/mtfg/ - ~ Transwoman General ~

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>>7336637
who is that ?

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>>7336613
Clearly, incorrectly. My vu meters were fine on both my mixer and on my input, it was levelled at +2db on the input and remained steady at 0db the whole time on my mixer. If the pregain was wrong though I suppose that wouldn't have showed up there.

>>7336619
The one you know of that I've been kind of obviously in love with for a while. Also idk I still hadn't found a girl that really feels like the right fit.

>>7336622
We aren't officially dating but I think we accidentally into a relationship

I should probably go to sleep

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i'm going back to new york sunday to be with my dad before he dies
i'm going to miss cordelia though
new york winters are cold too

>>7336644
Canadian New Trans

>>7336645
ok first part fair enough, second part can it really be accidental if it was meant to beeee~?

>>7336648
oh jeez kiwi i'm really glad you'll be able to see him at least :x i'm so sorry this is happening to you

>>7336648
Sorry to hear that, What is his illness?

>>7336648
I'm sorry to hear that, Kiwi.

>>7336650
well who is that person ?
never heard of her (?)

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>>7336645
I thought so. If you're in love with her, why isn't she the right fit?

>>7336662
Some whackjob.

>>7336660
do you start out each day planning on saying at least ten autistically insensitive things?

>>7336645
You should check that next time. Maybe drop the mids a touch too. It's a pretty good mix though aside from the clips and distortion problems.
>>7336648
I'm sorry about your dad. I hope things go well.

All right, rule for this thread.

NO ONE TALK TO CNT!!!

The crazy bitch is a troll of the most annoying caliber, and like all trolls, she just wants attention, so, please, pretty please, with the most splendid of sugar on top, non one give her (Yous).
Just ignore her and she'll go away.
I reaaaallllyyyy do not want another thread to be nothing more than headache inducing arguments.

Please & thank you. <3

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>>7336654
it's okay, i'll live
at least i know i have a gf who will give me lots of hugs after this is all over
>>7336660
pancreatic cancer
but it got to his brain and he's lost a bit of his vision too, past the point where they can cure it the doctor says
>>7336661
it's okay i'll be fine
>>7336668
thank you

>>7336664
do tell

>>7336669
I'll talk to and ignore who I want to.
Please & Thank you <3

I transitioned to be happier and I am happier even though this path has more obstacles

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>>7336663
You misunderstand. I'm not really sure that I perceive them as a girl, and they go to great lengths to not be one. I'm in love with them, but not as a girl if that makes sense

>>7336654
Pls no bully quid

>>7336668
Yeah, I need to work out the kinks clearly ;_;
Thanks though magpie

>>7336670
Aww that's horrible. How are you holding up?

>>7336666
>Search for contrived excuse to attack me
>Look stupid because Kiwi evidently didn't have a problem with the question
>>7336670
That's fucked up, pancreatic cancer is one of the worst. Hopefully his pallative care will be good. I'm sorry.

>>7336669
YEAH LIKE

WE SHOULDNT TALK TO CNT

SHE IS LIKE

THE WORST PERSON ON HERE

BY FAR

WE SHOULD KILL HER

PITCHFORK AND TORCHES

ALL THE WAY TO CANADA

FUCK HER

LIKE MAN

SERIOUSLY

WHAT THE FUCK MAN

WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE

CNT?

WHAT IS THAT?

NO ONE TALK

OK?

DID YOU HEAR ME?

NO ONE TALK

NO

>>7336682
I see. Is she aware of it, and if so, what are her thoughts on it?

>>7336681
same actually, just begining has made me happier

how long does a pedi/manicure take, I want to go this weekend

>>7336681
You sound like you are singing a melancholy tune to yourself as a way of accepting this path you've chosen, buddy boy. I hope FFS works out for you, make sure you go to a good surgeon and I mean that sincerely

>>7336683
i cried enough today
now i'm just going to miss my gf while i'm gone
>>7336684
yeah my mom already planned for hospice care soon so he's on the way out
i only hope i get there before it's too late

>>7336690
We're breaking the conditioning

>>7336684
someone being polite to you doesn't change anything...

>>7336697
we're taking control of our lives from our shitty past selves

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>tfw you remember your boss told you to cut your nails super short for health code when you were hoping to grow them out

>>7336698
Stay assblasted.

>>7336690
I think I'm calmer now that I'm on at least some treatment

>>7336693
There is only one path for each person. We do what we have to.

You’re all telling this psychological myth as if it was reality.

According to your types, the appropriate thing to do is to restructure reality as we know it from the bottom up. You can throw in postmodernism and throw in a nice dash of Marxism and you have the ideological and motivated grounds for a social revolution. Just read their words, they produce online political activists and their goal is to restructure reality. That means tear it down and destroy it. The grounds of reality is nothing but a tyranny to these types.

When you're telling each other these sweet little white lies, it's motivated by resentment. A resentment for the burden of being. Suffering is a certainty for trans people and it’s too easy for people to deny what is facing them right in their eyes. A huge chunk of that is manifested in deciding what lies you tell and that's going to be built into the structure of their existence.

That’s the dark side of ideological possession.

As long as you're telling each other lies that's detrimental to the Trans community at large, I will never stop posting.

Get fucked.

>>7336703
relieved, perhaps?

