Sad edition
• Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
Old thread >>7426188
Girls rule the world
Eva don't worry you'll get your hrt
>>7427351
They sure do... real girls that is.
>tfw you'll never experience this or have any meaningful long lasting relationships.
Where is my gf?
>>7427357
Why not anon? I am sure yo can find some girl to live out your straight fantasies with her.
>>7427357
That's gay. And it looks stupid with two dresses.
>>7427364
you seem lost, do you know where you are?
>>7427362
No one will ever love me or what I am.
>>7427364
Its beautiful and pure and you know it.
>>7427359
what are you scared of?
>>7427369
>No one will ever love me or what I am.
Don't be like that anon. If some absolute wrecks that post here can find someone willing to be in their presence I am sure you can too.
>>7427372
I'm scared because he should have responded by now, I'm scared of being alone all day everyday
>>7427362
But what's the point if my ass will never look like that.
>>7427375
To earn enough money for an ass surgery?
>>7427376
Jesus look at the size of those calves. Thats an ex fat girl for sure.
What's with all these pictures of cis lesbians
Why do you torment us like this?
>>7427376
girl on the left looks better desu
are we posting triggering images
please stop
>>7427380
Yeah probably.
>>7427381
That's not true. They all need to put in the effort.
>>7427384
Be quiet Anthony.
>>7427387
Why?
>>7427357
>tfw transbian master race in a committed three year relationship
never give up
>>7427389
no they dont
its just puberty
>>7427376
Wtf is that? Lol
To be honest, I've been at this a long long time, since I was a teen. I'm finally at a place where I kinda feel good about myself. But shit like this still makes me want to say goodbye to the people who love me, and just give up.
fuck everything
>>7427401
please fuck me as well
>>7427357
I will experience this. I have a fiancee and she loves me even though I am trans and she is cis. Find a lesbian who's okay with trans girls or a bi girl who wouldn't mind either way. Get on OKCupid. Seriously, right now, get on OKCupid.
why are majority of you turned on by cis girls?
>>7427403
Too ugly
>>7427397
Getting yourself a good looking ass takes time and effort. And is one of the few things you can actually work on without resorting to surgery.
>>7427400
Fine I'll stop.
I don't come here to hurt people.
How do you deal with commercials, random passerby's and similar incidents. Is Insta verboten to you?
>>7427405
Bro...
>>7427405
Becauae they're literally agp fetishists
They're the mrs garrison parody of trans
>>7427405
transbi and transbians
oh, and the transpans special snowflakes
>>7427401
your cool though
>>7427410
Fucking transbians. Besmirching the good name of trannies everywhere.
>>7427405
I'm bi but can't have sex or get intimate with men without feeling absolutely horrible and disgusted and nauseous because I was molested as a child and have issues, so I'm functionally a lesbian. I wouldn't want to be with a trans girl because we're all broken in some way, it seems, and broken+broken does not a healthy relationship make. Does that explain enough?
>>7427401
Same desu
>>7427405
idk why are you turned on by men?
>>7427415
y-yeah, degenerates!
>>7427419
Stop identifying as a dolphin
>>7427407
That's what I thought too, and then I got really drunk one night and made a profile with a terrible webcam picture and a brief description of me and my hobbies and stuff. I clicked a lot of the questions they give you too. Met a cutie within 3 days. We're both super introverted and had an awkward first date with a cute first kiss on a city tram platform like in my cute yuri mangos, and now we've been together for a year and a half. It works.
>>7427408
>How do you deal with commercials, random passerby's and similar incidents
Not that anon but I scream internally then remember that there's suicide and start to feel better.
>>7427423
fuk u
>>7427408
yeah WE have to work on it
cis women just have naturally nice asses
>>7427405
I'm not turned on by most cis girls.
>>7427432
>i just am
>>7427427
interesting image
>>7427432
this is 4chan, are you seriously surprised that the major demographic are perverts?
trans or not it doesnt really matter
people like who they like, why do you care?
Guys are fucking gross plain and simple.
>>7427408
People are wearing clothes in commercials and on the street. Also, most girls in commercials are skelly, and most random passerby are pretty average. Yeah there's always some background radiation level of envy when I'm around my hot friends, and that will probably never go away completely (unless I get FFS/get fat), but it's manageable for now.
And I don't have Instagram.
>>7427432
>getting molested as a child by a manly man and having issues with engaging men intimately despite having an attraction
>not wanting to pair myself with another person who is likely also mentally ill and damaged emotionally because that sounds like a bad idea
>cop outs
Oh, I get it. You're a troll.
>when people claim lgbt doesn't happen in nature
Smh so many animals surgically change their genitals and then go on to whore around while on hrt.
>>7427422
And they like to post yuri. Truly horrible.
>>7427428
That doesn't sound all that healthy. Just repeat to yourself it's all angles.
>>7427434
It still takes a lot of work. Or do you think that these instagram bunnies I sometimes post just turn back and point their asses to the camera and call it a day.
>>7427442
>background radiation level of envy
Ooooh I like that. Can I use it?
>>7427445
Plenty of people live normal lives after being molested
I also have this butt trigger
>>7427441
Seriously? All guys? What about RDJ? John Frakes before he got fat (Even prebeard he was so hot). I've even found a new crush in Adam Scott.
i really wish i had a bf to keep me grounded and calm when mental illness starts to take hold
i just need someone to hold me and keep me company right now, promise everything will be okay and that they're not gonna let anything happen to me, encourage me to get off the computer and stop trying to diagnose myself with illnesses and get some sleep with them, in their arms where theyll hold me extra tight and make sure m okay
>>7427450
I am not posting any more butts.
>>7427452
Good choice.
>>7427453
What about the Goose?
>>7427441
There's this one guy at my uni, I think he is doing his masters.
He's so cute and smart.
>>7427458
You're pretty, you could easily find one
>>7427458
>in their arms where theyll hold me extra tight and make sure m okay
I want that so much
>>7427441
wrong
>>7427458
Just make an okcupid profile, plenty of guys on there. I've already talked to 4 straight guys who didn't know I was trans and after talking to me awhile they didn't seem to mind and gave me their numbers.
Agp please leave
>>7427452
Sara always triggers me.
>>7427451
>say I have unresolved issues as a result of being molested that affect my ability to be intimate with men despite being attracted to them
>"plenty of people live normal lives after being molested"
This is like telling a guy who has had his hand shot off and now has to do everything with one hand that plenty of other people who have been shot get along perfectly fine with no hand issues. It's dumb. Different people react differently to different stimuli, and different things are affected by different kinds of stimuli. Don't be a retard.
>>7427453
i don't find richard d james hot really but he still makes good music
>>7427453
>>7427464
is it really that easy to find a boy with that level of dedication and patience though
>>7427465
i know...
>>7427470
last time i tried okcupid i felt like a fish out of water, idk how to handle that site
>>7427476
Seek help. You probably won't be able to work things like that out by yourself.
I wish you the best anon.
>>7427472
desu i dont know what you mean, so you specifically find it weird
well bully for you, just ignore it or something
One day I hope to find someone that matches my crazy. Thats all I want.
