Need your help /lgbt/. I'm struggling with my sexuality

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Need your help /lgbt/. I'm struggling with my sexuality for over a year now and still I can't decide what I am. (Yes I need a label.)
> watch gay & straight porn
> always focus on the actors in gay porn
> kinda don't focus on anything when women are involved
> still get turned on
> constant loop of switching between dreaming of a cute bf/gf
> feel no actual attraction to women in real life, just seem to like looking at tits and asses
> only feel attracted to two guys so far (both fags), can't take my eyes off of them when I see them (not literally of course)
> huge mom problems, due to some fucked up things that happened when she had a mental breakdown when I was 10
> played with my ass a few times when I was 12-13, but never again
> people seem to think I'm not that much into women
> tell me I'm always cold to them
> straight 'phase' kicks in every time I quit using /lgbt/ and go to /pol/ and the other way around with my gay 'phase'

So what do you guys think? Gay, bi or straight with mommy issues? Am I just trying to tell myself that I'm gay because I can't stand women? Please no tumblr bullshit.