PUREST FORM OF LOVE Edition
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• Discord: https://discord.gg/qjxGSxY
Previous >>7265701
>tfw no platonic cuddles
>tfw writing your tranny shit while reading Hourou musuko is making you super unconfident in your writing ability
Dressing up is back in Sun and Moon~
We love trips!
im lonely :/
>>7266679
>not including winner of ugliest
Grace is cuter than expected.
>>7266679
>tfw not in the trip collage so you don't have to see your own hideous face every thread
Whew
>>7266655
that's depression :/
>>7266684
lol that's a pretty bad pic of grace too
>>7266660
>yuri
pic related
>>7266663
yeah mention it to them next time
>>7266665
just keep going anyway im sure itll be fine
>>7266683
id hang out and talk with you of its any consolation
>>7266683
gimme a hug gf
Went out and bought my first load of girly clothes, grabbed some cute snow leopard panties that match my socks and some thigh highs too. Walking around strutting like I'm top shit hehehe.
>>7266670
No.
I was a fucking coward as usual. Fear dragged me back again.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n7cRx_7umjE
>>7266662
yeah it's a pretty basic drink, literally any bartender should be able to make it.
also sorry about the strict parents, they;re probably just looking out for you but it still sucks
>tfw even getting your hair under control can't make you look like a man
https://unsee
.cc/dimebora
At least I look better than usual I think...
>>7266685
>tfw you are
>>7266698
GDI AMY
tfw ugly
>>7266703
you look like my 6th grade math teacher
she was mean
The purest form of love is obsessed necrophile x well preserved body.
>>7266698
get back there and fucking do it
>>7266703
Reeee,forgot triparino
>>7266703
Didn't we have like 80 convesations about passing better when you at least try to smile?
>tfw recognize it's an hour before time to take my girl pills
>keep checking the time and getting nothing done
>Don't want to take them now because then I'll know next time I can take it an hour earlier and that could start a rotating schedule.
>>7266698
Are they still in your cart?
Do you know once they're in your possession you'll take them? You can continue cowarding as you get closer. Go ahead, flirt with it. Who says you won't cancel the order after clicking Complete Order? Who says you'll even open the box when you get it? Maybe destiny will intervene and they'll never get to you. Maybe the boxes will sit on your shelf and you'll just never open them. There's still so much more backing down you can do. There's nothing final about ordering them.
>>7266690
can we cuddle or something..
>>7266693
yes pls, be my tokaku maeve
Just remember. No matter how bad you think you look, at least you aren't a 30 YO repressor with nowhere to go.
R8 my Nord.
This purchase would be large enough (but cheaper on a day-to-day basis than inhouse) that if I make it I have to fully commit or I'll have burned an unnecessary hole in my pocket. Is it normal for a new trans to feel so much doubt? I'm frankly pretty scared that I might end up regretting taking this path, I can never trust my own judgement.
>>7266727
Pretty. I always play as an elf.
>>7266727
Is that unmodded? I can never get my characters to look half decent on vanilla.
>>7266725
Basically, at least you aren't me. You all have hope. I've been doomed for years.
>>7266725
>>7266728
>Is it normal for a new trans to feel so much doubt?
Very normal.
>>7266728
You'll just have to stop fucking smoking, but do it.
>>7266727
mine's better
>>7266725
It's not too late to start!
>>7266735
if you finish ordering you can stop freaking out about ordering
it's fucking science bitch
>>7266733
homu homu
>>7266725
I was, now I'm a 33 year old tranny with nowhere to go
>>7266736
This is a meme. I smoked three or four packs a week for over a year on hrt and I'm still alive.
>>7266730
I have a High Elf with suspiciously similar hair. Dark Elves are my favourite race but I figured I'd shake it up and try a human.
>>7266731
It's Elder Scrolls Online.
>>7266722
sure platonic cuddling under a warm blanket is comfy
>>7266745
Ah, that explains it.
>>7266736
if I quit smoking I'll change my trip to my actual name I guess, Nicotine name not as funny if I don't consume it.
>>7266749
You can be Nicoderm or something.
>>7266744
Smoking is also a very costly habit in the United Kingdom of Great Britain and Northern Ireland.
>>7266744
Doesn't smoking nerf estrogen absorption too though?
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/14973414
Says it affects how estrogen is metabolized. At best, you'll looking at quicker bone mineral loss.
>back from TDOR.
>>7266753
makes one masculinize some.
>>7266746
>>7266722
forgot pic!
>>7266728
do it
i didn't get my pizza wtf
>>7266758
that doesnt look very plantonic desu
>>7266757
That too, huh? I'd believe it. The fact that smoking means you need more estradiol for hrt means the 4mg will literally be not as potent as it would be without smoking. That should be incentive enough to cut way down on smoking.
>>7266752
Money well spent imo. I bet you pay way more than I do though, I get mine for like $8 a pack.
>>7266769
U made me hungry =(
>Spartans face when she starts HRT and thinks of all the time she wasted in repression
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wXcdYBh3hgg
>>7266771
dw i have a better one!