>>7427472
Of course not all men are like that. Duh. It's just that **I personally** have issues as a result of childhood trauma that make it difficult for **me** to have intimate relationships with men. I am trying to work through these issues in therapy. Not all men are the man who molested me, but **my** brain is fucked by the trauma of being molested and **I** have to unfuck it through therapy sessions. This isn't gender studies; I am aware that my perceptions and social abilities are getting fucked with by my brain as a result of childhood trauma. I'm not retarded.
>>7427458
I need this too
>>7427486
>tfw I might have already found her but she ended up with someone else.
>>7427481
>last time i tried okcupid i felt like a fish out of water, idk how to handle that site
Yeah the initial bombardment of guys messaging you can be hard to handle, I know it's shallow but I just filter out all the really ugly ones and guys who always use a chessy pickup line etc. Then I message back the cute interesting ones 5-6 at a time and see how far the conversation goes with them and see if I like one. Eventually I tell them I'm a transgender woman and see what happens.
Lastly if you find one you like and he's cool with the trans thing then setup a date somewhere to gets drinks or food out in public of course and go from there. Remember to dress extra cute for a first date but don't slut it up to much.
>>7427450
three of those replys were to me and they are from my trigger folder
>>7427458
I've noticed a lot of people here saying stuff like "oh, he's out there, you're pretty, you can find them" but I don't think they realize how rare the quality of patience everlasting is. It's why nurses are so rare, someone who can put up with all that stress is an incredible find.
As an aside, what do you think about the name "Angeline"?
>>7427487
>Boring face
Your face is boring.
>>7427499
Just admit you're turned on by that sexy preggo belly. lol
>>7427504
is it bad if this guy looks like an 8/9 out of 10 in my book?
i mean, i'm not into guys
but he looks like he'd be a badass
>>7427504
My face is anything but boring. Attractive, no, but not boring.
Oh, you know who was hot but he's so before my time? John de Lancie.
>>7427499
American eagle wearing basic bitch.
>>7427505
I'm straight
I just need to remind myself that I'll never be a real woman so I don't become a reddit/susans/laura's hon
>>7427512
>you will never ruin your vagina by pushing out a giant-ass baby
thank you god
>>7427512
Eh how does triggering yourself prevent you from becoming a hon? I don't get it lol.
>>7427516
worst feeling
>>7427517
the pain causes me to be upset, which turns into anger which fuels my drive to be better
im transbeen
>>7427518
THIS IS FUCKING BS....I would punch that bitch right in her belly.
>>7427522
Hi Lauren
>>7427522
good :3
>>7427523
remember cis women are your enemy
they will hugbox you to try and get you to not strive to be better
>>7427518
EH. i'd probably be a fucked up parent like my dad and grandfather were
i'm better off without children
>>7427523
Come now anon.
>>7427522
I'm transbanana
>>7427530
I just wanna ran past this bitch and knock her in the belly with a bat.
>>7427516
>not wanting to be a mother
>>7427526
>You have issues anon who posts triggering pregnant women.
my issue is I wasnt fortunate enough to be a cis girl
i don't want to be transgender how do you just be a normal girl
>>7427541
You know that song right?
"You can't always get what you want, but you can try sometimes you just might find you get what you need."
>>7427544
I asked /x/ last week and they just started clownposting at me and talking about weird shit. Then my thread was buried. Whatever. I don't know either, but let me know when you find out.
>>7427547
exactly which is why I have a folder full of triggering images to motivate myself
>>7427541
When I was like 5-6 years old I remember thinking one day "wow girls are so lucky, maybe i'll be reincarnated into one when I die".
Even then I knew I was born cursed.
>>7427547
i love that song
i'm going to watch house now
Nep is a good girl who needs hugs
I see a bad moon rising
I see trouble on the way
I see earthquakes and lightning
I see bad times today
>>7427509
He is.
>>7427511
I'm wearing aerie pj's rn :(
>>7427561
ooh
check out this poem i wrote a few days ago
http://pastebin.com/pgKt6KGA
>>7427547
>get what you need
A bullet?
Can't you guys just get along?
>>7427349
How long do I have of being in HRT before I become sterile so I can decide whether I want to back out of this or not?
I have no idea whether I will be able to properly transition, starting at 22 years old, and failing that and my only hope in life as a male is being able to have biological children.
I don't want to be that statistic that removes themselves from the gene pool. I don't want to be the victim of Natural Selection. I dont want to contribute to the 40% post SRS that off themselves. God help me. I just want a normal life. I just want love. Yet I have utterly failed at having the expectations embued upon me for having been born with a penis...
hey
gm
how are you
hope youre well
>>7427566
Wow I love the flow and meter
I don't read things that satisfy my ocd often. It's well written
I was just quoting song lyrics though...
>>7427573
heeey you ^^
>>7427572
I think you can have your stuff frozen and stored if your worried, I think infertility varies person to person and is somewhat reversible. Dysphoria will get worse over time btw, repression does not work
All passfags must be removed. Reee hon uprising!
>>7427568
is that womens rugby?
>>7427572
that 40% stat is for suicide ATTEMPTS not deaths probably only like 3%of them died. also idk where you got post srs as part of it never heard that one before.
answer about fertility probably somewhere around 6 months but it's not certain
>>7427574
thanks :3c
>I was just quoting song lyrics though...
o-oh
didn't you post some OC stuff here a while back? i was haiku anon, started tripping once i got HRT
I am a man who will fight for your honour
I am a man who will fight for your honour
I am a man who will fight for your honour
do i have a chance in hell
>>7427584
Ooohhhhh that was you? Neat.
Yeah I posted some and do occasionally, but usually just quote random songs.
If you see some poetry-esque thing from me assume it's that later lol
>>7427584
Pick a fucking girls name if you want to trip. You're no better then Edgar and Kit.
>>7427598
>Kit.
whats wrong with kit?
>>7427590
yea
>>7427579
Repression won't work. But if it helps raise a child. If it helps find love. I will.
I just. I don't know my odds in either. I've always considered myself motherly even as a male, raising a d rearing a child has been my primary goal in life. At the sacrifice of everything.
All in all I guess my first trial is a monetary one. Money sadly solves everything. Money to continue to afford HRT. Money to afford Sperm Storage. Money to afford raising this child in non-povertous conditions.
Still my question remains. Hoe long do I have before sterility? Is there a way to tell?
>>7427599
Guys name, also I forgot to add brad to the list.
>>7427595
:3
you should specify so that i can know when to compliment you
>>7427598
haha
sorry anon
anthony burch rules the world
>>7427599
kit is her irl name too but it's a nice name and works for female or male so really there is no problem at all
>>7427605
More like Anthony gp
>>7427590
I dont think HRT will thin that chin flatter than your current man breasts or solve those cheekbones lowers than a grannies sagging tits
So I don't know? Maybe? But not as a pretty girl.
You have to realize that to truely pursue transitioning you have to be willing to be a potentially ugly incomplete woman over a successful handsome macho man.
>>7427610
What is kit short for? I've never heard that name
>>7427596
Thanks, I think?