CNT passes kit doesn't end of story

>>7336704
I wasn't talking about the quantity of paths, but rather the quality, buddy boy

>>7336670
yeah that always makes things better

best wishes <3 i hope the visit goes well

>>7336682
i speak my mind and i speak the truth, suck it gayfer

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>>7336688
Aware of what? They're aware that I don't exactly see them as either a boy or a girl, and they're aware that they can give me some pretty strong feelings of confusion. Like, they present as a boy, have short hair, are dominant and have amazing abs. However, they sound like a girl, smell like a girl and have soft skin. For someone who's straight, that's a bit confusing when you hop into bed with them.

If you're asking whether they know that I love them, I should hope so, we've both said it.

>>7336706
maybe, I think I at least started now officially even though I did not get all I wanted yet

>>7336682
Yeah you're welcome. I used to DJ a little. If you have any questions I'll try and answer best I can. I can imagine you know what you're doing though.
>>7336693
I'm sorry you feel that way. So how does trading/finance or whatever it is work?
>>7336694
Ok, Well I hope you feel better.
>>7336707
Why does it matter to you though?

>>7336712
you'll get there dw

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>>7336705
what is this weird creature
where did thee cometh from ?

Give me
Your eyes
I need
Sunshine
Give me
Your eyes
I need
Sunshine

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>>7336709
So what is your point? Just trying to remind people that they aren't fully transitioned yet? To raise awareness right? What would you do with all this awareness? You'd have a bunch of pic relateds. We can't all fit into the distinct categories that everybody has. It sucks for everyone involved. But letting go and moving on allows us to love eachother despite our flaws.

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>>7336711
I meant aware of how you think of her, sorry for not specifying. And I didn't know those details. I understand how it could give you mixed feelings (?) (how the fuck do I word this)

>>7336719
<3
If I could take the fire out from the water
I'd share a life and you'd share a life

>>7336718
it claims to be the truth
and rages against lies and hugboxing

>>7336705
why are you politicizing trannies? other sites have that stuff but we really don't. did you get tested for that autism though, I'm pretty certain your on the spectrum

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1xKdKaAjw-o&index=243&list=LLQosEcb6VXcvtodzuOh4RYg

This is cnt's reasoning

>>7336705
>Suffering is a certainty for trans people
nah sry
stopped suffering years ago
>>7336728
at least from this post of stupidity it doesn't tell the truth and just sounds like some bitter fruity loop

>>7336718
Offensive, pls remove

>>7336716
I feel like I'm trapped until I can push forward enough, I just want to get though this stuff so I can start life

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>>7336713
Idk, I used to DJ a bunch but I've fallen quite out of practice. I think most of what I have as far as questions are about icecast given I don't have really any experience with streaming, and I'm guessing my fuckup was with the software ;_;

>>7336725
Yeah, in that case we're both in the same page
Idk, that's sort of what I mean when I say that I'm not really dating a girl though. I mean hell, they're even on testosterone right now for an experiment. Confusion aside though we really click so that's what matters.

>>7336723
>tfw vinyl has become more popular than CDs
The world is truly unpredicatable.

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>>7336735
how is it offensive ?
Mohammed was gay
>“I saw the prophet – pbuh – sucking on the tongue or the lips of Al-Hassan son of Ali, may the prayers of Allah be upon him."
-Hadith 16245
>He (the prophet) kissed the (little) penis of al Hassan or al Husein
-also 16245
>I saw the Messenger of Allah pbuh putting Husein’s legs apart and kissing his (little) penis.”

help me make the
most of freedom
and of pleasure
nothing ever
lasts forever

>>7336718
It sounds like you've just arrived to a cold realization of what you've done to yourself.

>>7336723
Too fucking bad your fluffy comfortable lovey dovey logic will never coincide with the views of society. That's the problem with people like you, you're crazy. You're not actually coherent in thinking when you say these things because that's now how the real world works. The real world out there will judge you harshly for the way you are presented to them at face value. If you cannot pass the test of universal code of survival, you're only doing yourself a disservice by trying to grasp at something that's clearly not obtainable.

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>>7336738
I hope everything turns out well for you both in the end. You're both wonderful girls. If you get married though, for whatever reason , I want an invite!
I heard about the experiment. I find it interesting.

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>>7336648
I hope you are ok Kiwi. I hope you're dad ends up being ok too. You are loved and cared for and I'm sending you lots of hugs. Be strong.

>>7336738
Hmm that may be. Well I wish you luck.
>>7336744
I take it you don't want to tell me about trading.

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>>7336744
yeah
being happy, in a stable relation ship and having a cis-tier vagina
oh what I've done to myself
truly terrible

Reminder that CNT is just an angsty teen boy with no friends and isn't even on HRT yet. Literally Kayla 12.0

>>7336730
Politics exist in all outlets of trans communities. I'm actually not autistic at all and I don't care for your memes.

>>7336733
There are varying degrees of suffering, but suffering is intrinsic in human experience and being transgender can only work to extrapolate it in different avenues in which it hadn't existed before

>>7336748
I'm sorry but unless you have a uterus and eggs it's not cis-tier.
>>7336749
I think it's funny that there have been 10 Kayla's before CNT.

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>>7336746
thank you anon

>>7336744
culture is an extension of the mind. The superego finds its origin in others. You're too hung up on vanity.

