Sup fellow lesbians. Does anyone else find their partner endlessly

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Sup fellow lesbians. Does anyone else find their partner endlessly complex and fascinating?

>sexually, physically, and mentally abused from a young age
>slowly turned into a masochist over the years as a way to cope
>was full blown M by age 8
>went to go live with relatives at the age of 11
>actually told her abusers "Thanks for the years of free sex" right before she left
>is basically impervious to negative emotions because her brain automatically converts pain to pleasure
>behaves in horrible and abusive ways to give people a reason to be mean to her, because she is afraid her abuse-loving brain might return to normal without a constant stream of abuse, and all her repressed pain will boil over

Honestly, I feel so boring in comparison. I'm a normal girl who grew up in a normal family in a normal American suburb. What you see is what you get. There's not much depth or complexity to me, I'm as vanilla as vanilla gets.