>>7427604
brad still lives as a boy though I think
also your list is dumb
>>7427601
I guess you would need to get fertility tests, it varies person to person, I pretty sure it's not in the first few months. Safer to get it stored somewhere beforehand anyway.
>>7427614
There seems to be a lot of elitism on this board. I'd have to give you a proper facial profile for you to determine that.
>>7427590
I think so
we did it
>>7427615
It's not short for anything (in her case).
Is Lightning a tranny?
>small boobs
>no ass
>androgynous face
>trash attitude
>M A L E S K U L L
If she was 3 inches higher I'd be convinced.
Sun light
Bright low
Midnight
Halo
Feel right
Let go
Full sight
I know
Star fight
Right flow
Take flight
Set slow
Pull tight
High blow
Black rite
Don't show
>>7427624
Invite?
>>7427630
idk if im allowed to invite people
>>7427633
Isn't the Discord in the OP?
>>7427628
>Implying that Cecil isn't the most obvious tranny in FF.
>>7427628
M A N S K U L L
R E E E E E E E
>>7427628
>man knees
>pink hair
Hmmm..
>>7427629
yes
>>7427637
Nah that'd be Kuja.
Who else is a /young hon/ here???
>tfw high-test pre-hormones
>gay tho (male-attracted) so can't be agp
>>7427641
Cloud literally crossdresses and has a gangbang
>>7427628
Honestly maybe?
>>7427620
Trust me, I'm obviously pre-HRT like that dude/dudette, but I am not ready to dole out false hope and lies where the truth is desired.
I'll share my own doubts because reasonable self evaluation and questioning is NECESSARY in ant major life changing decisions such as HRT.
Yet my point still stands. You need to be able and willing to accept the risk of being an ugly woman. A Caitlyn Jenner before you start. Because shit's basically permanent.
If you are? Then down that Spiro and that heavy E, gurl. Go for it. Nowhere to go from rock bottom but up.
>>7427647
If u like boys ur just a straight girl
>>7427646
I'm an old hon.
>tfw apparently too intelligent to transition young
>>7427648
that better be in the ff7 remake
>>7427641
The girl travels to a remote but somewhat populated village in the far east, then fights a battle where she must overcome her former self by lying down and taking damage, and emerges with long flowing hair, makeup, new clothes, and a new sword. Cecil literally went to Thailand for SRS.
goodnight /mtfg/
>>7427653
same
>>7427660
you aren't in it.
>>7427661
hugg
nini sheen
>>7427650
Appreciate it, thank you.
>>7427660
It probably was at one point
ban test
why is it like this, I can't endure forever, I'm breaking
>>7427610
>kit is her irl name too
From birth or did she change it to Kit?
>>7427669
ban testosterone
I said i was only going to have a couple bites and then ate all the icecream :(
What a gross fat pig
>tfw too scared to try butt stuff cause of hemmorhoids
>>7427672
everything okay? :c
im here if you want to talk about anything
or if you need anything, please dont hesitate to ask
no matter how small or stupid
>>7427575
Serious question, do you even feel bad for what you've done to him? Or do you think his suffering was worth it to lie to him and give up everything after almost a year because you believe you're in love with a 15 year old and she could possibly know enough about emotions to return the same feelings?
>>7427682
you should go to the doctor about that
>>7427673
from birth like sheens is shannon
>>7427688
Is it normal in Australia to give boys fem names?
>>7427672
You can do it. It may seem insurmountable right now, but I believe in you. Just take one step at a time
>>7427668
its called
The People's Discord
>>7427654
It won't be. The nannies will protect us from the transphobia of dressing someone up like a girl and getting them railed. :^) Trannies aren't into that kind of thing!
>>7427692
That sounds familiar. I'll check when I get home
>>7427693
poor purity
itll be okey
>>7427693
:C awwh im sorry that sucks
whats your doctor ignoring you about? hopefully you can get a second opinion from someone else :/
iktf about being lonely ;~;
are there any local lgbt groups or like stuff-youre-interested-in-groups nearby or as a part of a uni or something?
living close to others can happen :c it just takes a lil time
and for some opportunities to appear
>tfw haven't done a single thing yet
>have a 6000 word essay due tonigh
Just kill me lads
>>7427701
good luckkk
maybe get some coffee or water and turn off mtfg
u can do it
>>7427701
Get off 4chan or it's going to be garbage.
>>7427690
yes
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WOHPuY88Ry4
>>7427682
Be a butt slut
You'll love it
>>7427702
You are too young to be on this site. Leave immidiately.
>>7427708
But it hurrrrrrttttsssssss. Whenever I try with my toys (which are all small) and i use a lot of lube, it still stings for like a day or two after. ;_;
Am I just being a big baby?
>>7427698
>whats your doctor ignoring you about?
moving along with hrt, he keeps moving the goalposts on me saying I need approval from my therapist which I had for months and even she is like " I already said so" and gets confused
>are there any local lgbt groups
not really, I think it's all older people and no one around my age, I have no one I can relate to at all or even really talk to easily.
I feel so alone
>>7427697
thanks
>>7427711
Get a big strong man to show you
>>7427713
hugg back
thank you
But I really can't do this
It's too much
I just want to curl up into a ball and cry
>>7427712
that's why I'm here because all the other LGBT groups are either in HS/College or are Susan-age.
Anyway, are you seeing this doctor on insurance?
>>7427701
you really should start writing anna
also HiHiHi :3
>>7427716
We can write together!
Also here
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NNr0oW-1xo0
Serena is an amazing artist.
>>7427717
yes, I've had a rough year so everything is covered for now
>>7427687
Where do you people live that you can find doctors whose advice would be anything other than 'you're getting haemorrhoids when you shove things up your butt? Then don't do that.'
>>7427712
is it just the lack of physical contact? or is it that you arent able to open up to anyone
Work is horrible tonight, i keep telling myself 3 more days till i go to court, just three more days till im officially a girl, i must hold out, i must survive
>>7427724
both I think, I feel a wall between me and my family now too, I can't really talk to them about anything
>>7427712
awwhhh :C
hugg
please try and sort out any confusion be as direct and firm to them as you can. This is what i need and this is why. idk i hope it works out
and there are some youth groups ive been to that have age caps, maybe there are ones like that around for you
hugg
i really hope things get better
>>7427716
it gets a lot easier after you hammer out that first sentence
>>7427723
do you clean the things you stick up your butt?
and not just water, but sterilise it?
that might be a factor
ive never had haemorrhoids and ive had alot up my butt
>>7427729
>tfw i can talk to my parents about anything, cum, anal, how to prep, what to say to my bf, my parents are as brutally honest as me
>>7427729
that really sucks
i know what its like
you should really try to distract yourself from thinking about it
wallowing never helped anyone but
you can try to act depressed to your family if it helps :/
>>7427731
heyo
start writing your essay, sissy!
>>7427734
> cum, anal, how to prep
Jesus christ dude (female).
>>7427733
Vanessa I bought the Postal 2 expansion to train, did I do good?