>>7266735
Stop dilly dallying and order it, Amy.
>>7266779
is that you and your boyfriend after he transitions?
>>7266779
Do you have straight Korra pics?
at about what point did you start to notice differences from HRT?
I'm in my first week and I know its a little obvious to say I haven't noticed anything...but for some reason I was kind of expecting to? just like SOMETHING
>>7266772
Take a look at long time smokers. They look more masculine than their sisters who didn't smoke at all.
>>7266787
a fortnightish was when my nips started screaming and then it went away but they still scream occasionally.
6 months is when you start to notice changes in your skin and everything
>>7266728
if anything, it makes you less likely to be a fetishist. fears of regret are near universal
>>7266785
no that's me trying to comfort haru. this is me and my bf
>>7266786
lots actually
>>7266787
2-3 weeks.
>>7266779
that looks comfy :3 korrasami is so based
>>7266787
At week one? Possible reduction in boners.
That's about it.
At about month 2 I thought I was dying for a second when I threw a box against my chest and felt like I got stabbed- nipple tenderness. My hrt was pretty low for the first few months though.
korra is a lesbian
>>7266795
have you and your bf been on a walk and held eachothers hands yet? :3
>>7266808
>mfw can't wait to go somewhere with trashy and hold hands
big exam tomorrow
I've got this.
>I hope
gnight!
>>7266787
Within the first two weeks of starting Spiro. The T levels dropping felt better. Within a week of starting E I felt much calmer. The next week my nipples were tingling and the area under them was getting hard. I had a small 1/2" bulb like area, and around 2" diameter disks that got stiffer.
>>7266820
more like the dork lady
haha
>>7266820
good luckity luck :3
>tfw a couple "friends" I barely talk to
I'm so horribly lonely, there are so many things that keep me from relating to anyone.
>>7266802
Yeah I love both ships equally honestly makorra and korrasami are qt as fuck, I just wish korra wasn't so insufferable in book 2. mako was a really supportive bf that didn't deserve how he got treated :(
and while im on the topic I wish korrasami had more clear developments and wasn't such a tacked on afterthought due to fan shipping ;~;
>>7266805
the character is bi, im straight
>>7266808
yeah we have a few times actually :3 he likes to kiss my hands and my lips occasionally when we do and it gives me goosebumps <3
>>7266805
Lauren is a lesbian KAPPA
>>7266820
'goodnight and good luck'
>>7266830
iktf
captcha: 4800 familia
elanna is homosex
>>7266840
eww
>>7266840
this is not true she's just a faggot
please cease bullying her
>>7266840
heh, what a fag
>>7266840
https://a.pomf.cat/vnzeuy.webm
>>7266831
>yeah we have a few times actually :3 he likes to kiss my hands and my lips occasionally when we do and it gives me goosebumps <3
I WANT A BOYFRIEND
>>7266838
I think to myself, why should I still be alive? What do I have to offer the world, and what does it have to offer me? Nothing, as far as I can see. I think I must end myself soon...
>>7266831
Idk i think korrasami wins out cuz it has cute girls :3 mako is nice, but just cant compete
whatever happened to annamay
>>7266846
thanks, i opened that and my bf is right next to me, he probably thinks 4chan is a porn site now
Can someone give me a (you)? It's late and I'm sad
>>7266846
>>7266857
wow wouldn't want him to get the wrong impression
no idea why anyone would think 4chan is a porn site
>>7266857
Would he be wrong?
>>7266858
>>7266825
>>7266835
thank you so much q_q
I'm gonna need it, cuz I need to do well
>>7266824
meanie
>>7266847
you'll find a qt that'll treat you really well one day anon!
>>7266854
I want to like it more, I really do, but there is so little source material to work with honestly. what gets my heart hammering is seeing the interactions and relationship develop over time, which korrasami had nothing at all just a few very very short scenes that were ambiguous at the very best.
meanwhile we got to see the entire makorra play out in all its ups and downs and i loved it. too bad it ended the way it did ;~;
what's 4chan
>>7266872
he's a hacker
>>7266872
a gay dating website
>>7266871
>you'll find a qt that'll treat you really well one day anon!
no I wont, I am a hon
>>7266879
Glad you feel better!
Sleep will come eventually
It's 4:30AM here and I'm still watching csgo
>>7266871
Is your bf black or white? I'm curious, I don't think I've ever seen you say anything on this
>>7266856
killed herself afaik
>>7266875
how do I get gay dates there
>>7266886
idk I haven't been very successful in this either
>>7266876
how long on hrt?
>>7266884
he's white
>>7266892
>how long on hrt?
3 years
>>7266883
lol same, im watching penguinz0, I love his voice =3
MASTURBATE TO GUY FIERI
FILET ME
My perception of the world is irreconcilable. I've made so many bad choices that I *literally* have no chance at happiness. Knowing this, what should I do? Would killing myself be the greatest mercy I could offer myself?
