful sometimes. Anyone has any advice for this poor anon?
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Get a hobby, preferably one that keeps your hands busy
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>>7429782
I already do (drawing), but I can't concentrate on it, my mind always goes to my dick.
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>>7429788
Man I don't know what to tell you then, dude. That sounds fucked. Sex likely won't curb this, so don't look to that as an avenue
Like any addiction, you have to condition yourself in order to stop. Think about all the negatives you posted here the next time you think about reaching down there
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>>7429804
Thanks for trying to help. I feel like I'm stuck in a loop, this is hell.
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give this a watch
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wSF82AwSDiU
they talk about people just like you who manage to get better
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>>7429888
I saw it before but I watched it again anyways to remind myself what they said. I wonder if it's healty to watch porn once in a while. I don't know if I can quit it altogether cold turkey.
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you know what you have to do
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>>7430064
It is, there's nothing inherently wrong about masturbating. But no addiction is a good thing.
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