>>7336750
>but suffering is intrinsic in human experience
jesus fucking christ are you 12 ?
have you uttered the words "it's no just a phase mum!!" one time too often ?
>>7336751
>cis tier vagina and vulva
>somehow means uterus
you do realize "vagina" is not just a term for "all a womyn has" ?

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>>7336747
Thanks magpie :3

>>7336745
Let's not get ahead of ourselves here, we've only technically been on one date, and it was for a bomb ass breakfast

>>7336736
iktf :/ missed too much time already

>>7336753
Have you ever tried heroin? I've been looking around for that, bored of tramadol. Squeak says it's good shit.

>>7336750
I sincerely think you have autism, you should get tested for it. I'm autistic and I can tell senpai, it's mostly the very long posts you make, it is a clear sign. There are treatments for it too if you want to get some help

transgender should not be politicized

elanna please invite me to your marriage

>>7336756
CNT is literally. not a real person, it's a schizophrenic person posting, they used to post under another trip before.

You can't converse with them, ignoring them seems to work.

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>>7336757
Shit. I'm definitely jealous. Breakfast is the best meal of the day.

>>7336763
>ignoring
but i am fascinated by the crazy
they are magnificent people to observe

>>7336747
Sure, I'll talk about it. I have a diversified investments because that's the only way to be safer. I have to study trends and market analysis constantly and that's no joke, but the reward is huge if you follow through with a lump sum investment. What is your job?

>>7336748
>>7336756
Your rebuttal here sounds like that of a 12 year old though.

>>7336753
Culture is not an extension of a singular mind. It's a manifestation of the collective and you alone will not control any of it with your mind. I can't believe how dumb you actually are.

>>7336756
yeah, but I use it as an umbrella term. Sorry, I just get flustered when that stuff comes up. I'm reminded I can't get pregnant.
>>7336757
You're welcome. Want to talk about something other than not being able to get pregnant so I can not feel like crap.

>>7336759
I might try it when i become more ready for death. I do want to die a lot but we have a lot to do before I am ready to kms.

>>7336763
I am Sarah/Justine/Rachel/Lilylala

>>7336758
the lost time hurts alot, two decades of living lost, how I live couldn't be called life in any aspect. Only thing keeping me going is I think there is a pot of gold at the end of this dull pastel colored rainbow. I know I'm going to be qt one day, hopefully next year if I push hard.

>>7336768
>stating facts about my life is now "12 yo logic"
kek
>>7336769
fair enough I'm pretty happy just being on one level with non-uterus having cis girls
no perdiods = more time for my muff to be eaten

>>7336768
Why not be the mature debater like you proclaimed earlier? The mind is not a singular mind in all cases. If you want to speak in objectives and absolutes, I'm your man

>>7336768
I currently work at Wendy's, but I'm looking for a job in IA and Security.

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>>7336752

>>7336770
Same I want to at least be full time before sudoku. if I find any heroin I'll let you know.

Cause I've lost my stance
Just like a fallen man
Oh the things I've hoped you would say
Your radiance runs deep
In my colour scheme

>>7336772
yeah, transitioning is pretty much the only reason i have a will to live rn. And im sure you will be, cant wait to see frlly shirts on you owo

>>7336773
I would make my partner eat me out even on a period. I've eaten someone out on their period. It's not that bad unless they have heavy flow. Then you look like a cannibal. Blood is really hot too so it's overall just great.

>>7336681
Transition is actually a path before I was pretty much standing still because fuck life as a boy desu.

>>7336774
That's what happens when you sound like a fucking idiot who has not made sense in over 20+ posts. I have honestly never seen anyone who types so much yet mean so little. You're all fucking bullshit and absolutely no substance at all.

Prove me fucking wrong

>>7336775
I think that's cute. I like Wendy's, probably my favourite fast food place although I try to stay away from it. How's your job search going?

>>7336782
...

>>7336783
I think most of us share that in common..
It's hard to keep going when you hate who you are.
>>7336778
I love you

>>7336782
Nevermind, stop talking to me. You're a sick fuck

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>>7336782

>>7336785
It's not going to well. I just lost my certs so I have to pay to take them again. I'm sure I could use my connections once I move back to Michigan, but until then I have to just wait.
>>7336786
>>7336788
>>7336789
Ohh.... Well Ok. I don't make people do what I like. I just have things I like and they're kind of weird. I've only even done it with one person because everyone else thought it was gross.

>>7336782
yeah i mean i eat my gf out on hers too cuz blood ain't too bad of a taste to me
but I understand if someone doesn't want that so I'm quite happy without periods

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Having a problem swallowing my bfs load.

Wat do?

>>7336787
I swear some day i will learn to play this and i will sing it to you
https://youtu.be/bCC1uO_AjXc

>>7336785
We find our own meanings. You're not a lost cause though. You can rule the world if you want. I hope you find love.

>>7336791
Have you thought about just going the entrepreneur route instead of being a desk jockey? If you're passionate about your field, why not start your own company?

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>mfw I have multiple sugar daddies online now
seriously if I was straight i could make bank yo

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>>7336791

>>7336779
I really wonder what it's like on the other side of this storm. I think I'll be perfectly fine with some ffs, I tend to be hyper critical of my face, been feeling better about body lately though, think I should get my chromosomes checked due to how it looks sometimes, back when I was well and going place people used to always say I looked like my mother and people still assume I'm younger then I am when I go places.

if I can ever manage the energy I'll make sure to show you some pictures, maybe this month depending on a couple factors, I hope to go full time before the end of the year

Thumbs up if you've earned your red wings
>>7336794
very pretty so far <3

>>7336792
Oh gods thank you. I was almost going to cry. I just really like blood.
>>7336791
>>7336782
I wouldn't have the nerve to make someone do what they didn't want to do. So my first post I lied about making them do it.