>>7266897
smoke a bowl and eat some chips
>>7266895
It's the grand final of IEM, I need to sleep though
>>7266894
i really doubt ur a hon bb. its probably dysphoria clouding ur self perception and some depression too. id give u a non hugbox critique if u did an unsee
i get to leave hospital soon ^=^
>>7266896
a qt grill would never post this. chaser confirmed.
>>7266896
hot
>>7266872
an Australian kite boarding forum
>>7266871
yea thats understandable i guess, im probably just bias :x
>>7266897
Probably
>>7266898
I'm LITERALLY broke, can't even afford weed, but I can definitely afford to tie a noose
>>7266896
SKULL FUCK ME AND LAMBASTE ME
FIERI
MILKING HIS TITTY
OH BABY
YOU TREAT ME LIKE SUCH A LADY
SO SHADY
>>7266913
Intel Extreme Masters, a 300k CSGO tournament
I don't have exams yet luckily, they start December 4
I've drank 24 beers in the last 24 hours.
Am I /donefor/?
>>7266908
Fair enough im probably biased too, i dont care for yuri at all haha
>>7266856
cute, how to contact?
>>7266914
that's what I chose. So why not skip to the end.
i make ironic jokes about being a tranny to all my cis friends who don't know i'm on hrt
>>7266902
you know who I am, I'm the only hon here
https://unsee
.cc/zirutesa/
>>7266917
My idiot friend did that last night and he seems to be alive atm, so you should be fine.
>>7266916
jesus christ 300k? i heard there was alot of money in it but i didnt realise that much!
anyway, glad your exam isnt for a couple of weeks, i get nervous just thinking about them.
>>7266783
I can't do it.
I'm filled with the fear of spending the rest of my life pretending to be a woman.
It terrifies me
"How will I get a job, how will I have friends, how will I find love? What will my family think?"
It's all one disgusting lie
>>7266929
You are not even on my level.
>>7266931
The "majors" are $1,000,000 and there's two of those per year. It's getting p big nowaday
Me too, I need to pass a few so I can visit trashy for more than a week :(
more selfies please
>>7266930
No but I mean, am I on the track towards an early death? I hope my life is so short that I don't even foresee my end.
>>7266938
>tfw lmao
>>7266929
i won't say it bc ur trip is off but you pass just fine. you look like any other middle aged lady that age and I've heard ur voice before.
try dating sites and whatnot, no need to be so down in yourself all the time that's not productive! if u don't like how u look. change it! u did it once before going from guy to girl so why not one more time? there is so much that can be done it'd way too soon to throw in the towel
>>7266943
selfie from last week
>>7266914
i hope the sequel is decent
post your jackets
heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy where all my FRIENDS at?
>every time I search for my name because of conversion anon
I need someone to cuddle me!
I waited around for my mom to watch tv with us so she would,but she never did ;-;
>>7266953
I'm not middle aged though, 7 years until I hit middle aged
Any grills wanna chat with myself, a boi? Promise I won't murder you probably lmao
>>7266953
SOMEBODY
>>7266941
damn, kinda wish i was good at games now.
but ive never really been good at fps, except far cry 3, i was amazing at that game!
wuts trashy? =3
>>7266920
her skype is annamay-chan
All of these payment methods on alldaychemist seem either inconvenient or extremely shady. Advice would be appreciated.
>>7266961
>boi
as in a butch dyke?
>>7266959
>I need someone to cuddle me!
Cuddle with me please, snick is so cute
>>7266965
All I have ever been good at is Unreal Tournament 2004.
Trashy is my trans gf, I met her over on /r9k/ and we're in an LDR now.
>>7266962
shame
>>7266958
its okay to like boys you know?
http://www.strawpoll.me/1420341/
>>7266947
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fu0scA8kqHQ
I feel better playing the game I've known for my whole life than attempting to win a game a can't win and only the lucky 1% can even have a chance to win
>>7266948
It's the one thing I can successfully pretend to be
>>7266972
*cuddles so hard
make the bad thoughts go away :c
>>7266959
I can't from here
>>7266684
>Grace is cuter than expected.
ty
>>7266687
>lol that's a pretty bad pic of grace too
I know and I kind of dont want to change it
I'm pretty content with my pic being a silly face because I am a silly face
>>7266973
oh cool! hope you get aces then, Good Luck! =D
also I loved that game! I was awful at it but i loved playing dead for some reason, I just found it really funny.
>>7266971
no I meant normal cis boy I just memed too hard maybe?
>>7266982
this gif makes me feel strange things
>>7266978
nm got stood up tonight havin a little drink shreddin muh guitar
hbu
>>7266988
UT2004 was so much fin! VCTF was the best, just having a good partner to mantarun with made it so easy!
>>7266983
can you stop repressing so I can go back to giving you headpats?
>>7266984
I want to cudd the Snicks and make her smile.
if you're so uncomfortable with your body, why havent you killed yourselves?