>>7427722
See if you can find another provider, sit down with the doc and say "look, my therapist okayed this, so unless you have a serious objection, either write the damn script or I find another doctor."
You have the right to choose your own care as long as that care would not result in serious bodily harm. He does not have the right to withhold meds based on personal belief.
>>7427739
you will be dissolving bodies in acid in no time :D
>>7427738
Lol my dad said when he got fucked by guys they would use teething paste to ease his butthole, that kinda shit is hard to forget
>>7427731
>I'm just depressed and I want to be a girl
then be a girl :)
>>7427743
your dad was a bottom in prison?
>>7427743
your father sounds like an... interesting man
>>7427743
I now understand Kayla on a much deeper level.
>>7427732
I've been extremely direct already.
there are no groups around here or anything I could travel to
>>7427735
escapism failed me months ago, nothing is fun anymore
>you can try to act depressed to your family if it helps
they can overhear my crying on a daily basis, I cry usually at least 2 hours a day. I'm crying again now thinking of this stuff
>>7427740
I've tried reasoning with him, I can't drive so I am trapped in this, informed consent is over a hour away and they refused to let me go months ago for """"""safety"""""""
>>7427742
I gotta get Hatred and Doom in the mix too.
>>7427750
I honestly don't know how people can wait til the last minute to do papers. I get so much anxiety about assignments. I just want it over with.
i started talking to a dude a few hours and im already huge into his personality and im already having fantasies help
>>7427750
i'll get you for this young lady
>>7427754
There's not another doctor around who takes your insurance? That is a problem. And your therapist is frustrated, too, I bet.
>>7427754
jesus
why's your family so cruel?
can't you go anywhere else?
>>7427743
>your dad got fucked by guys
huh.
>>7427755
remember to temper your bloodlust
red hot iron is useless against an army
try some hitman, though primitive, it have some good situational and strategy planning, also consider an openworld rpg, something where stealth is optional, then set yourself goals and challenges
>>7427765
well that's how theyre treating you isnt it?
youll have serious permanent problems if you stay in that state of depression
>>7427765
I have the same problem. My dad is a controlling prick. If I could drive I might escape this hell.
>>7427750
>I will in a few years silly
well as long as you practice your voice and clothing and makeup and hair
>Just waiting on HRT :^)
so in a years time
>But I'm not trans
of course not :^)
>>7427767
Woah I don't wanna go over-budget, I still need to buy weapons.
>>7427761
avoid dark alleyways for a couple of weeks, ok bby
>:D
>>7427772
true, ok then just stalk a boy you like for a little while, and set goals around that, start off with pictures, then steal his underwear, and hopefully you can get some of his hair while he's asleep
>>7427774
there's a lot of people who have that problem with their family
i think you should try to find something you like to do that makes you happy
maybe try new things and see which can make you happy enough to be immersed
its a bad situation
>>7427778
ok im going to stop the crazy rp, but you should do yer homework missy
i never did my homework and look how i wound up hehehe-heh
cool
So which chasers/guy posters from here are confirmed to have cracked and fallen for the tranny meme?
>>7427765
Believe me, I know that feeling. Maybe try having your therapist talk to your doctor? I mean, if you were an old person you could talk to an ombudsman, but I don't know the resources for patient rights dealing with small practices.
Your medical rights are being violated, though, and you need to make that clear to your doctor.
>>7427781
>maybe try new things
I don't even know what I could do, I can't travel.
I just feel so alone all the time, no one to rely on, no one I can trust to help
i want to be normal
>>7427778
>I will practice voice!
good girl
>No money for clothing as of yet though
you will have $1000 soon to buy buttplugs and pizza and rainbow stockings
>very short hair ;_;
you shouldnt have chopped it off when we told you you are probably a girl
>HRT comes in this or next month.
yay :D
>And I'm not a tranny
of course not :^)
>>7427789
i dont want you to be boring
>>7427783
I know I should, but I can't
That's the problem
It's also for a bullshit course that I have no clue of what I should actually do
I just want to kms at this point
If I'm lucky I pass 2 of my 5 exams this semester
>>7427786
she messages him after every visit telling him it's okay to start
>>7427780
And then I fuck him right?
>>7427791
id rather be a happy dumb normie
>>7427785
kiwi, birdy, bjorgfist/anna and spartan/amy
>>7427787
i think people like isla have told you before that you either need sex or drugs right?
that's really it purity
Shit like this is why it's my dream to open a health center for Transgender Youth. Provide treatment, advocacy, legal help, help getting emancipated and set up in the world. Just a safe place to go and get help.
>>7427790
uwu
Can't spend €1000 if I'm dead kiddo
I also shouldn't have, but I was happy with it for like a week or two... Then I fell for your meme
>>7427797
I'm pretty anti drug and pro abstinence
>>7427785
I was a trap chaser long before /lgbt/ existed. I feel for the meme eventually, but MTFG had nothing to do with it.
>>7427710
Start writing you dumb slut
>>7427794
onono, only after you get roofies and spike his drink at the christmas party, he has to half remember it was you so that you can teach him to fall in love with you
im a fucking crazy person arent i?
>>7427792
desu i have issues with motivation aswell, all i can say is that i generally regret not putting in the effort
>>7427795
i would too but it looks SOOOOOOO boring
tough choice i guess
>>7427799
its a good meme to fall for
also you are just wasting time get writing
>>7427800
yeah i think a really big problem about why you cant be happy and enjoy life is that your ideals dont really allow it
especially given your current state
>>7427803
How far into transition are you?
>>7427787
Do you have any friends that could teach you how to drive? Relatives?
>>7427793
Then it needs to be a signed fax, or even a letter you can hand over. Get documentation of her okaying HRT, because at this point she has reason to go to the medical board and say "My patient is not being treated according to my orders, and I have repeatedly informed the other doctor to write the prescription."
I mean, unless he can come up with a medical reason to keep you off HRT, a threat to your physical health, he is way outside his scope of practice. It's not his job to determine if you're mentally fit to take HRT. That's why he referred you to the psychologist in the first place.
>>7427804
I am writing
I have like 300 words but these were the easy part
Next I have to write all kinds of bullshit about the research I did and why it's good and stuff but I am shit at doing research
I just want to die
>>7427805
I'll win the lottery in 2 weeks
I don't need motivation
>>7427806
I am writing
But I can't focus
I'm just holding back tears most of the time
>>7427807
did you see Android 17 is going to be appearing in the next super arc?
>>7427812
i was gonna watch the next ep tomorrow morning
as like an antag?
that definitely means more time travel shit
I can't do it
>>7427803
Same kinda. Had a huge thing for traps, wanted to fuck them thanks to 4chins. Grew up jerking off to traps. Then when I was about 20 I thought I would just try hrt for a month or so, just to cycle it to get nicer soft skin. I remember making sure I would only take like 5 weeks worth or something.
3 years later I'm full time with a bf who pounds me on the reg and i'm popping skittles like they are candy.