>>7336795
And that's exactly what I mean by pure fucking bullshit.

>>7336799
>I hope to go full time before the end of the year

wow thats amazing, congrats!

i was hoping i could do that before the end of next year, theres so many things to do...

>>7336803
I'm glad you've been reading

Even if it doesn't resonate now I hope it gets to you as time passes. You deserve more than to be told to kill yourself.

Shoulda realized mtfgay was the wrong place to ask about bf's considering ur all dikes

>>7336793
What's the problem? Do you just hate the taste too much to swallow or is there too much to swallow?

>>7336807
The only things that are resonating from your words are flies and stink lines.

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>>7336801
>>7336792
>>7336802

>>7336808
why are you asking about imaginary things and expect answers ?
as always, just make up a solution to your made up problem
>>7336813
>Being a little pussy

>>7336808
i'm straight but a loser, so still can't answer yer question

>>7336811
Fear desu, if i swallow im afraid im all the way a degenerate

>>7336814
I honestly feel like throwing up.

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>>7336814
>imaginary things

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>>7335727

>>7336806
I'm changing my name soon too, just gotta pick of the forms. not sure how much I'm going to pass though, I have no non biased people to ask yet and don't even have estrogen yet since they didn't want to start me on both this week.

>>7336793
Let it sit in the back of your throat and let it slide down. It's hard at first but it works.
>>7336796
The specific part of security I'm going into isn't a desk jockey job. I mean I'll have a desk and use it, but It's not like I'm a network person. The ultimate end goal is to have my own team and do pen tests for military targets, infrastructure and various other high value targets. I'd do intel and coordinating. I think it's be fun to have my own little elite forces to contract out to people.
>>7336813
>>7336817
I should have went anon when I said that... I usually do when it comes to sexual things.

>>7336816
Well that's easy then, just stop being a little bitch!

Why does epilating your pubes hurt so much?
The chest is nothing in comparison, it even feels kinda good around the nipples.

>>7336818
I know this is real because Kaylas a little n64 bitch

>>7336818
>cutting 1/18 out of the pic
>expecting me to believe it
adorable
>>7336817
why ?
just like you mind it doesn't mean other do

>>7336822
It's too late now.

>>7336822
>Let it sit in the back of your throat and let it slide down. It's hard at first but it works.
Wew, that's hot

>>7336823
Yeah i guess

Second question... how the fuck do i stop getting boners around him? I haven't got hard for months and with him im painfully erect the entire time.

>>7336824
the hair doesn't weaken like the rest

>>7336826
Yeah sure do that if that's your thing, free country and all but I am sickened.

>>7336829
I wish i was into bdsm and torture stuff. Must be so nice to actually enjoy the pain.

>>7336818
Where did you get the butterflies? Want!

>>7336821
Oh you started AAs? Gratulation!

>>7336830
fair enough
I gag at the thought if butt stuff or sucking dick

>>7336822
If you have the skills to do it, why not start your own company? At least think about it as a viable option if your job search doesn't pan out as fast or well as you'd ideally like. Pen tests sound fun for a job, I actually thought about cyber security for a long time. Still kind of am.

Everyone here deserves to be loved and cared for.

Hi /mtfg/

I see my therapist tomorrow, should I admit that I've been having suicidal thoughts?
I'd like them to stop, but I don't want them on any sort of record that can be used against me.

>>7336832
Amazon, they are super cute irl

>>7336836
Eh not really.

>>7336833
small amount I think, only 50. I hope they increase and add e in two weeks after my therapist talks to him about how I'm doing. I'm getting new cloths soon too, more sweaters, a cardigan and some jeans

>>7336836
Except me of course.
>>7336837
I caved in and admitted it eventually, they haven't lobotomized me so far.

>>7336828
>claims hrt has shriveled up miss cock
>gets boners
having trouble keeping up with your lies as usual

>>7336837
I tell them about it always and nothing noticeably bad happened

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>>7336838
Thanks. Reminds me a bit of Serena's room on GG.

>>7336837
Depends on your shrink. If you think they might use it against you (dunno how they would do that bar institutionalization) then it's probably not a good idea.
Most shrinks will use the information to try help you overcome those thoughts. I haven't personally had any success with shrinks but I think that's just because I was young when I saw them and they did the whole 'special needs voice' thing.

>>7336827
I know. I guess I shouldn't hide my kinks anymore.
>>7336828
Make sure you don't breath through your nose though. Unless you want it to spew out your nose.
>>7336830
No it's ok I'm used to it.
>>7336835
I'll consider it. I might get my little brother and his potential marine friends to join my team. I'll need more boots than techs honestly. I could always talk to my uncle about getting his navy buddies to. idk It's in the distant future so many plans. My friend does pen testing he enjoys it.

>>7336841
Especially you Shakira. I wanna give you the biggest hug.

>>7336836
Especially you <3

>>7336841
>they haven't lobotomized me so far.
:p
>>7336843
Okay, thanks!