>>7266991
Nice
Just drinkin, having a quesadilla for dinner while watching sports
>>7266975
>that's not the point and you know it
I don't like looking middle aged when I'm not.
I need to fix it but I'm a loser hon who cant even get a job let alone fix whats wrong with me
>>7266969
>>7266997
me2
>>7266992
I literally cant remember any of it, other than being terrified of the war of the worlds robot thing! i was like 9 at the time, i was a complete wuss.
>>7266997
cudd me pls
>>7267001
everyone can exercise anon that's free and well documented to make you look better
>>7267002
try ending your life\
>>7267008
*cudds you*
>>7267002
I just used my debit card
>>7266999
oh nice. im hungry. idk what to eat.
>>7267002
Idk about that first one and I assume the third is e-check which you said wouldn't work out, but a wire transfer seems pretty standard to me.
>>7267011
do you know how much work that is? can't be arsed
>>7267015
Eat dank memes and beer. That's what I do
>>7267015
eat eel over rice
or the biggest crawfish you can find
>>7266854
A G P
G
P
>>7267018
>>7267018
me too. even on the board for outsiders on the website for outsiders, I still manage to feel like an outsider and I'm left to fucking wonder what's wrong with me
>>7267027
how am i agp, im bi, agp is lesbian
>I want to fugg the Snicks and make her cuum
>>7266994
Headpats on fucking anonymous board compared to the public humiliation I will receive from transitioning
I can't stop repressing as much as you can stop a river from flowing
You can dam it. But it has to flow again eventually
>>7266998
shreds of hope that it'll get better
>>7267025
<3
>>7266969
echeck is how I did it
you'll get a call from a third-party company confirming the order about a day after you place the order
>>7267005
I haven't seen war of the world so I have NO idea what you mean :p
>>7266998
I fear death.
>>7267034
AGP is arousal at the thought of oneself as female and nothing more
>tfw have been online for 13 hours now
oops I have gone too far
>>7267042
>mfw me and my bf literally sleep exactly like that
>>7267036
o-oh gosh
>>7266679
I'd fuck me
>>7267034
Same shit. Its meta-attraction pham. Also bi doesn't exist in biological males. See: M.J. Bailey.
>>7267046
I wish that I truly believed in that sort of honor. There's really nothing I'd like to feel more than my last breath on my lips.
>>7267052
>tfw no bf
>>7267051
I'm online for abt 24 hours a day senpai
>>7267063
untrue you need sleep
>>7267056
all hetero males are by definition agp
>>7267053
Come here baby
>>7267060
okcupid is a good place. grindr less so since alot of chasers there but you can take ur pick since the guys there drown u in attention nonstop
>>7267066
trannies dont sleep you fool, senpai
ive been 3 threads ago and havent noticed
oops
give me validation and call me attractive
or dont
im listening to nigger music so its good either way
this angle is gay
>>7267074
FINALLY
definite proof I'm not repressing :^)
>>7267069
I-I'm scared what you'll do if I do
oh and i royally fucked up on doing my brows myself
whoa have you guys noticed that isla's really pretty
>>7267037
I will beat up anyone who tries to humiliate you
>>7267044
these tripod things, they scared the crap out of me when i was a kid
>>7266969
echeck
>>7267079
We'll hug and kiss I'll make you feel good.
>>7267088
I can't remember anything like that in UT2004, fampai
Could just be my memory though
>>7267009
I wish I had the motivation, I wish that I could without wanting to fall over and crawl up into a little ball and not try again the next day with the same result
post sleeps
>Korra enters the thread.
>>7267068
Not all but maybe a large minority. Really, anyone who has ever fantasized about being the opposite sex and gets turned on by it has AGP flags. Same goes for fujos that read too much yaoi. AAP as fuck. But at least FtMs aren't hons.
>>7267083
>tfw randoms on this board portray intense love for each other
>literally no one loves me that way or ever will
haha lmao
>>7267096
i swear they had it on one map, or it might be a different UT? not sure
>>7267102
what would you suggest to a male who will never transition, yet is irreconcilably AGP?
>>7267108
Yeah that could be it since I only played 2004
>>7267110
get a boyfriend lol
>>7267100
shhhhhhhh
>>7267093
b-be gentle
>>7267100
i'm far too sleepy to do a transfer by wire now so I think I'm just gonna order my hormones tomorrow from this shady-ass Indian online store.
>>7267083
But I'd deserve it for even trying this stupid dream
>>7267096
UT3, wrong game, lol, im so stupid!
>>7267114
what, so they can fuck my ass so I can pretend to be grill? I don't think I can get off to man-on-man enough for me to get that far.
>>7267122
forgot my trip lol
>>7267123
you are going to kick yourself once the repression dam breaks and you have to trans and realise it was no big deal
>>7267124
Ah that explains a lot.