>>7427809
I know how to drive, I failed the tests do to the testing guy being >300 pounds and throwing the balance of the car off and causing super anxiety, he literally damaged the suspension
>>7427810
it won't work, they seem chummy, he recommended her in the first place
>>7427807
I don't even know how to make friends
>>7427811
What are you writing about, anyway?
h
ey
>>7427811
>I'm just holding back tears most of the time
it will be okay, hrt will make it all okay
>>7427814
I believe in you
>>7427811
sure same here, you gonna buy an island in the Bahamas or Caribbean with yours?
>>7427808
Early. I only recently started visiting these thread. I'm a late transitioner likely doomed to hondom, but I already have a bf and I work at home so it doesn't matter that much. I have a naturally femface though so it might work.
>>7427813
nope
protag
>>7427816
Bring a letter to your therapist, that states that she has evaluated you and determined that you are fit for HRT, and ask her to sign in.
If she doesn't, you can go from there.
>>7427804
oh i didn't respond in time in old thread ouo pm'd you im going to sleep
>>7427817
About the ruling of the ECJ on whether the placement of hyperlinks to websites hosting illegal material constitutes an act of communication to the public and and why they came to that decision and stuff
>>7427820
No it won't
I'll be sad forever.
>>7427821
No I am going to stay inside forever
>>7427822
I need this tab to at least feel somewhat okay
>>7427823
how old?
>>7427826
ouo im not home so hard to read those today... Ill respond tommorow unless u have discord
>>7427828
Wow that sounds insanely boring. What kind of essay are you doing, informative or argumentative?
>>7427831
27.
help i really like his personality hes cute
>>7427828
>I'll be sad forever.
I'm not saying hrt is a miracle because its not, but it helps a lot to cut through the majority of the dysphoria
>>7427828
oh so a nuclear bunker, sounds good
>>7427834
A-are you me? I'm 27 and heavily considering transitioning.
>>7427834
Basic started same age and shes rly pretty at 8 months
>>7427822
my girlfriend's back from italy so prob won't be posting as much
>>7427832
um I have discord but i have to go to sleep anyway ono gn sertii
>>7427830
looks like the universal tournament and I am betting its because Krillin didn't want 18 going and getting injured?
did sheen see this
>>7427842
so what will you do with your lottery winnings?
>>7427842
Okay, we can do this. I'll help you if you call me Elsa.
So. Is the goal of the essay to make a statement, or to convince someone of something?
I don't know what to do
If my father wasn't at home I'd just lie in bed and cry all day but he'll get mad
>>7427844
if its the universe tournament then wont they all be there?
is 17 just gonna be a competitor?
thatd be good
>>7427842
>See, I don't get dysphoria
you do, you just dont label it as dysphoria
feeling sad about not being a girl = dysphoria
feeling sad about being a boy = dysphoria
>>7427785
i grew up fapping to traps and have wanted to be a girl (but thought it was impossible) since around puberty
started posting on /lewd/ and they cracked me pretty quick, in about a few minutes
not really -from here-, but eh
>>7427855
Everyone feels the second, only trannies feel the first
I'm not even seeing how I can spend more than 2000 words on this essay lmao
What the fuck
>>7427860
But that's not the REASON I am sad I am just sad for no reason whatsoever :)
Fuck it I'm not doing this
I'll never finish in time anyway
I'll just do the resit.
brb kms
>>7427851
This is why you do it in a letter. It's physical documentation, so he can't say "Oh she hasn't said yes yet."
>>7427853
Okay, Informative. The three-paragraph structure is generally used, even in longer works, so your outline should be like
Introduction
-
-
-
Summary and Concluson
for the inner workings, knowing nothing about the topic itself, I'd recommend you start with background material, assume that the reader knows nothing about the topic at hand, then follow it up with the arguments for and against the decision, then talk about the decision itself and the reasoning that the ECJ gave.
>>7427861
sure that works as well
Get writing and stop sadposting
Who /MtC#/ here?
Other programming languages count, too
i really want this boy to cuddle me
>>7427861
i've had that, except with porn commissions
>4k words of generic cowboy bebop waifufagging
>NO FUCKING CLUE how to make it any longer
>>7427864
Thanks Elsa but I am quitting
I can't do this
>>7427866
No I will stop writing and just sad post more instead.
>tfw people think posting on tranny boards all day with a girl name about how you want to be a girl means your a tranny
>>7427872
You can do it, I believe in you! You need to have courage to overcome all obstacles, because you have everything you need in your heart.
That sounded a whole lot better in my head
>>7427875
really makes u think....
>>7427875
i'm a tranny because i've been on HRT for almost two weeks now
http://www.strawpoll.me/11901830
how do you tell if you're having a seizure from benzo withdrawal and what should you do if that happens
>>7427863
desu a resit might be better anna
hope you feel better soon <3
>>7427882
how did you know
>>7427883
I'm really glad that you're trying to get off those
I want to cuddle you so hard owo
>>7427887
no i just ran out :/
>>7427883
See a fucking doctor.
>>7427882
No way. Sheen is likeable.
>>7427886
sheen is the second coming of Christ
http://www.strawpoll.me/11901850
>>7427885
hugg Elsa
>>7427884
Yeah I guess
3 resits at LEAST though, the 4th exam is 50/50 whether I pass it or not
Kill me please I am just a worthless excuse for a human being anyway
>>7427890
im too afraid
>>7427889
Please do try. At the very least so xanax can start actually helping again.
Did ur cousin help at all?
>>7427859
>windows 10
>notepad++
>windows photo viewer
>not using the 4chanX post form
if the back of my head feels really weird for a few seconds and then i get lightheaded for a while is that bad
>>7427897
not really desu
idk what they could do though
im just kind of desperate
I need to leave this place.
>>7427903
i don't always like it here but its all I have
>>7427901
Make appointments for you?
Take you in at her place?
>>7427902
I don't know what is best for me
I can't take responsibility
I need to win the lottery so I can be a dysfunctional person without repercussions
>>7427906
true...
>>7427907
im scared
like you don't understand
ill try to call a doctor and I can't talk
like ill try but nothing comes out
>>7427894
This is really hurtful. I was having a good time and you dragged me through the mud.
>>7427911
think about what you are saying, the only thing here is Your future, so please, take care of yourself
how do you tell if you're having a panic attack or a seizure
>>7427913
I emailed a therapist before Thanksgiving, still haven't called. I know the feeling.
But it's call one now or wind up in the ER later.
>>7427916
You cant type if youre having a seizure i think
>>7427915
I know full well what I am saying
As long as I feel slightly less bad I don't care how that comes to be
If I win the lottery I can artificially make myself feel good with drugs and stuff
I won't have to care
(desperate cry for help)
>>7427916
Symptoms that indicate a seizure is in progress include:
losing consciousness, which is followed by confusion.
having uncontrollable muscle spasms.
drooling or frothing at the mouth.
falling.
having a strange taste in your mouth.
clenching your teeth.
biting your tongue.
having sudden, rapid eye movements.
if this applies then call an ambulance
>>7427913
It took me three tries to call my university advisor. I'd just call and hang up the moment she answered. Fuck anxiety and fuck phones.
ok i found my mom's xanax i should be ok for now
>>7427920
you have more chance of being struck by lightning fifteen times than you have of winning the lottery
if anyone on long Island other than Alex is reading this id appreciate it if you knew any way to help
>>7427925
Untrue
I have like a 1/4.5 million chance of winning the lottery. That's enough to base my plans for the future on, r-right?