>>7336840
Oh no Spiro ;_;
There's like no reason they shouldn't give you E in one or two weeks along with increasing your AA dosage. It would be just wasting time.
Good that you already want to change your appearance. Hiding like 70% of mtfg is really stupid.

>>7336845
from a distance, that looks like your headboard is getting infested by moths

>>7336849
Thanks <3

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>>7336851
poke

>>7336851
>Oh no Spiro ;_;
how bad is it? I think thats all is used in the usa

>It would be just wasting time
he doesn't seem to care, he stole 3 months already from me even though the therapist has been recommending hrt for that long and he refused e to begin with

>>7336855
I like you Shakira

>>7336846
I know he doesn't keep my secrets and evades the topic when I bring that up. -_-

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>>7336821

>>7336860
What the fuck? If he isn't maintaining confidentiality then it's definitely time for a new shrink. He sounds really unprofessional if he's evading hints of suicidal thoughts. How do you know he's not keeping your secrets? Have other people spoken to you about what you've told him?

>>7336836
Stop being so disgusting. What a cringe

>>7336867
I love you CNT. I love and care about you and there's nothing you can do about it.

>>7336864
isn't it obvious though?

>>7336857
>how bad is it?

It's not so bad; I've been taking it for 16 months. The peeing isn't awesome but you get used to it. I only really notice it in the summer when it's hot. I drink a lot of water when I leave the house to stay hydrated and I'll have to go in 45 minutes. I can eat as much salt as I want now so that's a plus.

>>7336857
Why does it take so long in the usa? I thought you had informed consent and stuff?
And I don't know how bad Spiro really is but needing to pee constantly doesn't sound like fun. I mean it is basically a "medhack" because it wasn't really developed to block T.

And your doctor sounds like a dick or someone with no clue. Maybe both.

>>7336856
Uh?

>>7336869
I don't need your bullshit. Unlike you I value real things, not disingenuous statements at random strangers to be "cute" online

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>>7336872
I MISSED YOU CYKA

>>7336875
kys ^=^

>>7336875
I like you CNT even though you can be really annoying.

>>7336821
Well good luck qt.
For me changing my name will be rough, gotta go to court in greece for that

>>7336872
>I thought you had informed consent and stuff?
I can't drive, I wanted to go but got "really should go to this doctor because safety"
>I mean it is basically a "medhack" because it wasn't really developed to block T.
isn't cipro that? I think it's banned here.

I'm really upset with him, he claims to have had "hundreds" of patients yet all he does it delay non stop
>>7336871
I feel even worse now, why is there no alternative

>>7336876
Why don't you lead by example and take your own life? It would serve you right for taking that cat's life which is valued higher than a piece of shit like you. You literal psychopath

>>7336875
do you not know what disingenuous means
oof

>>7336881
CNT
what are your opinions on me?

CNT do you like any trips at all?

>>7336878
Then fucking block me. You're into technology right? Fucking use it and filter me for all I care you period blood sucking sissy faggot

>>7336866
I think I like, explained wrong or something. Sorry >~<
He evades the topic of confidentiality, suicidal thoughts are just something I've hidden.

He was kind of justified sharing the info I guess, somebody *did* think I was going to hurt myself. Still bugs me that he just gave it out without even talking to me :/

>>7336883
I talked to you as anon when you were on that bridge thinking about killing yourself. I told you not to do it and I'm glad you just went home.

i'm drunk
have a good night

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>>7336881
What's wrong with being a psychopath?

>>7336875
Have you got skype or anything like that? We could talk about whatever, move past disingenuousness and be friends?

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>>7336888

>>7336888
night ^^
>>7336887
Whoa, is that something you should talk about?

>>7336889
*hug*
I hope happymode makes a quick comeback ^^

>>7336888
Bye

haha my kayla just dived right into the trash roflmao
>>7336887
thank you
I love you

>>7336885
Why would I filter you when I like you? You make no sense. I don't like filtering anyone because I miss out on potential convos with people. Even though you're being mean I still like you.

>>7336891
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GlYyXLl0D_U

>>7336887
r-really?
i'm kind of surprised...
thank you

>>7336894
>makes a quick comeback
sure is taking a long time

>>7336905
It will come back, don't give up!
I promise it gets better!

>>7336887
What are your opinions on kit?

>>7336909
I'm not sure if I know what its like anymore

Lurker. Is it...dare i say....right for this thread to exist into perpetuity? Like, shouldnt this be an irc instead. What is the purpose of this thread?

>>7336880
Safety equals wasted time
Iirc cypro was developed for guys who can't control their sexual urges. And that by exactly doing what we (or at lest I) want: killing your balls.

>>7336876
Why would you miss me.

>>7336881
Wow calm down. Flaming chara is my responsibility.

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>>7336895
>>7336887
>>7335727

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>>7336918
You're my favorite.

>>7336914
You never really forget, it's familiar and exciting when you finally get it back for real.
Just be careful to protect it, ok?

CNT does deserve the hate. You're all gullible idiots if you think otherwise.

>>7336925
hi CNT

I don't think I've ever encountered anyone with less self awareness than CNT

>>7336919
>intentionally acts not retarded for 5 minutes to make 1 trip not like him
>doesnt deserve the hate

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>>7336925

>>7336902
That's a very sad video

>>7336933
without the second not

>>7336933
Fuck off you balding 30 year old hon

Is elenna still around? If so could you give me the track list of your mix?