UT3 was pretty shit, right? I haven't played the new one yet because none of my friends play it ;_;
>>7267110
CBT. But if therapy isn't your thing, maybe get a job that you can become completely absorbed in. Literally dedicate every waking hour to something. Being a workaholic helps. Also tedious hobbies. Whatever takes your mind off of wanting to be a woman.
t. repressed as fuck twink who lives to work and will probably die of stress or self inflicted gsw
WHAT UP BITCHESSSSSS
>>7267100
>>7267131
can confirm what this anon says. at the height of dysphoria I couldn't repress any more and would have killed myself if I couldn't transition
>>7266938
>pretending
is your issue. At my heart I am a woman. I was pretending to be a man, but that is behind me now.
>>7267133
all i remember was running around ragdolling, i literally didnt do anything else, im pretty sure everyone on my team hated me but i had fun =3
>>7267100
>TFW you live in a town with a fuck ton of rednecks.
lets just say the confederate flag is everywhere and there is no such thing as decent manners for half of these people
>can i please move already?
I wish
I wish
I were a fish
>>7267134
You know, this is almost a good suggestion, except that I'm fuckin awful at everything I've ever tried. I doubt I could hold down a job due to how fucking useless I am at the simplest of things.
Is there a difference between normal therapy and CBT? Is there anything I should tell a (normal) shrink that could help them to help me deal with this?
>>7267145
lmao if you had fun it's good, right? Fuck teammates
I do so much dumb shit on csgo but at least my friends like me
I'm the lowest rank and they're all like 12 ranks higher but they still invite me just to have fun lmao
>>7267131
I'm constantly kept inside it by the fear I feel when i go outside and interact with the world
>>7267148
okay
>>7267037
Lmao you got the metaphor backwards, Amy
"I can't stop repressing as much as you can break down a dam to make the river flow again"
oh w8 but you can do that
>>7267134
I used dating apps as a dial-a-booty catalog while repressing.
Eventually, I figured out it really wasn't who/which gender I had sex with that made me so frustrated and laissez-faire in bed.
Towards the end of repression, boners started dying halfway through with women & boys weren't really a turn on, rather just a source of pleasure.
Yes.
I literally sexed my way into figuring out I'm a tranny.
Not who I have sex with, what do I have sex as
Weird realizing that I'm probably the single most succesful person of all the friends and family I've known before the last two months but I'm still a psychotic tranny. I wonder if these people are happier than me.
It's time for bed though. 5:20, this really wasn't planned
Goodnight qts see you tomorrow probably
>>7267152
>Is there a difference between normal therapy and CBT?
yes, quite a bit of difference
>>7267150
You want to be a b with an amazing ass?
>>7267148
iktf friend
>>7267146
Please stop posting images from that awful show
>>7267100
>>7267163
I'D LOVE IT
i hate being in georgia...
when i get out of school i will immediatly move more north, or at least atlanta
>>7267154
I said the same thing and I'm a hon now
We are all just inferor imitations of women
freaks
People pretend to be supportive but they really think your a weirdo, or they take pity on how pathetic you are
no one will love us
fetishist will use us to satisfy their fantasies then toss us aside
What are we doing
we should kill ourselves and save the world and ourselves the embarrassment
>>7267168
>>7267153
true, i generally just piss around in games, the only thing i do on gta5 these days is run around shooting myself in the head or suicide bombing people with grenades
>>7267166
IS IT A BEE!?
>>7267166
No
I want to fly away into the stars
>>7267164
Goodnight Bjorg =D
Get Sleep!!!!!!
>>7266992
Me and a bunch of friends get together each year for a lan gaming party, and UT2004 is the main game we play. We'll setup a dozen computers in the basement, and play into the wee hours of the morning. Kinda crazy for a bunch of people who are all now mostly in their 50s, but then we've been doing these parties since the '90s.
>>7267178
>edgy response
Expected from a man child
>>7267176
wew lass
>>7267186
I want friends like that some day
>one of my friends from high school got married
>she's been posting all the wedding pics on facebook
>tfw keep seeing them and die inside each time knowing I'll never be married or have someone love me like that
bad feels time
>>7267148
>tfw live in the one non-redneck city in a redneck state
>>7267144
I'm not even human anymore. In everything I'm pretending.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-VCf8WZsx3c
It might be alright for the femboys who have never had to deal with the regret of crafting muscle in a a adolescence furled attempt to "become a real man"
But not for me. Not when my body reminds me of everyday that I am a literal behemoth. A man. A actual man.
>>7267171
holy shit georgia is great
i wanna go to texas and live with some hicks and reds
get ready for irl people hugboxing you and saying ur brave n shit for being trans
its horrible
>>7267191
you may not have that but you're alive and not living as a man. much better than being dead I assure you
we should tinychat
>>7267176
>>7267187
>middle finger
>edgy
Global Rule 2 :/ come back in a few years
Hello.
>>7267200
hey
>>7267188
Snick is telling the truth
A truth you won't accept
pic of my future wedding with ambiance
>>7267174
I would be a hon today. I already have the facial structure. Time doesent make me lose any potential. There is no potential.
I have everything to lose from transition and nothing to gain.