>>7427926
What could other people do that your cousin couldnt
>>7427929
i don't know
im scared
>>7427924
DO NOT TAKE YOUR MOTHER'S MEDICINE. PUT IT BACK NOW.
>>7427931
i already take it whenever I run out of klonopin which happens pretty often
>>7427927
anna look, you need to take this seriously or you'll regret it later, that's all i can say about it
>>7427931
why are you so angry about this
i shouldn't look up seizure symptoms right
like if i have a seizure there's not much I can do about it
>>7427934
I am taking it seriously that's why I feel so bad about it lmao
I just have psychological problems which make me unable to act on it
>>7427932
...your Benzos aren't being prescribed by a doctor, are they?
Oh my god. Just...you are, literally, killing yourself, okay? I have sent people to the hospital over this shit.
can someone check in on me every once in a while im feeling really weird and it's probably nothing because i took another xanax but just in case
>>7427938
kpins are prescribed but i miss appointments because im afraid to go to them
>>7427937
the doctor is like 2 hours away by car and the psych is only there on Wednesday
>>7427939
You need to stop, like, everything you're doing, okay? Stop taking other peoples pills, go see a doctor and follow their orders.
>>7427880
oh my god I hope you become gorgeous.
>>7427943
its not thst simple
>>7427942
Yeah but the dentist at least??
>>7427946
I'll be ok for a while with that
like its really bad but not as imminent
its 6:20 am here btw
>>7427945
I'm not going to discuss this with you further. You have a choice between fixing this or not fixing it. You know what will happen if you don't. That's all you can do.
>>7427949
At least I'm starting hrt soon
Maybe that'll make me a more stable person who can actually function
But right now I can't
should i ask my mom to take me to the hospital im getting this ringing in my head that sounds like what someone said seizure feels like when it starts
>>7427948
I mean i dont think so, you have problems with ur teeth and should get those looked at if they hurt you
>>7427951
what should I do right now
like i really can't do simple things if they involve interacting with other people
>>7427953
Yes
>>7427952
HRT isn't going to fix all of your problems. It seems to help with the depression, but you still have to take action.
>>7427958
If it helps with some of the depression I'll be alright
If this fucking blanket of inability to do anything lifts I'll be alright
I was alright just a year ago, still sad, but I could still do stuff
Now I can't
im going to be ok
>>7427961
Lauren i want you to be ok
i feel like i cant move and my mom isn't answering the phone what should I do
never mind that can move
>>7427967
All help is fine
I'll win the lottery though so I don't need it.
>tfw there is literally no Svelsa fanfic where Sven is not made into a human
Why even live? If I could write I would fill this niche market but sadly I'm shit at writing fiction
>look for women's shirts
>see this
Amazon knows!
mom says she won't take me yelling at me
>>7427971
Girls call them tops, not shirts silly. Also its winter so get sweater dresses, ive got 3 now
post feet
>>7427972
For how long and what doses of xanax have you been taking?
mom yelled at me and said she won't take me
>>7427974
post pic of you in one
>>7427974
I'm not looking for tops though.
And I need something for underneath too
>>7427976
3 years 1mg kpin
just took xanax a minute ago but my head feels weird and im worried
>>7427975
>fell off ladder at work
>manager wanted to see my foot to make sure it was ok
>freaked out cuz my toes are painted
>>7427976
>sass unbanned
Hello
>>7427977
I want to punch your mom and become your mommy
>>7427981
This reads the the intro to a porn scene.
You gave him a footjob right?
i think ill be ok now that I took a xanax
don't want to waste hospitals time and parents would be mad because its expensive (3 times this year)
>>7427984
No, but i need to try that on bae
head doesn't feel as weird probably fine now
mom went to sleep and probably wouldn't come if i asked her
only option now would be 911 but probably fine
>>7427987
Getting head feels weird
Gonna snort ket for the 4th day in a row tonight :)
>>7427986
I'm a footfag, and I doubt that'd actually be very stimulating. It's kind of like a facial. Hot to jerk to, but not that fun to do.
im ok
im ok
probably was just a panic attack
>>7427990
Good to see you have your priorities in line. .
i feel like im typing weird am I
>>7427980
Ok, you're having a panic attack. This is to be expected.
Have you tried diaphragmatic breathing?
1.Breath in through your nose and inflate your abdomen while counting to 15.
2. Hold your breath in counting to 20
3. Exhale through your mouth while counting to 10
Do 4 sets of 20 breaths.
Take a glass of water.
Take a warm bath.
And write to me afterwards. If you don't feel better, I will call 911 for you.
My Skype is Alessiafova and you can give me your address so it's confidential.
What's happening to you happened to me after I cold quit benzos.
You will get through this. I promise
>>7427994
That doesn't take effort and it makes me happy
I wish I had the mental fortitude to write my essay but I don't and I'm not gonna feel shit over it the rest of the holidays
Looking forward to hugging sertii desu
>>7427982
Hey bby :3
Did you get your ketamine and hormones yet?
>>7427995
Try balancing transition, a relationship, and a job. Thats real stress
>>7428000
kayla you have autism right
>>7427999
Ketamine yes
Been snorting 3 days in a row now it's p good
Probably have about 2 days worth left so I'll be out by tomorrow evening :^)
Hormones aren't in yet, I don't expect them to come in before the new year. I can wait for those though, I'm not even trans so it's just an experiment really
im. ok
sass don't call 911
>>7428001
You are fine bby. How much xanax/benzos are you taking regularly?
...I don't suppose anyone is near Idaho...
>>7428005
I won't ever, unless you want me to, I promise.
>>7428006
usually 1mg kpin a day but i haven't been keeping track of the xanax
its .25mg pills soi take more
probably 2 s day spread out because half life is shorter
>>7428002
Probably severe autism
me
>>7428012
when are you coming?
I love striped shirts, but they aren't good, because they make my shoulders wieder, right?
>>7428013
Um I hope soon!
>>7428010
What's your height/weight.
I want to know just to see how high of a dose you've been taking.
>>7427981
What, you're not seriously still trying to go there in guy mode, are you?
>tfw using way more drugs than usual to cope with living w/ my dad even for just a couple of weeks
already out of xans
need ket
weed tolerance going up
saving the last of my codeine for the rave
urgh
I'll prolly try sprinkling some ABV into my nesquik and microwaving it
I'M IN DESPAIR
it's like being a child again
my dad shouting at me that I'm selfish and pathetic for not being able to help him lift a heavy mahogany wardrobe up the stairs while in another of his "we need to renovate the house so I can have meaning to my life" episodes, and yelling at my mum that her opinions are shit and she's never done anything useful or positive in her life etc. etc.
aka every day of my childhood lmao
Should i buy those?
>>7428023
Where are you getting your xanax from?
Can I buy some off you?