>>7336918
>Safety equals wasted time
I made the argument that she didn't know what she was even talking about and that there was no difference is care quality, everyone even the therapist bow down to the guy, the therapist won't even stand up for me since she is too dependent on him. Now I'm in full upset mode again, I didn't want to cry more today.
>>7336923
It's been many years, what it feels to be fulfilled in life is gone

>>7336938
Ooh careful there, your a bit too hugboxxy now

elanna please invite me to your wedding !!

I like Cnt a lot and she really does have a better starting point then me. I do get hugboxxed a lot here - cnt is just being honest

>>7336933
I mean your point is kind of invalid because as i've said many times i want to be nice and be friends with everyone regardless of how they are to me or others.
I was just surprised is all.

>>7336941
How does it feel to know you're a literal gay man who doesn't pass? On top of all the standard surgical procedures, you my friend, must also save up for hair transplants. But what'll be your excuse coming from a desperate faggot like you?
>B-but there are bald cis women
Give it up already, buddy boy

zzz
so im pissed
who wants to give me hugs and make me not sad

>>7336940
Is there a reason you can't just go informed consent on your own?

It will come back, don't lose hope!
*hugs*

>>7336950
Why do you attack people?

>>7336951
What happen?
*hugs*

>>7336951
*Hug
what's happened?

>>7336948
I meant magpie

>>7336950
Tbh i dont mind not passing pre-hrt. Even so i look better than you and have far more """"""potential"""""".

>>7336951
huggu
why are you pissed mommy

>>7336955
Am I that bad?

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>>7336951
That's what you get for fucking strangers ^=^

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CNT is still here? Fuck me.

>>7336946
Definitely the real kit

>>7336960
You got baited into liking a psychotic person, its understandable

>>7336964
It's a wild ride

>>7336967
I try to be friendly with everyone though. I just want friends and people to talk to. I miss my friends...

Wait hang on

Cnt doesn't pass and has been on hrt like 5 minutes?

>>7336958
ish cute that you call me that.
but like
just some stupid things made me a lot more upset than they should have
im an odd person i guess
>>7336963
well they werent TOTAL strangers.
just kinda
sorta didnt really know them at all
>>7336954
>>7336952
just stupid shit

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>>7336968
Yeah nope, see ya.

>>7336969
I generally have the same attitude, cnt is the exception

>>7336955
Funny how all this gay faggot hon does is attack me and try to turn people against me. Is it even a surprise that his truest intentions is to want me done and dead? It is not to me as I can see what's wrong with him in plain sight. What else could justify the contempt he has for his own life? The perfect way display such bewildering content is to show ill will towards someone who doesn't even deserve it, because that'll be the ultimate comeuppance in his psychotic mind.

Get over yourself freak, like you could ever pass. You're a piece of shit and when you realize your worst nightmare has turned reality, you'll know why. It's because you're massive dickhead who gets off on picking on an 18 year old online. Fucking pathetic

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>>7336972
At least sex is fun!

>>7336976
especially when alcohol is involved.

>>7336969
Hi
I'll be your friend

>>7336972
Well tell that stupid shit to stop being stupid. I hope Whatever is up can alleviate itself soon.
>>7336974
I guess that's understandable. I feel like I try and make friends with people others don't like very much. They're just so talkative.

>>7336952
no car, I don't want to go on anymore

>>7336940
Sorry I didn't mean to upset you :/
>>7336922
Favorite what?

>>7336983
the bad things never stop ;_;

>>7336982
Bus/taxi?
Force yourself, do it to punish yourself, whatever motivates you to go get your fucking script pls.

>>7336975
Holy shit LMAO

>actually playing the victim

Pathetic. Go to a psych ward please, for your own good.


>>7336980
Only cnt is universally disliked. Even drakeposter has isla to defend his crap.

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>>7336978
I LIKE VODKA ^=^

>>7336983
Human

>>7336975
You're a dickhead 18 yeah old that lashes the fuck out at everyone. Sure you get picked on, but that's because you're an unstable little fucktard who thinks that they're literally perfect.

Just like, maybe get some therapy or something because you clearly are delusional

>>7336980
>>7336933
>>7336967

You see how manipulative he is? This is coming from a literal 30 year old who lives on 4chan. Get a fucking life grandpa, get some rogaine on that head of yours

>>7336979
Yay! so what did you do today. I accidentally posted sex stuff with my trip on and grossed out the thread. I think Shakira doesn't really like me much any more, but I wasn't sure what she actually thought of me anyway. Other then that I just went to work and felt miserable.
>>7336988
I'll keep that in mind.

>>7336987
I'm in a rural area, there is no way to go anywhere
I want the bad things to go away

>>7336989
it traditionally was whiskey
>>7336980
i distanced myself from the problem.

>>7336992
Actually im nearing 67, please dont get my age wrong

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>>7336973
you can run but you can't hide
she is a heat-seeking weaponized autism missile
>>7336972
>ish cute that you call me that.
uwu
>just some stupid things made me a lot more upset than they should have
hey we all have our boundaries/limits

I'm scared

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>>7336995
Let's drain the world of all life essence

>>7336988
How about you think about what you're doing with your own life for a second. You're actually 30, you're balding, you're barely and probably not even on hrt, yet you're talking shit to an 18 year old trans girl. Yeah I don't like you (then again, will many after you're revealing yourself as such an unlikable cunt as you are here?), but that's because you are truly a pathetic fuck. Go reinstall some zest in your fucking life, because your shit is heading into a downward spiral here.