I would rather work towards my suciide than transition
>>7267200
since bully anon isn't here
>an Australian enters the thread
Nobody got my reference :(
>>7267199
It is edgy
>>7267201
How are you?
>>7267165
What difference? How would I go about getting CBT rather than normal (shitty) therapy?
>>7267200
hey
>>7267176
to quote bojack horseman
"fuck man... what else is there to say"
I wish Korra would kill himself
>>7267213
i am a paragon of purity
shut ur mouth
heh. trannies are niggers. kid.
>>7267211
that's the spirit. you might not be there yet but ur headed in the right direction
>>7267212
depressed
>>7267223
will you be wearing a vale?
>>7267211
But you do realize that despite trying to improve you will fail like most here
>>7267207
I was here before but no one noticed.
>>7267213
It's hot and I hate this uniform cuz it feels gross. Almost home at least.
>>7267228
What's wrong?
>>7267224
Ginger.
check
>>7267157
>Towards the end of repression, boners started dying halfway through with women & boys weren't really a turn on, rather just a source of pleasure.
Same. I dated a cis girl in early transition and at first we did okay because I had only had sex with guys and trannies before and it was a novelty to me. Very quickly though I realized that I'm not actually interested in having sex with women, but more interested in being one.
I do like dicks though, so there's that.
t. agp who thinks vaginas on other people are gross and went full homo
soo..
my transman cousin says i don't really have dysphoria because feeling happy about being called my girl name and identifying more and girls doesn't make me dysphoric.
i have crossdressed and stuff and i do feel like i am a girl, but i constantly doubt myself
>>7267238
im a shitty bully substitute ;_; (but at least im not an aussie ayyy)
>>7267237
so you're a virgin?
i delivered to this guy that was at least 6'5 and he was smiling at me and it was so cute uwu
>see this on twitter
I guess the tranny pizza meme is real
>>7267234
better to try and fail than not try
>>7267243
Dysphoria is basically the part where being and being perceived as a dude bothers you
>>7267243
Your cousin is a fucking idiot, then.
>>7267238
get home soon and be comfy uwu
uniforms fucking suck tho
unless they are casual
>>7267237
wtf
>>7267249
thats fkn huge holy moly
>>7267250
p much is true
>>7267243
>my transman cousin says
Does being male cause you great disabling distress? Are you okay with the idea of growing older as a male? Do you want to be a girl?
Don't put too much thought into what a single tranny says
>>7267243
>my transman cousin says i don't really have dysphoria because feeling happy about being called my girl name and identifying more and girls doesn't make me dysphoric
>>7267243
what the fuck is he retarded? no cis male likes either of those things. only u know if u feel dysphoria or not. no one else can define it for you
>>7267253
he really is a dick.. he is one of those people who feels like the only way to be trans is if you hate everything about yourself..
probably because his mom is a true cunt in every way
>>7267255
the veil is traditionally a symbol of virginity, where the one lifting the veil intends on rectifying that >=D
>>7267245
At least I live in a first world country.
>>7267256
Uniforms are gross and suck. I wish I could wear casual.
I am a man. I will never not be a man. Transitioning is not an option for me. I have no options.
Though certain paths are right for certain people, the right path for me is to abstain. From life, from gender, from all feeling. I need to bring myself as close to death as possible. It's the only way to redeem myself.
>>7267238
dysphoria
>>7267190
They've stood by me as I transition. I still get invited to all their weddings, b-day parties, etc..
>>7267192
>I'm not even human anymore.
I've often felt that way, but not that I'm transitioning again I'm getting more and more human.
>But not for me. Not when my body reminds me of everyday that I am a literal behemoth. A man. A actual man.
You also need to learn to make the best with what you have got. I have a 44" underbust, and I'm not letting it stop me.
how do i stop being sad always
Good evening.
>>7267266
>Australia
>first world
ayy lmao well memed. at least i won't get killed by a giant spoidah
>>7267271
>hormones
>hormones
>hormones
>hormones
its the /mtfg/ motto
>>7267267
Hello brother.
>>7267274
>twf im such a nerd i instantly thought moonlight greatsword =)
>>7267279
>I heard getting a boyfriend helps
>tfw unable to get a boy OR girlfriend
>>7267275
ive been on months for a month and all that's happened is that my skin is softer
i dont feel any different
im also 6'2 with broad shoulders so it's not like i have a good shot at passing away
when someone who's like 5'4 tells me that doesn't matter it kind of pisses me off
>>7267280
hey
>>7267284
>im also 6'2 with broad shoulders so it's not like i have a good shot at passing away
>when someone who's like 5'4 tells me that doesn't matter it kind of pisses me off
lmao i know this feel. i die inside every time some 5'4 trans girl who passed pre-hrt says nobody will notice my shoulders or height
>>7267270
Making the best of it for me is turning my mind as brutish, rough and masculine as my body
is it true that hormones make you cry more...
because i hate how i don't cry, i feel like i should cry so much more, like being so unemotional hurts me
its not the only reason to want hormones, but its one question i have
>>7267279
>therapy
going
>friends
i dont have any friends
>job
no thanks, trying to build enough passive income to live off of online
>fulfilling hobby
sometimes i dont even feel like getting up in the morning where am i supposed to find the energy to have a hobby
>>7267291
Which concert? I saw FIDLAR and Steven Wilson last weekish.