I will tell you the truth
I wanna take your youth
I wanna drink from you
Your blood tastes so sweet
Like sugar baby
Like sugar baby
>>7428032
https://youtu.be/AQ4xwmZ6zi4
>>7428034
I'll pour something else on u bby
im ok
>>7428036
Hi ok, I'm anon.
>>7428038
hugg anon
ded thred
>>7428042
European time.
>>7428042
*performs cpr*
i-it'll make it through, i promise ;_;
hugg
>>7428048
hugg renren
im. fine now and I am going to be ok for a while
>>7428050
cudd laur
>>7428048
post 'em
>>7428054
Where to find test
>>7428057
http://bdsmtest.org/
Post feet. Mandatory for whoever is reading.
>>7428060
feeties in booties
>>7428062
that doesnt count reeeee
>mfw gf and roommate have dry skin
>mfw call them weird for it
>mfw god-tier skin
>mfw don't use any sort of skin product
and
>mfw roommate is jelly of my butt
cissies can't even
>>7428063
i have a bloody toe rn
>>7428066
post other foot
>>7428068
fucking footfags
>>7428068
it has hair
>>7428073
in bed
>tfw lost volume 2
>doesnt matter cus volume 2 sucks anyway
>>7428076
T_T
>>7428074
Im doing gods work shakira
>>7428079
awesome toilet paper you got there
tfw nobody wanted to post bdsm tests
i'm cry
i thought this was an agp board
I didnt expect you to recognize a book anyway :^)
yum
>>7428086
>marxist fairy tale
>book
pick one
>>7428086
I can't decide, which set to buy
help pls
>>7428092
left probably
it's a p shitty feeling when your balls keep slipping out of your panties
nihon
>>7428092
>tfw don't own any panties
Am I tru-trans?
>>7428094
>I'll pick book
so you agree it's toiletpaper
>>7428093
>>7428094
There is also a mini short version, i don't know if they are better. I kinda like the look of hipster panties more, but yeah i haven't had SRS.
And i wish i could afford them all, but i also want to buy a lot of other stuff.
>>7428101
Well, i can agree that you would use them the same way, it may be hard for some to see how a book is used
>>7428098
don't tell me you don't even own rainbow thigh highs, you filthy AGP.
>>7428102
>haven't had SRS.
lrn2tuck
>wish i could afford them all
you can if you don't buy overpriced puma
>>7428103
>de bello civili
>bello gallico
>pontic posion
>skorpion bombs and fire arrows, warfare in antiquity
those are books
>das kapital
this is toiletpaper
not so hard to understand once you read it
literally ramblings of a retard equal to pseudo-intellectual quotes on a bathroom wall
im gonna buy a lil plant for my room next week
it's gonna be nice
>>7428109
sounds nice, make sure to water it
>>7428097
uwu
>>7428108
Im sorry but my yet-to-be inverted penis doesn't have a hardon for the roman empire
>>7428108
But cheaper brands don't look so nice.
>>7428113
>doesn't have a hardon for the roman empire
O STAVROS NIKA
>>7428117
It's ok, you don't have to bash something because you didn't get it, there are popularized textbooks from the USSR that were specifically designed for people who didnt have the attention span or the time to do so.
>>7428083
Here you go lad had to eat lunch for a bit
>>7428123
>98% submissive
MAH NIGGA
>>7428120
>you didn't get it
lmao everybody got it
nobody liked it
how's the USSR doing btw ? :^)
>>7428126
better than the roman empire :^)
>>7428105
I'll buy a pair soon.
>>7428110
i will!
thanks for the tip <3
I want to sleep but I can't, what do?
>>7428120
>I
is this some ukrainian garbage
>>7428128
>what is translatio imperii
>2000 years rome
>USSR barely 80
truly "not" a feverdream taken too far
:^)
>>7428137
sry wrong nietzsche
>have dream about getting fucked by 3 guys
>wake up
rip
>>7428134
Have a glass of water, then go back to bed
>>7428137
Assuming translatio imperii, what would you say is the Third Rome? Russia/Muscovy or Turkey/Ottomans?
>>7428137
If communism came back there would be a new form of shitposting where people openly criticise the leader and attempt to hold politically rallies for opposing parties. I mean hell, that's what I'd be doing.
>forced into contact with people i hate
i left those fucking servers for a reason
time to migrate again
>>7428143
western rome -> frankia -> hre -> england or belgium depending on your taste
translatio imperii takes no stance on the eastern part cuz "they weren't real christians" at the time this view came about
>>7428144
if it came back it would be a laughingstock like antiochus
>>7428137
Would you then say the USSR is less relevant today than the roman empire? Really interesting view you got there :^)
lilly bullies autistic girls
>>7428146
But that is ridiculous reee
Also, why Belgium or England? Wouldn't Germany hold a better claim as successor of the HRE?
>>7428144
To the gulag with you
i judge my politics based on how epic ftw a countries with that systems /his/ memes are personally
>tfw you take a huge dump and feel amazing afterwards
>>7428147
it surely is
the idea of a unified yurop is pretty much a leftover of the romans
one is admired
the other laughed at due to collapsing quicker than a fat murrican taking the stairs
>>7428150
>germany
no since the imperium lies with the plebs in germany
belgium would be a better contestant due to it being a part of both frankia and hre and it still has a monarch
>tfw ur capitalism is communism because you have a red flag and it withers away into more capital
>>7428157
Fair point on Belgium.
Personally I am more a fan of the Eastern succession though, since even Charlemagne was mostly called Roman due to his faith, and not because he was Roman, right?
>>7428155
that's the true roman way for true romans
>>7428142
>have dream about getting fucked by 3 guys
>dream
yeah, right... you drunk slut...
What is it that attracts autistic people to ethnic nationalism?
>>7428159
well since augustinus (writer not gaius julius augustus) frankia was seen as the next rome
>>7428161
It is a known fact that elanna often gets blackout drunk and wanders into alleys.
>>7428157
Yes, the EU is totally not an economic necesity based on the increasing concentration of capital due to the rise of russian and chinese imperialism, it was the roman's idea, thats why it took europe over 800 years do start doing it
>>7428161
It was definitely a dream
Still came through
PEPSI MAN
>>7428168
i feel like frufkin shoot
>>7428163
>augustinus
B-but he lived like 400 years before Charlemagne
Unless you're thinking of the wrong person here
>>7428165
why are you even arguing with someone who's entire political beliefs are just muh europe
>>7428165
Sertii, in your version of Communism what would happen if I said it was shit? Gulag?
Turks are the true heirs to the Roman Empire desu
erdogan should be emperor
>>7428173
sertii is a leninist, it doesn't really have anything to do with communism
I ordered a bunch of clothes and now i'm poor again.
>>7428174
The Roman Empire died with the Ottomans.
>>7428165
>EU = the idea of unifying urop
no
while the EU encompasses this idea to an extent it rly isn't the
>>7428171
ah right sry augustinius only got the ball rolling with his 4-empires idea
freising was the one starting the frankia
>>7428181
>probably
>>7428181
So wait, under Stalin if I said he was a cunt I wouldn't go to gulag?