>>7336991
I never said I was perfect, stop making shit up.

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>>7336986
But they are about to stop D:
>>7336989
So am I in danger or something?

>>7336999
that sounds fun
how do we start
>>7336997
well it is cute
but like
i suppose its true
we do have boundaries and limits
it sucks

>>7337003
no there now senpai, I've spent almost every day this year completely alone, I don't think I have anyone to turn to anymore.

>>7336996
Yeah you can exaggerate your age to the point of absurdity all you'd like. But you are actually 30 and that's what makes you so pathetic considering. What are you even doing with yourself? Don't you know your chances aren't good when you transition at that age? Yet here you are, not doing shit about it and instead starting drama against an 18 year old on 4chan. I'm sure your parents would be proud of you, friendo

>>7337002
Why do you attack people?

You've posted old photos of people who've never wronged you. And lash out at others constantly.

>>7337002
>The only fault cnt can find is an unfortunate hairline that can easily be fixed by surgery that insurance covers

actually im doing pretty good lately, thanks

>>7337009
Whose photo did I reposted that never attacked me?

>>7336992
Umm, Sertii isn't really being manipulative. You shut me out of our previous conversation and called me a blood drinking faggot or something to that effect. Which even though it's true the way you said it was rude, and demeaning. Why do you care about someone you are rude to? Why would you care if sertii was trying to manipulate me. I'm literally the blood drinking faggot.. See this is what I mean about you being annoying. You're like a yoyo in the hands of a child suffering from an epileptic attack. You go back and forth but no one know when it'll happen so you end up fly all over the place stupidly.
>>7336995
I'm glad you're taking steps.

>>7337011
Kit for one

>>7336998
hugg

>>7336998
You ok?

>>7337010
If doing pretty good means spending a fuck load of 4chan at your age, then you must agree you're destined to be a fucking zero. You're nothing but a pathetic little blip of energy

>>7336989
Where do I rank? o.o

>>7336993
Oh, we're doing this now? Okay!
Always have to check your trip silly, but I'm sure you'll be forgiven. People make mistakes sometimes!
Work is suck, sorry you felt so bad :c
Uhm, I slept through my class and almost cried and played vidya with my new sort-of boyfriend ^^

>>7336994
Threaten self-harm if whoever has the vehicle doesn't agree to get you to an informed consent clinic.

>>7337013
Like I said, for the 10th time, you fucking autistic retard, I didn't post kit's picture to attack her

>>7337016
>All he can think of is adding 10 imaginary years to my age

>>7337012
i guess i am
i think im gonna go now
.-.
>>7337021
stop misgendering.

>>7337002
>>7337008
You're pathetic lol

>>7337020
Posting her picture=attacking her

>>7337012
I didn't even mean to quote you, get the fuck over yourself. Please go ahead and filter me, you piece of shit. I hope you can at least do your job properly at wendy's but I doubt you could even follow instructions seeing as how blindly retarded you are. Fuck off and never talk to me again

>>7337022
I dont think im doing that, i dont believe cnt is on hrt with this much t-rage

>>7337020
It was an attack. If you're trying to deny that then you're the autistic faggot if you think anyone will buy it.

Held my drunk roommate's hand in public tonight. First at the bar he was in and then on the way home because I was worried he would stumble and get hurt.
Public degeneracy is fun.
I'm starting to get worried though, I've never seen him get this drunk. He even had to throw up in the bar bathroom.
For his health and weight he should probably stop, but I wouldn't want to stop too. It's not fair all my drinking buddies have shitty self-control.
He already stopped smoking because he doesn't want it to affect hrt when he starts and stopped smoking weed because money.

Unfortunately for once in my life it's going to be my turn to be the person in the relationship with their shit together who is going to lead by example.

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this is my dog

>>7337021
Are you actually balding at age 20? I can only imagine what you'll look like when you are actually 30

>>7337023
Say the anorexic, drug addicted pathetic piece of shit who couldn't even pass after FFS

>>7337025
Nah

>people replying to CNT again
For fucks sake mtfg

>>7337026
Jesus fucking christ dude you are insufferable.

>>7337029
owo sounds cute

>>7337029
is he ftm or femboy?

>>7337031
Stay mad :)

>>7337028
No it wasn't. It was just to show how hugboxed she is. If I were (notice I say were due to its improbability) attacking her, I would've posted her current picture and made fun of her. Like I said I think she looks good now and has a lot of potential to pass and be pretty. You're reading this straight from the horse's mouth, I didn't attack her looks, only the culture of lying to your friends

>>7337037
I don't give enough fuck about you to be mad. You hate yourself more than I ever could, if anything I feel sorry for your pathetic existence as I'm fairly sure you're only going to become a another stat

>>7337031
Oh so you must be the new Hon in town
Just a little tip hon. You will never look as good as me ;)

>>7337041
hugg fuf

>>7337041
Okay fake ufufu
Funny how you had to put up a persona to say that to me because it wouldn't be true with your actual face on the statement

Jesus christ tranny thoughts are getting worse
hlep me
>when an online friend says transitioning would be "really really difficult" because of your looks
ouch desu

>>7337040
My lovely vagina says hello :3
while you still have a dick hanging between your legs.

I have a bf. Who do you have? Nobody that's who!