>>7267271
>how do i stop being sad always
Work out?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GmFp0I8AZqw
>>7267288
Do you feel tainted after posting here too? It really disgusts me when I'm out in the real world.
>>7267245
Rather be an Aussie than a nigger
>>7267286
about to go get food u?
>>7267301
i bike two hours a day
Hate is my blood. I am a man. I have been chosen to be a man, and so I cannot chose to be a woman. I am not god, I do not know god.
i wnat to kiss another girl.
>>7267302
yes
>>7267256
i felt so little o///o i wanted him to absorb me with a hug
So it's been a two weeks since I stopped my hrt
>>7267296
Oh yeah. The T block.
That ache behind the chest where you feel sick and want to cry but no tears ever come. Where the only thing you can do is let it build with no release and eat away on the inside or it turns into rage and go on pol to rant the most hateful monologues that come to mind. All of course directed at your own ego
>>7267296
i've heard they do alot of times
im like 2 months, and they kinda do
so yeah, they do
>>7267314
If I figure a way to cancel my gender therapy I'll feel clean again
Make it stop
>>7267318
By choice?
>>7267326
Make what stop?
>>7267296
blockers can do that
I am boy. I like video games. Does any grill want to play video games with me? on steam I am "memes kill drugs," in overwatch I am weedgenie.
>>7267318
never stop
>>7267296
i just cried while typing a happy birthday message to a friend so id have to say yeah
>>7267296
yes. Sometimes for no reason
>>7267326
hang in there snicks
>>7267326
did u take ur meds today?
>>7267301
>go to gym
>nothing is a challenge
>everything reminds me of my muscles
>lift weight 5 times more heavy than what the shredded cis girl can
>mfw
>>7267309
I know that feel. at least through the fury of exercise I know a short repreive in the form of endorphins
>>7267338
Why?
>>7267338
repression doesn't work...
>>7267268
Bad feel. Hope you feel better.
>>7267274
>2nd highest HDI
>Not first world
Yeah okay.
>drink cup of licorice tea
>suddenly blind in one eye
...okay...
blue lives murder
>>7267348
seriously?? ive heard a story about licorice interacting with hrt. i thought it was a hon tale...i hope its not serious...
>>7267346
I wanna die like zyzz
Never to grow old. Never to reach 30.
Heart burnt out from drugs and roids. At the peak of male physical performance.
Frozen in time. A dead man can't become a hon.
>>7267350
Black Lives Splatter.
>>7267358
and super fucking dumb
>>7267355
Not on HRT. Just randomly had my vision skew off and lost all focus in one eye after drinking it.
>>7267359
emily i just hate the police so much
>>7267367
Why so? Never encountered problems with them here.
>>7267362
the murder of innocents by class traitors is never fun
>>7267370
theyre enforcers of oppressive systems
>>7267356
is there anyway to get your mind off bad things?
>>7267376
Hate the people who create those oppressive systems, whatever they man be.
>>7267378
I dunno
>>7267359
legit i have no idea why you said that.. basically insulting dead black people
i am not saying you can't do offensive jokes...
but holy shit
>>7267361
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AdBoybKnzZw
>>7267383
post tomoko folder
>>7267329
I'm thinking of attempting sinful deeds
>>7267379
Don't look female as started in my first response
dysphoria is always a fun feeling
>>7267358
>At the peak of male physical performance.
>Zyzz
You are mistaken, dear anon.
>>7267378
I'm in a room with the lights on now
focusing on background noises
it helps alittle
>>7267388
but seriously i am not some crazy censor.
i just found it very insensitive, seeing as it i expect that shit from /pol/ members invading,
now lets get back to talking about how it sucks to not be perfect passing
>>7267379
I would never be able to be a qt girl
My only purpose now is to self destruct
>>7267397
I'm sorry. I'm going to test-drive that ass before I consider it truly the peak of physical performance.
>>7267391
remember it is never too late to welcome Jesus into your heart!
tfw bf
>>7267373
Then why quit hrt doesn't magically turn you into a girl it gets you a tiny bit closer at best
>>7267391
doit!
>>7267410
how much is he paying you?
i love girls a lot so much im taking pills to be one uwu
>>7267396
Always remember that just because your brain is a bully, it doesn't mean you're any less of a pretty girl.
say something nice about urself /mtfg/
>>7267410
how do i be pretty lily
and how do i make money camwhoring
>>7267390
Pic related and that isn't counting the ones I haven't organised yet.
>>7267388
I mean, if you attack a police officer and don't follow their orders then don't be surprised if you get shot desu.
I think I'm getting sick. Will someone come make me soup and wrap me in a blanket and reassure me that Im not dying?