>mfw the world will never be ruled by an Anglo-Dutch commonwealth
Why did Willem III have to be such a fag ;_;
i cant seem to make a coherent statement about lenin I should sleep i think
i truly hope everyone's having a nice day today
where did my trip go
>>7428185
eternal anglo pls
>tfw you get home at 5am, and are still kinda drunk going into work
Hi girls
>>7428184
Depends, if it was after the war when literally everyone loved him except the krushchev clique, there werent any laws against it but other people would dislike you. If you wanted to write a book about it and have it published it most likely woildnt.
>>7428190
I'm Dutch
If William III had had children we'd have had a union of the two strongest navies, the greatest empire and the richest country... No chance anyone could have defeated us.
Now all we are is an irrelevant country known for weed and whores
>>7428193
Would you suck Stalins dick?
thee ussr aka the poo ssr is not communism and probably aristocracy socialism isn't free the factories have to have blood of the bourgeoisir i cant remember how the rest of the pasta goes
marx and engels not lenin and stalin OK
>>7428197
It's my biggest alternate history boner desu
>>7428195
>I'm Dutch
time to pay your wardebt
1 kettle pls
probably with soup
lol
>>7428189
Post the weirdest AMV you know
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jxjPWvBYmEk
>>7428202
>de dolfijn
s-sounds really cute :3
ive been away for 21 hours but can't sleep and keep talking incoherently about communism help
>>7428211
ja dat was dol fijn
am i the most mentally ill trip yet
>>7428211
>>7428209
>making jokes about a warcrime
he was good kettle
he dindo nuffin
i want to post this ironic ly someone make the irony psrt
>>7428221
Is this a queer Angola?
killing trotksy is lit the only good thing stalin did
>>7428224
agreed
i
can antidepressants please not have these side effects
ferret
>>7428230
hi Heather hugg gm
>>7428229
love
>>7428233
bagina
>>7428225
Yeah we would have, Aussie independence was given to us by the Brits. Can't imagine why an Anglo-Dutch Union wouldn't do the same.
>>7428232
gm hugg
Why is this place so obsessed with Communists and Nazis?
>>7428230
Estrogen is my antidepressant :^)
>>7428230
What side effects?
>>7428230
>antidepressants
Take opiates or benzodiazepines you fool.
>>7428237
communism is the answer to the dialectical conflicts inherent in capital
people are Nazis to be edgy mostly
>>7428240
no very bad advice
>>7428235
Because the Dutch are jews and don't give up land for free, obviously
>>7428241
Communism is a temporary setback on the road to freedom.
>>7428245
what is freedom?
>haven't fapped a single time today
not even bica could save my soul
see you all later <3
>>7428247
i fee fucking horrible but idk if I should take another xanax or if im just sleep deprived or what
>>7428250
god bless
>>7428250
mdc - corporate deathburger
>>7428237
because both are failed ideologies
>>7428249
buhbye
let's just all agree on one thing
how weird am I acting right now (by my own standards) i feel really weird
guys i can tell im shitposting i cant Stop though
>>7428265
it's okay lauren
sometimes you just need to let it all loose
>>7428265
>guys
>>7428271
lads (female)
im laughing now I don't know why
wait sometimes I forget to drink anything and get dehydrated tgat might be it
>>7428272
Wew lad (female)
all I want for Christmas is a cute van friend (phone keypredixt)
this picture is really scaring me for some reason
I set 7 alarms within 5 minutes of each other to make sure I wake up.
And with that I say good night.
>>7428281
good night
One of my residents fell and cut his head open. By the time I got there, the blood was dried.
I should have been checking him more often, but I didn't think I needed to. I thought it was fine. I mean, he is fine, but what if he hadn't been? What if he had been really hurt? He could have died.
Stomach shrinkge is definitely real, I've gone from being unable to eat less than 4 meals a day to 1 meal a day.
>>7428281
gnight emily
>>7428283
what
Cug Nessie <3
>>7428285
Hi Vanessa
>>7428286
I'm a CNA at an assisting living place.
>>7428284
tfw doctor is making me have 2 meals a day
>>7428286
Lol who said this
>>7428293
Yeah
Decided to just not do anything so the anxiety is mostly gone :)
>>7428298
my sister
>>7428300
glad you're feeling better, in the meantime, consider some light revision if you get bored :)
>>7428302
thats so nasty wtf is wrong with her
>>7428301
hugg maeve friend
im getting the feeling there's some presence here
I know it's just my mind playing tricks on me but it always scares me and I keep thinking about ghosts and demons
>>7428304
There is nothing to revise lol
>>7428303
nothing much, playing some vidya, gonna have dinner in a bit :)
>>7428305
i don't know she's meant to me and punches me a lot too but she's on 14 so I t doesn't usually hurt
>>7428310
>14
Oh ok
>>7428306
hugg lauren friend
there are no ghosts and demons, you are a safe snuggle bug
>>7428307
oh fair enough, then just relax and stuph
>>7428308
What are you playing?
Did you find out about contouring? I hope my example helped.
i hate it when you feel something watching you
>>7428313
i know
but it still feels scary
>>7428314
yee gonna watch a flick or two tonight I think
want hugs, hrt and drugs though
My right ball hurts from tucking
what should I do if eel awful
>>7428322
Whenever I snort now after a few days of doing it I have to sneeze like 10 times it's very annoying ;_;
I'm excited to finally hang out with Sertii in 5 days though :3
>>7428303
because i lost 3kgs and entered back into unhealhty weight ranges
and they want to avoid diagnosing me with a disorder again
>>7428323
ooh, sounds like fun, try not to sneeze too much tho, and check for polonose
>>7428326
W-what's polonose?
I also haven't been having bloody snot yet so I should be fine
>>7428327
no polonose is when you have a white nostril, dont worry, ket isnt really stong enough to burn through your face, hell you'd probably od before that was even possible
>>7428334
i'll look around, see what fits, for now i'm more thinking about christmas presents and stuff
cant wait for new years tho
>>7428346
Oh, yeah I check for that. Thanks for the tip though, I once got told my nose was all white by the kageshi lads lol, ever since that moment I check
>>7428350
yeah you need to keep an eye on it, sometimes just exhaling can cause small amounts to build up around the nostril
>>7428358
Luckily I'm a disgusting mouthbreather so I don't really get that problem much
>>7428361
you shouldnt breathe through your mouth, you'll get dust in your lungs
>>7428370
But I had to for 7 years straight since my nose was blocked almost completely.
I'm used to it now
New >>7428375
>>7428372
fair enough, it's a minimal effect really the only concern would be increased chance of catching the flu or something
boy do i talk about really fun crap
>>7428379
lmao it is interesting enough
At least you post something, as one of the only people here.
I'm never sick anyway, I think my body has adapted
Anyone know if there is help from the state in Florida?
I'm looking in to informed consent, but I don't have the money to afford hormones. Is there any alternatives I could look in to?
>>7428386
>Anyone know if there is help from the state in Florida?
Lol no.
You can get moans online for $50ish a month and bypass the gatekeepers completely. Though to be fair I'm thinking in terms of buying in bulk.