Also it's funny you've fallen for this

>>7337044
I think its time to just self med desu...

>>7337046
>showing off SRS

Congrats on your gash, but SRS is covered in Canada.. while I'm fairly sure I'm going to pay for Suporn anyways. I'm pretty sure I wouldn't be proud of a boyfriend who is fucking someone who supposedly looks like a man either.

>>7337019
Why should I be forgiven for liking something though. Work drains me too much because I get called sir all the time, which is understandable but still it sucks. What games did you play with your new sort-of boyfriend?
>>7337026
Ooo lets judge people working because they have a shitty job to tide them over while they manoeuvre to something better. Yeah fuck you. Don't quote someone you mean to if you don't want them to respond. You're only 18. Where do you think life is taking you? are you going to be some big CEO and leader in business or some deluded day trader that sticks crayons up their ass? I'm going for the latter. I hope your ass turns blue from all the figurative crayons up your ass.

>>7337043
You've fallen into my trap. How could you know who ufufu was if you've only been here a month and she hasn't been here for many months

And your supply of archived pictures and suspicious knowledge of every trip confirms what I already suspected


You are the infamous bully anon. Who lurked this board and repressed for years. And is now transitioning out of desperation and subsequently resentful of everyone else here for being better off than you.

>>7337044
Yo fuck that guy. If he's dumb enough to say that shit to somebody then he doesn't know what the fuck he's talking about. You never know how a transition will turn out. All you can do is hope for the best, eat well and make yourself feel pretty whenever you can through makeup, clothes or whatever else you can find. I don't really know you Bjorg but the pics I've seen of you aren't that bad.

>>7337049
B-but
What if the feelings stop and I fucked myself up

>>7337050
>implying you will even be able to look half as good as me

Long Hon Silver. Pls

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>>7337003
No we are going to be friends.

>>7337004
We have to start by sucking a lot of dicks.

>>7337019
You're a QT <3

>>7337052
I know whoooo it isssssssssssssssss

>>7337050
>Falling for a fake trip this hard

>>7337038
You're crazy
You're actually just mental. Please get help.

>>7337052
Omg trap card

>>7337036
He refuses to let me use female pronouns for now. And for my sanity I've reverted back to he/him. Even after insisting you don't "earn" them or have to meet any threshhold to ask a friend to use them.

>>7337035
It was cute. He kept touching my hands at the bar. We fell asleep on the loveseat at the apartment together then I drove back to my parent's place. I'm still working on moving in with him.

At the same time it was worrying though. I'm going to have to strain myself and not feel guilty if she still can't get her shit together in 2017. She's been dragging her feet every step of the way.

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>>7337051
holy shit

>>7336797
all respect lost.

>>7337052
Yeah I lurked this board for many fucking years, of course I know who Ufufu is. I used to talk to her as anon and happen to think she's actually cool.

I also saved many lives on here as anon, as I did for neptune when they had no one to fucking talk to.

You're a fucking paranoid schizophrenic. Infamous bully anon? I didn't even repress you fucking idiot

>>7337055
It's a tranny she knows what she's talking about desu
I'd just need jaw surgery pretty badly I guess the rest is okay ish
But thanks Olive

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>>7337065
>You're a fucking paranoid schizophrenic.
here comes the projection

>>7337064
why ?
just bored and making some extra cash with my cis passing priv

>>7337065
You're back peddling now nigga.

>>7337057
>>7337059
How pathetic are you pretending to be someone else? I wouldn't be surprised, as I'm sure you're some pathetic loser like "quid" who's too scared to come out to his dad

>>7337056
They wont stop desu

>>7337063
I was legit mad when I started writing that, but when I mentioned CNT sticking crayon up their ass I felt better.

>>7337071
I wish I got to bully these fucking morons because I would have absolutely no fucking regrets.

>>7337066
What a catty bitch! And yeah, if you can afford it a jaw reduction would help but even that's not 100% necessary if you can't afford it. I've seen people with worse jaws than yours pass with a couple of years hrt.

>>7337065
>I didn't even repress you fucking idiot
>only started hrt recently
>had years of browsing this board

So why do you think deserve to pass if you didn't even have the gall to try and stop male puberty?

Self orchi and black market AAs are a thing.

But you didn't do that. You don't even have dysphoria you dumb transtrender. You just want to be a crossdresser

>>7337058
>yfw quid will never actually fuck you

>>7337051
>Why should I be forgiven for liking something though.
I dunno I'm sorry ;_;
I'm stupid, nothing I say means anything, forget it.
Getting sir'd is painful, it's made me cry a bunch of times :c
Just terraria, it's simple and works on my laptop.

>>7337058
I'm actually not but ty chara ^^

>>7337067
I am the person I made your lives all miserable. I sincerely hope you think that because that gives me a level of satisfaction. You pieces of shits

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>>7337077
why do you wanna be a minor german movie celeb ?

>>7337046
Stop using Phienchens name >:(

>>7337072
We bully anons are eternal. And you will fall by our hand tranny.

>>7337073
But maybe if I want them to hard enough they will!

>>7337078
Nah she was being nice in advising me to think really hard about what I want and stuff since my transition would be hard, and she was right. With this jaw I'd definitely be a hon.
Luckily insurance covers surgery here for trannies, or at least I think it does

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>tfw you sleep for 10 hours and wake up at 6 am

hellooo am awake. how are you girls doing?