>>7267416
I'm still alive for now.
i really wish i could shave my legs but seeing as i am still waiting to truly be independent, i don't want my parents knowing
>>7267415
aww thanks anon
that made me smile
but im more focused on things like my voice and genitals and that ill never be pregnant and im not cis
>>7267416
....yes...
>>7267416
I think I have nice eyes.
>>7267416
I've got a nice personality I suppose. Deeply loyal and protective.
Horrible horndog, though. Vile pervert that likes fantasizing about corrupting boys and having them grow boobs and girl up, only to corrupt other boys.
fuuuuuuuuuck
I did it again.
I put off starting to study for an exam I have in 3 days. Ive only just started to look at revision material and withing 10 minutes I realise I have a fuck ton of work to do and not enough time.
I already failed 2 of my classes this semester by not doing assignments cause I kept putting if off until it got to the point where it there was too much of a penalty due to late submission to even attempt them.
out my the 2 other classes Ive already finished one and passed it for sure, but biology...
I think I might have done that thing where I assume Im not going to be able to pass so I dont do the work and surprise surprise, I fail.
>>7267416
I will inevitably be dead
>>7267416
I can be pretty cute sometimes I think.
>>7267416
desu thats harder than you think when i lost all my friends because i got jealous at another transgirl.
and because i suck at making jokes
and i'm fucking ugly
>>7267416
I'm not a whore yet
>>7267416
I smell good
>>7267413
5000$, he's an exhibitionist and asked me to post him lots
>>7267418
Makeup desu
>>7267428
I am non binary lol
>>7267416
u-u--u-u-uh
I think I'm cute sometimes
>tfw no one loves me and none of my pants fit bc i got thicc
>>7267416
i go to a good university
Goodnight mtfg
my mind has run me down
>>7267439
edie my gender fluids leaked out help
>>7267437
....yet...
>>7267446
goodnight
>>7267416
i think people like me
>>7267425
>things like my voice and genitals and that ill never be pregnant and im not cis
Yeah, those are... tough. Not much I can say to try and cheer you up there, they bother me too.
All I can offer is a free hug coupon with no expiry date. Unlimited uses.
what's going on peeps ?
cant sleep need dick
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>7267446
Goodnight snicks, have good dreams =)
something nice about myself
i know how to get (you)s
>>7267457
Larry are you a str8 girl now?
>>7267433
I did the same thing I'm going to take a semester off to work and finish transition so I can stop going into these half semester depressive states that make me fail most of my classes it really sucks
>>7267416
I got nothing
>>7267451
Hey Eva, u good? =3
>>7267461
hugg 'wi
>>7267461
Teach me.
>>7267438
v. true
>>7267461
that's not tr-
>>7267448
the life of a rock musician
;(
Could I get titty skittles if I just want a softer body and boobs?
>>7267455
a hug would be nice
>>7267464
fuck off those are just fantasies that arent gonna happen
>>7267464
Wow, anon you're right. I can always do that.
btw im super high and cordi was scratching my head and it felt like heaven on earth
>>7267467
hugg cyba
>>7267469
hugg lauren
>>7267471
hugg anon
>>7267473
hugg maeve
>>7267416
i have a lot of reaction images
>>7267463
I was doing engineering but I failed so many times that I failed the course.
and now Im doing something I actually like and Im still doing the same god damn thing.
basically the best thing about 4chan generals is there's no typing indicator so nobody knows if you were writing a post
post images kill thread
>>7267467
an excellent philosophy, but ill deduct 4 points for the jeiber reference
>>7267468
not really, I'm sad
>>7267488
I like the pictures.
>>7267486
yes very nice
cordi is a good headscratcher
S-Say something nice about your favorite trip.
>>7267443
show me the thicc
>>7267465
if you are going to be a pity party but not actually transition maybe you should fuck off?
>go to Walmart in 100% boymode
>haven't shaved
>didn't comb hair
>wearing boyfriend's t-shirt and jacket
>jeans and kept hands in jacket pocket
>people stare and ask "is that a girl"
wtf my boymode is cis male tier idk what they were smoking
>>7267492
why? whats up sweetie?
>>7267475
yep. you probably belong in femgen but you'll come here eventually
>>7267480
headpats kiwi
>>7267481
*hug*
>>7267496
Elanna is a lesbian
>>7267446
Nvm
>>7267496
tetra has amazing hips
>>7267503
hi tetra!!
yes but they're twice as nice while high cause everything feels comfy
>>7267505
aaaaaaaaaaaa~
>>7267502
boys don't have boobs
>>7267483
Literally me, I was in mechanical engineering but failed calc 2 so many times that I had to change majors so I switched to IT which I like quite a bit but I'm fucking up my classes and irrecoverably failed all of my classes this semester
>>7267496
maeve a cute
>>7267524
oh, im sorry, why are you throwing up? its not bulimia is it?
>>7267553
seeing myself makes it happen, even just the bone structure does it to me